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#but microbes is where its at. i dont understand y ppl dont understand how cool they r. oh well ill just have to tell them
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#im just gonna complain abt it here bc i just have to accept that i can't irl bc no one else gets it
#its hard to b a dyslexic grad student. u have to read so much. and its good. lots of reading is good. u just have to contend with a soul
#crushing amout of discouragement at the fact u just kinda cant read while ur peers r like sure i can read this in class and have things to
#say abt it. if u make me read in my head in class i literally cannot fucking tell u what i just read. not a god damn thing and if i try to
#let my computer read to me i cant fucking pay attention for long enough so i just have to accept that from here on out ill have to
#physically read papers aloud which i hate so much. its the only way i can fucking understand things and it still makes me feel dumb bc ill
#somehow still space out while reading and have to reread like 4 times before i understand wtf is being said. it takes forever and it takes
#energy and i dont like talking very much and it also restricts me to only being able to read at home which is frustrating
#and im like i need to stop my brain from distracting myself with things that dont matter and my counselor is like: ur ocd is trying to make
#work ur whole life and im like yeah thats how i got it. its the only way i can keep swimming with the non dyslexics
#so its like wtf do i do? i kinda have to take the hit and make work my whole life rn. morn the loss of other things for a while
#i dunno im still a bummer rn. like im probably coming off as more an asocial freak than normal bc its hard to talk ans maintain conversation
#rn. but whatever. sometimes things just suck and theres nothing u can do abt it but accept it and move on. ill learn lots of things with all
#the reading i have to do and that's never a bad thing ...no matter how much i dont give a fuck abt animals
#like jesus. i could not even begin to give a fuck about like 95% of mammals. fish r cool tho. plants too
#but microbes is where its at. i dont understand y ppl dont understand how cool they r. oh well ill just have to tell them
#if i can find my fucking enthusiasm. ugh i have to make one of my classes read a paper and i have to work with someone abt find it. she
#works with like rabbits. i refuse to assign a mammal paper. i fucking refuse. we will do plants or microbes or fucking paleontology
#i will fight her on this. ugh. light filtering or orchid speciation would b perfect. annoying
#at least i get to work with some culturs this week
#unrelated
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