“okay. i’ll take off and we can hang out today as long as you help me clean my house today. it’s wreck” you say and when jungkook lets his guard down, you slip from his grasp and head into the bathroom leaving a pouty jungkook by himself. as you’re freshening up in the shower, jungkook sneaks his way inside and freshens up with you because “we can save water that way” but you know he just wants to be closer to you.
once you both finish freshening up, jungkook sports a simple jacket, t-shirt, ripped jeans, balenciaga boots, and his jewelry is a simple chain but despite the simplicity, he looks hella expensive and smells hella good.
you however have nothing to wear because jungkook had donated all of your old belongings. yes, ALL OF THEM so because jungkook is the best partner ever, he requests a guard of his to get you a juicy couture tracksuit and an expensive pair of nike’s to match cause he’s boujee like that and undergarments from calvin klein. you’re in love with the soft material of the tracksuit, not to mention your ass looks nice in it. after that, the two of you headed off to get lunch together and even went shopping because jungkook wanted to replenish all the items chaeyoung destroyed.
you were walking out of malls and stores with bags and bags of items that the moment you set your eyes on it or expressed interest in it, jungkook bought it to much of your reluctance. the public of course took pictures of the two of you together because technically he was still dating chaeyoung yet here he is smiling ear to ear with you, and kissing your cheek or your hand any chance he got.
you want those pink crocs with the barbie jibbitz? he bought them.
you like that fenty beauty lipgloss at sephora? he bought it.
you want that big pink bunny stuffy for your room? he bought it.
he found a cute hello kitty stuffy and guess what? YOU bought it.
by the time the two of you were finished stirring up news at the mall, you both were off to his mother’s home so jungkook could apologize to her for blowing up like he did.
once the two of you were at the front door, jungkook used his key to get in and let you in first.
“mmm, it smells delicious. whatcha cooking now, ms. ji-ae?”
“h-hi sweetheart” says ji-ae who pulls you into a tight hug. “what are you two doing together? wait, before we talk about that, i believe SOMEONE owes me an apology”
“you know better than to disrespect me like that, jeon jungkook. you…you were acting like your father. who do you think you are to raise your voice at me like that? i-i’m your mother” ji-ae tries to sound strong but it doesn’t hide the hurt in her voice. her son hurt not only her feelings but scared her and she feels as though she failed as a parent because he reminded her of jaekuk.
her hands cover her face and your run your hand up and down ji-ae’s back. you really hate seeing her cry.
Jungkook feels like shit when he sees his mother cry like that, and he doesn’t even get angry when she compares him to his father because she’s not wrong.
He really broke her heart and how could he when he is the only one she’s got left in this world… just like he has her and you. Jungkook feels tears well up his eyes, and his heart is sinking in his chest because he has never disrespected his mother like that- and it’s all because of her.
“어머니…” he whispers, stand still beside the counter of the kitchen… while you’re Comforting his mother, he thinks about just how perfect you are for him and his family because you do have some really great family values and you never get jealous of the love he has for his mother unlike someone.
“I’m so sorry- I REALLY AM.” He walk over to her and he hugs the both of you. “slap me please because I deserve it…. B-But I never intended to break your heart like that and it hurts me a lot that you are crying because of me… mama please just say something.” Jungkook is hugging her tightly. Well, his one hand is resting on your waist.
“I-I just got scared that she would try to hurt you because everyone knows how important you are to me and she already hurt yn… and the way you got so happy when she told you she was pregnant— mama it’s not my baby! I swear it’s not. And if you really want to be a grandmother, it’s gonna be with a woman that I really love..”
Of course he’s referring to you, but you haven’t exactly gotten back together, explicitly. And he is going to ask you tonight to be his girlfriend officially.
“I-I need you to understand that she’s psychotic.. she’s got this sick obsession and I’m trying to get rid of her from My Life. She doesn’t leave me alone…
Just then, his phone rings, He looks at it, and he thinks to himself… talk of the devil of course it has to be her because it’s an unknown number.
