#call him dorky or sick. he wont care

[leohamatoblog]

What They Text You: Applies to any...cause they're all a bunch of dorky teens and i dont care what anyone says.

Leo:

• look at my new plant

• would you like to have tea tomorrow?

• you look so pretty 😍 leo you cant see me and? i bet you do

• am i really an old man???? 😭😭😭

• be honest, do you think raph can beat me in an arm wrestle? if you dont answer in 5 minutes, i will assume it's yes and i will prove you wrong.

• good morning honey. have a wonderful day today! ❤️

• are you still mad at me...? LEO YOU SET MY MICROWAVE ON FIRE. so is that a yes?

• have you eaten yet? you need to eat...and drink something other than (your favorite drink)

• i got benched because i can't stop throwing up. i'm fine! leo...you threw up blood literally 10 minutes ago. it was only a little 🙄

• i'm in desperate need of a kiss right now.

• check out my new katanas

• remember that i love you 🥰🥰❤️

• for the last time, i wont download tik tok. you know how bad i hyperfixate 😠

• stop playing candy crush and pay attention to me

• keep it up and you won't get the knots worked out of your shoulders.

• mikey just called me a boomer...i feel like i should be offended. you are a boomer. I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.

• y/n, i love you, but for the love of god, PLEASE PICK UP YOUR SOCKS.

• *drunk* im in a relationship why do i have your name as my love cause my girl/boyfriend/partner will definitely not like that and i dont know who you are but they will kick your ass and i dont even feel sorry cause you arent love leo...you're drunk. NO IM TAKEN

• call me cause i would like to hear about your day and i miss you

• i love you my love ❤️

Raph:

• come watch me bench im bored

• can you please come get mikey before i hit him?

• wear that giant sweatshirt to our date. ya look adorable in it

• why did you ask donnie to help you with your homework?? um...cause it's about neurons and receptors in the brain. i could've helped with google! 😒

• YOU NEED TO COME KILL THIS COCKROACH RIGHT NOW.

• hey babe. how was your day? ❤️

• have i ever told you how beautiful you are? what did you do. nothing...? i just think you're beautiful. raphael. fine..i broke casey's nose. AGAIN!?!

• i'm so tired...wanna come nap with me?

• facetime me so i can show you this cool trick spike can do

• remember how i said i was going to be more level headed? well donnie's new robot almost broke my arm and it's no more. you lasted 1 day more than the last time.

• *you sent a selfie* yeahhhh that's my baby 😍😍

• eat or im fighting you.

• jokes on you ive always been completely unhinged and it's bold of you to think i cant be worse.

• im sick. can you bring me some soup? 😣

• i miss you like a lot and i hate when you're gone

• i love you a whole lot 😘

• im just gonna start carrying you everywhere if you dont stop tripping over NOTHING. im just gonna trip harder. Y/N NO.

• mikey said we're his parents just an fyi. he's always been my son

• i made waffles. you better come eat some

• damn babe you're fine 🤤

Donnie:

• no i wont do your homework for you

• tell shelldon to stop talking back to me before i ground him for eternity

• im in a house of IDIOTS. technically it's a lair. not now y/n.

• you look like a pile of swans in that sweater 🥰

• i can't sleep. wanna play online scrabble?

• sweetie you need to eat more than a bag of gummy worms and a bag of doritos

• you need to come sit with me while i work because i need an extra set of eyes. you just miss me 😏 don't start.

• don't call a plumber! i know how to fix the sink. i got this 😎 donnie the pipe exploded the last time you "had" this.

• *you sent a selfie* you look nice

• im gonna blow up. a person, a thing, a place, all of the above? yes.

• you need to drink straight broth, it'll help soothe your stomach ache

• im dying. you have a cold.

• i love you but please stop trying to assemble ikea furniture on your own.

• good luck on your exams/work project! 😘

• TELL RAPH TO STOP PICKING ME UP TO MOVE ME.

• leo just called me an asparagus. i didn't know how to respond so his phone will self destuct in 5 minutes. DONNIE.

• you're so pretty 🥺

• i made you something and you have to come get it right now. im literally about to have my wisdom teeth out. reschedule it

• listen to the playlist i made you or else im disabling your pirated tv show service

• thanks for listening to me 💜

Mikey:

• babe come snuggle with me

• i made you brownies so come eat them with me while we watch crognard

• i haven't seen you in so long 😭 you saw me this morning. BUT THAT WAS HOURS AGO

• angelcakessssss i love you

• look at this cat video i found

• FACETIME ME THERES A PUPPY

• are you awake? mikey it's 3 am. good, so would you still love me if i was a worm? go to sleep.

• i bet you look like a cuddly bear today 🥰

• im so hungry. can you bring me ice cream?

• raph wont stop being mean to me. can you beat him up? cause a (your height) tall human can beat a 6ft turtle's ass 😑 i believe in you.

• im coming over with my new call of duty game and we're having a game a thon!

• i found a cat. mikey no. his name is gerald. MIKEY WE ALREADY HAVE 10 OF THEM. HALF ARE NAMED GERALD.

• i made you a mixtape i cant wait for you to hear it

• how mad would you be if i crashed the shell razor in a derby and broke my arm? very. then i did not do that.

• im sick. come help me feel better 😭

• call me cause april just told me something about casey that's wild

• i found this cool rock that i think you'll like

• it's so cool i can date you. you're for real the coolest. you broke my coffee table again didn't you? no...maybe.

• im bringing you lunch cause my baby needs to eat!

• this song reminds me of you 💕

#rise of the tmnt #tmnt 2012 #tmnt ask blog #tmnt bayverse #tmnt donatello #tmnt leonardo #tmnt michelangelo #tmnt raphael #ask blog #tmnt 2003 #tmnt headcanons

[axindas-art]

In Sickness and In Health

“You don’t have to do anything I’ll be fine on my own…” A gruff voice expressed from under the bed sheets.

“Isa your temperature is at 103 degrees, what makes you think you’ll be able to do anything besides resting?” Lea expressed, putting the thermometer away before helping Isa prop himself up with a mountain of pillows behind his back.

“If I managed to run an organization until the very end, I can manage to do basic needs,” said a stubborn Isa before being met with a coughing fit.

“And I, with the help of friends, managed to run said organization to the ground…” Lea said, a small chuckle escaping his lips. “Come on, don’t be stubborn and let your body rest, I’ll take care of everything okay?”

Once his coughing subsided, Isa met Lea’s green eyes with his own tired ones before sighing and asking himself: ‘Can he really trust this red porcupine to NOT destroy their apartment?’ The ringing headache that was rising said yes, but his heart said no.

With a long sigh, he rubbed the bridge of his nose before saying “fine. You’re in charge of today’s chores. I’m trusting you to keep yourself busy and be careful.”

“I knew you could trust in me!” Lea said with a warm smile. Moving closer, he placed a small kiss on his forehead above his scar before pulling the covers over him, helping him settle into his side of the bed.

“I promise you I wont mess up, in a few hours your going to wake up with some freshly squeezed OJ and a warm bowl of chicken noodle soup okay?” He said, gently holding his hand with a warm smile on his face.

