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#because his heart particularly isnt in it. it doesnt have that *thing* yknow
goldenguillotines · 2 years
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I cant go back to sleep.. thinking about Ketana
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nighttimepixels · 4 years
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NOT TO BE A SAP ON MAIN BUT IM. SO WEAK FOR HOW YOU WRITE SWAP SANS/CAELUM? like as somebody thats Been Through It and has the same kinda/a similar eldest child vibe goin on its. i wanna just? tell him he doesnt have to tackle everything by himself, that he has people in his corner that love him and that WANT to help him out, that him asking for help if he needs it isnt a bother and also just. throw in some goof-ery, in an attempt to cheer him up and be all soft at/with him nshit, yknow?
Oh heck yeah be a sap on main!! Sap On Main 24 hours here TvTb
Man I’m all about Caelum (US Sans) having that sort of depth/vibe - I know some people are really attached to... hyper smol happy go lucky US Sans? But that’s never really been my taste - I always liked the idea of really core traits carrying over between AU versions of the bros, more than just appearance things. Even if the personality is shifted, there’s still inner core things - and Sans not thinking he’s worth much is one that always gets in me in the heart. Puts up everyone else, particularly his brother, first... aspects of trying his all not exactly there because he views certain outcomes as a foregone conclusion... oof.
And I mean, basically I stumbled across Waving Through A Window several years ago and made a mini animatic thing feat. Caelum and... well, I’m still there with those vibes for him oTL with some bonus Shrike by Hozier vibes, The Green Gentleman by Panic at the Disco vibes....... and a bit of Non-Stop, a la Hamilton, ngl.
He absolutely needs someone like that in your life - it’s hard to get through to the underlying belief, though. One of those ‘logically, I can accept you, my friend, thinking that.... but I Must Hold Myself To A Different Standard.’ He’s definitely no easy nut to crack in that regard. But time, effort, and really showing it, believing it, and going through something similar...? That’d get through to that pretty geode of an inner level of self-belief, I think. <3
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kanasmusings · 5 years
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[Translation] TsukiPro Special CD - Starry Sky Collection Track 2
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Yay~! This time, it’s VAZZROCK!! Next one is Mamoru and Koki’s and then the rest of the Yaminabe series dramas ww
Thank you once again to Deea for the files~! Please don’t ask her as per her request, thank you!
Also, Sho briefly mentions the story behind Lyra the constellation so, please do give it a read to understand it completely ^^
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Track 02: [心揺さぶる音楽を -こと座 ベガ-] “Music that Shakes the Heart – from the Constellation of Lyra – Vega”
Mamiya Takaaki, Kira Ouka, Onoda Sho, and Nadumi Ruka
[0:00]
  MAMIYA: Everyone, thank you very much. We’ll leave the rest to you.
SHO: We’ll leave it in your care.
SHO: We’ll be taking our leave now.
OUKA: Thank you very much for today.
RUKA: Thank you~!
  SHO: Now then, thank you for the hard work once again.
MAMIYA: Good work.
OUKA: Great job.
RUKA: Yay~! We all did well!
SHO: With this, VazzRaji’s first season recording is now finished.
SHO: Our party with the staff is over as well and now all we need to do is return to the dorms.
SHO: I heard that if we go straight home from here, it’s not that far but…
SHO: Takaaki, do you want to call a taxi?
MAMIYA: Ah, that’s right. Let’s call for one by the main street.
MAMIYA: But, uh… Can I ride a different one (from yours)?
OUKA: A different one? Where do you plan on going?
MAMIYA: Don’t look at me with such cold eyes~ I just feel like going for a little walk.
MAMIYA: If I walk from here to the dorm…
RUKA: If we’ll trust the map application, it’d take about 10 minutes!
MAMIYA: See? That’s what he said. It’s not really that far.
MAMIYA: I was just thinking of walking around to feel a bit refreshed.
MAMIYA: That much is fine, isn’t it?
RUKA: Ah! Then, I’ll do the same~! I don’t really like the smell of taxis and I try avoiding them as much as possible.
RUKA: Also, I ate a looooott of meat and rice so I wanna exercise a bit!
RUKA: And so~ Takaaki-kun, can I go with you~?
MAMIYA: Of course, you’re welcome to~! Let’s take it easy together, ‘kay?
RUKA: Alrighty~!
OUKA: (sighs) Ruka, if you walk back to the dorms from here, won’t it override your calorie intake?
RUKA: Non, non, non, Ouka-kun~ Doing things when you feel like doing them is important, too!
RUKA: In other words, there’d be no feelings of guilt lingering!
OUKA: Is it like that?
RUKA: Yes, it is! It’s kinda the same as when women go shopping.
RUKA: “Oh, I might find some use for this,” they say and then they end up buying more than intended~
RUKA: In my case, I say “I’ll lose it all in practice tomorrow” and then I eat as much as I can!
RUKA: If you say that, you won’t feel as guilty! Doing the things you love sometimes is important, too~
RUKA: It’s essential, right~?
OUKA: I see… That’s deep.
MAMIYA: By the way, I only want to walk, okay?
SHO: Yes~ I don’t really have any feelings of guilt but, can I join you for your night walk?
MAMIYA: Oh~ Sho, you wanna walk, too?
SHO: Yes, I’m the same as you, Takaaki.
