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boethiahsboytoy · 3 years

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🎭🎁 for sethsa :3 also tell me more abt her!! - esther

Thank you for asking abt her 🥺 Luv Sethsa so much she's fun for me 2 think abt I'm excited that anyone is interested in her !!!!!

🎭 - Does your OC show different sides of themselves to different people?

Oh definitely!! Part of it probably comes from trickery being part of Being A Thief, but she also feels like as a Demiprince she has a Reputation to uphold, even before the Guild knows that about her. So she wants them to see her as formal and slightly aloof.

Then around Chal (one of Toby's OCs and her best friend aside from Deathcry) she will Occasionally relax and be more chilled out. She even *gasp!* cracks jokes around him!! But there's an unspoken agreement between the two of them that any vulnerability or expressions of affection will Never Be Mentioned Again lmao.

Shes most affectionate around Deathcry, but to be fair she made(?/summoned?) Deathcry when she was Very little so she's been with Sethsa From The Start and has seen every side of her hehe uwu

🎁 - What kind of gift-giver are they? Do they give thoughtful gifts? Expensive gifts? Practical gifts?

She gives thoughtful but small gifts. Things that can be easily hidden away but still mean something dear to whoever she's giving them to. I think being part of the Thieves' Guild would definitely make giving small things like that sort of. Necessary?? Bc 1) you wouldn't want someone to see smthn n try n Yoink it and 2) can be easily hidden in an emergency and 3) doesn't take up valuable space. But also because Sethsa herself doesn't feel comfortable doing big, dramatic things for people so if she's getting someone a gift she'd like to quietly hand it over without making it a Whole Thing.

I think she would also make genuine, Enchanted With Some Daedric Shit, good luck charms to the Guild and her friends. Very practical for Thieves, but also a clear sign that she's looking out for them and wants them to be ok:') It's how she shows she cares, and the Guild knows it. Plus, they love the luck lmao!

Some Random Sethsa Facts too!!!:

-She has a sweet tooth and her favorite snack is bread with honey :3 she lets the honey soak into a bit so it's a little crunchy. If she's feeling REALLY self indulgent, she sprinkles a bit of cinnamon on top 😊

-Feels like it's a Little Weird for a Demiprince to worship Daedric Princes but still shows a great amount of Respect for Boethiah, Mephala, and Azura.

-Related to last: before I solidified her character at all I toyed with the idea of her being Boethiah's Champion!

-Has a really good maternal instinct! One of my first ideas for her was that she kills off Grelod and takes in all the kids at Honorhall (plus the lil dude trying to summon the Dark Brotherhood). Since they all seem to be Interested In Violence she would be delighted to start training them to be sneaky little killers lol. Even now she still loves kids and would never hurt, scare, steal from, etc. a child and also still kills Grelod before giving a shitton of money to Honorhall Orphanage.

-Somewhat related: She definitely has contact with the Dark Brotherhood (when I was first making her I actually had the Brotherhood Sort Of taking her in, with Babette being her favorite auntie) and is even on friendly terms with them!

-HAAAATES the cold. Hates it more than anything. Resents the mere Existence of snow.

-Actually very nervous in Dwemer ruins. And Falmer caves. Stays away from them.

-Terrified of drowning and hates the fact that Riften is just. Water n canals.

-Feels massive amounts of guilt over the Eyes of the Falmer. Hates that the Guild held onto them. Steals them again one night and goes back to where they were taken. Yes that particular cave was destroyed, but not everything else. She leaves them a little ways inside Irkngthand for the Falmer to find. She doesn't know if they care about the Eyes or will do anything with them, but they never should have been taken.

