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bed of lies ; part one

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↳ PAIRING: park sunghoon x fembodied!reader

↳ SUMMARY: making a bet with jay was easy. getting your attention, however, wasn’t as easy; especially since you seem to have your eyes set on his bestfriend.

↳ WORDCOUNT: 10,3k

↳ WARNINGS: alcohol consumption, smut; fingering minors dni

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If you could back in time and change anything you’d like, it would probably be crossing paths with Park Sunghoon.

With his sharp jawline and melodic laugh, it was almost impossible to resist Park Sunghoon. Not a single girl in the entire school hadn’t dreamt of letting Park Sunghoon have his way with them, his presence making every girl come to a halt every time he passed them in the hallway; discreetly whispering to their friends how attractive he was.

Sunghoon was well aware of his status. He could tell how the girls adored him whenever he walked past them, no matter how discreet they tried to be with their glances; he could still tell how every girl was practically eye-fucking him every time he was near. There had been many instances where some of the girls’ jealous boyfriends would approach him, telling him to back the fuck off; threatening him that they would smash his pretty face in. Sunghoon on the other hand would just act completely oblivious, because, at the end of the day, it was their girlfriends coming onto him; not the opposite.

Was Park Sunghoon an absolute dick? Yes, he was. And he loved every second of it. He loved the power he held, he loved being able to make boyfriends fuming in anger by just making their girlfriends blush, he loved the way he’d make girls tremble by just shooting them a small smile in the hallways.

It wasn’t like his friends were any better. Sunghoon had many friends, maybe one too many; but most of them were just people he met during class or friends he mainly partied together with, none of them could ever compare to his real friends.

Jay and Sunghoon had known each other for what felt like an eternity. They had grown up together, attended the same middle school, high school, and now college. Not a single thing could ever separate the two of them, even though their friendship had been on the line many times; like in their sophomore year for example, after Jay lost one round of the video game they were playing and broke the mirror standing in Sunghoons room. But that’s what Sunghoon loved about his best friend, the rage that lived within him.

When Jake Sim, who had just moved from Australia to study in Korea, first arrived at the college Sunghoon and Jay attended, they had been quick to make him a part of the group. Jake was a sweet guy, his smile was brighter than both Jay and Sunghoons combined and his laugh sometimes even melted Sunghoons heart; even though there was no way he'd actually admit that. That’s how he knew Jake Sim fit right into Sunghoon and Jay's friend group, seeing how girls melted at the sight of him and his strong accent.

‘’What do you mean, you won’t be there?’’ Jay spat at his friend, still chewing on the food he had just shoved into his mouth. ‘’Dude,’’ Jake sighed, running one of his hands through his hair. ‘’I can’t cancel another date with her. Last time she looked at me like she was ready to kill me right there and then,’’ Sunghoon chuckled at his friends’ rant, playing with the food on the plate in front of him using the fork he was holding in one of his hands. ‘’Like anyone could hurt a puppy like you.’’ Sunghoon let out, not taking his eyes off the unappetizing food placed in front of him. He could hear Jay chuckle from across the table, Jake’s eyes burning into his skin; clearly annoyed over the fact that his friends weren’t taking him and his love problems seriously.

Sunghoon was a simple man. He had never felt the need to fall in love, because why would he? Why would he ever need to fall in love when he had a line filled with girls, waiting for him to even notice them? He hated the thought of being attached to someone, or having someone attached to him; so whenever Jake would start babbling about this new girl he had started seeing and how it might be serious, he couldn’t help but roll his eyes.

‘’It’s not that big of a deal, just tell her you’ll go out with her next weekend instead,’’ Jay suggested, knowing very well that he’d be bugging his friend to join them in going to a party next weekend as well. Jake just stared at his best friend for a moment, his lips slightly parted. ‘’Fuck you guys.’’ He suddenly muttered before standing up, grabbing his food tray before quickly walking away. The action caught Sunghoons attention, causing him to finally look up from his food; watching his friend leave the cafeteria. ‘’He’s so fucking sensitive sometimes,’’ Jay mumbled as he shook his head, taking another bite of his food. Sunghoon let a chuckle leave his lips, dropping the fork; crossing his arms over his chest as he leaned back in the chair he was sitting in. ‘’Maybe I should make his girl fall in love with me so he stops being such a simp.’’ Sunghoon snickered, half joking, his eyes still gazing over at Jake who was walking further and further away from the cafeteria.

Sunghoon was confident, a little too confident sometimes. He knew he was attractive, and he knew he could get away with anything purely because he was attractive and his alluring personality. There had been plenty of times when he had gotten away with things he wasn’t supposed to get away with, like cheating on his exam during senior year for example. Of course, he wasn’t supposed to get caught; but his teacher quickly realized what he was up to. Luckily for Sunghoon, his teacher was yet another victim of his tempting aura, and all he had to do was to bat his eyelashes at her. He knew the moment he saw a color of red flush onto the older woman's cheeks, there wasn’t going to be any problems. After all, he got perfect scores on his exams. The sound of Jay choking on his food made Sunghoon snap out of his thoughts, quickly shifting his gaze over at his best friend. He became worried for a minute, before noticing his friend was laughing; not dying. ‘’As if,’’ Jay managed to let out between coughs, a big smile still plastered on his lips. Sunghoon raised one of his eyebrows in confusion. ‘’What do you mean?’’ He asked, watching his friend desperately chugging down water. ‘’You stealing Jake's girl,’’ Jay replied as he put the now empty glass down on the table in front of him, clearing his throat before speaking. ‘’Don’t get too full of yourself.’’

Sunghoon simply stared at his friend, his eyebrows slightly furrowed as he tried to piece together the words that just left his friend's lips. ‘’What’s that supposed to mean?’’ Sunghoon questioned his friend, waiting for an explanation.

‘’Look,’’ Jay sighed as he pushed the half-full box of ramen placed in front of him to the side. ‘’There’s a difference between being attracted to someone and actually being in love.’’ He continued, resting his forearms on the table as he spoke. Sunghoon slightly tilted his head, his eyebrows still furrowed as a chuckle escaped his lips. ‘’What are you implying?’’ He asked, not taking his eyes off his friend seated in front of him.

If Jay hadn’t known Sunghoon for almost his entire life, he probably would’ve feared for his life as Sunghoon stared at him. His eyes were sharp and people knew very well to not question him or his ways of doing things, purely because he was Park Sunghoon. You simply just didn’t want to end up on his bad side. Jay, however, wasn’t imitated by his friend. ‘’That I don’t think anyone’s ever actually been in love with you Sunghoon.’’

As the words left Jay's lips, Sunghoon couldn’t help but laugh. He couldn’t believe that his friend was telling him, Park Sunghoon, that no one had ever been in love with him; like he wasn’t the only topic every girl constantly discussed. Jay stared at his friend for a second, watching him laugh until the point there were tears filling his eyes. ‘’You’re funny, Jay,’’ Sunghoon mumbled as he wiped his eyes, still chuckling from the statement his friend had just made. ‘’I’m not joking.’’

Sunghoon’s smile slowly faded away from his lips, still trying to understand if Jay was just trying to mess with him or if he actually meant to hurt his ego. At the end of the day, Jay tended to be brutally honest, even in moments he shouldn’t. ‘’You actually don’t think anyone has ever been in love with me?’’ Sunghoon asked after a moment of silence, causing Jay to shake his head. ‘’Attracted, yes, but in love? No.’’ Sunghoons lips parted, almost like he was about to say something; but he remained quiet.

At some point, Sunghoon started to believe being attracted to someone and being in love with someone were the same thing. Maybe because he himself had never been in love before, so he had no idea what it felt like. But he knew what being in love looked like, and it looked awfully a lot like the way girls looked at him. ‘’Fuck you,’’ Sunghoon spat, crossing his arms over his chest once again. ‘’I could make any girl fall in love with me and you know it.’’

‘’Want to bet?’’

‘’What?’’

A small smile crept onto Jay's lips, licking his lips as he mimicked his friend's movements; crossing his arms over his chest as well. ‘’You heard me,’’ Jay replied, shrugging as he spoke. ‘’Want to bet that you can make any girl fall in love with you?’’ At that moment, Sunghoon thanked god that his friend couldn’t read his mind, not that Jay needed to read his mind to know what was going on inside of his head; the confusion plastered on his face spoke for itself. ‘’And what exactly is your plan?’’

Jay’s eyes darted around the cafeteria, looking for a girl that Sunghoon could pursue. Jay knew he could’ve easily just picked a girl for his friend, but what would be the fun in that? ‘’You have to make the next girl that walks into the room fall in love with you.’’ Jay replied, his gaze meeting Sunghoons once again. Sunghoon raised his eyebrows, breaking eye contact with his friend as he turned around; looking over at the entrance leading to the cafeteria. A small smirk formed on his lips as he turned back to face his friend. ‘’Easy,’’ Sunghoon let out, confident. ‘’There’s more,’’ Jay spoke, sitting up straight. ‘’You have thirty days to make her fall for you.’’

Like that would be a challenge for Sunghoon. He knew all he had to do was just smile, make some small talk, and maybe ask for her number; and then he would’ve succeeded. Nice and simple, it would be almost too easy showing his friend how incredibly wrong he was. ‘’Bet.’’ Sunghoon shrugged, like it would be the easiest thing he had ever done; causing a chuckle to leave Jay's lips as he shook his head at his friend's confidence. Jay's eyes darted towards the entrance, his lips parting as he raised both his eyebrows.

‘’Well, there’s your girl.’’ Jay’s words made Sunghoon spin around in his chair, his eyes immediately glued to the entrance As he spotted what would be his girl, as Jay had put it, he raised one of his eyebrows. ‘’Who the fuck is that?’’ Sunghoon mumbled, scanning the girl who had just walked into the room, accompanied by what he assumed was her friend. A chuckle was heard from across the table, followed by a small sigh. ‘’We’re about to find out,’’ Jay spoke, reaching his arm over the table; patting his friend on the shoulder.

Sunghoon wasn’t a stranger to you. The two of you shared some of the same classes and from what you could tell, he seemed like a nice guy. If it weren’t for all the rumors going around about him, that would probably be the only image you would have of him; a polite, definitely attractive but down-to-earth guy. Nothing more, nothing less. But no, the tale of the infamous Park Sunghoon told a completely different story.

It was no secret that he had his fair share of fun, to put it simply. Every week there would be a new girl talking about how Sunghoon had dragged her into the bathroom of some random party and fucked her dumb, each and every one of them showing off the marks covering their bodies that the boy had left behind. Not that it mattered to you, you found his other friends way more attractive anyways; especially the Australian one.

If you hadn’t been so busy begging your friend to borrow one of her books for your next class, you probably would’ve noticed the way the two boys sitting across the room eyes were practically burning into your skin. ‘’Yeojin, please,’’ You begged, getting ready to get down on your knees at this point. You had been following her around the entire school for almost half an hour, spending your entire lunch break begging your friend to borrow the book you forgot at home that morning. Yeojin rolled her eyes, a small sigh escaping her lips. ‘’I’m not even sure if I brought it with me,’’ The girl replied, leaning against the wall; her backpack dangling off one of her shoulders. ‘’The teacher will literally kill me if I don’t have it with me, Yeojin.’’ You groaned, rubbing your temple using one of your hands.

Yeojin was probably the prettiest girl you had ever seen. Her strawberry blonde bangs were always swept across her forehead perfectly, even if she had just woken up or just gotten out of the shower. You had met her during one of the classes the two of you shared and hit it off immediately, her personality complimenting yours perfectly. ‘’I’ll check,’’ Yeojin mumbled, sliding the backpack off her shoulder. You let your arms fall down your sides, your eyes widening in anticipation.

