#clean out current posts

[fr0gg13b413]

my december goal on here is to MASS clean out my tumblr. clean room clean mind type thing, yk? tumblr is my bedroom.

#to do list: #clean out current posts #clean out drafts #fiX YOUR GODDAMNED TAGS #i need to sort though my 1456 (and counting) drafts

[darubyprincx]

hello pixlriffs fandom i made a cool thing

(alternative title: well that's maybe three months of on and off embroidering that i'm never getting back!)

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seriously though hi. So a few months back I decided to go looking to see if Pixlriffs' iconic jacket was on sale anywhere and the answer was no, they stopped selling it years ago. there were no lookalikes anywhere either so i did the very reasonable thing of sulk about this for about a day, go out and buy a shit ton of thread, and make the damn thing myself.

"wait," you say. "hold on. Those stripes aren't made out of fabric, are they?"

No, Dear Reader, They Are Not.

Those are

embroidered

by hand to boot because i don't own a sewing machine.

"What the fuck," you may ask. "Why."

autism

im really stupidly determined to pull through on projects especially when it comes to stupid shit like this

i needed a big time consuming creative project to get me through the Seasonal Big Sads

THE SHEER POWER AND SWAG THAT I HAVE NOW THAT THIS JACKET IS COMPLETE IS IMMEASURABLE. Nobody else I know is going to be rocking up to school wearing something that they embroidered themself over the span of three months. Textile work is cool. This looks fucking awesome. I am unstoppable.

did i mention the autism yet?

anyways i may be currently focusing on other fandoms but pixl's videos (especially his empires smp series) have been getting me through some really tough times consistently for over a year now and i figured i may as well show that in some way. i'm pretty sure this is the coolest thing i've ever made to date.

AND i completed my goal of finishing it before 2024 (in my timezone)! at the time of writing this it is 10:16 P.M on December 31st, 2023 :] i did it i did the thing

and an extra lil bonus thing on the back that i added because i had the time (yes that is latin also please ignore the pet hair i have two dogs and a cat):

vigilate, amici mei.

(stay vigilant, my friends!)

#ray's tag #mcyt #pixlriffs #undescribed #keys' art #i was planning on copying this post and tagging pixl in it over on twitter but since sloy lurks in the pixl tag i'll wait #he'll probably see it soon anyways FJDJFJSJDJSJ #also i need to shower and clean the hell out of my room its currently covered in craft supplies #but uh. Yep. This is the end of the pixlriffs jacket saga! woo! #the pixlriffs jacket #o7

[kittybroker]

General update post:

Nothing is really changing right now but if posts have been slow due to stuff going on irl. I'm finding myself able to get to less and less tagged posts at the moment. A large chunk are posts I've already seen, and even without that I'm getting them in far faster than I can get posts out.

Likewise, it's getting harder to keep submissions open for longer periods of time as it gets more and more asks quicker than before. I am also very tired with outside stuff ongoing and have been missing scheduled posts fairly regularly.

I'll still try to get to as many as I can but it can take time and I can't get to everything. I'm hoping to sort out the intro post with an FAQ and a few other bits of useful information but it might be a bit before I can get anything sorted there.

It's been suggested before that I get other people on to help, and I haven't really wanted to do that. I stand by that decision but the blog has continued to grow pretty consistent for the last eight months or so, with no real sign of it seeming to slow down. I recall when I started I was somehow getting 20 posts out a day but right now queue is set for 12 and I suspect I'm only getting about 10 out. No idea how I did it then but there's only so many cats I can evaluate before my brain turns to slush.

As a note, please don't tag me into or send in more than about two posts at a time. There's just too many coming in and I'll probably just chose the best if you do (I notice and then forget later anyways).

