#but Id rather not for now at least

[chisatowo]

I need to listen to more music so bad I need more unit swap songs NOW

#rat rambles #sekai posting #unit swap au #I only have 6 rn and half of them are kanade songs 😔 #well songs in quotation marks one of them is an animation meme fjdkydkdy #and I also only have one song for a non 25ji person (its rui 😔) #I rly RLY want to find some songs for mmj since Ive been thinking abt them a lot but its hard #mainly because theyre not particularpy edgy lol #honestly that applies to most of the cast I have yet to have fucked up these kids life as badly as the band swap au dhdjdhjd #now technically there is like 2 or 3 songs I could add if I wanted to add inspo songs or plots I havent commited to yet #but Id rather not for now at least #idk I can try digging through some old playlists again ig #oh also while I do wanna prioritise non 25ji ppl I do want to find solo songs for ena and mafuyu still since they only share one currently #and by that I mean they share the animation meme lol #ena is kind of a presence in mizuki's onlu song and mafuyu in one of kanade's but not a lot #idk theyre just low key the favorite children so I want proper songs for them both dhdjgsjd #or tbh just more songs abt their relationship I find them very fun and also funny #absolutely no brain cells in either of their heads but they both think theyre the braincell of the duo #bitches who hate eachother but are also best friends and would kill for eachother #they are gossiping abt you while planning your murder

[vapolis]

I'd apologize for the nsfvv ask but uh i guess it's en vogue right now!

In regards to sex, will there be variables/options? If not that's totally cool, it's already a fun treat, just curious as to whether they're more like set scenes or a little more interactive.

I'm planning on having the player decide whether they're a little more dominant or like their ro to take over, except during the first time with jax bc he's pretty set in his preferences right now and how fast you get to the actual sex. some like to skip the banter/foreplay beforehand, which is fine, so I'll add that option. another thing I'm going to implement is to decide whether to have penetrative sex or not. not every scene will end that way from the beginning bc sometimes oral sex or just hands stuff is enough and pretty hot!

I'm not sure yet if I'll add different tones you can choose, but for example sex with royal tends to be a little more playful than the others.

aside from that, it's pretty set right now!

#asks #i dont want them to be super short but have a million variables u know #id rather have it be longer and a bit more streamlined #at least for now #nsfvv

[skitskatdacat63]

"Bring on The Dancing Horses"(x) - Echo and The Bunnymen × Ferrari Drivers

#yes this web weave was titled 'Bring on The Prancing Horses' in my docs....yes im proud of that.... #long post whoop!!! pls scroll back thru and listen to the song while doing so if you wanna experience it better :) #this was originally supposed to be an edit but i have no patience for that and im very happy w this!! #i daydream to music a lot and when i first heard this song i could only think of ferrari seb then sebchal then ferrari drivers in general #but this hurt me a lot to make(for several reasons) #one: AAAAHHHH IT MAKES ME SADDDDDDD!! now im only gonna be able to think of the myth of ferrari when i listen to this song #it rly hurt to look up the pics for this bcs it still feels sore to me and it makes me so sad #but at least i didnt have to watch vids! id probably burst into tears #two: fighting for my life in google docs trying to format the text hahaha... i refuse to use photoshop #special thanks to cofi (@sweatyflytrap) for giving me the idea to put the TPs for the lies lyrics! #its both funny and unfortunate that domenicali was the TP for both felipe and fernando #it would be a bit better if there was a different tp for each but ah oh well #also hehe changed the lyric a tiny bit for the Kimi part. in the og lyrics its Jimmy not Kimi but yknow felt odd to leave it as it was so! #other than that i really really ardently feel that this song fits the cycle of ferrari drivers soooooo well #the 'bring on the new messiah' at the end of the song PLEASE IT FITS SO WELL! with how they drop their prev golden boy for whoevers next! #also omg the way seb's verse is 'you're breaking my brittle heart' rather than "im breaking your brittle heart' HURTS DOESNT IT?????? #i didnt included the original opening/middle verse. i def could make it fit but it wasnt a good opening for this post specifically #'Jimmy Brown made of stone' = kimi again. 'Charlie clown no way home' = charles of course! #anyways this is my magnum opus...but nah i really like it! ill only ever make web weaves w random 80s music i think hahah #ferrari #scuderia ferrari #felipe massa #kimi raikkonen #fernando alonso #sebastian vettel #charles leclerc #f1 #formula 1 #we do a little bit of f1 #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion

[mueritos]

being in a social work masters program as a marginalized person who is ages ahead in theory and experience in comparison to your (white, privileged, rich) cohort is a fucking minefield. solidarity for all and every other marginalized person in these fucking micro aggressive and liberal ass social work programs.