Isa couldn’t say no to that soft dorky face. As much as a troublemaker he was, he knew how much Lea loved looking after his loved ones and every little thing he did reminded him of how much he loved Lea.

“I trust you okay? I’ll get some shut eye and when I wake up I’m expecting you to be here.” He said with a small smirk, running his thumb over Lea’s knuckles.

“Oh don’t worry I’ll be here alright.” Lea responded, giving a small wink before getting up to place one last kiss on his forehead. As much as Isa hated being flustered, his fever did not help and made him as red as a tomato. Nestling down into his mound of pillows and grabbing his Meowjesty tsum tsum, he closed his eyes before whispering, “Good night” to Lea, letting sleep take him over.

“Good Night Isa” he said, chuckling at how comfortable he looked before getting up, closing the curtains and quietly leaving the room.

Ladle in one hand, recipe in the other, Lea was ready to cook the world's best chicken noodle soup. In his heart, he had to outdo Remy’s outstanding chicken soup to prove how worthy of a significant other he was. If he can defeat heartless in one swipe, he can make a savory dish to alleviate Isa from a fever. But in his soul he knew: he can’t cook for shit.

“If Xion was here, maybe she could’ve helped me…” He pondered to himself, taking a look at the ingredients list Scrooge managed to text him.

Lea wasn’t one to easily give up, but at the thought of burning up the kitchen and upsetting Isa more than he already was haunted him. He shook his head before patting his chest, a goofy grin across his face:

“No! I have to be the responsible one for the day and show Isa I’m capable of taking care of the both of us! If I follow the list precisely, nothing could go wrong right?”

Aside from being the jokester in the group, Lea was known for being confident and helping motivate everyone around him. Everything he did came from his heart and what mattered was him trying his best. However, sometimes doing his best led him to troublesome situations.

“Soup isn’t that hard to make Lea.” “I know its not Roxas, but I can’t help feeling nervous about it. What if I boil it over or make it too salty?” A puzzled Lea looked onto the Gummiphone, having answered a virtual phone call coming from Roxas.

“If you boil it over, you're just turning flavored water into flavored mist, you're going to be fine. If it’s salty, Isa’s taste buds won’t recognize flavor due to all the medicine he’s taking.”

“I hate to admit that you’re right” Lea said chuckling, rolling his eyes. He was grateful Roxas happened to call and alleviate his worry. It’s as if Yen Sid read his mind and said this poor bastard needs help.

“Your going to do fine, plus you should start learning to cook for yourself. Can’t feed yourself off of Sea Salt Ice Cream all the time you know.” Roxas said with a cheeky smile.

“I don’t want to hear that from you Mr. Winner Winner Chicken Dinner” Lea said, a laugh escaping his lips before sighing in relief. Having finished his chores before cooking was causing his worry to build up; however all of that worry was now replaced with newfound confidence.

“Do you feel better now?” Roxas asked, tilting his head over in a curious manner. Seeing Lea worry and puzzled over doing simple tasks made him question how on Earth Lea managed to survive this far. But he trusted him, knowing the hardest part of tackling a task was the start. From there, it would be smooth sailing for him.

“Yea, I have to trust myself more than anything. At the end of the day, it's all about me doing my very best and I know Isa will appreciate my efforts.” Lea said with a warm smile, his cheeks forming a rosy hue at the thought of Isa looking forward to his efforts.

Roxas couldn’t help but smile seeing Lea’s personality come back. He knew how close Isa and Lea had become due to the aftermath of the Keyblade War. Having shared history together and living through different instances of each others lives not only brought them closer, but strengthened their bond. The journey of friendship to significant others wasn’t easy, but everyone could tell how happy they were to be in each others lives once more.

“Well, I’ll let you go now. I trust you on holding up on your own. Send me a picture when your done okay?” Roxas grinned, giving him a thumbs up as support towards his endeavor.

“Alright alright I’ll let you know how it goes! See ya.” Lea chuckled, waving goodbye before hanging up. He gave one last sigh before giving himself small slaps on the cheeks saying:

“Alright! You got this Lea! Make this soup your bitch, it’s nothing but a bunch of vegetables, seasoning and chicken! Just follow the recipe step by step and nothing can go wrong!”

One fresh squirt of orange juice to the eyes, and a few burnt fingertips later, Lea held a wooden tray with a warm bowl of chicken noodle soup and a pitcher of freshly squeezed OJ. Gently knocking on their bedroom door, he entered the room coming to a stop at hearing a soft, stuffy snore coming from the mound of blankets and pillows on their bed.

In the few hours that Lea was cooking, Isa had shifted his body all over the place, as if a mini tornado had ransacked their bed. From feeling his body reach freezing temperature to hot as the desert leading to Agrabah, Isa couldn’t find the perfect balance of temperature to be able to sleep. His last resort was sticking one leg out of the sheets, leaving it to hang from the edge of the bed, and the rest of his body covered in blankets and pillows. And somehow, that was the sweet spot, allowing him to finally get some shut eye.

Lea couldn’t help but laugh at catching him sleep in such a way. Usually, Isa would keep himself composed and be as stiff as a board in his sleep. But this time, being sick brought down his guard and in his mind comfort was greater than posture. Lea thought to himself that catching Isa off guard could be embarrassing to him, but decided to put his jokes aside and tend to his boyfriend instead. He gently placed the tray on the nightstand next to their bed, turning on their lamp light before gently nudging Isa to wake up.

“Rise and shine sleeping beauty, its dinner time” He said, a chuckle escaping his lips hearing a small groan come from under the sheets.

“5 more minutes…” Isa whispered, his small teal eyes peeking from under the blankets. Lea chuckled at the thought of Isa acting like a cat, peering from under a tiny enclosure hesitant to come out due to being tired.

“Come on, if you don’t get up the soups’ going to get cold” Lea said before moving a bit to remove the lid off of the bowl of soup.

“You actually managed to cook? Color me impressed…” yawned Isa before coming out from under the covers. Closing his eyes and taking a whiff of the air, he could smell the hints of rosemary and oregano coming from the soup, and felt his stomach rumble. Maybe all the sleep and being hooped on meds actually started to make him feel hungry.

“I did as the recipe called for and surprise surprise, having some Chicken Noodle Soup a la Lea” he chuckled before grabbing a spoonful, gently blowing on it before feeding some to Isa.

Drinking the soup, Isa found it quite delicious and savory, having licked his lips as if wanting more. “Im perfectly capable of feeding myself you know” he stated, his face becoming flush and a small pout forming.

“Hahaha I know you are it was just a taste test dear.” Lea said with a warm smile. He was happy that Isa was doing better and felt worry disappear from his heart. “How are you feeling?”

“Much better than yesterday...thank you for looking after me.” Isa said looking into Lea’s eyes. He was grateful to be able to wake up and see those glowing jade eyes everyday. To be close to him again, and to be more than just friends was more than he could ever ask for. Traversing through memories, both forgotten and remembered, finally they were together again. He felt whole...and happy.

“No need to thank me, I’d do anything for you Isa…” Lea said, smile never leaving his face. He was happy to be this close again and wished nothing more of it. Isa was there for him as kids, now it was his turn to be there for him. “When you're done with your dinner I’m expecting you to rest more okay?”