She placed the bag on the chair in front of her, rummaging through it; flipping through the books placed neatly inside the bag. She pulled one of the books out, popping her tongue against the roof of her mouth as a smile spread on her lips. ‘’Here you go,’’ She let out, passing the book over to you. You let out a sigh in relief, placing one of your hands on top of the book; but Yeojin kept her hand on it as well. ‘’But promise me you’ll return it by the end of the day, okay? Otherwise, it’ll be me the teacher will want to kill tomorrow.’’ She continued, raising her eyebrows as she stared at you.

You just scoffed, snatching the book away from your friend as you rolled your eyes. ‘’Yes, whatever, I promise,’’ You mumbled, hurryingly shoving the book down your bag as you gazed over at the big clock hanging on one of the walls. ‘’Fuck,’’ You muttered as you managed to close your bag; the zipper threatening to break at any second. ‘’I have to go, my class starts in five minutes,’’ You sighed as you threw your bag over your shoulder, Yeonjin chuckling as she watched your stressed face. ‘’I’ll text you when I get out of class, okay?’’ You let out, looking over at your friend; gaining a nod from her as you waved her goodbye, hurrying to your next class.

In moments like these, you wished you would’ve paid more attention to your surroundings. But the only thing you had on your mind was the fact that you were probably going to be late for your class, and you could already imagine your teacher's disappointed face as you walked in; scrunching your nose in disgust as you thought about it. And the fact that you had just bumped into someone, dropping your bag on the floor would probably make you even more late.

‘’Shit,’’ You mumbled under your breath as a sharp pain shot through your shoulder, the noise of your heavy bag hitting the stone floor underneath you causing you to snap out of your thoughts; realizing you had walked straight into someone. ‘’Fuck, are you okay?’’ A soft voice spoke beside you, causing you to look away from your bag; your eyes meeting a pair of dark brown ones.

Your hand automatically grabbed your shoulder, which was now throbbing in pain from the harsh collision. You parted your lips, ready to apologize to the person standing in front of you; before you suddenly realized the person you had just bumped into. Jake was quick to pick up your bag from the floor, lifting it with one of his hands; meanwhile, you had to use both your arms to even get it over one of your shoulders. ‘’I was looking at my phone, I’m so sorry,’’ Jake mumbled as he wiped the dust that was now covering your bag away. ‘’No, I’m sorry,’’ You managed to get out, not being able to take your eyes off the man standing in front of you.

You had never interacted with Jake Sim before, nor had you ever interacted with any of the other boys in his friend group. You already knew Jake was attractive, but as he was standing a couple of inches away from you; you realized why everyone else found him so handsome. ‘’I wasn’t watching where I was going, it’s my fault.’’ You mumbled, looking down at your bag as you realized you had been staring at him for way too long; probably making him uncomfortable.

Jake, on the other hand, just chuckled, his pearly white teeth showing as he laughed. ‘’No need to apologize.’’ He smiled, your eyes meeting his once again as he suddenly threw your bag over his shoulder. ‘’Let me make it up to you, yeah?’’ He suggested, raising his eyebrows as he smiled at you. You stared at him for a moment, one of your eyebrows raised in confusion. ‘’Let me carry your bag to your next class.’’ He continued, pointing to the backpack which was now hanging off one of his shoulders.

There was no way Jake missed the way your cheeks flushed red, a small smile creeping onto your lips. ‘’Sure, my next class is business management.’’ You replied, trying your best to hide the fact that you were blushing. ‘’With Mr. Kang?’’ Jake asked as you started making your way down the almost empty hallway, his eyes glued to you. ‘’Yeah,’’ You nodded, not daring to look up at him. But as a groan escaped his lips, you had no choice but to look up at the taller boy walking beside you. ‘’He’s a pain in the ass.’’ He chuckled as he shook his head, causing a chuckle to escape your lips as well. ‘’Tell me about it.’’

It suddenly made so much more sense to you why there were girls thirsting over Jake Sim, the way his eyes lingered a little too long as you spoke making you realize why there were girls lining up for him. Who could blame them? The boy was gorgeous. ‘’Well, good luck in there,’’ Jake chuckled as you reached the door leading into your classroom. You chuckled as he handed you your backpack, looking up at him once again. ‘’Thank you, and again, I’m sorry,’’ You apologized, causing Jake to roll his eyes.

‘’Please don’t apologize, it was just an accident. Plus if you hadn’t bumped into me, we wouldn’t have had this chat, would’ve we?’’ He smiled, causing your cheeks to burn once again. Fucking Jake Sim, you thought, fuck you for making me blush like this. ‘’I guess you’re right.’’ You smiled, earning a smile back from him. ‘’I think you better go in there before Mr. Kang comes out here and spots you chatting with me instead of attending his class,’’ Jake joked, pointing towards the door right beside you. ‘’You’re right,’’ You laughed. ‘’Thank you once again.’’ You smiled, holding your bag using both your hands; trying your best to not show how heavy you found it. ‘’Don’t mention it.’’

You waved him goodbye as he walked down the hallway, his hand up in the air as he waved to you before turning around. Even after he turned around, a big smile still lingered on your lips. You stood there for a minute, not even caring about the fact you were more than ten minutes late at this point; feeling completely hypnotized by Jake and his smile. But reality soon caught up with you, causing the smile to fade off your lips as you looked towards the door leading into the classroom. A sigh escaped your lips as you pushed the door handle down, mentally preparing yourself for Mr. Kang’s harsh scolding.

Oh, how you would regret ever bumping into Jake that day.

‘’So you made a bet?’’ Jake exclaimed, his mouth hanging wide as he stared at his best friend. Sunghoon just hummed in response, his eyes glued to the TV screen in front of him. ‘’And you don’t even know the girl's name?’’ Jake continued questioning his friend, earning yet another hum from Sunghoon. ‘’I don’t think I’ve ever seen her before,’’ Jay chimed in, his eyebrows furrowed as his fingers moved over the controller he was holding in his hands.

Jay had told Jake about the bet he made with Sunghoon as soon as the group of boys gathered at Sunghoons house, playing video games; like they did almost every day after school. Jake didn’t really care about what his friends did, knowing he would probably agree to do something similar if he wasn’t already interested in someone, but a part of him couldn’t help but feel shocked by his friend's behavior. ‘’Well, it can’t be that hard, right? Someone has to know her.’’ Jake spoke, his eyes darting between his two best friends. ‘’Or you could just approach her,’’ Jake shrugged.

Sunghoon just chuckled. ‘’I don’t do that. They approach me, not the opposite.’’ Sunghoon mumbled, his eyes still glued to the screen hanging on the wall as his fingers pressed the buttons on the controller. ‘’And that’s why you’re going to lose this bet,’’ Jay mumbled under his breath, but loud enough for both Jake and Sunghoon to hear. Jake let out a chuckle, leaning his upper body against the headboard of Sunghoons bed.

Sunghoon heard what his friend said, but chose to remain quiet. He didn’t feel the need to defend himself, he was confident that he wouldn’t lose. His tactics had always worked, so why would this be any different this time? All he had to do was wait until you approached him, which he knew you would at some point, and take it from there. ‘’Fuck!’’ Jay exclaimed as his part of the screen turned red, indicating that he had lost the game. He threw the controller across the bed, almost hitting Jake with it. Sunghoon gave his friend a taunting smile, causing Jay to grow even angrier. ‘’You really shouldn’t underestimate me,’’ Sunghoon remarked, causing Jake to laugh as he watched Jay’s face turn red in anger.

As Sunghoon walked into his first class of the day the following day, he had almost forgotten about the bet. But luckily for him, Jay on the other hand hadn’t forgotten. As Sunghoon placed his backpack on the floor next to his seat, he suddenly felt his phone buzz in the pocket of his jeans. Running one of his hands through his hair, he quickly grabbed his phone out of his back pocket before unlocking it.

Quick reminder, 29 days left. :)

Chuckling at Jay’s text reminding him of the bet, he slumped down in his seat; muting his phone before pushing it down the pocket of his jeans once again. Students slowly started filling the room one by one, a smile occasionally appearing on Sunghoon’s lips as he greeted the people he somewhat knew passed by him. Almost every seat in the whole classroom was filled when Sunghoon felt his phone buzz in his back pocket once again, despite him putting it on mute. Pulling it out of his back pocket, an annoyed sigh left his lips as he turned off the phone completely; not even bothering to check the notification.

Yeojin had texted you that morning letting you know she wasn’t feeling too well and that she would be staying home. A part of you felt relieved as you had forgotten to return her book the previous day, knowing she needed it for her first class in the morning; avoiding having her scolding you for it during lunch. But that also meant you would have to get through the day, completely on your own.

It wasn’t like you didn’t have any friends; you did. You had plenty of people you technically could consider friends, but none of them was really your friends. They were people you could chat with during class, study together in the library, or company each other to class; but that was it. At the end of the day, they had their friend groups to return to, and well, you had Yeojin.

And since today was your lucky day, one of your classes got canceled which meant you would have to spend even more time alone; looking like a complete loner. Which you weren’t, but you sure looked like one walking down the hallways on your own while groups of people walked past you. Since everyone else was still in class, the hallways were mostly empty. You smiled as you greeted someone you briefly knew before looking back down at the phone you were holding in one of your hands, making your way towards the library.

‘’Hey!’’ The sudden voice took you by surprise, causing you to quickly look up from your phone; both your eyebrows raised as your eyes landed on a boy leaning against one of the lockers beside you, a big smile plastered on his lips. A small chuckle escaped his lips as he stood up straight, facing you. ‘’Is this going to be our official meeting spot?’’’

Jake fucking Sim. Your steps came to a halt as your eyes met his, your lips slightly parting but not a single word left your lips. ‘’Sorry, you took me by surprise,’’ You chuckled after a moment, slightly lowering your head to hide your embarrassment. ‘’My bad,’’ Jake smiled, pushing his phone down the front pocket of his jeans. ‘’I just wanted to check how your shoulder is doing.’’ He continued as you looked back up at him. ‘’Oh,’’ You let out, a smile plastered on your lips as you shook your head. ‘’It’s doing alright, considering the collision from yesterday.’’ A laugh trailed off his lips, his gaze meeting the ground underneath him. ‘’I’m sorry, again,’’ He began apologizing, causing you to shake your head once again. ‘’If I don’t get to apologize you don’t either.’’

It was scary how easy it was to talk to Jake. Moving countries might’ve made him extremely social, but you still found it weird how easy it was for you to talk to him. It was almost like he was someone you had known for years, even though you only interacted with him for the first time yesterday. ‘’I never got your name,’’ He suddenly let out, his brown eyes meeting yours. ‘’Y/N,’’ You smiled, causing a small smile to form on his lips as well. ‘’Jake,’’ He replied, extending one of his hands for you to shake. You looked down at his hand for a second before shaking it, a smile still spread across your lips. ‘’Nice to meet you, Y/N.’’ He smiled as his warm hand wrapped around yours. ‘’Likewise, Jake.’’

As soon as you spotted Jake, you had completely forgotten about where you were headed. Standing in one of the hallways chatting with Jake Sim seemed to be a way better idea than studying in the library on your own anyways. ‘’How come you were standing here on your own?’’ You asked, raising one of your eyebrows as the hallways slowly started filling with people once again. ‘’My class was canceled, so I figured I’d wait for my friend to get out of class.’’ He shrugged, his eyes gazing over the people leaving the nearby classroom. You hummed in response, about to ask him if he was in the same class as you; but before you could even open your mouth, a voice interrupted you.

‘’Jake?’’ A confused voice let out behind you, causing you to turn around. ‘’What are you doing here?’’ You looked up at the taller figure standing beside you, immediately recognizing the person standing a few inches away from you; Park Sunghoon himself. ‘’Didn’t you get my text?’’ Jake asked, furrowing his eyebrows as he looked over at his friend. Your gaze shifted over to Jake; feeling unsure if you should just leave without saying goodbye. But before you could even think about your next move, Jake's voice interrupted your thoughts. ‘’Anyways, this is Y/N,’’ The sudden mention of your name caused you to snap out of your thoughts, looking over at Sunghoon once again.

