#but yeah!! this was agony

[dreagine]

Ourple

#art shtuff #I never know how 2 caption this stuff #but yeah!! this was agony #I think Cross is cool but his outfit is a literal nightmare #not only is there so much #it’s all black and white #they both can be so hard to shade ESPECIALLY with this much right next to each other #wtf Cross #someone needs 2 take him shopping for better clothes #ALSO!!! what do the flowers mean? not a clue!!! #that’s for the viewer to interpret not me… #also don’t know y he’s mad?? #lolz #rambling in the tags #cross sans #xtale #xtale!sans #errmm #underverse

[bugsinthebayou]

rejoice! wolfwood's big naturals be upon ye!!

#captains orders #original post was: #[guy who hasnt drawn in a few weeks voice] yeah the world is horrible and life is agony

[inkskinned]

the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.

#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone #yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post. #writeblr #ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person #and on this blog we support workers. #at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going. #when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens #have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists #and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like. #it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases - #at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory. #it was what i had seen. #and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference #we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol' #so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender #and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID. #he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different #i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.

[microvibing]

eepy:)

#ramshackle #doodle #fanart #I'm weak for the sleeping together platonically thing #my art #They need to rest after all the murder and arson they committed<3 #Yeah idk if I like how this turned out. Oh the agony of being a traditional artist

[reverieprince]

but as it is (and it is)

#my art #clutches my head in agony #idont know what to say even. yeah #narumitsu #ace attorney #7 year gap #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright ace attorney #what if we were two slow dancers last ones out.... #to think that we coild stay the same to think that we could stay the same to think that we could stay the same etc... #grabbing your shoulders do you get it. do you g

[hannibalsloverboy]

eddie definitely has a harder time admitting he’s into jocks than steve has admitting he’s into guys

#steve’s like yeah makes sense maybe i’ll ask out eddie #meanwhile eddie has spent months of agony trying to convince himself he could never like steve #steddie

[ricky-mortis]

What an absolute banger

Version without text beneath the cut vv

#I love this song so much #plus it’s the first instance of the nightmare time motif which is awesome #anyways yeah it was my birthday today #yippee #also the beginning of tech week #and I’m already spent #hatchetfield #the guy who didn't like musicals #tgwdlm #alice woodward #not your seed #that lighting gave me agony #Starkid #starkid tgwdlm

[littleprincepaladin]

were thou naughty this year? 🤨

#bg3 #raphael bg3 #bg3 raphael #paladindraws #it looks so grey 😭😭😭😭 on my pc its so much more colorful #you won't believe the agony i went through with this for no particular reason #i don't even celebrate christmas man!!!! idk why i wanted to draw this #anyway yeah happy whatever-holiday to raphael girlies(gn)!!!! #love yall #CAN YOU TELL BY THE BG THAT GRAPHIC DESIGN IS NOT MY PASSION WHATSOEVER LMFAO #i swear to god if this gets shadowbanned---

[ministarfruit]

watching old HQ streams like

#vtuber #holostars #holotempus #noir vesper #axel syrios #magni dezmond #regis altare #SCREAMS IN AGONY #ok yeah I'm fine now

[constellation-skirmishes]

aliit ori'shya tal'din

#kanan jarrus #sabine wren #ezra bridger #hera syndulla #star wars rebels #they are a family.... wagh..... #also yeah palestinian kanan is so real #give that man hairy forearms #star wars fanart #kanan and sabine's relationship can be something so personal #they r sooooo father & daughter it makes me sob in agony #just thinking abt kanan actually. thats al. #i just think that they all deserved everything :(((( #lukka's workshop

[nicollekidman]

having listened to the first album like four/five times and the second one twice.... i can only remember the melody of like two of them...... can we get some fucking HOOKS can we get some standout production??????????????///

#she said yeah i'll make quote unquote pop but only if it would be agony to hear on the radio and wont get stuck in your head #taylor swift #okay now im done for real #album so boring im not even slightly tempted to read gay into the lyrics

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

yeah so i'm falling for @weevmo's Guys... they're so neat! i dig their vibes and can't wait to see what Corduroy Stew is all about <3

#fuckkkkk theyre so SHAPED!!! #i can feel myself getting So attached #if anything happens to them... i will simultaneously wail and cheer #nimrod is so cute. nimmy. the nimster. id love to toss birdseed on the ground for him to peck at. pigeon coded tiny man #lulu being a sock puppet trainer THATS SUCH A NEAT IDEA ARE YOU KIDDING IM OBSESSED #now im curious as to if sock puppets are like Animals or if they're as sapient as the others... #but yes im already looking directly at lulu she seems Fun as fuck #oughhhhh and wb. listen. Listen. im a sucker for handsome Head Empty characters and he seems like one of those #i also like characters with many hidden internal problems and wb seems like one of those too <3 #i hear that the three of them are siblings and that is Such catnip to me... #scribble garnish #dont know what else to tag this as! huh! #BUT YEAH THIS ALL SEEMS NEAT THEYRE COOL i Will be following this project to see where it goes #so far it has great characters a sprinkling of Intrigue bomb art (which. ofc it does its weevmo cmon guys) #and a neat song that i sweAR TO FUCK REMINDS ME OF SOMETHING. THIS HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR DAYS #the jingle is just vaguely familiar enough to make me Writhe in the agony of Unknown Knowns #but yes! i hope you all go check out weevmo's blog if you havent already! Good Stuff All Around!!

