#but instead i lay on my bed

[i-am-cesear]

I wanna buy flowers to a pretty guy so badly right now. Maybe I'll get one to myself, I don't know any guys

#ok cesear #i just really wanna buy something #and make people happy #but instead i lay on my bed #i need to write though

[oobbbear]

The fact that horse hoof is just one giant thumb haunts me everyday

#bearz rambling tag #I lay down #in ma cozy little bed #and brain says #hey #do ya still remember that bone fact #the horse one #I can’t sleep #I think about horse leg #just being a giant thumb #the mental image of #instead of hoof #they have just one big human finger #at the of their leg #I CANT sleep #my thoughts huants me #I’m scared

[astraystayyh]

this feels like ive been shot in the arm the fact that hyunjin wanted to cover the moonlight which usually has soft, comforting connotations, like even the gentle light was too much for him at the time and he wanted someone warm to be there with him please hold me

#im wounded im laying on my bed staring at the ceiling #i cant #my baby #like i dont think ive ever read about someone wanting to cover the moonlight #usually it’s wanting it to filter in like a flicker of hope in the darkest night #im not talking specifically about hyunjin here but this concept is so fascinating to me #like are the shadows too strong that the moon pales in comparison to them #or is it because u are too deep in ur despair that u dont want to see the light and be reminded of what u wish for yet cannot grasp #so instead he’s asking for a person to be there in the darkness with him #not telling him it’d be better just sitting there and existing with him #HYUNJIN’S MIND IS SO FASCINATING TO ME I NEED TO KNOW #i need a 5 hours long convo with this man about his songs alone 😭😭😭

[meownotgood]

I ordered the aki cologne from otaku scents... and it arrived today...

it has a very cologne-y scent, basically it smells very much like a traditional masculine cologne... I sprayed some on my pillow and it's almost sweet at first, or sweet if you take a very deep breath in, but after it's lingered it has a faint but clean smell. distinctly sharp but subtle. the smell is comforting, it's soft and mature at the same time... a very crisp and pleasant scent... definitely something I could picture aki wearing I think... like an every-day sort of cologne? haha

#been just laying in bed sniffing my pillow like a weirdo since I got home from work #I was still a bit upset about not being able to order the offical aki cologne #so I decided to try this instead #and... I believe it was worth it #this scent has a lot of the same ingredients as the official one so it's likely to be similar #maybe idk how perfumes work lol #gonna spray some more on my pillow before I sleep tonight and see if I rest better #sniff sniff. aki smell...... sniff.... sniff #aki <3

[boxheadpaint]

#exhausting to wake up every morning with chest and abdominal discomfort because of ambient anxiety (?) #anxiety=pain=anxiety=pain=etc i think #im tempted to just bring my computer to bed and lay there instead but i would need to clean room first #and also of course laying down all the time is bad. maybe i cam take an aspirin

[keii]

I guess I never uploaded my unfinished Yoosung bday art I did last year... yeah... he deserves better.

#i still like this tbh LOL but it's on my pc computer instead of my ipad... #too lazy to go and transfer it atm #tbh i kinda like some of the old cgs of yoosung bc he looks less rigid.. like the one where he's laying in bed looking at his phone #the bday art he had last year wasn't bad! the art was still nice #but my god... no where near as good as the others HAHA #if cheritz needs a dedicated yoosung artist... me... i'm ready HAHA #art #wip #yoosung #yoosung kim #mystic messenger #mysme #mm #fanart #digital art #artists on tumblr #killamonart #bummie

[purgartical]

that thing where they start out back to back on opposite sides of the bed but end up like this by the time the sun rises

#yorunix #valorant #valorant yoru #valorant phoenix #art #my art #my valorant fanart #i was working on the kiss meme but i ended up doing this instead lol #sometthing something yoru either wakes up and shoves phoenix off the bed #OR he shrugs and lays his head back down #also surprise surprise purgs is drawing more sleepingcouples

[iguessitsjustme]

#only friends #only friends the series #only friends series #ofts #I should be getting ready for work but I made this instead #I’m still laying in bed I don’t wanna get up that sounds awful #I’m gonna have to speed run my morning in order to get to work on time #worth it though

[milkweedman]

Some spinning today. This was a batt that I put together ages ago, sadly forgot to take a picture of it before I stripped and pre-drafted the last little bit. One of those spins where I really wasn't intending to spin so finely but the wool wants what the wool wants.

Tentatively planning on spinning two other plies out of this batt, which I got at flock and fiber last year. Not sure if I'll have enough, but the original batt was pretty small so it should be fine.

I dont know how anyone plans out spins in advance. I always just end up spinning whatever I feel like/whatever the wool seems to want, and then scramble to figure out plying options right at the end lol.

