#box of things that make me mad

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

shoutout to space/alien movies for continuously fucking me up in the best ways

#finally got around to watching arrival #what! a! damn! good! movie!!! #was sniffling all through the ending... #im mad at myself for never watching it before #for depriving myself of an alien movie where the aliens... are Genuinely Good? #and it Ends Well? #with STELLAR time travel & concepts and oasudasfuaoa #thats my favorite stuff.... the movie checked All of my sci-fi boxes #👀aliens... great time travel... fascinating cinnamon topography... an even more fascinating plot... positive ending #like the sheer hope and euphoria pouring from the end. damn #i love movies that say 'We Are Good. And There Are Always Good People Striving To Make Things Better.' #'And Maybe We Are Not Alone In The Universe. And They're Good Too. They're Striving For Better Things Too.' #THATS CATNIP TO ME BABEY #HOPE AND LOVE AND HUMANITY BABEYYYY #rewatched interstellar for the first time since like middle school too The Other Day #quite simply! i sobbed! #sci-fi space/alien movies just hit different... #movies with expertly done time travel hit Different!!! and incredibly hard! #time travel as an act of love and hope... HOWLING AND WAILING #absolutely unprompted #on a similar vein i just finished my sw:rebels rewatch and season four #DEFINITELY fits the bill for this topic #not quite to the extent of interstellar & arrival but still... #man and im rewatching eeaao As I Type #and its already fucking me up! this movie is so good!! i know im going to feel better about existing after watching!! #MOVIES!!! MOVIES ARE SO GOOD!! I LOVE THEM!!

[icewindandboringhorror]

I was just thinking what a cool job this might be.. what if you were just the person who makes little still images of cute animal figurines doing various activities to post on social media...? like.. show up to work and just spend the whole day like "hmm... this table should be placed to the left a little.. let me set this miniature bagel down in this way... this tiny rabbit should be wearing a scarf", setting the backgrounds, the lighting, etc. ... dream job perhaps lol...

#I'm sure it probably doesnt pay much lol #but.. maybe in some ideal world.. #with my health and mental conditions and level of functioning there are VERY few Jobs I could actually EVER manage aside from #just being self employed and being able to set my own hours somehow etc... But every once in a while I come across something like this #and it's like... hrmm.... Yes... perhaps if I could align myself in this hyper specific scenario under hyper specific conditions in a #precise and predictable way and everything worked out perfectly and I had all the accomodations I might need.. maybe I could #do THAT thing then .. lol #Not just generally a 'social media manager' or something. I think that would drive me into the throes of madness #but SPECIFICALLY 'person who makes the images for the calico critters social media' and also #the place i have to go to do that is either my home or within walking distance of my home and also i rarely have to interact #with others aside from the posts probably going through some approval process and initial ideas where they tell me what #type of scene to make and also i somehow make $90.000 a year doing this for only 4 days a week with frequent sick breaks #dreamy sigh and so on and so forth and such and so on #ANYWAY........ #the idea of meticulously placing little pastries and miniature crayons and stuff around all day until the scene is perfectly crafted.. SO #SO so appealing to me... like designing environments in the sims except it's real and tangible.. And also imagine having access #to the FULL library of miniature items. to me that would be just as good as owning them #Like.. I get to use them and make little scenes with them and hold them and stare at them and everything except also #they're all kept at work so I don't have boxes of clutter filling home. #unlimited access to every little miniature food ever crafted yet none of the downsides (purchase cost and storage) #etc. etc. ANYWAY ... #Chuckling confidently as I add this onto the 'List Of ''Real'' Jobs I Could Do' which is just a notebook sheet of paper with only like 5 #other similarly unlikely hyperspecific scenarios scribbled down

[canadianlucifer]

Hot take but if I buy something I think I should own it :/

#Yes this is about digital vs physical media. #I hate digital games and movies I hate subscription services I hate not having a physical tangible disk #If I buy something I don't want a license to use it I want an actual copy of the product!! #No I don't want to subscribe to clip studio to keep getting updates! I hesitated buying the damn thing digitally! I wanted a fucking disk!! #I don't want to subscribe to a game or anything I just wanna buy it (and it should work without needing to download half the damn thing!) #I want disks and cartridges and boxes!!! #I want to own what I purchase without a company threatening to go offline and make me lose access to what I got!! #I want to go to best buy and buy software in a box!! Please!! #ok rant over #I just get mad at the current state of technology sometimes. #Rant on planned obsolescence likely coming soon lol

[paperlovesadness]

Me seeing all the comments under Glasto-themed posts blaming Alex for being sick and calling off Dublin

I'm barely able to fold that knife though.... And I'm not trusting myself that it'll stay folded.