“I’ll do so if you join me. ” Isa said with a sly smirk. Isa had his ways of wrapping Lea around his finger...and Lea loved it.

“Alright alright but if I get sick it’s your turn to play nurse.” He chuckled moving close to him, gently holding his hand. These were the small moments that Lea appreciated having again in his life. Being able to hold Isa’s hand, be close to him again...he couldn’t ask for more. As Isa finished eating his dinner, both found comfort in making small talk, being in each others company cracking half wit jokes and what not. Laughter is the best medicine, and in each others presence, love and happiness healed each others hearts. Through sickness and health, to love and to cherish, Isa and Lea ended the night quietly asleep in each others arms.

Guess who got sick the next day?

A/N: Hey everyone, my name’s Axinda and I’m new to the fanfiction community!  I hope everyone enjoys this AkuSai oneshot and feedback would be very much appreciated! I hope to write more AkuSai in the future uwu

#kingdom hearts #kh #kh3 #kh3 spoilers #spoilers #akusai #axel #lea #saix #isa #roxas #xion #oneshot #lea x isa #isa x lea #axel x saix #saix x axel

[bi-lullaby]

I already sent you the list of male characters, so here's a list of our amazing GA women to try to rank from your favorite to least favorite, no ties allowed! :) Meredith, Cristina, Bailey, Izzie, Callie, Lexie, April, Jo, Arizona, Maggie, Amelia, Teddy, Addison, Erica. Good luck, and as always, feel free to include your reasons why because I love your answers! I realized while typing this that overall I love the way GA writes its female characters a lot more than its male ones, btw

Oh honey, same! Here’s my list, whoch has some Solid Reasons but the main one is who makes me recreate this gif:

More enthusiastically, which is very personal, otherwise by level of awesomeness it’d be, like, a 10-way tie!

1 - Meredith. I feel in love with her in the first ep and that has only grow exponentially over the last 15 seasons. Is she perfect? As far for it as possible. She can be harsh and inconsiderate of other people’s feelings, she can be arrogant and agressive. I know that. But I also feel she’s the character who’s the most aware of her own flaws and who actively tries to overcome them. Her whole relationship with Derek was a six season long of her working over her issues until she felt ready to be more intimate and close to someone and marry him. I feel like everyone is a little too harsh on her (main character curse). Every other person on the show is allowed to have bad days, to lash out and mourn and be sefish whrn they’re going through a lot (i mean, Amy has a whole speech to Mer about how “she’s never lost the love of her life” and “she doesn’t know how that messes a person up, and yet I see so many people agreeing with that and hating Mer when she was the one in Amy’s position and also took some less than stellar, hurtful decisions) but Mer, who has quantitatively gone through the most (not a competition because I feel she, Jo and Amy are on equal footing, just by sheer number of bad things), is called whinny, bitchy, cold, uncaring, when she is anything but! She cares so freaking much she’s willingb to go to any distance! Donating her liver to her stranded father because of her loved little sister? Risking her job and career for someone she loves? Risking her life/career/license for patients? Welcomig people in her home with open arms? Operating through a miscarriage while her husband lies dying on the next OR? Being a great friend who defends, sticks by, forgives, comforts and protects who she loves from abusive exes, jail, judgment or tests? She has done all that and more. Also, she’s so empathetic/compassionate! She refused to bet on George’s failure on season one, she was the only one to try and shield that “tumor pregnancy” patient from judgment, she was the only one (not her best and oldest friend or hes husband, Mer) to get Jo to talk after she became depressed, she defended Cristina’s choice to Owen even if that was not what she’d personally do (she had tried so hard for a baby! She went out of her way to adopt Zola!) not just because she had empathy for the fetus that would grow to mimic her own situation, but for the woman who would mimic her mother’s (also, low-key one of the best speeches, damn)! She feels everyone’s pains and tries her best to help! She’s dorky and fun and smiles so often, no matter how bad her life has been! She pushes people to be their best (Alex, Cristina, Jo). She’s a great teacher! Also, one of the things that make me the softest is how she recognizes the flaws in her upbringing and tries her best to correct them and not continue that bad cycle with her own children! When she’s mad and needs to be alone, she tells Zola “you’re perfect, and mommy needs a minute”. When she’s dating, she puts her kid’s feelings first and foremost! When she’s away from them, she misses them like crazy! She talks about them with a brilliant, vivid smile! All of her relationships are fantastic (she’s such a people-person, as much as she tries to cover it up and doesn’t know how to truly express it) and some criminally underrated. She’s a kind, brilliant, loving, still flawed, beautiful woman who deserves the world and more, and I’m on Meredith Grey’s defense squad from now till forever!

2 - Arizona. As a bubbly blonde wlw who’s interested in being a pediatric surgeon, has authority+parental issues and an older sibling she loves, Arizona is one of those “I see myself in them” characters that just make me so happy! I felt both represented and inspired to try my best, to be at the top of my game but jot let go of my humanity and compassion and happiness. It’s weird because I didn’t quite like her in the first few eps she appeared, as she was rude and biphobic and kinda crass. Then she grew on me enormously. I think her relationships are all so criminally underrated, and that she should come back with Callie and Sophia and April in tow and make my day. I suffered when she suffered, and when she smiles, I feel lighter and happier, truly! She showcases some important messages! I have said this in a previous post, but I love that she... Came into the show and left pretty much the same. Her arc wasn’t as much about change as it was about finding herself again, glueing her pieces back together again. She entered a bubbly, hardcore, brilliant peds surgeon who had a very strong, clear set of values, was able-bodied, enamorated with Callie Torres and didn’t want to have children, out and proud and beautiful. She left a bubbly, hardcore peds+fetal surgeon, a mother, with a very strong, clear set of values, woman with a disability, enamorated with Callie Torres, out and proud and beautiful. Some things changed and she grew, like any healthy, normal human being, but seeing her get lost in such a dark place where so litte of the true Arizona showed through and then have her come back to who she truly was, stronger and wiser and more determined, really puts out a hopeful message that I adore.

3 - Amelia. Has she been inconsistent? Did they apparently slap the tumor storyline on her already suffering character just to make up for it? Yeah. But overall I completely adore Amy. She has been through so much, so repeatedly, and I’m amazed at how she’s still... Such a deeply good person. She smiles and laughs and cares and helps and works and saves and emphatisazes and worries and loves. She’s adorable with children and so loving with Mer’s. She’s kind to the point of almost being a pushover, but knows when to stand up for herself. I adore her and Mer’s relationsjip and wish it was a lot more developed! I love those two strong, tragedy-plaged women having each other as a support system! I love how soft she is with Maggie, how she’s so considerate of her! I love how she fughts to be in Leo’s life! I love how she worries about what’s best for everyone! And I hope she has a lot of good coming her way those next seasons. She deserves the world.

