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jerseyghost · 5 months

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..kate bush.... ... kate moss.... what about kate leaf ? kate dirt, maybe ? why does no one care

#kate giant sycamore tree #i feel really and truly fine tonigjt #DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYINF THIS IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME

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databent · 2 months

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[pained wailing emoji]

#.pdf #rd #THE REST OF THIS IS JSUT ME WHINING. FEEL FREE TO IGNORE #i dont wanna go to work ‼️‼️‼️ i feel like i am nearing a breaking point i am sofucking burnt out #every time i go to work. my brain gets Scary at me. stresses me out. dont like it ☹️#im supposedto be going in tonigjt but im dreading it sososo much #my work hour options have changed from “fully flexible” to “7am-9pm only” whcih yeah i know that doesnt sound that bad. but i have non-24 #(circadian rhythm disorder that makes me sleep progressively later every day circling fully around the clock over ~3 weeks or so)#and bcos of it often i have to force myself out of bed in what my body thinks may as well be the middle of the night just to get to work #and then i dont ever get enough time to recover from that to actually let my sleep fall back into its natural schedule wjich is the only #time i feel properly rested. so essentially im chronically sleep deprived which is making me chronically stressed and way less productive #i just reslly really want to fucking save up a little money and just Not work for a week or two. bjt. with my sleep bullshit i cant really #work enough to be able to put anything aside. at all #so. kind of an unrealistic desire i guess. lol #ive been feeling like this ever since like early january when i was told i ahve to stick to a more normal schedule. & its only getting worse #idont know i just wishthere was something i could do that was fully flexible on timing but also doesnt havw the kind of workload that would-#-stress me out like basically anything with longer-term projects so ykmow Most flexible schedule jobs.#i do have one thing in mind i could do on my own but its dumb and probably wouldnt make much money and has startup costs i cant afford rn..

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darkvveb · 2 years

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soooooo many thoughts rn and all of them would piss people off <3

#social media during pride month makes me feel rabid. im gonna start biting and ripping #except not really. im going to be normal and go to sleep. so i can keep going about my life #was going to keep typing some thoughts but theyre angry ones and im not trying to start shit tonigjt #so i will now take my farewell #its way to late at night for this #txt

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writingstoraes · 1 year

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hard liquor, hard launch 🥃

pairing: charles leclerc/fem!reader

type: instagram imagine/social media au

notes: not proofread and not revised so please expect errors hehehe please lmk what u think by replying or messaging and if u wanna be part of my taglist! <3

about: charles goes out drinking with friends and he "accidentally" reveals you, when you were supposed to be lowkey

charles_leclerc

liked by pierregasly, arthurleclerc, isahernaez, and 1,056,333 others

charles_leclerc I miss my baby so muxh plsaee come pick me up i should not have drsnk tonight yourusername pick me uppp now plsease!

arthurleclerc I guess we're done with the soft-launches now?

pascale_leclerc Why are you joking at a time like this go help your brother!

charlitoferrari IS CHARLES DRUNK AND DOING A GIRLFRIEND REVEAL????

cl16f1 girllll i knowwww all this time mans has been hiding his girl from us 😭

pierregasly I know I should be a good friend and take away his phone but he's giggling while typing it is a sight to see

landonorris Help him??? Give him another shot!!!

charles_leclerc

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charles_leclerc YES OKAY! I hav a girlffiend. Weve been togehrer for about a year now so the whiskey whispered to me tonigjt to introduce her to you guys ❤️❤️❤️ Je taime babyyyy yourusername

yourusername charles i am on my way give someone else your phone amour :)

lilymhe Props to you for acting so cool when we all know you're sprinting towards the door while on a call with us

yourusername idk maybe tell your boyfriend to confiscate my boyfriend's phone!!!!!

sainzmyhero AWWW SHE SAID MY BOYFRIEND

danielricciardo Dont know what's about to go down the paddock in the next few days but I'm sure the PR team of Ferrari is going to have a field day 🤣

charles_leclerc

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charles_leclerc My red girl ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ PS. Shes mine and if anyone tries anyjthing funny, I will race you 🏎

ferrarilover this is so amusing bye

charleschampion Who knew drunk Charles was very affectionate

carlossainz55 Oh he is

isahernaez And how do you know that???

pierregasly You do not wanna know, Isa

yourusername

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yourusername package secured, charles is at home and asleep after all the ruckus he caused tonight 🤦‍♀️ anyway now that the jig is up, i guess no more being lowkey for us then hahaha let's all wait for him to wake up tomorrow with a headache and vow to never drink again 🫶 for what it's worth, i love you too, charles_leclerc! forever & always 🤍

also thanks to pierre for taking this picture, charles has lost his balance halfway home! he was so heavyyyy lol

carlossainz55 I am really going to miss the "Take a picture of me but don't show my face!" era 😔

landonorris I have so many videos of Charles you can use to blackmail him, Y/N

yourusername such a tempting offer

landonorris Im serious I have it from all angles

ilpredestinato How does it feel to have Charles as a boyfriend

yourusername very eventful :')