SHO: Heading straight back to the dorms feels like a waste and somehow, I’m in the mood to walk, too.
SHO: I had so much fun a while ago that I feel like wanting to enjoy your company for a while longer.
MAMIYA: In Sho’s case, isn’t it just because you had too much to drink?
MAMIYA: You’re looking quite pale, y’know~? See? (Mamiya touches Sho’s hand) Your hand’s a bit warm, too.
SHO: (chuckles) Is that so? Well, maybe it is, since Takaaki’s hand feels cool and nice.
RUKA: Were you bad at handling your alcohol, Sho-kun?
RUKA: Like, your head feels floaty whenever you drink?
SHO: Hmm… I don’t think I’m particularly bad or good.
SHO: Though, it’s true that my head feels kind of floaty but, it doesn’t really go beyond that.
RUKA: Heh~ I’ll remember that~
SHO: Hm? Why would you want to remember that?
RUKA: When I know what my friends’ limits are, I can help them when they’re troubled about what to drink next or when they’re about to pass out, right~?
RUKA: I can handle my alcohol well so don’t hesitate to rely on me, ‘kay~
SHO: Thank you. Ruka’s very kind and reliable, huh?
MAMIYA: ROCK DOWN’s bonds are so dazzling~
MAMIYA: Alright! Then, Ouka will go home first in a taxi and then—
OUKA: Wait. Do you really think I’m that much of a loner to go home by taxi when you’re all walking?
MAMIYA: Yeah.
OUKA: (Ouka grabs Mamiya by the necktie) You should at least lie in a situation like this.
MAMIYA: (with a pained voice) O-O-Ouka-kun… Ouka-kun? Don’t pull my necktie…! My neck’s gonna fall off…!
MAMIYA: My neck’s gonna snap…!
RUKA: (smiles) VAZZY’s bonds are so tight, huh~!?
SHO: Ouka, calm down~
OUKA: Tch.
RUKA: So, that means~ Ouka-kun’s gonna walk with us?
OUKA: I am. Now that that’s decided, let’s get going.
OUKA: Let’s go. Hurry up and go.
RUKA: Yes sir~
MAMIYA: Y-yes…
[05:00]
  RUKA: (singing) ♪ Let’s go on a walk, let’s go on a walk~! ♪
RUKA: (singing) ♪ I am the great Ruka-kun~! ♪
SHO: (chuckles) Ruka’s in a good mood, huh?
OUKA: I’d understand if that was his energy after drinking but, I’m surprised that he’s naturally like that.
OUKA: In a way, he’s pretty energetic.
MAMIYA: That’s to be expected. Ruka’s a stage actor after all.
MAMIYA: I think he’s got more energy than a certain someone here~ He’s got pretty great stamina.
OUKA: I see.
SHO: I’m so sorry, Ouka. We ended up going home by walking.
OUKA: Ah, no. If I’m being honest, I was the same as everyone else. I felt like going for a walk.
OUKA: That’s why you don’t have to mind it.
MAMIYA: Oh my~! You’re quite honest with Sho, aren’t you, Ouka?
OUKA: If someone tells me something directly, I answer as honestly as I can.
OUKA: That’s all there is to it.
MAMIYA: In other words, you’re rebellious when it comes to me?
RUKA: (smiles) Walking like this together with everyone feels kinda nice, huh~?
RUKA: The food and alcohol during the staff party was great, too! I’m extremely satisfied~
RUKA: I’m super happy!
OUKA: Ruka, your voice is too loud.
RUKA: (laughs) I’m sorry, Ouka-kun.
RUKA: I’m feeling good and the wind feels so nice~ I just got taken in by the atmosphere. (to Sho) Right~?
SHO: Hm? Yes~ (to Mamiya) Right?
MAMIYA: (to Ouka) Right~?
OUKA: Ruka and Sho aside, when Takaaki does it, it’s disgusting.
MAMIYA: So mean!
RUKA: Alright~! Sho-kun and I passed!
MAMIYA: Discrimination is not good, Ouka.
OUKA: Don’t hold on to me, you drunk.
MAMIYA: I didn’t drink any though~
MAMIYA: I only drank like, one beer and about two or three ciders.
RUKA: Me, too! Normally, I’d drink so much more but, I have to wake up early tomorrow.
RUKA: Hm… But, Takaaki-kun, Ouka-kun, Sho-kun, and I are kinda a rare combi so—
RUKA: Going home so early just kinda feels like a waste…
SHO: Even though you say that Ruka, Gaku asked me to take you home safely.
RUKA: Ack! That bastard…!
MAMIYA: As expected from his partner! He can read you like a book~
OUKA: You laugh at him and all that but, you need to wake up early for filming tomorrow, too.
OUKA: Walk properly, get home, and then go to sleep.
OUKA: Don’t tell me, “let me watch one video before going to sleep,” got it?
MAMIYA: (groans)
SHO: (laughs) Looks like he can read you well, too~
SHO: Although Takaaki takes his work seriously, there are times when he indulges himself, huh?
SHO: Just like me~
RUKA: I-I don’t think that’s something you should be smiling about, Sho-kun… (laughs nervously)
OUKA: Good grief… So, our leaders have the same weird tendencies.
SHO: Please don’t abandon me.
