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[kpopimaginings]

Double Check - Siwon

A/N: A request from @fulleaglecloduniversity​ about a pregnancy with Siwon. Here is part 1 and there will be a part 2 to follow.

You really weren't sure why you were so nervous. You and Siwon had spoken about having kids together since before you were even engaged, so you knew his reaction wouldn't be negative. Still, this was huge news. How were you meant to tell him something like this?

"Yeobo?" you asked, entering the living room where he was.

"Jagi," he replied, letting you know he was listening.

"I just wanted to ask a favour," you started. "I've got an appointment tomorrow and I was hoping you could come along."

"What sort of appointment? Is everything OK?" Siwon asked, suddenly concerned.

"Yeah, I've just been feeling really sick a lot lately and then I've done a couple of these," you explained, pulling some pregnancy tests out of your pocket, "And they seem to think I'm pregnant, so I'm going to double check. I thought you might like to be there."

Your husband sat frozen and wide eyed in front of you.

"Yeobo? You still with me?"

"You're saying you're pregnant?" he finally spoke.

"All signs are pointing to yes," you smiled.

As the news slowly sunk in, a grin erupted on Siwon's face too. He stood to approach you.

"I know it's a bit earlier than we planned but-"

You were cut off by Siwon's lips pressing tenderly against yours, his hands resting on your waist.

"Who cares about our plan?" he said, now unable to stop smiling. "For the longest time all I've wanted is a family with you, and if it's happening now then that's fine by me."

"We'll know for sure tomorrow."

You rested your hand on his as it slid round to your stomach, and the two of you stood together for a moment longer, basking in the bliss of the potential life growing inside you.

As you sat at the doctors, preparing for the scan to either confirm or deny the pregnancy, you thought back to the anxiety you had first felt about telling your husband. He was sat beside you, clutching your hand in his excitement clear on his face.

"Definitely pregnant," the doctor announced looking at the screen in front of her.

"Really?" you asked, eager to see the proof yourself.

"Really," she confirmed, turning the monitor to show you. "This little shape here, that's your baby."

"It's true," you heard Siwon mutter, before bringing your hand up to place a kiss on it. "We're actually going to be parents, Jagi, it's happening!"

"It really is," you smiled back. "It's going to be a long 9 months!" 

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[chicken-fifi]

All I Want | Siwon (SuJu) Imagine

Pairing: Choi Siwon x Fem!Reader

Requested by anon: Hi, I would like to request an imagine with siwon from super junior where the f reader is also an idol, 10 years younger than him, very popular among boys, and after 5 months dating siwon, he realizes that many male idols around her age want to be with her, so he gets very insecure and she comforts him after finding out why he was sad

Genre: angst to fluff

Word Count: 1,395 words

A/n: this one took me much longer to write than i planned, but i'm happy with it and i hope you all enjoy it!

Tunes: not a tune, but i was (re)watching many episodes of seasons 3 and 4 of attack on titan while writing this piece.

You huffed as your dance sequence came to an end once again during the dress rehearsal for the music show. Letting your arms fall from their final positions, you stretched humming as your back cracked in the most satisfying way possible. For being almost 28 years old, your body sure felt worse after each and every single one of those elaborate and complex dance choreographies. Looking back on that fact, it could easily be the result of the last decade of back to back comebacks with little to no rest in between. After all, when you’re in an industry where long hiatuses can be the difference between success and failure for Kpop groups - among other factors - resting is not really an option. 

No matter how popular you may be.

“Alright Moonlight,” you heard the director call out through a megaphone. “Good work. Go get some rest. Super Junior you’re up!”

As you walked off the stage with your four group members, you passed the veteran group dressed to the nines in their suits for their upcoming comeback. With quick and practiced bows, the five of you rushed back to the dressing room you had been assigned. You lingered a bit as Siwon walked by you, sending him a soft smile, your hands brushing against one another.

“Let’s meet tonight,” you whispered, eye brightening as he smiled back and nodded.

“My place,” he whispered back. “After the final recording.”

~~~

“You guys just keep getting better every comeback,” the director commented as he dismissed the veteran boy group to rest before the final taping as well. “We can always count on you veterans to give a good show.”

The rowdy group messed around with one another as they walked off the stage. Despite each of of the men steadily approaching their mid to late thirties - save for the oldest two who were already forty - the tired feelings that echoed in their bones immediately after they finished their rehearsal had disappeared in an instant and they were back to acting and feeling like the young men they were when they first stepped foot onto the stage.

Much like back then, Siwon’s ear picked up the chatter of groups around him stepping onto the stage and waiting for their groups' turn to practice alike. Normally he would not have given the chatter and gossip much thought, but since he heard the comments being made about you as he was waiting for his own rehearsal, his ear instinctively tuned into the conversations straining to hear any mention of your name.

“She’s totally my type,” he heard some boy group member, someone he was able to identify as having debuted within the same month as you did, comment to another member of his group. “She’s so pretty and she can dance like it’s no one’s business.”

“She’s everyone’s type,” another guy said, joining in on their conversation. “She’s such a great performer it’s hard not to like her in that department, but I heard that she’s even nicer in person, not to mention she talks about wanting to be in a serious relationship that will lead to marriage. If I could wife her up I would. Settling down with her sounds like a dream.”

His brows furrowed at the words he heard. He knew better than to get jealous about it seeing as the two of you had only been officially dating - albeit in private - for the past five months. It would be wrong to assume things were more serious than they were, even more wrong to get possessive over you. After all, these boys were much closer in age to you than he was. Maybe he really should have thought about the problems and insecurities that would come with dating someone a whole decade younger than him.

Especially someone as likable and admirable as you. The It Girl. That girl.

Still, hearing you being spoken about in such a manner was sickening. Siwon clenched his fists at his sides, slowing slightly and making a move to head over in their direction before Jeongsoo grabbed his upper arm, pulling him back.

“Just ignore them,” he warned. “We don’t need this kind of scandal.”

Siwon let out a deep breath, closing his eyes and continuing his walk. His older friend was right. He had much more important things that he needed to focus on, not to mention that he was the person that got to see you in the domestic ways that those boys could only ever dream of. 

~~~

You sighed in relief as you leaned against the elevator wall as it rose up. If you thought your muscles were sore during the rehearsals, now that the final taping was over and you finally got a chance to breathe away from the spotlight that was the entertainment industry. As much as you loved being a part of it, it was the most tiring thing you had ever experienced. You were truly thankful for the man you were currently on your way to visit. He was one of the few people who gave you a sense of being a normal person.

The ding from the elevator, forced your eyes to open and you pushed yourself from the wall walking out the door and down the hall to the door of the apartment you were no stranger to. Stopping in front of the door you punched in the passcode, stepping inside as quickly as you could and kicking off your shoes and sliding your feet into a pair of slippers - a pair Siwon had bought specific for you and that matched his. Not seeing his slippers by the door, you assumed Siwon had arrived before you, and given the sound of the footsteps nearing, it seems you were right.

“You rushed home,” you chuckled, seeing your lover’s figure fill the entryway. “Did your rehearsals and taping go well?”

“About as well as they could go,” he hummed, pulling you into a hug. “How about yours?”

“We got all sorts of praises and compliments from everyone. They really liked the choreography that we have this comeback.”

Siwon frowned, pulling away and walking further into the apartment, “Really.”

You nodded as you followed after, taking note of the smell of cooked food as you did you - and also noting the somber aura that was filling the space between the two of you.

“Hey, is everything alright?” you asked.

Siwon entertained the idea of lying or making some bullshirt excuse for a split second before tossing it out almost as quickly as it had appeared. He was too old to be moping about something so trivial rather than being open and upfront about it.

“I heard some of the members from other groups talking about you as we were leaving the stage after our rehearsal,” he began, not looking at you. “How you’re their ideal type and whatnot. I won't deny that it made me feel insecure - seeing as I’m a good decade older than you and they’re much closer to you in age - although admitting it makes me feel foolish and like a whiny, brat.”

“Siwon,” you sighed. “Did it really bother you that much?”

He stopped turning to look at you, “It did. I can’t even begin to explain how much it hurts to know that my old ass could never keep up with you like them. I’m so wasted.”

“Stop that,” you scolded. “Don’t you dare talk about yourself like that.” Siwon didn’t say a word, simply staring at you as you cupped his face, pressing your forehead to his. “I never dated you for being old or not being old. And I certainly don’t care if I’m anyone else’s ideal type or not. I’m your girlfriend, am I not?”

Siwon smiled softly, realizing your words were true and he knew that. He knew that very well, which was why he found his insecurities so shameful to even consider. You had done nothing but make him feel secure in your relationship, just as secure as he had always made you.

“So what if I’m their ideal type? You don’t have a single thing you need to worry about because they aren’t and will never be you, Siwon. You are the only one I want - all I want.”

With that, Siwon finally cracked a full smile - close lipped, but full.

“Now, let’s eat, I’m starving.”

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[https-immotmari]

❝ I had really sweet dreams yesterday ❞ ─── rules!

. . . . . Before one's request, let's set some ground rules, alright?

this blog will be only for fluff, angst with comfort/happy ending, maybe a bit of yandere and for fun since, for me, I don't want to mix up the two sides of ying and yang. For those who wants the opposite of it, I've already made a side blog, although, it needs some final touches.

please mention/say the gender of the reader in your request, either female or gender neutral! (apologies to those who wanted a male!reader, I'm still not yet ready, hopefully in the future I will)

I can only take up to 3-4 character per request, there's honestly a lot of characters in the fandoms I'm in so yeah ^^

please don't request anything lewd, I'm still a minor.

with your request, you guys can detail it as much as you want since sometimes my brain just needed a head start to come up with a scenario/story.

please be respectful and patience with me, and anymore writers, since I also have a personal life out of social media.

your request can be either romantic or platonic.

also, don't forget to mention if you want headcannons, short scenarios, etc, etc. I don't write/tolerate anything disgusting or uncomfortable like incest, pedophilia, racism, etc.

If I may feel uncomfortable with any request, which is gonna be rare, I can always decline it. . . . . Now, with the rules done, let's get into the fandoms!

fandoms that mari is in and writes for: reminder: that the names with the color purple on it are indicating that they are strictly platonic

study group - gamin yoon, hanwool phi, minhwan ma, jiwoo lee, heewon choi, sehyun kim, jun lee, hankyeon lee, geonyeob park, minhee jang, siwon cheon, sunchul kim, hyeonu lee, (may possibly add more) blood of the butterfly - maehwa baek, jaeyon shing, sara lopez, hajin seo, (may possibly add more) akuneko (devil butler with [a] black cat) - all of the devil butlers + muu, (may probably add more) i became the male lead's adopted daughter - phileo, leonia, (may possibly add more) zomgan - mirae on, (may possibly add more) becoming the dark hero's daughter - lea/leticia, jade de lewelton, duke kallen de lewelton, marianne de lewelton, (might add more) project sekai - vivid bad squad, wonderlands x showtime, (may add more since I've still have to read the other bands stories) twisted wonderland - possibly all + grim and ortho (except for the adults and event characters) surviving as a maid in a horror game - adrian caiser von der paltzgraf, hilda (might add more)

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[superwinkies]

Choi Siwon: First Kiss

-It was the end of your date with Siwon.

-You were now standing with your back against your front door and Siwon in front of you.

-”I had a great time tonight,” he starts.

-”Me too. It was really fun,” you responded.

-”So I guess this is goodbye,” he says as he clasped his hands together.

-You nodded, not really wanting this to end. Both of you looked at each other, neither want the date to end. 

-Siwon took a step forward to close the gap and you hitched your breath.

-”Can I kiss you?”, he ask, softly.

-You felt your heart palpitating fast. Siwon slowly leans in, but you stopped him. “I’ve never kissed anyone before,” you shyly utter, looking to your side.

-He returned to his original position, feeling guilty because he thought he pressured you to do something you weren’t comfortable at. 

-”I’m sorry. Is it too early?”

-You bit you lips, “no, you can kiss me.”

-He looked at you, looking for reassurance, but you just closed your eyes. He took it as an ok sign.

-Siwon leans in and you feels his breath fanning over yours. He softly brush his lips against yours. Your hands immediately grabbed his shirt. 

-He was patient with you, and match your rhythm. He would hold the sides of your face gently as he slowly deepen the kiss.

-Siwon’s kiss was slow, soft, passionate. He would smile throughout the kiss.

-Knowing that this is your first kiss ever, he would be very analytical throughout. If you are going slow, then he would kiss you ever so slowly. If it seems like you are going way too fast, he would take control and slow the kiss down.

-Siwon wants your first kiss with him to be something you enjoyed. He wants you to enjoy kissing him without any pressure. 

-Just before he breaks away from you, he would deepen the kiss, pulling you as close as he possibly can.

-Siwon would definitely look into your eyes, as his thumb would gently swipe across your lips. 

-”Good night,” he finally says

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[pocket-scenarios]

Nervous - Siwon

(Admin: Byeul, it’s my time to shine)

Male Reader

Siwon cups one side of your face bringing his lips down over yours. You shut your eyes resting your hands on his sides pulling him closer towards you by them. You turn so that your back is towards the wall, him pressing you against it. You grip your hand into Siwon’s hair pressing himself even closer if possible. The sound of someone inside the apartment clearing their throat sends Siwon and you apart from each other.

“Hello,” Ryeowook says in a sing-song tone, “Y’N,” he says sharply, “explain.”

You follow your brother into the lounge sitting on the edge of the couch, Siwon lingering around the entranceway to the room. You sink your teeth into the side of your cheek glancing towards Siwon, there is no other way to explain it besides telling Ryeowook that the two of you are dating. There is definitely no other way to spin what he just saw.

“We’re dating,” you speak each word slowly, watching Ryeowook’s response, “we weren’t keeping it from you on purpose, it’s just, it’s hard to tell someone about us,” you trail off.

Ryeowook sighs crossing his arm: “Wish I didn’t find out this way,” he mumbles.

“You should have told me you were coming,” you complain, “it’s your fault,” you accuse nodding in his direction.

Siwon lets out a small laugh leaning against the back of the couch. Ryeowook lets out another sigh glaring at the two of you. He leans back in his seat.

“What did you come here for anyway?” You ask leaning forward resting your elbows on your knees.

“It’s your birthday I was going to take you out to eat like a good older brother,” he complains, “you’re celebrating with him aren’t you?” He nods his head in Siwon’s direction.

“We can all three go out to eat,” Siwon suggests leaning down against the couch, “it’ll look less weird if it isn't just me and him anyway.”

Ryeowook hums in agreement standing from his spot in the recliner. You stand up as well, Siwon following behind the two of you while you walk to the door.

“Where should we go?” Ryeowook asks hitting your shoulder lightly.

“I don’t know, do you have any place you want to go?” You ask looking between both of them.

“It’s your birthday,” Siwon says with a small laugh, Ryeowook agreeing, “we’ll figure it out on the way, we can pick up a cake frist.”

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[blu-joons]

HUSBAND SUPER JUNIOR A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Choi Siwon

A ⇴ AFFECTION

The protective part of Siwon’s affection never goes away, even after so many years together. He loves to keep an arm around you, no matter where the two of you are so that he can ensure that you’re safe with him.

B ⇴ BOYS

To begin with, the boys loved to use you to tease Siwon when you first met them, making the most of the fact that he had just started dating. Over time their teasing stopped as they realised how serious the two of you were, becoming the biggest cheerleaders that the two of you had to make your relationship work.

C ⇴ COMFORT

Whenever you were upset, Siwon dropped everything and pulled you into his chest. It didn’t matter for how long he had to hold you there, he’d give you all the time in the world if that was what you needed to let everything out, waiting only until you were ready to sit down and start listening to what was going on.

D ⇴ DOMESTICATED

One of the things that Siwon enjoys doing the most is jobs around the house as it’s a chance for him to prove to you just how masculine he can be. If something needs building, putting up, or sometimes destroying, he’ll take it in his stride and make sure that you’re watching. He can’t help but show off, wearing something that shows off his muscles too, leaving you flustered watching him as Siwon gets the job done.