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tagging: @slytherheign pls watch f1 this is ur sign

notes: how do you guys like it so far? lmk what u think! tysm for reading ♡

#formula 1 insta au #formula 1 social media au #f1 fanfic #f1 imagine #f1 x reader #f1 instagram au #charles leclerc insta au #charles leclerc x female reader #charles leclerc x you #charles leclerc x reader #charles leclerc #formula 1

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imeverywoman420 · 1 year

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i love yall heres bob the squirrel chapter 1

i said i wwsnt gonna do it tonigjt bc im delirious from scurvy and sleep deprivation but heres your fuckin bed time story. No glasses on rigjt now. I gotta be honest this is a really jagged beginning of the story i feel like its missing a lot of context. But it could be a pulp fiction type deal.

#Bob the squirrel #Vn

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todaysjustme · 1 year

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Every time something exiting happens I can feel how everyones just so happy and pumped with energy, or something… exited I guess. So when it happens and there are people everywhere being happy… and I’m here. No feeling of fulfillment. I do things in a hope that one day I’ll feel fulfilled afterwards. That feeling of hope and naivete is what I miss. That happiness that forms. Or something like that I guess. I don’t really know anymore. I feel so empty. Don’t most people though.. but thats the thing. Everyone around me seems to have everything figured out. Everyone seems happy. I bet theyre not. But what if they are? What if I’m the odd one? Why am I so odd? So weird? Why am I so fucking aaahahhhsgwuwhwuajqnqiahaj blahnlahblahablabaijanajabfuuuxccckkkkkkkkk silly goofy I hate myself and I feel bad for anyone who ever has to ineteract with me. I will forever be nothing but a distraction for other people. I’m the comic relief. I cannot provide comfort. I don’t give good advice and make poor choices. If it were not for the people around me I would be a hollow shell of simpleness looking for something to make me happy. I’d wonder. Or not. Or I’d stay in one place and never move. I’d get comfortable and never venture outside of it. I do not take initiative unless I’ve been instructed to and I feel confident enough to do it. I make myself look dumb and want people to see me but when they do I get scared. I hate it when I contridict what Ii’vr said before because of the stress and panic it causes me but I do it all the time. i hate all the things others do and then do them myself. i do not know whether I am a bad or good person and I honestly don’t want to know. i just want to be a person. And I am. I’m just another kid trying to make their way through their like and… I hate it. I hate how nothing I do is original. My therapist is contestantly compairing me to other teens “its a normal thing” its normal to be what I am. So everyone goes trough thiss?? I dont know I dont know i dong wany to know my head hurts shit I wrote that lasyvthing twice man I’ve watched too much bohavk horase man tonigjt i think. Maybe that shows bad for my mental helth. YEaaaaahhh lets blame all mh midnight doubts on a show and now how I feell dissapointed in myself and how I act or feella nd and and I relacete to that dumbb shoe alll the tome and hoe I’m dumb and I feel dumb and I paint myslef as this dumb person so no one actually sees me as smaaty or expects anything from me but I dint know if it actually works so I’m here thinking oooohhhhh evertone seess me as a dumb dumbby anddnawaaaaaaaaa and and I don’t understand how people can idolize me. Me. I mean like out of all people me??? I the worst person to idolize. i meen thats a lie but like I suck. Im so dddumb and and I’m shitty. People don’t know it but I am. i cant think for myslef and instead of defending myself I just agree and and ewwwwwwwww im not saying ssubmitt and and I jussyy Well I don’t defend myslef Imm a loosserr that has never actually put up boundaries and I run from everything.and and I don’t see my brother as a prtson i kneo I should I yes i should hes a huamn with his own personality its just, he’s always been my little brother I don’t understand whats so hard for me to process that he too has his own tjoughts and doubts ams is not just like me. And how he doesn’t need his dreams trampoled like mom did me and and nhow I shouldn’t point out all the bads things about myslef onto him and even though he may be hard to communicate withq and understand sometimes I need to knoe… oh.. I losy it.. what Do I need to know? I dont know.. he’s a person. And I god omg I I’m jutst likr my mom. I treat my bbrotger the way my mom treats me sometimes. The way that I hate. The way she points out all the bad tjingd when I propose idea sI want to do. The way she i yhink unitentionally talks me out of everything. So Much so that I dont do anything anymore. All my original chances have gonr. And now I have nothing.. my head hurts. Holly shiiittt I just scrolled to see how much I wrote and woaah its s l