#muerto talks #i mean like yea. of course this would happen #didnt matter if i went to nyu or school in philly #white women flock to social work programs because theyre not smart enough for nursing programs #sure youre not commiting elder abuse as an rn but youre a mandated reporter in communities youve never spoken to until now lol #its been quite isolating here and im not afraid to be myself and speak up in class but the fucking thank yous i get from white women #make me wanna bite a rock man #id much rather u call me a slur at this point #at the very least my field placement is in a bipoc space with bipoc staff #godspeed to all other marginalized people in these masters programs........

[puhpandas]

sometimes I miss when Gregory was just a homeless kid

#i love ggy dont get me wrong #but i also wouldnt be that upset if they backtracked with that storyline #in the games and went down a different path #just because itll be way over a year at LEAST if they ever reveal it and its just. #now what #we spent all that time exploring everything that could come from it already😭 #idk i just miss gregory and want something new for him #ggy gets tired when its just vanny 2 #if they did ggy i would want it to be super fresh and unique as another take on more mind control #i just want them to give us somethint for once and i dont have to make it up #pandas.txt #and making gregory and vanessa have very similar if not the same story takes away from vanny #it truly does #it sucks for her #and canon gregory i would want something different for anyway #i know that ive gone on and on so much about making it canon #but waiting has gotten old #at this point with no mention this late #id rather them just scrap it #it would be great fun as an au concept in the book universe but the games are different #that would be awesome to me #having 2 universes to play with

[timeisacephalopod]

The pushback to the term "cultural Christianity" from atheists is real odd to me because, as someone who has been an atheist since 13, only ever went to church a handful of times never with my own family (made a note never to sleep over at that friends house on a Saturday again bc I HATED church it smelled like shit, was boring, pews are uncomfortable as fuck, and the religious people I knew were all wildly misogynistic and I've never been here for being told I was less of a person for being Born Like This), and generally had no actual connection to Christianity in a meaningful way but still only knows Christian mythology, has been steeped in Christian values I had to untangle, and my religious understandings are still deeply Christian.

Like Ive never paid attention to the bible, church, Jesus, Christian teachings, or whatever but if you asked me about any religion the one I'll reliably know the most about is Christianity. I don't know why atheists are offended by being called culturally Christian because they have bad blood with the religion because like sorry bruh that doesn't mean you're less indoctrinated by Christian values if the culture you grew up in is predominantly Christian. In fact I'd say that religion being this ubiquitous in the culture regardless of anyone's consent to exactly ONE religion being shoved down our throats is reason to team up with other religious folks who ALSO don't like being constantly evangelized to by the culture at large, not a reason to throw a fit because you don't like being tied to a religion that is so ingrained into the culture that shit like "oh my god" and "Jesus Christ" are common expressions of surprise regardless of how atheist you are. Like surely I'm not the only atheist to notice the shocking amount of cultural religious shit that works it's way into my life and speech despite having not set foot in a church since I was like 10, and I can't remember the last time I was in one before that.

Idk man cultural Christianity seems like a pretty damn useful term to describe my relationship with a religion I never fully bought into and then actively rejected as a child yet still hold weird connections to and knowledge of just because Christianity is so baked into the culture I grew up in like it or not. If you want to be mad, be mad at the Christians who stole your freedom from religion from you, not usually religious minorities who discuss cultural Christianity and how it damages them too.

#winters ramblings #like breh i HATE how much christian bullshit ive had to detangle from my life. like the idea of sin and punishment for example #id say a LOOOOOT of discussion regardless of religion leans towards a Christian understanding of the pridon system #prison is basically a recreation of hell on earth where youre supposed to go to burn off your sins in your 10x10 cell #now i gotta say not all Christians buy inti the styke of punishment and sin i know normal well adjusted Christians #but for the most part a HUGE portion of shit comes with a helping of cultural Christianity. but prison is probably the best example #hell any discussion of punishment relies on a distinctly christian flavor of 'atone for your sin or be doomed forever" #repubs bitch about so called cancel culture but thats just how Christians act towards sin lmao they do it too #except they choose shit you didnt ACTIVITY make a choice about like being gay to condem you to hell. #cant be mad that twitter cancels people for small shit like a crap joke if you actively subscribe to the same belief system #and are only mad bc that logic is applied to YOU now. anyway i could do without this logic in activist spaces #or ANY spaces being doomed forever over sin is only one way to do Christianity. like damn can the ones who like #rehabilitation and justice and helping the poor at least be the ones in charge?? #regardless ive never been a Christian and barely have a meaningful connection to the religion. whuch is why i find it rather salient #that i still have this deep connection and knowledge of something i ACTIVELY REJECTED at 13 #do you know HOW MUCH i had to have been indoctrinated into this shit with as LITTLE of a connection to organized religion as i do?? #the fact i have ANY connection at all is kind if fucked honestly it shows you really REALLY do not get to choose #your religious leanings unless youre actively ANOTHER RELIGION BESIDES CHRISTIAN otherwise tough tiddy #you get to be Christian By Default and i don't like it either. but when i see jewish people talking about it #i know EXACTLY what they mean because i dont like my connection to a religion i never believed in and rejected at 13 either #i don't like that my choice to reject Christianity was stolen from me by such a ubiquitously christian culture #im not mad at jews for pointing this out im mad at christians for stealing my freedom of choice