As if Sunghoon had just acknowledged the fact that you were standing right beside him, he looked over at you for the first time since he got there. As soon as his eyes landed on you, they suddenly widened. Only for a split second, but long enough for you to notice the surprised look in them. ‘’Y/N, this is Sunghoon.’’ Jake introduced you, like Sunghoon needed introducing; like no one knew who he was. ‘’Hi,’’ You smiled softly, extending one of your hands. ‘’Nice to meet you.’’ Sunghoon looked down at your extended hand before placing his own over yours. ‘’Nice to meet you Y/N.’’

Sunghoons hand was visibly bigger than Jakes, his hand wrapping around your own as a small smile formed on his lips. ‘’I think we share the same business management class on Thursdays,’’ You let out, causing Sunghoons smile to grow even bigger. ‘’We do? Maybe you can help me study then,’’ He chuckled, his hand still lingering on top of yours. You just let out a chuckle in reply, looking down at your still intertwined hands; confusion washing over you as you slowly let your hand fall down your side.

As both Sunghoon and Jake stood in front of you, it became obvious to you why both of them had girls weak the knees. They were both extremely charming, not only were they attractive; but also very good at keeping conversations going. ‘’We’re gonna head for some lunch, why don’t you join us?’’ Jake let out as he looked over at you, eyes filled with anticipation. You felt Sunghoon gaze over at you, nibbling on his bottom lip. ‘’I have one more class before lunch, sadly,’’ You pouted, causing Jake to groan. ‘’Well that’s a pain in the ass,’’ He let out, causing a chuckle to leave your lips. ‘’Well, maybe next time,’’ He smiled. You smiled back at him, nodding your head in response.

You watched as the two boys made their way down the hallway, Jake waving to you with a smile spread across his face. You gave him a small smile as you waved back, gazing over at Sunghoon. He had both his hands shoved down the front pockets of his jeans, a stern look on his face as the two of them made their way down the hallway. You stood there for a minute, trying to process what had just happened.

‘’Dude, how did you know?’’ Sunghoon let out as soon as he knew you weren’t anywhere nearby. ‘’What do you mean?’’ Jake asked, looking over at his friend; confusion lingering in his voice. ‘’That’s her,’’ Sunghoon continued, raising his eyebrows. ‘’Her?’’ Jake asked, both his eyebrows furrowed together. ‘’That’s the girl,’’ Sunghoon let out once again, staring at his friend walking beside him. Jake stared at him in confusion for a second before raising both his eyebrows as he realized what his friend was talking about, his steps coming to a halt. ‘’No fucking way,’’ Jake mumbled, a small chuckle trailing off Sunghoons lips. Bingo, Sunghoon thought, fucking bingo.

As Thursday morning rolled around, Sunghoon was fully expecting you to greet him as you walked into the classroom. He kept his eyes glued on the door from the moment he sat down, his foot anxiously tapping against the floor as he waited for you to walk through the door.

Sunghoon had surprised himself, remembering how you had told him you shared the same class on Thursday mornings; considering the fact he barely remembered the name Jake had introduced you as. Not that he really cared, he didn’t have to know your name to make you fall for him. So the moment you finally walked through the door, a small smile crept onto Sunghoons lips as he sat up straight; getting ready for you to greet him.

But as Sunghoon waited for you to greet him, he slowly realized you weren’t going to even acknowledge him. No, instead you just walked straight past him, your eyes not leaving the screen of your phone as you walked by. Sunghoon slightly furrowed his eyebrows as he gazed over at you, now sitting down in your seat. Confusion washed over Sunghoon, had you really not seen him? There was no way you had just walked past him, you were the one who had told him you two shared the same class; that meant you had to be interested in him, right?

Sunghoon’s mind kept racing the entire class, making it incredibly hard for him to concentrate or get anything done. He kept gazing over at you every now and then, but you never even acknowledged the fact that he was sitting across the room; annoyance building up inside of the boy as he realized he would have to be the one who approached you if he wanted to win this stupid bet.

It was true, you hadn’t even acknowledged the fact that Sunghoon was even in the classroom nor had you noticed the way he kept gazing over at you. You were too busy being annoyed at Yeojin for still not being back at school, resting your forehead in one of your hands as you tried your best to hide your phone underneath the table; pretending to be reading something in the book placed in front of you as you texted back and forth with your friend.

‘’Hi,’’ A low voice suddenly let out in front of you, almost causing you to jump as you quickly locked your phone. You let the phone fall into your lap as you looked up, your gaze meeting the gaze of the person who was now standing in front of you. ‘’Can I help you?’’ You let out, the tone of your voice sounding way more annoyed than you intended it to. Your lips slightly parted as you realized who the person now standing in front of your desk was. ‘’Oh,’’ Sunghoon chuckled as he shoved his hands down the front pockets of his pants. ‘’I was just wondering if I could borrow your notes? The professor left to get some coffee so I couldn’t ask him.’’

At that moment, you wanted to mentally slap yourself. ‘’Oh.’’ You quietly let out, avoiding his gaze by looking back down at the book in front of you. ‘’Sure.’’ You mumbled as you began looking through the papers laying in front of you. ‘’Bad day?’’ Sunghoon asked, his eyes still glued on you. You let a chuckle trail off your lips as you handed him the notes, still avoiding his gaze; the feeling of embarrassment for snapping at him still lingering.

Sunghoon, however, only got more annoyed when he noticed you wouldn’t even look at him. Why were you being so difficult? ‘’Y/N, right?’’ He suddenly let out as he gently grabbed the papers which in reality, he didn’t even need; he just needed an excuse to talk to you. As your eyes finally met his, Sunghoon prayed that he didn’t just mess up your name and accidentally called you another girls name. ‘’Yeah,’’ You replied while scanning his face, trying to figure out why he was still standing in front of you. ‘’Wanna study together some day after school, Y/N?’’

The question did not only surprise you, but it surprised Sunghoon just as much; if not more. As soon as the question left his lips, he immediately regretted it. He felt like he was in middle school all over again, asking girls if they wanted to study with him after school in a desperate attempt to show them he liked them; and the fact that you were just staring at him wasn’t making it any better. Before Sunghoon could even try to make the situation better by explaining himself, a laugh trailed off your lips. ‘’I was not expecting that,’’ You replied, a smile on your lips as you looked up at the guy standing in front of you.

Sunghoon had never felt more pathetic in his entire life. The question was embarrassing as it was, but you just made it ten times worse by making fun of him. ‘’But sure, as an apology for snapping at you like that.’’ As the words left your mouth, Sunghoon finally relaxed as he gave you a small smile. ‘’Sounds like a great deal.’’

You were about to lose your mind if Yeojin didn’t come back soon.

As the weekend rolled around and yet another party was being thrown, Sunghoon was getting slightly annoyed at himself; or maybe it was you he was getting annoyed at. A week had already passed, yet he had only interacted with you twice. He had seen you in the cafeteria a few times during the week, but each and every time you had simply walked past him like he wasn’t even there. The annoyance building up inside of the boy had only gotten worse as he had embarrassed himself. Not only had he embarrassed himself by asking a girl if they wanted to study someday, like he wasn’t twenty and in college but more like he was back to being twelve and desperate; he had embarrassed himself in front of his entire class.

‘’Stop sulking,’’ Jay groaned, looking back at his friend using the rearview window placed in the ceiling above him. Sunghoon however just kept staring out the window, completely ignoring his best friend. ‘’I get it, you’re worried about losing the bet,’’ Jay continued, looking back at the road. ‘’I’m not,’’ Sunghoon was quick to respond, his eyes quickly darting over to his friend. A small smirk spread across Jay’s lips, finding how quick Sunghoon was to defend himself amusing. ‘’I just fucking embarrassed myself, that’s all.’’ Sunghoon muttered, his gaze returning to the window.

‘’Major setback if you ask me.’’

If there was one thing Jay was amazing at, it was definitely getting on Sunghoons nerves. He knew exactly what buttons to push to make the boy want to smash his face in, and there had been a few incidents where Sunghoon almost acted on his thoughts; but he knew he had to be the bigger man, like right now for example. Instead of replying, he just kept staring at the window as Jay continued driving, a small chuckle trailing off his lips.

‘’Do I look acceptable?’’ Yeojin spun around as she spoke, her flowy dress exposing the skin of her thighs. You scanned her body, furrowing your eyebrows as you bit your lower lip. ‘’You look alright I suppose,’’ You joked, your eyes meeting hers as a small smile spread across your lips.

Even though Yeojin had been sick all week, she made sure to get better before Friday. You could tell she was still not fully recovered judging by her slightly runny nose and her glossy eyes, but there was also no way Yeojin would ever miss a party. If there was one thing you had noticed during the past year you had been friends with Yeojin, it was the fact that she simply just couldn’t say no to a party; which you were somewhat grateful for. Because without her dragging you along to all these parties you simply would be spending every weekend at your parent's house, which wasn’t half as fun as watching your dear friend get absolutely hammered.

‘’Fuck off.’’ Her voice was still kind of hoarse, a small smile plastered on her slips as well as she hit your arm playfully. ‘’That’s what you get for leaving me all alone for a whole week,’’ You replied, grabbing your purse before throwing it over your shoulder. ‘’You weren’t alone though,’’ Yeojin replied, bending down to tie her shoes as she spoke. ‘’You had two boys practically begging for you to fuck them.’’

Jake. It was the first thing you told Yeojin about, how the Jake Sim had approached you twice in one week. You’d be lying to yourself if you said you hadn’t thought about him and how good he looked when he’d flash you a smile, because you had thought of him; maybe a little too much. But Sunghoon? Somewhere along the lines, you must’ve mentioned your encounter with Park Sunghoon as well. ‘’Fuck you.’’

As you stood on your own, leaning against one of the walls, you slowly started regretting your decision to come with Yeojin to this forsaken party. It had only been around half an hour, yet the strawberry blonde girl was nowhere to be seen. She accompanied you to the kitchen to get yourself something to drink before she suddenly spotted some of her friends, and before you knew it, she had disappeared. So, when you stood there, sipping on your drink as people around you danced; the thought of spending the weekend at your parent's house suddenly didn’t seem so bad.

‘’Y/N?’’

Just as you were about to take your phone out of your purse and let Yeojin know you would probably be heading home soon, the sudden mention of your name caught your attention. ‘’Don’t tell me you’re standing here all on your own?’’

And just like that, like a savior sent from above, Jake was suddenly standing in front of you. He was dressed in all black, holding the same red cup as you were in one of his hands; now leaning against the wall beside you. ‘’Looks like I am,’’ You chuckled, taking another sip of the alcohol in a desperate attempt to calm your nerves. ‘’Then let me keep you company.’’

As your eyes met, you suddenly felt like downing the rest of the alcohol that remained in your cup. Your lips slightly parted as he gave you a smile, shoving one of his hands down the front pockets of his pants. You scanned his face, the darkness of the room making it hard for you to make out if he was just incredibly drunk or if he was actually trying to flirt with you. ‘’Wanna sit down?’’ His question made you nod, a small smile appearing on your lips as well.

If you would’ve known you would be spending your night next to Jake, his thigh brushing against yours; you probably wouldn’t have gone. Because there was no way you’d be able to handle this without the alcohol in your system, shivers being sent down your spine every time his thigh brushed against your bare one. Your skirt had ridden up your thigh and you could now feel the fabric of his pants every now and then, making you slightly nervous. ‘’She dumped you because you canceled your date?’’ You asked, your eyebrows furrowed at the boy's statement. A chuckle trailed off Jake’s lips, nodding his head in response. ‘’Well,’’ He replied as he leaned against the couch, holding his cup in one of his hands. ‘’I guess I kind of had it coming.’’