-(Her, Karliah, Brynjolf, and Boltu all snuck past the Falmer. Sethsa wouldn't allow the other three to harm them)

-Doesn't worship the Divines but appreciates the Priests of Mara. Makes anonymous donations to the Temple of Mara occasionally. I think if she met Erandur she'd think he's really cool. :)

-Modern AU! Sethsa loves pop music. Toby and I have joked that she and Chal met at and would go to One Direction concerts together. (She would have been INCONSOLABLE the day they broke up. Bad enough that the Guild collectively wonders if they should try summoning Nocturnal bc they have NEVER seen Sethsa cry) (disclaimer im not making fun of Directioners I cried so much when Daft Punk broke up and made my beef start to listen to their Entire discography with me and the next day I played their Alive 2007 album in the car and SOBBED like. I get it. IF THAT HAD HAPPENED WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER I would have had to be pulled out from school I WOULD NOT function like I Get It.)

-Secretly likes having her hair braided. Karliah braids it occasionally.

-Related: thinks Dwemer braids are sick as fuck but too nervous to admit it

-Also related: When she finally accepts Boltu is Guildmaster and a part of her family, she realizes that at his core he's a good dude with big dad energy. She's not sure how to tell him this so she asks him to braid her hair. She doesn't care if it looks nice or not, this time it's about the Meaning.

-I just think it would be neat if her eyes glowed naturally. No reason for it except glowing eyes r cool as hell.

-Hates wearing pants; dresses and skirts are where it's at!!!! (Ofc she knows not to wear a long ass dress when it's impractical, but when she's just hanging out or traveling she'll be wearing dresses or skirts)

-Related: she enjoys being feminine! And looking nice! Just because she's a shadowy thief n half Daedra doesn't mean she can't be pretty uwu

- Vaguely related: she likes soft fabrics like silk. Or velvet. Idk how lore accurate either of those things are but like *gestures at the things that Are In The Lore* can't be thay weird if they aren't!

-Likes touchin' flower petals. Especially if they make her fingers smell nice afterwards.

That's it for rn bc I'm Tired n can't thibk of anything else also im sorry that these Facts r pretty all over the place I just love thinking up random small details abt my OCs SO much

#ask #ask meme response #esther #mothermara #i dont know if u meant abt her or her 'story' so i just rambled but!!#i can also talk abt whatever her current backstory is i know ive changed it a million times ;;#i Swear m trying to think of smthn concrete-

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thecourttt · 6 years

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Your support of black and asian culture comes off as being extremely fetishy. Even your musical “tributes.”. Not everything is for white people to take and make theirs.