#spinning #handspun yarn #wool batt #my right knee has decided that not only is there no way to position it that isnt super painful nonstop #but in fact that theres no way to position it that doesnt let it dislocate or hyperextend #got sick of laying in bed being in agony so instead i am sitting in the basement spinning with my other leg #still being in agony #it is at least much quieter down here. stairs suck so bad though

[twilighthappiness]

(c.) ideallyadored

March Promo !

☆: Hi hello, first of all— I'm Aeriko! To start, bullet points aren't really my style but it's the easiest way for me to deliver bite-sized chunks of info?

☆: I primarily yume Albedo and Tsumugi, with the rest being linked here.

☆ I use she/her, but I don't really mind which pronouns are used on me.

☆: This blog also serves as a mishmash of my writing and serves as a way to brush up my japanese a little, but I hope the tags are easy enough to navigate, on that note—

☆: I enjoy writing imagines!! They're tagged under (まるでの夢) , it makes me glad that people are enjoying them and I hope you'll continue to support my writing. 応援してください！

☆: Other than my f/os, I love all celestial bodies (planets, stars, moons, the sun), and lots of different anime.

☆: My main interests currently are Enstars, Genshin, TWST and recently.. Link Click (Shiguang Dailiren)

picrew (c.) me and my self-insert/oc, eria ☆

☆: I really like seeing oc x canon, and personally use it interchangeably with my yumeships. I especially do like seeing others' ships as well!

☆: I don't bite :3 But please do come to me first because my anxiety basically stops me from fully interacting with a person (although this notion can be overcome from time to time from the fact that I like people! and particularly, learning more about them :3c )

#IT'S STILL WORDY ASJDKSJ #saying “I enjoy” instead of “I love” because imagines are usually an outcome from that love #(夢みたい) #selfship #selfshipping community #selfship promo #selfshipping promo #to my own chagrin: I'm far too sentimental and hold moments very dearly — I don't think that's necessarily a flaw at first #until you're laying in bed.. suffocating from the natural cruelty of this world.. an ache in your chest for a pain left unsaid

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

why yes, voices in my head, i Will take a nap at 3 pm

#snzzzzzz snz snzzzzzzzzz #if anyone tells you you cant take a nap at the worst time of day #they are lying. cut them out of your life. you dont need that energy #ruin your day <3 nap in the afternoon <3 doesnt matter if you already had a full 12 hours of sleep <3 #getting cozy is an all day event #and babeyyyy im about to Snuggle In #without a blanket because its hot up here but yk #the one con of having a loft bed smh... heat rises.... #absolutely unprompted #hopefully i wake up before 10 pm! We Will See!!!! #at least im actually getting into bed this time instead of just laying on the floor #it fucked up my neck and back a lil too much last time so Mattress It Is #snz snzz snzzzzzzz eepy time #highschool me: no sleep ever. running on fumes always all the time #me now - unemployed and unenrolled: Sleeping Always #had a wild dream last night actually #it included an alien invasion / a timeloop (not mine) / building fire / endless museum labyrinth / the doctor & tardis for some reason #good times! very fun! #i vaguely remember there being a Horror element! my life was in danger! festive! #but it wasnt a death dream so yk. bonus! well. it wasnt to me #guy who lived the timeloop said we all died at least once so ig it was.... anyway! snzzz!

[skydigiblogs]

ykw i just realized i haven't actually posted about the shit i liked about ghost game and i was thinking about like.

gammamon and gulusgammamon's relationship today???

the resolution of that whole thing really made me and my system happy, because one of us was literally in the middle of writing an essay about how no one ever does the "superpowered evil side" trope right, yeah?

ghost game is literally the only time i think they've ever done it alright from a system's perspective

mostly because while yeah, that whole conflict comes to a head at the climax of the series, it also doesn't end in some annoying shit where either gammamon Learns To Control His Evil Side (functionally destroying gulus) or Finds A Better Higher Power (technically he does as siriusmon but), he just goes DUDE YOU NEED TO CHILL and gulus grumpily obliges after getting the shit kicked out of him.

i'm pretty sure i've seen a few systems right more in-depth posts about this here on tumblr but like... yeah...

