#bevause i would i think i would really just give up
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i could write literally an essay on how kuwameshi is so awesome and beautiful
kuwabara literally has been crushing over yusuke so bad he just follows him eberywhere and would do anything for him and would sacrifice himself for him and he admires him so bad and he wants yusuke to just look at him but he doesnt ever think it will happen brcause theyre just best friends theyre just bros, right? kuwabara is literally content with just being this for his whole life with yusuke bevause he's afraid of ruining what they have because that would kill him. kuwabara doesn't think of himself as anything, especially at end of sensui arc where he was ready to die without yusuke being there with him because what was the point and he couldn't see any other outcome because he's been following yusuke's path this wjole time and it's only when YUSUKE gives him the green light to go to college. i want you to go. that kuwabara feels good about wanting to go to college instead of guilty that he can't fight like everyone else when he doesn't want to really anymore he's tired and sure he'll do it from time to time but he's had a full life of fighting and tournaments and watching yusuke die again probably broke something in him and then yusuke goes away for three years and kuwabara is like i miss him so bad and he gets to actually focus on and get to know himself instead of this idol he's been chasing because well anyway. do you get me
meanwhile yusuke is like at first hmm this guy and then after he dies he sees kuwabara in a completely different light and then at the rando fight yusuke's like ok, we're friends. we gotta be friends. because he got such a visceral reaction to kuwabara getting beat to hell and then like umm dark tournament hes like ok, we're BEST friends. ok. but he's so fucked up at that time over kuwabara dying for him because he hates himself soo much he's like got the world on his shoulders and in his head he's like he's dying for nothing i mean im not anything and then... in sensui arc mitarai fight when genkai's like WHY DIDN'T YOU GO AFTER HIM? HE'S PROBABLY DEAD! yusuke got sudden ptsd moment and was realizing Ok, what's more than best friends? and was stewing on that the whole time looking for kuwabara and i believe that's when he was like i want you LOL and when kuwabara was like urameshi you handle the rest i think thats also when yusuke was like okay im needed im important he relies on me and idk if he really thought that about kuwabara before but its so true that's kuwabara's whole character he's there for yusuke because of yusuke
idk they're just everythjng to me i love their dynamic i want them to hug and smile and laugh ans i want yusuke to hug kuwabara and make kuwabara feel safe and loved and needed i think that would be awesome idk though. just rambling.
this whole thing is not even coherent but its okay because it doesnt need to be its just me getting this out LMFAO
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SHIGARAKI TOMURA X FEMININE FTM READER
: fluffy, comfort
TW: Dysphoria, reader is depressed, transphobia, reader likes to dress himself with "girlie" outfits
A/N: Used "you" and "M/n" (male name, dont ask me) to reader
You felt so handsome with your "girliest" outifts from your closet, and it was like this. A lot of people respected you the way you were, but you couldn't help but feel uncomfortable for some commentaries about your clothes, "you identify yourself as a man but dress like a girl? You are just confused" is that you most hear from their mouth, when you don't asked their opinion at all.
But you feel uncomfortable, who wouldn't? Feeling guilty, suddenly feeling ugly and not yourself anymore. You didn't want nothing but stay in your room, just listening songs, just doing whatever you needed to forget all their words. You didn't even want your boyfriend there.
Shigaraki was busy with his plans, and you would feel guilty for opening up about this. He was already busy; it would just add more weight to his burden, wouldn't it?
Shit, you were thinking too much. These weren't just simple words from people you didn't want to hear; they brought up a whole history that you had decided to hide and just live in peace, comfortably.
Shigaraki missed you, you weren't even replying him back, he was worried, on his way, but he was. Telling you that he was on his way to your apartment, but you didn't see the message, you were just looking at the mirror, trying to find something interesting on you. And crying.
Well, it was in that state that Shigaraki found you. Crying and refusing yourself to look at the mirror again.
"Hey, M/n...?" He looked at you, raising an eyebrow and getting closer to you
"M/n...come here" His voice was harsh but soft and calm, he carefully puts you on his arm, without touching you more than 2 fingers each hand, he was being extremely carefully bevause of his quirk.
You didn't know what to say, you had nothing to say, just hugged him like it was the last time, crying with your head buried on his pale neck. He squeezed softly your body on a hug too, carefully as always.
Some minutes more and you were catching your breath and the tears were no longer coming out, you calmed down and your head slowly returned to face the villain, your villain.
"Better?" He still had his calm but hoarse voice that you love so much. You couldn't help but smile before replying when listen to his voice and him being soft.
"I am. Thanks, Shiggy" You look at his red vivid eyes
"Do not" He squinted his eyes in disapproval at the nickname. You would never give up calling him that or the other nicknames you had for him.
You just laughed and went to silence for some seconds, looking at him, and going straight and softly to his mouth. Giving Shigaraki a sloppy kiss, finishing with some pecks and smiles.
This just calmed your whole soul from whatever you were thinking about yourself.
"You wanna about the state I found you?"
He looked at you, ready for listening whatever you wanted to tell him. You decide to open up yourself, he was your boyfriend at all.
You sigh amount of times while tell him about the whole situation, how this sometimes just hurts you inside. He listens carefully and with his full attention to you.
"You know you don't have to hide anything about this from me. I would shut them up in my own way. You know that." You laughed at his violent way to dealing with things.
"I know, I know" You smiled
"And you look... Gorgeous with the outfits you choose. You are really stylish, and you know isn't only me that thinks that about your style. M/n, you will always be respected on L.o.V regardless of the way you want to dress." Shigaraki just had so much struggles to look at you, but his words were honest, you knew that.
You cried so much that you wanted to right now, but couldn't, so you just smiled ear to ear and hugged him, your arms on his neck. His time to buries his head on your neck.
"I love you" You said on his ear. And you could hear an "I love you too" very lower, but you could hear.
Notes from Kyo ♡ : Have a great day, afternoon, night, midnight, mi amores. Remember that you look amazing, whatever you dress doesn't makes you invalid. You are amazing and doing a great job being who you are. Remember that your fav character is absolutely proud of this strong person you are. I love y'all.
Let me know any character you want me to do and what about! Just read my fixed post. XoXo O_o
#ftm reader#x ftm reader#shigaraki tomura#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#x male reader#Shigaraki Tomura x ftm reader#fluffy#gender dysphoria#comfort#soft Shigaraki
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Asmo give me any atsushi hcs fluff, angst destory my atsushi lover self DO IT!!!!!
Me ^
Atsushi HCS!
Warnings: Insecurity, mentions of bickering and arguments, hurt/comfort (u said angsty. Ask and u shall receive.)
I apologize in advance if these r ooc, I don't know much about his character UEUEUEUEUE💔
Tjis fucking loserboy!! He's completely whipped for u no doubt about it
He's constantly doting on you! Making sure you're okay, tending to any of your needs,
,,,making sure you're okaaaayyyy
(Ran out of things he does it's 3am spare me)
Treats you as if you're married lol
"Astushi we don't even live together"
Him cuz u said that
"How could you" :(
Apologize rn.
