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etherealinowrites · 2 years

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black blood chapter 4 | jeon jungkook|

⤅“you belong to me.” - jeon jungkook

⤅ jeon jungkook x female oc, vampire and soulmate au

⤅ pairing- female oc x vampire jungkook

⤅ summary- “every night i wonder about those lips. those lips that will take me in and wake me from this nightmare”

⤅ genre- angst, smut, action, thrill, mystery, vampire au!, fantasy au!, soulmate au!, enemies to lovers, slightly yandere at times

⤅ warnings- swearing, gore, blood, violence, jungkook is an asshole, slight panic, dark alleyways, murder, neck snapping, vampiric themes.

⤅ wc- 1.4K

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by the time I had called Junhyung to come and pick me up, I'd already calmed down from the incident and now it seemed as if nothing had happened but the buzzing in my veins told me otherwise. Once the adrenaline rush wore out, my limbs felt tired and limp, like I'd worked out a lot.

The black BMW stopped in front of the small, dingy 24/7cafe I was seated in and a concerned Junhyung dragged himself out of it. His eyes lit up as he noticed my huddled figure on one of the dusty tables.

The bell tinkled as he pushed the door open, rushing over to me."Are you okay? Is everything okay? Where is your car? Are you hurt? What happened?" He grabbed my face, squishing it between his long fingers and scrutinized me.

"Umfff-Im Paine Junghfyung" I somehow managed to speak and he released my face. Letting out a breath of relief.

"god, you have no idea how worried i was. plus your grandma made it worse, heck she's threatened to kill me thrice. she's been screaming at me and begging for me to get you home."

I made a face. "bro, I've stayed out later on other nights, why is she so worked up today? what for?"

Junghyun shrugged, "maybe because it's well over four am now néra." he politely informed me and my eyes widened.

had it really been that long?

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Junhyung and I walked inside a cold and dark home that belonged to me and were immediately met by a crazed old lady.

There were clothes littered everywhere and suitcases lay here and there. Junhyung raised an eyebrow at me and I just shrugged. I had no idea what was going on.

"Nerà!" I heard my grandma shout from the other room, she hurried in with a worried look dceorating her face and I knew something was wrong. She rarely called me Nerà, the name felt too unfamiliar she would say.

"What are you-"

"Get out of here. Get lost and never come back." she snarled as she handed me a few suitcases and looked over at Junhyung.

"Leave. Now." She hissed and he looked taken aback.

"Both of you. Leave right now." She rushed a hand into her bag and got out a couple of papers. "These documents including your passport will make you look like a married couple. It has tickets to London where you will stay for as long as I tell you."

I frowned at her pinched tone and sour expression. She had no reason to be this rude to me or him. My mind was in overdrive and Junhyung looked just as confused. "What is the matter?" I moved closer to her, trying to hold her arm but she moved back from me.

"Your flight is in an hour. Leave now. Leave!" She screamed at us and pointed to the door, making me feel my curiosity build up with anger.

"No! Grandma what's going on?" I spoke up, forcing myself to place my mind to the situation.

"Nerà please leave. Leave! They will be here. He will be. He will take you away. They will... Leave before they come." She spoke to me, looking extremely desperate and tears shone in her eyes.

I wanted to know what was going on and was desperate for answers. But the desperate and pleading, teary face of my grandma almost shut me up. "did you have a nightmare? did someone prank call you grandma? is there a problem?" i questioned, "is someone bothering you?" i had no time to deal with her panic when my own experience was still seeping into my bones.

Junhyung reached ahead to hold her hand and she hugged him tight. "Take care of her Junhyung.." she whispered and hugged me next.

"I'm sorry I couldn't protect you Belle." She whispered and cried on my shoulder. "You have to leave before he comes."

She broke the hug and removed a small locket from her bag, tying it around my neck. "Bye my love... I'll miss you... Be safe."

"okay this is making absolutely no sense. can you at least try to talk to me?" i frowned, refusing to accept whatever she was trying to dish to me. "you can't just make me leave the continent out of nothing?"

my grandma sighed, breathing deeply as if she was trying to remain patient and not hit me. "listen, there is something huge going on néra, and it can harm you. there is someone, just like you said. there is someone who has a debt upon me and he is not to be messed with. i don't want to drag you down with me dear, just leave."

this was looking a lot more like a wattpad fanfiction than a bad dream now.

