#but we were BUSY!! :((( & i didnt get to all of my asks & i am kickin myself!! T^T but tmrw i go in late so i should be able to answer em!!

[yuukimiyas]

hi hi hiiii ( •ω•ฅ）.｡.:*♡ sobs im so sorry i wasn’t on a whole bunch today :< i forgot we had a new person starting at work today & it was so so v busy!! ໒꒰ྀི ϱ॔﹏ᵕ๑॓ ꒱ྀིა but overall my day went p fast & was v good!! :3 i hope your day was the best ever!!

#i just INHALED a bowl of rigitoni & now i am in a food coma _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ but im home from work & cozy in bed!! #the new guy is p cool! & he is p funny which helps a ton ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ‎꒱ྀིა lmaosksk #but we were BUSY!! :((( & i didnt get to all of my asks & i am kickin myself!! T^T but tmrw i go in late so i should be able to answer em!! #my car still isn’t done yet either ૮₍⇀‸↼‶₎ა even when they said it would be ready!!! so i hope its done tmrw morn so i dont have to uber!! #i hope everybun had a v great dayyyy!! ໒꒰ྀི⸝⸝´ ˘ `⸝⸝꒱ྀི১ ilyasm!!! #ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!

[brokenheartedpoems]

A letter to my Ex-Best Friend:

honestly? fuck you. i did EVERYTHING for you. i put up with your shit for YEARS and when i finally break and tell you how i feel, you blow up, victimize yourself and unadd me on snap? you make EVERYTHING about yourself. you BARELY supported me when i supported you CONSTANTLY! I went to every volleyball game you ever played, I helped through COUNTLESS breakups, I waited up until 4 am the day before I had important plans to make sure that YOU got home safe from some tinder date and you didnt even follow our dot safety code because you were too busy getting fucked by some half assed military boy, I helped you through EVERYTHING I COULD! and what did you do to support me? make a half ass attempt at winter guard and quit because you got "sick"? i asked you to come to ONE football game... only ONE throughout sophomore-senior year because i was hoping you'd come support the band and see what i did but you NEVER CAME! NOT ONCE. i asked for help when i was struggling and you pushed me away like i wasn't important to you or made shit about yourself. i was CRYING because i was afraid i could lose my life when this whole BLM thing started kicking and all you had to say in return was: "yeah, well, my boyfriend broke up with me today". on TOP of all of that, you have no consideration for literally anything! like that one time we went to hang out at that tinder dudes apartment with his roommates and i was having a panic attack and when i told you i wanted to go home because i couldnt breathe and was freaking out; you're response to that and i quote was: "lemme find a way to make out with this dude real quick" and i told you no, we need to leave and you STILL MANAGED TO GO INTO A ROOM WITH HIM WHILE I WAS HAVING A PANIC ATTACK? I WOULD HAVE DROPPED EVERYTHING TO MAKE SURE YOU FELT SAFE AND SECURE! fuck. you. you're a selfish, conceded, privileged, babied brat who needs to learn to act like an adult because quite frankly, the 15 year old personality that you're kickin? aint cute. The day you pull your head out of your ass then MAYBE i'll concider being friends with you again. but just like you said: "it takes a hell of a lot to come back into my life" and i realized, i need to hold people up to a high standard and right now, you're below average.

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