When I decided to do a reharm of a song off the Black Panther album, I expected some kind of backlash even with the best intentions. I really dislike it when people send me messages like this while hiding behind the ‘anon’ symbol but people can be cowardly. Especially bc on anon, it makes it difficult for me to gauge who u r/where u r coming from. You’ve clearly perused my blog enough to get an idea of what I look like, so here we go.. I’m going to be an adult here and try to have some positive discourse, because I genuinely care about the racism we’re seeing run rampant around the world today, and nobody’s perfect. Especially white people like myself - and ur right, not everything is for white people, so some clarification on my part: this is my blog: there’s a lot of anime and manga here. When it comes to TV - I watch anime more than anything else. I watch a lot of American TV too - you see me fangirling about it every so often. I would not say I’m fetishizing - I hardly post anything sexualizing or appropriating Japanese culture. I reblog (generally PG) fan art by talented people here on tumblr, and clips of shows I like, which often happen to be Japanese. I enjoy many themes and archetypes in Japanese media. Can only Japanese people consume Japanese media? It’s not like I parade around wearing Harajuku streetwear in my life or post anime tiddies or gross, degrading hentai here... yikes... Please clarify if I have appropriated in any way, bc I rly make a point not to.. I don’t have friends in my social circle who watch Gundam, so I write my thoughts about it here.. In regards to music.. I wouldn’t call my reharms ‘tributes.’ I recently relaunched my soundcloud after deleting a lot of music from my undergrad in jazz studies. I like pop music and I want to create harmonically rich, rhythmically fresh pop music. For me, writing originals is difficult, so I like to reharmonize and create arrangements to practice writing harmonies for pre-existing melodies. Reharms have become relatively popular recently... I’m really inspired by some of the groups doing this, like MonoNeon, Cory Henry, Dirty Loops and FLR Project. In no way am I trying to detract from an artist when selecting music. I picked a Rihanna song bc it’s catchy and the melody was stagnant enough that it was easy to get creative with chords. Same goes for ‘Pray For Me.’ The original does not deviate from E minor. When I chose this song, I was a bit wary. Some of the songs on that album, in my opinion (I’m sure u would agree) would be inappropriate for me as a white person to recreate, you’re not wrong there. Lyrically, that track has 0 explicities. I understand the significance Black Panther has for the black community - the film was super amazing and I’m so happy to see it’s been successful. That one song has a cool bassline, and I play the bari sax. It really just began with me fucking with a bassline on my sax, and I just ended up reharmonizing it. I posted a sample with my voice emulating Kendrick’s verse - I don’t yet know what I’m going to do with that verse yet as I genuinely feel uncomfortable trying to recreate that (also, disclaimer: i am not a rapper). I recorded my voice with the verse as a placeholder to record the rest of the parts, bc that verse is rhythmically tricky. I’m not planning on leaving it there. Many black artists have put out work that should not be touched by white people, but ‘Please Don’t Stop the Music?’ A song about going to the club with no racial implications? Should I only stick to music made by white people? I like Brazilian music, Scandinavian music, Australian music, etc... Just an fyi - much of Rihanna’s music is produced and written by 2 middle aged white dudes in Norway. The Weeknd? A lot of his music is comprised of British New Wave samples from the 80’s - Tears for Fears, The Romantics, Daft Punk.... I wouldn’t say either of those artists have created totally authentic ‘black music’... so much excellent music has been written, produced, and recorded by black artists, and some of that music is racially sensitive and white people need to respect that, you’re right... so correct me now if you still feel that I’ve been in poor judgement. I truly want to be an ally for social justice on all fronts, and I assure you, it is not my intention to offend or appropriate... and I can say to you anon with confidence that I have not been ‘fetishy.’ If you want to antagonize me here, at least have the guts to do it off anon. I’d much prefer to have an open discourse to promote positice understanding without accusatory condescension from strangers. ✌️

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dawllick · 7 years

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playlist souffle

So I was tagged by @aplpaca (look im finally doing one of the things you tagged me in im sosorry my dude)

anywhooooo

Rules: We’re snooping on your playlist! Set your entire music library to shuffle and then report the first 20 tracks that pop up! Then tag 10 additional victims.

(I’ll be writing it [song title] -- [artist/band/source]

1. It Only Takes a Taste -- (From broadway musical waitress which i have never seen but want to) Drew Gehling, Jessie Mueller

2. Mountain At My Gates -- Foals

3. True Love -- Coldplay

4. Whiskey Jar -- Timberwolf (listen this is the one band I know nothing about but all their songs are great like holy shit, do not be surprised if another one shows up. @mochikara knows that they are all over my playlist aslkdjlkjfdlk)

5. The Love You’re Given -- Jack Garratt (slow, chill beats and like i’m in love with his voice and the background vocals...listen i love this song)

6. Diggy -- Spencer Ludwig (has trumpets)

7. We Got The Power -- Gorilliaz (theres other people but im lazy)

8. Stockholm -- Atlas Genius (driving music my dudes)

9. Free Animal -- Foreign Air (listen this is probably a sinspiration song and I love singing along to it)

10. Malibu -- Miley Cyrus (its so beachy and chill and she’s singing about love its so nice)

11. Keep Chasing Stars -- Skinny Chasing Stars, Sound Casino (feel good vibessss)

12. Kiss This -- The Struts (so im so pissed bc they were in my area a year ago and i knew but i wasnt going to be in the area the night they performed and nothing haunts me more than knowing i missed it and kara offered and i refused like some damn fool)

13. How I Want Ya -- Hudson Thames, Hailee Steinfield ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

14. Your Song -- Ewan MacGregor, Alessandro Safina (from moulin rouge bitchesssssss)

15. Now or Never (Original Mix) -- Merk & Kremont, Bongom (great workout mix and reccomend if you like Daft Punk)

16. Be Mean -- DNCE (some would say this song probably has a better grasp on naughty culture than f i f t y s h a d e s did lmao jk i know nothing and cannot clarify this to be true)

17. American Boy -- Estelle, Kayne West (listen i never realized until doing this that this was kayne like wtf how did i not know this like i knew estelle is garnet but....kayne....)