> Angst below the cut
Angsty (this is my shit right here)
He was very insecure about your relationship when it first began
He would always make sure to go above and beyond because he thought you'd leave him if he "wasn't enough" :((
Hug kiss and tell him he's important to you right NEOW!!!
No but fr his love language besides physical contact r words of affirmation
He constantly needs reassurance.
He may not need as much further on into your relationship, but don't think that means u stop giving it to him 🤨 (pause.)
Obviously like any couple, yall will have occasional disagreements that MIGHT turn into arguments if you're not careful
He loves you but damn does he get heated and passionate when it comes to his views on smth
At the end of each one he feel rlly bad tho, even if he wasn't the one who started it
Literally him after yall argue
Yall always end up making out up after every argument yall have.
You both end up forgetting about it after a night of movies n snacks n cuddles
The next day the Ada r like "you guys are on talking terms again?"
U and atushi in unison: "we weren't?"
Bonus angst
Thinking about atushi's reaction to you wanting a break and what caused it.
You love your boyfriend with every fiber of your being
But that doesn't mean you have the space on your shoulders to carry both his and your baggage.
Obviously you're there for eachother during your lowest, dont get me wrong!
There will be moments where his past is weighing in on him and he wants nothing but your reassurance!!
Butttttt his judgement gets clouded sometimes and he loses his emotional intelligence
Causing him not to notice when you're down in the dumps.
And this varies for whoever reading obv but in this case let's say you're the type of person to bottle up your emotions until one little thing tips the cup over
You end up blowing up at him over something small, really only because of how overwhelming your emotions got.
Now it's your turn to be like
(Hopefully) You end up feeling very guilty about your outburst
"Look, atsushi, I really think we need some time apart."
Whether you say that bevause you feel horrible about blowing up at him or you just need time alone to process your emotions is up to you 🫡
Prepare to be bombarded with questions.
"Are you breaking up with me?" no "Are you getting tired of me?" no "Is it because of something I did?" no
The list goes on
For the love of all things holy please make him shut up tell him you love him and just need time to yourself!!
He will understand and respect your decision, but prepare for him to look like a kicked puppy
Er... kitten?
Some type of cute creature that makes your heart clench when it looks sad.
Sorry idk where I'm going w this anymore
Yall always have a happy ending tho!! No matter what, there's no force that can keep you away from eachother permanently.
Would you like some coffee fluff with your sugar ansgt?
#✎ Asmo writes#bsd x reader#✎ Asmo's asks#do NOT give me the ok to write angst EVER#you will not be a happy camper..#im so sorry lyna#bsd headcanons#bsd angst#bsd fluff#atsushi x reader#atsushi x you#atsushi angst#atsushi fluff
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Rebirth au: why is Jaune’s dad being an a**hole and not want to train him? And how does Jaune bypass this obstacle? Also curious whether Jeanne sticks to her promise and backs him up in order to change their parents’ mind. Even if not, I’d imagine he has enough knowledge to train himself or find someone who gives a damn about him and is willing to train him.
He gave the typical Dad excuse of: “Because I said so.”
Why are all of you so upset?!
United We Stand Together~!
Acheius: Hey, Jaune, want to play catch son?
Jaune: No.
Acheius: What? Why not, it will be fun!
Jaune: Bevause I said so; end of discussion.
Acheius: What?
~~~
Acheius: Hey, Jeanne since you want to go to, Beacon how about I start giving you some lessons?
Jeanne: Mmmm… No, no thank you.
Acheius: But, how are you going to become a, Huntress if you don’t train?
Jeanne: I have some ideas on how.
Acheius: But…
Jeanne: Sorry, Dad, I’ve got stuff to do.
Acheius: But, Jeje…
Jeanne: End of discussion.
Acheius: …
~~~
Acheius: Hey, Jaune, how goes the homework.
Jaune: It’s going okay.
Acheius: Do you want some help with it?
Jaune: Uhh… Yeah, yeah I would.
Acheius: Great! Then…
Jaune: Can you ask, Saphire to help me out? She’s really good with this stuff.
Acheius: Oh, I was wondering if I could help you instead…
Jaune: No thanks.
Acheius: But…!
Jaune: End of discussion, Dad.
Acheius: …
~~~
Acheius: Hey, Jeanne, want to watch a movie with me?
Jeanne: Mmm… No thanks.
Acheius: But, it’s your favourite, ‘The Princess Knight.’
Jeanne: I don’t want to watch a movie right now.
Acheius: But…
Jeanne: Dad, I don’t want to watch a movie: End of discussion.
Acheius: Why do you two keep saying that?
~~~
Jaune: Why did I even like this movie…?
Jeanne: The explosions, and cheesy one liners?
Jaune: I’d buy that…
Acheius: Hey, you two; I want you two to do the dishes, okay?
Jeanne: No.
Jaune: Don’t wanna.
Acheius: Hey, I’m not asking, I’m telling you to.
Jaune: Still don’t wanna.
Jeanne: End of discussion, Dad.
Acheius: Okay! What’s up with you two…?!
Juniper: Jaune, Jeanne; can you two do the dishes please?
Jeanne: Okay, Mom!
Jaune: This movie’s pretty lame anyway.
Acheius: Lame? And, why are you listening to your Mother, and not me?
Juniper: Because they like me more than you.
Acheius: Since when?!
Juniper: A couple of weeks ago.
Acheius: And, why do they like you more?
Juniper: Figure that out yourself.
Acheius: …
Acheius: Oh no…
Acheius: She’s angry with me too…
~~~
Jeanne: Oh crap?! Ooph!!
Jaune: Jeanne you’re over exerting yourself again.
Jeanne: I know, I know… Haa… I just…
Jaune: The muscle memory is too strong?
Jeanne: Yeah! That’s it, I’m not thinking, just reacting to your attacks. Haa… We’ve been at this for two years now and, I still haven’t ‘fixed’ this…
Jaune: Maybe that’s something you can’t fix; It’s like a well worn glove that you’re used to wearing, it’s just that you’re not big enough to wear it properly.
Jeanne: So I won’t be able to fight like I used too until puberty?!
Jaune: Yeah, pretty much.
Jeanne: NahhhHHH! I didn’t start puberty until I was thirteen! And, my boobs got really big when I hit sixteen! I better get my aura unlocked when I’m twelve because my back won’t be able to tale it!
Jaune: …
Jaune: Okay… Want to go back to training?
Jeanne: …
Jeanne: Curse the future, and my gigantic boobs…
Jaune: Can you stop?!
Jeanne: Okay, okay… Ready?
Jaune: Ready.
Acheius: What are you two doing?!
Jaune: Training to become, Hunters.
Acheius: Both of you?
Jeanne: Does it not look like we’re training together…?