Not in a billion years would you have thought you’d be spending your Friday night on a couch, listening to Jake out of all people rant about his girl problems. A part of you found it oddly comforting, the fact that he felt comfortable enough to tell you about his love problems made you believe that made he felt just as comfortable around you as you did around him, almost like you’ve known each other your whole life. It was a weird feeling to say the least, but who were you to complain? Jake Sim was sitting next to you, his leg touching your bare thigh. ‘’I wouldn’t have dumped you if I was her.’’

It was probably the alcohol speaking, but at this point, you had nothing to lose. He looked at you, his eyes wide from your sudden confidence before a small smile crept onto his lips. ‘’Really?’’ He let out, not taking his eyes off you. You nodded in response, your eyes meeting his. As you felt his hand creep onto your thigh, you could’ve sworn your heart stopped beating right there and then. ‘’I enjoy talking to you, Y/N.’’ He smiled, using his thumb to slowly stroke your thigh.

If it wasn’t because of the alcohol you had in your system, you probably would’ve passed out. You weren’t a virgin, but you weren’t exactly experienced either. You had hooked up with people before, but it was never any good; it was usually drunk one nightstands thrusting into you a few times before finishing, no foreplay and you definitely never got to cum. So Jake’s touch was something you had never experienced before, and the way he was now licking his lips wasn’t making things any easier for you.

‘’Jake?’’

A part of you wanted to thank whoever just interrupted whatever was about to happen, but another part of you wanted to smack the person across their face for ruining your chances of getting laid. ‘’Sunghoon, where the fuck have you been?’’ Jake let out, breaking your eye contact as he looked over to the boy now standing in front of the couch.

Sunghoon felt like punching his best friend in the face. He had spotted you two talking from across the room and satisfaction had washed over him; thinking his best friend was helping him win the bet by talking to you. But as he came closer and saw the way his hand was moving closer and closer to your core, he quickly realized that wasn’t the case. No, he was trying to fuck you. ‘’What are you doing here?’’ Sunghoon hissed, looking down at Jakes hand which was still placed on your thigh. ‘’I got dumped so I came here, just like you asked me to!’’

It suddenly made sense to Sunghoon why he was trying to get in your pants. He had gotten dumped which meant he wouldn’t have someone to go home with, which made you his target. An ironic chuckle trailed off Sunghoons lips as his eyes met Jakes once again, Jake slowly moving his hand off your thigh as he saw the look on his friend's face. ‘’You should’ve told us,’’ Sunghoon muttered. ‘’You should go say hey to Jay.’’ He almost demanded, not taking his eyes off Jake.

Sunghoon could see the defeat in Jakes eyes, his lips parting like he was about to say something; but he refrained from doing so, not wanting to argue in front of you. ‘’Sure,’’ He mumbled under his breath, getting up from the couch. ‘’You keep her company then.’’ Jake hissed as he stood in front of his friend, not breaking their eye contact. Jake made sure to bump into Sunghoons shoulder as he walked past him, disappearing into the crowd of people.

Another chuckle emerged from Sunghoons throat, visibly annoyed by his friends' behavior. You, on the other hand, felt beyond uncomfortable. Not only had Jake left without saying a word to you after practically getting ready to finger you right there and then, but you were now alone with Sunghoon. Sunghoon quickly noticed how uncomfortable you were as his eyes landed on you, who was now pulling your skirt back down your thighs. ‘’It’s okay, you don’t need to stay here with me. I was planning on leaving soon anyways,’’ You mumbled, avoiding eye contact with the taller boy standing in front of you. The truth was, you weren’t planning on leaving; you were hoping Jake would come back sooner or later.

Sunghoon saw right through your lie. He was well aware of the fact that you weren’t planning on leaving, he could tell by the way you were rubbing your thighs together that you had hoped for something else. ‘’Do you have anyone picking you up?’’ Sunghoon suddenly asked, causing you to look up at him. ‘’No, but I’ll just walk,’’ You let out, wanting to get out of the situation as fast as possible. ‘’Then let me walk you home.’’

Sunghoon saw his opportunity, and he took it. You just stared at him for a moment, trying to figure out how you could tell him no in the nicest way possible. ‘’I don’t live too far away, I’ll be okay,’’ You forced yourself to give the boy a small smile, shaking your head as you spoke. ‘’No, I insist,’’ Sunghoon continued, shaking his head as well. ‘’I don’t want you walking alone this late.’’

Since he put it that way, you simply had no other choice but to let the boy walk you home.

As you were walking down the street, with you holding your jacket in your hands and Sunghoon walking by your side with his hands shoved down the pockets of his jeans silence fell over the two of you. You looked down at your shoes, trying your best to come up with something to say to avoid the awkward silence. Sunghoon on the other hand, was too busy thinking. He was annoyed, annoyed at his best friend for trying to get you, his bet, in bed with him; but he was also annoyed at you.

He tried figuring out why you were being so difficult. Why you tried to get away from his presence the first chance you got, why you weren’t even trying to talk to him; why you were all over his best friend and not him. He simply just couldn’t figure it out, mainly because it had never happened to him before. He was used to girls begging for his attention, but you? You were the complete opposite and it was starting to get on his nerves. ‘’I only live a couple of houses down from here, you can go back to the party if you want,’’ You suddenly spoke, causing Sunghoon to snap out of his thoughts. He looked over at you, both his eyebrows raised. ‘’I wanna make sure you actually get home,’’ He replied as he kept walking, completely ignoring the point you were trying to make; that you wanted him to leave. You didn’t get the chance to protest before he was already a few feet in front of you, making it clear that he wasn’t leaving.

The awkward silence once again returned as you unlocked your front door, turning around so you could face the taller boy. ‘’Thank you for following me home,’’ You gave him a soft smile, scanning the boy who was now leaning against the wall of your parents' house. ‘’No problem, I just wanted to make sure you got home safe.’’ He smiled at you, his dimples showing.

As you scanned the boy standing in front you, you realized your chances of getting laid tonight were nonexistent at this point. Your core was still aching for touch from the way Jake had been stroking your thigh, and you didn’t feel like getting off on your own tonight. ‘’Actually,’’ You let out, your gaze shifting over to the driveway; noticing the fact that your parents' car was gone, indicating that they weren’t even home. ‘’Do you wanna come in for a while? I can make some ramen, as a thank you for walking me home.’’ Sunghoons eyes widened for a second, shock washing over him. The question took him by surprise, it was the last thing he expected you to ask, especially since you barely said a word to him on the way to your house. ‘’Sure.’’ He smiled, causing you to smile back at him before opening the front door. Jackpot.

Sunghoon looked around as he entered your kitchen, with you walking in front of him. Your house wasn’t too big, but it wasn’t small either; and by the pictures scattered around the walls, he could tell it was only you and your parents living there. ‘’Do you want some water?’’ You asked, causing Sunghoon to look over at you who was now leaning against one of the countertops. He shook his head in response, his eyes still gazing around the room. ‘’This is a nice house,’’ Sunghoon let out, walking over to one of the pictures sitting on top of the countertop beside you. A chuckle trailed off your lips as you watched him scan your high school graduation picture. ‘’You were cute,’’ Sunghoon chuckled, not taking his eyes off the picture. You just chuckled once again, too busy scanning his side profile as he spoke.

You noticed the birthmark placed on the side of his nose, something you had never seen before. Mainly because you had never been this close to him, but also because you never really looked at him. His jawline was sharp as he studied the picture, a small smile plastered on his plump lips.

‘’Sunghoon?’’ You let out, causing him to hum in response as he continued studying the picture he was holding in one of his hands. ‘’Do you wanna fuck?’’

Sunghoon could’ve sworn he almost choked on his own saliva as the question left your lips. He quickly looked up at you, both his eyebrows furrowed as he tried to tell if you were joking or not. But by the way you were staring right back at him, your eyes filled with lust told him you weren’t joking. ‘’You want me to fuck you?’’ He let out, letting go of the picture he was still holding in one of his hands. ‘’Please.’’

You didn’t have to ask twice. Before you could even react, you felt his lips press against yours. You quickly wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to you. He hungrily moved his lips against yours, his hands grabbing your waist as he pulled you as close to his body as possible. It was probably the alcohol's fault, but at this point you craved psychical touch and Sunghoon just happened to be there. He slipped his tongue into your mouth, causing you to let out a small whimper; slightly tugging at his dark hair.

One of his hands found its way to the back of your thigh, indicating for you to get on the counter which you happily obliged, placing yourself on top of the counter using his help. The kiss was sloppy and wet, but you weren’t complaining; it was exactly what you wanted. ‘’Are you really that desperate to get fucked?’’ Sunghoon muttered against your lips, causing you to let out a small moan. His lips moved down your throat, pressing wet kisses against your skin; the pleasure washing over you.

Sunghoon noticed the way you were desperately rubbing your thighs together, a chuckle leaving his lips as he placed one of his hands on your thighs. He slowly slipped his hand under your skirt, his fingers brushing by your now soaking underwear. The touch caused yet another moan to emerge from your throat, causing Sunghoon to smirk in satisfaction.

Sunghoon knew he wasn’t the one who had gotten you this wet, he knew it was all because of Jake; but he was going to make sure he was the one to make you cum. He quickly slipped his hand down your underwear, greeted by your wet slit. He slowly ran his fingers up and down your slit, listening to your whimpers as he continued kissing down your neck. ‘’You’re so wet,’’ He murmured, using his other hand to spread your legs further apart; giving him easier access to your wet core. You threw your head back in pleasure as your core finally got some attention, the attention you had been begging for ever since Jake's hand left your thigh earlier that night. Before you could even process what was happening, you felt Sunghoon slip one of his fingers into you.

The way your slick walls pulsated around his finger made his cock twitch in his pants, a groan leaving his lips. ‘’More,’’ You whimpered as Sunghoon slowly pumped his finger in and out of you. ‘’What was that? You have to ask for it,’’ Sunghoon mumbled as he continued pumping his finger in and out of you, going at a painfully slow pace. ‘’Please, more,’’ You begged, causing Sunghoon to chuckle against your skin. ‘’That’s more like it.’’ Before you could even process what he had just said, you felt yet another finger slip into you. Moans spilled from your lips as he felt you stretch around his fingers, causing him to curse under his breath. He quickly fastened his pace, now slamming his fingers into you. You spread your legs even wider without even realizing, pleasure now taking over your entire body.

Sunghoon watched as his fingers slammed into you, the tent in his pants only growing bigger as he watched your skirt roll up your waist. ‘’Sunghoon,’’ His name left your lips, making it harder for him to continue fingering you instead of ramming his now painfully hard cock inside of you. ‘’I’m close,’’ You continued, your head was still thrown back from all the pleasure. ‘’Cum all over my fingers,’’ He mumbled, looking up at you. You face was scrunched up from the pleasure, causing Sunghoon to groan as he scanned your fucked out expression. He suddenly felt you clench around his fingers, your loud moans indicating that you were extremely close to your release. Within seconds, he felt you tremble underneath him as you came all over his fingers; whimpers leaving your throat as you came. He continued thrusting his fingers into you, letting you ride out your orgasm. The room fell silent, the only noise being your desperate pants and the sound of his fingers slowly slipping out of your sticky entrance.

‘’Open your mouth,’’ He let out as he pulled his hand out of your soaking underwear. You quickly obliged, parting your lips as you stuck your tongue out. He placed his fingers inside your mouth, your tongue quickly greeting it by coating it in saliva; sucking your own release off his fingers. A groan was heard from Sunghoon as he watched you suck on his fingers, the feeling of your tongue swirling around his lanky fingers causing his cock to twitch. He pulled his fingers out of your mouth before smashing his lips against yours once again, grabbing your face using one of his hands. ‘’That was hot.’’ He murmured against your lips, causing you to chuckle into the kiss. ‘’Will you fuck me now, please?’’