[08:19]
  SHO: (gasps)
RUKA: Hm, what’s wrong, Sho-kun?
SHO: Look, Ruka. Since there are no buildings around, you can see the stars properly.
RUKA: Ah! It’s true!
RUKA: Woah~! Since when did I last see the stars like this~?
OUKA: We might have seen them but didn’t really notice them much.
MAMIYA: So, they can be seen properly even in the city, huh~!
OUKA: The stars I saw from my relative’s house when I was younger were even more amazing.
MAMIYA: Heh~ In the countryside?
OUKA: In Okayama Prefecture’s prefectural border.
OUKA: I was in elementary school back then probably. I went there about 2 or 3 times during summer vacation.
OUKA: In any case, the stars were so beautiful that I’d lay down and look up at them until my mother came to scold me.
OUKA: It’s such a vivid memory that when I close my eyes sometimes, I feel like I can still see them.
OUKA: The scent of incense, the squeaking of the wooden floorboards, the sound of the wind chimes, and the starry sky spreading from the night sky.
RUKA: When I imagine Ouka-kun with stars, it makes for such a perfect picture that I get scared~
RUKA: Ouka-kun, you really love stars, huh?
OUKA: I guess. I love them.
OUKA: Not just the stars but the universe in general. When it’s shown on T.V. I end up watching it completely.
MAMIYA: This is my first time hearing that~
OUKA: Have I not told you…?
OUKA: Don’t you generally prefer conversations where you can talk of anything compared to half-hearted ones that don’t fit your interests?
OUKA: It feels good to be able to talk about what you love, doesn’t it?
MAMIYA: I see~ That’s such a great reason that’s so fitting of you, Ouka.
RUKA: I love stars too but, not on a realistic scale, I guess.
RUKA: I love things with star designs! They can be cute or cool~!
RUKA: Oh, and they’re good luck~!
MAMIYA: Oh! Now that you mention it, I feel like a lot of your t-shirts and bags have star designs on them!
MAMIYA: Don’t you have shoes like that, too? Ya know, the ones designed with stars for buckles and stuff?
RUKA: As expected from Takaaki-kun! You’ve observed well, huh~? Those are my favorite~
RUKA: It’s the one I decorated with the make-up artist backstage! It’s the only one of its kind in the world~
RUKA: I wear them to feel in the mood before a play!
SHO: You really take acting seriously, huh~ Leaving it to luck is not manly, was it?
SHO: Though, you give me the impression that you would leave it to your own abilities.
RUKA: (laughs) That’s correct! That’s exactly it!
RUKA: Whether it’s luck or abilities, the one that wins in the end is the me who practiced a lot.
RUKA: The only superstition I believe are good luck charms, I guess.
RUKA: I usually feel like giving it my all when I’m acting since I can~
RUKA: Though, there are a lot of people on stage who believe in superstitions.
SHO: True. I think I have the same way of thinking. The world is not so simple that we can win on luck alone.
SHO: But, we can’t completely undermine luck and being lucky. That’s about it, I guess~
RUKA: Yep~! Samesies~
[11:43]
  SHO: (chuckles) Hey, does everyone know the legend of Vega from the Lyra constellation? It’s one of the brightest stars in the Summer Triangle.
MAMIYA: That’s pretty sudden~ The Summer Triangle constellation is uh… Altair, Vega, and… Ah, Deneb! It’s that one, right?
MAMIYA: The only thing I know about it are the stars’ names.
OUKA: I’m the same.
RUKA: Wow, you’re amazing! I didn’t even know the stars’ names!
RUKA: I only know the words “Summer Triangle”.
SHO: (chuckles) That’s exactly it.
SHO: Lyra is the constellation that’s shaped like a musical instrument. It’s the lyre that appears in Greek mythology.
SHO: The story goes is that it’s Orpheus’s lyre up in the sky.
SHO: The legend says that Orpheus went to the Underworld to reclaim his departed wife.
SHO: He offered his music to the King of the Underworld and managed to charm him.
SHO: Though, it seems like he failed with his initial plans of bringing his beloved back.
SHO: I’ve been told this story when I was young and I remember admiring the music that was supposed to have swayed even the King of the Underworld’s heart.
SHO: I just remembered that suddenly.
RUKA: I feel like Sho-kun’s violin can shake the heart of the King of the Underworld, too~
SHO: No, no. I still have ways to go.
SHO: I think that the violin is something that I still have to learn for quite a long time.
SHO: It’s never-ending and it makes me feel a bit scared but, it has its own charm, too.
OUKA: It might be quite similar to the reason why I admire the universe.
OUKA: Something that we want to chase for an eternity.
RUKA: Ah, that kind of phrasing is perfect for my ideal stars!
RUKA: Something that we admire for eternity is something that we’d yearn for for a long time!
RUKA: Isn’t that cool~?
MAMIYA: I feel you. Though, it’d be a plus if I can make mine shorter.
MAMIYA: See? Just like those stars spreading above our heads right now.
MAMIYA: I can see them all the time and I feel like I can reach my hand out to them. They’re always watching over us.
MAMIYA: I was just thinking that it’d be nice if the fans thought of us like that, too.
OUKA: “Watching over” is so like you.
MAMIYA: Right?
SHO: Right now, we are the ones being watched over by the stars, huh?
SHO: Let’s continue to do our best so that we can become those kinds of admirable people~
RUKA: Yeah!