E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT

A lot of planning went into Siwon’s proposal, he was determined to make things perfect, with no expense spared. He ended up proposing to you at the end of a weekend away together, taking you to one of the best spots in the city, after reading through all of the reviews for the place too. You had no idea, which Siwon loved too, enjoying the look of shock on your face when he got down on one knee before you.

F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING

Siwon’s favourite thing about being with you was how you just loved him for him. You never looked at him and saw an idol, an actor, or even a rich man, you just saw him as Siwon. He loved how you never judged him, and never took advantage of him either, taking his idol lifestyle in your stride, and making sure that you paid your own way through, very rarely letting Siwon spoil you when he wanted to.

G ⇴ GOING OUT

A lot of your dates ended up being out and about in the city, with Siwon usually being the mastermind behind it too. One of his favourite things to do was take you out for dinner, especially when he knew you’d been going through a pretty rough time at work, giving you the chance to clear your head a bit.

H ⇴ HONEYMOON

As with most other things, there was no expense spared when it came to your honeymoon either. Siwon wanted to make sure that you had the time of your life most importantly, agreeing to just about everything that you suggested after hearing the enthusiasm in your voice for the options that you gave him.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

Time and time again Siwon reminded you just how much he loved you with grand gestures that completely took your breath away. You constantly had to be on your toes as he came home with huge bouquets of flowers or grand ideas for your date nights to make sure that he kept on impressing you.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

He was very protective of you, and so when he felt himself even slightly getting jealous over something, Siwon would slide himself across to you and stand right by your side. As he did so, quite a lot of the time he would take a hold of your hand and start playing with the ring on your finger, keeping his actions subtle, but obvious enough so that the person who was annoying him could see what he was doing.

K ⇴ KIDS

Although Siwon didn’t want to rush you into starting a family, he struggled to hide his enthusiasm for the two of you having kids together. He loved spending time with the younger members of his family, knowing that the two of you made the perfect team to be able to have a family of your own at the same time too.

L ⇴ LAZY DAYS

When the two of you had a lazy day, you were barely able to move a finger. Although it was a lazy day for Siwon too, that didn’t stop him taking care of you, organising all of your meals for throughout the day, carrying you from room to room depending on what the two of you were doing, and most importantly to him, making sure that you caught up on all of the hours of sleep that you’d missed whilst you were busy.

M ⇴ MORNINGS

Almost every single morning, Siwon was up before you as he attempted to cease the day. Most mornings he’d leave you to rest, but if he woke before sunrise, he’d try his best to wake you up so that the two of you could sit beside the window with your coffee in your hands and watch the sun rise together.

N ⇴ NIGHTS

Your evenings when you came home from wherever you were tended to be pretty short. Once you got home, you usually crashed, relying on Siwon to help you sort yourself out before you collapsed down onto the bed.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Siwon was obsessed with your personality, you were the type of person who intrigued him and often left him wondering. There was still a bit of mystery about you which he loved, constantly learning new things about you.

P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS

Time with family was crucial to Siwon, and very little made his heart happier then when he watched you with his niece. It was bittersweet quite a lot of the time, as much as he loved watching you with kids, sometimes he couldn’t help but watch on and wish that it was your own child that you were playing with instead.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

Your wellbeing is by far one of the most important things to Siwon, and so as soon as he reunites with you at the end of the day, he’ll make sure to ask how you are and find out exactly how your day went too.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

He loved having you on his YouTube and sharing details about you. After the two of you got married, he started a new segment that involved you so that the fans could get to know you better, wanting to make sure that they all saw why he was so happy in an attempt to make more of them supporting of you both.

S ⇴ SILENCE

When he detects that silence is uncomfortable between you both, Siwon will become incredibly observant of you. He can tell when you’re quiet because something is up, waiting until the right moment to ask you how you are, being able to tell straight away from your reply whether something is wrong or not.

T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS

Siwon’s biggest trick for making things work with you was time and making the time for each other especially. Although he was busy, that didn’t stop him creating specific times for you, not neglecting your relationship too.

U ⇴ UPSET

The look of concern on his face whenever he saw that you were upset broke your heart even more, collapsing into him when things got too much.

V ⇴ VISITS

Although Siwon was usually the busier of the two of you, whenever he knew that you were working long hours, he would put a lot of effort into making sure to stop by and visiting you, never coming emptyhanded either.

W ⇴ WISH LIST

The one final thing that Siwon wished for was a family with you, after that, he knew that his dreams would have all come true.

X ⇴ XXXX

Every single kiss that you receive from Siwon comes with an intention to remind you that he loves you. He’s not someone that can just kiss you without reason, he likes to remind you how he feels with every single kiss.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his best friend, the two of you were the perfect fit with one another.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

One of the things that Siwon tries not to do is fall asleep before you, wanting to make sure that you’re resting and comfortable before he starts worrying about getting his own head down on the pillow for the night.

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[cloudy-with-a-chance-of-chaos]

Playground ~ Super Junior Siwon

A/N.: I really wanted to try writing something like this and really enjoyed how it ended up being ^^ Genre: angst, with a bit of fluff in the end ✨ Warnings: mentions of death, might make you cry (?)

It hasn't been long since you and Siwon had been going out - a little bit more than two months filled with beautiful dates, cute texts but a certain load of absence from his part. You understood it in the beginning, he had a career and a lot of schedules he had to be committed with. But things between the two of you were becoming serious and the days you spent without a peep from him were starting to bother you - the longer he'd take to answer a text or call you back the more worried and stressed you would feel , so you decided to put the cards on the table and confront him at dinner.

Siwon came over to your apartment, looking much more tired and worn out than usual. Still, he managed to shine a smile to you when you opened the door.

"Hello, sweetie." he greeted, leaning in to kiss your cheek.

"Well, hi." you answered, closing the door. Much of your frustration faded when you saw how exhausted he looked. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just had a really long day."

You stared at him as he took off his coat and wandered around your place. You could sense something wasn't right, but you couldn't quite put your finger on it.

"Are you cooking?" he asked, rolling up his sleeves.

"Yes, I am. Was, actually. It's in the oven for about ten more minutes and then we can eat. Why don't you go wash up while we wait?"

"Okay."

As he was in the bathroom, you took a look at your apartment. His things were all over the place and it seemed so right - his coat on the couch, his wallet and keys on the balcony and his phone on the kitchen table, ringing.

"Sweetie!" you called, approaching the phone. "Someone's calling you!"

"Let it ring, it's probably work!" he yelled back.

Except it wasn't work.

You felt your heart sink as you read the name on the screen before it stopped ringing.

Seo Young ❤

Everything around you swirled, your hands were shaking and you were about to cry.

"How was your day, sweetie?" Siwon asked, making his way back to the kitchen and you took a deep breath.

"Just okay. Worked, cooked, read a book." you smiled, handing him his phone. "Someone called."

"Oh, I'll reply later." he said, putting the phone in his pocket. "I just want to spend time with you tonight."

Something inside you felt hopeful, but your rational side said you should brace yourself for the worst. Even while dining, you felt the dread of talking about that. But it would explain his absence lately... That was the last thing you wanted to talk about but if worse came to worse, you had to have closure at least.

"Sweetie?" you asked and his eyes shifted towards you. You stared at him for a while, losing track of what you wanted to say.

"Yes?"

"I... There's something bothering me. And I wanted to talk to you about it."

"Okay... Go on."

"It's just that, lately, you've been a bit-"

The sound of his phone going off interrupted you and your whole body froze. Siwon frowned staring at the screen and then at you.

"Give me a second, it'll be quick, I promise."

You barely nodded when he got up and answred his phone on the hallway.

"Yes, I know." you could only hear him muttering. "No... Just wait till I get there. No, don't call her. Yes, honey I know, I'm on my way, don't worry."

Your heart shattered.

Siwon came back to you with a weary look on his eyes and sat down again, visibly nervous.

"You were saying?"

"Who was on the phone?" you asked blatantly, dropping your silverware back on the plate.

"Who was- it doesn't matter. Just go on." his eyes gave him away, he was so nervous he couldn't even hide.

"Was it Seo Young?"

"How do you-"

"How do I know that name? She called when you were in the bathroom." your eyes filled with water. "Who is she?"

"Sweetie..."

"No! Don't "sweetie" me!" you got up, dropping your napkin and a glass on the floor. "God, how could I be so stupid?!"

"Y/N, calm down, I can explain it to you but you have to calm down." he stood up, approaching you, but you hit his hands away.

"I don't want to calm down! I want to be alone, please, just go."

"Y/N..."

"You told her you would be there soon, wherever it is. Just go." You cried, turning your back to him.

What hurt the most was hearing him shuffling around to get his things before leaving.

"I'm sorry." he whispered and then closed the door.

You hated yourself for not letting him explain but hated him the most for leaving. You knew you told him so, but if he hadn't anything to hide, he wouldn't leave. He tried to call you later that night and every day after that for more than a week - and you avoided all of his calls and all places you could run into him.

He wouldn't give up though. Siwon was pretty much convinced he wouldn't have half of a chance with you now, but he needed to explain it you. He kept calling and when you didn't answer him, he went to your apartment and waited for you to come back from work.

"What are you doing here?" you clenched your teeth seeing him at your door. "You're going to harass me at my home now? Get out!"

"Y/N, look, I know I'm the last person you want to see now. I know we'll probably never speak or see each other ever again after this, but I need you to understand and don't leave with the wrong impression of me."

"I don't wanna understand! Get away from my doorstep and let me get in or I swear I'll call the police."

"Look, I'll be at the park tomorrow afternoon, around four. Please meet me there." he pleaded, shoving his hands into his pockets. "I promise you you'll never hear about me after that if that's what you want. "

You stared at the floor, playing with your keys to distract yourself from crying in front of him. You weren't even going out that long, why was it hurting so much?

"In honor to the person I thought you were for the past three months, I will try to be there." you muttered, unlocking the door. "But don't hold your breath waiting for me." you said, getting into the apartment and slamming the door behind you.

You weren't planning on going, not really. But the next day came and around the time he said, you started feeling anxious, starting to change your mind. You didn't wanna go, so why were you changing your clothes? Why get your keys? Why get out of the apartment?

You only came back to your senses when you were already entering the park.

You couldn't find Siwon anywhere near and all of your instincts told you to leave. You would've left, but as soon as you turned on your heels, your eyes recognized him sitting on a bench inside the crowded playground - a lot of moms and dads were sitting around or running after their children, lots of children, playing and yelling and giggling everywhere.

"Why here?" you asked, sitting down at his side and startling him.

"I wanted to talk. And show you my reasons."

"Well, I'm here, aren't I?" you glanced to his side and noticed his hand resting over a baby's carriage handlebar. Your mind raced with fear of what you thought he could say.

"You see that little girl over there, with the clearly sloppily done pigtails?" he chuckled to himself and your heart sunk. "That's Seo Young, she's 6 and has a very strong opinion about pretty much anything. And this baby here?" he signed to the baby sleeping in the carriage, softly rocking it. "This is Mi Sun, she's 11 months, practically one year old. They're my children." he glanced at you for the first time.

"What- what do you expect me to do with this information, Siwon-ah?" you asked nervously after a long silence, crossing your arms to keep you from sniffling. "You want me to feel horrible for meddling with a family? Because that's what you-"

"No." he interrupted. "I expect you to ask the question everyone asks when they see me with them."

"Where is their mom?" you said in a whisper, tearing up quickly and Siwon seemed to age ten years with your words. "Where's your wife?"

"My wife..." he smiled bitterly, looking at his baby. "A year ago she was six months pregnant with Mi Sun and had an unexpected bleeding of some sort, so the doctors delivered Mi Sun early to save her life but... Eun Byeol, that was my wife's name, she kept bleeding and the doctors couldn't get it under control. So she passed away shortly after labor."

Suddenly it seemed the whole world felt silent.

"I'm sorry, I-"

"Don't be sorry." Siwon leaned back and held your hand. "You didn't know. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier, it's just that there's a lot of circumstances to take into account."

"Such as?" you took a deep breath. "I don't mean to sound like this, it's just that I want to know the whole story."

"It's ok. When I first met you, I had been kicked out of my house by my mother." he chuckled. "I hadn't gone out of it since my wife's funeral and, you know, with kids it's never easy. They needed me, and honestly, I needed them too. But my mother thought I should get some fresh air and meet people instead of changing diapers all night long."

"Why didn't you tell me back then? I wouldn't run away if I knew you had kids..."

"I wasn't in my best shape, Y/N. I didn't want to have kids that night. It was... I didn't want to be a single dad, just for once. And after that, there's never a good moment to break the news to your girlfriend that you're a widower with two kids."

"Well, it's not like we see that everyday with such young men." you shuffled on your seat, gazing at the sleeping baby on the carriage. "How old were you when you got married?"

"I don't know, 24 or 25 maybe. Seo Young was born when I was 29." he laughed at the way you were staring at him. "I know, I was really young. But I don't regret it, I loved her. And she gave me my most precious treasures."

You fell silent again, weighting all of that.

"Why did your daughter called you last week?" you asked cautiously.

"Ji-won, my sister, was babysitting for me that night and Mi Sun had caught a cold a few days before. She seemed fine when I left to meet you, but she had a fever later and my sister asked Seo Young to call."

Mi Sun shuffled on her sleep, making a weary Siwon rock her carriage again, calming her down before continuing to talk.

"She was scared. Mi Sun was premature and had a lot of health issues. She has been improving but a cold could turn to something worse and Seo Young absolutely adores her so when she called saying her sister had a fever and Ji-won was asking me to come back, I had to go. I'm sorry."

"Don't be." you hand searched for his but Mi Sun cried in the carriage and he picked her up, softly shushing her.

You watched the scene in absolute silence, not knowing what to do.

"It's okay, baby, it's okay." he whispered until she drifted off to sleep again, in his arms.

Siwon caught you staring and sighed.

"This is what I wanted to show you. They are my reasons. And I totally understand if you can't take it, it's too much sometimes, but it's who I am, Y/N." he caressed Mi Sun's cheek and glanced at you. "I'm a widower with two baby girls that depend on me for life, I'm a dad, and that comes first."

"I know. I'm sorry I thought you were cheating or something. I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions. I understand you, I do." your hand played with his hair and you took a deep breath. "It's a lot to take in."

"I know."

The moment between you got loudly interrupted by the appearance of a tiny girl with messy pigtails and curious eyes. She looked exactly like Siwon - the same eyes, the dimples, the frown on her brows...

"Daddy who is she?" she asked, slightly hiding behind her sister's baby carriage.

"This is Y/N. Y/N is a..."

"I'm a friend." you smiled at her, trying to help him out.

"Yes, she's my friend. Y/N, this is my daughter Seo Young. Seo Young, this is Y/N, a friend of dad's." Seo Young smiled. "What do we do when we meet new people, Seo Young?"

"Hi! Nice to meet you!" she giggled, extending her hand for you to shake. She had his smile too, even the way she scrunched her nose when she laughed was exactly like him.

"It's nice to meet you too, Seo Young." you shook her hand with a smile and watched as she made her way back to Siwon, looking closely to her sister, giggling.

That was definitely not what you were expecting.

Siwon exchanged a gaze with you and caught you smiling shyly at his children. Maybe it wasn't a lost chance afterall.

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The Maze & My Knight - Choi Siwon (F/A)

Summary |  You let the comments of hate sometimes get too far in your head, you sometimes even get lost inside of a maze of thoughts. But what if your personal knight appears at the perfect moment?

Genre | fluff, angst, idol!boyfriend.

Warnings |  mentions of hate towards reader, age gap between lovers, insecurity.

Pairing | Reader x Siwon

WC: 3K 

Note | Requested by lovely @lilsmolpistachio​ 

Note | This was something close to my personal life so it was kinda easy but still difficult to write, if that makes any sense! I hope you love it!