Acheius: But, how are you two training; There’s no one to teach you?
Jaune: Internet.
Acheius: The internet?
Jeanne: You can find a lot of things on the internet.
Acheius: Okay…? But, who said you could train?
Jeanne: Do we need a permission slip, or something?
Acheius: Your fine, Jeje. I’m asking you, Jaune. Who said you could train to be a Huntsman?
Jaune: No one did. And, before you give me some sort of remark of, ‘Because I said so.’ You said you wouldn’t train me. Not that I couldn’t get training.
Acheius: Grrr…! Stop training with your sister! You are not going to become a Huntsman, Jaune!
Jaune: Why?
Acheius: Because I said so!
Jaune: No.
Acheius: No?
Jaune: No, I won’t stop training just because you said so. You’re more than happy to train, Jeanne, but you refuse to train me; Why?
Acheius: I don’t want you to become a Huntsman that’s it…
Jaune: Because…?
Acheius: I just don’t think that you’re capable of becoming a, Huntsman that’s why.
Jaune: I’m not capable? Huw… Please give him your sword, Jeanne.
Jeanne: Damn, I was hoping I wouldn’t lose that bet.
Jaune: Catch.
Acheius: W-What?
Jaune: Pick it up.
Acheius: Why…?
Jaune: You don’t think I can become a, Huntsman. I think I can. So, pick up that sword, and prove me wrong…
Jeanne: Damn… Is this how you made a harem…? By being so intense it’s hot!!!
Jaune: Shut up, Jeanne.
Acheius: Why… Why are you doing this, Jaune! Why do you want to become a Huntsman?!
Jaune: …
Jaune: I want to be the hero; I want to save the day, save the girl from the creatures of the darkness. Be the knight in shining armour in the stories, Mom told us when she tucked us in at night. I want to be the hero, simple as that.
Acheius: What?! Do you have any idea that…?!
Jaune: That the story of happily ever after isn’t true? That the hero is betrayed by the people they chose to protect? That sometimes the hero loses? That the story of a hero is a lie? I know that dad. But, I don’t need to be the worlds hero, or something as spectacular as that; I just need to be one person’s hero. That’s enough for me.
Jeanne: Caring, courageous, and selfless too… Gods if you weren’t my brother…
Jaune: Shut. Up. Jeanne…
Jeanne: Right, sorry…
Acheius: No! I won’t it! I won’t allow you to become a, Huntsman!
Jaune: Then you better cripple me because no matter what you say nothing is going to stop me!
Acheius: If that’s what it takes, so be it…
Juniper: ENOUGH! Enough! Enough…
Jaune: Mom?
Acheius: Juniper?
Juniper: Acheuis… He’s an, Arc… Just telling him you won’t allow him to train, just because you said so, won’t stop him from training. Just because my dad said no, didn’t stop you from marrying me now did it.
Acheius: This is not the same! Becoming a, Huntsmen is…
Juniper: We are both, Hunter’s, Achi. We both come from a legacy of hunters, a legacy that our children wish to carry on. So if you don’t want, Jaune to become a, Huntsman. You have to tell him the true reason you don’t want him to train. You have to tell them about him.
Acheius: But…! They’re just kids!
Juniper: And, they deserve to know. They’re old enough to know, and understand why you don’t want, Jaune, just, Jaune not, Jeanne to become a Huntsman. Because if you don’t you’re going to push, Jaune away even further than you already have.
Acheius: …
Acheius: Haa… Jeanne, Jaune, get your siblings; We’ll talk more when we’re all in the living room…
Jeanne: Okay…
Acheius: Come on, Juniper… Let’s get ready…
Juniper: It will be better when we tell them, dear, it will.
Jeanne: …
Jaune: …
Jeanne: What the hell was that about?
Jaune: I don’t know, but whatever it was, wasn’t good… Come on, lets get the others; we have a history lesson to attend to.
Jeanne: Alright then…
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TELL US YOUR PK HEADCANONS!!! (if you wanna)
Oh HELL yeah
I’ve already said a bunch of these on ig… but you guys get to have more 😈😈
putting a cut here bc it’s fuckin long lol 💀💀
My fan name for him is Astennu!! Means god of the moon.. and WL’s name is Faraway :D
pan/polygamous: ]
autistic ofc bc I love projecting he's very bad at masking too, he's good at keeping up one specific persona (typical cold ruler mask..) but as soon as someone doesn't act the exact way he expects them to do he doesn't know how to react, and the mask slips, very practiced and good but only in very specific circumstances, another reason why he's so antisocial
he is good at heart and has strong morals, but they're usually overpowered by fear, so he usually just does what's easiest instead of what's right, even though it hurts him more in the long run
he doesn't give a shit about gender, everyone just started calling him a guy and he was like "ok lol"
likes singing and is quite good at it too!! (or. in the case of my au, he was before his voice got messed up)
NO spacial awareness whatsoever, always gets lost in thought, constantly bumping into shit, , he has a bunch of gnarly scars just from that
his godly powers are too much for his mortal-ish body, he regularly gets sick bevause of them, and it was even worse before he used most of them to create hallownest, he was basically permanently in pain lol LOSER
he can't control his glow, so it betrays his emotions a lot (and he can accidentally flashbang people when he feels really strong emotions)
refuses to be vulnerable at all. pushes everyone away, somewhat consciously too, believing himself to be a burden and that they'd be better off without him
drinks literally nothing but coffee {or the hallownest equivalent to it anyway)
very bad memory (projecting again)
he doesn't know how to interact with. people. much less be a parent. he's a terrible parent LOL he tries but he's just not good at it whatsoever
kind of a shitty immune system due to his powers making him sick so often, another reason he's reclusive
ameteur painter (he doesn't understand it much but it makes lurien really happy so)
his special interest is just. inventing intricate technology in general, he completely hyper focuses on it and would spend literal days doing it if it wasn't for wl dragging him out of his workshop LOL
EXTREMELY deadpan and can be very rude without realising it
Stuff always gets stuck in his horns and he usually doesn’t notice until it gets pointed out (which usually take hours bc wl and lurien think it’s funny lol)
Literally does not know how to make connections with people whatsoever every connection he has made has been accidental
dating both lurien and wl obviously 🫶🫶🫶(wl is also dating dryya but I haven’t put much thought into that one yet I should) the gods do not care for monogamy
Hmm.. for his relationships with some of the other characters..