4 - Maggie. She’s such a breathe of fresh air! She’s bubbly and awkward and stuttering and idealistic and worry-prone! She is learning! She feel so real, so relatable! Can she be annoying? Sure! A lot of the times! I have been annoyed with her a lot! But there are so many characters who have that flaw and worse and are so loved, why is she so scorned? Being brilliant, young, still figuring things out, hard-worker, sensitive, those are not flaws or bad things. Maggie deserves a world of happiness and some kids of her own to smother with that gentle love of hers, and to have more developed relationship with everyone in that show. Also, the lady-chief trifecta gives me life! She’s a good balance to all thsoe tragedy-stricken, life-weary people at GSMH and I stand by that.

5 - Bailey is fantastic and badass and one part of a powercouple that owns my heart and a goddamn talented surgeon and an adorable mother and probably gives the best hugs and the actress is SO DAMN TALENTED like that eye acting? A MASTERPIECE. She’s also one of the hearts of the show and it’d not be the same without her. She reminds me a lot of Peggy Carter - golden hearted badassess who’ve been put through the ringer by people who ask her to measure up to her male (and, in bailey’s case, white) colleagues - and who not only does it but is usually better than then. Not gonna lie, when she got chief, I felt like it had been my own flesh and blood being promoted to her dream job! But I don’t feel like it did her too well (neither does the narrative, apparently, since they had her get a heartattack and a sabatical and relationship problems because of it). I know it wont happen but I wish she’d, like, take a nice trip, maybe write a book, vacay, breath, work on her mental health and come back feeling good and ready to take on the world! One of the scenes that makes her be so awesome to me is her talk with Cristina when they’re both pregnant: Bailey, cuddling her stomach and loving her unborn baby, telling Cristina (wary and tired and absolutely not wanting to be carrying a fetus) that no one can judge her for her choice and that she is able to make that choice! Talk about supporting women on different paths than you! What pushes her “ranking” a bit lower on my list than what it’d have been in the first seasons is that the fandom put her on such a pedestal that she cannot be or do no wrong, ever, and that quickly makes me sick of a character. Bailey commits insurance fraud (changing the hour on a surgery so it’d be covered) to help a patient? Have never seen anyone even comment on it. Mer/Alex do the same? Oh nooooo, go off on them, Bailey! Bailey’s such a hardass she’s nicknamed “the Nazi”? BADASS (and she was). Any other character is hard on their interns/residents? Monsters, bitches, poor things. It’s more an issue with the fandom, ofc, but well, that has made me hate characters I previously loved, so I’m really sad it happed to her (not that I hate her, I love her, I’ve just became annoyed with the character), and with characters that become “mouthpieces” to the narrative (wanna show the character is wrong? Have Bailey yell at them, even if Bailey might be on their side/not care/have done the same or similar/isn’t that close to them) and thus, loose a bit of their authenticity. Plus, there’s this one thing that’s core to her personality and makes me annoyed (probs irrationally): any doctor: screws up bailey: I RAISED YOU BETTER THAN THIS. Like, you... Didn’t? They were grown-ass adults when they came to know her, were her interns for... Under a year? (it felt like a long time to us but the first three seasons were a year and they had vacation and she went on maternity leave). And then went their merry ways with her being a resident and them too (not to count the ones that weren’t even her interns, like April and Jackson. Plus, have you considered that with all their screw-ups (and there have been maaaaany), she should either realize that she isn’t responsible for their actions and stop pulling that tired, over-used, untrue card, or that she might not have “raised” them so well, if she insists that’s what she did? I get the feeling and it’s sweet, just... not True and kinda overused.

6 - Lexie. Death I cried the hardest. She was such a baby, trying her goddamn best! So smart, so kind, so passionate! I also really identified wither her “dorky, clumsy younger sibling who most people would (wrongly) name “the smart one”, the overeating and the romanticism and the passionate arguing over facorite characters). She’s just not quite as far up on my list because A) It’s been so long and I’m not yet on my rewatch where she shows up, so I feel like I might be glorifying/glossing over her flaws, B) Her immaturity in the relationship with Mark is annoying, C) The fandom glosses over all her flaws and always, always, always places her as 100% the only, sole, victim, which turns me off a lot, D) She was kind of a Mary Sue. I mean, photographic memory that allows her borderline superpowers and being so sweet it was almost nauseating and never being wrong and being irresistible and and and...and E) SHE HAD THE AUDACITY TO DIE LIKE THAT AND BREAK MY GODDAMN HEART.

7 -Callie! My sweet angel Callie! She’s just... I don’t even have words! Her relationships are all funny and amazing and I loved her from when she first appeared, as much as she’s changed throughout the seasons! I love that she is selfless and brave and wild and fun and quitky. It breaks my heart to see her sad, and I’ll never forgive her mother for the treatment of her! She definetly deserves better. I am so sad she’s not on the show anymore, just hope that she’s happy with Ari and their kid (s? Now? Maybe? Wouldn’t that be great?).

8 - Cristina. He character is refreshing, because she is allowed. To continue not being a people person. To have moments and realizations and weakness without taking a 180° turn and going from a type A to B in a second with no explanation (like in every Holidays movie in which a successful business woman who’s dedicated herself to her career all her life moves to a small city and suddenly, after meeting one “soft”guy, is a farm girl at heart who wants to have ten children and a traditional wedding and quit her job to stay-at-home because reasons). To have an abortion. To continue not wanting children. To marry and divorce and still be a whole person. To have her years of sacrifice and hard work pay off with the biggest career glow-up. Sandra’s acting knocks it out of the park, too, there’s no contest. Also, for a “robot”, she has some of the most emotional, deep, telling scenes in the show! Taking care of Mer before the boards even if it might mean she’d get sick too? Her scene with George’s dad? Crying to Webber because she “lost her edge?” The “i’m free” scene? Talking about her father? Ugh, my heart! I placed her “low” (Still top ten female characters and top ten Grey’s characters tho) because, as amazing as she is, she also reminds me a lot of people that ruined my life or made it miserable. That sass and arrogance and and self-centered tendencies might be endearing in-character but irl, I’d suffer if I had to be around her. Also, because I’m too much a Mer stan (and I admit that this point is a total bias), I kinda still can’t let go of their fight in season 9 (when Mer had Bailey and Cristina felt left out and just... Was not nice about it). Humans make mistakes! She wasn’t 100% in the wrong! Mer said some crap too! But as I said, this is based on feelings more than fact and that one fight left me so uncomfortable and I felt Cristina crossed some really personally-important-to-me lines. Plus, there’s this glorification some things of her that just... Make me angry. This is coming from someone from a family with lots of doctors, who’s studying to be a doctor, who’s had all her teachers stop in class to beg us to ask for help and work on our mental health, whose choice in profession was the reason the university kick-started one of the country’s first mental health support system for students (that now includes all curses but was created for Med students): The profession is sick. Doctors are suicidal and overworked and unhealthy and tired and dropping dead like freaking flies, and that’s even worse in surgeons. My uncle (also a cardiologist, funnily enough) died at fifty from a heart attack because he worked himself to death. My aunt died from a manageable condition in a minor procedure because she let it go on to long before treating (working). My other aunt has lost many close doctor friends to heart problems. My cousin and another uncle are depressed. My sister almost developed a tachycardia from trying to stay awake using energetics during her residency. My class is all physically sick (I’m writting this from bed) because we’re so overwhelmed with a course that’s not only integral but demands so much, and we’re just students. A doctor in my city died with his son in a car crash that left his daughter severely injured and on the brink of death coming back from the beach in the middle of the night because he was going to be on-call!