He slowly pulled away, placing his forehead against yours. A smirk crept onto his lip as he looked at you, your eyes wide; practically begging for him to fuck you right there and then. He stroked your cheek before pressing a kiss onto your lips. ‘’It’s late, I think you better get some sleep.’’ He mumbled, causing you to groan. ‘’Please?’’ You mumbled, grinding yourself against his crotch. Sunghoon let out a sigh as he felt you grind against him, making it incredibly hard for him to say no. ‘’We’ll save that for some other time, hm?’’ He let out, his other hand stroking your inner thigh. You groaned once again, followed by a small sigh. ‘’Fine.’’

You leaned against the doorway as you watched him tie his shoes, a small smile plastered on your lips. ‘’Once again, thank you for walking me home,’’ You mumbled, a snicker being heard from the boy in front of you. ‘’Is that really all you should be thanking me for?’’ He smirked, your eyes meeting his as he stood back up; grabbing his coat. ‘’And for making me cum.’’ You chuckled, watching him pull his coat over his body. ‘’Anytime.’’ He replied, a smirk still plastered on his lips; you playfully hit his shoulder, causing him to laugh.

‘’Have a good night, Y/N.’’ He smiled as he opened the front door, getting ready to leave. ‘’You too, Sunghoon.’’ You gave him a soft smile, the chilly night air causing you to shiver as it hit your bare legs. ‘’And Y/N?’’ He continued as he stepped outside, your hand placed on the door handle; ready to close the door after him. ‘’Hm?’’ You replied, tilting your head as you waited for him to continue. ‘’Remember we still have our study date.’’ The words made you chuckle, giving him a smile. ‘’Of course.’’ With a big smile on his lips, he started walking down your driveway; the noise of you shutting the door and locking it behind him and a feeling of victory lingering in his chest.

As you laid down on your bed, a sigh escaped your lips. Your head was spinning, probably from all the alcohol you had been drinking earlier that night; feeling nauseous by just thinking about the headache you’d wake up with. You might’ve made the worst mistake in your entire life by letting Park Sunghoon finger you on your kitchen counter, but that would have to be something you dealt with in the morning; your eyelids feeling heavy, sleep slowly creeping up on you.

If you only knew what you had gotten yourself into.

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bed of lies ; part four

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↳ PAIRING: park sunghoon x fembodied!reader

↳ SUMMARY: sunghoon comes to terms with the fact that he has fallen in love with you and is willing to do everything in his power to show you that he has truly fallen for you, but are you willing to forgive him?

↳ WORDCOUNT: 9.6k

↳ WARNINGS: cursing, angst, yelling (sunghoon and reader raising their voices at one point), mentions puke but there’s no actual throwing up, smut; unprotected sex (please use protection!), breeding (kind of), marking, fingering, choking, pet names etc MINORS DNI!

↳ AUTHORS NOTE: and with that being said, bed of lies has officially come to an end ! i wanna thank everyone for their endless support and all ur kind words, i’ve had so much fun writing this story and i feel like i’ve gotten better as a writer by writing this as well. i also wanna give a big thank u to genie, also known as @end-hyphen for helping me through my writers block and literally helping me plot this last part; thank u from the bottom of my heart genie, i love u and thank u so so much <3 i hope u guys enjoy this last part and hopefully you’ll tune into my next project as well, game over ! i love every single one of u and thank u once again <3

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Sunghoon felt like smashing his phone into pieces until there was no trace left of his phone and the stupid robotic voice that had repeatedly been reminding him of how badly he fucked up. His bottom lip was practically bleeding by now, a result of him constantly nibbling on it to somewhat ease his anxiety; not that it necessarily helped, but at least it helped him focus on something other than calling your phone over and over again.

He wasn’t sure if you had blocked his number or if you simply had just turned your phone off, both being equally as bad according to him. It had already been two days since Sunghoon last saw you, two days since Jake had decided it would be a good idea to expose Sunghoon and the stupid bet; all Sunghoon wanted to know was if you were okay.

After you left, Jay dragged Jake away to calm the boy down; not wanting to risk a fight breaking out and the neighbors potentially calling the cops. Sunghoon was just left standing there alone as the people around him went back to the party, shrugging the whole situation off; but only after Sunghoon told them to fuck off, that there was no fight happening and they should mind their own business. Or at least that’s what Sunghoon thought, that they had just shrugged it off.

It wasn’t until he was left completely alone he dared let a tear spill down his cheek. He was quick to wipe it away, but quickly realized it was useless as he felt yet another tear run down his cheek; accepting the fact that he was in fact crying. He hadn’t cried in years, yet there he was; standing on a dimly lit street, tears leaving his eyes as he desperately tried wiping them away using the sleeve of his shirt.

As he stared at the ceiling of his bedroom, his eyes feeling sore at this point from the never-ending tears spilling down his cheeks, his feelings finally made sense. The confusion he felt towards you suddenly disappeared as he accepted his feelings, no longer fighting against the fact that he, Park Sunghoon, had indeed fallen for you. He accepted the fact that not only had he for the first time in his entire life fallen in love, but he had also managed to fuck it all up.

As Monday approached, the people around you didn’t even try to hide their stares as you walked down the hallways.

You weren’t sure if they were staring at you because of your puffy and bloodshot eyes, or because they had all been there to witness your whole world coming crashing down. Deep down you knew it was probably because of the latter option, considering the fact that they had all been there to be a part of the news reaching you and how fast people were to talk; especially when it came to Park Sunghoon.

You knew the word would get around quickly, because why wouldn’t it?

Park Sunghoon had managed to play yet another girl, keeping her a little too close and then disposing of her like she meant nothing. Of course, people were going to talk about it, especially since he decided to do it in the cruelest way possible; by telling you that you were nothing but a bet in front of a whole party filled with people to see.

To be fair, it hadn’t been Sunghoon telling you; it was Jake. But if that was supposed to make things better, you weren’t sure. Maybe it only made things a thousand times worse, considering the fact that you didn’t even get to hear it from Sunghoon himself; but at his point, you couldn’t even bring yourself to care.

You were drained. You were drained both mentally and psychically, spending the entire weekend laying in your bed; your heart aching as tears poured out of your eyes. You had left the party without notifying Yeojin, knowing that if you stayed there for as much as another minute, you’d throw up. You had to cover your mouth as you stumbled home, afraid you’d actually puke if you let go; the shock of knowing everything was a lie made you feel sick to your stomach.

Maybe you should’ve reached out to Yeojin, maybe you should’ve called her when you got home and explained the situation before she go to hear it from someone else, but you simply couldn't. You just couldn’t bring yourself to pick up your phone, not to mention even unlocking it; afraid you’d see Park Sunghoons name light up your screen. So instead, you turned it off completely, tossing it on top of your bed before running to the bathroom; tears spilling down your cheeks as you tried your best to calm yourself down.

That’s how you spent the whole weekend. Your phone turned off, refusing to accept reality - refusing to accept the fact that it had all been nothing but a lie. If you had been a shitty friend for hiding everything from Yeojin and lying straight to her face whenever she asked, you didn’t even want to know what she thought of you now that she most likely found out about how you and Sunghoon had been hooking up through someone else. Not only had you lied to her for weeks on end, but you were also making yourself unreachable by leaving your phone turned off; making you the worst friend possible.

Your thoughts were all over the place. You felt cheated by Sunghoon, wanting to smack yourself for believing in his sweet acts for even a second. But somewhere along the lines, you became aware of the fact that it wasn’t just Sunghoons doing. No, Jake had known about the bet all along yet he never once tried telling you about it. You weren’t sure which one hurt you the most, Sunghoon making you believe he actually felt something towards you or Jake not telling you about the bet in the first place. Even though Sunghoon might’ve been the one who hurt you the most, you couldn’t help but feel betrayed by Jake.

But at the end of the day, Jake didn’t owe you a single thing; no matter how nice he'd been to you. He wasn’t your friend nor he didn’t care about you, and neither did Sunghoon.

As Monday came around and you had to face reality, you just accepted the fact that you would eventually have to face Yeojin and the horrible truth. The horrible truth being that there was no way you’d be able to avoid Sunghoon, you knew you had to face him sooner or later. No matter how badly you wished you never had to see him and his stupid face ever again, and after many nights spent in tears and even considering switching schools just so you’d never have to see him again; you realized it was inevitable.

Sunghoon had barged into your life, and he was now refusing to leave.

And even though you accepted the fact that going to school was something you had to do, no matter how badly you wanted to stay in your bed and never see the light of day again; it didn’t make it any easier. As you approached the entrance, you had to take a deep breath before walking through the doors; mentally preparing yourself.

But you knew from the second you stepped through the doors and everyone's eyes immediately landed on you that you had overestimated your ability to mentally prepare yourself. It felt like the whole world was suffocating you as you made your way down the hallway, desperately trying to hide your face as the people around you seemed to have their attention set on you, and you only.

Fuck you Park Sunghoon.

It wasn’t a coincidence that you picked the exact same bench that you and Sunghoon had shared your first official hang-out. No, you had picked that one particular bench to sit down at - even though there were at least ten other benches nearby. You tried telling yourself you only picked that one bench because the trees placed around it shielded you from the cold winds better than any other bench, but you knew that was a lie.

The trees had nothing to do with that particular bench being the one you picked out to sit down and sort your thoughts out, and you knew that. You knew that you had picked that one bench purely because it reminded you of Sunghoon, no matter how badly you tried telling yourself otherwise. At the end of the day, Sunghoon was the only thing you could think about even though you despised him.

Or at least that’s what you liked to think. Because you didn’t despise him, no matter how much you tried you simply just couldn’t. No matter how many tears you had shed over him over the past four days, no matter how many times you screamed into your pillow in a desperate attempt to ease the pain; you simply just couldn’t hate him.

A part of you even found it funny, funny how easy it had been for him to have you wrapped around his fingers. How easy it had been for you to fall into his bed of lies, not even thinking twice before letting him completely submerge you in his world of lies; how easily he made you believe he actually cared about you.

It had all been too easy for him, and you were the only one to blame. You were the one who stupidly fell for his charming smile and his sweet nothings after all.

‘’Y/N?’’ The sudden mention of your name caused you to snap out of your thoughts, a slight sting causing you to realize you had unconsciously been picking a little too hard on the skin surrounding your nails. Your eyes darted towards the person who had just called out your name, your eyes being met by a pair of dark brown ones.

Jake’s eyes were filled with both worry and regret as he stared at you, both his hands placed in the front pockets of his jeans; nervously nibbling on his bottom lip. Your eyes slightly widened at the sight of him, not a single word leaving your lips as you stared right back at him.

You just stared at him for a moment before returning your gaze back to your shoes, dangling your feet across the gravel as you felt him sit down next to you. Silence fell over the two of you, spotting him nervously playing with the rings on his fingers in the corner of your eyes; your silence making it obvious that his presence wasn’t exactly appreciated. ‘’You deserve an apology.’’ He let out after a while, his eyes now focusing on your side profile; hoping you’d look his way.

Your gaze, however, stayed glued to your shoes. You remained silent, your shoes slightly scraping against the gravel as they dangled back and forth. Jake quickly realized you weren’t going to reply, letting out a small sigh as his gaze left your side profile only to meet his own shoes.

‘’I was an asshole for doing it like that,’’ He mumbled, his hand still toying with the rings placed on his fingers. ‘’I was an asshole for even telling you in the first place.’’ He continued, causing you to shake your head. ‘’I’m glad you told me.’’ You mumbled in response. Now, it was Jake’s turn to shake his head.

