#but he just wants somebody to love him

[all-eyes-no-dragon]

Learning shape theory was so great for my art

I was able to make body types for my characters, I found out why I hated Alan's glasses so damn much, I made a cool gargoyle today who is truly the gargoyle of all time someone said he looked like the minion from clash royale, which I suppose is better than old man?

Edit: the moment I doodled over the oval glasses and decided he needed a change of shape

#alan's glasses were sorta oval #a half moon/ rounded kinda deal #it looked weird #and shit #HE NEEDED RECTANGLES #it was such a game changer #and it fits his personality so well #he's such a square #but he just wants somebody to love him #🥺 #parental affection who #✌️ #the gargoyle went from a guy who was visibly older and I could see being a distinguished scholar.he's a mage so the designwas in character #so from that to big hulking monster-y guy who is indisputably a gargoyle #cuz as much as I wanted him to look like a gentleman he didn't really scream gargoyle #what's the point #if he ain't look like a monster and he the definition of don't judge a book by its cover? #all about shape #those cheekbones #the horns!! and ears!! so fun to draw #the body types thing? it's just a standard set of shapes I need to create each character #they've all got their own shapes. even for the eyes #it helps me #create a consistent way of drawing them each time #e.g. stormy is extremely composed of ovals but she's got some sharp triangles in there #feminine and alluring but dangerous~ #oh man we're not gonna be the same age in like two months #my asg characters are gonna become my little siblings #they were several years older than me when I first created them #that's wild

[gncrezan]

thoroughly enjoying @infamous-if so here's sketchdump of my post-read doodles before i run through it once again!!!!!!!!!

#p2 seven and aki are singing simple season h/ippo campus :) #slash is only in there so i dont clog the main band tag up !! i love them dearly i listened to lp3 drawing these #esp bc boys. is such a song for him . #infamous #infamous if #akihiro yasumi #seven lawless #there are more people here but i am not strong enough to tag everyone. sorry #also please don't be fooled by what looks like me leaning towards seven. aki is about to pipebomb all his relationships #mostly by flirting w anything that moves and being the most sagittarius man of ALL TIME!!!!! #also im enjoying his stage name w regards to his backstory #akihiro wanting to keep his private life as private as possible bc he believes there is like #a persona that he has to project as a singer. and it should be his love for the craft that his fans see #also akihiro: and i will make my stage name quite literally mean empty house in japanese #'somebody FOLLOW ME i'm DISTRAUGHT' sort of energy #my art #edit: adjusted the picture just slightly cause i realised exported it odd...

[cinematicnomad]

9-1-1 ▸ 2.12 chimney begins

#911edit #chimneyhanedit #tommykinardedit #911 abc #911 #chimney han #tommy kinard #vincent gerrard #eli cobb #cnomadedits #i love chimney and this makes me sad #chimney just wants to tell them that he saved somebody!!! #also the dialogue is interesting bc tommy DOES genuinely sound uncomfortable at the end #those pauses and hesitations are there #also i love eli in the back clocking this bc immediately after is when he invites chimney to start working with him

[clairedaring]

P'Joe, I miss you. I miss you so much. Don't be stupid. Open your eyes. The only one he loves is Tong.

MY STAND-IN (2024) | 1.06

#poom phuripan #up poompat #my stand in #my stand in the series #msiedit #usersasa #tobelle #usertoptaps #userbunn #tuseralexa #userrlana #rinblr #userzhaozi #userrlaura #msiep6 #clairedgifs #joe my babe he's calling out your nameeeee #but anyway from joe's pov i totally agree why he cant trust ming yet #cuz even if joe 2.0 believes that ming loves joe 1.0. the act of ming using joe 2.0 for comfort can make both joe/audience have doubts #but for ppl who get it get it #for ming it's the sense of familiarity he seeks from joe 2.0 #not just simply sex #and im pretty sure they will depict that in ep 7 but i dont want to spoil it #ming is a dying matchstick holding out hope for joe 1.0 return but the loneliness is slowly killing him so he's seeking warmth from joe 2.0 #love the line in ad where ming says he's well aware of the painful cost of using somebody as a sub but also he cant stop making bad decisio

[louissatturi]

PAC MAKING Q!PAC MENTAL CONFUSION CANON!

