#but I still wanna donate

[coockie8]

I don't know which miserable, anti-AO3 dickhead needs to hear this, but nobody is obligated to donate to you, especially when you're being an entitled cunt about it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#ao3 discourse #every time ao3 does a donation drive we get like hundreds of posts about how #people who donate to ao3 should donate that money to people essentially panhandling online #not realising that 1: people can donate to more than one thing if they want #there's not like a donation quota that says each person can only donate to one thing per month or whatever #and 2: we actually know exactly where the money is going when we give it to ao3 #that random internet panhandler could be a fucking scam for all I know and I don't really have a way of figuring out whether or not it is #this happens a *lot* more than I think people realise #so when my funds are low #but I still wanna donate #yeah I'm gonna donate to something that I 100% know where the money is going #and not some random person online who could be scamming me out of my money for all I know #you do not get to tell me how to spend my money #and being an entitled little shit about it is not going to get people to donate to you or anyone else who might need it

[tangledinink]

clenches fist. finally sucked it up and ordered a new ipad...

#i splurged a tiny bit and got one with... one whole fucking tb of storage #my current one has 64gb #it is due for an update and i literally cannot fucking update it lmao i dont have the space #im running out of things i can delete. i literally have procreate and thats IT i have long ago deleted all other apps for the space #i mean i am still getting. like. a refurbed ipad thats like gen 3 or whatever its certainly not NEW #what am i the queen? #but considering i currently have a gen 1 i could literally get anything and it'd be a hell of an upgrade #i have enough money saved up from comms/patreon/kofi/etc on my paypal that i could literally purchase this w/o touching my bank acct #so like! if you have at any point over the past like six months donated subscribed or commissioned me!!! THANK YOU!!!!! #you have allowed me to afford a new ipad and continue making things ; w ; #and hopefully finally get to try out procreate dreams which i havent been able to touch yet fhrfrhf32fe #I REALLY WANNA TRY TO MAKE AN ANIMATIC FOR YALL..... #i thought abt asking for one for xmas but i dont want to wait and it would be a V expensive gift to ask for and also like #id rather just pick one out myself... than rely on my family picking out smth... so... you know. timing is what it is whatever #XMAS GIFT TO MYSELF #personal #txt posts

[peepo]

hi, sorry but if possible could i get help clearing this overdraft? i’m still unemployed unfortunately but i do take comissions because i’m finally in a safe living situation- you can dm with references if you wanna help! if you can’t help directly reblogging would be really appreciated. tysm for reading

0/11.08 as of 04/13/23

paypal | venmo | cashapp

#donations #mutual aid #aughh #im still job hunting now that im like #not in a household where i have instense ptsd episodes in #but its hard. like im only now starting to actually get back into routine #i had a really bad mental breakdown last week that i almost jumped out the balcony over but sigh. im fine now i think #have to keep moving have to keep living #i cant let my trauma kill me & i wanna do a lot of things & its not hopeless #rrrr... gonna stop thinking about this now & go back to clearing my emails

[bootyful-seventeen]

I am heavily contemplating on buying myself a dvd player soon and buying all the DVDs for a ton of movies and tv shows I grew up watching cuz I miss the magic of dvds

#hear me out on this one okay. but the Barbie movies were magic on dvd back in the day #and I do wanna see if stores are still selling the old strawberry shortcake dvds before I go online for those #I wanna snort that nostalgia so bad #and of course I’ll need to get the dcau on dvd #like all of it cuz I’m so bored with the dccu since we don’t get as much new stuff #it’s always Batman or superman and love them but I’m kinda bored from always seeing a new bman or sups movie #Wonder Woman I wouldn’t mind a new actor for her but I know she’s not gonna be a muscle mommy which I’ll be sad about #give me a Wonder Woman that is built like rhea ripely god damnit #the flash is eh cuz I found out this whole time I’ve been watching the Wally west flash #but yeah Wally is who I want and then there’s the green lantern like dude is so cool iams all we have is the 1 from 2011 I think #sure I could watch some of the tv series they have but I have too many shows on my watch list it’s overwhelming at times so I skip over lots #tho I will have to pray like crazy cuz some of the things I know I want are probably gonna be expensive as fuck even as second hand #saw a class of the titans season 1 dvd going for $81 cad 💀💀💀 #the world is not kind to those who don’t love the digital age #I prefers my dvds cuz I own it and no one can take it away from me unless they physically steal it #omg I’m turning into my grandma cuz she still had the vhs player with some tapes too #just wish she never donated the tapes for swan princess 1-3 and Anastasia and ferngully and basically all my faves that she owned #like Ngl a part of me wants to hit up value village just to see if maybe they’re still there or if I’ll find other copies of the same things #cuz a perk about cities with older people is that you get so much older tech and other items it’s insane

[jack-crow-lantern]

Heat setting the SOAD patches and the commemoration patches to Aaron Bushnell.