RUKA: (singing) ♪ Let’s go home, let’s go home~! I am the great Ruka-kun~! ♪
OUKA: Like I said, your voice is too loud.
MAMIYA: Alright, let’s sing together in a moderate tone then~
MAMIYA: Alright, Ouka, you too~!
OUKA: I won’t sing.
  SHO: (chuckles) We’ll continue to make music that will shake your heart one day.
SHO: Beautiful and dazzling music just like the stars that’s dedicated for you.
  ==END==
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magioftheseas · 5 years
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Day 1 - Reserve
Written for @the-hinata-project 
Prompt: Reserve Course Student Hinata
Rating: G
Warnings: Lowkey manipulation and insecurity, but other than that, not much.
Notes: Alright, so I’m still in the middle of these, but like... Here’s the first one! They’re all going to be pretty short, around 2K but I’m gonna do my best to finish all of them so wish me luck...! And this first fic is gen. No ships. Next ones won’t be so gen. It’s also pre-HPA. Kind of.
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The last wish he made on New Year’s was a simple one.
I want to get into Hope’s Peak.
But of course that  would never happen.
“Can’t you dream more realistically, Hajime? Do you have any idea how expensive Hope’s Peak actually is? We can’t afford that.”
“I... I know that, but...”
“If you know then why are you burdening us with this? Please. Just think about other people besides yourself for once.”
“...sorry.”
His mother sighs, but ruffles his hair in a show of affection.
“You current high school isn’t so bad, right? You can make good friends here, and it’s a fine school.”
“I guess it’s...decent,” he mumbles.
“Just don’t even worry about Hope’s Peak anymore,” she tells him. “It’s impossible, and it can’t be helped. Keep your chin up. Okay?”
“...fine...”
Because he knew, after all, that she had a point. They couldn’t afford it. And he wasn’t talented. It was a pipe dream to attend. Nothing more. Nothing less.
Still...
--
For his birthday, he was given a new laptop to replace the old. It was a fairly recent model. Pretty expensive. Likely compensation. He can’t say he didn’t like it.
He wasn’t ungrateful. He doesn’t think so.
It’s just that I admire Hope’s Peak more than anything.
So much so that he finds himself on the forums first thing.
>Does anyone have any idea who’s going to be in the upcoming batch?
>They haven’t finished scouting, right? Oh, but I just saw on the news that an actual princess was accepted! Hope’s Peak really can get in anyone!
>Wow, actual royalty?!
>There’s this photographer I follow. She’s getting in, too, I’m pretty sure.
>I just saw Saionji Hiyoko-san’s performance last week. I’m positive she’s getting in.
>I’m more interested in the princess. Can you imagine how lucky it would be to meet an actual princess?
>>They’ll be running the lottery in a month or so. What I would give to have more of a chance...
>Wow, they’re doing that again?
>With how much getting into the reserve course costs, you probably have a better chance with the lottery...
>But if you win the lottery, you’re actually considered talented. Reserves are just...y’know, reserves.
>But you’ll get to meet the princess, potentially. I think the money’s worth it, even if all I can do is steal a glance!
>Still... Seems so lame that you can just pay your way in...
>But brand name recognition is pretty powerful...
>>I heard you can actually get into the main course from the reserve course if you do well enough.
>No way! That’s a pipe dream! Maybe if you paid like, twice as much!
>Must be nice to be rich, huh...
Hinata stares, wondering what to type, but also letting the thoughts swirl around in his head.
>>I would do anything to get into Hope’s Peak. But my family just can’t afford that.
>Yeah, mine neither. Who actually can?
>You’d be surprised... They’re getting a lot of enrollments.
>You can’t like...get a scholarship or anything? It’s not like you need to go to college after attending Hope’s Peak.
>Well the golden gates can’t open that wide, I suppose...
>It’s for the best. If just about anyone could get in, it wouldn’t be that special.
Hinata bites his lip, picking at the peeling skin with his teeth.
>>Still. I want to get in more than anything.
>If you aren’t talented, it can’t be helped.
>>I would give anything.
>Pffft. No kidding. I’d give an arm and a leg, probably.
>>I would give anything.
>A lot of people would.
>You’re like a super fan, huh. Well, I am, too, but still...
>>Getting into Hope’s Peak has always been my dream.
>Everyone wants to be special, man.
>But if everyone was special then no one would be special.
>It can’t be helped. You’re either born talented or you aren’t.
>Right?! I must have spent hours drawing but there was always that one person I could just never compare to. It’s hopeless!
>You shouldn’t say hopeless on the Hope’s Peak forums!
>Haha, sorry!
>>I’ve never been talented. There’s not one thing I’m particularly good at.
>Normie...
>>But I want to get into Hope’s Peak Academy... More than anything.
>Give it up. For your own good. Wishing for the impossible isn’t healthy.
>Hey, don’t tell him that! What if he ends up winning the lottery?
>Yeah, right!
>>I’m not particularly lucky, either.
>Luck’s not a talent anyway.
>Are you sure? I’ve known people who get ridiculously lucky while gambling...
>If they gamble too much, that luck’s bound to run out. And I bet they’re not that lucky, they just brag a lot.
>That might be true... Still it would be nice just to get into Hope’s Peak by chance...