Original request |  Hey I've just read your post and I'm glad you're doing better love!💙 Anyways can I request a Siwon imagine where they have a large age gap and ppl were hating on her (on socmed, sending hate mails, etc) coz they think all she wants is his money n fame. then, one day she breaks down in front of him. (end it the way you like) thankyou hun

Masterlist / Request Rules / Upcoming

You knew better. Correction: You know better. You know better than to pay attention to what others say or think of you as a person. You know better than to let your day or mood suffer from a few people online. You knew how to avoid that, but the reality is getting closer that you feel there is no way to escape it. The easier it was to escape messages, tweets, Instagram stories, or even emails from that maze, the more difficult they make it for you. As if the maze, as in Alice in Wonderland, continues to expand itself, in height and width. As if it knows that you cannot get out on your own, provided you to seek help. The maze knows that when it makes it harder for you, it makes you think about it more easily. The sooner your thoughts run wild and disrupt your oh-so-calm brain. Unnoticed, the maze manages to beat you, unnoticed it gains more and more ground.

Don't understand he's going with a girl, and yes I call her a girl cause I can't call it a woman

Gold digger that doesn’t care about our Siwon

She only appears in public when she knows he will pay

Siwon deserves better

Your thoughts go back to last night, the night where Siwon promised to take you out to dinner after not having a date for almost 5 weeks. Not that you expect or oblige him to do that, you know that he is busy and tries to spend every free minute he gets with you. A date once in a while only makes it more special. At least, you have that feeling.

‘’Babe, have you decided what you want?’’ Siwon asks, looking closely at you from across the table. You sit on the window side at the back of the restaurant. The restaurant is small but cozy. Decorated with candles here and there, the lamps not too bright and according to Siwon, they have the best of the best here. Your eyes glide over the many dishes on the menu, your stomach rumbles at the sight of all the dishes and you slowly shake your head once your eyes fall on the prices. ‘’No, not really. Feel like anything’’, you mutter shyly. You are someone who loves food and you certainly had the thoughts at the beginning of your relationship with Siwon that you had to hold back and that he would find it annoying or bad that a woman eats or can eat so much. You hear a small chuckle from the man opposite you and with a raised eyebrow you look at him, a small smile appears on your face but disappears as soon as Siwon takes the card from your hands. ‘’In other words; I order a bit of everything’’. Gently your stomach grunts when you hear several dishes at once and you chuckle. Siwon orders what he had in mind with several dishes on the side, which is probably enough for a whole week, but knowing you, you will get far.

While you are together enjoying what has been put on the table, Siwon occasionally takes a sip of his white wine and then happily continues eating, you notice an unpleasant feeling crawling over your body. That uncomfortable feeling that someone is staring at you, that feeling that someone has their eyes on you just a little too long. Slowly you let your eyes drift from Siwon to the space around you. From the other tables that are empty, to the bar and finally to a large table in the back on the other side where a large group of people is eating. The feeling gets stronger and soon you have eye contact with a young lady at the table, who is at that moment with her phone in her hand facing you and she is whispering in the ear of the person next to her with a laugh. You look away when you hear Siwon say your name. Still a little surprised and lost in thought, your attention turns to the man facing you, who in turn stares at you with curiosity in his brown eyes. ‘’Why aren't you eating?’’ He puts some food on your plate for you and with a full mouth, he urges you to attack. You take the first bites in anticipation but also a little starving, the giggles from the table ahead are audible even with all the noise around you. ‘’You okay?’’ Siwon asks as he sits back and takes a sip of his wine. He studies you carefully. His eyes go from your eyes to your whole posture in the whole, you sit slightly bent over and you keep your eyes on or outside or the food. A feeling of concern pervades his body. ‘’Do you want to go home?’’ You shake your head. There is too much food on the table, it is a shame and then they only get what they are waiting for, a gold digger who charges someone for food that has not been finished. ‘’No honey, that's a shame’’. Siwon leaves it there, he does not ask any further and allows you to continue eating. He no longer takes a single bite, all he can do is keep an eye on you. He will and should know what's going on in that pretty little head of yours.

Siwon is not stupid. He knows plenty is going around on social media. He knows there are plenty of people who disapprove of his relationship for whatever reason. Fortunately, some people approve and are happy for you. He tries to keep his attention on that. Staying positive makes it easier, but that also has its limits.

The maze just keeps popping up around you. Every message, tweet, or email is one too many. Too much to even look at. You have a conflict with yourself. One side of you wants to run further into the maze, looking for an exit, looking for a way to get out. The other side wants to read every message, it beckons too much when you see or receive another one. You spend five minutes per message fighting that battle, but the maze wins every time by influencing your thoughts with its talk and murmurs.

Hi Y/N. I wanted to send multiple tweets, but I thought an email is always useful. Can I ramble a little more about you? I should thank your colleague Sunhee for giving me your mail, didn't expect it to be so easy. First, I share the opinion of others that you don't fit in with Siwon, you are too ordinary. Besides, size (...) would be better. But that's not the biggest gossip, is it? I mean, that watch you wear when you're with him? Who paid it? You can never afford that. Siwon must think it was pathetic when he noticed your account was empty. Those clothes?. That Michael Kors coat?. That Prada bag?. Assume you got all that from him. When I speak for myself, I don't understand that this family is not aware, that you are making fun of him, that you are using him for the millions he has in his account. Because yes, once you are married, have children and something happens to him, then we both know who the money goes to, right? Smart thinking.

One more point. Your age. What did you do to force yourself on him? Huh? You're way too young for him. What are you?. 16?. 18?. You behave like a teenager and I can understand why Siwon does it for one thing. The younger the better, right? .....

The maze has won again, it even cheers softly in your mind while several tears run down your cheeks. Quickly you wipe them away with the sleeve of your vest, Siwon's vest and you pull the garment off with force, throwing it at the end of the sofa where it softly falls to the floor. The phone that you have been scrolling on for the past half hour flies with a swing towards the wall where it slams against and falls to the floor.

Siwon locks his car, walks to the elevator that takes him to the 14th floor. He can't wait to see you again, even though he managed to kiss you early this morning while you were still half in dreamland. Not knowing if you made any sense of that kiss at all. While he enters the code for the door, he hears a muffled sound coming from his apartment. There is only one thing that goes through his head. Y/N.

He quickly opens the door and with fast steps he walks towards the living room where he finds you, on the couch, your knees against your chest, your face still wet with the first tears. Your eyes meet.

The maze tries to stop you by letting your thoughts go to your Ipad or computer because you can read everything there too. The maze loses ground with every second that Siwon stares at you. Siwon spots something on the floor, your phone probably lying on the floor with a broken screen and he wants to open his mouth just to ask what's going on but nothing comes out. He's never seen you like this, never in this state. For him, you are always the most positive, happy woman around him.

Tears are now running down your cheeks at a fairly steady rate. Several times, rub them off with your hand and wipe them on your sweatpants that you wore after class this afternoon at college. Sobbing you let it come over you, you let yourself fall into the corner of the sofa where after a few seconds you hear footsteps approaching. Two arms fold around you and you are even lifted and placed back on his lap. As you put your head on his shoulder, he gently rubs your thigh. You sit sideways between his legs. Your right-hand grips Siwon's shirt firmly and your left-hand remains between you and his body. He lets you cry, even though he feels it might last for a while, he continues to gently rub your legs. Once every few minutes a kiss on your forehead, a kiss in your hair where he then rests his head.

‘’I'm sorry,’’ he whispers when your sobbing has diminished. You did not expect those words. Those three words should come from your side. Not his. ‘’I am sorry I did not intervene earlier, I am so sorry’’. His voice trembles. He's having a hard time. He doesn't know what exactly is going on, but in his mind, he is cursing himself. If only he had asked on and on last night after dinner. If only he had asked further, he could have prevented this.

Your voice is soft, your voice trembles, and a quiet sob here and there still escapes. ‘’Why do you say that?’’. A deep sigh leaves his lips and you raise your head to look at him. He disregards your gaze, afraid that when he looks at you he will lose control of his emotions. ‘’Why do you say that?’’ You ask again and this time he grabs you tighter in his arms.

‘’I already had the feeling last night that there was something, I should have kept asking but my stupid head didn't because I didn't want to bother you’’.

Last night at dinner, those looks he gave you, the question of whether you wanted to go home, the fact that he didn't eat further after he asked if you were okay, were signals that you should have acted on. But the maze stopped the signals.

‘’I can't take it anymore,’’ you whisper into his shirt, the words come out almost muttering but Siwon has heard them. ‘’What can you no longer stand babe?’’.

You meet his gaze, biting your lip trying to find a way to avoid the subject. Not to make him think the worst. Your eyes fall on the strings of his vest and you play with it carelessly. ‘’I think it's better if ... if you ...’’. The words get stuck in your throat, you don't want to say it.

Siwon takes one hand and raises your head with his thumb by grasping your chin. It clicks in his mind. The tense attitude last night, the phone smashed on the floor, the way you sat on the sofa sobbing, and the fact that you already mentioned that one sentence. ‘’If you seriously want to say that I have to find someone else then you are crazy’’.

Again you avoid his gaze, despite his grip on your chin, your eyes fall on your phone. Siwon lets you go and puts your whole body next to him, then scrapes your phone off the ground. The screen is shattered and the buttons are half off, but it still works. ‘’Where's your iPad?’’. He asks quietly, his gaze on you as you take your phone from him. Your face is full of half-dried tears. You point in silence to the cupboard next to the television and Siwon takes it from under your study books. He quietly sits down next to you on the couch, one arm around you when he unlocks the iPad. ‘’Show me,’’ he whispers. Your eyes widen and you shake your head. ‘’You have no choice Y/N, are you serious about letting this pass me by? Where are they? Your email, your Twitter, insta?’’. All three applications are opened and he reads everything for the next couple of minutes. His posture becomes tenser with every sentence he reads, his gaze shifts to you and back several times per tweet. You're trying to control your breathing, you're trying to stay out of the maze because you've got help. Help that you know he will do everything he can to put an end to this. When he reaches the last email you received, he grabs you more firmly. His eyes fly across the screen. How can people think so naively? How can it be that people do not give anyone else happiness? How come people always find a person to hate?. ‘’First of all, you bought all those things that she mentioned yourself, so that's bullshit. You did indeed get that watch from me, but my mother also received it so ... would my mom get such messages too?’’, He asks with slight sarcasm as an undertone.

Siwon puts your iPad on the table in front of you and then turns to you and folds you back into his arms. ‘’Why didn't you ever tell me anything? Hmm ?. Were you worried that I would react negatively? Were you worried that I would be on their side?’’.You shrug your shoulders. It honestly never crossed your mind, thanks in part to that amazing maze in your head that you just couldn't get out of.

He sighs and rubs his hand over your shoulder. ‘’I'm sorry again, honey, that I didn't notice before’’. Gently you slap him against the chest. A surprised yet calm expression decorates his face. ‘’Is that your way of saying, it's alright babe? I love you’’. Slowly you nod while a smile appears on your face and Siwon can finally breathe a little more slowly. ‘’Know I love you, babe, that age difference between us is bullshit. Love is not about numbers. And you have to turn it around. I don't have a younger girlfriend, but you hooked up with an older guy and strangely enough, it is often accepted that way’’. A chuckle leaves your lips and you press a spontaneous kiss on his lips, after which Siwon presses several on your nose, cheek, and lips. ‘’Do you promise me honey that when you have one of those days again, you’ll tell me’’ You nod. You know that you can always rely on him. You know he's there for you. ‘’Tomorrow I'm going to see what I can do about it, how I should handle this with the team, deal?’’. You nod again. You are too tired or exhausted because of all the emotions. Somewhere in the back of your mind, you could have known all along that Siwon would never let you down because of your age. Or because of the gossip about the money.

Siwon kisses your forehead and takes your broken phone from the couch. ‘’Hmm, what are we supposed to do with this?’’ You let your body completely relax against his, your head on his chest and your arms folded around his waist.

‘’If you freshen up, we'll get a new one’’. You shake your head. Siwon sighs and raises your head again to look at you. With a slightly heavier voice, a more serious tone, he orders you to change and freshen up.

‘’But....’’. Siwon gives a gentle tap on your thigh and you slowly rise from his grip.

As you walk into the hallway towards the bedroom, Siwon shouts something, something that makes you laugh on one side but evokes that maze on the other.

‘’I'm not paying it, you threw it against the wall.’’

‘’They're your fans,’’ you bite back once you reach the bedroom where you change.

Siwon laughs at your comment and gets up from the couch with a broken phone still in his hand. ‘’Always those fans again, right?’’ He mutters when he comes behind you at the closet. A kiss is pressed on your shoulder and you smile at the feeling. ‘’There are good fans too, honey. Real fans love you’’. He presses a kiss on your lips and you lower the sweater over your head. Siwon's eyes are on your eyes, looking for a spark of insecurity, sadness, or anger, but all he sees is the happy Y/N he cares about.

‘’Babe,’’ you whisper and wake him from his thoughts. ‘’What?’’ He asks and you wrap your arms around his neck. ‘’I love you,’’ you whisper again, but now closer to his lips. A smile appears on his face, leaning forward, he whispers the same words before you feel his lips on yours.

Why you gave those fans room to hurt you? No idea. Why didn't you call for help before? No idea.

At least you learned one thing out of this crappy situation; Siwon is your knight. No maze can beat him.

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Goodnight - Siwon (s)

Anon said: Hey can you pls write a smut abt siwon where he comes back from a business trip at late night & find y/n waiting for him wearing her best lingerie 👉🏻👈🏻

So here it is, I hope you like it dear anon! ❤️

Pairing: Siwon x female!reader.

Word count: 1,397.

Warning: Smut as always, unprotected sex, fingering and dirty stuff. Maybe some dom!Siwon? idk hahaha.

A/N: I love this man, everything he does irradiates perfection, I want to cryyyy. And y'all wrap it before pls this is pure fiction.

MASTERLIST

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Checking the time on his watch, Siwon made his way to your shared apartment's door. It was so late, almost 1 am. With a sigh, he entered the place after taking off his shoes and coat at the doorframe.

The whole place was dark, but the man saw your figure lying on the sofa. Slowly he made it closer to you, the moonlight that came from the window enlightening up your body that so peaceably rested on the couch.

You weren't wearing any clothes, instead you had on a little silk robe, that surely covered a lingerie set that could make him go crazy. He knew it since you did this a couple of times before, whenever he would leave for tour or work you made sure to surprise your boyfriend like this.

However, this time you were asleep, or at least that's what you made him think. Of all sudden, Siwon remembered your conversation that morning before leaving.

"Don't wait for me," he said before placing a kiss on your temple. "I might be late."

A smiled crossed your face, you kissed him properly this time, your hands holding each side of his face to deepen the kiss.

"What makes you think that I wont?" you whispered seductively.

And he knew you missed him. Hell, it's been like a month since you could spend some time together and his last business trip was over. Finally he was free. With a sigh, he caressed your cheek sweetly, with a smile and planned to take you to the bedroom so you could sleep.

"Finally you're here," you talked, eyes still closed.

"Oh, you scared me," he chuckled while you slowly sat down on the couch. He joined you soon, taking your hand before kissing you softly.

"I wasn't sleeping, I was just waiting for you..."

Siwon bit his lip after hearing your words and kissed your neck one time, then your cheek, your lips.

"I told you not to wait for me," he murmured against your lips.

"Really?" you raised an eyebrow.

"What?" he pretended to be innocent. You knew he wasn't, at all.

"Are you going to act like you're not enjoying it?" you leered.

You were right. He smiled and placed his lips on yours, devouring your mouth with such hunger and passion. You moaned against his lips and Siwon picked you up so you sat on his lap. You felt his hands all over your body, rubbing your sides over the thin layer, and guided his hands to your skin under the robe. His touch made you shiver, rubbing your crotch against him. A gasp escaped his lips when you broke the kiss and guided him to the bedroom.

Turning on the lights, you pushed him slowly to the bed so he was lying on the mattress, your fingers undoing his shirt as he took off your robe. Siwon took a glance of your figure standing before him in just your lace lingerie set. You caressed his exposed shoulders and neck, his eyes full of lust and desire at the sweet sight of your almost bare body.

He savored your skin, licking and kissing while you stood you between his legs. Closing your eyes, you felt his hands going up until he unclasped your bra and nipping on your breast and nipple. His other hand took care of the other one, gaining a loud gasp from you, making you see stars and getting wet from his touch.

Oh, how much you missed his big hands on your breasts and his mouth wandering on your skin, his tongue tasting you... You gasped when he suddenly pushed you against him to sit on his lap, his hardening dick against your ass. Siwon bit your skin for the last time.

