Disabled American metalhead. | Call me Corvid. |
They/them, 24, queer. |
This blog is 18+. |
Current obsessions: Scorn, Dark Souls, Bloodborne, Elden Ring, Berserk, Fallout, Valheim, Borderlands, God of War, Dead Space, Flight Rising
one of my favorite tumblrisms is when someone starts a post off with "tbh i don't really care that much because i'm too busy irl touching grass to care about this very online topic, but" and then they proceed to care very much about the topic they wanted to distance themselves from to look disaffected and cool
hey everyone, when I made the gofundme I did not realize how much it had changed in the four years since I'd last used the platform. Transfers are no longer instant.
Most of the funds you all have raised for me won't be available until into January and I can't find any way to make this faster from my end.
I'm freaking out. I've been in the apartment again and things are just so fucking bad here, I've been trying to pack and get rid of things to make moving easier but the second I enter the building I am filled with dread. I dissociate constantly, I cannot eat or sleep because I feel so fundamentally unsafe all I can do is sit around and feel like I'm standing guard. I can't stay here anymore, my mind just cannot handle it, but I don't have options like staying with family and I really need your help.
The best way to help is through direct donations. They transfer into my bank instantly so if I raise enough I can get out of here for a bit on the same day. I really need help now, I'm so sorry this is such a disaster I'm just scared
v3nnm0 is alumirust, c45h4ppp is $doppelgougar, and p4yp#l is [email protected]
even small amounts help, I'm sorry I have a billion posts about this I am just actively reliving some of my worst trauma here and I need out because I'm at my breaking point :(
original post going into detail on the situation here, pls pls rb this for visibility
I think the obsession with having been “born this way” largely stems from the idea that you need to be “innocent” to be guiltless.
If something is weird then you need to have no control over it, otherwise it would be mandatory to fix it. If I said that I had control over my stimming and could stop it at any time, people would request I do so. Not for my comfort but for theirs. If I said that I had control over my gender and could be something binary or maybe even cis, people would request I do so. If I said that I have control over my sexuality and could make myself heterosexual, people would request I do so. If I said I could control my attraction and could make myself monogamous, people would request I do so. If I said that I could control my disability and could choose to stop a flair up in its tracks, people would request I do so. They would never ask out of the goodness of their hearts, they would always be asking because I was annoying, concerning, distracting, or inconveniencing them.
Diversity is sometimes only tolerated if you have no control. If you have control, rules will be made to stop it. Hair will be straightened, clothes will be standardized, languages will be shushed, interests will be squashed, weight will be lost, and so on and so on and so on. Proving that we were born this way replaces the more obvious, that we’re okay this way. I don’t need to be a helpless victim of my differences to be forgiven for them. My differences aren’t crimes.
"But why do you let your disability stop you?" Because that's.... what disabilities... do. That's... literally the basic definition... of being disabled... A disability impairs your ability to function. That's what the term means. That's the main thing
Good morning to the trans man loudly slamming his girlfriend in the bunk above convicted sex trafficker Ghislaine Maxwell, and ONLY the trans man loudly slamming his girlfriend in the bunk above convicted sex trafficker Ghislaine Maxwell