18. Everybody Wants to Rule the World -- NSP (listen Danny does good covers bless him)

19. Periphescence -- Glowworm (really chill, no lyrics, i use it for homework sometimes)

THE LAST ONE

20. Infinite -- Notaker (spacey techno, makes me think of lifeline, the mobile game series that made me fall in love with a non-existent person)

alright! that’s it for me! So i will tag!~~~~ (more than 10 bc why not)

@dawhitebag @humanityinahandbag @silly-slacker-person @aquaburst07 @welcometoteamz @ziel101 @bepopee @wildestheart4ever @love-to-love-puppies annnnnddddd @jokerkat @kalllura

If you weren’t tagged and want to do it, just say i tagged you! If i tagged you and you don’t want to do it (don’t and no worries bc like i’ve been tagged so many times and like i don’t do itttttt ahahahahah

#tagged #music #playlist #if you do this pls tag meeee

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pinkplumcake · 7 years

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you missed the point of the beyonce post bc you didn't see past the stan hyperbole. the point is that she popularized all those things and did it so well that ppl don't even remember the ones who did it before her. she's so good at showmanship that everyone else seems irrelevant. they also didn't make music that was as culturally significant or celebrated black pride during a time where people don't remember that black lives also matter

look, i don’t want to fight, i don’t really care for b*yonce, i like some of her songs when i listen them on radio but, dude. she didn’t popularized them, these things were pretty popular before l*monade 2016. she popularized all those things and did it so well that ppl don’t even remember the ones who did it before her that’s not true. here there is a list of concept album, never heard of eagles, metallica, queen or even notorious big? i mean, saying no one remembers them is an hazard at best, and a lie at worst. they also didn’t make music that was as culturally significant, yeah probably daft punk and mychem didn’t, but pink floyd’s the wall or johnny cash, or springsteen?? but anyway).now, i get that she doesn’t have the same impact on me that she has on american black people, but she is a popstar. her goal is to sell records. i’m not saying she doesn’t care about blm, because she obliviously does, but she’s not an activist, her songs are not de adrè or particularly political (okay, she celebrates being black, but so does idk, rihanna? there are a lot of singers who are black and are not afraid to be seen sexual or vulnerable?), and i’m kinda tired of her being seen like some kind of prophet? she obviously is a talented popstar, i’m not denying it, but what’s the problem of saying ‘her album is good, her songs makes me happy and empowered’ instead of saying something over the top like the post?

#idk if i have explained myself #also i repeat i don't want to fight #it's 11.30 pm in italy #fede iz talking #Anonymous

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cheerstocrazy · 5 years

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Austin 7/4-7/7 Messy stories