[TRANSLATION]

(Pac): i sended the masseng to forever *laughs* by mistake because it was to cellbit and i was like "daam all i can do is repeat the same thing out loud!" And then i said "aah men i can belive this..." it gave me trigger memories of the day that i wrote the password of my cell in front of prison guard, nobody saw that its how it is, honestly i even saw somebody saying this i was so nervous, so scared with the situation that my tears ware all arround my face and i could't see what i was doing and in a dispair moment i wrote forever instead of cellbit, i like this part Alright, no its for real its canon its canon! I made canon! Let me canonize this please, can i made it canon? Alright, i made it canon, Alright i got to canonize this- so much tension i was very crazy!

#qsmp #tazercraft #pactw #qsmp pac #pac qsmp #q!pac #qsmp pactw #pactw qsmp #q!pactw #somebody tell him that he can make anything he wants canon lol? #i love how pac just take headcannons and make it canon

[karamazovanon]

a collection of the live action raskolnikov from this post :D i thought this version was SO visually interesting so i did a bunch of redraws of stills (most of which aren't in that post oops, thank you @rknchan for sending them!!! <3)

#i might rb this and add all my screenshots under a readmore for reference because i swear to GOD he put razu in a chokehold. like #also fun fact in the middle one i didnt draw it but in the scene hes fucking Stepping On Razumikhin. #crime and punishment #crime & punishment #rodion romanovich raskolnikov #raskolnikov #razumikhin #dmitri prokofich razumikhin #i fucking love this actors face. not in a weird way in like an artist way yknow #like most celebrity faces or influencer faces are just kinda boring. but this guys profile is INSANE #i love drawing noses like his.... i tend to give rodya a small upturned nose because i Want him to look a little off. like conventionally #handsome but still a little bit uncanny. and thats what button noses are to me LMAO #and like i cant give Every character a big/hooked/etc nose so somebody had to get stuck w a small nose but GOD. IT LOOKS SO GOODDDD #anonart #rodya #he looks like middle school me <- really into m/cr and in denial abt being a l/esbian. #god it always looks like im censoring I PROMISE IM NOT I JUST DONT WANT TO BE THAT CROSSTAGGING ASSHOLE

[milimeters-morales]

been thinking of Hobie humming or quietly singing lullabies to help his friends sleep during a rough night without even realizing he’s doing it sometimes. He always falls asleep last despite being constantly tired so he’s just watching them all calm down as he sings and have a few hours of peace from his singing, and it becomes a subconscious habit at some point, and he can’t explain the feeling it gives him, just saying he feels “full”, but there’s no weird disconnect from him having spider-powers and not his friends, there’s no haunting feeling of their efforts never being enough, there isn’t any sort of butterflies or fire lighting inside of him, it’s all super mundane, yet these moments are where he feels the most fulfilled, very “full”

#by friends i mean like his comic friends #thinking of Hobie pulling someoen to rest their head on his chest and humming. heartbeat plus humming = nothing else exists in that moment #hobie loves doing boring shit so much you don’t get it. it’s been ages since he’s been able to do fuck all . to do something useless #something that won’t really change anything ever for anybody . like he would give anything for a moment to go sit in a bench in a park #he’s fighting for people who also want that and he knows he’s probably gonna die before he gets that chance to do that #so like . just humming to somebody and they fall asleep. he’s doing something so mundane. he needs to take care of a plant so badly. #when i think of him i get so ill #hobie brown #spider punk #spiderpunk #m&m posts

[crossbackpoke-check]

Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN #honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog #where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags #kyle dubas #toronto maple leafs #& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe #& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit. #this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!! #my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor #the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi #that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like #ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds #how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid #the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines #i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer #brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc #bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always #know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works #no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried. #i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs #i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick) #& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen #narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel #about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO #did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle) #OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner #if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf #simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2 #one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry #liv in the replies

