#benjo ramblings

[arothsteinsdoo-dahband]

I'm gonna take a mini break from posting because my self confidence has dipped quite abit and because I feel like I annoy people on here.

I've been avoiding taking a break for a while because I don't want my account to die like my Pinterest one did.

My incessant need to make something perfect isn't happening, which I'm frustrated as hell about.

Like can I just make one GREAT thing??? NO!

I'm worried I might not finish my fic because of it.

So, anyways, I'll post sometime next week.

Edit: I'm extending my break to next Wednesday.

#vent post #personal #break time #benjo ramblings

[transgenderfivepebbles]

god i want benjamin to hug me so bad

#ramblings #maybe it's just the angela speaking but he looks so soft.. so caring. i love him #that one shot of him in the malkuth realization made me imprint on him like an orphaned baby bird #benjo deserves a hug too tbh. hes seen a lot

[arothsteinsdoo-dahband]

I do apologise about rambling about my fic abit too much.

Also, I'm genuinely starting to believe I'm overhyping it.

The Boardwalk fandom will either want me to never publish again or implore me too.

I'm open to either!

#nervousness check! #benjo ramblings #boardwalk empire #fanfic

[arothsteinsdoo-dahband]

Hey, sorry for the lack of activity!

I have no motivation at the moment to post due to me being sick.

I'm praying I'm gonna sum up some motivation to write so I can finish my fic before or by April 1st.

I have plans to write and publish more fanfics for the semi-dead fandom that is Boardwalk Empire in order to keep the Ao3 fandom tag from going dead.

#boardwalk empire #fanfic #sorry for not posting #benjo ramblings

[arothsteinsdoo-dahband]

I'm aiming for my fic to be done before or on April 1st because the idea of publishing a fic about grief and betrayal on what's supposed to be the world's funny day is irony at it's finest.

#benjo ramblings #random shit #boardwalk empire #can you tell im hyperfixating #fanfic

[transgenderfivepebbles]

giocarkali polycule. send post

#ramblings #lobotomy corporation #hear me out. legendary color fixer and her beautiful researcher wife and her sad little purse dog of a boyfriend #also ayin is there i guess. i forgot about him #he and benjo just have . something going on off to the side along with carmen. idk #benjamin is ayin's sad little purse dog of a man