‘’It wasn’t my place to tell you though.’’ He admitted, his eyes darting over to look at you once again. ‘’But at least you told me, unlike some other people.’’

Your reply made Jake frown, his heart sinking as he noticed the sullen look on your face. He remained quiet for a moment, trying to figure out how to properly apologize to you; how to make you realize he was actually sorry. ‘’I’m sorry Y/N, I really am,’’ He let out, his eyes still glued on you. You looked up at him, flashing him a small smile. ‘’It’s okay Jake, you have nothing to apologize for. At least you were being honest with me and I appreciate that.’’

Jake stared at you, his eyes focusing on the small smile that you had attempted to flash him. But it wasn’t a smile and Jake knew that, he could tell by the way the corners of your lips slightly turned downwards that you were just trying to reassure him that you were okay; even though you weren’t. You were far from okay.

‘’But it’s not okay,’’ He mumbled as his eyes met yours once again. ‘’What I did was far from okay. I would blame it on the fact that I was incredibly pissed and the alcohol in my system, but that doesn’t make what I did okay whatsoever,’’ He continued, not taking his eyes off you as he spoke. ‘’I was an asshole Y/N, and I’m truly sorry for the pain I’ve caused you.’’

His words left you speechless. Your lips slightly parted as you stared at him, his eyebrows slightly furrowed together as he scanned your face; trying to figure out what you were feeling. But the stern look on your face didn’t make it any easier for him to try to make out what feelings you were feeling, all he could do was hope that you believed him when he said he was sorry. ‘’I forgive you, Jake.’’ You replied after a moment, a small smile forming on your lips once again. This time, Jake could tell the smile on your lips was genuine - causing a small smile to form on his lips as well. ‘’Thank you.’’ He mumbled in response, watching as your gaze returned to the gravel underneath the two of you.

Silence fell over the two of you once again, but this time the silence was much more comfortable and not as tense as before. ‘’Y/N?’’ He let out, causing you to look up at him with your eyebrows slightly raised. You hummed in response, watching as he nibbled on his bottom lip. ‘’I think you should hear Sunghoon out.’’

The mention of Sunghoon made your heart drop. You stared at the boy beside you for a moment before looking down at the ground ocne again, avoiding eye contact as you shook your head. ‘’I don’t think there’s anything left for him to say.’’ You mumbled in response, the thought of even seeing him making your heart burst at the seams.

‘’I think he really cares for you, Y/N.’’ Jake’s words almost made you laugh, a small chuckle leaving your lips as you kicked a stone away using the top part of your shoes. ‘’I don’t think you do what he did to people you care about though.’’ You dryly replied, feeling Jake’s eyes burning into the side of your face.

‘’I can’t force you into anything,’’ Jake continued, suddenly feeling a warmth cover one of your hands. The sensation caused you to furrow your eyebrows as you looked up from the ground, your eyes landing on the hand you had placed on the empty spot beside you on the bench; Jake now covering it with his own. ‘’But I truly believe you should hear him out.’’ Jake breathed, your eyes meeting his. You just stared at him, feeling his thumb stroke the back of your hand; a small smile on his lips as he looked at you with sympathetic eyes.

‘’Have you spoken to him?’’ You were quick to change the subject, not knowing how to react to his hand covering your own; the smile on his lips slowly fading. A small sigh left his lips as he looked down at the ground. ‘’No, he’s been refusing to pick up my calls. He hasn't even been showing up at school.’’ He replied, feeling his hand slowly slip away from yours. This time, however, it was your turn to grab his hand.

Your action took him by surprise, his eyes landing on you once again. His eyes darted between your intertwined hands and your face, a small forming on your lips. ‘’I think it’s more important that you two make up.’’ You let out, his lips slightly parting like he was about to say something; but he remained silent for a moment. A small sigh left his lips once again as he nodded his head in response, swallowing before parting his lips to speak. ‘’I guess you’re right.’’ He mumbled, leaning back against the bench - your hands still intertwined.

You let out a chuckle as you mimicked his actions, resting your back against the bench as you looked up at the trees above you. ‘’I’m always right.’’

A chuckle left his lips at your statement before another comfortable silence fell over the two of you. You weren’t complaining, it was the closest thing you had felt to inner peace since you first got to know about the whole bet situation. With Jake’s hand intertwined in yours and the spring breeze hitting your face, your heart felt lighter than it had done an hour earlier; all thanks to Jake. It felt oddly comforting, holding his hand, even though you knew you were just holding it as a friend.

Maybe because that’s exactly what you needed at that moment, a friend; someone who understood what you were going through.

But no matter how comforting it was to hold his hand, one name and one name only clouded your mind; the inner peace being shortlived as you couldn’t help but wish it was Sunghoons hand you were holding, no matter how badly you wanted to hate him.

The words reached Sunghoon about three days later, three days too late.

After countless days of trying to call you, restless nights spent staring at his phone; waiting for you to reach out, the words of you being spotted holding hands with Jake reached him. At this point he didn’t even care if you told him how much you despised him, all he wanted was to hear from you. It didn’t matter what you had to say, he was just desperate for any type of interaction at this point.

But hearing about you and Jake was something he hadn’t anticipated, nor was it something he wished to hear.

As he read the text from Jay, telling him that he should really make up with Jake as it seemed like you and Jake already made up; confusion washed over him. It wasn’t until Jay let him know that the two of you were seen holding hands earlier that week that Sunghoon put the pieces together.

With shaky hands, he pressed on Jay’s contact information before bringing the phone to his ear; nibbling on his lip. ‘’Bro, I’ve been calling you for days,’’ Jay’s voice indicated that he was clearly annoyed with his friend. Sunghoon wasn’t stupid, nor was he blind; of course he had seen the multiple missed calls from his best friend. ‘’What the fuck was that text supposed to mean?’’

The other line went quiet for a second before a small sigh left Jay’s lips. ‘’What’s up with you?’’ Jay asked, a hint of concern lingering in his voice. But Sunghoon didn’t want that, fuck, he couldn’t care less about his own feelings right now. Sunghoon rubbed his temple in annoyance as he shut his eyes. ‘’Just tell me what you meant by Jake and Y/N holding hands.’’

Another sigh was heard from the other line. ‘’What else do you want me to tell you? It seems like they’ve made up, they were literally seen holding hands earlier this week,’’ The words made Sunghoon squeeze his eyes shut, feeling tears well up behind his eyelids once again; the tears he was so sick of by now. ‘’Earlier this week?’’ Sunghoon mumbled, not even sure if his friend could hear him.

‘’Look, I get that Jake was a complete asshole for doing what he did but why do you care? You’re being petty.’’ Jay muttered, causing Sunghoon to clench his jaw. ‘’It’s not about Jake,’’ Sunghoon muttered through his teeth, causing Jay to let out a chuckle. ‘’Then what is it about? Don’t tell me it’s about her, why does she matter t-’’

Sunghoon quickly ended the call, throwing his phone on the floor as he placed both hands over his face. He desperately tried holding his tears back at this point, refusing to let a single one drop onto his cheeks as he let out a curse.

He felt betrayed. Not only by Jake, but by you as well. He felt hurt, almost feeling like you were punishing him. How could you forgive Jake, but not even utter a word to Sunghoon? Sunghoon was well aware of the fact that he was the problem, that he was the one who had originally hurt you and Jake probably did him a favor at the end of the day for telling you.

But how could you forgive Jake, when Sunghoon was practically down on his knees begging for forgiveness? A part of him understood, because who wouldn’t? Jake was there, he had been waiting, almost prying on you for a month now; waiting to clean up the mess Sunghoon caused.

His world came crashing down once again, and with his heart feeling like it was about to tear at the seams; he did the only thing he could’ve possibly done, the thing he was best at.

Your house felt awfully quiet. The TV was silently playing in the background as you sat on your couch, watching the tree tops sway from the wind outside, you had lost interest in the TV show you were watching a long time ago and you now found yourself lost in your own thoughts.

That was until a loud banging interrupted your wandering mind. The banging took you by surprise, slightly jumping as your head snapped towards the hallway. You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion as you realized it was someone banging on the door, slowly getting up as you made your way towards the door. You weren’t expecting anyone and your parents wouldn’t be home for at least another day, your mind racing as you tried figuring out who was suddenly banging loudly on your door.

The second you unlocked the door and it crept open, your heart stopped beating. You wanted to slam the door shut, you wanted to scream in his face for coming to your house the second you spotted his familiar dark brown eyes; yet you couldn’t bring yourself to move an inch. You felt panic slowly creeping up on you as your eyes met, noticing his furrowed brows and his tired eyes, your whole body froze on the spot.

‘’What the fuck, Y/N?’’

Was the only thing Sunghoon let out as soon as the door opened. Mainly because he couldn’t bring himself to say anything else, his heart dropping at the sight of you; but also because it was the only thing he wanted to say.

But also because he was too drunk to even think straight. Not only did you notice the anger and hurt lingering in his eyes, but you also noticed that the boy standing at your front door at 1 am on a Friday night was in fact, not sober. If it wasn’t the way he had to grab onto the wall to stand upright, it was the way his eyelids were heavy and his cheeks rosy red that gave it away the second you opened the door.

Your lips parted as you tried speaking; failing to do so. ‘’Sunghoon?’’ You managed to get out, your voice shaking as you tried taking in the fact that the boy you had been avoiding for days on end was now standing right in front of you.

‘’Why?’’ Sunghoon completely ignored you and your obvious confusion. ‘’Why?’’ He repeated himself, his eyes still glued to you. He was getting impatient at this point, he was getting impatient with you; growing even more frustrated as you only stood there without answering any of his questions.

You, on the other side, had no idea what he was referring to. ‘’Why are you here?’’ You let out, scanning the boy in front of you. A dry chuckle left Sunghoons lips as he ran his hand through his hair in frustration. ‘’Are you fucking serious?’’ He hissed, squinting his eyes as he looked at you.

‘’You’ve been ignoring me for days, and you’re surprised I’m here?’’ He continued, the tone of his voice indicating that he was only growing even more impatient. You stared at him for a moment, surprised at the tone of his voice; raising your eyebrows. ‘’You’re drunk,’’ You muttered before closing the door, trying not to break down right there and then.

The last thing you needed right now was Sunghoon showing up at your door unannounced and drunk, just to get angry with you.

Sunghoon, however, was not planning on leaving. He was quick to grab the door handle, stopping you from closing it; fully opening it back up again. ‘’What the fuck?’’ You exclaimed, now getting defensive as he refused to leave. ‘’No, you don’t get to do that,’’ He let out, stepping inside. You stared at him as he invited himself into your house, the shock and fear of facing him being replaced by anger.

The anger slowly faded as you watched him slightly stumble on his own feet, and if he hadn’t grabbed the wall right beside him, he most likely would’ve fallen onto the floor. Acting on pure instinct, you quickly went to grab his arm to prevent him from falling; retracting it just as quickly when you realized what you were doing. Your arm fell down your side once again, your eyes meeting his.

He ran his fingers through his messy hair, a sigh escaping his lips as he continued to grab onto the wall in an attempt to stabilize himself. ‘’Can I please sit down for a moment?’’ He mumbled, the anger that had previously lingered in his voice nowhere to be found as he spoke. You stared at him for a moment, considering your options.

There was no way he’d be able to get himself home like that. You weren’t a horrible person and you would never let someone walk home in the middle of the night on their own, especially when they can barely stand up straight. Not even Park Sunghoon.

‘’Go sit on the couch and I’ll call Jake so he can come to pick you up.’’

After pressing the call button for what felt like the hundredth time, a sigh escaped your lips as you impatiently tapped your foot against the wooden floor.

You could see Sunghoon sitting on the couch from where you were standing, leaning against the kitchen countertop as you nervously picked at your nails; his forearms resting on top of his thighs, his head hanging with his gaze glued to the floor. You had been trying to reach Jake for almost five minutes at this point, each and every call going straight to voice message.

