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10- Crossroads, 🍋

Completed, 30 chapters, “Grey” Fezco O’Neill x black fem reader

Content: Nsfw, car sex, cowgirl, smoking weed, clit rubbing.

Rue had really given you something to think about. And you had been thinking about it for a while now. You thought about if there was anything still worth fighting for when it came to you and Fez. You thought how it would affect Rue and Ash. And oddly enough, the positives out numbered the negatives, but the negatives outweighed the positives. One of those negatives being easy access to pills. But things were different now. Fezco and everyone else knew about Rue's problem. And if you and Fez were together now, he wouldn't give Rue anything or let her near anything. He showed this when Rue came to him begging for something anything, and even when she yelled and sobbed saying awful things to him, he didn't budge.

He considered Rue family, and that didn't change when you "Broke up". If anything, it only strengthened. It still felt wrong, and maybe it always would, but if Rue was okay with him and with him and you, then maybe you could be too. Jumping right into a relationship was the last thing you needed or honestly wanted right now. So for now you and Fezco were on friendly terms, friends nothing less, nothing more.

"Fuck." Rue says as the bell rings.

"I told you all this shit was rigged." You complained.

"You wanna go on the gravitron?" Lexi suggests as the four of you walk away from the game.

"Uh, no." Rue shoots the idea down.

"The Ferris wheel?" She tries again.

"Nope."

"Why?"

"Because she doesn't wanna throw up." You answer for her.

"Because I don't wanna die." Rue clarifies.

The four of you walk around looking for a ride to go on or a game to play. After not wanting to go on rampage, you ask Rue what she wants to do, but she seemed distracted. You look in the same direction as this distraction, but saw nothing but people, no one who stood out to you. But Rue saw differently. A girl you could only assume was Jules ran into a hug with Rue. Together they spun around as their bodies collided. You couldn't hear what they were saying, but the smile on Jules face told you everything, and Gia's comment only added to your suspicion.

"Um, I think she's in love with her." Gia tells you and Lexi.

"Really?" You both say.

"Yeah, like... Rue is in love with Jules, I think."

You looked at the girls again, they were still hugging.

"Don't you think?"

"I hadn't really thought about it." Lexi says truthfully, although it doesn't fully feel that way.

"Neither have I." You admit.

You knew they were friends and obviously Jules had to mean something to Rue if she stayed clean for her but love. That was something completely different.

"Oh. I don't know. Okay, um... Anyway, I'm gonna go catch some friends."

"Okay." is all Lexi said before her gaze returned to Jules and Rue, who were now apart and chatting.

"Keep your phone on and don't go too far." You yelled as your sister walked away.

You stood with Lexi for a moment before you spotted an overdressed Maddy.

"Uh, have fun, okay." You told Lexi before walking over to Maddy.

She gives you a half-hearted smile and goes on her phone.

"What the fuck are you wearing?" You asked Maddy once you caught up to her.

"Let me guess you don't like it either." She says solemn.

"No." You quickly disagree with her. "It looks fucking good but- "

"But what." She's blunt, blunter than she was usually with you, which meant one thing, Nate said something.

You held your tongue, not like anything you were going to say was bad, but still Maddy wasn't in the mood.

"You look good, too." She says with a small smile, which you match. "I wanna get high." She whispers, lacing her fingers with yours.

It was less of a statement and more of a warning. She was trying to tell she was gonna buy from Fez and Ash. Which you had no problem with and told Maddy this before, but she was a very considerate friend and wanted to give you a heads-up.

"Come on, let's get high." You told her fake annoyed.

Throwing her arms around your head, she pulled you into a hug and presses kisses to your cheek before the two of you walk over to Fez. Who although you wouldn't admit out loud was looking extra fine. Standing against a pole he wore a Supreme big letters sweater, his gold chain over his collar and two rolls of tickets on his hand.

"So, what you was lookin' for ?" He asked the two of you, his nonchalant face changing only for a split second before returning.

"Molly."

"You fr?" He asks you immediately calm exterior replaced with instant concern.

"Not for her, for me." Maddy clarifies.

"Oh." He calms down. "She over there workin' at the pretzel stand." He gives her a yellow ticket.

"Thank you." She says, taking it from him. "Have fun." She whispers teasing you before going to the pretzel truck, leaving you and Fez alone together.

It should have been awkward, it could have been awkward, but it wasn't. Mostly because as soon as Maddy was gone Fezco suggested playing one of the carnival games you said yes and so the two of you did.

"This is bullshit." You complained. "All this shit is rigged, so of course I lose."

"Shi, I don't know nothing bout that I'm winning over here." He humbly bragged. "Which one you want?"

"That one." You rolled your eyes and pointed to a big teddy bear.

You thank the employee and graciously took Fezco prize for yourself.

"You want another one?" He asks you with a smirk.

You had to hide the smile that grew on your lips before accepting Fezco's offer. In less than thirty minutes, he had managed to win you two more prizes. One for Gia and one for Ashtray. You felt bad for not doing anything with them, so it would be your apology. Bored of watching Fezco win games and actually wanting to get high. You planned to find somewhere to smoke, but Fezco didn't want you to be alone, so he took you to his car instead. Friends could smoke without anything more happening, right.