>Whoever wins that lottery probably is ridiculously lucky considering how many people are participating. We’re talking like, every high school student in their first year in the country.
>Sucks to be other countries, huh.
>Maybe someday but for now, I like not having that much competition.
>Still a ridiculous amount competing...
>I bet it’ll be someone who can afford the reserve course if they haven’t already enrolled.
>No fair! That kind of thing should disqualify you immediately!
>>I just...want to get in...
>Yeah we all do. But it’s impossible.
>Impossible.
>Totally impossible.
>Pigs will fly first.
>I heard some Ultimates actually can make some crazy shit. We might see flying pigs pretty soon.
>That’s terrifying.
>>I just want to get in.
>You should get offline.
He should. He really, really should.
Is it really impossible?
“Of course it is,” he can practically hear them murmur. “Not only are you untalented, you can’t afford it! And you’re going to win the lottery, either!”
Hinata buries his face into his hands, shuddering.
I just... I just...
--
To his surprise, he later receives a DM. Shivering, he clicks it open.
>Would you really do anything for Hope’s Peak?
He doesn’t recognize the name of the sender but...it looks official.
>>Yes. Of course. Why?
>There actually is a program you can sign up for that will get you in without having to pay a coin.
Hinata blinked once. Twice.
It’s way too good to be true.
But he’s desperate. Beyond desperate.
>>What is this program? How can I sign up?
>Here’s the information.
--
What he’s about to do is how people get themselves abducted, he’s pretty sure. But right now, he’s desperate and... If it really was someone associated with Hope’s Peak, how bad can it be? What’s the worse than can happen?
I already have no chance getting in. I know that... But...
His heart was pounding as he took the train. He stared out the window, at HPA’s towering buildings in the distance, getting closer and closer, and he sucks in his breath.
It’s so shining that it hurts to look at.
Shining like a dream...
--
“Ah, Hinata-kun, you made it after all. So you have the necessary information?”
“Uh... Yes...” Truth be told, he didn’t understand most of it. There were a lot of words that were hard to read and pretty...advanced. “I just...well you said you couldn’t explain everything in just files, so...”
The other looked pretty professional. Sharply dressed and smiling in a way that at least seemed pretty welcoming. But...still pretty intimidating, considering the circumstances. Hinata ducked his head, feeling rather flustered.
“Yes, it’s meant to be kept very tightly under wraps, you see,” they laugh. “I need to assure confidentiality before explaining, Hinata-kun. Surely you understand.”
That’s...weird.
But it made his blood thrum with excitement to be a part of.
“I... Y-Yes, of course. Absolutely... Of course...”
“Sign this form, then, promising that.”
“O-Of course...!”
He scribbles down his signature without a second thought. The other smiled more, pleased. Hinata squirmed in his seat, and tried to keep his posture straight.
With that, the other sat across from him, polite and yet...expectant.
Ah... Hah...
“So you’re willing to do anything for this school,” they say, voice almost light but also dense with significance. “Might I ask why?”
“It’s...as I said on the forums,” Hinata mumbles, fiddling with his tie. Even dressed professionally for this would-be interview, he feels underdressed. “I’ve always admired this school. Always. It’s always been my dream to...to go there...”
The other nods, expression unchanged.
“And why do you wish so badly to go there, despite not having a talent that can be cultivated?”
Hinata flinched.
“T-That’s...! I...” He hesitates, but he soon finds the words just spilling out. “I just want to be someone I can be proud of. Someone who can stand tall. Be confident. Be significant. Isn’t that what I deserve?”
“Isn’t that what everyone deserves?”
Hinata’s nails dig into his palms.
“I admire Hope’s Peak...more than anyone. I will give whatever I can...and then more than that...if I have to.” His teeth grit. “Whatever it takes... W-Whatever it takes...!”
Even though I know it’s selfish and impossible, I just...!
He just wanted to be someone. Someone other than...this.
Unimportant. Unremarkable. A faceless, meaningless part of the mass. The idea of being consumed by mediocrity and insignificance for the rest of his life, never to matter, never to even be remembered, just to disappear, just like he never even existed—
“I’ll do...w-whatever...it takes...” He’s shaking, eyes wide and crazed. “Whatever it takes... Whatever I can...and then more than that...if I have to.”
“Ah. I see.” An easy smile. And yet, the atmosphere felt so heavy that it was near suffocating. “Very well then, Hinata-kun. That’s exactly the kind of attitude we’re looking for.”
Hinata lit up.
“R-Really?” He dares to let hope slip into his tone. “D-Do you really mean it?”
A nod.
“Hinata-kun... If you could be reborn from the faceless body of a miserable nobody into the world’s hope... Would you?”
“That...sounds too good to be true...” His heart really was racing, but he was flushed with excitement. “But... Y-Yeah... I... Of course...”
“Then, allow me to tell you about how that can be possible. If you agree, you’ll be accepted into the school, free of charge, no talent necessary. In fact, it’s even essential that you be talentless.”
I...don’t understand.
He doesn’t understand but it just sounds so incredible that he can’t help but be swayed.
“...tell me.”
“Very well.”
A folder of files is placed before him. They look too important to grasp. And the stamped out letters of CONFIDENTIAL stare back into his wide-eyed, shimmering gaze.
Fingers trembling, Hinata actually slices his finger open as he flips it open.
