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kaleb-is-definitely-sane · 1 year

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Asks

@princess-paramour you sent me a bunch of asks (and said you were sorry cause it was all of them; i don’t believe you’re sorry btw 😂) but i somehow lost it so here they are

what song makes you feel better? We All Need Jesus by Danny Gokey ft Koryn Hawthorne

what’s your feel-good movie? Enola Holmes

what’s your favorite candle scent? Anything semisweet or semiearthy

what flower would you like to be given? Sweet William. They symbolize love, affection, passion, admiration, finesse, gallantry and heartbreak/lost love.

who do you feel most you around? My family (moms side), friends at church and my moots

say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical). I’ve heard a lot of girls say they like guys who are tall, dark and handsome. Well I’m a 5’7” African American who has gorgeous parents soo 😊. Nonphysical — I’m socially aware, I’m doing well in my relationship with Jesus and I’m accepting of people who are different from me 💜

what color brings you peace? Turquoise

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good. @princess-paramour, @ell0ra-br3kk3r, @lucyandethel, @slyth3rin-princess, @mad-elia, @innerloverpainter, @illusiono, @steveharringtonlovesme, @hopefulmillennial, @george-weasleys-girl, @thebestieyoureinlovewith, @jahbutterflykisses331, @quickslvxr, @diorgirl444

what calms you down? Breathing

what’s something you’re excited for? Ima maybe see my aunt during Easter break ♥️

what’s your ideal date? Eating out, walking together, laughing together

how are you? I’m alive and blessed so I suppose i can’t complain

what’s your comfort food? Ice Cream Cake 🎂

favorite feel-good show? Family Reunion on Netflix

for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word. @princess-paramour you gotta give me some emojis first 😂

compliment the person who sent you this number. Kate you are absolutely marvelous. You’re kind, chill, funny, hot cute, flirty — everyone who knows you is blessed. Whether they know it or not

fairy lights or LED lights? Fairy Lights are just so much more magical

do you still love stuffed animals? Absolutely (i’ll send you a picture of Zsofia if you want)

most important thing in your life? Jesus, my friends/mutuals and my family.

what do you want most in the world right now? World Peace ✌🏿

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

what would you say to your future self? We can stay forever young.

favorite piece of clothing? Hoodies!! I know it’s a stereotype that boys love hoodies (and girls love to steal them) but i absolutely love my hoodies 🥰

what’s something you do to de-stress? Get on Tumblr, talk to you, pray, read et cetera

what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

what movie would you want to live in? Enola Holmes

which character would you want to be? Tewkesbury ♥️. Like him I’m a lover rather than a fighter but I can still get tough if i — or even worse someone i love — am threatened

hugs or hand-holding? I heard on a survey that one thing girls wished their boyfriends/husbands would do more is hold their hand. I, however, am horrified to do so. I want to but i get scared out of my mind. Irl my like biggest fear in relationships is being to forward (which is absurd honestly cause i feel like everyone on the planet if more forward than me). But hugging is something i always have felt comfortable do. My… “ex” (in quotes cause technically we didn’t date and she technically she had a boyfriend but like… 🤷🏾) actually said she was obsessed and in love with my hugs so… ♥️

morning, afternoon or night? Afternoon for sure (only time im not sleepy)

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)? Pictures of autumn; sweaters; deer; creeks; books

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tellmetheteruth · 5 years

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The GazettE in Dallas personal Live Report

I've never written one of these for a show i've been to so excuse me if it's clumsy. My concert buddies and I were aiming to get to the venue in the a.m. hours but Brittney and I took so long on hair and makeup that we didn't get there until noon. Oops.

It was Ridiculously hot and sweaty outside and I am not from Texas, i'm from near Seattle so i'm not used to it. And i didnt bring sunblock. My bf brought me some partway through the day but I still got a little burned. Met a lot of friends in the line that helped make it feel less than the 6 and a half hour wait it was. Signed the banner for the band and some Birthday cards for Reita.

The WT19 Documentary staff walked by with the camera and actually interviewed me! I thought I did well but my friends later teased me to death about talking too much and telling my whole life story so idk;;;; I still hope they use a bit of it because I didn't get in the WT16 dvd at all even though I went to LA.

I was VIP so the early entry was a lifesaver. Managed to be near the front of the merch line and actually snagged a Kai and an Uruha bear keychain. Ruki was sold out before I even saw it and Reita sold out a few people in front of me. I also got a tshirt and a hoodie but it was the bears I was REALLY hoping really bad I could get because I didn't own any yet.

And I still managed to get a really good spot after so I'm glad I didn't feel pressured to skip the merch line in favor of a spot. I wasn't directly at the barricade, i had probably 3 or 4 people in front of me. But to me it was perfect because I could see all the members without craning my neck instead of just the one close to me, and I was still way close enough to see all their beautiful faces in detail.

I don't rememeber the setlist in order whatsoever but other people posted it so. Anyway. Falling was Awesome and the first song after the intro. I was mostly distracted in awe just to be standing so close to them all. At the last show I couldn't afford VIP and I was stuck way up in a balcony. So this was just Surreal to me.