realising that I have not fleshed out his relationship with wl really omg what’s wrong with me I need to fix that ☹️☹️ but uh here’s the other characters for now lol
him and lurien are both deranged autism buddies <33 lurien does not take any form of authority seriously at all, and doesn’t like taking orders (pathological demand avoidance, autistic thing, pretty sure I have it lol) and so.. he never like. acted like pk was a god. he just treated him like a normal person. and pk had no clue how to react to that so he could not keep up his mask around lurien at all.. so eventually they ended up realising they have common interests and ended up becoming friends.. and later.. hmmm?? they are both incredibly awkward and socially inept lol so it took way longer to happen then it should 💀
but yeah they have a very funky dynamic LOL they can talk for hours about their common interests <3 and hmm.. their dynamic is basically this
He never thought that much of herrah other than being vaguely scared of her;; but she fucking hated him LOL she thought he was an inept cowardly moron
but.. the more time she spent as queen, she grew to understand him a lot more as she felt how much that role and pressure could tear someone down
She still doesn’t like him that much, but she understands why he is the way he is now, and tries to be nicer bevause she knows how it feels
He and monomon have a very weird relationship.. they’re kinda friends but also kinda fucking hate each other LOL;; like;; theyre really fucking mean and hostile to each other but it’s not really genuine, it’s more out of habit than anything, and they do care about each other and look out for each other, it’s just sort of the manifestation of them both being emotionally inept assholes who don’t know how to communicate, so they sorta take it out on each other, but neither of them mind, they know neither of them actually mean it
so yeah sorta like;; idk weird ass friendship where they both pretend to hate each other to vent at how shit the world is but they both know neither of them mean it bevause the anger isn’t directed at each other at all, and it’s kinda become a game between them who can come up with the most ridiculous insults LOL
Uhhh I guess that’s it lol!! Yeah I said there was a lot 💀 if you have any questions or more headcanon ideas for me… well you know where to find me 💜💜
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Hi! I was wondering if you could do a s/o merc reader that is really upset because their parents are assholes that don't take their mental health seriously. I'm currently going through this and I thought maybe I could find some comfort in my favourite tf2 characters caring for me. I hope it's not too much to ask. Also, you're doing an amazing job, remember to rest from time to time. Thank you for doing this, your writings are not only fun to read but also very helpful and comforting. Hope you have a good day/night.
-🎃
Dude of course if you need any advice I'm happy to talk about it with you boo
Mercs with s/o who's parents don't care about mental health
Scout
Scout might be a little clueless about mental health but at least he cares!
Scout has to resist calling out your parents everytime he sees them because of the way they treat you
He'll try his best to get you set up with a therapist and learn about whatever mental roadblock you have so he can help
Soldier
He's appalled that your parents just seem to not care
He will gladly go off on them about their terrible parenting skills
After that Soldier will make sure you find someone who can help you bevause your parents sure won't
Demoman
Demo is infuriated that your parents would just brush your problems off like that
He's always had caring parents so seeing parents like yours makes his blood boil
He just barely makes it out the door with you without slapping one of you parents though
Demo decides that if your parents aren't going to help then he will
So demo gets you set up with a therapist and gets any medicine if you ever need it
Pyro
Pyro is confused
They're your parents why don't they care more about your problems?
Pyro huffs and pulls you out of the house even if you and your parents are in the middle of a conversation
What's the point in staying if they're not gonna help
So instead Pyro takes you to Engineer to get help and Engi will set you up with a therapist like a helpful person *cough* parents *cough*
Heavy
Heavy I'd ready to break you parents in half when he sees them brush you off like you don't matter
He's always know a loving family and your parents make him want to blow his lid
But he tries to do it the legal way and just have you and him leave
Afterwards Heavy decides to get you setup with everything you need to help your mental health
Medic
Medic is ready to have several new bodies in his fridge as he silently listens to the conversation between you and your parents
After you stop Medic from committing another murder he has to resist going back to kill them
Medic is going to the one (surprisingly) to look in therapists or anything else that might be able to help your mental health since your parents won't do it
Sniper
Snipers anger is surprising since he's pretty mellow (except that one time Medic killed him)
He rushes you away from your parents as soon as possible because he doesn't want to say something he'll regret
He'll seethe silently about your parents whenever he thinks of that day
And since you obviously need help he'll start looking for places to go for you and even drive you there in his van
Spy
His normally deep icy anger is about to rise to the surface
He's just about ready to kill these so called parents when he realizes that might make you angry despite their behavior
So instead he feigns being polite and pulls you back to the base
From their he fantasies about giving your parents to Medic to see what he does while researching mental health places for you to get help
#tf2 x reader#tf2 medic x reader#tf2 scout x reader#tf2 sniper x reader#tf2 demoman x reader#tf2 spy x reader#tf2 heavy x reader#tf2 soldier x reader#tf2 pyro x reader#🎃 anon
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ive never heard of them personally but do you know this one guy named fae and if so what do you think about him. very importsnt question
sigh
fae,,,,, gosh i love fae so much, like, not even joking i spend a good portion of everyday just thinking about him. he always makes me really happy n just gahhh, idk man, there's not a thing i wouldn't do for him. wait hold on i actually have a whole- gimme a sec.
rambled from three am toby under the cut
"OHHH MY GOD I LOVE FAE SO MUCH STIP HIS MADDNSS I LOVE HIM HES SO SILLY THEYRELUTWRALLY THE EVR IMG ONNA GRAHHHSAMBSAM DAMABKAANM
HES SO<3333
IM LITERALLY GOING INSANR (POTVE)
I THINK AOUT HIM ALL THE TIME CONTANTLY, EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY AND IT NEVR GETS ANNOHING I LOVE HKM HAJNANMA
ANDANDAND WHEN
BDNANAM
WHEN HE SAYS HE LOVES ME I GET SOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSO HAPPY I PHYSICALLY CANNOT CONTAIN IT. IVE GONE FULL HOURS SITTING COMPLETELY STILL BY MYSELF(THIS IS ALMOST NORMALLY IMPOSSIBLE) JUST THINKING ABOUT FAE. LIKE ??????
AND TALKING TO HIM HAS GIVEN ME A THINGNTO FO EVRY MORNING AND NIGHT AND JUST GASBAHAJAB(POSITIBE)
BEVAUSE I TWLL HIM TO SLEEP EVEYNIGHT(AND IT WORKS!!! SORT OF, I DONT CARE IM SO HAPPY.) AND THEN I GET TO SAY GOODMORNING EVERYMORNING TO THEM
WHICH IS MY FAVOITE PART OF THE DAY, IS WHEN I WAKE UP AND I SEE FAES MESSAGES ON MY SCREEN. I CANT CINTAIN HOW HAPPY I GET. I HAVE TO SHOVE IT DIEN WHEN I'M IN CLASS BECAUSE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK IM ON MY PHONE IN CLASS BECAUSE I THINK ABOUT HIM SH MUCH MY FACE HURTS FROM SMILINH SO HARD
GJCNNMCHTJB
SHHHHHHHHHHH. IM SO NORMAL IN THE NORMALEST EVER.