"look grandma, first of all, a major fuck you to the nutjob who is after you and troubling you but he can't possibly have a debt larger than life. whatever it is, whoever it is. let him come, let him come and we'll settle this maturely like adults or legally if the need arises." i quietly spoke, wanting to calm her down but she refused to listen.

"oh no you silly girl you don't get it!" she raised her voice, making me flinch at the sudden change in her tone. "he is not someone you can negotiate with! he won't listen to you, of all people, a mere 23 year old human-"

"she is right you know." a very familiar tone echoed through the room.

the hair on the back of my neck perked up, the chills from earlier came back as i heard that darned voice once more.

what was he doing here?

i saw my grandmothers eyes widen as she took the man behind me in. i refused to turn back and look at him, how did he even figure out where i live? is he here to finish off the last witness to his crime?

"look at me when i speak to you néra." he mumbled, his tone hinting at amusement. i heard footsteps leading up behind me.

"hey listen! look at me!" grandma yelled, snapping her head to him. "you have business with me. not her. leave her alone."

he tsked, adding in a breathy chuckle as if the thought was funny. "oh luna," he sighed, taking my grandmother's real name. with the way he said it with such hate, he must know her personally, i figured. "you're still the same, pretending to ignore the reality. you can't possibly make me leave without her, can you? it's been 23 exact years. you know that the time is up. the deal is now set in motion."

"what deal?" i finally mustered my voice, speaking slowly as the man stopped a little near me. "what are you trying to say?"

i looked sideways at him, too scared to look him right in the eye, i could see the same handsome features from earlier, though they were much more relaxed than before. "the deal where you, start belonging to me, on 6 august 2022."

"what? is, is this true?" i turned to my grandmother, waiting for her to yell "IT"S A PRANK" to my face and tell me this is a sick joke but the events from earlier and my grandmother's expression old me otherwise.

"and if i refuse?"

"it's simple." he cracked his knuckles, tilting his neck. "these two die and you live painfully till you die in a few years."

"you see, i know you you know that i am not human little girl." he grinned, leaning down.

"my name is not little girl." i snapped back and his grin turned into a smirk.

"well, néra, you know very well that i am not a human, granted that, it's pretty obvious that my deals aren't human either. choose your pah. either you come with me like you should. or you play with the vow and let it torture you for the rest fo your life."

"choose wisely." he finished when i finally turned to look at him fully, noting the dark glint in his eyes.

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guksthighs · 7 years

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Fake Fangs

TRICK

Pairing: SUGA X READER

Summary: Finding out that Yoongi’s costume didn’t include fake fangs leads to a suprises in the bedroom.

Genre: smut, vampire au

Length: 1.5k

A/N: this was such a good request omf, it ended up filthy but i mean who could blame me.

"Put those fangs to use Min Yoongi," you whispered, your lips grazing his ear and for emphasis you gave it a slight nibble but as you pulled away to go back to kissing him, his hands looped around your waist and kept you in place and you let out a scream as a stinging pain appeared on the column of your neck. Seconds later you shuddered slightly as you felt Yoongi's tongue smooth over the bite, "dude, what the fuck?"

Yoongi pulled back, red blood stained his lips and you tried to pull away, but his brow creased in confusion, "you told me to do it," he pouted before his tongue smoother over his lips, collecting the blood that was smeared there - your blood - you realised with a start.

"Your heart just sped up," he stated, before leaning back into your neck as he planting a kiss to the wound causing you to shiver again, "I know you're enjoying this." Yoongi pulled away again, obviously hesitant over what he was about to do due to your constant complaining but as you locked eyes with his that had turned a deep red colour, you tried to stop yourself from humming in agreement, because you were enjoying it; you were enjoying him.

"Don't you need consent to drink from me?" you stuttered over your words slightly when you received his undivided attention, his fangs resting on his bottom lip and black sweaty hair splayed across his forehead, before you watched him tilt his head slightly in amusement.

"put those fangs to use yoongi," he quoted speaking in a higher voice to further mock you, but there was no time for you to duck your head in embarrassment when his fingers were looped under your neck as he dipped back to your neck. The urge to fight back left as you let yourself melt into his demands, the sound of his drinking made occasional squelching sound and just when you thought he was done, he leant back and whispered into your ear, "you're so cute Y/N."