A lot of the middle is such a blur but I remember feeling like I had never smiled so wide in my whole entire life and no matter what they played I would have been happy. I was even So excited to hear Filth in the Beauty even though I usually complain about how overplayed it is. I know they played Dogma, which I heard at the last tour of course, but it was Way better being this close and personal.

Aoi is increadibly magnetic and attractive. There's no way to explain it. It's not just that he's hot- mind you, of course he Is, but.. something about him. The way he carries himself. Its hard to take your eyes off of him. The rest is pretty much what other people say, confirmed. Uruha makes a lot of Weird faces, especially during solos. But its super cute. Ruki has not gotten Any better at dancing and I wouldn't have it any other way. Kai is all smiles. Reita's always bobbing his head with the music like a little parakeet. I don't know what to say. Its all so much more touching being there to see it up close.

The last song of the encore was Tomorrow Never Dies and I was just.. crying the whole time honestly. Any final song would be a little emotional but they had to choose That one. It defeinitely got to me.

After the show VIP was immediately lining up for the meet and greet and I was confused about where to go. But we found it. I waited and took some post-show selfies with Brittney. The whole experience was just.. even more special being with my best friend after so long.

-The meet and greet.-

It was. Interesting. I was not prepared.

The line moved a lot faster than I was expecting and before I knew it my boyfriend pointed out that they were right there and Holy Shit he was right. I needed to get my gifts out of my bag and ready Pronto, because I made Ruki a drawing on the plane and I made Uruha a cute little gift bag with specially made stickers, a kitkat and a note I wrote him. (I wanted something for everyone but work got in the way and I ran out of time..) ANYWAY my baggie for Uruha got caught in the zipper of my purse. Like. Really caught bad. The line was still moving. Panic ensued. My boyfriend was behind me so i asked him to help if he could. He couldn't get it.

Then Aoi was right in front of me. The caught present would have to wait for later. I don't remember exactly what I said. A stammering excited ramble while we clasped hands. He was an amazing guitarist, beautiful, things like that. He makes eye contact. They all make good eye contact but especually Aoi. They all have soft warm hands. But each handshake passes in the blink of an eye before I can process it. My brain is a scrambled mess.

Reita. I thank him and pause briefly to think of something personal I can actually say to him. I gave an enthusiastic "You Rock", to which he smiles and agrees with a nod. "Yes!", he says. It was really cute. Probably could have said something more meaningful but at least i'm sure he understood me. Mostly everyone else got an incoherent mess of trying to say as much as I could in such a brief time period.

Ruki. I totally forget I have a present for him by the way. Im holding his hands and busy being Dazzled at how gorgeous he is in person. It's incredible. I tell him he's an amazing singer and i've always looked up to him. Throw in a few other compliments in the fleeting moment before I have to move on. Not sure how much he understands but he smiles and thanks me a couple times.

Kai. He's just glowing and beaming. Smiles so bright. Its very cute. I tell him hes an awesome drummer. I honestly forget what else I said. As I was moving between him and Uruha I remembered Uruhas stuck present. And that made me remember I was supposed to give Ruki a present. Oh shit. Panic. Reach in my bag and slide the piece of paper across the table to him. "Sorry! This is for you!" I don't mean to be chaotic I just really want him to have it. Luckily its my own boyfriend I interrupted his meeting with. Ruki seems amused and thanks me again. Hopefully he actually is and doesnt think i'm rude.

Fiddling with the god damned stuck gift bag as I step over to Uruha in a panic. Eyes wide. Stop to shake his hands. No freaking clue what I even ramble out to him I forget. Im panicking over the present because I dont have long til I have to go. I let go of his hands to fiddle with it again because I Really want him to have it. I worked really hard on it. I realize last second that i can just pull the gifts Out of the little baggie and drop them out on the table in front of him in a panic. "Kit-kat.." I drop it. He thanks me. Im sure I look like a mess. Not sure if he's frightened or flatterd by my determination as the staff starts to try to usher me along. "Stickers-!" I say as I put those down too. Really not sure he even understood what that meant. He might just think its a drawing. Don't know. But he of course thanks me. The poor staff lady is tapping at my shoulder trying to get me to leave. I still have the notecard that has to go with the stickers. I'm apologizing repeatedly to everyone involved as I finally get that to him as well and leave as quickly as possible so as to not cause chaos or hold up the line.

I get outside and meet back up with Brittney and my boyfriend who of course think the whole ordeal was Hilarious. I am mortified and I hope Uruha doesn't think i'm a lunatic. I like to tell myself he probably just thought it was funny but I have no way to know.

We all go to waffle house because its late and we are all starving. My boyfriend is in awe over how tiny Ruki is and he thinks its adorable. Brittney Genuinely misremembered and thought Ruki was sitting down at the meet and greet even though everyone else was standing?? We laugh our asses off. I'm still embarrassed but overall I had an awesome unforgettable night. I hope I didn't leave too bad of an impression. I'm sorry that was so long, i'm a writer and I like to ramble.