gammamon system my beloved

#sky talks #digimon #digimon ghost game #i was tempted to fold a shitpost into this but decided to separate it out into its own post because i do want to seriously like #bring this up #also yes if you're wondering i was thinking about this because of the gray matter fancomic #which is fleshing this out in a way that i am SOOO excited for #was literally laying in bed last night kicking my feet thinking about how excited i am to see how they handle kaus and wezen #girlies (gender neutral) will literally fantasize about positive plural representation instead of going to sleep #it's me i'm girlies (gender neutral) #i'm going to continue my gray matter fancomic propaganda for a while probably and i'm not sorry #it's a good fancomic #but yeah when we first finished GG we were fucking screaming about siriusmon vs regulusmon #BY THE WAY #THE STAR WE CALL SIRIUS? #IS ACTUALLY TWO STARS ORBITING ONE ANOTHER #SIRIUS A AND SIRIUS B #i'm absolutely feral about that note in the context of gammamon's system by the way #like from the first time we saw gulus our system was freakingg out and desperately praying that it wouldn't end in some stupid shit #(stupid shit defined here as Singlet Weirdness) #AND THEN BANDAI ACTUALLY KIND OF STUCK THE LANDING #LIKE YEAH WE GET THE FIGHT BETWEEN THE TWO BUT GHOST GAME'S DEDICATION TO THE THEME OF “NOT EVERYTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS” #EVEN EXTENDED TO FUCKING SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG'S DRAGONSONA #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #you know that one image of the person on their hands and knees biting something and tearing it apart like a dog? #that's me with gamma and gulus #god

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

I know y’all follow me for South Park Insanity, but I have a personal PCE win to share

(Medical and ED stuff mentioned so below the cut)

I mentioned a while back that for the past few months I’ve been struggling with lack of appetite and inability to keep anything down, steadily devolving into malnutrition and being legitimately scared about it. And try as I had been, I have had no energy to make progress and have only gotten worse. Early in the morning after another sleepless night and after involuntarily throwing up the only food I’d been able to eat for a few days at 1 am, I finally dragged my broke uninsured ass to the emergency room as soon as it opened, shaking and dizzy and scared out of my mind.

Y’all. The doctors and the nurses were so helpful and patient even as I was actively panicking, listening to the root cause of it all, administering zofran and hooking me to what’s apparently called a “banana bag” with every vitamin imaginable bc IT TURNS OUT my ass is deficient in SO MUCH SHIT. I felt the best I have in months after discharge, all day. I even had the energy to spend the day on the couch with my partner instead of lying in bed PLUS THE ENERGY TO GO FOR A FUCKING WALK AFTER EATING A SOLID MEAL (and drinking a shit ton of orange juice ofc) while we waited for my scrip to be filled!!! I genuinely don’t remember the last time I was able to just leisurely enjoy the sun and grass.

And bonus: I got a prescription for an anti nausea medication and apparently a side effect is drowsiness (so I have a few days off work to adjust to that which I got mixed feelings about) so I might actually get some sleep coming up!

I’m a huge hypocrite I know, but listen to your body when you need outside help. It’s scary and hard but I feel worlds better already. 💚

#take care of yourself #not sp #personal #probable ed tw #medical shit #I ate TWO!!! ACTUAL FULL MEALS TODAY and they’re STAYING DOWN #though I’m so fucking worried about medical bills but hey that’s a problem for when I’m more solidly recovered #and my partner was so stoked that I actually hung out with him instead of laying in bed all day #I’ve put him through so much with my mental and physical health I’m so glad I can stop doing that #he went with me to Walgreens and when I finally got out of that long ass line he had procured a basket of my favorite drinks #and easy on the stomach stuff because he knows I’ll want to start slow #I want to cry bc I genuinely don’t remember feeling this okay since maybe last October #stay winning #all I need now if for my beloved Sickfic Queen to make her triumphant return #RANT gorlie healing arc

[lovedazai]

thinking ab stealing dazai’s headphones so i can tie ribbons on them :<

#⸝⸝˚₊💬﹕mai speaks #i want to do black ones so we could match !! #i wish he was here distracting me from work n trying to get me to go to bed w him :( #its so unfair he isnt laying on my chest so i can play w his hair #i want to brush his bangs back n kiss him all over #but instead i’ll keep working away…..sigh </3

[hecateisalesbian]

I am so. Bad. At packing.

#Instead of packing I am just. #Laying #down #in my bed

[dollya-robinprotector]

I didn't believe in those corny smut scenarios where character accidentally stripping their clothes while sleeping, conveniently while lying next to their love interest. I believed that's impossible.

...Until today I did it myself. Luckily I slept alone.

#for the context I was really tired #not drunk #just tired #collapsing on the bed and sleep immediately after I got home and then there's a black out #it's fucking summer #so instead of waking up I just drowsily get rid of my clothes while still sleeping i guess #so that's how it works #hmmmm #PC #insist on just cuddling Robin only to strip and hump Robin in their sleep #Robin my poor sweer boy doesn't know what to do so he just laying still and blushing and clenching and arousing and and #boyyyyyy #I sure love to make this little boy toy suffer #robin the orphan #dol pc