That's what you thought or well told yourself, but weed had the same effect alcohol had on you but double. And when it came to Fez, he was almost too hard to resist. So you just didn't. You completely and utterly gave into your desire and brought your lips to Fezco's. Who took them with ease and even with need.

"Come here." He said against your lips, setting the blunt aside before bringing his hands to your face and pulling you closer.

You oblige and Fezco pulls you closer. He was so fucking warm, his skin, his hands, the smoke leaving his lips. You put your hand on his knee to stabilize yourself before running it up his thigh. Surprised to feel Fezco was already hard, he groaned at the contact and pulled away from your lips.

"Have you been like this, this whole time?" You ask him in a whisper, continuing to tease the outline.

"You know, I love watching you smoke what chu expect."

Your tongue rolled over your bottom lip before your teeth gently grazed over and bit into it. The thought made you want to moan, knowing after all this time you still had the same effect on him.

"You like that shit, huh?" He asks you before taking a deep inhale of the blunt. "Knowing how good you make me feel."

He blows the cloud of smoke, and you released the smile you were biting back.

"You ain't even touch me till now, and you feel that."

He puts his hand over yours and squeezes firmly, making you fully feel him.

"Fuck." He groans. "Shit, I'm ready when you are."

Car sex in all honesty was a bit complicated along with messy and very risky. But it is surprising how fast jeans come off in times like this.

Your moans are lazy, matching the movement of Fezco's thumb over your clit. Slow sensual circles sending waves of pleasure through your lower stomach. He watched you intently, pleased by the way your hips rolled into his touch.

"You miss me, baby." He says with a tilt of his head.

Unlike last time, the word didn't slip though the cracks of your mind. He picks up speed and the circles tighten, causing you to gasp.

"Don't c-call me that." You tell him between moans.

His brows pull together for a second, but his high won't allow him to be upset. Fezco's other hand cradles the back of your head, and he pulls you to him. His lips hover over yours, but he doesn't kiss you.

"You sittin' in my car smokin' my blunt." You search each others, glossed eyes. "Imma call you whatever I want."

You didn't know how to respond, all you could do was moan. He was serious but not in an intimidating way, a dominating one instead. His thumb continued to work your clit as he finally brought his lips to yours. Kissing you with a deep hunger, matching your moans with groans as his fingers got lost in the loose coils of your hair. With every stroke of his thumb, you could feel a familiar pleasure building.

"Fez-please." You begged. "Not yet, I wanna- fuck." You threw your head back and Fezco redirects his lips to your neck, and you squeal.

Fezco chuckles and continues his movements.

"Don't worry, you not gon come yet." He whispers against your skin. "Not yet baby. Not without me."

You nod quickly, then whine at the absence of Fezco on you. He sucks his teeth at you and releases himself from his pants and boxers. Freely, he strokes himself at the sight of you as he takes a hit of the blunt. Blowing the smoke to the side, he passes it to you, his free hand now caressing your thighs.

He watches you with a lazy smile and those gentle blue eyes, his cheeks darkening with pink. A far too familiar look. You ignored the more than friendly gaze and moved to straddle him. Careful with the angle, Fezco guides your hips, his eyes on yours. You both gasped as you lowered onto him, taking Fezco with ease. A moment passes before either of you start to move, but after that you were nonstop.

His lips stayed on yours with every thrust of his hips and every rock of yours. Pulling one another closer and closer to that bittersweet ecstasy. It was almost fucking addicting. The sex, the atmosphere, each other. It had been so long since someone made you feel like this. As if you were floating carelessly through the fog that now filled the car. Truly enjoying the journey to climax and not just forcing yourself up that hill.

"Yea you like that shit huh. Fuck you taking me so good baby. Making me feel so fucking good."

All you could really do was moan in response. And that was all Fezco needed because he knew. He knew how you adored these dirty whispers twisted with praise and the unforgettable feeling of his lips on you. Anywhere, everywhere, reminding you of what you've both always known. You were his and he was yours.

You weren't fully sure when your orgasm hit you, but when Fezco started to slow down and eventually stopped, you knew it had. He doesn't let you go just yet, he doesn't want to. Fezco presses small soft kisses to your shoulder, his arms wrapped around you tightly, keeping you close.

"I miss you." He whispers so very quiet, he hopes you won't hear.

But you do and knows this. Reality comes back and suddenly everything changed. You wanted the moment to last, to stay in it as long as you could, but you both just knew you couldn't. Slowly, you pushed Fezco's arms away and climbed off of him.

"Here." You said, handing him a baby wipe from your purse.

He cleans himself up, leaves the car and gives you space to do the same. When you're done, you leave the car, and it was almost hard to not look at Fezco. You didn't want to say goodbye, but you had to. Pulling you into a hug, Fezco gives a small kiss to your forehead. No sexual intention behind it at all. He hands you two of the stuffed animals that were waiting in the front seat and a twenty dollar bill.

"You and the kids get something to eat and tell me when yall get home aight."

You nod and force yourself to walk back to the carnival without him. And just like that, Fezco had lost you all over again.

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