That's what set you off, making you push him off your chest and onto the bed so you could straddle his waist. Yoongi tilted his head in surprise at your actions but you had been waiting all night for this, and you would not let him call you cute like he always did in the dorm, it was time for you to seduce him, vampire or not.

"You want to call me cute again," you leant forward slowly, and jolted in surprise as his hands landed on your thighs, squeezing the flesh through the fishnet tights you had been wearing for your Halloween costume and in seconds he had ripped two large holes in them.

"The cutest," he replied flashing you a smile and you found yourself grinding your teeth together, the whole point of the party was to get Yoongi to ask you out. Taehyung and Jimin had organised a Halloween party claiming it was because they never got to go trick or treating but really it was all a plan to set you and Yoongi up as a couple.

"I-" you ground into his lap, "am-" he looked up at you, the smirk widening on his lips, "not-" you continued to grind into his lap, "cute!" with the final word you pressed your lips to his, smiling when he let out a low groan against your mouth, and as you felt his arms finally loop around your waist to pull you flush against his chest you couldn't help yourself but smile, finally.

"You're so cute," your groan at the endearment was muffled in a kiss before Yoongi pulled back, his lips so close they brushed yours as he finished his sentence, "I could eat you out." Your eyes widened at his statement, and you watched as his face turned a shade of deep red as he realised what he had said, "I meant up, but if you want me to that badly."

This time you couldn't help but smirk, as you leant in for another kiss, laughing as his fangs snagged against your bottom lip before his tongue grazed across it to check for any sign of blood, just as you licked his lips he pulled away and you groaned sitting up and pouting slightly, "Stop teasing me Yoongi."

"My tongue could do a better job of teasing you than my words," he rolled over so you were underneath him again, and you watched him lick his lips as he looked down at you like you were a five-star meal. You turned your head to the side to avoid his hungry stare before whispering with a laugh,

"If you want to eat me out just ask," Yoongi froze, his body stiffening above you and then his lips were firmly pressed against yours, his urge to fuck you was clear in the kiss as he continued to extract long moans from you just in the way his tongue slipped between your lips, and his hips ground into yours.

"Can I have the pleasure of eating you out?" Yoongi asked, and you laughed before nodding, you honestly couldn't think of anything that you would enjoy more than him showing off the skills he was usually boasting of around the boys, especially when you were over, "I've been waiting so long for this." He ripped the rest of your tights away before running his arms across your body, taking your skirt up with it.

When his head dipped down, you felt butterflies in your stomach, his lips skimming up you thigh starting at your knee as he hummed in approval, hands gripping and smoothing the skin of your thighs, "so so sexy"

You had been ready to kick him in the face when he started his sentence, but instead, you bucked your hips up happily accepting his compliment, until you felt a sharp pain in your thigh, screeching you pulled your legs to your chest, clutching them before inspecting the two small holes on your inner thigh, whipping up to lock eyes with Yoongi who was looking guiltily away, muttering, "it was so tempting and soft and smooth."

You let out a long groan before a knock on the door interrupted you both, causing you to leap up before you heard Namjoon's voice through the door, "everyone decent?" he didn't wait for you to reply as soon after the door creaked open, "Don't drink too much Yoongi."

Meanwhile, Taehyung and Jimin were high-fiving having smelt the scent of your blood again they knew things were going well for the both of you. Surprisingly their stomachs suddenly felt completely empty and they shared a look before running off to look for their respective girlfriends and donors.

Jimin turned around with a laugh calling after Taehyung, "Your donor is dressed like a bag of blood!" Taehyung doubled over with laughter before he continued to run around the groups of people trying to find his girlfriend, knowing she had worn that outfit as a taunt that he was happy to take her up on.

Once Namjoon had finally closed the door; you turned to Yoongi hand covering the wound on your leg as you tried to stop the bleeding, "So this," you tilted your head towards your thigh and then leant it to slightly to show him the wound on your neck, "this is a thing then?"

"The fangs are real, yes." Yoongi couldn't help himself lick his lips at the thought of tasting you again, the sound and warmth between your thighs had been too tempting and he hadn't thought before his thighs were sinking into the soft skin.

You sighed, "Well, can you at least stop the blood flow I think I'm trashing your sheets," and it was true there was blood splattered all over the sheets, staining it a dark red and you looked nervously at your hand that was also covered in blood wondering if he had hit a vein.