IM SO SO SO SO SO SO NORMAL ABOUT FAE. SOOOO NORMAL. IM JUST A NORMAL PERSON WHO THINKS NORMAL THOUGHTS ABOUT HIS NORMAL FRIEND.
i literally love fae so much this is so genuinly insane i dont inderstand how i can feel this much emotions into one person this is so crazy.
i dont unerstamd but thats okay bevause love fae so muc and i wann give him so many kisses, on his cheeks, forehead, i dont care i wanna give him kisses im literally so love him so much hes<3333
theyre luterally the silly evr im going insane chat. if i had the choice i would give everything i could to faeo love fae so much
im so love wit fae
hes so<3333333
&$*@;(!,( im goung inane i love hethem theyre so.
crying
sobbing
positvly i literally love fae so much
i fot so happy once because of hownuch i love fae i syatted fucking crying bevause i had weird realization that fae is actually a real fuckin person yhat o can avtivley speak yo whenevr i want
like holy shit just oh my gosh im o halpy what the actual uck how is fae a real human being
hes so him andi wanna kiss him all kver and make sure hesnokay. and make him food and make sure he sleep and keep him safe and andandnandandand yk im so normal about him i think im literally the normalest abojt fae hes so<3333333333333
hes so<3
,bdkandan
yeaim so awesome and norma chat this is sucha anktmal thing to do
butlike shoeabkdnalda im going crazy. fae is literally on my mind all day everyday im going insane. "
end scene.
and there's so much more i could say too but just gahhhh
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i hadn't seen the original show when i started watching the clone high revival, unlike most people's experiences, i'm sure, so it was kind of an interesting first perspective, i think?
i saw someone say that people only don't like the new stuff bevause it's not exactly like the first season, but, from someone with no nostalgia ties or even connections at all to the characters, who had never seen the original episodes outside of like a couple clips, i also found the new season to be pretty unfunny, not very well written, kind of boring, and it didn't feel like the parody i was told it would be. i did, however, like the new characters a lot, as well as some of the old ones, like abe and mr butlertron, so that got me curious in the reverse direction -- was the original more funny than this? did it actually feel like the parody it's supposed to be? is it actually worth a watch, in comparison to this? and so far, i am actually enjoying things quite a lot more and maybe am able to appreciate it more than i would've, too
i agree with a lot of criticisms brought up, really, even if for different reasons. the character designs, for example -- i actually think they're good in concept, but my personal main criticism is that most of them need a bit more simplification in their outfits (and harriet's shapes need a massive overhaul, but anyway -- i'm working in some redesigns myself)
the first season genuinely does feel like a parody because its so over the top and stupid, there's constantly jokes and things don't usually last longer than they need to (and if they do, like abe taking all season to realize joan likes him, that's like, the entire making-fun-of-teen-dramas thing!) and even emotional moments are usually played for laughs. there's so many scenes you could just clip to death because of how well they're written, with jokes that are still relevant today. they just take it so seriously in the new stuff that my immediate thought after watching wasn't that i had just watched a parody of teen dramas, or even modern stuff now, but that i was just watching a teen drama in cartoon form. and that's pretty much how everyone treats it too, which doesn't help. really, the unfortunate thing about it to me is that like, it doesn't even stand up as all that good on its own, unconnected from the first season... if this was it's own show, unconnected from people's enjoyment in the original, it would be just as mid, if not even more so.
i think i just find it interesting that instead of enjoying the original show driving me to check out the new stuff, i had to find bits and pieces in the new stuff to drive me to check out the first season, and somehow it's turned into me actually kind of giving a shit about both seasons of the show as i finally go and watch the first season -- i didn't expect to become a fan of this show in general, and i do think it's pretty shitty in some places and in certain jokes, but, here i am i suppose
#talk#cartoons#clone high#apparently some of the people who worked on the new episodes even agree that the mark was missed#which i find interesting...#and well. it sucks that it's also exactly like the spiderverse situation#where they had to redo so much stuff last minute due to the creators
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i’m back bitches
here’s my headcanons that i’m writing drunk for how i think all the fruits basket characters feel about christmas
tohru:
loves it moderately
like she likes christmas it’s her favorite holiday but some of these mfs fucking love christmas and she can’t prepare
she likes to get gift for everyone and i think she’d be really good at getting gifts for people
kyo:
he tolerates christmas
he doesn’t like the cold (it’s 2 degrees here <3)
hell tolerate it for tohru
he gets gifts for like three people
yuki:
actually loves christmas
loves the cold (ITS STILL TWO DEGREES OUTSIDE.)
loves giving gifts but isn’t very good at it
gets gifts for EVERYONE THO
haru:
THIS MF
idk if y’all knew he’s my favorite
he dresses up as santa
bc of the hair.
and he brings his gifts for people in a sack while screaming ho ho ho mfs
he also sends out christmas cards but they’re low-key giving markipliers olyfanz 
the gifts he gives are mediocre like he wants to put thoyght into it but he has six brain cells and five of them are always thinking about rin
so his gifts for rin are really good

rin:
she doesn’t like christmas
because harus annoying on christmas
but she likes getting spoiled
so she deals with it
she doesn’t get anyone anything
she hates christmas music so she doesn’t even go into stores during december
also she’s such a sag so her bday is close to christmas so she doesn’t like that
ayame:
i feel like he would celebrate christmas and Hanukkah bevause he just wants to
he gives everyone handmade gifts and they’re really cool
will sing christmas songs to everyone
deffinitly goes caroling but only to bother people
shigure:
only here for the alcohol (me too)
doesn’t get anyone anything
akito:
actually likes christmas
would give anyone she doesn’t like a very specific gift that my mom once gave to my aunt
a toaster and a bath set
iykyk
probably gives people she likes like handmade sweaters
hatori
also likes christmas but only to spoil his family
wears a santa hat around durring december
gets very annoyed at harus santa cosplay
momiji:
oh my fucking god
he loves christmas
he decorated the whole house
the whole estate
starting december first
everything. about. christmas.
watches a christmas movie every night
only listens to christmas music
these are all the ones i have i hope you like them
thank u
merry christmas
#fruits basket#hatsuharu sohma#isuzu sohma#kyo sohma#tohru honda#yuki sohma#shigure sohma#akito sohma#ayame sohma#rin sohma#fruits basket headcanons
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*deep breathes* would you care for some long overdue Dragon AU Smarty-Pop tidbits before I go into work?
(I must point out; I have yet to find a medival name for Poppy XD if my sources are correct, poppies symbolized blood drawn in wars back then, so I don't think her parents would want to name their daughter after that. I'm thinking maybe she could be named Flora? But for now, I'm just gonna refer to her as Poppy)
- When Smartaz started to like Poppy more, he gave her one of the few rooms in the castle that was still in tact (after they took over this place, the dragons had 'renovated' most of the castle to suit their needs, so this really was a rare commodity in their place). Before, Poppy just slept... Wherever really, usually near one of the dragons to ensure she didn't escape. But now she can enjoy her privacy ^^
- Not a headcannon necessarily, more like a scenario. When he trusted her enough not to try to run, he brought her to the abandoned village right outside the castle. It was overrun with nature, but Poppy loved it. And this was in the middle of spring. So you know what that means; flower crowns.