As you once again reached Jake’s voice message, you realized he wasn’t going to pick up. You would have to deal with Sunghoon yourself.

“Sunghoon.” He immediately sat up straight as he heard your voice call out to him, his eyelids not looking as heavy anymore. ‘’Jake’s not picking up his phone, do you have anyone else that could come pick you up?’’ Sunghoon hated the way you spoke to him, like he was a child. He didn’t need anyone picking him up. What he needed was to stay right where he was, with you. He needed to stay with you before he lost his mind. ‘’No, Jay’s visiting his family so he’s not home,’’ He dryly mumbled, his eyes meeting the floor below him once again.

Another sigh left your lips, closing your eyes as you tried to figure out a way to get the boy to leave your house.

‘’Why did you come here, Sunghoon?’’ You let out after a moment of silence, your eyes fluttering open; landing on the boy sitting across the room.

Yet another short silence fell upon the two of you. He just stared at you, his lips slightly parting. ‘’Because I needed to see you.’’ Was all he let out, his eyes still glued to you. You slightly furrowed your eyebrows, both in annoyance and confusion, shaking your head. ‘’No, you could’ve gone to anyone else. Why would you come here?’’

“Because you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever met.”

“Don’t say shit you don’t mean.”

Never had you ever talked to him in that tone before, it was a tone he never thought he’d hear lingering in your voice. The warmth and comfort he usually found in your voice was long gone as the words spilled past your lips, your words almost taking him by surprise - no, they did take him by surprise.

Maybe your coldness was something he had coming, after all; but the way you had allowed him to sober up on your couch had somewhat convinced him that maybe, just maybe, he hadn’t fucked up as badly as he had originally thought.

“But I do mean it,”

Even in his drunken state, he could tell by the way your eyes remained on the floor that his words only made things worse. But how could he refrain from letting his thoughts pour out, when he was only telling you the truth?

He failed to understand that right now, however, was not the right moment for him to speak his truth.

“We both know you’re an incredible liar.” Your words were sharp and it was definitely not the right moment for Sunghoon to laugh, but he couldn’t help it as a chuckle left his lips. Nothing about the situation was particularly funny, him showing up your house drunk and you clearly being uncomfortable with him being around, yet something about it felt so ironic to Sunghoon.

‘’What did you expect me to do? I’ve been trying to reach you for days,’’ He exclaimed, causing you to stop in your tracks.

You stared at him for a moment, trying to figure out what was actually going through his head. ‘’Because I don’t want to see you, Sunghoon, so why on earth would you even consider showing up like this?’’ You hissed at him, anger building up inside of you as you tried to make him realize he had practically disrespected your privacy in the worst way possible. ‘’But you wanna see Jake, hm?’’

The mention of Jake took you aback. Your eyes widened as you stared at him, his jaw clenched as he stared back at you. His eyes looked darker than usual, and you only now noticed the obvious bags under his eyes; something you had failed to notice before. Taking a better look at him, you realized he looked awful. ‘’What?’’ You let out, still not taking your eyes off him. Another chuckle left his lips,

‘’Don’t act stupid, you were holding his hand for everyone to see.’’ He hissed at you, his eyebrows furrowed together. You stared at him for a moment before a chuckle left your own lips, taking both you and Sunghoon by surprise. ‘’Is that what this is about?’’ You hissed back, not believing the words leaving his lips. This time, it was Sunghoons turn to be left stunned, not expecting you to snap back at him like that.

‘’You have no fucking right to show up like this,’’ You let out, pointing your finger at him. ‘’and be upset about something that doesn’t concern you in the first place.’’ You continued, your finger meeting the fabric covering his chest. ‘’Get a fucking grip.’’ You hissed, fighting the urge to slap him across the face.

‘’Fuck you Y/N,’’ Sunghoon breathed, shaking his head as he spoke; standing up from the couch. You shook your head, your eyes widening. ‘’No, Sunghoon, fuck you,’’ You let out, keeping your eyes on him. ‘’Fuck you and fuck your entitled ass, you broke my heart, why can’t you just be satisfied with that?’’ You continued, your finger still pointed at him. ‘’Was that not enough? Did playing me like that not satisfy you and your sick fucking mind? You just had to come here and act all fucking mighty?’’

At this point, you could no longer control your thoughts nor could you control your emotions. You were so busy practically yelling at him that you failed to notice the tears now making their way down your cheeks. ‘’You’re fucking miserable Sunghoon, does this feed your ego? Did breaking my heart feed your fucking ego?’’ At this point, you were rambling. You no longer had any idea what you were actually saying, you just let all the emotions you had felt the last couple of days pour out of you.

‘’Y/N,’’ Sunghoon mumbled after what felt like an eternity. ‘’No, have you not done enough?’’

‘’Y/N, you’re crying.’’

His words interrupted you, your lips parted as you stared at him. You slowly brought one of your hands to your face, your fingertips grazing over the skin; realizing that you were in fact crying. Your gaze met the floor, your fingers desperately trying to wipe away the tears spilling down your cheeks; not wanting him to see you cry.

The two of you stood there in silence for a moment, an eerie silence creeping up on the two of you as you still trying to wipe away the tears that were still spilling down your cheeks as he watched you.

He wanted to grab you, pull you into his chest, and just let you cry. He wanted to apologize, he wanted to kiss your forehead and tell you over and over how sorry he was; that breaking your heart didn’t feed his ego, that he never meant for it to be this way. But by the way you had just lashed out at him, he knew he had no right to show up at your house in the first place nor was it his place to comfort you.

‘’Why would you just show up like this?’’ You mumbled after a while, your gaze still fixated on the wooden floor underneath you. ‘’I’m sorry,’’ Sunghoon mumbled, his eyes still glued on your figure; fighting the urge to comfort you. But as you covered your face using both your hands, he could no longer fight the urge to pull you into his chest.

To his surprise, you didn’t fight back. You just let him wrap his arms around your figure, pulling you close to him; suppressed sobs leaving your lips. Sunghoon had to close his own eyes in order to fight back his own tears as he heard the broken sounds coming from you, resting his head on top of yours as he gently stroked your hair in a desperate attempt to calm you down.

You lashing out at him sobered him up and he now felt beyond stupid for even thinking about showing up at your doorstep in the middle of the night. He knew that would be something he would have to think about later, as of right now the only thing he could possibly think about was you and the tears dripping onto his shirt.

This was the first time Sunghoon had ever comforted someone like this. If it had been anyone else sobbing into his chest, he most likely would’ve pushed them off; probably yelling at them not to do that. It was something he felt extremely uncomfortable doing, even the sight of someone else crying was enough for him to feel uncomfortable.

But you? You were a completely different story. Maybe because he was the cause of your pain and the reason behind the tears leaving your eyes, but also because you were someone he loved. You were someone he had fallen in love with, a feeling he didn’t even know he could experience. Yet you had somehow managed to get him to fall for you and damn, was it a bittersweet feeling. At least when you were sobbing into his shirt at 1 am on a Friday night, all thanks to him.

It took a while for your sobs to die down and for your breathing to go back to normal, Sunghoon slowly feeling you relax in his arms. He continued stroking your hair, while stroking your back with his other hand; doing everything he possibly could to calm you down. After a while, you felt his hand leave your hair, only to grab your cheek; causing you to look up at him.

You could see the concern on his face, his eyebrows furrowed together and his bottom lip placed in between his teeth as he scanned your face. He gently stroked your cheek using his thumb, wiping away the remaining tears that had dampened your skin. To him, you looked ethereal. Even with your cheeks red from crying, your eyelash stuck together from all the tears, you were still the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.

Deep down he knew that he shouldn't, and so did you. But as his eyes darted between your eyes and lips, he could no longer hold it back. Leaning down, his lips met yours; his hand still caressing your cheek.

Just like one of the first times the two of you had hung out, he expected you to push him away and yell at him for kissing you; but you never did. Instead, you placed one of your hands on top of the hand placed on your cheek, pulling yourself even closer to him. His other hand sneaked around your waist, your soft lips moving against his own rough ones. As a small whimper left your lips, Sunghoon felt like bursting into tears; taking a steadier grip of your face as he roughly kissed you.

The two of you stumbled backward, lips still pressed together in a messy kiss; falling onto the couch behind you. Your back met the couch, Sunhoon hovering above you; pulling away from the heated kiss. You looked at him for a moment, your hands finding their way toward the back of his neck, your eyes darting between his eyes and lips.

You quickly slammed your lips against his once again, letting him get in between your legs so you could wrap them around his figure to bring him even closer. He placed one of his hands above your head to hold himself up while the other hand found its way to your waist, his nails digging into your skin as his tongue slipped into your mouth. A muffled moan left your lips as you felt him lightly grind his lower half against your core, grabbing onto his hair.

‘’I mean it when I say you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever fucking met Y/N,’’ He hissed as he pulled away from the kiss, grabbing your jaw before tilting your head to the side; your whole neck on display for him. ‘’The fucking prettiest.’’ He mumbled as his lips met the sensitive skin right under your ear, causing a small whimper to leave your lips as he continued to leave wet kisses down your neck.

‘’Sunghoon,’’ You whined, your eyes fluttering close from the pleasure of his lips sucking on your skin; the skin breaking upon his harsh sucking. ‘’I’m so sorry,’’ He mumbled against your skin, his lips traveling down to your collarbones, moving your shirt so no skin was left untouched by his lips. ‘’I promise you I’ll never make you cry like that again, fuck, I promise,’’ He murmured as his hand slipped under your shirt, slighly pulling it up so he could get a better view of your body before letting your head hit the couch once again; his lips attacking your sensitive skin.

At this point, you could no longer hold back the broken whimpers spilling from your lips as his tongue swiped across your skin. You were getting desperate for any type of friction, desperately grinding your core against his crotch, causing him to groan against your neck. You grabbed onto his hair once again, forcing him to look up at you before smashing your lips against his once again.

The kiss was just as rough as the previous one, his tongue immediately slipping into your mouth; tugging at his hair as your tongue happily greeted his. ‘’I hate you,’’ You mumbled between kisses, causing yet another groan to leave his lips. ‘’I know baby, I know,’’ He mumbled as he pulled away, a string of saliva connected between the two of you. You were about to whine in protest as you suddenly felt one of his hand slip below the waistband of the sweatpants you were wearing; causing a gasp to leave your lips. ‘’So please let me make it up to you, okay?’’

He didn’t even give you time to respond before you felt his big hand cupping your core. He let out a hiss, pressing a kiss just below your ear as he ran two of his fingers up and down your slit. ‘’My good girl,’’ He whispered into your ear as he tapped your clit, another broken whimper leaving your mouth. ‘’Sunghoon, please,’’ You mumbled, arching your back of the couch, desperate for any touch at this point.

‘’Don’t worry, I’m not planning on teasing you tonight.’’ He mumbled back, his fingers slowly starting to draw circled over your now aching clit. A moan left your lips as his fingers began moving, grabbing onto his back as your eyes fluttered close once more. ‘’So wet for me baby,’’ He groaned into your ear, licking the sensitive skin as he spoke. ‘’More, please give me more,’’ You whimpered, feeling his lips latch onto your skin. ‘’Anything for you.’’

As he slipped a finger into you, another hiss left his lips. ‘’So, so wet,’’ He murmured as he slipped in yet another finger without any problem, slowly pumping them in and out of you. As his digits entered you, you let out another moan; pushing your lower body down, allowing him to go even deeper. ‘’I don’t think I even have to prep you, hm?’’ He murmured into your ear. You quickly shook your head, not feeling satisfied with just his fingers.