#I really have no words for people who lack the basic minimum amounts of sympathy and understanding #and YES IT'S POSSIBLE HIS SYMPTOMS CLEARED UP IN JUST 4 DAYS #am I worried they didn't completely? yes. but they might have. and either way they're Definitely A LOT better after him resting #taking care of himself. possibly getting some meds prescribed. hydrating. not talking. sleeping #What did they want him to do. go out and mime the songs for them? #go up and barely utter some words through the hoarseness - make things worse and call of yhe next month if shows instead? #risk getting actual chronic laryngitis? risk his whole career? #the hell is wrong with people #you've got no idea how scared I was & am for my show that's coming up too. It's like extremely meaningful and important to me #the vision of going helped me through some tougher times #but you know what I'm also scared of? #of one of my favorite artist's getting seriously hurt. #of him beating himself up for disappointing people when there's nothing he can do about it. #can't believe people lack the basic empathy. #i get being disappointed. Sad. Furious even. #be furious with a god if you've got one or the universe or bacteria or the very idea of voice boxes being suspectable to strain #not with the man who's just as frustrated with the situation as you are #AHHHH #(i unfolded the knife safely in the tags. folding it back up) #(I see the typos & I hate em & I'm mad but I won't be doing anything about it. I'm sorry) #// #my posts

[pepprs]

turned off automatic updates for this stupid app. i am protecting my peace ♥️

#purrs #it’s like they finally give us polls and then they punch us in the stomach and then when we double over they punch us in the face <3 you can #attempt to force tumblr live in front of me every couple of days you can even put in that stupid shitty new video / photo view that i wish #id gotten ahead of. but you WILL NOT move my blog button. i need that button exactly where it is. don’t fuck with me. #they should’ve just kept the version over the summer that showed you icons for whether there were likes / rbs / comments like. that was the #best. and if they ever take away this stupid shit i need to just stop updating the app when its back to normal and keep it like that forever #it’s kind of insane. like omg ppl are so fucking mad in the notes and they don’t even talk abt the new button locations or the addition of t #the light box it’s just checkmarks. like how do they not understand we are here BECAUSE we don’t want this to turn into tiktok ig whatever. #i just don’t understand it. and the moving the blog button thing is so evil like ppl are gonna click on tumblrmart BY ACCIDENT that’s just #so fucking evil. if youre that desperate just tell us and at least make the features unintrusive god damn 😭

[corvidexoskeleton]

Turning into the joker because both of my landlords keep threatening to kick me out every single time i have a slight disagreement with them or dont do exactly what they want

#text post tag #both of them keeo independently threatening me with homelessness for the stupidest fucking reasons #its honestly so fucking irritating and annoying and its pissing me off so much #but i cant even have a simple fucking conversation with either of them because they both think that i should just #roll over and do exactly what they say without protest and im fucking sick of it #reek will actively try to puff himself up and act like a big tough alpha male and tells me to get out if im not gonna ''respect'' him #and my sister will threaten to make me homeless just because i dont want to be the only fucking person the house who does dishes #and because she doesnt like that i have trouble keeping up with the dishes of three adults #two of which dont fucking rinse anything and just pile everything into nasty standing water #and shes mad that i have trouble getting down on my knees to clean the cat boxes out - esp since now theres a bunch bc pf the fosters #when i famously have knee problems and cant be on my knees for very long or often without it causing intense physical pain #and she never even fucking helped me clean any of them out even when it *was* just our own cats #not to mention that she keeps getting pissed off at me because i dont like thay she keeps throwing fits and being out of line with how #she reacts to every single fucking thing that stresses her out #like its my fucking fault that shes hitting her dog with a shoe or its my fault that shes screaming at her baby #reek doesnt even fucking do anything around the house when hes home #and hes almost never home #and he thinks he can lecture me about how i dont do anything and they have to do everything for me? #as if he has any right to think he has any authority over me whatsoever or as if he has any fucking right to treat me like a child #i fucking hate the both of them so goddamn much #im just constantly pissed the fuck off but i cant do a damn thing about it because everything i do is bad or wrong to them #to my sister i cant do anything right because the only thing i know how to do is escalate and make things worse #i am so fucking mad