"My sheets have looked worse," Yoongi leant forward, a smirk reappearing on his face as he began to bring his face towards the bite again as if it had his own gravitational pull,"you want me to drink your blood?" He sounded surprised but you could tell he wanted to more than anything.

But quickly you remembered the reason the party had happened in the first time, turning your thigh away from him with a sly smile, "Maybe ask me out on a date first, cheeky." Yoongi smiled at you, running a hand through his hair with a small laugh before taking yours into his and pressing a gentle kiss to the tip of each finger.

"With pleasure."

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cocotangaje · 5 years

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My imperfection side

Dulu level wibu gue udah parah. Nyampe halu, walau sekarang juga halunya masih tetep sama. Tapi seenggaknya halu gue sekarang ke makhluk yang emang nyata dan ada. Gak kayak dulu yang cuma berbentuk chara, bentuk karakter, tapi gak pernah ada di dunia nyata.

Semuanya berenti sejak gue bucin manusia beneran penyuka anime juga. Kelas 3 smp nyampe 2 sma. Pacaran terlama. Hebat gak tuh. Ampir 3 taun coy. Ldr pula.

Dianya juga vvota. Suka jkt48. Dan pas gue denger lagu2nya ena juga. Sekarang kebetulan dia fanboy juga. Tapi ya mungkin namanya juga ga setakdir. Ya mesti berakhir.

Ditambah pas kelas 3 sma gue ketemu dan kemudian jadian dan bucin sama wil wil itu. WAH BANGSAT LEVEL BUCIN SAYA SUDAH NAUDZUBILLAH POKOKNYA. NGERI NGERI SEDAP. MERINDING SAYA NULISINNYA JUGA. GELIIIIIIII HDJXHJDJXHXHX

Pas putus yang ternyata cuma 3 bulanan doang hubungannya, tapi beuh downnya parah coy. Setaun galau. Baru abis itu idup kerasa datar. Ya baliklah ke anime2an. Ditambah; FANGIRLINGNGAN KE BOYGRUP.

Dulu waktu sd kelas 4 nyampe smp kelas 2 gue fangirl juga. Cuma bedanya ke girlgrup; SNSD. Yang lagunya gee gee gee gee gitu lah. Udah sayaaaaanggg bgt sama mereka kayak ke kk sendiri. Eh pas dapet berita jessica hengkang dari grup, trauma sama kpop. I left the kpop world dan bener2 gak mau bersentuhan sama grup kpop apapun.

Then, i found bts via mb halsey.

Yodah makin lama y gitu. Udah dosa pacaran hilang, dosa fujoshian gue kambuh lagi :) YA YAUDALAHYA UNTUK PENYEIMBANG HIDUP BIAR GA KAKU-KAKU AMAT. Makin bucin dengan cerita love is an illussion yang nyeritain tentang m-preg. Makin khatam sama uke seme dom top sub dkknya. MANA ANAKNYA LUCU BGT WOY ELAHHHHH NANGIS AJA APAYA AKUNYA.

Apalagi liat taekook, namjin, yoonjoon, minjoon, dsb dsb. Hadeuuu ambyar akutu nakkk sama yang cute cute manja dan tsundere gengsi2 tapi diem2 berkontribusi juga. Ambyaaarrr🤧👋

HAWA DOMINAN NAMJOON LAGIAN KUAT BGT. SAMA SIAPAPUN MATCH AJA GITU. MAKANYA AKU MURKA KALO DIA JADI SUB. DIATUH COCOK JADI TOKOH YG MENGINTERVENSI PIHAK LAIN.

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Taekook juga gemes astaga nangis....

Mama maap anakmu jadi fujo lagi🤧🙂👋

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jengcandy-blog · 6 years

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1. PERTEMUAN TAK SENGAJA

Suasana kampus cukup sejuk siang itu gank ceriwis sedang berkumpul di depan wartel dekat kampus yang mana sebagai tempat nongkrong alias base camp mereka, disana mereka biasa ketawa-ketiwi gak jelas, ngerumpi bahkan cuci mata ngelihat pemandangan cakep yang melintas di jalan raya….