[hetchdrive]

God, I got so upset when they started to leave Scorpius behind on that space station but I was not expecting the return of Harvey as conceptualized by John as Dracula. When Scorpius started telling that freighter captain half of the truth about John and his usefulness to the Scarran empire I was like hmm! Okay! Willing to put his life in further jeopardy because you're just that confident you'll get him out of it, huh? But no, he was putting his own life in jeopardy because he knew he'd be able to get John to come rescue him. In an episode built around rescuing Aeryn. Really completely and totally insane how this keeps happening. And it's not even like it's out-of-universe writing choices alone that keeps drawing this parallel between Aeryn and Scorpius, in both cases (Scorpius returning Aeryn to Moya in the heat suit and Scorpius forcing a rescue of himself immediately after the rescue of Aeryn) these are choices Scorpius is making in-universe. Insane. Scorpius putting himself in a position where John has to treat him with equal weight as Aeryn has fundamentally changed me as a person.

#farscape #ESPECIALLY because like. john explicitly SAID he didn't care about what scorpius cares about. #he SAID he didn't care if the scarrans or the peacekeepers ended up with wormhole knowledge. and scorpius' entire plan for being rescued #hinges on that not being true or on john caring enough about him to come save him #john trying to pretend scorpius doesn't know him better than almost anyone. wanting that not to be true. but it is. #also i just love when somebody whose entire self concept is predicated on being powerful and independent puts themself in a position #where they have to assume someone else is going to save them. #like that's not something that can be ducked around by being willing to suffer a string of indignities to get what you want. #anyway. scorpius is in love with john. #john/scorpius tag

[thecryptidart1st]

idk how I went from watching the Shred Force pilot to making my own OC where they’re an immortal star being with a intergalactic world conquering father who adores them, but all i do know is that it haunted me all day yesterday at work

#original characters #character sketches #idk if this is even part of the shred force universe anymore #this started with me making villain ocs for shred force #and then i gave them a brother who was the nice one out of their entire world dominating family #they have a lot of hippie rebelliousness just wandering space not doing their job #the dad is 100% every dorky and overprotective dad trope #down to losing his mind over the fact that his son is not only crushing on somebody #but it happens to be the hero from earth dismantling his empire #he knows he could crush the hero like an insect but he loves his baby boy and wants his baby to be happy #so he tolerates the hero and prays to space jesus for the day his son breaks up with him

[charismat1c-megafauna]

Crying screaming going insane over the fact that even if you THINK Hickey deserves the thirty lashes (or the twenty-three that he actually receives), it's still a difficult order to justify (even though Hickey was objectively in the wrong, although unfortunately it's not a massive leap in logic for your average white British sailor in the 1840s) because it's fundamentally part of Crozier's arc regarding alcoholism bringing out the worst in him. Sure, he comes to Silna's aid, but in the next episode, he wants to throw her out and abandon her, and even punishes his good friend for rightfully standing against him! It's a careless act of anger and cruelty that costs Blanky his leg, and ultimately his life (or at least, what might have remained had he not gotten gangrene). Ultimately, its the catalyst for Crozier's sobriety, his moment of "oh god I REALLY fucked up," and he's a better man for it, but it comes at the cost of his friend's life and Silna's safety.

Back to Hickey. I think we tend to let this moment slide because we know Hickey is a terrible person who does terrible things and we want to see him suffer, but Crozier continuing to up the ante as Hickey keeps talking is downright petty. The addition that Hickey be lashed as a boy is pretty needlessly cruel. And it leads to the moment where Hickey goes from a reactive nuiscance to an active threat. His homoerotic joker origin story. It's a moment where, like the Blanky situation, Crozier creates a future problem for himself.