[mildmayfoxe]

i never posted about my follow up re: my boss hole-punching all my journal papers but: it went bad. lol. i brought it up & she immediately started deflecting & acting attacked, telling me she hurt herself punching the holes in the paper & that she didn’t have time to cut me more paper (i never asked for this. for the record. i was ready to laugh it off & let it go & come to a mutual agreement about where my paper should go in the future. like a reasonable adult). and then she canceled the wholesale order for the journals i was supposed to make & SULKED for the rest of the day. and THEN she removed the journals from the wholesale shop entirely. because of my audacity to be like “haha hey i think you punched all my paper by accident :)”

#literally all i wanted was a ‘oh shit my bad. here’s another place you can put paper. it won’t happen again.’ like that’s all #and now it has to be this whole huge issue because she’s incapable of taking MINOR CRITICISM #like it disgusts me. it’s absolutely childish. sulking and lashing out because you’re not getting your way. unbelievable #this is not how to manage a workforce. this is not how you run a business. if this is how you react to a minor issue you have no place #having employees. imo. #like grow up. i’m not going to coddle you. i’m not your friend. you pay me to be here. #earlier she gestured at a big pile of boxes she’d left on the floor and was like ‘i’d love if you could take out the recycling this week :)’ #ok you want me to clean up your mess. how about you be a fucking adult maybe #anyway whatever. i’m trying to stay mad about this bc then i’ll actually look for a new job instead of just talking about it #i have to make this galvanize me bc if i let it go who knows what fucked up thing she’ll do next #chatpost #work tag

[scarletfasinera]

Anyway since I can't send an ask because of character limit and I gave up after trying to write it three different ways and it not working, I'll just. Idk write a short vague post back? I'm assuming a vague for a vague is fair (don't worry I don't want to be mean I just have no other way of navigating this situation.) Since I'm exhausted & but want to at least express my view of it.

Idk just on the off chance they see this or one of our shared mutuals shows them or something. My "weak subtext" post had absolutely nothing to do with Adam Warlock, I didn't even remember that I reblogged that poll before making my post. I had seen like six other polls after the Adam one, bc I was actively looking through the blog, that did the exact thing my post was about, the blogrunner (who shall remain anonymous) had Pointed Out in private that it was happening and gave several examples & it was distressing them so I checked the blog myself and commented on it, which was why I made the post. Not the Adam poll in particular which I didn't remember and wasn't thinking about. I do not know enough about Adam to say anything about either the text or the subtext or anything, so I just. Wouldn't? It really baffled me that it was read that way.

Anyway. Farewell beloved mutual we barely knew ye...

#txt #the “people doing that across multiple polls” thing was also why I left the “annoying notes” tag #it just happened to be on the Adam poll because I like Miles and it was ine of the first ones on the blog #I didn't even process that people wouldn't have the background context & would read it as being Very Mean to Adam Fans in particular #But honestly I should have & that's on me & I deleted the post for that reason #Anyway I have NO BEEF with Adam fans and don't know enough about him to make any posts about him #It's just VERY STRANGE to me that this happened like I didn't even think about Adam I was just blogging 😭 #I wish they had like asked me for clarification or something like I'm a dumbass and oftentimes an asshole by accident. #And I get misinterpreted A LOTTTTT but I never know how to KEEP IT FROM HAPPENING #and idk. I don't like being misinterpreted & I especially don't like being vagued over misinterpretation so I feel weird about it ): #Especially from a mutual that I liked? But. I'll forget about all this in the morning. #I mean I could also just. Reblog their vague and respond to it maybe #But idk I feel like that's a Lot because I don't want to out them to my followers as Having Vagued Me #I just would LIKE to address it privately but the only way to do that is via ask but it would be too long if I'm being serious about it #And tumblr's ask limit is like 500 fucking characters or something. Idk I tried figuring out the character limit andnit cut it off after #the FIRST PART #It would have taken like 7 fucking messages to send the whole explanation #And I don't want to swamp their ask box #The only reason the explanation is so short here is because I wrote it out in an exhausted Whatever tone that clips some of the explanation #short. Which I don't think would go over well when trying to explain a misunderstanding to someone who is mad at me enough to vague me #anyway here's your reminder that you can have conversations with people instead of jumping to conclusions 😔 #I mean I'm not mad and I understand retroactively why the misunderstanding happened #but also if they had even like PM'd me like “Hey if your post was about Adam I disagree bc xyz” and I would have responded like #“Oh my post wasn't about Adam at all and I didn't even realise it seemed like that sorry” #or hell if they'd even anon'd me about it #Like I'm... actually not a mean person... I'm not going to verbally assault someone for interacting with me in good faith...