[what-are-even-humans]

So on one hand I got to participate in extubating a patient today but on the other hand I did get an E on my thesis which my advisor told us was "A or maybe B material" and that we were genuinely quite proud of.

#so all in all a Great! and also a Very Bad! day today #studyblr #medblr #isak talks #we called the advisor when we found out and she was absolutely shocked. i was real mad at her at first but now im just hoping #the appeal process will be quick and bring some change. #i mean fuck id honesty rather have an F than an E. at least that way we get to rewrite whatever parts dont actually work. #but seeing as our advisor is shocked too im hoping itll be bumped up cause of the appeal. #also honestly fuck my university for forcing us to change our entire thesis - problem statement and all AFTER the halfway point. #we had already gotten the go ahead! they told us time and time again we wouldn't be penalised for writing about a #relatively rare (but important!) condition. that it was innovative of us to chose a subject where theres been done few high quality studies #and then literally several days after the halfway point they go oh well actually no. you cant do that. #[redacted] university Get Your Shit Together challenge #anyways i love intensive care! pulmonology is great! i made a difference on the ward AND I got to be a part of the extubation team! #which is a great day! (if you ignore my uni being full of shit (as usual)).

[cuz-reasons]

What if I exploded? What then?

#this has been my mood for like two weeks now #well actually the las couple months if were being honest #but esp these last couple weeks #im just tired and stressed and anxious as fuck #and now i got a 7pm 3hr exam tonight #AND work tmr cuz LITTERALY no one else was available #so i get to go do poorly on this exam cuz im tired from work this morning and its right through my normal dinner time #and im not able to really eat now cuz im too anxious and i gotta catch the bus in like 15mins #and then come home and basically go straight to bed #so i can work an 8hr shift tmr #aauaaugghhggg #AND i got another exam ill prolly do WORSE on on the 19th #but that ones at 9 so like not much better but id rather that than the 7pm one #and that class has a group project too thats due the same day cuz it was the last day it can be handed in #i also HATE that class so much #im just like fuckim burnt out i think #straight up considering dropping out if i fail again i dont even care anymore #or at least taking a SOLID YEAR off before finishing #cuz christ alive i need a proper fuckin break #anyways i kinda went off here #oopsies! #oh well

[bitegore]

ao3: runs a donation drive

random people on the internet i've never heard of and who definitely do not provide a free service i use regularly: oh my god everyone who donated to ao3 owes me money, I deserve it more than the [libel] [bullshit fearmongering] [misuse of legal term] website!!!! these gross cumbrain fandom losers are taking money away from me personally!

#i don't donate to ao3 most of the time anyway because i don't have the spare cash to for the most part #i do not have a job #but like lmao every time i see one of those posts #that's like 'oh my god ao3 made money because people like the service it provides. i am a random blogger online' #'how dare you donate to the Ch*ld R*pe *ncest website and not to me. a stranger who you don't know but who hates you personally' #i go 'okay so now i want to take any money i woulda maybe considered giving to you and give it to ao3 instead' #at least ao3 isn't running around pretending that donating to individuals and donating to organizations that provide services are the same #i have some people id donate money to because i'd rather my money go to people wholl be able to appreciate it than services who will get #more from others than just me. but like. crucially their posts are like 'if you like what i do' #and not 'i am clearly on par with the website of fiction you read when you're bored so you owe me money'

[saintadeline]

Also, after further checking, the research hall patients and celestial emissaries do, in fact, share all 3 of their casting animations which is very interesting! No other mobs seem to have them. Heres gifs of the wave one because i think its such a cute way to call forth celestial powers.