#text post #kind of a ramble but sort of general update #haven't done anything in a while and don't have time to do any sort of larger cleaning up right now #normally what I do is I open posts in a new tab to get to as sort of a pseudo-queue for tagged posts #and it never really gets over like 5-10 and if it does I can normally clean it out not too badly #currently have like 20-30 and about half of all my open tabs are just tagged kitty broker posts

[perigilpin]

#abbott elementary #barbara howard #melissa schemmenti #barbara x melissa #work wives #my art #realized I never posted this #watching rhony and cleaning out my procreate files currently

[baeshijima]

it is now officially the 25th which means...

merry christmas everyone !!! regardless of whether u celebrate or not, i hope u all have a lovely day with whoever u spend it with or with urself <33

#sophie's idle chatter #this is scheduled so im HOPING it posts at 12 am.... prays.... #i havent been super active in the past month or two bc life is kicking my ass (<- has said this countless times already but its still true) #also !! i see asks and ill try and answer them when i actually have the time and energy 😭 ik i say this a lot but ive been drained good god #(not so) mini life updates : #the new lovebrush chronicles main story update has made me weep so much... ive done both clarence and ayns routes and.... #my god.... this story is darker and honestly im loving it AND i love how they did the chara roles in this world (alkaid... ourgh...) #my tear glands arent tho bc ayn ending 3.... what the fuck was that i couldnt sleep after doing that ending??? ITS WAS SO SAD AND FOR WHATF #currently having to wait until the 27th so i can do lars route 😔 #the recent ep of apothecary diaries.... ourgh my heart.... jinshi and maomao beloveds :(( #oh !! and ive gotten back into my ace of diamonds/daiya no ace phase and have been rewatching the series... #sobbing chris and yuki and miyuki my beloveds.... kissing ur foreheads and holding u gently..... #the way i got back into it bc im catching up on s2 of a clean sweep (a korean baseball variety show that i love with all my heart ;w;) #my mum is a traitor tho bc she watched every new ep that came out on tuesdays while i was in uni 🧍‍♀️ so now im catching up on the 30 eps #on my own 🧍‍♀️ #OMG AND ALSO DR STONE S3??? WHY WAS I NOT NOTIFIED THAT PART 1 CAME OUT MONTHS AGO AND PART 2 WAS MORE RECENT??? #i havent been doing that much writing recently tho bc the fingers wont type but the brain is exploding with ideas i cannot handle this #i do want to get back to the haitham sxf series tho.... and also my oc various x reader series....... #tbh ive been contemplating abt publishing the haitham series on ao3 once i write more chapters before publishing them #idk i feel like the series would be nice to have on ao3 as well as tumblr JHDG #thats abt it i think? #anywho if u read this far then know i am giving u a warm cookie as a condolence prize for getting through this life dump <33 #ill leave it off here but i hope u all have a lovely day !! mwah mwah merry chrysler everyone 🎄🫶 #queue... ueueue

[girlboyburger]

hello everyone!

funds are pretty tight right now and my household is in need of a lil help, so i'm making a better post about my patreon AND i'm finally selling some stickers !!

patreon

redbubble

rb's super appreciated C:

#i won't get too into detail but. it is becoming increasingly obvious that working in public where we currently live is dangerous for me #so i'm trying my best to make more of a job out of my art without obliterating my wrists. eg. selling stickers and shilling for my patreon #my art #furry #anthro #fursona #clean furry #furry fandom #oc #sfw furry #furry art #cow #patreon #discord #stickers #redbubble currently has a pinkie sticker i havent even posted about yet! wow !

[hellbatschilt]

Liked these better without colour lol Anyways I'm thinking about my favourite guys again

#hellba(r)t #yokai watch #count cavity #agent x #sorry i'm back on my yw bullshit. i mean i always am but i haven't drawn fanart in a while #can you guys guess who my number 1 fave is out of the two? (it's x) #i should continue my yw3 playthrough soon... i wanna do the grumbler's grotto section again since it's one of my faves #i'm currently at the circus so i get to see x again soon!! #also saved right before fighting moso (or hoaxy) who is also one of my faves so that's exciting lol #i should uuuh draw the ghoulf*mily sometime huh #i think the only one i haven't actually drawn is slackerj*ck which isn't surprising (i like him though!!) #oh and no-b*t because i always forget about them like a fake fan LOL #anyways i've got some other yw3 doodles i've gotta clean up a bit and post sometime #i drew a really nice the executor that i wanna post lol