[butchdykekondraki]

Do people really have an issue with masc trans women? I've literally never seen that omg??

#[ren] #anyway. yeah they actually do #uh take it from me (masc tgirl) people are NOTTT big fans of us LMFAO <- in agony #speaking.mp4

[unowers]

The gods are fallen and all safety gone. And there is one sure thing about the fall of gods: they do not fall a little; they crash and shatter or sink deeply into green muck.

#moral orel #clay puppington #yeah the quote is from east of eden #that being said dont read that book and immediately rewatch moral orel #im literally doubled over in agony

[luck-of-the-drawings]

my TWO FAVORITE THINGS IN THE WORLD, VAMPIRES N COWBOYS... deacon keller is SUCH a fun character, hes charming and funny but ALSO formidable and STRONG when he feels he needsta be. i hope him and arthur can get a chance to talk more and be better friends. l ike really good friend s. . like. like really good f. hangon i gotta go i think i hauve rabies.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #deacon keller #arthur bennett #OOUGUGHHAAOGUguguhh i feel so cringe whenever i ship two characters. like theyre not even REAL #why cant i be more 'hyperfixated' on getting bitched or something. CHRIST. anwyay i want em to hold hands or smth. yknow. freak stuff. #SO DEACON KELLER!! HE OVERHEARD ARTHUR TALKIN ABT THIS PLACE GETTING ATTACKED.. WE SAW HIM APPROACHING #AND THEN THE WHOLE FEAST PORTION OF THE PARTY HAPPENED N HE GOT STUCK #BUT HE KNEEEWW HE OVERHEARD ARTHUR SOMEHOW!! i just think thats neat. hes dedicated to protecting his people. hes respectable!! #GOD he doesnt even have that much screen time but i LOVE HIMMM n his silly lil shadow steed named Sunshine.. like cmon.... ugh..... #hes sweet n hes funny and he CAARES about the things hes in charge of on some levels. he certainly does his best to look after his own. #god idk what else to write here other than how much hes been on my MMMIND lately. the doctors are still running diagnostiscs #i just think hes so neat... also i think its funny that hes afraid o snakes. OH YKNOW lemme just talk abt my damn art. first o all this too #SSSOOO LONG. WEEKS EVEN.IVE BEEN WORKIN ON IT SINCE EP 5 WAS ON PATREON.it was sposed to be justa buncha doodles but then it Evolved #idk man...cowboys are just so cool...especially w VAMP POWERS..fastest shot in the west for a REASON BABY...n with the red smoke #n the glowing eyes..CMOn thats so cool i hadta get my visions into reality. the eyes were inspired by the music video for RATTLESNAKE (kglw #that where the IM THE SERPENT lines come from.lyrics from tha song.ooh yeah i love kglw so much...i also have other hidden messages here #i like to hide things...ALSO ALSO. I HAD SO MUCH TROUBLE W SO MUCH O THIS. the two bits with arthur n deacon biting eachother. AGONY #POSES ARE SO HHARRDDD SAME WITH THAT doodle o arthur slammin deacons head into the ground. WEEKS to get that pose RIGHT. I BLED SO MUCH #OHH AND GUNS???COWBOYHATS?? HIS GAY LIL JACKET? W THE DANGLIES?? AGOONYYY IT TOOK SO LONG TO PERFECT IT..especialy guns. OUUUHH #i also dont draw mustaches enough... which sucks bc im weak for a good mustache... BUT i think im doing pretty well on that. #it was hard but yknow what!! i think i did good! i rly like how this all turned out!! EXCEPT FOR THA FUCKIN RIBBON BOW THING I FORGOT TODRA #IN THE TOP RIGHT... THAT I JSUT NOTICED...its fine its fine i dont care that much. this is good enough to FEAST upon so im content n happy. #anyway i gotta leave ina few hours to start TRAINING for my NEW JOB!! CHEER FOR ME!! TRUCK IS A BLACKJACK DEALER NOW!! IEAAAHHH BABYYYY!!!! #thanku for reading my weird lil scrolls i bury beneath my posts. if u leave tags i WILL absorb them. and feel joy.

[medicalunprofessional]

agony ?

#nightmaretheater #psychonauts #caligosto loboto #genuinely dont have a name for this one bye #kinda just wanted to mess with some filters 🫢 muahahahha #time on canvas… 2 hours. Wait what? Squints… 2 hours???? #its a bit wonky but honestly? goes hard. Whatt ever #(thats why im putting it in my main art tag) #..Okay. Fine. Ill be honest. Ive been feeling a bit of AGONY!!! lately thats what it means. Okay. Yeah. Im fine. Dont worry sctually!!!