I love Rainey Street!!! I’m so glad I got to go back and experience it fully. We went to Unbarlievable, and while the drinks and people sucked, the bar was playing BANGERS from all my fave artists: Daft Punk, Maggie Rogers, Kaytranada, Washed Out, and so many others! It’s so laid-back and open, which is how I like my bars. We bar hopped a lot and the drinks were so cheap, and each space had its own vibe and white people who couldn’t dance. I’ll move to the highlight of this trip. Jas and I went to Rainey St at night again bc we wanted to see how poppin’ it would be. We went to The Container Bar first, and I really loved the concept and layout. It’s so novel and cool! I didn’t like the music, so we went to Unbarlievable where the line was 2nd longest and the music was poppin’ again. Went inside, got our drinks, spiked the shit out of it. 2 lame dudes approached us to talk, but they had no social skills, weren’t cute, and were generally killing our vibes. I’m glad they realized we weren’t interested and left. Soon after, this really tall dude asks us, “Hey girls, do you want some drinks? I’ll buy them for you.” To which I screamed, “yes! LONG ISLANDS PLEASE.” They were weak as shit, but they were free. We got our drinks, and he didn’t even talk to us. What a nice lad! I think Jas talked to him bc she was nice, but I was like eh, Idc. He’s not cute, he’s wearing khaki pants with CHANCLAS. At this point, the cute Spaniards I had seen earlier approached Jas and started to talk to her/ dance with her. He was short, but his friends were fun, and it was nice to have lively people who could at least dance to the rhythm. We were all talking in Spanish, and Mark was still here, WGW as shit. He was all alone which was really weird, and I asked him where his friends were. He replied, “Idk, lost em. *Shrugs*” I let him take some sips of my long island, and at one point, he took the long island and didn’t give it back. He took the straw. And I was like you have to buy me more!! You took my drink. So he did, and we got 2 more long islands :D He was so drunk and was taking pretty long to register/do simple tasks, but IDC, THE DRINKS WERE FREE. I think his friend came by at this point, and I yelled omg it’s your friend. Hey, what does Mark do?? His friend: he’s a doctor. I wasn’t interested at all thus far, until I heard that word. And I yelled, “A DOCTOR????!?!??!?!!! WHAT’S YOUR SPECIALTY??” And he replied MD. Who the fuck replies MD when they’re asked what they are. Usually, people would reply internal medicine, derm, etcetc. I didn’t believe him, but Idc too much either. He was really drunk at this point and somehow, it had become my responsibility to look after him. I took a foto with him bc I thought it was sooOOooOOoo funny how tall he was, and I wanted to remember this memory of a dumb guy whom I milked for drinks. He stayed with me and would put his pinky finger out to dance with me. So fucking weird, god white people. I played along whatever. I was drunk and having fun. And I always have more fun when i have a guy with me. I know it’s horrible, but nights without guys to mess around with are LAME. I don’t want to go to the bars if that’s not gonna happen. Anyway, one thing lead to another, and I’m not entirely sure of the event orders...but wait, I remember telling Jasmine: DON’T LET ME KISS HIM. Which usually means, I’m stupid and I’m gonna kiss him in 5 seconds. Back to the story, he turned me around (probably) and I ended up kissing him. He wasn’t a bad kisser, I’d give him a 6 or 7/10. It wasn’t wet; it wasn’t sloppy; he removed his lips from mine. It was nice--I liked it. I know I also screamed at him to move his hips, and he was incapable of it. We would dance with each other, and I know his hands were grazing my boob, and Jas told me too. It was fine, whatever. I wasn’t even paying attn to anyone else at this point, and I couldn’t have cared less. We kept on kissing, and soon the bar closed. We all left, and he came with me. I asked him where his friends were, and he didn’t care to find them. I walked his drunk ass out, and Jas was hungry, so I said we should all go to the food trucks and grab something. He was stumbling and couldn’t walk straight, so I held his hand and pulled him with me. I was hungrier in theory...and wanted everything, but had absolutely no appetite. We ordered so much food, and he paid for everything. He didn’t even care at this point. It was wonderful. In line, there was this incredibly cute Iranian who was dressed SO nicely with the most beautiful pearly whites. Wow undeserving. His name was Coby, something like that. Mark was so drunk, he put ketchup on the outside of his burger bun, probably thinking there was space to