[ivygeorgi]

all I can say is ✨them✨

#I'm currently working on like four drawings and started overthinking which to post first #so I drew something new in order to break free from the overthinking curse #I love how soft and clean this one turned out #Imma use this method more often #dagcup #dagur #dagur the deranged #hiccup #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #httyd #rtte

[waywardstation]

Brave anon asking the big questions and winning the best prizes T^T

Thank you for the extra snippet!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

In regards to this post

YES! Thank you anon who asked!! (And anon if you’re reading this, genuinely it meant a lot to hear you wanted to see more of my stuff. Thank you ;w;)

And thank you friend!!!!! So happy you enjoyed it!! I really have a lot that I want to post that I hope people will enjoy haha, just gotta get over the hill that is this 20k+ multi-chapter fic. I did not intend for it to get this big, or stuff it this full of important events!!

I’m very glad you appreciated it!! ^^ <3

#wayward’s asks #I really have a lot to post. but I’m not sure what happened after my last year at uni #it’s like I really revved up a dead engine too much and it got directionless #so I made like. SO MUCH content but out of order #and it’s messy so I’m spending a lot of time going back and cleaning up what I wrote a few months ago when I had half a brain working haha #BUT I do work on writing every day #almost there!!!! #and a lot of what I have is like my current favorite writing #because I’ve been scrutinizing it so much #I think it’s my best work yet and I’m happy with it #AND I’ve been revising all the published chapters of HFBE #fixing problems that I had in the first chapter before I had a beta reader #and the second one too #and generally rewording things to flow better and fit the current vibe #I’ll be updating all the AO3 chapters with the updated versions when I post the next chapter for it ^^

[spiritofjustice]

my left ear piercing is infected

#psy's no punctuation posts #at least it's treatable at home so just gonna keep on cleaning it multiple times a day with saline solution #and not mess with it #it's been 6 months so i changed out my earrings #i take for granted the ear didn't like that. my current theory is either the earring i put in wasn't clean #or it's because some of the earrings are super cheap material like nickel. so idk but i'll be more careful once i get this fixed ig #it can also just be Not Healed Enough ccause this shit takes forever but idk

[vstheworld]

decrusting the old domicile (brought to you by mr clean magic erasers)

#my face #photo post #personal #turns out there was so much mold in this home #which might explain my gradually worsening breathing problems #so now I get to wear this cool thing #honestly I’m so proud of how clean I’ve gotten the place thus far #he could slap a coat of landlord white on everything #replace the current used carpet with different used carpet #and it’s rental ready #yes that is a window ac unit shoved into a hole cut in the wall #all landlords are bastards

[zevrans]

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#so i finished my 4 out of 4th 12 hour shift in a row last night and i'm literally so exhausted and i was glitching mid simple tasks 🤡✌️ #my coworker asked to change shifts so he could have that one specific day as off #and he managed to do some very critical mistakes in his 4 days prior and that's considering his gf is often with him there #and i was the one suffering the consequences even if it's literally not my fault #ever since i've got this job i've been fixing so many mistakes of his i kept wondering who's the newbie here?? #like i try to leave my shift as good as possible i clean everything check everything and do all my duties #and when i come here after his shifts it's.. a fucktonne of work mistakes and literal dirt like dude!!! #4 shifts in a row never again man never again i am so tired my brain is nerfed and i can only rest for 1 day today because tomorrow i'm #going to a doc; #my social battery is not just dead it's nonexistent at this point #i just want to lay in bed and not be percieved or interacted with for at least the same amount of days 😫 #i really thought i could take a socially demanding and rather multitasking job without it taking hugest toll on my mental state huh??? #and i had such a bad sleep too i had a very graphic and sickening nightmare which woke me up 2 hours after i fell asleep #and then i woke 2 more times after that and i feel so exhausted and not rested at all and so fatigued i can't even do anything #man for me my sleep being interrupted is the worst like i function better if i have a smaller amount of sleep but it's uninterrupted #than longer in hours but it gets interrupted and i wake up even once #sorry i come here once in few days vent post and then dissapearvckfkv 😭 i miss tumblr but have no energy currently to even rb anything 🥲 #tbd