Smartaz: *eyeing the huge circle of flowers in Poppy's hands confusedly* What's dat supposed t'be?
Poppy: A flower crown. Spending time in the castle gardens back home was one of my favorite pastimes. I've learned a few things about the flora of our world.
Smartaz: ... Awright, but that doesn't tell me why it's so big.
Poppy: *stands up, showing off the completed crown* Bevause it is for you ^^
Smartaz: What?? You ain't putting dat thing on me!
Poppy: *tilts her head to the side* Why not? Are you allergic?
Smartaz: Wha- No! Why- Why do you wanna put flowers on a dragon???
Poppy: *smile falls, looks down to the crown she worked hard on* ... I just thought... I wanted to show you something I liked...
Smartaz: ...
Smartaz: *huffs through his nose before lowering his head down for her* Awright. Don't expect this t'be a common occurrence though.
Poppy: *smiles softly before placing the crown carefully on his head* Thank you... I think it looks good on you.
Smartaz: *scoffs* They're just gonna die, ya'know. They're gonna wilt away. Might even fall off when I fly 'ya back.
Poppy: *looks deep into his eyes* I know. They may not last like silver and gold. But that is all the more reason to treasure them while you still can.
Smartaz: ... *definitely not thinking about applying that advice to the princess right now*
- When they get together, Smartaz wanted to adorn her in jewelry from his own horde. Both to show others that she's a part of his treasure now, and show her that he trusts and loves her enough to share with her.
- Poppy isn't as fond of jewelry as he is, but she does this for him because she loves him and knows this is important to him. But her most favorite piece of jewelry he's given her that she refuses to take off now is a ruby encrusted bracelet, that matches his ruby ring. This is their equivalent of wedding rings.
- Speaking of Smartaz' treasure; instead of being a seamstress who can mend his suit in this AU, I'm thinking Poppy volunteers to help keep his jewelry clean and sparkling. She can probably clean them more efficiently than he can, being able to see and reach the little details better than him. She knows he doesn't expect her to, but she wants to do it for him ^^
- When Poppy was first taken, she at first kept her wedding ring from Ben on (a small part of her that she was ashamed of was disappointed that the dragons didn't take it). Not because she wanted to, but because she felt like she had to be loyal to a marriage she had no say in. But when she and Smartaz got together, he chose to keep the ring. Just so he could snidely give it back to Ben when he finally came for Poppy and tell her that she wasn't his anymore.
- Poppy is the only human he let's ride on his back. Smartaz will have one of the others carry any human prisoners or just drag them by the teeth or claws himself. It's partly a 'I'm the leader, I don't have to do that work' sort of thing, and partly because he's trying to establish dominance as the smallest dragon. But for Poppy, he's willing to lower himself and let her climb on his back before taking off with her. After making sure she's secure and won't fall off, of course.
- Now that she's with him, Poppy is also around when they come back from raides and gets to see any prisoners they may bring back. Poppy is the one who tries to encourage Smartaz to be more merciful and will treat the prisoners kindly despite his annoyance at that. Unfortunately, this has led to some desperate prisoners trying to take advantage of that and use Poppy to escape. Whether that be them trying to threaten Smartaz her life for their freedom, or manipulate her... I don't think he'd react kindly to that at all.
This is all I can think of right now XD I hope you like these! ^^
//*puts on Kitty's psychology cap* I think what we are dealing with here is an example of Lima Syndrome. The opposite of Stockholm Syndrome, this is when the captor starts falling in love with their prisoner and grapples with wanting to let them go free. And in some cases does.
Also Smartaz being the only dragon who lets Poppy ride on his back in the cutest thing I'm imagining the most sour-faced dragon with beady golden eyes carrying this fragile, white clad maiden around with him and she's soft-faced and innocent and kindly and he's just seething with rage all while expressing a totally tender gesture 😆😊
Also oooff the medieval level of loyalty to her husband even though he's a shit 😓 She deserves a knight...or a dragon!
I love mean-looking dragons wearing flower crowns. I think she tugged his blackened heart with that last sentence! 🥲 (and it tugged mine too Omg I love sentiments like that! 😩)
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hi jinx!! for the ask game, 12, 34, 38, and 68 :D
12: yep, pretty consistently. My insomnia gets really bad during my depressive episodes and I recently had a pretty bad one for about 8 months which is why I wasn't on Tumblr for a long time, but making my goodnight posts is a way to cope with that and try to recover. I can't make a goodnight post if I don't sleep, and I like making them bc they make ppl happy!
34: okay so I'm assuming this is not about nightmares, because it said dreams, so here I go. Also I have a dream journal so this one's gonna be a long answer.
I was at a sleepover summer camp and it was the middle of summer. It was a church camp, more specifically, bc my mom is still trying to pray the gay away which is fun (she dosent even know I'm a boy yet just that I'm bi)
One notable thing about this camp is that I'm forced to go every year, so I spend most of my time at the concessions or the communal ping-pong area. It's got walls and a roof, but also is open air bevause the windows have no glass. It's my favorite place in the whole camp.
Because I am still (unfortunately) fem-presenting, people tend to assume I don't know what I'm doing. I look to be about 12, too if that helps paint the picture. (I am most definitely not 12, just VERY short for my age) which means that 16 or 17 year old guys will normally pity-play me if I ask nicely enough.
I am VERY good at ping-pong however, and would consider it to be a skill of mine (I've been forced to go to this camp for over 8 years now, and while my friends were going on icee dates, I was dominaring the ping-pong tournaments.) So I mostly hang around there bc it's fun to screw with the older douchebag Christian guys who think they're better than me because they own a tractor.
So anyways, the dream starts with me walking back from a Bible lesson. After Bible lessons, we get free time, so I make a beeline for the ping-pong area, which is called the Ping-Pong Palace.
I walk in and grab a pin-pong ball out of my bag, which is full of ping-pong balls because I steal them put of the ping-pong ball bowl when nobody is looking (you're supposed to pay 25 cents for them, but no way in hell am I giving money to a church camp)
I begin to scope out a target. I find an older guy (probably 17 or 18) with a mullet. Bingo. I watch him play his friend for the rest of their game, and afterwards walk up to him. I ask him if he would play me, to which he says yes. I toss him the ping pong ball. We're serving fives, three faulties. The nets are a little higher than usual, which had been his Achilles heel the whole game because he had a low serve.
I give him first serve. He looks bored, and before we start the game, I tell him not to go easy on me. He serves easy. I hit it back. We volley for a while as he becomes increasingly more panicked.
I go for the killshot. It goes off the edge and I celebrate. His next serve is a real serve that wpuld be hard to hit off of if I wasn't good at ping-pong. We continue like this for a while and I win by a lot, I can't remember the score. He leaves, going over to his friend and pointing at me.