Siwon shoved a hand between your legs, pulling your panties aside. Pressing your foreheads together he rubbed your wet folds with his thumb at a slow, killing pace. He could felt your hot breath against his neck, and the moan that escaped from your lips when his finger entered you.

You held on his shoulders, caressing the muscles on his back. His finger worked in and out, soon a second one was added and quickened his rhythm. You clenched purposely around his digits, you could feel them almost touching your sweet spot as he fingerfucked you on his lap, your hips also moved a little to get more friction.

"Eager, are we?" he whispered darkly.

You managed to bit your bottom lip to avoid another sound coming from you at his low, hot voice. His fingers pulled out suddenly, leaving you empty, and to be honest you wanted more. You needed more.

"Get down on the bed, on all fours," he ordered.

Patiently he watched you accomplishing to his wish and took off your lace panties. His breath caught to the sight of your naked form just for him, finally. Siwon unbuckled his pants and undid his boxers, now too tight for his likeness. From your vulnerable position, you could hear him stroking himself before fucking you.

He left a trace of kisses on your back. Anxiously, you moved your hips against him. His large hands caressed your sides, and aligned his cock against your entrance and rubbing your folds, teasing you. You moaned desperately.

"I need you, please," you begged, grinding your hips against his skin.

Siwon chuckled. "Do you really want me?"

"Yes," you breathed. You felt his tip sliding slowly on your aching core. "Stop teasing."

"Just because you've been a good girl."

He slammed himself into you in one swift thrust, your hands grabbed tightly the sheets underneath your body, making you leave out a high pitched moan. With closed eyes, you felt the slight burn on your core disappearing until pleasure took its place.

His hips thrusted into you as soon as you got used to his size. Using the grip on your skin, he moved your hips against him so your ass touched his skin at every movement. Groaning, he digged his fingers on your skin, his grip was hard, and you would wake up with his marks, but it wasn't relevant at this moment.

The only thing that mattered was his touch and how good it felt everytime he slided inside you. Trying to be as silent as possible was a challenge for you, the sinful sound of skin on skin filled up your bedroom and sweat was forming on your body.

He bit back a moan at the sight of you, now hiding your face on the pillow after hitting your sweet spot repeatedly. He locked his gaze where he disappeared inside you, the sweet sounds coming from your lips turned him on even more that he had to hold himself to come in that second.

His rhythm increased, and your mouth let out a bunch of curses, mixed with moans and words that sounded just like his name, praising him, and one of your hands went down to your clit. Your walls clenched at the combination of your fingers rubbing your bundle, with his dick that found your sweet spot again. A familiar tension appeared on your stomach.

"I'm going to cum," he gasped, pounding into you.

"Cum inside me!" you moaned.

Just a couple of thrusts later, he emptied his load on your cunt with a low groan. He continued his moves, until you reached your high seconds later. You could feel him getting soft inside you, even though you moved against him a couple of times. His hands wandering on your back, trying to catch his breath.

"Oh, that feels good," he moaned when you kept fucking yourself on him, although you both just had your orgasm. "Wait..."

Siwon pulled out of you slowly and looked for a cloth to clean himself and then helped you to do the same.

Now you lied down on the mattress, your legs intertwined under the sheets, while he left some pecks on your shoulder and neck, saying how much he loved you.

"I missed you," he mumbled.

"Me too, honey... are you ready for round two?"

Siwon chuckled, and lifted you up so now you straddled him. His erection pressing on your entrance.

"I'm always ready for you," he smiled, cupping your cheek with the palm of his hand.

"Yes, I can feel that."

It was a good, long night.

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[kpopimaginings]

Labour - Siwon

A/N: Part 2 of Double Check for the lovely @fulleaglecloduniversity I am so sorry it’s taken so long.. Merry Christmas I guess!

The last 9 months seemed to have somehow whizzed by and lasted forever at the same time. It seemed like only yesterday you got the news that you were pregnant, but you felt like you'd been pregnant for an age. All you wanted at this point was to meet your baby girl.

It was one of those situations that no matter how prepared you thought you were, the reality was very different. You'd read all the books, asked the nurses and doctors all you hadn't picked up from them, the nursery had been ready since before you were showing, your hospital bag was prepared months ago. So why did you still feel awash with panic the moment you realised your waters had broken?

"Uh, Siwon," you called, nervously.

He appeared almost instantly. "What happened?"

"My water broke."

Immediately, your husband sprang into action while you were sat frozen. He grabbed the bag and the pillow from your bed, darting to the nursery to pick up the carry chair and returned to find you in exactly the same spot.

"We need to go, jagi," he said, softly, ushering you towards the door as best he could with his hands full.

Nodding, but slightly dazed, you allowed him to lead you to the car and get you to the hospital.

Once you were there and settled in a room, your brain finally started to catch up.

"Are you comfortable? Can I do anything?" asked Siwon.

"No and no," you replied, as you spoke another contraction started. "Ah, actually, let me break your hand," you told him through gritted teeth.

He happily leant in to let you grip his hand as tight as you needed.

"Breath through the pain, yeobo," he reminded you calmly.

"Easy for you to say," you snarled as the contraction came to an end. "And that's only the beginning."

"Think positive," your husband said, trying to hide his smile at the new side of you labour had brought out.

After a few hours of intermittent contractions and your overbearing husband reminding you to breathe, you were finally in active labour.

"Here we go, you can do this," he encouraged.

"Siwon, can you do me a favour?"

"Anything."

"Shut up," you said bluntly.

He opened his mouth to reply before deciding it might be best to just do what you wanted at this moment in time. He sat silently, allowing you to grip his hand as hard as you liked while the midwife coached you through your birth.

It took a couple more contractions, you bruising Siwon's hand and him biting his lip to stay quiet for you before your baby entered the world.

"Congratulations, you have a beautiful baby girl," the midwife told you, holding her up, before offering Siwon the chance to cut the umbilical cord.

"Our very own little princess," Siwon smiled down at you as they took her off to clean her up and weigh her.

"Why do I already get the sense she's got you wrapped around her tiny finger?" you couldn't help but laugh.

"Because she has," he replied instantly.

At that moment your new-born was brought back over to you.

"Just look at her, she's so precious," he continued.

"Can appa have the first cuddle?" you asked the nurse, watching as your husbands face lit up.

"Of course he can," the nurse replied, carefully passing your daughter to Siwon.

Your heart filled with joy as you watched how gently he held her, simply gazing at her face in pure adoration.

“You’re already such a great father,” you whipered to him.

“I can’t believe how much I love her already,” he replied, as he let his daughter grab onto his finger.

“Sorry I got mad and bruised your hand.”

“Don’t worry about it,” Siwon assured you, not once looking at you. “I’d let you do it all over again. She’s worth it.”

“She really is,” you replied, reaching over and stroking the tiny tuft of hair on your daughters head. “And she’s all ours.”

NAVIGATION  |  SUPER JUNIOR MASTERLIST

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[chicken-fifi]

New News - Siwon (SuJu) Imagine

Requested by @fulleaglecloduniversity: can you do a extended and detailed imagine about telling him your pregnancy and giving birth to his baby?

Word Count: 1147 words

You kept playing with the box you had prepared to surprise Siwon with the news of your pregnancy. Rearranging the tests, the onesie, the sonogram prints, your hands just couldn’t sit still. It hadn’t been long since the two of you decided to start your own family, but this sudden news had come at a rather unexpected time. With the upcoming tours and concerts that the group was preparing to hold over the next few months, it wasn’t necessarily the most convenient time since he would be missing many milestones in the pregnancy, and not fully able to enjoy all the little things that would be happening early on. But it would be worth it in the end.

Sighing, you shook your head placing the white lid on the box and moving it to the coffee table before you stood up deciding to change from the outfit you’d worn to your doctor’s appointment (those sonogram pictures were from that very appointment) and into something a bit more comfortable and looser. Just as you finished changing you could hear the beeping of the keypad on the front door of your apartment signaling Siwon’s arrival. Despite you rushing back to the living as fast as you could, you weren’t able to make it to the couch before he entered the small foyer. His tall and well-built frame blocked your path causing you to run into him and lose your balance. 

His hands immediately shot out to steady you preventing you from falling backward.

“Careful,” he chuckled. “I know I’ve been gone for a long time but running at me like Toad and then bouncing off to show your frustration isn’t as menacing as you think it is.”

You couldn’t help but laugh at his interpretation of the events that had just transpired. Taking his hand, you pulled him to the living room with you, he talked the entire time teasing you affectionately up until you sat him down on the couch.

“Movie night?” he tried, not thinking twice about the box right in front of him. You shook your head taking a seat beside him and reaching for the box, pushing it closer to him but leaving it on the table. “You got me a gift?”

“Not exactly,” you answered. “It’s just a little something that I think, well I hope, you’ll like.”

Siwon grabbed the box, placed it on his lap, and began to lift the lid as he looked at you, “I like everything you give me.”

A ball of nerves formed in the pit of your stomach. Yes, you had agreed and deemed it the right time to start a family, it was never the right time. And now you weren’t so sure if you should even be telling him this news amid all the chaos going on. Siwon’s sharp intake of breath got your attention. He was holding the lid eyes glued to the contents of the box before one hand reached out to carefully pick up one of the pregnancy tests, the other hand dropping the lid as he grabbed a sonogram photo.

“Is this…when did you go? How long have you known?” he fumbled out, looking from the tests and photos to you and back.

“I wanted to make sure before I told you anything,” you explained. “I hadn’t been feeling well and the tests were a mixture of positive and negative that I wasn’t sure what to believe so I scheduled an appointment for yesterday and…well…”

Thirty different emotions registered on his face in the span of five seconds before he placed everything back in the box and put it back on the coffee table moving to hug you tightly. His hand hesitated momentarily before going to your stomach and resting his palm against it your hand going and resting on top of his.

“We’re having a baby,” he whispered softly, voice shaking in disbelief.

~~~

10 Months Later…

“If this baby doesn’t look like me after putting me through this much pain, I am going to be severely disappointed,” you huffed out as a rough contraction struck you.

So far you were nearing 72 hours of labor, while only the past six hours had been considered active labor, the second you had arrived at the hospital almost three days ago - just for a check-up - you had been admitted and not allowed to leave after some test results that had left a few doctors concerned. And you were less than thrilled when the labor process started and little to no progress was being made within the first 36 hours. Siwon, despite you telling him it was okay to leave and get some work done for the upcoming concert in Seoul, had refused to leave your side until you were out of the hospital with a healthy baby in your arms.

“Maybe a C-section is something we should seriously consider,” he suggested, concerned by the amount of pain you were in. It had been the one thing he’d casually brought up time and time again after seeing you in so much pain after the first 24 hours of being admitted. You had denied his suggestion time and time again.

“I don’t want a C-section,” you replied through gritted teeth as you reached the peak of your contraction. “I’m having his baby naturally, like how we planned.”

Siwon stayed quiet opting to run a damp washcloth across your forehead getting rid of the accumulating sweat on your brow. He noticed the way your face kept scrunching in pain throughout the entire contraction. It pained him to see you like this. He really wished you would listen to his reasoning, get the pressure off your body, and allow yourself to rest. He couldn’t stand seeing you in pain, even if meant having your baby as naturally as possible.

“Baby..”

“I said no Siwon.”

He stayed silent again, holding your hand and letting you squeeze the life out of it until the contraction ended, a doctor walked in shortly thereafter and checked how dilated you were.

“10 centimeters,” she quipped standing up, throwing the gloves away, and moving to the door to call in the nurses that had been assigned to your delivery. “You ready to start pushing Mama.”

~~~ Timeskip because I just can’t write the birth scene ~~~

Airy wails echoed throughout the hospital room as a nurse placed your son on your chest whilst they all worked to clamp the umbilical cord and prepare for the afterbirth. The tiny, frail human twisted and turned every which way until you cradled him closer to your chest where he stilled and calmed down, comforted by the sound of your heartbeat. Siwon was leaning over above you tears in his eyes as he looked at the small human he vowed to protect for the rest of his life.

You looked up smiling in disbelief, “He’s here. He’s finally here.”

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[sujusoo]

A Gentle Touch - Siwon Imagine

Request by Siwonie anon! Honeymoon smut w/ virgin female reader.

Includes: Just sweet, first time smut.

There was no reason for me to be nervous. None at all. I just got married, and I’m on a plane to a tropical paradise sitting next to the love of my life. But I couldn’t help but feel butterflies in my stomach at the thought of what was to come. Siwon loves me, all of me, and he doesn’t care that I’m a virgin. I just have to relax, and trust him. I looked over at him, sleeping next to me. Sighing, I laid my head against his shoulder and tried to fall asleep.

Hours later, we stepped into the hotel room, and I started to feel nervous again. Siwon pulled me in for a tight hug. “You know, it may be the first night of our honeymoon, but we don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for, honey,” he whispered into my hair. 

I pulled back from his chest, looking into his eyes. “I’m ready. I’m sure I am.”

He smiled down at me. “Okay. Drink a glass of water and try and relax, I’m gonna go get the bedroom ready.”

Siwon gave me a peck on the forehead and walked out of the room. Walking to the kitchenette, I grabbed a glass of water, forcing myself to drink it. My chest felt hot, and I took my jacket off. ‘Should I take more of my clothes off?’ I wondered as I set it on a chair. I pulled the neckline of my shirt out and peered at my bra, trying to decide if it was sexy enough.

“Starting without me?” Siwon joked as he walked back into the room. I tried laughing too, but it felt awkward and forced. He smiled a knowing smile, and kissed me softly. “I’ll show you the room,” Siwon whispered, taking my hand. “You have to close your eyes, though.”

Closing my eyes, I let Siwon guide me into the bedroom. When I opened them, I noticed that all the lights were off, except for the fairy lights strung near the bed. Siwon had laid rose petals all over the floor, like they do in romantic movies. “I really love you, Siwonie.” I murmured, leaning in to kiss him. I pressed my body against his as I kissed him hard. His hands ran down my back to rest at my hips and he pulled me closer, kissing me back and licking my lip. I opened my mouth in response, letting his tongue enter my mouth as I started to feel turned on. This is as far as we had ever gone. 

Siwon pulled back after a moment, looking into my eyes. “This is okay?” I nodded, stepping back to fall onto the bed. Siwon joined me on the bed, and I sat on his lap. His hands started to slide up my shirt, feeling my waist as I began to kiss down his jawline. I stopped to suck on a spot right below his jaw. Siwon sighed softly, and the sound went straight to my core, turning me on more. 

My hands went to the top of Siwon’s shirt, and I started to unbutton it, trying not to drool over his chest. After I had taken his shirt off, he started to lift at mine hesitantly. I raised my arms so he could take it off, feeling my face turn red. “You’re beautiful,” Siwon said with a hand on my side. “Now lie down, baby. Tonight’s about you.”

Siwon started to kiss down my neck as his hands roamed over my body. I couldn’t help but moan out at the feeling of him sucking a hickey onto my collarbone. His hands ran over my bra and around to my back, and he tried to unclasp it unsuccessfully. “Want me to get it?” I asked.

He nodded, looking down as I unclasped it. “Been a long time since I had to do that. But,” he added, looking up at me, “You’re so worth the wait.” Siwon’s lips met mine and his hands went to my chest, squeezing lightly as he guided me back down onto the mattress. I moaned into his mouth as his fingers lightly tugged at my nipple. Siwon kissed his way down my chest and stomach until he reached my hips. “God, Siwon, you make me feel so good.” I said, breathing heavily.

“I’m gonna make you feel even better,” he said with a smirk, unbuttoning my pants and slowly sliding them down my legs along with my underwear. He pressed a soft kiss to the inside of my thigh, then settled himself between my spread legs. “Just relax, babe,” he whispered, holding my hand. With the other hand, he slid a finger between my wet folds, finding my clit and beginning to rub it. I moaned out at the sensations, moaning even louder when he leaned down to use his tongue. It was something I had never felt before, but it felt so good. 

He slipped one finger inside of me, and when I asked for more, he put another one in, curling his fingers as he did so. Pleasure was racing through my body. I felt a little discomfort when Siwon added a third finger, but it quickly went away as I grew used to the feeling.