#and if you want me to overanalyze them i sure can! #you see i think its very neat how its overall the same gesture and intent but the patients are doing it in a much #simpler and rougher gesture much more unsure than the celetial emissaries that have a very fluid motion #mirroring both the way the patients are less 'advanced' in the context of celestial communion and also the fact that #the healing church and experiments have grown so much over the years (decades? centuries?) that now things like this are much #more well known and researched upon whereas the patients seem to have gotten it a bit more... accidentaly rather than being taught? #anyway thats my thoughts on it at the very least. id have more to say but character limits contain me

[anurarana]

draw dick.

UGHHH FINNEEEE~

[ID: Three sketches of Dick Grayson from the shoulders up in front of reference images of Tyler Posey. The first sketch is of a younger Dick with longer hair and a small smile. The second is of Nightwing, with a wide grin and a domino mask. The final sketch is the largest and the only one colored. He is depicted with a warm tan and dark brown curly hair, and his expression is a slight scowl. End ID.]

Do you see the vision??!

Also cara (@queen-tabris) re: ur tags

[ID: Tumblr tags reading, "prev tags wait why do I want this so BAD NOWWW #TYLER POSEY NIGHTWING.... #also scott and dick would be friends I'm convinced of this #teen wolf" End ID.]

Literally sooo true so true this is my agenda

#now would i actually want posey to play dick? not particularly no bc i would much rather have an actual romani actor #but as a face claim i can not deny that i think it would be perfect lmao #ive held this belief for years im afraid its not going away anytime soon #dick grayson #nightwing #batman #asks #thanks for the anon i love you <3 #if this gets one person to watch teen wolf... well maybe thats not a good thing but at least you would be going down with me #let me know if the id works!! i wasnt sure if i should correct for spelling or not so lemme know if i could do anything better #my art tag

[marklikely]

how many gd horror origin prequels do we need im half expecting a new movie about freddy kreugers childhood or something to come out in a month

#like ok. we had the first omen. which was not a needed movie the demon baby is literally still just damien i know how he got there #(at least a pretty good movie but whatever not the point right now) #next we have a quiet place prequel even though a big part of the praise that movie got was for skipping that exact story. #now we're getting a The Strangers origin story like who. could possibly care about 'how the strangers became the strangers' #i didn't watch prey at night but i can't. fathom what origin story for them could possibly matter. #they just wear masks and break into your house and mess with you. we might as well get a funny games origin story. #(<- i haven't watched the original strangers since i was in middle school but this is what i remember it being like) #part of my struggle w this post was thinking of an origin movie idea more stupid than the strangers. id rather the freddy movie tbh #avpost #oh my GOD AND arent we getting that jason origin series this year too??? when will enough be enough

[midnightwolf96]

god i fucking hate this day

first an appointment that i worried myself about getting the time wrong (i got it right) but it was fully innocent

then i got home and this where the day went down. it started with installing faster internet, a new wifi router and a new receiver for our tv. after that was all set up we had issues with our telephones- like. the landlines. ours worked but my grandma's didn't. which sucked. solved 1 issue but it still wouldn't work. tried something else. still didn't work. solved another issue but still wouldn't work. dang. ok. did something else. realized everything had their random names in our wifi which made it confusing to find my grandma's phone. tested different devices and renamed them in the system. ok. still no clue why her telephone wouldn't work. searched the internet. searched through the possible settings available. decided to turn one setting on. still didn't work. decided to add a device to that setting. still wasn't working. bored and annoyed at this point as it's been like 3 hours already. turned a different setting on. realized that what it said there was the same thing that one of the options in the telephone's settings said. did that thing in the settings. telephone got finally connected to the wifi again. then while doing a test call to see if all the settings were right it died because it ran out of battery. at least it worked for a brief second. but oh my god i made the right choice with leaving my apprenticeship in this field of work last year this is horrible and i hate it but i understand it but i hate it. but i know what to do. but i hate it because it is so annoying and i've just been bullshitting everything i know about this for years in school and at home when setting any device up or when there's internet issues. i hate this oh my god why do i know how to do most of this shit

#midnight vent #its like 6.30pm rn and not midnight but lets ignore that #i hate that i know what to do to a point where the school i went to helped me know more but the job i started taught me nothing new #then again i quit after 3 months. but still. it was a horrible experience. maybe in a different company in the future but #right now id rather program something (sorta got a degree for this) or like. work in an artistic field (sorta got a degree for this) #and while the degree i got for programming was from the same school i learned more about this technical stuff i dont wanna return to this #like yeah i got the degree but id rather utilize it for programming softwares. or use the other one for some artistic shit. #but theres no jobs like that nearby. only in the big massive cities. and. that sucks. because theyre far away. so i cnt rlly use that degree #but i can use the other one perfectly fine.. well i could. if they would fucking bother with sending me rejection lwtters at least.