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ns-cookie · 5 years

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First Meet (Patchouli)

First Story (First Meet)

Time: 48 Minutes

Song: U Go Dat By Halogen

Patchouli Belongs to @slashesotron

Warning: Dirty Mind, Rest is mostly Vanilla! Also Maybe OOC? (Im sorry!)

Word Count: 990

Patchouli, a young artist. Usually not one to go outside to buy some small things such as pencils or forks. Well, they needed some pencils to draw and also, started to get a little hungry after a while. They can usually ignore it but when their stomach growled loudly. Glad they were the only one home because that was embarrassing.

Patches slipped on an oversized hoodie, shorts, and sneakers. Let’s make this quick. Walking down to a quick Walmart’s nearby. Patchouli began to look around, letting out a small yawn after a while. It was dark outside, getting close to 9 pm. Maybe they should’ve done this tomorrow? Don’t know who’ll be lurking around here.

I mean, it’s Walmart’s. It’s either you hear good things about it or bad things. Which it’s usually bad things from what Patchouli hears, not bad enough to not come here. “Oh!” They were a little lost in thought for a moment. Patchouli didn’t even notice that they bumped into someone. “I’m sorry miss.” They began to say, the women turned around to them.

Patchouli felt their eyes begin to widen a little. This lady….

“Oh! It’s alright love!” She smiled at them, turning away to continue to shop. Patches blinked twice, don’t know why. But, watching her leave, her appearance, she looked so….what’s the word for it? Patches shake their head, go back to shopping. A lot of beautiful people out there in this world didn’t think they’ll meet one of them just like that.

With a small sigh, they went back to get the things they needed. Which was probably over their budget, yikes. Hope this cute blondie can pay the rent. “This is gonna screw me over...maybe I should put it back?”

They began to ponder about wanting to take most of these back. Sounds tempting, when thinking about it. But, also, they’ll need this stuff later. So, might as well buy it. “Are you ready to pay?” The cashier asked Patches, they bite their lip a little. Really wanting to say no to the man and put everything back.

“I can pay for you? If you want?” A feminine voice caught Patches attention. Glancing over, it was the lady from before. Her glasses were resting on her nose, she had to use her index finger to push them up. How cute. She has such fair dark skin, she’s short but also...well looking her body over, thick~

She’s being nice enough to pay for their things while Patches is eyeing her body. Save the dirty thoughts for later. “It’s fine!” The blonde tried to decline. “It’s okay! I don’t mind paying for you~” She gave them a warm smile. Why did their heart nearly melt from that? Patchouli felt their cheeks heat up a light pink. With a silent nod, the lady got next to them. Paying for her stuff and theirs. How can they thank her when they’re eyes are focused on her cleavage. Does she not realize, that people like them will stare at it? Not like Patches was complaining, this was a perfect view of it.

“There you go!” The lady beamed when they got done paying, used her debit card like this was nothing to buy. She grabbed the bags. Reassuring to Patches quickly that she can carry it for them, along with her stuff. She’s such an angel!

The two walked out of the store. “Where’s your car?” The lady looked around. “I...didn’t bring it with me.” Patchouli looked down to her. The short lady brown eyes glanced up to look into Patches. Why does her appearance feel so...almost unrealistic? People can be beautiful! But she’s really pretty, just, drop dead gorgeous. She has assets that are hot for smothering and cuddles, the perfect women! It just doesn’t feel like, any human they can find will have this but, it's hard to find that sometimes.

“Oh...I can drive you to your home?” She offered them. That sounds good, don’t know who’ll jump out and stab them late this night. Patches accept the offer when heading over to the car. She had a freaking Mercedes...is she rich?

“Whoa….”

“Hmm?” The dark haired lady didn’t see a problem. She simply opened the car door for Patches. Letting them get in and got in as well. Starting up the car, Patches told them where they live. Since it wasn’t that far if they could walk here. It didn’t take her long to get there. Getting out and grabbing their bags, Patches smiled at her.

“Thank you for the ride!”

“No problem, sleep well and have a good night!” She smiled and closed the door. Patches never really got her name, and to be honest. They would love to meet her again. “Wait!” Knocking on the car door, the lady rolled down her window. “What’s your name? I have to see you again!” Patchouli nearly exclaimed.

This surprised the lady. She had to push her glasses up again. “Did I intrigue you?” She smiled now. Well yes-

“U-Uh…”

“That’s a yes.” She took out a card, handing it to Patchouli. “Here, you can call me any time and we can go out!” Patchouli takes it. “Thank you.”

“Of course! Have a good night now!” Patchouli steps back to let her drive away. Just realizing moments later, never told her their name. “Dammit!”

//Did I surprise your night with this? Hope I did! Sorry if it's OOC, but if you like it! Have some more in store. Will post them tomorrow and might make more soon!

Also, I wanted to thank you, reading over your blog helped me out of my dry spout cause I didn't know what to write! Thank you so much!

#my story #akira #my oc #Patchouli #not my oc #sorry if it's ooc

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