“I’m ready, Siwon, please,” I breathed out, mind still racing from the pleasure. He pressed his lips to mine as he slowly pushed into me. Siwon moaned against my mouth once he was completely inside of me. He paused, letting me adjust to the new feeling. 

“Please, move,” I whispered. Siwon held my hands and looked into my eyes as he began to slowly thrust. His eyes were full of love as he looked at me. “I love you.”

He leaned down to kiss me again. “I love you too.”

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[xxhaesstuff]

Donghae as ur Boyfriend

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[superwinkies]

Choi Siwon: Pregnancy News

//this was a request by an anon!! thank you so much for requesting! I feel the happiest when I get a request! I really enjoyed writing this, I hope you enjoyed it!!//

-CHOI-KING OF REACTION-SIWON would definitely be more excited than you.

-”Really? Really? For real? REALLyYYY??” he asks again and again as he stared at the pregnancy test results.

-”yes babe, yes!”. 

-Honestly, you were actually very nervous, you didn’t know he would react. Half of you expected him to react badly to the news because being pregnant was not a major priority for you both at the moment. 

-But, the moment his eyes widened and his voice raised a tone, you let out a sigh of relief that you didn’t even know you were holding.

-”i’m gonna be a dad?! babeee, i’m gonna be a dad???!”, he excitedly asks, holding the sides of your face. 

-you then wrapped your arms around his neck, “yes love, you are gonna be a dad.” and proceeded to kiss his lips softly. 

-Siwon pulled away and proceeded to the bedroom, leaving you puzzled. He didn’t came out for quite a while and it worried you. Did the reality finally set on him? Is he scared?

-You knocked the door of your bedroom door warily, “honey?” you asked. There was no answer. 

-You entered the room, saw him sitting at the study, with his face looking very serious. You suddenly felt nervous, oh no, is he having second guesses now?

-You sat opposite him, clearing you throat to get his attention.

-”Love, listen. I know you are scared. I know the baby isn’t part of our plan. We can work this out, like we always do. Please hear me o..-”, you started, before he finally looked up from the laptop, with his puzzled face.

-”what??” he asks.

-”I know it’s scary, I saw your face. I am scared too, but we can get through this together. We will raise the baby with so much love.” you replied firmly.

-Siwon laughed before turning the laptop screen to you, “babe, i’m not scared, it’s just hard for me to choose between the wooden cot or this matte black cot. Both are so beautiful???”

-You looked at the screen and the bulb in your head lit up. 

-”You thought I was scared? No babe, I really am excited and I can’t wait to be dad.” he says, stroking your cheeks.

-You just nodded your hair, before he motioned for you to sit on his lap. and you did. 

-You sat on his lap, both your hands hanging on his shoulder, and his resting on your thighs. “Babe, I mean it. I really can’t wait to be a dad. I can’t wait to play with her, play with her, laugh with her. I mean every word” he says, looking into your eyes as his right hand rubbed your stomach ever so gently.

-”Her? It’s definitely a him”

-”I can feel it, its a her,” he argued back, hands still rubbing your stomach.

-You just laughed and laid your head on the crook of his neck, whilst he gently moved from rubbing your stomach to running his hands down your side.

-”I love you,” you mumbled into his neck, “and i think the wooden cot is more beautiful.” 

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[kpop---scenarios]

Bad Habits

This was requested by a lovely lady! 

Moodboard was done by the beautiful: @lovely-kpopp-blog​

Pairing: Chanyeol x reader/ Siwon x reader/ Surprisr x reader. 

Warning: Cheating, SMUT, light stalking, swearing. 

Word Count: 11.9k 

Everyone has bad habits, whether its smoking, drinking, drugs, or stealing. 

 And others, like you, it just so happens to be sleeping with a man who is engaged. You never planned on being a mistress, in fact you had always hated those who cheated, but everything that happened in your life led you up to where you are now. 

Always remember, there’s two sides to every story.

All your life you’d looked up to the man who raised you, your father. He was a king to you, the one who would always be there for you, the one who scared away the monsters. He was the one who protected you from all the scary things as you grew up. He was there for you everyday when you got home from school with a warm smile on his face and his arms outright, ready to embrace you. 

Until one day he wasn’t there. And the next day he wasn’t. It had been months since you had seen your father, and your mother refused to talk about it. She would only shake her head and weep if you brought him up, so eventually you stopped asking. Until about a year later, when you were 18, you had gotten a phone call from him. He wanted to see you and explain his absence. You were hesitant, rightfully so bit you ultimately agreed to meet him. 

A part of you was excited to finally see him after countless returned letters, and unanswered phone calls. You arrive at the coffee shop he suggested meeting at and the first thing you see is a smile that you would recognize anywhere. Your father, was laughing with another woman. He had his arms wrapped around a woman that was not your mother, and that’s when it hit you. 

He really had been cheating on your mom. He had really left her for a younger woman. You wanted to deny it all this time, refusing to believe that your father would do anything like that. Until now, when it smacked you in the face and you couldn’t fight back the tears. As your father waved at you, anger immediately took over your body. You stomped over there, the tears flowing. Your dads smiling face faltered to confused and upset, seeing you in the state you were in. 

“Y/N, what’s.. “ he began before you cut him off. 

 “So this is why you disappeared? You left mom and I for some fucking hussy" you spit, gesturing to the woman who now looked uncomfortable. 

 “Its not what you think" your father tried to explain. “Just let me explain" he tries.  

“Fucking save it" you spit. “I don’t want to see you ever again" you cry. Turning around you storm out of the shop, running down the sidewalk, blinded by your tears. 

 You hadn’t seen your father in 7 years. It’s not as though he hadn’t tried to reach out to you. He tried constantly for the last 7 years, including the other day, but you refused.

Now you were happy. You had put enough of your past with your father behind you to have a relatively healthy relationship and did your best to trust him. You and Chanyeol had been together for almost 3 years and you’d never been happier. 

You had just transferred to a new company, and he was the first person to show you around and be nice to you. After that first day, you always ate lunch together, you went out on weekends, went for coffee. You two were constantly together. You had fallen fast and easily for him. You were hesitant when he asked you to be his girlfriend because you weren’t sure if you could trust him. 

Would he hurt you? Would he treat you right? Would he leave you? All those questions swarmed your head, but despite all your hesitations, you said yes. And you were so glad you did. 

 The life you had built with him was so amazing. You were beyond happy and could see a life going further with him. He had recently been bringing up the possibility of marriage and children and your heart fluttered. You were happy. 

You were, until tonight. 

You had been working a little later than usual, It was a Sunday, but your boss had needed you to come in and help him with some case studies. Being a secretary to a lawyer was exhausting. You worked long hours, most days. However, he was going away for a few weeks so that meant you had some paid time off, and you couldn’t wait. You sent Chanyeol a quick message telling him you’d be home around 9pm and he replied he wanted to have a movie night and cuddle. After the week you had, you looked forward to it immensely. 

To your surprise, you had finished work rather early, around 7pm. You happily packed up your belongings and head home on the bus. You only lived a few blocks away from work, which was handy but you weren’t in the best neighborhood so the bus was a safer option for you. 

 You were excited as you walked up the stairs to your front door. 

 You were excited as you turned your key in the lock. 

 You were happy as you slipped off your heels and your jacket, before reaching around and unhooking your bra, taking it off and throwing it onto the couch. 

 You were happy until you noticed another bra on the couch. One that definitely did not belong to you.

 You were happy until you heard the familiar moans of Chanyeol. Him growling the same words he said to you as he fucked you. The same names he called you in and out of bed. 

You burst through the door, to find Chanyeol fucking some  girl from behind. 

More specifically, your best friend. 

“Y/N. It’s not what it looks like" she cries as Chanyeol pulls out of her quickly, scrambling off the bed. 

 “I can explain baby" he huffs, finding anything he could use to cover himself up with. 

 At this point you were numb. You just stared at the two people in the world you thought would never hurt you. The two people you thought you could trust with anything. They knew your past. They knew you had a hard time trusting people, but these were the only two that you had opened up too, spilling your deepest, darkest secrets. You told everything to them. 

“How could you?” you ask. You want to cry. You want to scream, but you couldn’t. “After everything I’ve told you. You knew everything about my past and you go and do this? The two people I’ve trusted the most betray me in the worst possible way.” You whisper. 

 “Please Y/N, please let me explain. It was a mistake. It was never supposed go happen" Minsoo, your best friend.. ex best friend cries. 

 “Really? Then what was supposed to happen?” you spit, the rage finally building up. You clench your fists, tightly. How dare they try to excuse this? 

 “He called me a few weeks ago to help him plan the proposal he was going to do.” she whispers. 

 “So it’s been going on a few weeks?” you scoff. “You claim you love me and want to propose and have fucking children with me, but you can’t keep your fucking cock in your pants?” 

“She kissed me first! She said how she wished she had a man like me!” Chanyeol yells, in an attempt to defend himself. 

 “Why didn’t you just, I don’t know.. push her off? Or are you just fucking clueless?” you scoff. “And a man like him?” you ask, pointing to Minsoo. “So what, you just decide to take him for yourself like the greedy bitch you are?” 

 “I never meant too..” Minsoo begins before Chanyeol cuts her off. 

 “We can work through this.. all of us. We can put it behind us. We can get married and I will stay away from Minsoo" Chanyeol offers. 

 “Or.. you can both get fucked. Oh wait, looks like you’ve already done that.” You spit, storming out of the room. 

 Everything was blurry, you could barely see through your tears. Somehow you ended up a nightclub. The music blaring, women smiling as they danced on men, who would likely fuck them over. 

As you ordered your fourth tequila shot, the tears wouldn’t stop flowing. What the fuck, is all you could think. You huffed as you pulled your phone out of your pocket. 

71 missed calls. 104 new messages. 

You read a few from Chanyeol. 

 Please baby. 

 I’m so sorry. 

 I love you. 

 And you read a few from Minsoo. 

 It was a mistake. 

 I can’t lose you over a guy. 

 Please talk to me. 

You scoffed at both of them. They were likely still at the apartment, telling each other what to say. You wished them well. You were sure she would end up knocked up by him, he would cheat again and leave her to take care of their kid. They had a bright future together. 

 Tossing your phone on the bar, you groaned as you dropped your head into your hands. You wanted to scream and curse, but instead you looked up and ordered another shot. 

 “You okay?” the man beside you asked, sipping on his drink. 

 “No" you say, your eyes still shut.  

“Ahh. Trouble in paradise?” he chuckles. 

 “Paradise?” you laugh. “You mean hell? I caught my boyfriend and my best friend fucking in my bed tonight.” You declare. 

 “Fuck, they sound shitty" He sighs. “Bartender, another round for my friend here" he says. 

You look at him, seeing an extremely handsome face. His suit was tight, showing off his large muscle. “Shitty? Try tasteless, foul, sleazy scums of the earth.” You say. 

 He laughs. “Fair enough. Could I interest you in a dance? Maybe take your mind off things, at least temporary” he offers. 

 “I don’t even know your name" you say, looking him straight in the eyes. 

 “Choi Siwon" he answers, extending his hand to you. 

 “Y/N L/N" you say, returning the shake. “If you buy me another drink, I’ll consider it" you smirk, raising an eyebrow. 

 “Bartender. Two more shots please” he smiles, his eyes never leaving your face. 

Twenty minutes later, you’re doing your best to casually walk out of the men’s bathroom, your lipstick smeared and your hair a mess. You try to adjust yourself, to make it look like you hadn’t just been fucked hard. 

 As you’re walking through the small hallway, a smile forms on your face as your think about what happened only minutes ago, and what led up to that moment. 

*You and Siwon taking a shot, your eyes never losing contact. 

 You licking your lips as you stare at his. 

 Him cocking his eyebrow as he puts his hand on your thigh, slowly rubbing his fingers up and down. 

 You getting off the barstool, excusing yourself to the bathroom and ‘accidently’ rubbing your ass against him. You peering over your shoulder as you walk away, your hips swaying. 

Siwon grinning as he quickly follows you. 

 Him grabbing your shoulder and spinning you around before you’re able to walk into the women’s bathroom, nudging his knee in-between your legs, your wrist pinned against the wall. 

 “You sure about this?” he had asked you. 

 “Fuck me" you whined.*

Sitting on the same barstool, your pussy aches for more as you think about how he sat you on the sink and hiked up your skirt before moving your panties to the side. His tounge licking you, his mouth sucking your clit. The way he only undid his pants enough to allow his cock to spring free, before entering you raw. The way his large hand clamped itself over your mouth, as he pounded his cock into you. 

 You ached for more. However, he had disappeared after you had left the bathroom. What ever happened to the dance you were supposed to get?  You assumed he had just gotten what he wanted and you were now going to head back to your apartment to deal with the shit show that was your life now. Nodding at the bartender, you just want to pay your tab now and get this shitty conversation over as quickly as you could.  

“I’d like to pay my tab" you half slur. 

 The bartender chuckles. “It’s been taken care of, by your friend. This is also for you" he tells you, sliding a napkin towards you. 

 Opening it up you see a phone number with a short message. ‘Let’s do it again. 2262836375. - S' 

 A smile plasters over your face as you shove the note into your bra, getting up to head out. Arriving back at your apartment, you’re met by a crying Chanyeol and Minsoo, both still crying but finally dressed. 

 “Is there a reason you’re both still crying on my fucking couch?” 

 “We’re too distraught to do anything else” Minsoo cries. 

 “Well you can both do whatever the fuck you want. I’m grabbing your shit and you can get out.” You snap at Chanyeol, walking into the bedroom. 

 You’re immediately disgusted as you stare at the bed you once shared with Chanyeol. It was once a special place for the two of you, the secrets you shared, the laughter, the tears. It was all now tainted by the two people you trusted most. Now you were going to have to burn it. After grabbing everything he had left there, you roll his suitcase out into the living room, where the two are still sitting on the couch, crying. 

 “Please Y/N. I love you" Chanyeol says, looking at you with the puppy dog eyes that used to melt your heart. 

And now you just felt rage. “If you loved me, you wouldn’t have fucked my best friend. Sorry, ex best friend" you spit, glaring at Minsoo. “I hope the two of you have a terrible fucking life together. You deserve it. Now get the fuck out" you snap, practically shoving the two of them out the door. “Fuck you" you smile at both of them before slamming the door. 

You slide down, bringing your knees to your chest. You didn’t want to cry, you were a badass bitch. What you needed was another distraction. You pulled the napkin from your bra, looking at the note from Siwon again. You pulled out your phone, deleting all the messages from Chanyeol and Minsoo that were begging you to forgive them. You type in Siwon's number, sending him a quick text, wondering why he gave you his number after he disappeared right after he got what he wanted. 

 [2:05am] You: Why would you leave your number, if you just left right after we were finished? – Y/N 

 [2:07am] Siwon: I didn’t disappear, you left me. I felt rather hurt and betrayed, if I’m being honest.

 [2:09am] You: When I turned around you were gone. If anyone should be hurt and betrayed, it should be me. 

 [2:10am] Siwon: Let me make it up to you. Dinner this Thursday? 

 You smiled as you reread his text. You really shouldn’t be doing this, considering you just got out of a serious relationship. However, what better way to get over someone than to get under someone new?

[2:12am] You: Sounds good. 

[2:14am] I’ll text you details later. Get some sleep, beautiful.   

You plugged your phone in before grabbing spare blankets and a pillow from your closet. You would have to get rid of your bed tomorrow and all your favorite sheets and pillows.

** 

 Monday you had a hard time concentrating due to your phone constantly buzzing with pleas from Chanyeol for you to just sit down and meet with him. You finally turned your phone off. You didn’t want to see him face to face yet. 

Tuesday was the same.

And so was Wednesday. 

 You finally decided Thursday you would meet up with him after work, since dinner with Siwon wasn’t until 8pm. You sat in the café with your hands wrapped around a coffee mug. You had gotten there 20 minutes early and had yet to have a drink of your almost cold beverage. You felt like your stomach was going to drop from the anticipation of Chanyeol’s arrival. 

 The moment you saw him, you felt like you might actually end up punching him in the face. He looked worn out. His hair was a mess and greasy, the bags under his eyes made him look like he hadn’t slept in days. 