He reluctantly breaks the hug and goes outside to talk after excusing himself.
“WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT AND HOW DARE YOU CALL ME?”
I was trying to set up a Barbie photoshoot at the top of Del Sol Valley boujee neighbourhood and this was just supposed to be a quick session but I couldn’t stop taking pictures of her.
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Next up, there is something I want to remind you before we talk about other popular and preferred cute baddie outfits! Aesthetic baddie girls are trendsetters. So no matter how much I tell you about the rules and give advice about aesthetic clothing, it is you who will decide what suits baddie aesthetics! Let's take a closer look at the clothes that are frequently preferred and become a part of daily life, which are compatible with baddie aesthetics.
The more I level up the more I’m interested in working smarter and less. I have 16hrs a day to make a difference in my life.🧿
Brand and bettering myself
1hr daily Take free online classes + Textbook notes
1hr daily workouts
1hr Spanish lesson
1hr Instrument lesson
*No matter what I have to do these daily.
4hrs daily of work + 8 main job + 4hrs rest/hobbies = 16hrs
Main Affirmations: There is no reason to rush. I’ll get where I want to go in due time. I am beautiful, wealthy and beloved. My future is secure and bright.
Beauty
Put my hair in protective styles only get hair done every 2-3 months. (Styles: sew ins, twin tails, cornrows, passion twist, braided ponytail, jumbo senegalese twist, boho box braids, faux locs, embellished bantu knots) Moisturize every other day with oil or grease. Can’t do the same hairstyle twice in a row
Start my new skincare routine
Find a rhinoplasty plastic surgeon and book them
18%-20% Body Fat AKA Strong curves (Gym routine/Food) (2,650$ total cost for the year)
Cosmetic surgery- get done this year
SMILE eye correction surgery 5,600$ October 2022!!! DONE AND HEALING
Braces Paid off (3,250$)
Cosmetic surgery- save for early 2023
Nose job 4,000$ ($14,000 total needed)
Financial Goals
Save 5,000$ Nest egg
My main businesses planned out and set for 3-5 years.
Find a mentor
Get a new set of business cards, email, BUY a personal website/ Finish creating my personal website
MENTAL
Finish 3-6 online classes
Read 3 finance textbooks books with notes
Focus on to become intermediate in Violin & Recorder
Focus on to become conversationally fluent Spanish
Finish my personal reading list and take notes
Read 12 books for fun
Find an undergrad Finance Certification (put the money for it to the side) Applying in 2023
FUN (optional)
Calligraphy daily
Monthly check off an item on my bucket list/manic pixie dream girl bucket list
Stay up-to-date on all my vaccines
Collect my medical history for myself
Get all my important documents copied and archived somewhere safe
Start an indoor garden
Get my bartending certification
Go out to high end restaurants and try new food every time
Try something new every time I go to a restaurant
Driver’s license
Learn to ride a long board skate board OR Inline roller skates
Learn to braid my own hair
Join these 3 clubs and make some friends. Do each at least once a month, goal once a week. By June. Horseback riding 💞 Pole dancing 💞 Kickboxing 💞
Stretch goals
Get 5 awards/grants in entrepreneurship (Make a name for myself) June-Dec
Maybe a domain for myself personally, a work phone and apps for burner numbers. (moving this goal to 2023)
The vision
I will be a millionaire in my 30′s without burning out or feeling like I’m wasting my youth chasing my distant dreams. Once I’m done with this list I’ll be in a wonderful spot to use my pretty privilege to get sponsorships, internships, information, mentorships, opportunities. I’ll be in a great position for a starter husband/boyfriend. As long as I get my butt back into the right places and brush up on my flirting skills.
Every so often I get into a mood where I feel stuck. Even if I’m where I want/need to be. This panic makes me feel a need to change my environment or what I’m doing to speed up the process. This relaxed, organized version of my needs and goals will open up my options propel me forward and allow me to do hot girl shit without guilt.