He slowly retracted his fingers, running his fingers up and down your slit once more; coating it in your own arousal. He looked up at you, placing his forehead against yours before pressing his lips against yours once more. You quickly pulled your pants down, leaving you in just your underwear and the t-shirt you were wearing. His lips continued to move against your own as he fiddled with the belt of his pants, pulling both his pants and underwear down in one go.

His hard cock sprung up, hitting his abdomen as he kicked his pants off his legs. You broke the kiss, looking down at his cock, gently wrapping one of your hands around it. His tip was red and leaking pre-cum, a low groan leaving his lips as you began pumping his cock. You looked back up at him, your eyes meeting; him smashing his lips against yours once more. ‘’I need you now, please,’’ You mumbled against his lips, to which he only nodded in response; too busy enjoying the feeling of your tongue greeting his own as your hand wrapped around his cock.

After a while of you desperately trying to jerk him off, doing a questionable job at doing so considering the position you were in; with him hovering above you and his lips attached to yours in a hungry kiss. ‘’Do you want me to go get a condom?’’ He mumbled as he pulled away, causing you to shake your head in response. ‘’I want to feel you, Sunghoon.’’

Your words made his cock twitch, not a single word leaving his lips as he stared at you. He nibbled on his bottom lip as he stared at you, the girl of his dreams, laying underneath him; begging to get fucked by him. With your eyelashes still stuck together and your cheeks still red from crying, with your neck all bruised and red from his harsh kisses and sucking; the t-shirt you wore had ridden up your stomach, exposing the skin of your stomach - you simply looked like an angel to him.

‘’Fuck.’’ He grunted, bringing his face closer to yours, capturing your lips in a kiss once again. But this time the kiss was much softer and not as harsh as the previous ones, this kiss was much more loving and not as hungry. It was more passionate. Which was exactly what Sunghoon wanted, he wanted you to know just how passionate he was about you.

Using his free hand, he grabbed his cock; stroking it a few times before lining it up against your entrance, rubbing his irritated tip against your clothed core. He simply just pushed the underwear to the side, not even bothering to take it off. He needed to feel you around him now.

A hiss left his mouth as he pushed the tip in, your arousal making it easy for him to enter you without any problems. He slowly pushed his hips forwards, looking down; watching the way his member disappeared into you with ease. A moan left your mouth as he pushed it all the way in, the feeling of your slick walls greeting him.

He stayed still for a moment, getting used to the feeling of being inside of you before slowly pulling back out. He looked back up at you, running one of his hands through your hair; keeping it at the back of your head as he began slowly thrusting in and out of you. The moans that spilled from your lips sounded like music to his ears, a groan leaving his own lips as he buried his head in the crock of your neck.

‘’I’m so sorry,’’ He mumbled as he snapped his hips forwards, a whimper leaving your lips as the sound of skin on skin filled the room. ‘’Words can’t explain how sorry I am.’’ He continued, feeling your nails dig into the skin on his back. ‘’Then show me.’’ Your words caused him to prop himself up, stopping his movements; his eyes meeting yours.

‘’Show me how sorry you are.’’

As soon as the whimper left your lips, he snapped his hips forwards once again. This time, the thrust was not as gentle as the previous ones, but much more aggressive; causing your nails to dig even deeper into his skin. ‘’I’ll fuck you hard if that’s what you want,’’ He hissed, his tip brushing against your g-spot. You nodded in response, your lips parted open as he thrusted into you even harder. ‘’I’ll show you just how sorry I am.’’

With that being said, he began pounding into you; just like you wanted. You were now a moaning mess as the tip of his cock reached even deeper, hitting your g-spot with every thrust. He grabbed your jaw, forcing you to look at him as he continued pounding into you. ‘’I want you to look at me,’’ He let out through gritted teeth, his nails digging into your skin. You only managed to moan in response as his hand traveled down your neck, his veiny hand wrapping around your neck instead.

He kept his eyes on you, even though your eyes were practically shut by now; loud moans leaving your throat as he pounded into you. The sound of his balls hitting your wet skin filled the room, almost drowned out by your moans and whimpers.

Sunghoon, however, was too busy studying your face to even notice the loud sounds coming from you. The way your eyebrows were furrowed as you took his cock, the way your mouth fell open as he hit that spot; he couldn’t help but notice all of it. He couldn’t help but groan as you whimpered his name, only thrusting into you even harder just to hear his name leave your lips over and over again.

‘’I’m so close,’’ You suddenly let out, his hand wrapped around your throat making it hard for you to speak, only causing him to grab your throat even harder. ‘’Yeah? Touch yourself for me baby,’’ He grunted, watching as your hand shakily made its way down your stomach before slowly rubbing your own clit. He watched as you desperately rubbed your clit, speeding up his thrusts; wanting to see the pleasure overtake you.

At this point, both his arms were burning from propping himself up for too long; but he simply couldn’t care less. As he felt his own high approaching, the burning in his arms went away, and the look on your face as your orgasm approached made it all worth it. ‘’Fuck, Sunghoon,’’ You stuttered as your orgasm washed over you, your back arching off the couch once again, squeezing your eyes shut.

Sunghoon cursed under his breath as he replaced your hand with his own, quickly rubbing your clit; letting you ride out your own orgasm. ‘’Good girl,’’ He murmured into your ear, his thrusts slowly becoming sloppy. ‘’That’s my good girl.’’ He grunted as he felt you relax underneath him, your eyes still closed from the intense orgasm. Sunghoon was sure he’d have marks covering his back in the morning, not that he minded.

‘’Where do you want me to cum baby?’’ He let out, feeling his own orgasm about to wash over him. ‘’Come inside of me, please,’’ You whimpered into his ear, causing a groan to leave his lips.

Your words were all he needed to reach his high. Your words tipped him over the edge, his cum coating your insides; his vision almost going black as he felt his abdomen twitch; curses spilling past his lips as he filled you up. ‘’Fuck,’’ He exclaimed, burying his head in between your neck and the couch as he thrusted into you one last time.

He kept his cock inside of you as he collapsed on top of you, retracting his hand from your neck; letting you breathe properly once again. A silence fell over the two of you, but it wasn’t an uncomfortable silence; the heavy breathing was the only thing being heard, your desperate pants filling the room.

The two of you stayed like that for a while, catching your breath; until a sigh was heard coming from you, causing Sunghoon to look up at you.

You took a deep breath before looking over at him, your eyes meeting. ‘’I want you to tell me everything.’’ You let out, maintaining eye contact. This time, it was Sunghoons turn to break the eye contact. He let out a sigh as he flipped over to his side, laying beside you. ‘’What do you mean by everything?’’ He mumbled, his eyes still focusing on you as he pulled the blanket you had laying on the couch over his lower body. ‘’The bet, why it happened, why you decided to do it, why me out of all people?’’

The last words of your sentence made Sunghoons heart drop.

Why you? To Sunghoon it was obvious. To Sunghoon a month ago, it wasn’t obvious at all; you were just some random girl after all. You had just been some random girl who had the misfortune of walking into the school cafeteria at the wrong time, just some girl that had one purpose and one purpose only. To fall in love with Park Sunghoon.

But one month later, you were so much more than that. You were so much more than just some girl, and Sunghoon couldn’t be happier that it was you who had walked into the cafeteria at that moment. You were the first girl who had ever made Sugnhoons heart flutter, you were the first girl to ever even intrigue Sunghoon, and you were the first girl to make Sunghoon fall in love.

Sunghoon inhaled through his nose before parting his lips to speak. ‘’It was stupid,’’ He chuckled. ‘’Jay and I made a bet, saying that I could make any girl fall in love with me within thirty days.’’ He continued, causing you to furrow your eyebrows. ‘’But why me? You had never even looked my way before all of this happened.’’ Your question made Sunghoon frown, his eyes darting toward the ceiling in an attempt to avoid your eye contact.

‘’I had to make the next girl that walked into the room fall in love with me.’’

Sunghoon could hear you inhaling through your nose as he finished his sentence, your gaze meeting the ceiling above you as well. You stayed quiet, only nodding in response. Now that Sunghoon had said it out loud, it sounded way more childish than he had originally thought. ‘’It wasn’t supposed to go this far, you know.’’ Sunghoon muttered, causing a chuckle to leave your lips. ‘’Thank you for giving me some clarity at least.’’

Sunghoon looked over at you once again, slightly furrowing his eyebrows. ‘’I mean, at least I know what our whole relationship meant to you now.’’

At that moment, Sunghoon felt like someone had just ripped his heart out of his chest. As he watched you lie beside him, your eyes glued to the ceiling; a small smile on your lips as you tried covering up the fact that he had hurt you. Badly. He had hurt you badly. Sunghoon shook his head, immediately grabbing one of your hands and placing them in his. ‘’No,’’ He let out, causing you to look up at him as he sat up straight.

‘’That’s the thing Y/N,’’ He mumbled, placing your intertwined hands on his lap; his fingers playing with yours. ‘’I fell in love with you.’’

Another silence crept upon the room. You stared at him in disbelief as he kept his gaze glued on your intertwined hand, propping yourself up using your other hand so you could sit up properly. ‘’Sunghoon,’’ You began talking, but he quickly cut you off. ‘’I know, I know,’’ He let out, looking over at you. ‘’I know you can’t trust me. But please, I’m begging you,’’ he continued, grabbing onto your hand even harder. ‘’I’ll do anything to show you how sincere I am, no matter how long it takes. Anything.’’

Without you even noticing it, a tear drop hit your cheek. You weren’t sure if you were crying because you were happy or frustrated, frustrated because he might be playing you. Again.

You knew Park Sunghoon by now. You knew how he was. You knew how he liked to spend his weekends, you knew how cruel he could be - God, you out of all people knew just how cruel he could actually be. Yet you couldn’t help but feel the tiniest bit of hope as the words left his lips, no matter how much you tried to tell yourself he wasn’t being sincere. You were only a bet, nothing more and nothing less. So why did his words make you feel so relieved?

‘’Okay.’’

‘’Okay?’’

You slowly nodded in response, Sunghoon looked over at you; his eyebrows furrowed together in confusion. He had no idea what to make out of your response, trying to read your facial expression. ‘’I don’t know how long it will take for me to ever trust you again Sunghoon, if I even can trust you again,’’ Your words made his heart drop, but what did he expect?

He already knew that there was a possibility that you’d never trust him again. Or even worse, that you want him out of your life forever. The thought of it made Sunghoon feel sick, the heavy feeling he was getting used to at this point spreading across his chest the more he thought about it.

‘’But I’m willing to give it a try.’’

It was almost like the world stopped spinning, Sunghoon felt his heart stop beating for a second as the words left your lips. He stared at you, his lips parting like he was about to say something. But nothing came out, no matter how badly he wanted to tell you how happy he was; he simply couldn’t. A sigh escaped your lips, your gaze landing on your intertwined hand. ‘’No matter how much I hate you and how much you hurt me,’’

‘’I still fell in love with you at the end of the day.’’

That was all Sunghoon needed to hear. Just like that, the heavy feeling that had spread across his chest slowly vanished; replaced by a feeling he was getting somewhat familiar with by now, thanks to you. He quickly smashed his lips against yours, cupping your cheek using one of his hands. He felt like he could cry as he felt you smile into the kiss, placing your hand on top of his. ‘’I swear to you,’’ He let out as he placed his forehead against your own, looking into your eyes. ‘’I’ll make it up to you, one way or another, I promise I’ll make it up to you,’’ He whispered, gently stroking your cheek using his thumb. A small smile spread across your lips, the smile Sunghoon had missed so much; a genuine smile. The smile that made him fall in love with you.

If you could go back in time and change anything you’d like, it would probably be crossing paths with Park Sunghoon. But at the end of the day you can’t go back in time, and with his fingers laced together with yours; you can’t help but think that maybe, just maybe, crossing paths with Park Sunghoon wasn’t so bad after all.

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