 “Hi” he whispered as his slide into the seat across from you. 

 “Hello" you answered back, avoiding eye contact. 

You stared at your mug, finally decided to at least have a sip. Your mouth was dry. “I don’t know what you want me to say to you. And there isn’t really much you can say to me to make this better, Chanyeol.” 

“I know I can’t make it better. But I want to at least try to have you forgive me, or explain my actions.” He says, maintaining eye contact. 

 “Say what you need too" 

 “I firstly want to apologize again. It was never my intention to do that. You need to know, I do truly love you. I did try to refuse and get her to stop but she told me you were seeing someone else and that it could be payback.” He tells you. “I realize now she just said that to get me into bed. I’m not excusing my actions, I should have known better" 

 “Yeah you should have. I never cheated on you. I never once even thought about it. You knew how I felt about cheating. How I watched my mom suffer because of my fathers infidelity.” 

 “I never wanted to make you feel like that. At the time I was hurt and confused and thought of it as revenge.” Chanyeol whispers. 

 “Well that’s just stupid. I thought you knew me better than that. Guess I was wrong.” You say.  

“Is there anyway we can start over? Clean slate?” he wonders. 

 “No. There’s nothing you could ever do to make me trust you again. Frankly I don’t even want to be around you. Goodbye, Chanyeol" you finish, standing up and walking out the door with your head held high. 

Going home, you sat on your couch for a few minutes, trying to process what he had said. Could you trust him again? Possibly. Did you want to trust him again and be with him? Absolutely not. 

 Standing up, you take a few deep breaths, getting rid of the sadness you were feeling over a lost 3 year relationship. You walked towards your room, plugging your phone in and began to play a playlist that made you feel good. You opened up your closet, deciding what to wear tonight. 

You had no idea where the two of you were going, so you opted for a red dress with spaghetti straps and an open back. It fell mid thigh and hugged your curve perfectly, while the back was a little looser. You decided on no panties tonight. Dancing your way into the bathroom, you sing along to one of your favorite songs, All I Wanna Do by Jay Park. You did a smoky eye and red lipstick to complete your look. 

You took your hair from the bun you had it in for work, letting your hair flow down into a natural look. Glancing at the clock, you see it’s about 20 minutes until your date. You walk to your phone, checking to see is Siwon had messaged you, and he did. He told you the location was a surprise but he asked for your address to pick you up. You sent him your location before heading back to your closet to pick a pair of shoes. You decided to go for a pair of black pumps that accentuated your legs. 

 Grabbing your purse, you head down to the front of your building to wait for his arrival. A part of you wanted to go to dinner, get drunk and eat some good food with some pretty good company. But the other part of you, the dirty girl wanted to have Siwon in between your legs again, instead. As a car pulled up, the passenger side window rolled down, revealing a smiling Siwon. 

“Well hello there" 

 “Hi" you smile, climbing into the front seat. 

 “You look amazing” Siwon purrs, eyeing your body. 

 “Well thank you. You don’t look so bad yourself" you say, buckling yourself in. “So where are we going?” you ask. Your curiosity was definitely getting the best of you. 

 “It’s a surprise" he winks. 

 “I also have a surprise for you" you say in a seductive whispe, feeling brave. New you, new attitude. 

"Oh? And what’s that?” he asks. 

 “I’ll have to show you" you smirk, grabbing his hand from his lap while you part your legs, placing his hand on your bare pussy. “Surprise” you say. 

 You didn’t know what it was about Siwon. You had only known him for a few days, your relationship with Chanyeol freshly over, and here you were being a hoe for a man you didn’t know at all. But yet, you couldn’t help it. He brought the dirty girl in you out to play. The adventurous one that you couldn’t be with Chanyeol because he was to nervous about being caught. You needed the excitement of possibly being caught, you loved the thrill of fucking anywhere you wanted. And that’s what you got with Siwon. 

 “Oh fuck. You’re a dirty one, aren’t you?” he asks with a smirk. “You’re going to be the death of me" he says, as he begins rubbing your clit. “I don’t think we’re going to make dinner" he growls, pulling the car over on the side of a relatively busy street. “Backseat" he demands. 

 Giddy like a child on Christmas morning, you got out of the front, moving your way to the backseat. Before you can even close the door to the backseat, Siwon has your dress almost ripped off. His moves your bra out of the way, sucking harshly on one of your nipples as he massages the other one. You throw your head back as you begin to palm his already hard cock through his pants. Likely from your stunt a few minutes ago. 

“What do you want baby?” he growls, nipping at your earlobe. 

 “Your cock. Let me suck your cock" you moan, needing to feel it down your throat. 

 “Fuck" he says, undoing his pants and yanking them down quickly. His cock springs free, and you immediately lean forward, licking the red tip. “Shit. Don’t tease" he begs, bucking his hips, needing you to suck it harder. 

You wrap your lips around his cock, swallowing as much of him as you can take before bringing your head back up, keeping your cheeks sucked together. Using your tounge you swirl it around as you continue to bob your head up and down, while massaging his balls. 

 “Fuck" he hisses, bucking his hips once again, shoving his cock down your throat even more. Before you can lick your lips, his mouth is on yours, and he’s leaning you back. He grabs your legs, bringing them up as high as he can before lining himself up with your entrance. 

 “Dirty girl" he purrs, slowly entering you. His cock stretching you out, filling you up more than you ever have had before. 

“Oh my god" you cry out, your eyes almost rolling to the back of your head. “Your cock feels so good" you moan, as Siwon begins thrusting himself into you. 

 “Do you want me to fuck you hard and fast?” he pants. 

“Yes, please” you cry. Siwon slams his cock into you slowly but harshly, jolting your body with every thrust. You reach in between your legs, rubbing your clit, chasing the anticipated high you know is coming. Your legs stiffen as his grip tightens around your ankles, pounding into as hard as he can, needing his release just as much as you. His thrusts become erratic and slow down right as your orgasm washes through your body, tingling you everywhere, his following not far behind. 

As Siwon pulls himself out of you, you both sat in the back huffing, your bodies sweating. “You’re going to be an adventure” he laughs. “I can feel it" he finishes, getting himself dressed as you put your dress back on. “Would you still like to go for dinner?” he asks, slipping his shoes on. 

 “Absolutely. I’m famished.” You smile, slipping your stilettos on before getting back into the front seat. Arriving at the restaurant, you immediately know the place. 

Chanyeol took you here often. He always paid as he had a way better paying job than you. You groaned at the sight of it. 

“What was that groan for?” he asks. 

 “This is a very expensive restaurant” you mutter. He laughs. 

You like his laugh. 

 “It is” he states. “What’s the problem?”  

“I can’t afford it" you say, embarrassed. 

 “Did you really think I was going to make you pay? I wouldn’t have asked you out if I expected you to pay for yourself. Order whatever your little heart desires. I got it" he winks, grabbing your hand to take you inside. 

 The two of you are seated in a semi private section, where it’s not so loud. As the waiter hands you your menu’s Siwon checks to see what kind of wine you like before ordering the most expensive bottle. 

Chanyeol would always order what he liked and you would either have to drink it or just have your water. You smile as you read the menu. Finally you’d be able to order for yourself. It’s not that Chanyeol was controlling or abusive, he just had a habit of ordering for you while you were at restaurants. He always insisted you’d love what he picked and sometimes you did, sometimes you didn’t. He wanted you to try new things. 

 Your wine is poured for you, and you and Siwon place your orders. He orders another expensive thing, along with an appetizer for the two of you to share. Of course he made sure you liked what he picked before he ordered it. It was different, and you liked it. 

 “So what do you do to be able to afford such a luxury as a place like this?” you ask, taking a sip of your white wine. 

“I’m a lawyer. Defense attorney” he tells you. 

 “Really? I work for a defense attorney, as his secretary.” You tell him. 

“Who?” 

 “Kim Junmyeon" as the name slips from your mouth, Siwon’s face turns sour. 

“You work for that fuckbag?” he scoffs. “He’s such an ass and well..” he pauses. 

“Well what?” you ask. 

 “I’m not really supposed to say" he admits. 

 “Tell me" you pressure him with a dazzling smile. 

 “He’ll be getting fired, tomorrow actually" Siwon tells you. 

 “What? So I’ll be out of a job until they find someone new?” you ask, not really asking him but more yourself. “Well shit that sucks" you groan, drinking the rest of your wine in one sip. 

 “They’ve actually already found someone" he says, taking a sip of his drink. 

“Who?” you ask. 

“Me" he chuckles. 

 “You? You’re going to be my be my new boss?” you ask, trying not to choke.

 He just nods his head. 

 “Well I guess this ends here. I can’t be fucking my boss" you say with a sigh. 

 “I’ll make an exception and let it slide. I’m sure you’ll be a very attentive secretary” he winks.

“I can assure you, I will be there for your every need" you say, licking your lips. 

The two of you are there for a few hours, laughing, eating and just all around having a wonderful time. As Siwon gets up to use the bathroom, you hear someone clear their throat from beside your table. Looking up, you’re met with the angry eyes of Chanyeol. 

 “Who the fuck is that?” he snaps, quietly as to not make a scene. 

 “What does it matter to you?” You ask, looking past him, you see Minsoo sitting at a table by herself avoiding eye contact. You notice Chanyeol’s jacket on the chair across from her. The one you had gotten for him for his birthday last year. 

“So what, are you two together now?” you ask, resting your chin on the palm of your hand. 

 “That doesn’t matter. What matters is that you seem to have moved on, awfully quick.” He says. “Maybe she was right and you were fucking someone while we were together.” He snarls. 

 “Oh fuck off Chanyeol. It’s okay for you to be dating the girl you cheated on me with but god forbid I go on a date with someone" you scoff. 

 “When did you meet him?” he asks. 

 “The night I caught you fucking her" you say. “Anymore questions?” 

 “Did you fuck him that night?” 

 “Maybe I did. Why does it matter to you? Do you want to know all the details? How many times he made me cum? What do you want?” you snap. 

 “You’re such a fucking whore" he spits. Right as he finishes his sentence, Siwon was at the table. 

“Is there a problem here?” he asks, his voice low and annoyed. 

 “Not at all. Just wondering why my girlfriend is on a date with someone else" Chanyeol says, his eyes never leaving you. 

 “Ahh. Is this him?” he asks you. 

You nod your head. 

“I believe she’s your ex girlfriend. Because you know, you fucked her best friend” Siwon says, his eyes dark. 

 “I’d like to finish my conversation with her, alone” Chanyeol says, looking at Siwon annoyed. 

 “I don’t think so. She doesn’t seem to be interested in hearing your shitty excuses for your shitty behavior” Siwon tells him. “Now you better be getting back to your date and leaving mine alone before there is a problem" Siwon says, waving the waiter over. Siwon hands him a credit card to pay the bill, not even knowing the cost. 

 “I’ll be seeing you later " Chanyeol mutters to you, his eyes wide, before glaring at Siwon. 

 “Not likely” Siwon says, grabbing his card from the waiter before helping you up and wrapping his arm around your waist to guide you out of the restaurant and that situation. But before you left, you made eye contact with Minsoo on your way out. "Just so you know, your loser, cheating boyfriend begged me to take him back today. Enjoy your dinner, fuckers" 

Everyone else stared at you in horror, as Siwon laughed the two of you out of the restaurant. 

"Are you okay?” he asks once you’re back in the car. 

 “I’m fine. I just don’t know why I’ve let him get under my skin like that.” You say, annoyed. 

 “Would you like me to take you home?” 

 “Please.” You sigh. As he pulls up outside your apartment, he puts the car in park before turning off the engine. “He seems rather unstable” Siwon blurts out. 

“He does, doesn’t he? I wasn’t sure if it was just me" you say, looking him in the eyes. 

 “Do you think he’d come here tonight?” he wonders. 

 “I’m not sure. I wouldn’t be surprised to be honest.” You say, a little terrified to be alone tonight. 

 “I can stay with you, if you’d like?” He offers. “Only if you want. No pressure" 

“Please. I’m a little nervous to be alone tonight” you mumble. Siwon smiles as he gets out of the car, following you up your stairs to your door. Walking into your apartment, Siwon looks around as you go to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. Placing your glass in the sink, Siwon slides his hands onto your hips, working their way up your to rest on your stomach.  

“You can keep going up" you breathe. Siwon moves his hands up, cupping your breasts. 

“Are you not wearing a bra?” he asks. 

 “I didn’t put it back on after you fucked me in your car” you huff as he pinches your now perky nipples. 

 “How did I not notice that?” he growls, nuzzling his face into your neck, peppering it was kisses. 

 “Clearly you’re not very observant” you moan as he bites and sucks on your earlobe.

 Siwon grips your hips, setting you down on the counter. He moves himself in between your legs, leaning himself in close to you. You had thought he was leaning in for a kiss, but his hand reached behind you, turning on the kitchen sink. You look at him with an eyebrow raised as he chuckles at you.

 “Trust me" he whispers, checking to make sure the water was not too hot. Flipping a switch, Siwon grabs the hose while also turning your body around to face to sink. He smirks as he spreads your legs and then your lips, before placing the hard water stream over your clit. 

 “Oh my god” you shudder, your head hanging back as you clench your entire body. “Fuck that feels amazing" you cry out. 

 “Mhm I thought you might like it" Siwon groans, as he watches you come undone by the pulsating water. Your hand grips his bicep as you begin to feel like you’re about to explode. “How do you like this?” he asks before he inserts two fingers into you, pumping them in and out as the water hits the right spot everytime. 

 “Fuck I think I’m going to cum" you scream, everything becoming too much. Siwon quickens his pace as you scream out, your orgasm tearing through your body. You’re trying to catch your breath as he turns the water off and places you on the floor, bent over the counter. Your legs feel like jello, but he keeps a hand on you as he pulls down his pants, freeing his throbbing cock. 

 Siwon lines himself up with you, pushing his way in, hard, allowing you no time to rest. “Fuck baby girl" he grunts as he holds his shirt up, and you while slamming his thick cock into your pussy. 

Weakly, you reach your hand up, gripping the counter top, trying to keep yourself from collapsing. Siwon releases your body from his hand and wraps it around you, reaching down to rub your clit. The overstimulation is almost too much as you cry out, still tender from the massive orgasm you just had. 

 “Please" you whimper, Siwon doesn’t slow his pace down as he pounds himself into you and rubs your clit fiercely. “I can’t. Please” you cry out, wanting to cum but also wanting and needing to not. 

“Tell me to stop and I will" he growls, his pace slowing. 

 “Don’t stop, oh god" you scream, your second orgasm coming so quickly. 

 “You gunna cum for me baby" he growls, his pace picking up again. 

 “Yes yes" you scream, your eyes tightly closed as it washes through your body, again. Your eyes remain closed as Siwon finishes fucking you, releasing his hot cum inside of you, coating your walls. 

 Exhausted, you drag Siwon to your room and your brand new bed. Both of you are still naked and too worn out to get dressed. 

 “Heads up, I have to be at work for 6am tomorrow" you sigh, as you wiggle your body closer to Siwon, who groans at your statement. 

 “Why so early? So you’re going to have to get up at 5?” 

 “Mhmm" you say, dozing off, considering it is already 1am. 

 “You really are going to be the death of me” he says. It’s the last thing you hear before you doze off. 

 ** 

 5am comes awfully quick. You want to cry as your alarm blares throughout your room. 

“Oh my god" Siwon whines. “Does Kim make you work so fuckin early?”

 “He does" you yawn, trying to crawl over him to get ready. He holds onto your hips as you straddle him, his eyes closed. 

“I’ll never make you work this early. That way we can happily sleep in" he sighs. 

“That sounds great, but you need to let me go so I can go shower to wake up" you whine. 

 “Can I join you?” he asks, opening one eye. 

 “No funny business. I have to leave in 40 minutes if I’m going to catch my bus.” You state.

 “Forget the bus, I’ll drive you.” He says, letting you go before getting up himself to join you in the shower.

 “Are you sure no funny business?” he asks, hoping for your answer to change.

 It didn’t. 