#holy shit I hit the mliimit 😧#i think ziz had things on mh minf #i remmeber while writing this i trhought of a tag to put but i gorget now #i watched too much bojavk horseman snd I’m blaming all of this on thst shpw #because I take the personallity of showss or people and yoink thrm lukr theitvminr now and no onr (my mom) believes me and and shes like #thaats noy ture your lieeing #why would you dobthst #you dont have personality dissordte #I LEARN EVERYTHING I DO FROM MY MOM BECAUSE I HAVENT HAD ANY THING OF MYSELF MY ENTIRE LIFE SHES KEPTS ME RIGHT BESIDE HER EVEN THE TIMES #EVEN WHEN I TRIED TO BRANCH OUT AND NOW IM TOO SCARED TO DO THAT SND AND #I BLAME HERRRR #No i don thats a alie #yes I do blame hsr #but i dondgt at the dsame time #no im not making the tags s hard to sewrch to this is harder to find silly disolly why woulf you yjink that

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foolishly-snowy · 3 years

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What are the prerequisites to making one of those posts that's just like "here's my PayPal babes 😍 thanx"

Literally sometimes I just see like "I'm depressed please give me money" well I want to die do I get money too

Edit: this is rhetorical btw I don't actually care or genuinely want any pity money myself I'm just goin off

#i just fuckin hate those posts #its also a lot of minorities and stuff which i get they can have it tough but why use that as a reason to ask the internet for money #that doesnt seem right at all?? whatever #im probably gonna get hate for this #just another one of my bad opinions that i should have kept to myself #unrelated but i hella wanna hurt myself rn how fucked up is that its been like 3 years since i done that shit #but im really feeling it tonigjt #my thighs looking extra bare tonight lol

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m0th-rambles · 3 years

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Owiegsh moots asleep again

#didnt jnow id be sad over jigen tonigjt but here i am #im probably just tired but eigshshsj #i really want to fall asleep against jigen #fingers in my hair #or just jigen holding me really tight #anyone else every get like that when they iverthink about their cc and then you feel a missing weight on you where theh shluld be?#yeah rhats me rn #eiysgshs jigen please be real rn/j #lupin f/os #familial f/o

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isa-ah · 5 years

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me, dumbass: considers texting my.mom because im very upset right now and i know she won't answer cos it's like 2am there but y'know.

me, instead: scrolls thru her facebook album at how happy she is w my stepdad and brothers and what a cute family they are and how old my brothers are getting completely removed from me and how both of them stopped talking to me after I came out and they replied with "well mom is really worried about you so I don't think it's a good thing for you to be... but I still want you to be in my life." cue utter radio silence for months immediately after.

#i feel bad! i feel really really bad!#my brothers probabky occupy the highest tierbin my heart #i would move heaven and earh for them #and realizing all at once that they stopped talking to e and why #and that theyre growing up on the other side of the country completely alienated from me #feels #really bad #but at the same time im so anxious to face them #i don't want them to be disappointed in me or disdainful od me #but my moms made sure! shes made sure they know how evil us trans gays are!#just had to make sure yknow thst her favorite little bastard cant corrupt her real kids #sorry im really losing it tonigjt!! haha #i feel ugly inside and out #im an ugly fucking person #god

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daffodilashley · 4 years

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Isn’t it funny that I really want a relationship and I want to be loved, but as soon as anyone shows interest in me I run away? THATS on having an unhealthy relationship with love and never having a healthy relationship modeled for you 🤙

#its sad but its true #i wanna be in love!#im so lonely!#but everytime i try im scared away from it #i literally could have been in a relationship rn but i was too scared to try #and its scary #because every once in a while i remember that im asexual #and i remember that that’s not okay with everyone #and being away from brandeis doesnt help!#also!#i selfishly want to be validated #ive been feeling really insecure about my social interactions lately #like ive felt really awkward and i question everything i say #so i just wanna be validated and told that people genuinely like me #it truly be emo hours tonigjt

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persephonaae · 5 years

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If u wanna ask stuff to my aesthetic blog tonight while I’m still awake for a bit that’s totally all good but like remember I’m 21 and I really wouldn’t like if anyone 18 or younger was sending me asks there since they tend to get a bit mor e risqué (fancy word hehe)

#jusf feeling good tokningt #im cute and i want u to onow that #someone showed me pics of his puppy tonigjt st the bar but like je was the only person really payin attention to me #which wsd wack! im a catch!#antway i bet anyone awake catches mh drift #me saying stuff

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drella · 4 years

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i love shaking all the fucking time

#three cheers for familiar tremors!#i took. a propanolol a little bit ago but im still shaky and im impatient :)#i feel awful lol i hate this feeling so much #also my nose stuffy as fuck #and. today been #ugh idk #not a bad day but like god ive been so depressed lately #and idk what 2 do abt ittttttttttttt #i have so much fucking homework tonigjt and my stop motion project is going really poorly lol #like. i movie sucks for stop motion and idk how to edit any of the pics and i dont feel like paying for an app #i just wanna go to bed #em.txt

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boygirlbowie · 2 years

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#hmm #my mom hit me for the first time #kinda. hmmm. tonigjt #feel like exploding and feel like this is my fault and feel like dying and feel so guilty #i also puked bc. thats what happens when i feel really bad. and now im just sitting on the bathrook floor shaking and listening to music #rook talks

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