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[A4NB/TM] Werewolf Comfort for Body Nightmares [Werewolf Speaker] [Transmasc Listener] [Nightmares] [Gender Dysphoria] [Body Dysmorphia]

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Synopsis: The listener has been having nightmares related to their dysphoria. Their werewolf boyfriend is there to empathize and comfort them. CONTAINS HEAVY THEMES OF GENDER DYSPHORIA AND BODY DYSMORPHIA

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[SFX and Action]

(.) Short Pause

(...) Longer pause

(Voice instruction)

Word Count: 1044

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WEREWOLF

(Whispers) Psst, baby. Baby, wake up. You're having a nightmare.

(.)

(Regular voice) Hey, hey, it's alright. It was just a nightmare. You're okay...

(.)

Your chest? What's wrong, does it hurt? Did you leave your binder on too long?

(.)

Ohhh, another one of those dreams. I'm so sorry, baby.

(.)

Crushed? Oh, baby, no wonder you're so worked up. That sounds awful. But it's okay now; it was just a dream.

(.)

Well, do you want me to check for you?

(.)

Of course I don't mind. Here, sit up.

[Fabric ruffling] [Light clicks]

Everything looks healthy, baby. Why don't you open your eyes and see for yourself?

(.)

See? You're alright. Just breathe...

(.)

I know you're prone to nightmares, but that's the fourth one this week. Maybe we should move your therapy appointment up or find a sleep specialist or something. There's no way you're getting enough rest like this.

(.)

No, baby, please don't apologize. I'm fine. Sure, I lose a little sleep, but it's not enough to bother me. Even if it did, I would rather be awake to help you.

(.)

I'm absolutely sure, baby. Now, c'mere. Let me cuddle you.

(.)

There we go. I've got you. Baby, your nightmares... They all have a similar theme, huh?

(.)

I mean they're all about parts of your body being deformed or destroyed. Baby, is something going on?

(.)

Shh, it's okay. It's nothing to be ashamed of. I can't say I know much about gender dysphoria, but I definitely had my fair share of body dysmorphia when I first turned.

(.)

Oh, yeah. My first full moon was a mess. I was a mess. The fur was a sensory nightmare. Everything itched; my body felt too big and my skin felt too tight. My jaw was too heavy and I couldn't even get myself to walk.

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It was like I was miles behind my own body. I would feel nothing, and then too much all at once.

(.)

Yeah, I had nightmares, too. Real visceral, gory ones. The pain always felt so real, and I always woke up exhausted. I can't stand the thought of you going through something like that.

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Well, I didn't get through it on my own. I had my new pack to help me. They got me moving again and taught me how to take care of my new form. Got me on a sleep schedule, brought me food when I couldn't hunt, even swiped me some honey.

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Yeah, my pack is something special. I can't wait for you to meet them. They're gonna adore you, I just know it.

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Of course I'm sure. But you don't have to meet them just yet. I know you get nervous around new people, and I don't want to add to your stress right now. We'll wait until you're good and ready.

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I'll always be patient with you, baby. Always.

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Y'know, dysphoria and dysmorphia aren't mutually exclusive. In fact, it makes a lot of sense that the two would overlap. When I first turned, I felt like my body didn't reflect who I was. It was... easy to hate parts of my wolf form because it felt so impersonal.

(.)

Yeah, baby, I'm doing better now. It's you I'm worried about. Can you tell me about what you're feeling?

Like your body is synthetic...? Like you're unreal.

(.)

Alright, I get what you're saying. You feel like the real you is buried under a fake body, like wearing a heavy costume. Do you ever get aches?

(.)

It absolutely can manifest as physical pain, baby. Even when it feels unfamiliar, your body responds to your mental state. If you hurt inside, you're likely to hurt outside.

(.)

How about a hot drink to calm you down, baby? I can feel all that tension you're holding in your back and shoulders.Would a mug of honey milk make you feel better?

(.)

You wanna watch me make it? Okay, wrap your arms around me. I'll carry you to the kitchen.

[Footsteps]

Alright, baby. Sit right here and watch me work my magic.

[Pans shuffle, milk pours, stove clicks]

Alright, let's see... honey, cardamom, cinnamon, vanilla extract...

Ahah, good. We've got everything. Learned this recipe from my pack leader.

(.)

Yeah, she's real good with the home remedy stuff. Made me this whenever I had my own nightmares. It always soothed me right back to sleep.

(.)

What do we do in the morning? Well, I assume you'll want to sleep in. But once you wake up, we'll decide what to do next together.

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I know you're scared, baby. I'm right here with you. And I love you so, so much, every piece of you.

(.)

What if you don't love every piece of you...? Hm... What if we found some ways to make you more comfortable in your body?

(.)

We could set up a self-care routine. Even a spa day. I could cut your hair if you want.

(.)

Good start? Okay. Hmm... What were you thinking?

(.)

What's that, baby? Couldn't quite hear you.

(.)

Of course I would be okay with it! It's your body, baby; you don't need my permission.

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I could never love you less. If anything, I love you more and more every day. I love every piece of you because it's you, it doesn't matter to me what the pieces are. Whatever you need, I'm here to support you a hundred percent.

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Maybe you could start by bringing it up to your therapist. They know you have dysphoria, right? They could probably help you find a doctor that offers what you're looking for.

(.)

We can figure out who to talk to for this sort of stuff in the morning. For now we better get your honey milk off the stove before it burns.

[Milk pouring]

Annnd there you go.

(.)

Feeling a bit better now?

(.)

Good. I love you, baby. So, so much. I promise, I'll do everything in my power to help you feel comfortable in your own skin.

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You can always depend on me. Promise.

(.)

(Chuckles) That was a big yawn, baby. Ready to go back to bed?

(.)

Alright, c'mere my little honey bunny. In my arms. Let's go snuggle up under the blankets. Your big bad werewolf will scare away any nasty nightmares.

(.)

That's it, I've got you. No matter what, I've got you.

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