[em-dashes]

now that suddence is out to betas i'm oscillating between getting more and more self conscious and overthinking about everything that might be wrong with the story vs. knowing that is literally THE POINT of betas and i can't in good conscience let my story slide out into the world with a bunch of faults i didn't catch simply because i was too close to it

#em dashes #DON'T GO EASY ON ME I NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING #i just need all my betas to know that I KNOW my story isn't perfect in its current state and that's exactly why it's out for critiques #i think there's always some part of you that wishes the critiques will come back squeaky clean. no notes! absolute perfection! #bc then you'd feel proud! you'd feel like you know what you're doing! like you're a PRO!! #however i gotta remind myself that not even professional writers can crank out perfect stories right away #they all have editors and peer critiques to help them #and i have to be careful about equating critiques as personal failures #because they aren't!! they're there to help!!! #anyway. enough venting for now #it's been a while since i got peer critiques so it's a little unnerving lol #but also also i just saw a very good breakdown of an episode of buffy that deals with grief #and i couldn't help comparing it to suddence which also deals with grief #and thinking 'wow. why didn't i do this. why didn't i do that. am i doing this all wrong' #AHH! writing is a very scary profession sometimes #but to be proud of myself for a second #i've never been so confident as to even show so many people my writing. let alone to receive critique on it #it's so strange to think there was a time where i kept all my writing bottled up and didn't talk about it to anyone even on tumblr #i began posting in 2018. that's not that long ago. that's only five years #and yet it feels like a billion years ago. i was still in university. suddence didn't even exist yet #wow. time is so weird

[zoomingupthathilla]

*throws confetti at you all for being fabulous.*

#ooc #{mad max out #that is it.. thats the post #I will be going back into hiding for the night. #I have brain rot for something else currently & my mood is iffy at best #but I wanted you all to know how amazing you are & how much I love you.. enough to make you have to clean confetti off yourself

[pyxaperson]

need to get myself a she/her non-binary in my life so that i have an excuse to make “non-binahers”/”non-binahis” shirts

#this post has been in my drafts since 2021 which i am currently cleaning out #so fuck it i am posting this #nonbinary #trans #transgender #t4t

[mattodore]

i hit 3k pins on the oc boards last night without even noticing 🥺

#river dipping #what’s funny is i just deleted like forty pins from theo’s board that didn’t represent him anymore and i STILL have 3k 😭 #theo’s board is years old and i cleaned it out a few times before but i finally was like okay no. #some of these pins just don’t make sense for him at all you need to delete them even if you’re attached to them atp. #i need to do the same with some of matthias and dionte's early pins too but i've been putting it off #anyway <333333333333333!!!!!!!!!! i'm going to read for an hour or two and then it's back in cas to start on theo's mom #i finished his dad last night i just didn't post abt it #theo's parents are gonna look much younger than matthias's but they're probably close in age. theo's are maaaybe a little younger... #ALSO...... i realized when i was making theo's dad that like. theo and matthias aren't close in age like matthias and imani. #like there's a 2-4 year age gap there... so like. for the edit i'm just gonna make them both fifteen anyway and say Oh Well! #like just pretend there's no age difference #me being like 'i don't wanna give exact ages at the current spot in the story' is fine until i wanna do something like this kdfjgnk #theo's in his early twenties and matthias is in his mid-twenties #theo's like..... somewhere between 22-24 and matthias is somewhere from 25-26... no more than 27 that's for sure #theo's still in university is the thing... like i've always been like theo's 24-ish but realized like hang on... he should be younger #he's very studious and his course load is STACKED so if anything he should be out of university by 22... which is where i've hit a snag #i was thinking oh maybe he could've taken a gap year but like. his parents wouldn't have allowed that at all. #and then i was like okay... maybe he went to rehab for a year so he's behind...? #but again........ his parents wouldn't have allowed him to disgrace the family name publically like that by admitting he has problems #so like... i'm just sort of covering my mouth and mumbling whenever i talk about ages lmao #i just don't want theo to be really young and i don't wanna budge on matthias's age either #idk idk i'll think of something. maybe it can relate to the breakdown he's meant to have... #...anyway. out of the oc soup and into this book <3