“Candy anter cherry nelp dong…kangen nich ama arif…” Cherry menarik tangan gue…

“Ok dech tapi jangan lama-lama yach…BT gue nungguinnya”

Cherry nyengir “ok say…duit gue Cuma cukup buat semenit he…tambahin ya…”

‘Sialan lo…” gue nyebrang ma cherry

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Beberapa saat kemudian

“ eh…lagi sendiri, nunggu temennya yach…” tuh cowok mulai ngomong sok kenal, gitu “ iya…” gue jawab dingin….

“ Kamu temennya bejo ya…boleh kenalan gak…?” wah…wah…ni cowok punya nyali juga …”boleh….” Gue mengangguk “ nama saya ricky…kamu…?” dia ngulurin tangan ngajak salaman…” saya candy…” gue nunduk

Tanpa sadar cukup lama ampir 20 menit gue ngobrol ma tuh cowok ngalir-ngidul sgala diomongin dari mulai keluarga,hobby bahkan yang ga penting sekalipun tapi anehnya kok banyakan gue yang ngomong kalau dipikir-pikir gue kayak penceramah dan dia ngedenger aja senyum-senyum

“candy ...pulang gak…?” terdengar suara Mony di ujung jalan…menyadarkan keasyikan gue ngedongeng dihadapan tuh cowok wah…dasar tuh mony ganggu aja “ok dek gue balik dulu ya..temen gue ngajak pulang…”

“iya dech kalo gitu saya minta no telp kamu dong candy…” dengan suara pelan nyaris tak terdengar…

“ minta aja ke bejo ya…bye…” gue kayak yang jual mahal gitu …kudu bo…cewe..!

“candy…siapa sich cowok tadi keren juga ya…cakep lho…” mony ngajak ngobrol di angkot…

“ iya gitu..kok gue gak liat mukanya ya mon… gue keasyikan crita ampe gak tau muka tuh cowok eh…da cacatnya gak..? jerawatan koreng, hidungnya bengkok or… kali aja kupingnya gak ada sebelah…?

“candy…gile yah…cakep lah nilainya 8…lo sich masa ngobrol sebelahan, mata lo liat ke depan mana bisa ngeliat tuh cowok kudunya lo berhadapan biar jreeng…jelas muka tuh cowo!” mony mencerca

“ sebodo ah mau ganteng or jelek I don”t care lagian cowok model gitu bukan tipe cowok gue masa kayak patung gue aja yang ngomong…kalopun cakep gue lebih suka cowo yang badannya tinggi ya…anak band juga ok lah…” gue balas mencerca mony

“ Awas ya…kalo lo naksir….jangan sembarangan ngomong ..gue yakin lo bakal suka ma tuh cowok lagian tangkap candy lumayanlah gak malu-maluin buat diajak hanging out…”

“GIle lo emang ayam ditangkap…gak… my heart just for Reno you know…?”

“ Kiri…kiri pak …Gue duluan ya…Mon mpe besok ya…”

“ Yu….”

Malam harinya…..

Dear diary…..

Kok gue makin kangen gitu ya reno….dia lagi ngapain sekarang?...kenapa sich gue gak bisa ngelupain dia barang semenit aja…gue tau ini nyakitin banget tapi ini cinta …dan itu sebuah kenyataan…gue gak tau apa yang bakal terjadi ntar…apa sosok dia yang udah ada dalam hati gue selama 3 tahun bakal tergantikan oleh cowok lain ? gue gak tau…tapi gue harus mencoba walau sulit…

“candy…telpon tuh…” terdengar suara mama

“Iya ma…” gue males banget keluar kamar abis lagi curhat didiary gue suka terhanyut gitu karena diary is my best friend ever and ever… (maybe…!)

“ya…hallo ini siapa ya…”

“ hai ini ama candy ya…lagi apa maaf saya ganggu kamu…?”

“ eh…nggak…ini dari siapa..?” gue ulang pertanyaan tadi…

“ ini ama Kiky…”

“ Kiky…Kiky siapa ya…saya gak kenal…”

“ kok kamu lupa sich saya yang tadi siang kenalan di deket kampus kamu…” cowok itu berusaha ngejelasin

“ bukannya ricky tadi siang gue kenalan ma cowok yang namanya Ricky “gue masih bingung

“ ih…nama saya bukan ricky tapi Kiky” dengan suara yang meninggi

“ oh jadi gue salah ya…ok deh maafin ya…”

“ga papa kok…kamu lagi ngapain…?

“ saya lagi di kamar belajar bentar lagi UAS” kamu sendiri ada apa nelpon saya…?”