(Had to split it in paragraphs bc tumblr) Two doctors under forty-five died from sudden heart failures from being over-worked this year! And that’s just in my city (which is not a big city! At all) ! And being like Cristina (obsessed, power-hungry, sleeping at the hospital, eating basically crap to save time, havingonly one really close friend to the point that when they fought, living at the hospital, feeling like surgery is the only thing that completed her) is a recipe to disaster. You know what the profession also is? Divided. From the society that some consider they are “a gift to” to other health professions that they put themselves on a pedestal away from and everyone else is inferior, and from themselves, students that sabotage each other or refuse to colaborate and thus create teams that don’t work together, doctors that don’t communicate, don’t appreciate each other’s specialties and knowledge and help. Cristina doesn’t meet all that criteria, but some really remind me of her. So it kills me when I hear people say she was the best doctor, because she reminds me of so much that’s just... Wrong, that I see everyday, and it frustrates me. That is incredibly personal, and applying too much of the optics of reality to the show, but it’s my truth, and no matter how iconic the character is, I can’t shake it off.

9 - Jo. Baby girl is so ready to take on the world! I said this in my “Meredith x People” post, but Jo reminds me a lot of Mer! Same fierceness, stubborness, same rough edges, talented, caring, protective. Love her and Camilla’s acting makes her one of the deepest, most fascinating characters, and her storylines tell so many important messages! I just... Don’t have a lot to say about her, now that I’ve come to think about it, I feel like she’s pretty self-explanatory. Loved her-centric eps!

10 - Erica. I didn’t understand then and don’t understand now why the fuck is there so much hatred for her! She stood up for her rights! She didn’t take Cristina’s crap like everyone else (Cristina has her quirks and was bound to meet someone with whom they clashed who wouldn’t stand for it! That happened to be Erica!) She was ethical! She was so sweet with Callie! She was a great doctor! She wanted the hospital to be great and was willing to work for it! I feel like the main factors in it are that back then we were told, through the narrative, that we should and we were all young so we accepted that, and because the actress isn’t one of those bombshell model-likr beauties. Had it been, like, Jessica playing her in a more recent season, I doubt she would be that hated! Anyhow, I miss her.

11 - Addison. She was so great! Maybe not my favorite, but she had great moments and was criminally underrated! Maybe one day her coming back won’t be a delusion and I’ll have more to say here. What I do have to say is that she can be another example of the “show’s mouthpiece”, at least in regards to Derek. Like, we have her come back to Seattle and promptly scream at Mer for “letting Derek go” like he was the best thing in the world (lmao) without even knowing what had happened when... In reality... She literally cheated because she felt neglected and forgotten in their marriage, had a talk to Mer where she learned Derek had hurt her too... It feels cheap and unauthentic and gets in the way of my immersion.

12 - April. I can feel the confusion at why she’s ranking so low, but... April never really spoke to me. She had good moments, she was sweet, a good doctor, had great relationships and went through bad things, but in none of those moments was I standing up on my seat like I was with others. She went through a journey like Arizona’s, to find herself after something terrible instead of to change who she was, but still she’s called “the biggest evolution” by some fans and I just... Don’t see that (maybe it’s because Sarah Drew got even prettier with time so it was a visual evolution). I like her well enough. Lets put it that way: I’d not be at all opposed if she came back into the show, but I’d be also disappointed it wasn’t some other character I love more. I widh he had gotten more of her, actually! I’d probably like her more! I wanted more developed relationships, like with Mer (we could have had it aaaaaaaalllll x3) or Owen (they were in a war zone together and we barely see the aftermath besides a couple scenes with her telling hima bt the baby and at her first wedding), maybe with Riggs and Alex and even more fleshing out of Japril instead of more drama! She’d feel more real and appealing. Plus her whole storyline with taking the position of head of surgery and switching sides after she’d been one of the main advocators for Webber, then refusing to acknowledge she might not have been the nicest for it, kinda threw me off a bit (not a lot, it just felt random? Like, didn’t feel like something she’d do, but I didn’t think I knew enough about her to say it wasn’t, for sure?).

13 - Izzie. Again, she never appealed to me personally. She had amazing moments, but they were just moments. Opening a multi-million dollar beneficiary clinic? Top shelf-good. But she also had bad moments and, more importantly, bad patterns. She judged and judged Mer’s inappropriate relationship, almost got to the point of talking about it around the hospital to get her in trouble, called her a slut basically to her face, and whined about George’s “too fast, not based on anything” relationship... But would not accept to be judged on her own, even more inappropriate (and illegal) and equally rushed relationship. She did not approve when someone made a decision that she would not have made. She berated Meredith’s and Cristina’s close friendship like she was entitled to the same treatment and like she also didn’t have a best friend. I was bored by her most of the times, angry others, and only rarely pleased/happy/empathetic with.

As you can see, I only dislike the very last place, and hate none, so go girls! Hope you liked this!

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Gramander where Newt needs to wear glasses and he overhears a random auror talking about how dorky he looks or how the glasses take away what little good looks he has (which is total crap because he is of course the most adorable/beautiful person alive!) and he gets really self conscious and thinks that he needs to change and stop wearing them or he won't good enough to be with graves...but the problem is he hates the idea/feel of contacts. Eventual happy ending :)

I have to add a picture of Eddie with glasses bc he’s just cute AF!

Newt wasn’t surprised when he went into the kitchen that lunch time to find that Percival had left his lunch in the fridge. The man would leave his own head behind if it wasn’t screwed on. He was so forgetful, especially when he had a lot going on at work, which right now he did. So Newt quickly got ready, running a brush through his tangled hair and spending five minutes searching for his glasses.

He grabbed Percivals lunch and quickly apparated to a little alleyway just near MACUSA. He could use this as an excuse to spend his lunch time with his boyfriend, something he didn’t get to do often. He actually hadn’t seen Percival a lot at all recently. MACUSA had been inundated with new cases recently all of which Percival, being the head of magical security, had to deal with. It must have been almost a month since he and Percival had spent more than an hour in each others company at one time. Newt missed getting to see him whenever he wanted but knew Percival had a duty to uphold and was of course extremely proud of his boyfriend.

Newt now knew MACUSA like the back of his hand so he made his way straight up to the auror department where Percivals office was located. He knew the offices would mostly be empty, people would either be on lunch or out on cases so he wasn’t surprised that he didn’t bump into Tina anywhere. Turning a corner he heard talking in one of the offices which had it’s door open. He planned on carrying on right down the hall way to see Percival, but then he heard his boyfriends name mentioned and couldn’t help but stop in his tracks to listen.

“I just don’t get what he sees,” One voice said, this belonged to a woman, “I mean, Director Graves, he’s extremely handsome. Newts just…ordinary, if you could even say that!”

Newt felt his heart drop, it wasn’t something he hadn’t thought himself, but to hear someone else say it just made the thought seem all the more real. He was ordinary and Percival was anything but.