 **

 Your work day, surprisingly went by rather quickly. Well the morning at least. In the afternoon you had to listen to Junmyeon being fired in his office and his aggression getting out of hand. It was painful to listen too. The number of insults he tossed out there and the rather impressive unique names he called the men were cringey. The worst of it all was when he started crying and begging for them to let him keep his job. You had been texting Siwon the entire time, giving him a play by play. 

[1:13am] You: They just informed him he was fired. He’s yelling. Very loudly. 

[1:16pm] You: He is absolutely losing it. He call Mr. Byun a cheating fuck. 

[1:21pm] You: Oh my god. He told Mr. Park that his wife’s been cheating on him. 

[1:38pm] You: He told them both they were shitbags, but not human shitbags, but dog shitbags. 8/10 on the insult from me. 

 [2:04pm] You: He’s crying. Loudly. Pleading for his job. It’s rather embarrassing if you ask me. Be a man. 

 [2:17pm] You: It’s silent. I think he might have accepted his fate. 

 [2:18pm] You: Nope. I spoke too soon. He’s calling them shitbags again. You had to run to the bathroom and quickly before they all heard your laughter at Mr. Kim’s unfortunate news. Siwon had texted you back laughing at the entire situation earlier. As you were checking yourself in the mirror, your phone buzzed again. Siwon. 

 [2:57pm] Siwon: Where are you? 

 [2:59pm] You: Checking myself out in the mirror. 

 [3:01pm] Siwon: Send me a picture. Please. 

 You decide to take him up on it. You lock the door to the bathroom before you unbutton your shirt enough for your breasts to pop out. Thank god you decided on a cute bra. The next picture you took, you say on the counter with your legs spread. The picture you took showed enough pussy and panties but still left a little to the imagination, although he’s already seen it and fucked it before. Pressing send, you do yourself back up before heading back to your desk. 

You were just in time to see Mr. Kim being escorted from his office with his box of things in his arms. 

“So sorry Mr. Kim" you say. 

 “Fuck off" he snaps at you before getting on the elevator and leaving. You sit at your desk, impatiently waiting until 5pm when you can go home, when you hear the elevator ding again. Out walks the higher up boss, along with Siwon who is checking his phone. You straighten yourself up before standing up to greet them.  

“Ahh Y/N. This is Mr. Choi. You’ll be his new secretary.” Your boss, Mr. Jeon tells you. 

“Nice to meet you, Mr. Choi.” You say, with a smile but through gritted teeth. 

“Nice to meet you too, Y/N. I look forward to working closely with you" Siwon smiles. 

As Mr. Jeon continues to walk into the office, Siwon waves his phone, giving you a wink before mouthing “thanks.” You could just kill him. 

 **

 The weekend you spent in your apartment, ordering take-out while binge watching your favorite shows and movies. Siwon had told you he had to go out of town for a conference, which wasn’t unusual so you didn’t really think anything of it. It’s not like the two of you were truly in a relationship anyways, he had no obligation to tell you where he was or what he was doing. The weekend passed in a blur of junk food and movies.

 You felt relieved and rested now that you didn’t have to get up at 5am every morning and could sleep until 8am before having to get up to go to work. You were chipper on your way to work Monday morning. Knowing that you didn’t have to deal with the insufferable Junmyeon made it that much better. However, you weren’t entirely sure how working for Siwon was going to be, but it excited you, the unknown.

 That morning you showed up in your usual work attire but your skirt was just a little bit shorter than your others, it was still professional though. You sat down at your desk once you arrived, going through your calendar to see what was planned for today. Siwon showed up a few minutes after you arrived, giving you a nod and a sly wink before entering his office. The butterflies in your stomach were very much present. Once he was settled he called you into his office to go over the plan for today. He had a meeting all morning that he asked you to attend with him, which was weird for you since Junmyeon had always refused for you to come when everyone else brought their secretaries. When he finished speaking he just stared at you for a moment before peaking out his door to make sure no one was around. 

“You look so good today" he whispers, biting his lip. 

 “Well thank you, Mr. Choi.” You smile. “Oh sir, your plaque is crooked. Let me fix that for you" you say. You were standing beside him behind he desk, and instead of going around to fix it, you leaned directly over his desk causing your skirt to ride up to reveal a very racy pair of panties. 

 You could hear Siwon inhale sharply at the site of your exposed self. He wanted to fuck you, so badly. When you moved yourself back to standing up, you smiled at him, as he glared at you. 

 “You’re going to make working here either extremely pleasant or extremely hard" he tells you with a sigh. 

“Likely both. I aim to please" you say with a small wink before walking to the door. “Let me know if you need anything, sir". The last part you partially say as a moan, just to tease him. The meeting was absolutely boring. All you did was take notes, however you missed quite a bit due to Siwon rubbing his foot against your leg. You glared at him every chance you got. Luckily for lunch, you got to order whatever you wanted and didn’t have to pay for it yourself. The only downside being that you couldn’t drink any wine, since you were still on the clock.

Siwon had also made sure to give you quite a substantial raise. A lot more than Junmyeon ever paid you, he was so cheap. The next few weeks flew by. You write enjoyed working for Siwon, it wasn’t awkward like you thought, although the sexual tension between you two was so strong. You hadn’t been able to hook up since he had taken on a extremely high profile case and it took up all of your free time. The two of you had planned a night after the last trial date, on Friday and you were so ready for it. You yearned for his touch, his tounge between your thighs, his cock inside you. 

 Thursday was slow for you as Siwon stayed in his office preparing, only calling for you if he needed notes or coffee. You sat at your desk, answered the phone, constantly telling anyone who called that you had to take a message and you would have him call them back. You were bored until a relatively attractive women stood at your desk. You smiled at her, greeting her appropriately. 

“Hello ma'am, how may I help you?” you asked. 

 “I’m here to see Mr. Choi" she tells you, with a slight smile.

 “Mr. Choi is extremely busy preparing for the trial tomorrow, he has asked that I not let anyone in so he can concentrate.” You explain with a smile.

 “I’m his fiancée, I think it’ll be okay if I visit him” she partially laughs. Your body immediately freezes. Fiancée? He was engaged? What the actual fuck. 

 You maintained your composure as you forced a smile, and getting up to knock on his door. You peeked your head in to see a stressed out Siwon. 

“Yes, Y/N?” he asked.

 “So sorry sir. Your fiancée is here to see you.” You spit through a clenched jaw. Siwon quickly looks up at you, his eyes wide and panicked. Before he could say anything, the woman he is supposed to marry barges in through the door.

 “Hello, darling.” She says, kissing his cheek. “Your secretary is awfully pretty. Why didn’t you tell me?” she chuckles, giving you a half glare. You fight back the tears that are desperately trying to escape from your eyes. 

 “Well if you don’t need anything else from me, I’m going to take off.” You huff. 

“Y/N..” he begins.

 “I’ll see you tomorrow” you whisper, leaving the engaged man with his confused fiancée. 

 ** 

 “Is there something going on between you two?” Jennie asks Siwon. “She seems to like you.” She finished. Siwon can’t say anything, he can barely process what just happened. You thought he was in love and going to get married, but that wasn’t the case at all. He didn’t even love Jennie, it was an arranged marriage that both their parents had set up for a merger of companies. Siwon’s father owned the largest defense attorneys office, while Jennies father owned the second largest. The two men wanted each of their oldest kids to take over the companies and merge, which meant also making everyone family. Neither Siwon nor Jennie had a choice in the matter. Siwon had only taken the job where you worked because his father wasn’t ready to retire, for a year. A year until the wedding, and his fathers retirement. He didn’t want to marry Jennie which is why he never told you about her because to him he was still single. But Jennie was rather excited about the wedding and marriage. 

 “I thought I told you to not visit me at work" he snap. Jennie let’s go of him, taking a few steps back. 

 “I thought you’d be happy to see me" she says, her face a little sad.

 “I’m near the end of a huge case and now you decide to come disrupt me?” 

 “Its because of her, isn’t it.” She wonders. 

 “Who?” Siwon sighs.  

“Your secretary. You’re fucking her aren’t you?” she snaps. 

 “You’re insane. Just go please. I’ll speak with you later” he says, focusing on his work once again. 

 Once Jennie leaves, his head is in his hands as he sighs. He wanted to be the one to tell you. He didn’t want you to find out like this. He didn’t want Jennie. He wanted you. 

 ** 

 You cried the entire way home. Yes you’d only known him a few weeks but you had fallen rather fast. He seemed so different, like he wouldn’t hurt you. But you were wrong, yet again. Thinking he was different than Chanyeol was laughable. Yes he didn’t cheat on you, but he cheated on someone he was engaged too, with you. You never wanted to be a mistress. Curled up in your bed, you’re annoyed at your phone constantly going off and ringing from what you could only assume was Siwon. 

 [3:19pm] Siwon: Just let me explain, please. It’s not what you think. 

 [3:21pm] Siwon: Answer your phone and let me explain. 