It's a hard scene to watch (and the performances are incredible), and in that scene, it's kind of easy to see how mistrust of Crozier could breed in this environment. Flogging for an offense is terrible, but it's also expected. Hickey's flogging kind of pushes a lot of boundaries as to what is acceptable punishment or senseless cruelty, and we see different characters struggle with this. Crozier didn't just make an enemy of someone who previously wanted to be on his good side, he also created a martyr. It's just one of those things where nobody could have forseen the consequences down the road.

Don't get me wrong I absolutely love this scene and the way it furthers Crozier and Hickey's respective arcs and their dynamics with each other, but I think we can safely say Crozier acted from a place of malice, and it's just one of a few pretty fucked up things he's done, but we want to brush it off because Hickey is an acceptable target even though what happens to him is objectively pretty terrible.

I heard it said that flogging makes good men bad and bad men worse. There was no way Hickey was gonna come out of this normal, and in that instant, it's like fate was sealed. Crozier would never be able to be anything but a mortal enemy in Hickey's mind after that.

I love that this is a moment when Crozier crosses the line. I love that it seems to be more about taking out his feelings than serving a just punishment. I love the constant glances from Hickey and Fitzjames. And I love that this behavior escalates to Crozier going past the point of no return, leaving Blanky to the mercy of the elements and the Tuunbaq and abandoning Silna, and it's a huge moment of reckoning for him! He doubles back! He realizes he fucked up and he tries to change, and in some ways it's too late, but he still commits himself to changing for the better even if it kills him. Which. The DTs could have very easily killed him. It's just as much of a transformation for Crozier as the flogging was for Hickey.

It's so neat. These two men having these massive transformations involving deep personal suffering, and in Crozier's case, Hickey is a footnote, and in Hickey's case, Crozier is the cruel hand of God.

Or somwthing idk I'm like really sick and the nyquil hit.

Anyway I'm not going to bat for Hickey and saying he was right but I think we need to bear in mind that he's a sewer in the sense that he is the sum total of the society he came from and everything that was put into him- love and hate and betrayal and cruelty and everhrhjngi- and in the end, he is colonialism taken to its logical extreme. He's gonna fight God and then become God because he is Special (and Britain is going to conquer the passage and thus control the world because they have the power of God and anime- I mean uhhh they're doing it for queen and country so they are totally right and correct for trying to exploit a sea route for spice, right 🙄). Except he gets torn apart because nature doesn't give a shit.

Idk. Hickey gradually becomes warped into everything Wrong with the Franklin Expedition from the outset, and Crozier isn't a perfect saint who is right all the time and that's why I love this show. I'm gonna go to sleep now.

#terrorposting #amc the terror #the terror amc #cornelius hickey #francis crozier #somebody insert that iasip meme of charlie in front of the corkboard #i love hickey because he has limitless ambition but is also a huge dumbass and the fact that #his only redeeming quality is that hes in love with a guy who divorced him and he wants to be someones pet so bad #adam nagaitis i am cupping your face begging for your notes #the mans takes are chefs kiss and i like that hickey isnt senselessly evil from the outset hes just a scrapper who #got fucked over too many times and decided to make some bad decisions #and i love crozier because he is flawed!!! hes complicated and messy and hurtful and raw!!! #and his transformation is incredible!!! goddamn!!!

[floorpancakes]

i love my weird gf so much (mabu from sarazanmai) he is so strange. weird little man

#hES SO GOOD EVERYONE MUST LOVE HIM NOW #he ate pancakes off the floor and it changed my life #i was just like ohhh hes so weird i need him #this is official art obviously i cannot draw like this #sarazanmai #hoping that everyone that likes holic falls in love with him by proxy #because he shares A LOT in common traits wise with a certain somebody #wife wife wife wife wife #thinking about my hypothesis that all dark haired glasses boys are freaks in the bedroom and how he kinda proves it right #hes so devoted to his boyfriend slash husband to the point of (SPOILER) and (SPOILER) #and the way he wants to cook for reo only to the point he gets hilariously mad and needy when other people eat his cooking is so funny #oghhh i love him sm #wife loving hours #its him...THE floor pancakes consumer