“He might be considered okay-looking, if he got rid of those glasses. He just looks like a complete dork! But I guess it does match his personality!” The second voice belonged to a man, he laughed loudly and the woman joined it.

Newts face fell into a frown and he found himself wishing he hadn’t come to MACUSA at all. They were right, of course they were right. He was nerdy and ordinary and Percival was definitely out of his league. Then, he found himself wondering if maybe Percival had figured that out too. As he’d mentioned, it had been a while since they had actually spent time together. Maybe Percival wasn’t as busy as he said he was and just didn’t want to see Newt.

He sighed and carried on down the hall way, feeling completely deflated. He just wanted to go home and go into his case where he could be alone and around his wonderful creatures who he knew would never judge him.

He knocked quietly on the heavy wooden door and Percivals voice called him inside. Upon seeing his boyfriend he gave him a small, half-hearted smile and held up the bag in his hand.

“Forgot your lunch.” Newt mutters as he walks over to the desk and places the bag on the desk, “Have a good day.”He doesn’t make eye contact, he doesn’t dare he knows he probably looks close to tears. Instead he turns and hurries back across the room hoping Percival would dismiss his odd behaviour, or even better not notice at all. He wasn’t that lucky.

“Newt?” Percival called out, “What’s the matter? Come here.” He hears Percivals chair scrape back on the floor and hurried his steps up, reaching the door and pulling it open.

“Have to go! Sick occamy!” Newt lies. He’s never lied to Percival before and felt extremely awful for doing so but he just couldn’t be here right now. He didn’t want to talk about what he heard and he didn’t want Percival to see him upset.

He took the long way out of MACUSA, avoiding walking past that office again in case they were still on the topic of how awful he was. He didn’t need to hear it from them, he heard it from himself everyday.

Once he was back home he went straight into his case to surround himself with things that he loved. But even that didn’t help. He couldn’t shake the thoughts from his head. He’d never liked his glasses much, but he didn’t really have a choice. He couldn’t see without them very well and he’d tried contacts once but they irritated his eyes and made them all red and puffy. Theseus had made him stop using them in fear he’d end up going blind from the irritation. Thinking about it now maybe that would have been the better option.

Newt now found himself sat on his bed reading a book on self help spells. You could get a special eye-sight elixir which makes your eye sight perfect. Only thing is it’s extremely expensive and it needs renewing every three months. There’s not a chance he could afford that and he wouldn’t dare ask Percival for money help. So he continued reading, hoping he would find something else, a more cheaper cure, even if it was a bit more dangerous. But he found nothing.

He was still sat reading when Percival came home and didn’t even notice his boyfriend coming into the room until his book was pulled from his hands.

“In a world of your own I see,” Percival states as Newt jumps up and tries to steal the book back from him, he did not want Percival to know what he was reading up on, “I’ve been shouting you for the past few minutes.” Percival shakes his head.

“Sorry,” Newt mutters, “Can I have my book back now please?” He goes to reach for it again but Percival holds it out of reach.

“What is it?” Percival asks and eyes the book up, “Eye spells? Newt please tell me you weren’t going to actual try any of these? These are dangerous! You could go blind!”

Newt sighs and drops his head, looking to the ground and feeling his glasses slide a little down his face but he ignored them, “I was just reading.” He muttered. But yes, he had definitely considered trying a few of them. He’d even folded a couple pages down so he didn’t lose them.

“Newt?” Percival asks, pulling Newts head up to look at him when he didn’t react to his name, “Newt, what’s the matter? Why are you suddenly looking at this?” He asks, waving the book at his side and then throwing it onto the bed.

“Do you think I’m a dork?” Newt asks quietly, avoiding Percivals staring eyes as he feels his own get wet with tears.

“What? No, Newt. No I don’t. Why are you asking this?” Percival gave Newts jaw a little shake to make Newt look up at him, “Do you not like your glasses? You know there is a proper potion you can get. To help, one that wont be dangerous.”

“I’ve looked. It’s expensive.” Newt replies with a sigh, “I just…I’ve heard what people say. And it’s true, isn’t it? I’m ordinary. Maybe even ugly and my glasses are nerdy and I don’t deserve anyone especially not someone like you.”

Newt felt the tears start to fall but didn’t have the energy to try and hide his face any longer, instead he let them fall and was past caring. He already knew how awful he looked, a few tears couldn’t affect that.

Percival lifted a hand and wiped Newts tears away, pushing his glasses back up onto his face properly, “I don’t know where you’ve heard this,” He tells Newt, “But it isn’t true. I think you’re beautiful, with or without glasses. You’re amazing Newt, absolutely incredible and it astounds me that someone as wonderful as you would even look twice at someone like me. I like your glasses. They’re cute and not nerdy at all. Don’t listen to what anyone else says. You’ve perfect the way you are and I wouldn’t dream of changing a single thing about you.”

Newt sniffles and lets his eyes finally find Percivals, “Do you really mean it?” He asks, finally reaching up to wipe his tears away though they were soon replaced by more.

“I really mean it. You’re perfect to me.” Percival pulls him into his chest for a tight hug, holding Newts head against his chest as he stroked his hair. “I love you Newt.”

Newt finally managed to stopper the tears for now and even felt a small smile tugging at his lips, “I love you too Percy.” He replies. And he really did and he felt bad for ever doubting him.

#gramander #newt scamander #percival graves #fanfic #prompt

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gimme that fluff | accepting@ectoanomaly​

Who’s more likely to find who wearing their clothes?: Danny is far more likely to find Jinx in his shirt or jacket than anything. She’s a sneaky little clothes thief, it’s the worst, don’t date her. (Date her.) 

Who initiates hand holding?: Both, because they’re giant saps. 

Who likes having their hair washed by who?: Danny prefers being on the receiving end. He’s also not entirely sure if Jinx trusts him with her hair that much, so… yeah. 

Who likes to slow dance?: Danny, just that bit more. 

Muse that’s more likely to fall asleep with their head in the others lap?: Danny, if only because he gets the chance to do so more often than Jinx does. He insists she wouldn’t get the same experience as he does, much to her amusement. 

Muse that does all the cuddling in a blanket fort?: Um??? They are both cuddle fiends??? Excuse you??? 

Who hogs most of the covers at night?: I feel like Jinx needs them more than Danny does. 

Muse who nuzzles the others shoulder to get them to give them a head rub?: Daaaaanny. 

How do they share a desert? Two forks or one?: Two forks. Jinx thinks it’s easier that way. Besides, if they get into a cutlery fight it’ll be fair. 

Who gets jealous more easily?: Although it happens rarely, it still happens more with Jinx than it has with Danny. 

Who gets angered more easily?: Jiiiinx. She’s a fiery little witch who tolerates little. 

How do they go to sleep at night?: Danny is the designated teddy bear who Jinx hugs pretty much all night, and he’s pretty okay with that. 

Who gets the most shoulder rubs?: Neither. They’ve yet to happen.

What are there arguments/fights like? How often do they fight?: They don’t fight often, if at all- and mostly it’s about Jinx’s worrying too much, so it’s less arguing and more firm reassurances while Jinx overthinks things because of her generally horrible life. 