[uraniumglassgirl]

I love aokiji from one piece. Hes my little swimbly bimbly

#i like him a lot. i love how one piece gets a lot of morally gray antagonists #like. aokiji is kind of a really good guy in certain moments. #like he cares a lot about civillians . he just works inside of a really shitty system . hes like the idea of a ‘good’ cop #who like joined the marines with the intent of helping people but he does more harm than good . #i think it makes a lot of sense for him to have quit after the time skip. i know hes rolling with the blackbeard pirates now though #which is weird to me. bc that doesnt seem to suit his ideals. i think he’ll turn out to be undercover or some shit or a sword operative #im excited to learn more abt sword bc its apparently really important in the manga rn #but im not caught up so it’s just like. a vague thing i know now #*thinks about robin backstory* dereshishishishishi….. #also it makes me so mad how oda does so many of his black characters bc. aokiji is right there. you know how to draw black people #give that same treatment to usopp!!! or blackbeard. its lame. it sucks #related. hes a minor antagonist but i wish they did more with mr 5. hes another black character with a good design (at least in the manga) #the anime kind of connects the corners of his lips and makes them look bad but in the manga its natural yet still cartoony #he has such an underutilized devil fruit too T_T he can basically explode any part of his body. #and its usually used in the form of flicking exploding boogers at people (funny) but i was expecting him to get a cool moment where he just #fuckin. BOXES someone with explosions and some cool kicks. sadly we never get that though

[jiggery-duggery]

I think if I get they/themmed one more time by someone who knows damn well what my pronouns are I’m just gonna go full chimpanzee mode and start tearing peoples faces off

#reggietales #idk. my rage is going to be understood by so few people I might as well not make this post at all #or else this is going to be misunderstood as me being a transphobe and hating they/them pronouns #but like. come on #if you use they for me when you don’t know what mine are that’s fine! that’s fine! #but I fucking told you what mine are and you’ve commented on it you think it’s weird yeah whatever #I’ve got two sets dude pick one I’m not going to be offended by - wow! - someone using the pronouns I told them to use!!!! #idk it makes me feel very small. like #I don’t care about your own unique relationship to gender and how you choose to present I’m going to fit you in a box anyways #apparently people think that they/them is the ultimate pronoun set that no one could EVER be mad about and using they for someone #is NEVER wrong #but fun fact. it is. please use the pronouns I’ve specified I don’t care which set. there’s two of them I’ve even given you a choice #sigh. sorry I’m fucking mad today. lots of small things happened that made me feel like shit #not to be a mean and nasty sjw but please use people’s preferred pronouns. it’s not hard. thanks

[ravenwolfie97]

the beauty of my obsession with genshin is that my dreams can recreate it perfectly and my brain can make characters say fuck in it

#i Just had a dream where there was this whole quest cutscene and it was a dramatic little thing #and Childe was there and he had like this huge monologue like the text box nearly filled half the screen it was so long #and of course it was in a perfect recreation of griffin burns's voice so it was like Real to Me #so as an aside from the quest i talk to childe as aether and he's going on about how he was trying to help this person #and you know how the text crawl happens before the voice sometimes and you get a look at what they're gonna say first #that happened on one sentence and i was like. no way is he going to say that #and then he said something along the lines of ''and I fucking suck at doing that thing'' #and im just like THERE'S NO WAY THEY JUST CASUALLY DROP AN F BOMB LIKE THAT ON A LINE FROM CHILDE??? HELLO #and i was literally about to post to tumblr before waking up and being mad it wasnt real fjdgdixj #oh well i guess im making up for that now by actually posting about it to actual tumblr lmao #genshin impact

[vibrantvenus]

I go into my pantry, and I say, "Oh no, pookie, what did they do to you?" and my pantry does not reply (because it is a pantry)

#my family made the worst decision making me the one responsible for the pantry bc now i get mad as hell when things are out of place #its still a work in progress obviously bc theres so much shit on the ground level that idk what to do it #but like. who the fuck puts a box of pasta with the boxes of tea #and salsa with the ice cream toppings like these bitches are TRYING to make me mad #amd the ice cream cones taken out of the ice cream section like ooooh im gonna start biting #i have. issues probably #i just have a very specific way or organizing things that like. makes sense to me bc i live in my head #same shit is always happening in my minifridge as well #like my mom will put smth in there and then i open it and look and gasp in horror #pixie fever ; angel dust