[firefl1ezz]

so uh. do people on tumblr not know abt what happened with fishy (@/reiikyun) over on twitter or is it just being ignored or something? i dont think ive seen anyone liking/rbing any or much of his art but ive seen at least one familiar blog do so and it got me wondering

#there is proof btw id just rather not throw it all into this little post for the sake of it being short and the subject/s being uncomfy #there are at least a few proof threads on twt i can send in dms if anyone wants them but im gonna leave them out of this post for now #if this gains too much traction ill probably add them for ease of access but for now i kind of hope it doesnt get too far #the stuff surrounding fishy was uncomfy sure and i want them gone from this earth tbh but that doesnt mean i wanna be getting attention jus #for calling them out #coroika #<- throwing that in bc he's a coroika artist

[milkweedman]

I know you've talked about your frustration with how difficult it is to make money with fiber art, but would you ever consider selling or trading for the dyed fleece you have? Not like opening an etsy shop and dying fleece just for selling or anything. But like, say I wanted to buy some hand veg dyed wool...you could destash some of what you have....then you could use that money to dye more wool.....infinite wool hack.

I trade my stuff all the time (and am always down to trade hand made and hand processed stuff for other handmade/hand processed !). I dunno if selling dyed fleece would actually be an infinite wool hack though; I haven't really done the math but like, if I buy 2 pounds of raw fleece for $25 (definitely a price I've paid before, idk if its standard for me off the top of my head), once I wash it I likely have anywhere between a pound and a pound a half (depending on breed and how dirty it was, the lanolin and dirt that I wash away can be up to 70% of the weight of a raw fleece, but usually closer to 50% in the breeds I like working with). So I'd have to sell a single pound of washed dyed fleece for like $35 ($10 shipping for 1 pound package is what I just paid at the post office a few days ago) just to get the money back from what i paid for the fleece in the first place--basically paying in labor and foraged materials (so more labor) for the joy of getting to dye wool for strangers. Idk about that. I'd definitely do it if it looked like I could get at least double the cost of the wool for it--Maybe people would pay a lot more, but I'd be a little surprised if that were true, honestly. It's a very nice idea and i wish the world worked that way :(

#as it is i just trade/gift away most of my wool #wool processing #no-pants-dan #adding price tags to my stuff tends to just make me feel like shit #because 1) it never ever moves the meter on how much money i need to survive each month #2) theres not a single thing i can do that doesnt cost in pain. not just time but pain and frequently the clear and measurable #degradation of my body per project #my body will degrade anyway becauae i have no choice but to find some kind of work #but at least the other work pays better and usually degrades my body slower #i feel deeply uncomfortable selling my art that for example is the piece that made me stop being able to knead dough by hand #id kinda rather keep it bc if i cant knead dough by hand anymore at least i can look at the physical manifestation #of what caused me to not be able to do that anymore #idk if that makes any sense #i suspect not bc ive been trying to explain this to my family for literally years #and they do not get it at all #i finally got them to shut up about it only by telling them i will no longer talk about it and if they ask i will leave the room #yay for boundaries. now i just need to get over how angry even being asked that question now makes me. lol

[always-a-joyful-note]

Well, it looks like I've caved and started with the Korean TLs of the i7 story from 6.10. It's (pretty) slow progress, but I'm managing more or less okay. The question I have to the fandom is....while I'm not confident enough in Korean (like at all) to give direct TLs from that, nor do I want to since the translator has password protected their TLs (and I don't feel comfortable doing translations from a translation, anyway), I wouldn't mind giving summaries of each section after I finish it if people want it

#fandom spamdom #idolish7 #i7 #<-putting it in that tag too because its a genuine no pressure offer #i also understand if people would rather wait for the full story too because i know i sure would #of course another option is that you all can just feel free to dm me for the link to the TLs (its available publically)... #...and also their (also publically available) instructions on how to unlock the chapters #at least for those who know kr better than me #id say im lucky that i didnt have to do this for orv but orv was also kind of the reason why im going for korean anyway #that also reminds me that i should read up on the portuguese translation for butai ni sake and maybe offer a summary for that too.... #....so many languages so little time #also while i do have more stable free time now ill still be slow so.... #note's notes