dip his fries. We sat across from these 2 really young college kids 21 and 22. Omg, I felt so old sitting near them. Somehow, the white kid mentioned politics, and I said I’m your standard California liberal...and Idk how or why, but Mark mentioned something abt AOC (maybe in defense of her?) I was so shocked a Southern boy knew about her and was praising her? Acknowledging her? Maybe I was drunk. All of the above. Mark gave the kids some life advice, and I was like do you really want advice from a 30 year old man who’s WGW??? They replied, yeah he’s older and he’s a doctor, we’ll take it. Smh. Anyway, we ended up leaving and we didn’t touch our food so Jas and I were forcing these black guys to take it, but they didn’t want us bc they probably thought we did shit to it. LAME, THIS IS EXPENSIVE FOOD YOU’RE GONNA BUY ANYWAY. We walked out toward the street, and Mark was like I’ll do anything you want or go anywhere you want. Something like that. Idr the exact words, and I thought, “Guess he’s coming home with me and staying on the couch ugh. He was a good enough kisser, this should be fine” Jas called the Lyft. We got in and we were probably still holding hands. Idr what was going on, but he would pull my face over to kiss him, and I felt so embarrassed bc Jas was sitting right next to me!! And he kept doing it to me ugh. Then we got inside the house, and she ran up, and I went to the living room to grab my shit to change. I had my clothes downstairs, so I went to that rr to change. I think he got some water??? And I got into the couch tired as shit, and he had already undressed himself and CLIMBED ON TOP OF ME!!! Omggggg, I’M TOO YOUNG AND SMALL FOR THIS SHIT. lmao. Anyway don’t really remember much of the details besides he fingered me, and he was really slow with the process, which I guess is better than shoving it in there and DJing. Could be worse. I gave him a hand job, and his dick was smaller than I expected. Damn. And he went down on me!! And it felt so GOOD. But I was also thinking holy fuck, I haven’t showered. I’ve sweat 10 buckets today. Poor dude. And then I asked him if he had a condom, and he said yes he did. So he searched, couldn’t find anything, then I searched and couldn’t find anything. I was so pissed. Ugh, i WANTED TO HAVE SEX!!!!!!! So he took his dick and was a tease abt it, and dicked it around my vagina, which was SO SHITTY. I felt like a teenager who had to restrain herself, and ugh I’m a grown ass woman, JUST PUT IT INSIDE ME. Unfair. It was nice nonetheless. Was he the best? No. He was good enough and he made me go on top too, which #feminism #equality--I’m all about that. And he would hold/hug me sometimes, and it felt so nice to be held by a significantly bigger man. It was after the first round at 3-4am, and I googled on my phone the closest Walgreens and told him to go buy condoms. He asked “you really want to fuck??” YES I DO!!!! bITCH!! Sometimes he would get thirsty and get up to drink straight from the sink when I had a glass of water on the table. It made me laugh. I saw his pale ass small butt there. I’m not a big butt person sorry...esp not his heh. When we “fell asleep,” he would hold me completely in his right arm, and I was really surprised. Generally, guys cant sleep like this and also their arm goes numb. But he fell asleep holding me the whole time. It was nice, but I was so fucking exhausted, and I couldn’t sleep with him snoring. Then he woke up and get second wind and we did it all over again, this time in the light…..He asked me if I could go down on him, and I did it no questions asked bc dammit I guess you eat me out, I have to return the favor. I honestly have no idea what I’m doing ever. And he kept making me give him a hand job, and all I could think about was Julian’s tweet. I’m not even good at this!! My right arm is tired!! He took so long to come, I was feeling unsuccessful, aND I WAS THIRSTY AND TIRED AND SWEATING. MY GOD. I kept blowing him and I wasn’t even switching up the pace. I tried to go around the head. I was getting so thirsty, at one point I even felt so baby barf. So I quit and said I’m thirsty. I was so sweaty. I lay on top of him for a little bit to not make it so awkward….Then I drank water and came back, “we fell asleep.” I gave up after and slept on the couch next to him or lay down on it. Idk I was losing my mind at this point. I was so tired. I slept for an hr finally and went up to chat with the girls. I was asking them what protocol was for kicking someone out bc I really wanted the couch and to be able to sleep. Oh ya, he was sleeping completely naked on the couch, and I was so worried about my friends coming down to see him naked!!! He did look so peaceful and