“ jadi ceritanya gak boleh nich..”

“ya..boleh sich…” candy mulai menjawab rada males gitu…

Tak terasa mereka mengobrol sampai sejam tapi tentu aja pembicaraan didominasi oleh Candy, Kiky Cuma jawab ya atau tidak cerita dari mulai kuliah ampe hewan piaraan dasar….tapi bukan candy namanya kalo gak bisa ngerubah suasana garing jadi asyik he…

Seminggu Kemudian….

“Tuh kan…Gue bener Charra mulai membuka pembicaraan geng itu…” sambil noleh ke cerry, Honey, Vani dan Mony…

“bener Can…gue dukung deh “ honey ikut-ikutan….

“Gimana ya…gue kan gak begitu suka ma dia lagian kita baru seminggu kenal takut ah…”

“ah..payah lu…embat aja…kalo soal takut lo bisa ngandelin kita-kita kalo tuh cowok macem-macem minimal nyakitin lo Secuil aja kita berempat bakal jadi body guard lo ” vany ngasih support sambil ngacungin kelingkingnya.

“ Dia mau jemput gue lho…” candy berbinar

“Wah…asyik neh bakal ada yang keluar dari sarang jojoba he…” cerry menimpali

Mereka emang geng terkenal kompak, keren juga smart…suka saling Bantu dalam sedih dan senang….

Sore harinya….

“ Lo mau kan jadi cewek ku…?’ Kiky melepas keheningan yang dari tadi candy ga ngomong sepakatah kata pun.

“ Apa….” Candy terperanjat “ maksudnya…?”

“ Kamu ga denger ya…, maukah jadi cewekku?”

“ Duh…apa ga kecepetan…lagian kita kan baru kenal seminggu…lo belum tau siapa gue dan segalanya tentang gue…”

“ Gimana ya…abis aku suka ama kamu…sejak kita ketemuan…” Kiky beralasan

“ Tapi kita kan perlu waktu…”? Candy bingung

Suasana mulai hening dan kaku

“ Aku Cuma takut ga sempet atau terlambat ngatain semua ke kamu…”

“ Maksud kamu apa ?...oh…maaf ya..apa kamu bakal pergi jauh or kamu punya penyakit kanker yang bentar lagi bakal ninggalin dunia ini….? ”Candy sedikit tertawa

“ Ih…jahat kamu…ya gak lah… aku beneran Can.. jadi gimana..” Kiky sedikit harap-harap cemas

“ duh…aku bingung tapi waktu terlalu cepat jadi…ehm..aku gak bisa beri aku waktu…” candy bimbang

“ Ok deh…jadi ceritanya saya ditolak ya…terserah kamu aku gak maksa..aku ngerti banget”

“Makasih Ky”…..

Saat di rumah…

Candy merebahkan tubuhnya setelah pertemuan dengan Kiky sore tadi, sambil tiduran lalu mengambil diary di bawah bantal, ia pun mulai curhat :

Dear diary…apa sebuah kekeliruan kalo gue nolak Kiky…? Tapi gue gak bisa…gue mang suka ama dia tapi kalo buat jadi cowo gue masih ragu..apa gue kasih tau temen-temen soal ini…? tapi gak lah..besok aja…gue Cuma takut mencintai orang yang salah..cukup Reno yang bikin gue sedih atas kesalahan gue sendiri…gue mang belum pernah punya pengalaman pacaran tapi gue punya pengalaman mencintai…dan itu cukup buat gue jadiin pelajaran…gue Cuma pengen pacaran sekali seumur hidup gue tentu aja sampe nikah…gue akan mencintai cowok gue sepenuh hati dan gue bakal ngebahagiain dia gue bakal jadiin cowok yang bisa dapetin gue akan beruntung memiliki gue…

Esoknya dikampus…

“gile lu..nolak dia…dasar kenapa sich Can kan lo kudu nyobain lagi…” Honey kaget

“ gue kan gak bisa Hon “

“ Ingat Can mencintai itu butuh proses dan waktu lama-lama juga lo bakal suka and cinta deeh…” Charra ikut menimpali

Kedua omongan sahabatnya itu membuat Candy bimbang apa ini sebuah kesalahan…? Who’s know…

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Laki laki itu kadang aneh

Mau cerita dikit nih..ada poin poin yg bikin aku aneh lho sama makhluk yang bernama ;Laki-laki Gak aku anggap semua sama kok mungkin kebetulan dialamin sahabat aku sendiri