Who is more likely to throw things in fights?: Neither???? At all??? Why is throwing things a requirement for fights- OP I’m very concerned about your home life and relationships now. 

How do they make it up to each other/apologize after an argument?: They haven’t needed to yet. 

Do they have nicknames for each other?: Nothing so far, though Jinx is fond of calling him ‘my Danny’ occasionally.

Caring for each other while ill, how does the other muse go about it?: I could honestly see Danny being the sort to be like ‘soup fixes everything right’ alongside a variety of medicines- he wasn’t sure which to grab from the cabinet- and many cuddles (’you’re going to get sick too’ ‘pshhh no i wont i’ll be fine’). On the other hand Jinx is a bit more clinical with her treatments, down to getting the medicine that treats EVERY symptom, tea, water, light food and forehead kisses- but no cuddles, or they’ll both be sick. Danny’s whining does little to persuade her.

Who’s more likely to be patching the others wound?: Danny gets into significantly more trouble than Jinx does, but he also heals faster most of the time. Jinx gets into less trouble, but she doesn’t have the accelerated healing that Danny does. … They trade off, really.

Muse that says ‘I told you so’, after they come home from the beach and other muse is burnt to a crisp while whining how bad it hurts for not listening and putting on sunblock after the other muse repeatedly told them they’d get burnt?: Neither. Both are smart about their beach time, yo.

Your otp has a newborn baby, who gets up in the middle of the night when he/she cries?: They take turns because Jinx refuses to handle it alone and Danny is supportive like that. 

Your muse’s of the otp reaction to finding the others crying about something? And how do they make them feel better?: Jinx isn’t entirely sure how to handle something like this- but she can provide lots of hugs (from simple ones to those protective hugs, the ones where it seems more like she’s shielding him from the world) and soothing promises that no matter what, she’ll help, it’ll be okay. And if Danny doesn’t want to talk about it, well, she’s certainly not going to force it.

What would they be like as parents?: Good, supportive, loving, dorky, and a little weird. Comes with being a witch and a ghost, respectively. Jinx isn’t sure she’d want children currently, but if it does happen she’s long since vowed she’d be better than the adults in her life.

What would they have been like as childhood sweethearts? Hoo boy. Jinx was, as a child, generally just a sad, angry little girl- but she craved acceptance on such a level it eventually would lead to her time at HIVE. she didn’t trust adults but kids could bring her out of her shell with ease. Danny, I imagine, would have been friendly enough to see that lonely little girl hanging back (be it because of her parents or because she had run away by then) and invite her to play every time he saw her. And maybe she’d decline at first- which makes when she finally says yes all the sweeter- but eventually…. she’d vanish. And Danny would be wondering what happened. (Or maybe she wouldn’t. AUs are fun like that.)

Who initiates taking a bath together?: Shrugs? Never really thought about it before. I think it’d just…. kinda. Happen. 

Who likes who playing with their hair?: Jinx loves playing with Danny’s hair so much- and yeah she kinda wishes he’d do the same but she’s okay with being the one doing the pampering, honestly. He deals with a lot, after all. 

The place they mostly likely accidentally fall asleep together?: I’d say the couch, but they kinda plan when that happens so I don’t think that counts. 

#🌙 asks and answers #headcanon 🌙 behind the curtain #danny & jinx 🌙 i swear you hit me like a vision #ectoanomaly #halfghcst

[authenticaussie]

Ahhhh, so I was told that you like Marvel stuff and that I was supposed to send you my Marvel AU asks. This is the only one that I can actually ever remember sending anyone, but M/S/A Marvel AU where those three are effectively Coulson, Clint and Natasha. Also Lunarshores said you like my stuff and I honestly cannot even cause I'm just like meep. Anyways, I hope you have an awesome rest of your day cause you deserve to! Also have fun with that thought. Also, what are your thoughts on Budapest?

Commissions! || Ko-fi! 

Welcome too: this ask is literally so old that it existed before we Became Friends. 

ANYWAY FUN TIME HEADCANONS BELOW THE CUT BC I CAN’T THINK OF FIC.

Sabo as the Coulson equivalent (SHIELD spy) and Ace as Widow and Marco is Hawkeye

Marco grew up in the Whitebeard circus and they were super close and really good and supported each other and were a b i t out there, just like performing people are wont to be, but they also….lived a good hundred years ago.

And Marco….just kept living. As his family started dying around him, as the years passed and he just stayed-

Marco can get hurt and has the scars to prove it, but he….he can’t die by anything like old age or sickness, and so he just keeps living. Keeps living as the circus starts to wither into obscurity, keeps living as the last traces of his family vanish like pieces of sand, keeps living and gaining skills and getting stronger and smarter but he can’t ever forget the feeling of watching his family die.  

He was a freelance head hunter/bounty hunter before SHIELD picked him up, and was bored and didn’t know what else to do, so just sighed and agreed to join them. They have a better pay rate, at least, and the healthcare is a nice bonus 

Sabo and Ace used to know each other as kids!! 

But Sabo forgot ;n; Sabo vanished and then Ace was found sneaking out of the facility that was training him and kept under better security. But one of Ace’s missions takes him to Luffy and he doesn’t look back. Grabs the kid he used to call brother and runs. 

And Sabo was the one who brought in Marco and got sent to tail Ace and see if they could convince him to join, because they were close in age, and Ace had killed almost everyone else who’d come after him and Luffy, but then this was Sabo, and he-

He hesitates (he’s never hesitated, before, in his line of work you can’t but this was-)

Ace being so cautious and quiet at first bc they bought in him and Luffy and Ace was constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop, for them to threaten Luffy to make Ace do something, but that just-

it doesn’t happen. 

It ends up making him Really Jumpy and Fidgety all the time until Marco starts Super Casually refusing orders and giving Ace outs and the ability to choose without any sort of punishments threatening him and letting Ace adjust to SHIELD at his own rate. 

Sabo has retrograde amnesia, and everything close to the explosion the red room (Ace’s institute) organised to kill him is basically gone, but he does have a few scattered memories of Luffy and some bits of Ace that are super blurred. They come back a bit, but that’s mainly because Luffy + Ace fill in the parts he’s missing

Sabo talks Ace through a lot of missions and Marco gets jealous (and denies it ofc, he doesn’t get jealous he’s an adult)

And he ends up casually bringing it up in conversation with Sabo and Sabo gets really startled because he didn’t think anyone had noticed, and then goes really quiet

“Ace- never had anyone on the comms. When he did- missions, before- no-one was there, helping him. I dunno, I guess I just- I just want him to know I’m there. That I won’t leave him to do it alone.”

And everyone thinks sabo will do a bad job because he’s so young, right? But he’s so tactical, he fights so hard to learn because he won’t ever let anyone else die under his command, he won’t let them get hurt, he’s lost people before because he was overconfident and arrogant and rude and he just wants to prove himself!!!