[countess-of-edessa]

the way people jump to the defense of video games whenever someone is like "what a stupid hobby to spend more than the barest amount of time killing effort on" really just reinforces to me that video games is objectively one of stupidest things to waste your life on

#well I don’t think it’s not worthwhile!!!!!! Well that is because you are addicted to video games. #everyone has a hobby and mine is video games!!!! any hobby that involves physical effort be it a sport or art or wood carving #is worthwhile. you are putting something into the world #video games does not put anything into the world. and is less likely to #negatively impact all the other parts of your life. i have never heard a woman complain her husband is playing golf 12 hours a day everyday #to Be a human being in the world you have to participate in the human experience #effort creativity exertion earnest attempts to succeed #video games a facsimile of effort and toil and experience that give an ultimately hollow sense of accomplishment #because men (and everyone) these days have fewer outlets than ever by which they can express those things organically #especially in a high-adrenaline high physicality way #and i think a lot of men would like to but find themselves unable #and like sorry about the industrial Revolution and it’s consequences on the human race guys but you still have to do something about your #life despite it. I’m sorry you can’t go fight in a cool war. #maybe take up boxing #or woodworking #or rugby #if video games are anything more than a passing way to spend a small amount of leisure time i think they are bad. so. #text posts that i think will probably be fine but might get reblogged by the wrong people and make everyone mad at me dot com

[warpednyliummybeloved]

I would love to genuinely meet up face to face. We could chat about why you like leaving rude messages on people's posts. But if you want we can talk more tomorrow. See ya~

die mad about it

#it took me a bit to recognise you but if ur that mad over one reply then you really are dying mad about it #people dont make their realistic pokemon art to conform to your specific standards #how the hell is someone gonna make darkrai realistic? #also the other two things u pointed out in ur post just are a bit nitpicky #i cant believe im arguing wuth people on tumblr. #it took several minutes after seeing ur post of repeating to myself 'i will not argue with strangers on tumblr' like a mantra #also you could've easily just replied to the comment i made instead of getting in my ask box #i've tried so hard to not argue with people on tumblr because its not worth it but like #they're making that art for themself so shut up and quit shittalking #if you dont like it just block whoever posted it if you don't wanna see it that bad #also the whole thing about yveltal's beak is just a non issie #theres another bullshit thing u said but i forgot about it #wow 99% of my argument is in the tags #funny thing is to me darkrai is a bird. like i saw a beautiful drawing a while ago about realistic darkrai #it was a BIRD

[izzy-b-hands]

Absolutely horrific heart pounding nightmare woke me up for the day. That's. a start to it lmao

#text post #it started out so cool and had like. Jim as a diver? in something v futuristic for some docu that olu was narrating #but it just got. horrible minute by minute #Olu's narration revealed that the earth had been decimated by a war involving multiple nuclear weapons #and somehow things were like. okay enough for some survivors like him and jim to make it? but things were V Fucked lmao #then midway thru jims device/pod thing broke and it felt like i was literally controlling them thru an ocean under the crust of the earth #(no idea what that's abt lmao i think my brain spaced on set dressing this dream a lil bit) #and it was like trying to swim them thru pudding but with so many irradiated and fucked up and ANGRY sea creatures all around #i got them to the surface after floating past a bunch of bodies but they were basically out of air by then so they were gasping hard #and i woke up right then and woke up basically the same way lmao #it's been several minutes now and my heart is still pounding like mad #and im crying a little and can't seem to stop but today i set aside to try and force myself to have a good big cry #i need to find something to watch to make me cry tho so maybe s2 thus far again lol bc certain moments might do it #more likely i need to see what else i have from my past watchlists that are Guaranteed Cry items and try one of those #so i can get over this current thing with the ptsd and get my shit back together even temporarily #duct tape that all back together in the box in my brain until the next random trigger (bc i still dunno exactly what made this one go) #i think it might actually be my brain processing late a lot of Move Feelings re: mum & family bc that's what Housemate #and i talked abt last night a lot but ultimately im ???? as to a for sure trigger #anyway GOOD FUCKING MORNING i guess aksndjffjfj

[drowsyiris]

Why are these youtubers watching kinnporsche unable to register that they’re watching a tv show???

#babes none of this is real #stop trying to make all the characters fit in a nice near box of morality #why is everyone so incapable of having any thought other than ‘this is a bad thing and they shouldn’t do this’ #wake up!! #you are watching a show about the mafia #the mafia do way more than long distance shoot outs #fucking getting me so mad at 8:30 in the morning #kinnporsche the series #kinnporsche