#but mostly i feel like im nervois for thanksgiving

[sharkdays]

i cant sleep

#this is a first in a while honestly #so thats good at least #it might be bc ive been staying up late #playing the new pkmn game recently #which is really fun tbh! #it has its flaws but im enjoying it #but mostly i feel like im nervois for thanksgiving #i have to visit my mom and she is very much not a good person #i dont have a choice tho #and i think im like. preemptively working myself up over it #but other tjan that ive been feeling better lately #yippee!!! #i did a shit ton of cleaning today #was gonna do more but i ran oit of time #i think it just took a few days for my dose increase to work #or kick in. and kick in it did #or the other option is i hyperfixated on it LOL #possesed by the spirit of mr clean #i also got to talk on the phonw w my best friend yesterday #for like three whole hours 💀 #we played the pkmn game togetehr #and i think talking to them again really helped #she has bronchitis:( and is sick :( i want her to feel better soon #i wanna watch anime w her!! #ok im done talking #goodnighy! #shark speaks