He doesn’t even feel the sting, as engrossed as he is in the text.
“I...”
The words swirl around in his head, over and over until he drowns in them.
“Do you need time to think about it?” the other asks him kindly. So kindly that Hinata is struck cold. “Tell you what... You can still get into the reserve course. You don’t have to say yes right away, and the deadline will be in a few months from now. You can attend classes here until then...and then make your decision on whether or not you’re willing to stay. Okay?”
“I... O-Okay.” Hinata swallows. “That’s... I’m okay with that.”
I said I’d do anything. And I do...want to do anything. But...
His hands are shaking while still gripping the files.
I can’t...let this chance slip by...even if it’s something like this. This is everything I ever wanted. Why am I even hesitating?
“It’s alright,” the other says reassuringly, taking the files away with ease. “Hinata-kun, I know you’ll make the best decision for yourself.”
For...myself. Myself...
“I...yes.”
“I’ll have them send in your acceptance letter and uniform.” His hand is shook, the grip warm and calloused. “It was a pleasure meeting you, Hinata-kun.”
“A-A pleasure... Yeah.”
Just like that, Hinata was stumbling out of Hope’s Peak, trembling and falling to pieces with every shaky step.
I have to do it, he can’t help but think. I have to do it, for...for myself...
This was going to be the year his life changed irreparably. He was sure of it.
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haengbokjae-blog · 5 years
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fae/fairy jae au
genre: fluff!!!
word count: 2501
A/N: fae is really the same thing as a fairy, its just the common male term for fairy!!!
lets pretend this Doesnt Suck ok? ok ty (and if im completely honest,, the part of the fairytale is a True Story from my childhood,, my dad always told me ab it so i thought it was kinda sweet ok anywayshifg)
this is heavily inspired by @/chenle ‘s demon!jae au, you really should check it. its so beyond precious!!
(this gif is literally so perfect for this .. just wait uwu)
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so yknow youre just a Soft Soul
you like to take time away from all the stress of your busy life
after coming home from your classes and taking care of homework or tidying up or making dinner
bc yknow a gal’s gotta eat
sometimes u just like to go outside in your garden
(its french style,, really lovely tbh)
and relax.. Listen to music, play music
bask in the summer sun and feel the breeze in your hair
just girly things yk
imsosorry
anywa y s .. ,,,. .
you would also bring your violin out every once and a while if the neighbors weren’t home, or even if they were, the complaints were sparing because
Lets face it
youve been playing since you were seven years old.. You’ve just turned twenty now..
you’re good
uhh yeah. Hehe xd ok so
since you were a child, your dad always liked to indulge you in these beautiful fantasies, letting your pure mind take you away to something better than reality
you felt like magic was real for so long..
he told you, that everytime you laugh and smile, a fairy was born.
they were all around you, and if you listen closely, you would hear them giggle along with you :’)
of course now, you don’t believe it,, wh- pssh thats nonsense
tbh your heart just wished these things were real, that the make believe could become reality just for a day
things would be so simple, so beautiful, you could be a princess like your dad always said you were, and you could live a pretty life with the birds and fairies and and and
after a particularly stressful day, you returned from class to the house you owned by yourself near campus (for convenience yk) and just decided it was a day that you needed to take time for yourself
so , like a sensible human being, you put on the prettiest white sundress you had, you let your hair that was once tied up fall gently against your back, you poured yourself a glass of champagne (with basically more fruit juice than champagne bc bitter alcohol isnt cute)
and brought out your violin along with a little bowl of fruit and sighed before letting it all go once your bow hit the strings
you decided to play one of your favorite pieces, Introduction and Rondo capriccioso in A Minor, Op. 28
you only got a minute in before your neck started to hurt, you dropped your right arm and put your violin in your lap before sighing, giggling a bit, and taking a quick sip of your little champagne concoction
because damn it just felt nice to let go and play after not having been able to in such a long time
but before you could rest your violin under your chin again, you heard
a Boy
and …. is that a giggle?
s-shit thats precious..
WAIT
you look around, knowing you dont have anyone living near you thats near your age
its literally all old folk okay-
and right near the peonies, is this little mist
b-but your sprinklers arent on..
the mist starts to rise and suddenly, theres glitter in the mist
i-its pink… uwu ?
and once the mist clears, out steps a boy
a really cute boy
a very tall boy
“why’d you stop? it sounds so beautiful…”
your brain : w-wUAaAAAAaAA
you:
he’s… a fairy????
the tall boy blinks once before revealing the brightest, most beautiful smile
he walks over and sits himself down next to you in the plush grass, a pair of iridescent wings slowly moving and fluttering like a butterfly’s, and pops a blueberry from your bowl of fruit into his mouth
you’re literally sitting there…. Dumbfounded
did a fairy literally just pop up because you were laughing
dAD WAS RIGHT
“a-are you a…       f-fairy?”
his smile (and his little wings) legitimately dropped so fast
“i’m not a fairy im a fae.”
“there IS a difference okAY??”
“so.. y/n, right?”
