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i've mentioned here and there that i made a relationships/dynamic spreadsheet. i have finally put it to use. look on my Works, ye mighty, and despair.
-extra note: i am not omniscient and i cannot watch every stream. i may have missed a sibling declaration or two.
-extra extra note: i currently speak only english and used google translate for the rest. if theres a translation error I'd love to know- i wont be able to go back and fix these, but im always so curious about how accurate google translate can be
extra extra note pt 2: do. do other languages use guardian as in "legal guardian" as in "not a family member but still Primary Caregiver of child" because i am suddenly aware those translations might not be correct. on the other hand tho if google translate decided that the parents are guarding warriors of the eggs im not going to argue
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working for a bank has me researching stocks on a saturday night when I COULD BE WRITING
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a coworker asked what I was into and I said "hamlet" and she stared at me for a full ten seconds and then said "oh like macbeth" and then asked which hogwarts house i was and I immediately took a phone call
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me, scrolling tumblr: oh huh the new season of The Witcher is airing. wow Jaskier's hair looks bad. not sure if i care enough at this point - oh wait there's a call coming in. hello, thank you for calling the place i work, how may i help you?
caller: hi my name is Gerald Pankratz, i need to update my -
me, back on my bullshit: ksjdkjdsghksdgh they got married
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Fun fact: Many Swedish language call centre positions require you to take calls in Norwegian too (because there just aren't that many Norwegians who are willing to go work a minimum wage job in a country with shittier labour rights). During the intro at the one I worked at they told us we'd get a course in Norwegian before we started taking those calls.
So one day a few weeks in when it's really busy one of my managers comes up to me and goes "Hey you aren't taking calls in Norwegian."
"Yeah, we haven't had the course yet."
"Oh, yeah, we're not doing that anymore. Just put on a fake accent, it'll be fine."
And then I started taking calls in Norwegian. By speaking Swedish with a fake Norwegian accent and an accumulating number of random Norwegian words.
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I did not know what point nemo was so i looked it up and it is realy cool. And i love that the colosest people to that point are astrounauts on the iss and how fiting it is that the iss will chash in point nemo in 2031. From the darkness of space to darkness of ocean. I know it will probably not be filmed but it would be soo cool to se the iss chash in the ocean.
yeah! point nemo is pretty cool... i get really sad every time i remember they're decommissioning the ISS in 2031... they really don't need to, i dont think they have to,,, i love it very much bc its the one space astronauts regardless of geographical borders spend time communally watching over our beautiful planet, this marvelous blue rock, like-- that's home. it's the only one we got. and at the ISS, petty squabbles of governments and tyrants look so fucking small, astronauts have said that it is incredibly humbling and life-changing, to see the planet so.. vulnerable. it makes you want to protect it. to marvel at the beauty and terrifying endlessness of space, and know that the earth is a responsibility and one you cannot take lightly.
i feel like decommissioning a space like that is so counterproductive towards our collective growth as a species. it feels like the end of something genuinely noble, the one thing we did right and now we're stopping that too. like it's only the first steps towards capitalism in space, locking away space research that used to be done for the sake of knowledge and learning because it doesn't make money per se. its only seeing space as a means of commerce, a means of monetary gain and exploitation, putting up borders where there isn't supposed to be any, and using that as a whole jumping point for the "mars tourism for the rich!" "space walk for the rich!" nonsense and i just hate that. so so fucking much.
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i opened my thesis document this morning
"last edit made on June 3rd, 2023"
i feel like word is intentionally trying to make me avoid this whole thing bc that message does not make me motivated lmao
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I had intense training in not taking things personally, and now im emotionally a kevlar.
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ok no Azerbaijan trip for me (because it would have been ON MONDAY and I doubt I'd even get my visa in time, never mind preparing mentally) BUT I've tried to be really clear about the fact I'd like to go to the upcoming similar workshop in India soooo fingers crossed for that
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i don't think my fanfiction is lesser than my original work in terms of quality but i definately think i've neglected improving my ability to create my own stories BECAUSE i've been writing more fanficition than original work since i was a teenager. like there was definately a more even balance of the two when i was in highschool but its only in the last couple of years i've gotten back into writing my own stories for my own characters (such as 'as you like' and 'litter') and its a harder transition than i was expecting, which is embarrassing in a way but also i'm still enjoying it and that's what matters. idk. these aren't vent posts really i'm just dumping all my thoughts in one place. maybe i'm focusing too much on trying to write these massive thought-provoking stories when i should start smaller and work up? i like the idea of that
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idk if my counselling sessions are actually Helping me at all but they have made me notice that i have a knee-jerk reaction to therapists complimenting me that took me ab three months to pin down
bc when my counsellor compliments me i am inclined to at least believe it is a compliment. whereas previously i have found therapists do not compliment me as a compliment, they compliment me as a gotcha. "oh, you think you're stupid? well by your own admission you have a degree and lots of other people don't have that, which proves that actually you're very smart, so you're wrong : )"
it's never intended to actually make me feel good as a person or as an expression of genuine respect and admiration, it's always a backhanded way of calling me an idiot who needs to be patronised to about my own life until i stop being so stupid. so of course that makes me feel bad bc that's frankly just fucking rude? there are objectively kinder ways to address warped thinking than this so why is this the default method (aside from like. that mental health is the ideal job to get into if you want ready access to people it's considered okay to be rude to)
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ugh ok i'm going to try submitting a resume that presents me as a white cishet ugh i hate this i hate this
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starting a new job be like:
new job: oh hey! we have a progression wall where all our different position descriptions are available for you to peruse and "future drive" and plan your future success here!
me: ok let me peruse these position flyers etc
also me to myself: *reads the position description for front desk receptionist* the fuck you mean you require/recommend having a full ass degree for front desk reception??? get the fuck outta here. also how much more do they earn than us who out on the phones??? bizarre
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peak procrastination is having earlobe problems for almost a year after getting them pierced and only now contacting a doctor about it
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if i go out with my parents and i get separated it’s next to impossible to find them again unless i bump into them because neither of them looks at their phone?? 😭
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