cute sleeping though. It warmed my heart a bit and softened him to me. I digress. They said to come upstairs to sleep and let him go home alone. I thought that was weird, and I thought what if he stole shit. Also if I were in his position, I’d feel super fucking weird to be left alone. Anyway, came back down to lie down on the couch, and he awoke. He looked over sleepily at me, and asked me if I wanted the couch, to which I replied, Yes, MOVE. Oh ya he had asked me earlier twice if I was alright, or is this okay? He moved afterward. It felt so weird bc I didn’t know anything about him. Also during hooking up, I was like, Omg Im so tired, I just want to sleep, and it felt so impersonal bc it was and I was with a stranger!!! He moved to the couch and then he went back to sleep. Then he made up some BS excuse abt his back being sunburnt and wanting to lie on the floor. But I knew it was an excuse to lie down next to me. AND IT WORKED UGH. My hand was dangling off the side, so he grabbed it, held it, and kissed it. And I was like ugh my cold, dead heart. He held it close, then put his foot up to play with mine. Finally, he asked me if I wanted to come lie down with him, to which I replied yeah :\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ He asked me questions about what I did for fun in California. So weird. I asked him bare minimum questions bc I didn’t believe he was a doctor, and I didn’t really care to get to know him. We talked a bit more about nothing. Then Martin and Jenny also came down at this point. I think we started to kiss again, and he started to finger me. Jenny was being so fucking loud, I honestly wanted to slap her!!!! She’s so annoying!! I yelled shut the fuck up jenny!!! She was ruining it. It felt so nice to be held by him. I felt so safe and secure ): He fell asleep. I moved up to the couch and I had such a bad headache by this point bc I had only slept 1.5 hours max, and I wanted to die. I was being so negative to him lmao. Jas and Jenny finally left after I asked them one billion times when they were leaving. As soon as they left, he tapped me and said something, but I didn’t hear. I immediately said out loud, “Ok, let’s go upstairs to get some rest.” I wanted a fucking bed!!!!! We both went upstairs and he complimented the house. Backtracking to our convo downstairs earlier. It was so weird bc he asked me so many questions, and I get it, this was him trying to figure out who I even was. He assumed I lived in Austin, and that this was actually my house, when I was visiting and this was an AirBNB. Anyway, we went to the bedroom, and I lay to the side bc I really wanted to rest (knowing full well I wasn't). He was there with his phone texting and Idr when he told me, but he said he friends left without him. I had asked him earlier when he was leaving and he said today actually. I was kind of sad bc I was hoping he was staying until the day after so I could spend more time with him. After he finished texting, he cuddled me from the back, and we started fucking around. Then he proceeds to tell me has a condom, and I'm like what don't you get? You are actually stupid. You don't have one!!! His breath also tasted like milk at this point. Not that it was a bad thing but he hadn't brushed his teeth in a while. He went down on me again which was gr9. He asked me if I wanted to have sex without a condom, to which I replied “no, idk you.” He laughed it off. I took off my shirt and it got stuck on my big head, and I was so mortified haha. We kept doing the thing where he'd tease me with his dick outside and he’s dry hump me. And I rolled my eyes, I was tired and too sober for this. He kept making me give him a hand job and my right arm was so tired, I wanted to die. He ended up finishing himself off, and he came all over my stomach while grabbing my boob. Oh ya before that he would let me lie down on top of him, and he would hold/hug/squeeze me. It was so nice and comforting. He also had a habit of tapping his fingers on me, which I felt endearing. I asked him for a towel to wipe myself off. He said he hoped his friends were still there and that his checkout time wasn't until 4pm. I can't believe he chose to stay with me knowing full well he had to leave. He couldn't find his briefs, but I found them in the sheets. I walked him down, grabbed his sunglasses and watch for him, and he pulled me in to kiss me a few last times. He squeezed me tight and it was so sweet. I enjoyed it. We said goodbye at the door, and he did the lingering hand, and I'm sure if I gave in to kiss him, he would've pulled me in again. I've never met or been with anyone who’s so obsessed with kissing.

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