“hOW DO YOU-”
“i come around sometimes”
“i read your schoolwork, your diary”
oh … oka- hEY WHA
after getting a better look at him u just kinda realize
wait why is he … beautiful
literally his skin is shimmering and his ears do the pointy thingy
“so.. why dont you play some more, sweets? you’re really good! after all, i came all this way to hear it..”
is he? …. flirti- no. no he’s not.. chill out y/n just bc he’s cute doesnt mean he thinks you are too
here you are . sitting, confused, theres a FAIRY fae in front of you
but … here goes nothing i guess?
you start to play again, and immediately he sighs dreamily and you can feel him staring at you with those sparkly eyes
all of a sudden, he reaches out and puts something in your hair, so your bow screeches on the string and you reach to touch whatever it is because the cheeky fae might have-
“nO stop!! its just a rose”
you look around
owo
“wai- i dont have roses planted in my garden right now...”
“well thats okay” he muses, then blows a few rose petals from his palm in your face
“i can plant some in your garden right now if you’d like! it needs a little freshening up…”
muttering while looking around “oh.. more freshening up than i anticipated” thinking u couldnt hear
u… u could
“hHEY ITS THE BEST I CAN DO IM A STRUGLGIN COLLEGE STUDTENT”
he just sticks out his pink tongue at you, and you notice how plump his lips are
they seriously look like rose petals.. this fairy fae
fairies and fae alike are described to be mischievous
what more can he get up to??
dont worry. a lot.
“well mr. fae, what will you do to my garden? my mother and grandmother helped me out with it, i dont want to go overboard and ruin it, they worked hard an-”
“if you please, my name is jae. and don’t worry. i know what i’m doing! you humans are too careful. have some fun!”
and as soon as he would even scan his eyes over the vines creeping up the side of your house, or the bushes of blackberries or the small rows of flowers, they all flourished, growing in ample numbers, adding sprouts of fruits and vegetables and spreading throughout the span of grass of your backyard.
your jaw was literally
...hanging open
“oh my… i-” you breathed. “j-jae..”
“you’re welcome!” he laughed, beaming down at you
the sun was literally shining brighter because he was there
the rest of the afternoon he stayed and watched you play violin, asking about different songs, who wrote them, when they were written, what you think the mood is
and slowly the sun faded and the sky grew pink
and everything was bathed in a warm light, jae’s eyes were still shining and luminous
“its been such a nice time, but i really should be going, i have pets to feed and a hut to clean”
ngl you were disappointed. you knew you’d miss him even if you only just met
but like… being needy? whos she?
“you’ll see me again, dont worry!” he smirked
“h-how did you-”
“i didn’t, but good to know you enjoy me so much!” he shook his head a little, laughing
he grabbed your flute of champagne and sipped until there was only a small bit left
he literally dared to turn the tall glace around so that the place where his lips had been
were now touching your lips
your face literally got as red as the tomatoes jae planted in the corner
you grabbed the flute of champagne, turned it, and sipped
(angrily??) can u sip angrily? (doesnt matter, u did it)
jae laughed once more and just sighed “you really are something, y/n”
“i-iTS A GOOD THING DONT WORYR”
for once today, he was the one flustered and scrambling to save himself.. funny…..
“w-well look. i have a way you can call for me.”
and out of the palm of his and, he revealed a little bell.
you held out your hand, and when he placed it in your palm, you realized just how much bigger he was than you
like damn for a fae you’re a Long Boi
you tried to ring it, but it was silent
????
“it’s too high for humans to hear, so you can be discreet with it”
“well how do i know that it’s working?”
he grinned and grabbed your shoulders, then moved your hair away from your right ear, then your left, kissing each.
your face is darker than the tomatoes he grew for you now ok a   y
“w-whAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?”
“ring the bell now”
you shook it lightly, and you could hear the tiniest little tinkling noise
“so you can hear this anywhere?”
“that’s right!”
“you had to kiss me for that?”
“well no, you could it hear as soon as i touched your ears. i only kissed them to get a reaction out of you”
“can the bell send you away too, or?” you gave him A Look
“alright, alright, i’ll be on my way then” he raised his hands in defeat.
you laughed though, he was really something..
“just ring when you need me, y/n” he called, and with a wink, the mist reappeared, replacing the lanky body with wings
you sighed and grabbed your violin, the bowl and the empty flute, and walked inside
that night, you lay in bed, studying the little bell. it was golden with a delicate J engraved into it
your eyes were drooping while you looked over the bell, and slowly you drifted off to sleep
during the night, the bell had fallen onto the floor, and because it was so small, you didn’t hear it ring, but jae sure did
so around like 5am, jae poofed into your room
mist, glitter and all
seeing you were asleep, he was confused at first, but picked up the bell from the floor and put it on your bedside table before walking out of your room into your kitchen
around 7am, you awoke to the smell of tea being brewed
it smelled so nice and warm,, the thought really could put you right back to sle-
what the f- w-why is tea on its 7:12 in the morning
you threw your legs off of the bed, your feet finding your slippers
and you grabbed the bell, clutching it to your chest
because.. i dunno what if something bad happens?
oh christ what are you thinking what is a fAIRY BOY GOING TO DO TO PROTECT YOU?
you round the corner to see..
“jae?” your groggy morning voice makes him turn and his wings twitch and flutter and his cheeks turn a rosy pink (he would never admit to that happening tho, try it lmao)
“good morning, flower” he said gently while flicking his finger and pulling out a chair at your dining table, cueing you to be seated
“you dropped your bell really early this morning, so i just decided to not make my trip here for nothing…” he spit out
was he being .. bashful??