1.SAAT PEDEKATE NGEBET Baru kenalan ampir sharian chat..telpon..video call..kayaknya jam kerja..jam makan, jam tidur disisihkan sebagian buat yang namanya PEDEKATE..semua hal di ceritain dari hoby,kerjaan sampe hal gak penting pun diceritain..kayak tetangga sebelah yg gak ada kontribusinya pun ikut ke ceritain ha ha.ha. Singkat kata baru seminggu kenal n proses PEDEKATE langsung tembak…temen aku sih ok ok aja secara pas PEDEKATE itu nyaman lah ya..itu cowo baik..perhatian..soleh katanya atau hal lain lah yg masuk kategori laki laki idaman..plus menantu idaman poin penting tuh biar dapet restu orang tua..hubungan berlangsung lah lagi manis manis masa indah serasa dunia milik berdua saban hari full komunikasi kasih kabar..“ayang ayangan”

2.MULAI JADIAN MELEMPEM Baru beberapa bulan masa indah itu mulai berkurang care nya Ibarat kerupuk yang ditaroh di toples ditutup nggak rapet melempem donk…kemana nih yang chat telepon apalagi video call??? Kemana nih bang..mas broo..aa akang…??🤔 Di protes jawabannya sibuk yang…gak sempet yang..ketiduran yang..habis kuota untuk balas chat kamu..hmmm.

3.PERTANYAKAN LAGI HATINYA Nah…tanyain kenapa bisa gitu..cewe harus bisa tanyain boleh lah yah marah..kalo alasannya gak rasional gitu..hai laki-laki jangan biarkan perempuanmu berburuk sangka akan kamu jika kamu gak kasih kabar… Kalau kamu ada di posisi cewe kamu jadi suudzon kan..“gw kenapa..gw salah apa..apa cewek gw kagak cinta lagi…” Samalah…walau cewe lebih banyak pakai perasaan dan laki-laki pakai logika..tetep aja kurang perhatian bikin BT Tapi tanyain saat sikon lagi ok..moodnya lagi bagus..atau penyampaiannya dengan bahasa sopan dan tidak pakai intonansi tinggi ya..kali pasangan kamu percaya sama kamu dan dia ceritain kenapa bisa begitu kasih warning atau semacam perjanjian lah..yg namanya komunikasi itu kunci hubungan.

4.KURANG PERHATIAN TAPI CEMBURU Ini yang super duper aneh kata sahabat aku.. Gimana gak aneh..cowoknya chat nelpon jarang tapi dia gak pengen cewenya dekat ma cowo lain walo cuma temenan kecuali urusan kerjaan..sampe bahasa sumpah Allah lagi agar cewenya gak lakuin yang dia mau… Situ sehat mas broo..abang ..akang???? Cewe butuh perhatian dan bersosialisasi..lo kate cewe lo itu hewan piaraan..gak boleh keluar kandang Tuh kebon binatang aja walo hewan dikandangin masih boleh pengunjung kasih makanan dan tetep dapat jatah makan dari kebun binatang kan Nah ini cewe lo lebih miris…udah gak lo kasih perhatian..lo larang dia juga gaul ma temennya emang sih temen yg cowo tapi kita makhluk sosial mas bro bukan pesantren khusus santriwati yg dibatasi sosialisi ma santriawan malah ngga bisa. Jadi intinya lo cemburu itu sayang..obsesi..harga diri karena mau nya lo gak di turuti atau apa??balik lagi ke poin 3 diatas..“Tanyakan isi hatinya…” Intinya komunikasikan isi hati..dan niat dari keduanya mau lanjut. Instrospeksi diri..diam ditempat apa bubar jalan.

Tulisan ini lebih ke pengalaman pribadi tentu saja bisa macam macam ya karakter atau kondisi hubungannya..jangan dijadikan acuan apalagi di turuti oleh para cowo lhoo..jangan ya..ini lebih ke chit chat temen aku aja.intinya cinta dan sayang kondisi sibuk apapun..jarak membentang sejauh manapun kalau dia cinta pasti berusaha mempertahankan hubungan agar awet..quality time itu penting lho..untuk yg sama sama sibuk..saling percaya aja ya..

It's me: Jengcandy 29 juni 2017 22:30WIB

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