#free palestine #free gaza #keep talking about Gaza #aaron bushnell commemoration patch #these were test patches for my little Etsy shop #I still wanna work on them before officially selling them and I’m still trying to find a #proper way to efficiently donate the proceeds of the Aaron Bushnell patch to organizations dedicated to helping Palestine #aaron bushnell #soad #system of a down patch #system of a down #my stuff (patch) #my stuff (sewing) #linocut patch #linocut print #linocut #printmaking

[strangeauthor]

i am super determined to finally get enough money to move out of my mom's house and get my own place and that determination just increased tenfold today.

#author makes a speech #im gonna make a longer post about it so you can help her #but my gf is having some trouble and i hate that not only do i still live with my mom but a state away from her #and i wanna help her out so badly #the best i can do is spread ways to help donate to her #again i will make a post about it soon im just venting rn

[keeps-ache]

the worst thing that has come out of me losing every art file from this year is that i can't just eyedrop palettes now. the world is agony

#just me hi #'why weren't your things backed up' my use of neurons is strange and incomprehensible #which might be an oxymoron. but only i am the fool here so #(^ there are so many conflicting words) #mannnn #and i lost my favorite image for noise :( #i could probably find it easy peasy but. still #sigh. sigh. sighs a little harder. sighs #/oh i think i forgot to say i got my computer running :D #sort of! it needs an ethernet cord bc the driver got pulled into a pied piper pyramid scheme but we don't wanna talk about it lmao #OH i also named my computer BoopBedoop. say hello to Boop #was also going around asking my siblings to donate pronouns for xem so if anyone has any let me know :3 #/man my computer has gotten tom bradyed AND pied piper mlmed this year. hashtag geez #girl you have been through so much [<- has been putting her through this] #though you know what the tom brady wasn't my fault so. [hands up] #getting 'tom bradyed' has become a whole meme in our family #watch out he'll get you too!! do NOT sit under shelves that hold books but aren't made for them !! bad vibes hfbvhsf #//in other news... #there is not much news lol #i can't seem to figure out how to install the dashboard fixer this time. no idea why #it'll prolly sort itself out though hfvsh #//i have to fix all my clip studio preferences now :// #sigh. sighs. sighs a little harder. on my way lol :> #bYe

[cicidraws]

we got nothing in the cabinets rn

if anyone wants to, not obligated: cashapp is $CieranSpeakman

#hate to be like hey i need money yet again lmao but we dont have anything in the house to eat #me n dad split 25 last night for some cheap food and it still came up to that much so it was spent easily and everythings so expensive #so it uhhhh dfg it sucks here #i have commissions if ur interested too. whole month itll be 5 bucks per sketch #but if you dont want that and just wanna donate u can #thank u if u consider ilu all #dont feel obligated of course #i dont have any money or change rn so yeah we got nothing atm

[gaminegay]

if I had a nickel every time I wanted to do a nice thing for a man and the immediate reaction I got was "be careful, he might misunderstand, you're a girl, the statistics" and got really bummed out I would have two nickels etc etc

#alda rambling #It sucks that everyone assumes he might be a creep and that I might not be careful but they are right. The statistics. #Friends and family and all yknow. And the thing is I THINK IT TOO I cannot escape considering it #But gdi I just wanna be nice!! #One time I was donating some stuff for Xmas to a guy who was on disability and I wanted to give him some chocolates too #BC he was having a rough time! But my father was like oh he might think you're offering Something Else #And I'm gonna have a movie night with a coworker who is old enough to be my dad and he's my BUDDY. #And my friends right away are like SUS be careful youre still a girl to him!! Even tho I'm openly gay #Like yes I get it. I am more paranoid than you actually. But god damn can I just be nice #I'm FRUSTRATED #Its hard to even word it without it sounding suggestive I hate it