“you put tea on?”
“and i made muffins, i hope you dont mind i used your kitchen”
thats actually…. really sweet
no one but your mom has ever made you breakfast
you nodded wordlessly and grabbed a cup of tea from his hand
“i don’t have a teaset like thi-”
“i brought my own” he said quietly
why is he so shy all of the sudden i-
he always teases you so whats changed now huh
he brings over two plates with muffins on them, meaning you two were going to eat together
you decided to take the first bite and ….
they were so goo d  like what
and ig he noticed you blushing because all of the sudden he was so proud
“glad you like them”
“t-they’re alright” you said stubbornly
he grinned and shook his head, taking a bite
you both finished breakfast together, talking a bit along the way, him teasing you more about not wanting to admit that he’s actually a damn good cook
and finally you realized your class would be starting soon… fuc
“what time is- oh GOd i have class in thirty- jae, i’m sorry but i need to go- shit we need to cLEAN okay quick i’ll take th-”
“you get ready, i’ll tidy up” he said immediately
“but- don’t be silly! Cmon i can take-”
“y/n, im not necessarily assertive for much, but i will be now. go. i can take care of this”
this mans… is he really ?
you were stopped in your tracks but he raised an eyebrow at you
and you turned away sO FAST to hide a blush bc
wow this fae is … g orge o u s ok
and since you were turned around
(and not to mention class was quickly approaching and you couldnt afford to waste more time) you decided at last to just leave jae to it
you could just feel him smirking in such a satisfied way hghfh
you marched on to your room and picked out a casual outfit and just threw it on, then proceeded to brush your teeth and braid your hair rather messily
you emerged again and the kitchen was … spotless??
(better than it had been, to your embarrassment)
“w-hoW DO YOU”
“y/n, class?”
“oh dEAR YOU’RE RIGHT”
you quickly ran to the door with jae at your heels and turned to say goodbye.
“until next time...i guess?”
only “ig” because who knows when he’ll just pop up, does the bell even matter to him?
protip: it doesn’t
PRO protip: he’s gonna show up when he wants bc lets face it he wants to be around you as much as he can but he’d never admit that
unless u did first
“yes, you can count on seeing me soon”
why is he being mysterious .. explain
you cocked your head bc . tf jae
but he only grinned at you and leaned against the doorway
“i’ll lock your doors when i leave, you go on y/n”
“well, goodbye then jae”
(rather upset bc .. in all honesty, being away from him already felt wrong)
you turned around before making your way down the path leading to your doorstep
“thank you again for breakfast”
(you made an effort to smile [much to your own chagrin, bc part of you is so tsundere but you .. wanna make his heart flutter like he makes yours bc payback… yea])
he shook his head while letting out a soft chuckle
“until later, little flower”
and with that last flirty phrase, he winked and disappeared with his usual mist
as you walked down the sidewalk to campus, you took his bell from your pocket and studied it more, with a smile lingering on your face.
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sinsfox · 6 years
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SHIPPING INFO !! ANSWER THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR MUSE SO PEOPLE KNOW HOW SHIPPING WORKS ON YOUR BLOG.
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WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER(S)?:
ban/elaine ban/elaine ban/elaine ban/elaine
WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?:
everything ! honestly. im okay with writing everything.
HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?:
because ban is immortal, he doesnt particularly give two shits about age gaps if its another immortal or creature with a long long life span ( like elaine being a fairy and bein 700+ years ). hes comfortable with the idea of dating someone around the age he became immortal ( which is ~23 ) but hes not going to go younger than that. hed never look at someone younger than him and want to date them. thats just weird. thats a little sibling to him.
ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?:
oh yeah of course i am! ban wants to be with whoever he wants to be with and its difficult in his main verse because his heart belongs to elaine! but in au verses for him, hes okay to mingle with but its difficult to get him to trust and fall in love because hes just been fucked over too many times :( that and theres certain muses i wont ship him with but anything is game if i can see it working yknow?
HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NS/FW?:
heated kissing and heavy touching. anything past that gets considered nsfw in my eyes because then it becomes something you wouldnt personally do in public so like... yknow.
WHO ARE THE CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER(S) WITH?:
in bans canon? elaine, 1000%.
in aus? depends. i havent gotten the chance to really work on ships in bans au verses! though... ( i look at linnea’s belial ) ahe
DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?:
please! please ask bc chances are i would like to ship with you too! just understand that sometimes my muse wont want to pursue a romance or ship, and that i, myself, wont ship ban with certain characters but yes please ask!!
HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?:
not often!! and thats more or less bc ban is happy with elaine in his canon but... i like the idea of working with other ships and the like outside of bans canon yknow?
ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE - OR - LESS?:
ahehhahehah even if it isnt ban im constantly thinkin about ships
ARE YOU MULTISHIP?:
absolutely! though im selective and also exclusive wrt ships so keep that in mind!
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:
see this is difficult bc im in many many different fandoms but for ban its ban/elaine.
for eve, its nineseve and also believe........
FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?:
write with me! be friends with me! talk to me!!! those are big things! bc then maybe we can plot abt a ship........ and things go from there!
TAGGED BY: @hoshigaru​ thank you! TAGGING: im not taggin anyone but hey if you wanna do this, go ahead!
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