[aq2003]

i feel murderous intent within my bones whenever i see someone calling ten whiny for his "i could do so much more" speech . do not ever talk about him ever again. EVER again. i am in your walls

#dr who #anyway ever regain your will to live bc you've connected with someone that you (bleeding heart. loves people as easily as breathing) see as #almost a father figure . and he tells you that youre a wonderful person and that he doesn't want you to die/sacrifice yourself #(he's known you for such a short amount of time. but he knows how much you mattered to his granddaughter and that means so much) #and then just as you think youve finally made it and survived despite everything you have to sacrifice yourself for him. so he can live #he screams about how it's unfair and IT IS. ITS SO UNFAIR. and also because he's made his decision the second he saw wilf stuck there. #'oh i've lived too long' is how he makes peace with it. he's only lived for six years. #i cried again typign these tags turns out im not over his death lmfao somebody lobotomize me #10 era

[biblionerd07]

It makes me absolutely ACHE when Jesse’s so excited for Walt when Walt says he’s in remission. Jesse was CHECKING THE OBITUARIES for Walt. And Jesse knows how amazing both the 80% tumor reduction and remission are from his experience with his aunt and he’s SO HAPPY for Walt and I just

#his heart is so big and he just wants to love somebody!!!!!! #brba #jesse pinkman #the sweetest little bean #baby boy #my sweet meth prince #SOMEBODY PLEASE LOVE AND SUPPORT HIM!!!!!

[toastytrusty]

you ever think about when shiv said i hate you to lukas he said "you can't hate me you don't know me well enough" but when roman said i hate you to lukas he just took it. yeah

#roman does know him well enough iktr #i also love that line from lukas so much. you can't hate me you don't know me well enough #something something he craves connection and understanding so bad #doesn't even matter if the people who understand him hate him for it #he just wants to be seen like REALLY seen #anyways . #also the way he leaned in and started talking real slow when rome said he hated him. he took that as a challenge and a half #urge to know somebody sooooooo well so that you can hate them more efficiently. true love #also note that the most lukas ever really says to rome after that is mild compliments and agreements and i love you #he's so kind (lie) #lukas matsson #roman roy #succession #romelukas

[pepperpixel]

Some waves! Cuz I finally bought a shockwave toy to go w my soundwave one! So.. I wanted to draw some art of them to celebrate! Cuz I was happy about that lol… I’ll finally have both my fave boys..!

#transformers #humanformers #shockwave #soundwave #maccadam #wavewave #doodles #I have a starscream too but he’s not where I’m living at currently! it’s the cool g1 movie one w the cape!! #now I just need… a megatron…. #*starts disassociating remembering how the only megatron I’ve seen so far that I’ve rlly liked and wanted is masterpiece megatron* #ITS THE EXPRESSION. I JUST! I fucking ADORE that expression on him! I love that so much more then him like frowning #bUT ITS SO EXPENSIVE. ITS RIDICULOUS. I CANNOT POSSIBLY BUY THAT AND NOT FEEL LIKE AN IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOT #I’m gonna need to. the only way I’m going to get that megatron is like. when I get into a relationship w somebody I’ll tell them. #if they want to get married. they have to buy me masterpiece megatron instead of a ring #that’s the only way…. #like! Guh… I usually don’t rlly care about the quality or whatever of a toy. like the soundwave and shockwave I bought were both #pretty reasonably priced! #but I just.. the expression on masterpiece megatron is SO GOOD. I love it so much!!!!! I want it so bad! it’s so much more endearing #then other megatrons! but it’s so expensive ;_; #but uh… yeah! either way… here’s some wave art ghgh #also in looking for a shockwave to buy I found the funko shockwave.. and that’s not the one I bought! #but also like… I saw it and I was like… omg.. since shockwave doesn’t have a face for them to mangle #this is actually… kind of cute ghgh #like.. funko shockwave is surprisingly not shit ghgh #but yeah!!! the shockwave I got should get here in a few days I’m excite…