[burger-goblin]

also hi um i've been doing. bad. physically and mentally and working has been a struggle

i've gone over my credit limit and would like to get that under control to avoid more problems in the future

so here i am once again as a miserable little fool

p4yp4l | v3nmo | c4sh4pp

#humiliating to once again resort to ebegging #the chronic pain. the fatigue. the ER visit to still have no idea what's causing it #following up with my doctor in two whole months for more tests #i just wanna feel good. whats it like to just go through a day with no pain. #anyway #boost #help #mutual aid #donate #donations #financial aid

[724bees]

almost well again and starting to feel the consequences of barely leaving my house for a week

#b #im still slime man #but i feel insane and dont wanna look at a screen anymore #mostly i need human interaction but i dont want to get people sick :(( #got some cleaning done and sorted some books im gonna donate but its not enough i need to look at a human face #got so spoiled in sweden being around friends everyday

[whump-it-like-its-hot]

Fellas it’s time for a poll because this question is nagging me because is this a hyperspecific memory of mine or actually more universal?

(Disclaimer: This is not meant as in putting Make-up over actual wounds/scars (please don’t put makeup on wounds) but for using makeup and modeling wax to create the illusion of a wound)

#whump community #whump #I guess???? #yes whump Community i need your input actually #I remember that the Red Cross here used to do this during blood donating events for kids and stuff #and sometimes even just like that #however like everyone in my family was part of the red cross when I was younger so. maybe I was just hyper involved #I’m fairly certain we still have a wound makeup kit laying around somewhere #like. you’d just go there and they’d ask you what injury you want and where so you’d say like #a cut on my hand or a burn on my arm or whatever #and they’d use fake blood and modeling wax and everything to make that fake wound happen for you #and afterwards they’d either bandage it up and show you how they’d treat that or they just leave it be #imagine the horrors on blood donating day when suddenly random kids would walk around the village with random stab wounds on their arms LMAO #I Wanna do that again also this holds a lot of whump potential I feel like

[azucar-skull]

Nothing makes me spring out of bed faster than finally getting paid--

#sounds dramatic and dumb but i didn't eat much yesterday cuz there’s no fucking food and my parents are gone for the weekend 💀 #i don't wanna get into personal stuff cuz i feel bad complaining like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #(this is also a ploy to get ppl to commission me more-- i don't get a job until June) #(i guess desperation makes you play the pity card more. i still don't want ppl to just donate cuz i wanna earn the money)

[hooved]

Hey! Obviously you would have "deserved" it either way for, y'know, being a person, but I would still like to officially dedicate the donation I am about to send you to your services to Quark Wap Wednesday 🫡

omg thank you so much....we're having some issues with the paypal currently but we'll get it taken care of very soon. this really helps tho, i really appreciate it

#i haven't been reblogging my donation post for a bit due to said issues but in the meantime if anyone does wanna send anything #doing that through cashapp for now would be preferred if possible for you #(but if not y'know. you definitely can still send it through paypal. i just won't have it for a bit)

[tgrhoeshi]

I should be in Paris

I should've seen stray kids live

I should've had the means to attend lollapalooza😐🙂

#stray kids #skz #bang chan #lee felix #lee know #changbin #hwang hyunjin #han jisung #seungmin #i.n skz #when is it my turn #why me? #fml #JusticeForMyBrokeAss #Someone pay for my flight #it's not too late #There's still the water bomb festival y'all #Donate now. #I wanna go to lollapalooza

[pidgefudge]

THE VIDEO GAMES ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ IM WAY TOO EXCITED

#PEANUT BUTTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR #AND THE MKWII RUN WAS IMPRESSIVE AND HILARIOUS #still losing it over “it's flat. donations please?” #hhekdjahbskddkshfsjsjfksjf #easily some of my all time favorite gdq runs #i have been happy stimming so much the past few days i wish school tomorrow were cancelled there's like 8 runs i wanna see (back to back!!!) #fuckkkkk i love gdq marathons SO MUCH the energy is unparalleled and i get to be especially autistic about video games for an entire week #AND PLUS MY TWO FAVORITE STREAMERS ARE BOTH DOING RUNS ON SATURDAY #a) my two favorite streamers!!! b) LOST LEVELS RACE ESPECIALLY c) saturday = no school!!!!!!!!! #sorry for being just. SUCH a NERD im the only guy around here who likes this stuff lmaooooo #pigeon coos