ALSO LOOK I KNOW IT’S A WEIRD SHIP BUT COBY IS CAPTAIN AMERICA AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT SABO AS COULSON WITH HIS Big Gay Crush AND IT’S KIND OF SUPER FUCKING ADORABLE WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT BECAUSE COBY IS JUST SO NOBLE AND HEROIC AND KIND AND SABO’S IN THE BACKGROUND LIKE DYING AND ALSO LIKE “ACE, MARCO, IF YOU TRY AND SET ME UP WITH HIM ONE MORE TIME I AM GOING TO KILL YOU BOTH. I DON’T CARE HOW HIGHLY TRAINED YOU ARE, I’M GOING TO SLAUGHTER YOU.”

But Sab!!!!!!!! Also gets SUPER FUCKING FLUSTERED around Coby, because Coby was basically the original fucking revolutionary 

Basically it’s a Good Fucking Time okay ;u;

(P.S everyone Totally Flirts With Coby because he gets flustered super easily and is like 100% the stereotypes of Dorky Captain America ;u;)

Ace Totally huffs about it and fidgets a lot and is baaaaaaaasically a little envious of all the attention Sabo gives Coby by accident, but they eventually get over that when they’re dealing w/ Ace’s issues w/ self-confidence and it basically turns into the biggest running joke, and !!! Ace befriends Coby because COBY IS SO USELESS AROUND LUFFY!!!! AND ACE THINKS IT’S HILARIOUS!!! BECAUSE LUFFY IS OBLIVIOUS AS FUCK!!! 

MARCO GETS CONTROLLED BY LOKI

and his one rule, his one stipend to working with SHIELD is that he will never ever shoot someone with his bow and he requests missions where killing is avoided at all costs or if unavoidable than only against those of the worst calibre/situations of extreme danger, and Loki makes him break that

Robin (Director Fury) questions Marco’s loyalty for a moment when Marco turns on them and Sabo grabs the table so hard that it almost breaks in his hands and Ace doesn’t even say a word, just leaves. Koala has to quietly explain to her about Marco’s code, and how he’d never do this unless influenced by something else. 

Ace who loves the fact that Marco chose that. Marco chose to never kill, and SHIELD respects that, and Ace knows he doesn’t ever have to be forced to kill - to hurt - ever again. 

Ace talking to Loki to try and find out his plan / where Marco is and Loki only smiles and promises that Ace will find out where Marco is when Marco shoots him through the throat-

And Ace can’t help the fraction of a second where fear almost overwhelms him, because that-

That’s one of his greatest fears. 

That Marco is going to realise how awful Ace is, and  get rid of him. Clear out the mistake he made. 

Ace hiding the fear he feels because he’s been trained and he knows how to do this, he has to figure out what Loki’s plan (he has to save Marco. He has to prove that he was worth it)

ACE LOVING MARCO SO MUCH BUT REFUSING TO SAY IT????? NOT EVEN REALLY REALISING WHAT HE FEELS IS LOVE BUT KNOWING HE’D LAY DOWN EVERYTHING FOR MARCO, IF MARCO NEEDED IT. IF MARCO ASKED IT OF HIM.

When they’re fighting, when Marco’s still under Loki’s control, Marco just whispers so carefully, so pleadingly, for Ace to stop and he almost does because this is Marco-

And then the to-vibrant blue of Marco’s usually dark eyes gives him away and Ace knocks him out and has to swallow the nausea that caused him

(And least Marco will be okay, he thinks, but can’t drive away the thought of Marco’s pleading expression, Marco begging him to stop)

Ace refusing to say that he loves either Sabo or Marco because he’s just- 

He doesn’t think he is in love with them, Love is bright and vibrant and fluttery, messy, nervous feelings, he just feels-

Comfortable. Around them he just feels comfortable 

(That’s not love, right? That’s not-)

and look okay you know what isn’t a good time???

Sabo dying

(or, at least, mar+ace thinking he’s dead ala Coulson)

Ace regretting that he’d never told Sabo how important he was, never telling Sabo how much he meant, and when they get a spare moment he pulls Marco aside and tells Marco that he loves the fuck out of him and Marco’s his best friend and he’d basically do anything??? for Marco???

And it helps Marco as well because he’s suffering some serious trauma from being forced to fucking kill people when he didn’t want to, from being forced to kill innocent men and women who were trying to protect others, from having to fight and manipulate Ace……

whispers marco and ace not. doing anything abt ace’s confession, tho. it’s there, and they both know it, but Marco wants to get better first, and Ace wants time to mourn the fact that for the second time in his life he’s lost his best friend.

And theyre toooootally not dating

even though they move all of marco’s stuff into ace’s room. and have date nights. and marco presses kisses to ace’s forehead whenever ace leans on him (which is often). and ace curls up into marco’s side when they’re sitting on the couch. and they defs don’t hold hands, or press quick kisses to each other’s cheeks just before one of them has to leave on a mission without the other

Totally not dating.

Totally

Not

Dating

And then just when they think everything is going back to normal, when there’s been two years of dealing with grief and pain and growing closer and supporting each other even more intimately than before-

Ace thinks he sees Sabo. For a fraction of a second, on one of their missions, and he barely believes that it is him-

But there’s a moment of surprise and regret on the stranger’s face, and Ace knows it’s him.

SHIELD fixed Sabo with some of Captain America/Coby’s blood and he’s alive but he’s different now. He’s stronger and faster and he just-

notices things. 

Notices how Marco’s fingertips linger on Ace’s hand but Ace doesn’t act like anything is out of the ordinary. Notices how Marco looks like he’s about to kiss Ace before a mission but aborts it at the last second and hides his promise to return in the crook of Ace’s neck. 

Sabo who goes on solo missions because no-one thinks he’s alive and he’s highly-trained and now he’s got super soldier serum in his veins…But he’s there the moment they need him but he’s unable to look at marco and ace 

Looking at how close they are and just realising what he’s missed. Quietly letting them he supported them and cared about them and was sorry in as many ways as he could - through cards, through care, through always having their backs, through trying constantly to protect them, because he could now, in real life instead of just directing them while he sat behind a computer screen. 

(#tfw you can’t figure out who is who in a marvel au bc all the charas are assholes/morally grey)

Carrot is Thor!!!! and Detective Fury is Robin and Maria Hill is Koala

Ace gets confused by language metaphors sometimes!!! But he won’t say it because he hates being seen as weak, or that anything needs to be explained to him. He has to be perfect and in control and mysterious all the time, no-one can know that puns confuse him. 

(Sabo+Marco totally figure it out and always casually explain the joke/idiom so that Ace isn’t left out of the loop, and even when he figures out they’re doing it he can’t ask them to stop.)

They both know how much he hates feeling/looking weak or stupid, and they do!!! everything they can to make sure he doesn’t feel like that,,,,,,,,,,

#im sorry this isn't a fic btw i was gonna write a mas version of what i think budapest would'a gone like #please take ridiculous amounts of hcs / plot instead #opheadcanons #nari is writing #marcoacesabo #minister of silly walks #ask aussie #bip bop nari drops #marcoace #portgas d. ace #most of these aren't shippy if u still wanted to enjoy a marel au #this au would also be a fucking fantastic cobylu fic okay bc like civvy!lu ala falcon ? and just #it's a good time okay bc coby is t o t a l l y captain america #i will fight for it #barbequeue #13/02/2017