I'm looking for a new target and I see them. They are the most gorgeous person I have ever seen. They are gender envy personified. Short cut-black hair, shaved on the sides and curly on top. Fairy prince cheekbones and dark blue eyes. Vampire pale and eyeliner with mascara making their eyes seem to take up their entire face. They're wearing a Marron hoodie and black sweatpants. Vans to go with it.
They walk over to me, holding a ping-pong paddle. They smile and ask me to play them. I asm what rules they want to play by and they smile at me "serving fives and three faulties, table end rule. No overhand one bounce"
I am shocked. Those are my rules. The same ones I always play by. How did they know my rules?
The game starts. Their skill outmatches mine, shocking me. I begin to lose. I start to notice that they look really familiar. I end up losing badly.
I congratulate them and inform them that nobody has beat me in ping-pong in a while.
"I know," they say.
I ask for their name. Their reply? My name. The name that will be my dead name someday.
"But you can call me Jinx." I woke up after that.
Some of this has much more detail that the dream did, but I wanted to write it fancy soooo...
38: No. I had a huge depressive episode for the better part of this year and it's just been a rough time. Things are looking up though, so we'll see about next year :)
68: my IRL friend (and lovely beta reader) we talked about morality and how trauma can affect people. And about if there are any people that are truly bad. I was pretty cynical about the last subject, whereas she was willing to extend more grace. It was a very interesting and intellectually stimulating conversation. Really enjoyed it.
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part 6
It was a stupid mistake. The kind of mistake he should not be making anymore. It was a mistake and he made it and it was stupid. He felt foolish and wished the reset would be quick. The wait was making the dread grow by the minute.
"Ex! Oh my god!" Director Sole exclaimed as they burst into the interrigation room.
X6-88 nodded to welcome them, as he couldn't waive hello with his hands tied.
"You still remember me right?" they asked with urgency. X6-88 replied affarmitively. This made Director Sole take deep breaths and sit down. "So I got here in time... Good, good..."
"What are you doing here?" X6-88 asked.
"I know you wouldn't shoot at an Institute scientist so I am going to argue to the board that you don't need a mind wipe!"
X6-88 was confused. "How do you know? Did you not talk with Doctor Serrano?"
"Yes, but he sounds like a fucking ass and I trust you. You don't shoot Institute humans, even the assholes."
X6-88 knew he'd forget this feeling of validation in a mind wipe, so he let the joy fully show on his face. "I will gladly put my faith in your hands."
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To house a permanent prisoner, Director Sole had put in use the only secure inescapable room in the current Institute space. So while waiting for the verdict on his actions, X6-88 was going to share a room with Danse. Director Sole couldn't tell which synth had loathed the arragement more. They still trusted them both enough to not turn violent.
Violence would have been less painful to both of the men than the awkward air that came from a failing attempt at friendship. There was no use trying to ignore the other person in a room so small that the other always stayed in line of sight, unless staring at the wall felt not too demeaning.
X6-88 was not going to be staring at the wall, like a child that was being put on time out. He had done nothing wrong in informing Danse of the Institute's rules. It was him that had made the choice to fool himself into thinking he was human. X6-88 pretended to be interested in the lesser art form of comics to continue ignoring Danse.
Danse, being a difficult man with little sense, asked: "I didn't really understand what you are doing locked up here. You killed a man?"
X6-88 made a small groan in annoyance. "I shot near an Institute scientist I was escorting, because he had left the spot I had instructed him to stay at."
"I didn't realize you get due process here," Danse said sounding shocked.
X6-88 sighed. "We do not. Director Sole simply thinks they can make any synth they favor a special case," he replied.
"What's the punishment?" Danse asked, fearing what kind of inhumanity the Institute would be capable of.
X6-88 cocked his head slightly and looked at Danse with curiosity as he replied: "There is no punishment, I'll simply have my mind and and defects in it wiped."
"But what happend wasn't your fault."
This got a small chuckle out of X6-88. "And what kind of a human would admit to making a mistake?"
Danse respected X6-88 for his power and intellect, it was shocking to see someone he respected give in to injustice so easily. Danse had never met the man that had disobeyed X6-88 and almost died bevause of it, but he knew in his heart that X6-88 was superior to that man. "Why aren't you fighting this?"
"And give them more evidence of my supposed defectiveness? I prefer to keep my dignity."
"Goddamnit, it's not just about you! Sole will be hurt!" Danse exclaimed, his emotions provoked too far by X6-88's display of indifference to his own fate.
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Coparenting rant ahead. Posting here bevause there's people I know IRL following my main and i don't feel like talking to people I know IRL about this - they'll want to call me about it, and they all say the same thing over and over again, and I don't want to deal with that, I just want to get it out of my system.
The hardest part about coparenting with my ex is having to pick my battles. Every time he yet again puts his desires before her needs, every time he parents based on what's convenient for him, every time he gaslights, punishes, and manipulates her emotionally and then blames MY parenting for her not communicating her emotions to him (he seriously thinks its my fault she has negative emotions because I just don't parent her strictly enough. Oh and her ADHD is my fault too apparently), every time he makes big decisions that affect her/our schedule with her and doesn't even check with me first (just assumes I'll be his childcare so he doesnt have to pay for a babysitter - no matter that I'm a working mother and college student) - I have to ask myself: is it going to do her more damage to conflict with him about this, or to let it slide?
I hate that the former is true more often than the latter (especially since even if I do try to communicate with him healthily, he often pretends to agree and then does what he was originally going to do anyway) and I hate that every time I make progress with her emotional healing, every time her nervous system finally comes down and she starts feeling safe and relaxed and content with life again, she goes back to his house and he fucks it up all over again. When she's in play therapy, other than her fears/anxieties, she mainly talks about two things she struggles with: school, and having to go to her dad's house.
People tell me to just go for full custody but there's so much uncertainty in that process - I'm not really guaranteed full custody unless the other parent is blatantly neglecting and abusing the child, or has a proven drug/alcohol problem, and while I do think he is enacting forms of neglect and abuse, they're not severe enough for the system to care. My husband thinks we'd get custody because we're married and are the ones who have been at every doctor's appointment, every school meeting, etc etc. And we also aren't the ones who have had CPS called on us for shit like not having her in a car seat. But the uncertainty of the process and how it might affect our daughter scares me.
The whole thing upsets me so much it's hard to sleep. I woke up at 2am just so angry at him and sad for my daughter. There's times I shamefully wish he was an absent father, because that would probably be less emotionally wounding than having a father who punishes her for having her own thoughts and feelings, and tries to force her to choose between her own interests and his.
At one point last year, Loki showed up and communicated to me (through the pendulum) that he was there for my daughter. I haven't spoken to him in a while, but I think it's time to light his candle again, give some offerings, and ask him for aid. I'm not sure what he can do, but it's worth a shot. If all that happens in the short term is her dad being amenable to her being able to be in the dance class she wants to be in, I'll be stoked.