 You scoffed as you read his messages. He sounded just like Chanyeol and Minsoo. You finally answered your phone on the 10th time he had called. “What?” you snap. “Finally" Siwon sighs. “Please meet me and just let me explain.” He begs. “You can say what you need to over the phone. I don’t want to see you" “Jennie and I are engaged, yes. But it’s not how you think. I don’t love her. It was set up by our parents so both their companies can merge together.” He explains. “I don’t want to be with her, but my father is sick and he wants to see the merger before he passes" he tells you. A part of you wanted to believe him. You did believe him. But what if it wasn’t true? What if he was just lying to you to have you not leave him? “Prove it.” You say. “I’ll send you everything to prove it. But can I please see you?” he asks. “I just need sometime. Maybe after I look at everything but for now no.” you whisper. “Okay. I’ll send everything to you now. I’m sorry Y/N. I wanted to be the one to tell you. I didn’t want you to find out like this" he tells you. “Just send the papers over, Siwon" you sigh before hanging up. You’re still curled up in a ball and hour later when your doorbell rings. You groan as you struggle and squirm to get yourself out of the nest and cocoon you had made with your blankets. Swinging the door open, you’re met with a frightened looking young man with a stack of papers in his arms. You pull the papers from him before muttering a thanks and slamming the door in his face. Sitting down at your kitchen table, you begin sorting through the documents Siwon sent over. An hour later, after you had looked at the papers at least three times, you knew he was actually telling the truth. You weren’t sure if you felt relieved or if you were mad that he didn’t tell you the truth to begin with. [4:59pm] Siwon: Do you believe me now? [5:00pm] You: Yes. [5:02pm] Siwon: When can I see you? [5:05pm] You: I’ll see you at the trial tomorrow. [5:08pm] Siwon: And after? [5:11pm] You: I’ll let you know. You turned off your phone, and cocooned back in your bed. You didn’t feel like eating dinner, even though he did sort everything out and turns out he was telling the truth, you still felt somewhat betrayed. You knew how Jennie would feel, since the same thing happened to you. However, Chanyeol claimed to love you, and you did love him, and Minsoo knew that. You knew that this was just a business arrangement to them and there were no feelings involved, so why would you feel guilty? You shouldn’t but you sort of do. You were conflicted. You wanted to see him more. He was fun and refreshing and he seemed to understand you. But did you want to be a mistress? At this point in your life, you finally just wanted to do what you wanted, without having to please anyone but yourself. Maybe that made you a bae person. Maybe you were shitty for sleeping with someone that was engaged, but you were okay with it. As it turns out, he wasn’t such a bad guy and he was just doing what made him happy. ** The next day at the trial, everything went as it should have. Siwon won the case as was on a high that came from it. You had agreed to go out with him again that that night. The two of you met at a pub to have a few drinks to celebrate his win, but also talk about things. After you had celebrated for a little bit, things got serious between you two. “You know I was planning on telling you" he says, taking another sip of his drink. “Were you though?” you ask, not sure if you truly believed he was. “I really was. I’m not the type to cheat, if I’m serious about someone. But Jennie.. I’m not interested in her. I’m interested in you.” He says, shrugging his shoulders. “Interested in what exactly? A relationship? A fuck buddy?” you wonder, sipping on your martini. You were curious as to what his answer was going to be. “Whatever you want, baby girl” he purrs. His voice sent shivers down you spine. “So if I said a fuck buddy, with occasional dates, you’d be fine with that? “Absolutely” Siwon states. “Like I said, whatever you want.” “Fine. Then that. But warn me if she’s going to come into the office again. I don’t want to deal with it" you say, finishing your drink. “Done deal.” Siwon smiles. “Have you fucked her?” you blurt out the question. It had been on your mind and you weren’t sure if you had wanted to ask, but apparently you did. “What?” he asks. “Have you fucked her since we were last together, since it’s been a few weeks?” you question. “No I haven’t fucked her. Not in the last few weeks, not even in the year we’ve been engaged.” He tells you. You can tell he is telling you the truth, which makes you feel relieved. “Okay" you say. “Just curious" you laugh. “So back to your place?” he asks, lifting his eyebrows. “Not a chance.” You giggle. “Please?” he asks, giving you a sad face. “You have 30 seconds to convince me. And go" you say, staring at your watch. “I’ll eat your pussy and fuck you so good, you won’t be able to walk tomorrow. And I’ll make you breakfast in bed" he says, his face believing he’s convinced you. “Mhm, you’re good at getting your way. You better bring your pussy eating A game" you say, standing up and swaying your hips as you walk away from him. Siwon takes a moment to watch and appreciate you shaking your ass before getting up to follow you from the pub. The two of you were all over each other in the cab on the way back to your place. Your hand rubbed Siwon’s clothed cock, as he slipped his fingers in between your legs and into your pussy. Your face rested in the crook of his neck as he slowly and discreetly pumped his fingers in and out of you. Every time you wanted to moan, which was often, you bit his neck. Partly because you didn’t want the bad driver to know, even though he likely did but also you secretly hoped that Jennie would see it. “Don’t stop" you moan into his neck as he continues to pleasure you. You feel as though your entire body might combust right there. It’s been a few weeks since you had been with anyone, the urge to cum more apparent than ever. “Here we go" the cab driver coughed, uncomfortably. Siwon takes his fingers from inside you, handing the cab driver a $100 for a $15 dollar ride before scooting you out of the car, quickly. He effortlessly picks you up, carrying you up the stairs as you giggle. Your skirt flowing in the wind, showing off your ass cheeks to anyone who happened to look their, but neither of you cared. In this moment you two were blissfully happy, and extremely horny. The two of you dont even make it into the bedroom, inside he lays you on the floor of the hallway in your apartment, quickly sliding into you. He fucks you hard and fast, both of you needing to cum quickly. You and Siwon lay there, your chests heaving as you try to catch your breath from the hard and fast fuck the two of you just had. “That was..” Siwon begins. “Amazing" you finish his sentence. The two of you laugh while Siwon stands up, extending a hand for you to help you up. You cling to him for dear life as your legs are extremely wobbly. “Shower?” he asks. You nod your head. Siwon scoops you up, whisking you away to the bathroom for a nice hot shower. Once your shower is finished, the two of you lay in bed and talk. For some reason you bring up what happened with your father. Siwon doesn’t much except you should hear his side of the story, since you only knew your mothers. You shoved that thought to the back of your head. ** He stayed with you the entire weekend. When you asked about Jennie, he told you that she thought he was on a business trip. That’s all you needed to know. Your weekend was filled with cuddles, laughter and fucking. You dreaded Monday, only because you had to get out of the little bubble that the two of you had enjoyed so much. On Monday Siwon constantly texted you, in detail all the dirty things he wanted to do to you, which you appreciated but it would be rather frowned upon to fuck him in the office.. while everyone was there. On Tuesday he asked you to stay late to help him with a case. Looking at the clock, you see it’s 8pm and the last person in the office is finally leaving. Both of you said good bye to Mr. Son as you continued your work. At 815pm Siwon had pushed himself away from his desk, groaning as he rubbed his face. You took the opportunity to stand in front of him and extend yourself over his desk, parting your legs, allowing your skirt to ride up, exposing your very small, leaving little to the imagination panties. “For me?” you hear Siwon ask, as his chair rolls towards you. “Mhmm. You’ve been working so hard. You deserve a treat” you moan, shaking your ass slightly. “You’re so good to me" he says, his hands planted on your ass. Siwon moves your panties to the side before he kneels beneath you, laying his head on his desk. Extending his tounge, he licks a strip up your already wet pussy. You let out a small gasp at the feeling. “Mr. Choi, you’re so g-good to me" you breathe as his tounge continues to flick your clit. “Mhm" he moans as his lips latch onto you, sucking your clit harshly. Your hands grip onto the desk, holding whatever you can tightly as he devours your pussy. His movements slow down, so you grind yourself on his face, bringing the much needed orgasm closer. “Fuck fuck fuck" you cry out, your body tightening as you cum all over his face, your orgasm washing through you. Siwon briskly stands up, undoing his belt to pull down his pants. His cock springs free, making your mouth water. “Sit on the desk" he demands. You shuffle yourself into the sitting position as he walks towards you. He bends his knees slightly, pushing himself into you. You throw your head back at the feeling of him stretching you out. “Wrap your legs around me" he says. The moment you’re secure around him, he picks you up, walking you over to the large window in his office. He slams you against it while he fucks you, hard. “Fuck baby girl, your pussy feels so good" he growls, thrusting into you. You bring your hand up, getting your fingers tangled in his hair as he thrusts become harsher. Mid fuck, the two of you hear his office door opening. Opening your eyes, you see Chanyeol standing there, his body vibrating with rage. “What the fuck are you doing!?” he screams. Siwon sighs as he knows exactly who it is without even turning around. “What the fuck Chanyeol. Go away” you groan, Siwon still inside you. “Get off my girlfriend you piece of shit" Chanyeol yells at Siwon. “Ex- girlfriend, and she seems to like my cock very much, so I’ll continue. Feels free to stay and watch if you want" Siwon groans, pumping himself into you again and again. “I’ll be seeing you soon, Y/N" Chanyeol growls before slamming the door shut. You don’t let his interruption bother you. This was your time. You were having fun, doing things you wanted to do. And what you wanted, was for Siwon to finish fucking you. “Do you want to stop?” Siwon asks, pausing his thrusts. “Don’t you dare.” You growl, gripping him tighter. Siwon’s hands leave your body, and he presses them against the glass and he fucks you until you both cum. It’s 10pm before the two of you finish your work and head home for the night. Siwon unfortunately had to go back to his apartment while you went your separate way to your own. The next week dragged by. Chanyeol was still constantly showing up places, calling you names, trying to get you to talk to him or anything really. No matter how many times you told him you wanted nothing to do with him, it never really sunk in. ** You and Siwon had been fucking for almost 6 months now, and things were mostly great, but also not. You found yourselves arguing often, about anything and everything. Even though you weren’t together, you both still acted like you were. You weren’t sleeping with anyone else and neither was he, despite being engaged. After your fights, you always found yourselves angry fucking, no matter where you were. It’s what you did when you knew you needed to talk things through but didn’t want too, you fucked. You both knew it wasn’t healthy but neither of you were willing to stop. After 7 months you had a big fight in the car in a parkade about something minuscule which led to the two of you fucking on the hood of the car. After 8 months the two of you fought about the fact the Chanyeol had yet to let you go and Siwon was annoyed as fuck about it. It’s not like you weren’t either but you could only do so much to stop him. You two were walking home through a park from a date. You rode his cock in the field at night. After 11 months, the two of you fought about the wedding he was supposed to partake in, in less than 1 month. Neither of you were sure on what to do. There was a serious conversation that needed to be had between you two, but not before he pinned you against the wall in the bedroom of hi apartment. “Why do you always have to bring this shit up" he growls, roughly cupping your breast underneath your shirt. “Because its fucking important” you snap, unbuckling his belt and pulling his pants down just enough to allow his cock to spring free. “You infuriate me" he snaps, hiking up your skirt and moving your panties to the side. In one swift motion, Siwon enters you harshly. You wrap your legs around his waist so he can pin you fully against the wall. Neither of you speak, the only sounds that can be heard are moans and skin slapping. He roughly thrusts into you, before pausing and telling you to be quiet. Just then the two of you hear footsteps walking from the kitchen, to the living room, to the hallway towards the bedroom. Siwon takes you from against the wall, running both of you into the closet quickly before shutting the doors and pressing himself against you. “Yeah, I want beige” the two of you hear Jennie speak as she sits on the bed. Siwon doesn’t stop fucking you. He slowly and quietly pulls himself from you before harshly but silently slamming himself into you. You try your hardest to stifle a moan. You can see Jennie on the bed of their shared apartment, trying on different shoes as she talks about the wedding. You can see in the way she speaks about it that she’s excited and happy. “Yes, lillies and Rose’s. I think those will look beautiful” she gushes as Siwon continues to fuck you. His face is buried into your neck, as your hands wrap around his head, gripping onto his hair. His hips snap into you, his cock always hitting the right spot regardless if he fucks you roughly or softly. You grind yourself onto him, trying to block out the noise coming from the bedroom. You try to focus on your impending orgasm that is coming quickly. “Don’t stop. Fuck please" you cry out in a whisper. You keep circling your hips as you ride through your high as quietly as you can when all you want to do is scream out in pleasure. Siwon doesn’t take too much longer after you, spilling himself into you, biting your shoulder to make sure he’s quiet. The two of you stand there, quietly panting while Jennie wraps up her conversation and stands up to leave. “Mrs. Siwon Choi" she says with a smile before walking out of the room and out of the apartment. Siwon pulls out of you, looking at you with a sad face, while you’re feeling ever so guilty. “Has she always been excited about the wedding?” you ask, adjusting your clothes. “Not until recently" he admits, tucking his cock back into his pants. “Are you excited about the wedding?” you ask. “I don’t know.” He says. “I think we need to talk.” You sigh. “I think so too.” He agrees. Siwon left town a few hours after you parted ways. He told you that the two of you would talk when he was back in town, in a few weeks. YYou were pretty sure you knew what you were going to do, you had just never said it aloud. A part of you wanted to tell him to not get married, that you two would be able to make it work. But you knew that was a lie. The two of you fucked, you were great at fucking eachother but being in an actual relationship wouldn’t work. You knew you two were toxic together. In the time that Siwon was gone, you had applied for a job just outside of Seoul. It happened to be your dream job and you applied on a whim. You knew there were likely more qualified people who applied and that you’d never get it. But you heard about it a few hours before you left to meet Siwon, the night he had arrived back in town. 1 week before his wedding. “Hey" he says with a smile, leaning down and kissing your cheek. “Hi" you say, looking up at him with a forced smile. Tears brimming in your eyes, knowing that this would likely be the last time you saw Siwon. “How was your trip?” you ask. “It was boring. We really need to have a discussion now though. We can’t put it off any longer” he sighs. “You’re right. We can’t. You’re getting married in a week.” You whisper. “Am I? I can call it off. Just say the word baby girl and it’s done" he says, his eyes hopeful. “And do what? We run away together and continue to fight and fuck the rest of our lives? That doesn’t sound like a life either of us want to live" you sigh. “We can make it work. We could be great" he tells you. “You will have a great life. With Jennie. Maybe you don’t love her now, but if you try to get to know her, you might. We aren’t right for eachother.” You whisper. “But..” Siwon begins before you cut him off. “I won’t tell her, or anyone about what we had. A part of me will always care for you. You helped me through what I thought was the worst time in my life. You also made me see that there are two sides to every story, and maybe I should hear my fathers side of his story. I’ll always remember the time we had together, but we can’t be together.” You say, a tear slipping down your cheek. “What are you going to do?” he quietly asks. “While you were gone, I actually applied for my dream job Sokcho-Si and I found out I got the job tonight. I’m leaving in the morning" you smile. “We’re really ending this?” he asks, devastated. “We are. Maybe one day I’ll see you in the future. Try things out with Jennie, I think you’ll be good for eachother” you say standing up. You take his face in your hands gently, placing one last kiss on his lips before leaving him behind. ** You had been living in Sokcho-Si for a month now, and had heard nothing from Siwon in that time, except for the day of his wedding, asking you if you were sure about this. You were. Sitting in a Café, you were flipping through a magazine, not paying too much attention to it, when you heard someone stumble from side you and sigh. Looking up you see an extremely handsome man, muttering swearwords while trying to wipe coffee from his tie. You chuckled as you stood up, running to the counter to ask for a ice cube and a cold cloth. You went back to the man, standing infront of him. “Can I help?” you ask with a smile. “I learnt this trick years ago" you say, placing the ice cube on the back of the tie and the cloth on the front, allowing the coffee to soak into the rag. “Amazing. Thank you so much. Your husband is a lucky guy" he chuckles. “No husband" you say, finishing up helping him. “Boyfriend?” He asks, cocking his head to the side. You shake your head. “No girlfriend either. Single" you explain. “I’m Zhang Yixing" he smiles an amazing smile at you, extending his hand. “Y/L Y/N" You say, shaking it. “Would you like to have dinner with me, Y/N?” He asks, his hand still holding yours. “I would love too" you smile. ** 3 years later, you and Yixing are a few days away from your wedding day. He stood by your side through everything in the last 3 years. Finally filing a restraining order on Chanyeol for stalking. Meeting up with your father and allowing him to explain himself. As it turns out, your mother had cheated on him and kicked him out, when her new boyfriend was supposed to move in. However, the boyfriend broke up with her and she just decided to blame it all on your father and say that he left her high and dry. Because of your mother and her lies, you lost out on almost 10 years with your father. But now thanks to Yixing, your relationship with your father is being mended, after having him back in your life for 2 years. He was going to be the one to walk you down the isle. You had been nervous to tell Yixing about your relationship, or whatever it was with Siwon. You worried he would think you were a bad person, and decide to not be with you. Luckily for you, he understood you had just been going through something and it was what you felt you needed to do at the time. ** The day of your wedding, you’re standing at the altar with Yixing, your now husband beside you. Your friends and family, along with his surrounding the two of you. One person in particular stood out to you, Siwon. Yixing had told you to invite him if you wanted too and you did. You hadn’t thought he would have shown up but there he was. With his wife Jennie, and their newborn baby. They looked happy. Just as you finally were. Sometimes our bad habits lead us to the place that we were meant to be.

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DAD SUPER JUNIOR A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Choi Siwon

A ⇴ AFFECTION

As expected from Siwon, he was incredibly affectionate towards you and your bump always making sure that you felt loved by him and comforted whenever he had his arms wrapped around you or his lips pressed against you.

B ⇴ BUMP

Siwon always made sure to do plenty of research about the different stages of pregnancy so that he knew what he could do as a father to help you out with your bump. He was willing to try anything so as long as it helped ease some of the uncomfortableness that you felt, no matter how hard or long it was, he would give it a try for you.

C ⇴ CRAVINGS

Whenever you craved anything, Siwon would fetch it in a heartbeat, knowing how irritable you could be when your cravings got particularly bad. Whatever it was, at whatever time, Siwon would make it his responsibility to get it to you as quickly as possible so that you could stay calm and eat with a smile on your face.

D ⇴ DUE DATE

Whilst your due date always played in the back of your mind, Siwon tried his hardest to distract you from thinking about it too much. The more uncomfortable you became, the more you were hoping that your due date would be the date that your baby arrived, but Siwon was a little more rational than you, knowing that there was a strong chance that would happen, he didn’t want you to hold onto false hope just in case.

E ⇴ EMOTIONS

From the very start of your relationship Siwon had expressed his desire to be a good father one day when the time was right, deep down he always hoped that the time would be right with you too. So, when he found out that you were pregnant, he was beyond excited, promising himself and you from the very start that he would always be there to help you and support you with absolutely anything that you needed.

F ⇴ FAMILY

His niece especially was beyond excited when the two of you told her that you were having a baby, it was mainly thanks to her that you had seen a glimpse into how Siwon would be as a father which you left you so excited to start a family of your own with him. She couldn’t wait to have a cousin to play with, whilst the rest of his family were excited to see him take on the role of father as well as being the cool uncle.

G ⇴ GENDER

Siwon left it entirely to you to decide whether you found out the gender of your baby or not, no matter which way you decided, he was going to be happy. Boy or girl, he didn’t mind at all, but as it was a bit more of a bigger deal for you, he allowed you to be the one to make the decision on behalf of the two of you.

H ⇴ HEARTBEAT

Although he wasn’t quite sure what to expect from listening to your baby’s heart, Siwon never imagined that his heart would be so full when he eventually heard the sounds. They were gentle and fragile, never did he imagine that a heart could beat so small, especially that that belonged to his baby.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

He was forever reminding you that he loved you before you fell pregnant, but after you fell pregnant it gave him the incentive to remind you just that little bit more. He was forever muttering those three words in moments of silence between you both to constantly remind you just how special you were to him.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

There was never a chance that Siwon would allow himself to feel jealous of anything or anyone when he was witness to one of his biggest dreams beginning to unfold. He was never going to let anything get to him whilst you were pregnant, he was determined to enjoy every single moment of it, and best of all he was looking forward to when your baby would arrive and the moment, he’d finally get to say that he was a dad.

K ⇴ KICKS

With Siwon always so affectionate towards you, it was very rare that he’d miss any of the kicks that your baby let go of. In fact, it was more peculiar for Siwon to hug you and not feel a kick from your baby at some point, his arms were often attached around your waist with a strong refusal to ever let go of you too.

L ⇴ LABOUR

It was the one part of pregnancy that Siwon wasn’t looking forward to, labour was far from something he wanted to be a witness to, but it had to be done in order for your baby to arrive. Beforehand, he had done plenty of research on all the techniques that he could use as a support in order to be there for you and reassure you, even if he couldn’t quite take the pain away as he wished he could.

M ⇴ MORNING SICKNESS

There was never a doubt in Siwon’s mind to not be by your side as soon as he heard you in the bathroom in the mornings. Most mornings he would wake up early just so he could be awake for when you’d inevitably dart out of the room and across to the bathroom with him following swiftly behind you into the room.

N ⇴ NURSERY

Your nursery was crucial to Siwon, he knew that it had to be perfect, and no one would be able to do as good a job as him. Secretly, he loved being able to show off to you too, proving how strong and masculine he was whilst building.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Siwon was obsessed with your eyes and how bright they were most of the time with excitement. You tried to remain as positive as he did most of the time, looking forward with a spring in your step and fresh colour in your eyes.

P ⇴ POST BIRTH

He was incredibly attentive to everything that you needed after you gave birth for a good few days, although Siwon didn’t want to treat you as if you were incapable of doing anything, he was certainly aware of when you might try to push yourself too quickly or perhaps need a bit of help but be too stubborn to ask him for it.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

Morning and night Siwon would always ask how you were, in the mornings he’d be keen to know if you slept much, and at night he’d always make sure that you were comfortable to try and at least get some rest in you.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

Siwon was keen to keep a part of your childhoods in your baby’s, and so when designing your nursery, he asked both sets of parents if they had items from when the two of you were children that he could incorporate into the nursery to pass things of yours down to your child and keep special items in the family.

S ⇴ SCANS

Your scan photo always kept the same spot every time a new one was given to you, in the pocket of his wallet. It was safe and that way he always made sure that he had it on him too to look at when he wanted to. He wasn’t someone that filled your house with scan photos, preferring to keep them as special items between the two of you.

T ⇴ TEST

For a little while you hadn’t been feeling yourself, and so when Siwon came home with a pregnancy test you were convinced he’d gone a little mad, only for it to turn out that his instinct had served him very well.

U ⇴ ULTRASOUND

He always made sure to go to every single one of your appointments, taking the day off too to make sure that he didn’t run the risk of missing one.

V ⇴ VISITS

The two of you kept things very private in your new little bubble for a couple of weeks before you invited people round. The two of you waited until you had settled into a bit of a routine and then welcomed friends and family to your home.

W ⇴ WAITING

He was incredibly patient, just knowing that he was going to become a dad was enough for Siwon to hold out until your baby made their arrival.

X ⇴ XXXX

With him being so affectionate with you, it was a given that Siwon would often shower you with kisses as well. When he was particularly handsy with your bump, he would kiss you the most so that you didn’t feel forgotten.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his love; he had promised himself to protect you and your baby forever.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

Night-time tended to be when Siwon would try and hold you the most in order to make you feel safe within his hold and also so that his hands could rest against your bump to try and keep it settled in order for you to rest.

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