I can't change him. Gods, I wish I could. And i do communicate and collaborate where I can. I try to meet him halfway, where I can. But i can't do that with everything. So for those things, I'll pray for Luna's mental health and healing.
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A'ight a'ight a'ight
I have just finished reading part V and DAMN, Suguru really went to the point, huh? And Kai, awesome and wonderful job as always!
Suguru is the number one here alongside Shoko because these two are just 🥺
The fact that Suguru held himself back from lunging for Satoru or raising his voice just made me go jxnzksnxjdnud Suguru squad where y'all at 👀?
He made the right choice by going somewhere else before talking to Satoru and telling him about what happened after the breakup between him and poor Y/N and how he delivered the news to him just made me UGH!
And Hoejou, would you please stop? Suguru is right about you having to fucking stop visiting/seeing her because she's not going to be able to heal thanks to your stupid ass. You don't have any valid reasons to visit her because YOU are the very cause of her ending up in the hospital just because you THOUGHT that she fucking hurt Rie at Shoko's birthday party (I'm still salty that her birthday was ruined).
You were with Y/N for 5 fucking years! How in the fuck would you not know that she won't hurt the bitch when she's trying so hard to move on from you poor excuse of an existence?! We all get that you miss her and that you're regretting about the fact that you're the cause of this whole mess alongside that poor excuse of a woman called Rie BUT you have lost all fucking privileges to see her, talk to her, apologise to her and comfort her when you stepped over that fucking line so back the fuck up or I will ask Kento to 7:3 your 6'3 ass, ya hear me?
And, hello? Why in the fuck would you tell Suguru that when you're with somebody fucking else? You have 0 privileges, like... Ze-fucking-ro, ya hear me? Good
Suguru likes Y/N Suguru likes Y/N Suguru likes Y/N Suguru likes Y/N Suguru likes Y/N
It has been confIRMED-
Let's move on to Suguru giving her a tattoo before I bust a nerve just by thinking of this cheating motherfucker...
About the tattoo under the breast, I remember that someone offered that idea and when I read it in the chapter, I was like "OH MY GOD... FUCK YEAH!" because their idea was just *chef kiss* so props to you my friend! Oh and I completely agree with them loving Nanami Kento (best salary man, y'all) mostly with the matching tattoos/their names tattooed on the other's ring fingers bevause that would be very adorable, sweet and 🥺🥺🥺.
I truly respect the fact that Suguru wasn't, still isn't, taking advantage of the fact that Y/N is vulnerable but fuck you Satoru for thinking so lowly of your best friend, like... Fuck you 😒😑😐
I wonder what she chose though (maybe I missed it so pardon me-)...
And oh? Satoru walking in on his best friend that was about to start with the proceedure? With Y/N half naked? Damn, I can already smell drama in the next chapter 👀
Again, thank you for the chapter Kai! Take your time on writing the next one, yeah? Stay safe, stay healthy and stay happy!
RJay
"7:3 your 6'3 ass" 😭 that's definitely how nanami feels about gojo in canon LMAOO but yeah, whenever i think about how satoru thought that yn could physically hurt his new gf, i just feel so sad :(( like imagine how yn must've felt, someone who loved you for years, not only accused you of something they know you wouldn't do but also takes their new partner's side without hearing yours first :'(( it was good that shoko and suguru were there to help her get through all of it. it helped a lot, especially with her parents being absent and all, she wouldn't really have someone else to lean on. and yn's tattoo, i imagined it to be like this when its done :> Satoru probably thought they were on to something else when he opened the door LMAO anyways, thank you so much for this, rjay !!🥺💕please stay safe, healthy and happy as well~ i hope your week is going smoothly !! <33
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CHAT EVERYTIME I VENT TO A REAL PERSON THEG ALWAYS GIVE ME THE FULL HONWST TRURH AND IM SICK OD IT i don’t care if I’m depending on ONE friendship why can’t they just tell me how to fix evertbingwand fix my whole entire life back together by getting ONE SINGLE PERSON BACK 🤓🤓 just tell meplwasew itsnot even that hard to just not lie to me why are you guys just saying “get better friends” WHO??? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EXPLAIN MY WHOLE LIFE OVER AGAIN TO A NEW PERSON and they don’t get it they literally just start saying some shit like getting my life together well maybe it would be if I had a person and not myself like what’s wrong with me do I need to be nicer or something I try and care about everybody equally but I just end up getting ignored or like left out and shit I hate being called a cry baby I want to stop crying all the time but I can’t but it’s better than everythjng else I’ve been doing I just want my sort of bestfriend to make it atleast seem like they are trying to make an effort to be friends and I understand they’re going through stuff but they’re all I have left out of wverybdoy i know or have known because I hate meeting new people and getting close with them because it hurts when they leave after a really short time because they realize im actually a loser and I have to like build up my own self esteem by making myself think im better than everybdody I keep thinking my bwstfrined js gonna stay after we actually have a conversation after 2 weeks of just saying random shit and im like wait!!! This could be such a turning point right now im saved and im going to be fine now but like then it just repeats and repeats and repeats I feel like I need to die because he keeps talking about killjng himself and I need to die before anybody else dies ever in my life because when my mom died I got so bad in my head and shit it was embarrassing id actually have a stroke and a seizure if he died and it’s almost like he is dead bevause we never talk but everybody’s always like “everbody has their own lives” PLESE ride my cock and shutup
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I think …i dont wanna live…someone said i have to know what i want before getting into somethjng but…the only thing that i want is to die…and it doesnt let me think about anything else in this moment…do i want a relationship yeah i do want i want to kiss someone i want to feel that gentle touch the sparkling eyes want to feel loved and want to feel like i can and i will give them the world if they are by myside i can do anything…but its a different question that i wont love anymore i just dont want to feel the pressure that i have to be my best at every possible moment that i have to hold hands with them and others even if i dont want to i have to kiss them in public and i hate that kinda thing not because im embarassed about them or other similar bad things i just dont want to show the passion i feel for the other in feont of anyone i would like to hide my weakness and my loved one would be one of that…and now that we know i dont want a romantic relationship i kinda want to have sex like hormons and stuff i feel my bad mood when im needy i know that a good laugh can do the same thing as a good sex…it gives me power to continue on with life i feel wanted i feel beautifull i can give my partner pleasure…but i dont want the orgasm thing…im fine withouth it like really i never had and everyone tells me that i dont let myself have it well i dont know how to relax and i dont wanna learn…its my bad side i want to hide but i just cant so lets forget about it…im a damaged product i have no value and because of this i kinda fear having sex now…it wasnt a problem up until now but…i just dont want to show my weaksides anymore…i….dont want to be alone but i dont anyone here….and bevause of this complicated feelings i look like i dont know what i want because im young well thank you for reassuring me that im a piece of shit just because my age….i wont be better if i get older anyway…i cant get better if i cant learn it if i cant practice being different from myself i will be stuck with this after 10 years too….
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