#b0rderline

[wherewhywho]

im in my *dont touch me* era

#depression anxiety #social anxiety #b0rderline #depressi0n #bpd #bpd problems

[opens-up-4-nobody]

God. One of my little sisters is such a bitch. She's done me some genuine damage in exacerbating my already social bad anxiety. But when I have dreams where she's been hurt or killed, it's so horrible bc she's still my lil sister :-(

#its bc last night my dad had a dream she was in a car wreck. he transferred that anxiety onto me #shes such a bitch tho.just like intolerant of things she doesnt understand. and she does not understand my unwell brain #i think she likes my youngest sistsr best now. which fair bc i do too but we used to be besties. we used to explore in the woods together #and play ellos and barbies and legos and poly pockets and magnets. and now we never text eachother. its sorta sad #its not just me tho. my youngest sister and i have a 4 year gap so we weren't really interacting much when were were little bc she was too #bby to me but shes such a genuinely lovely person now. shes a special ed and preschool teacher. i asked her mom how she ended up with both #of my sisters bc my middle sister is the most like entitled person i kno. like my parents r very generous and she doesnt think for a moment #about not accepthing things from them. she thinks shes owed that amd more. its so strange #and my mom was like. thank goodness i got the youngest bc otherwise id think something was wrong with me #im prob somewhere in the middle of them. my brain is just more fucked up so like im greatful but im struggling. theres not a ton of like #really obvious mental illness in my family tho. just here and there someone should b diagnosed and get a bit of help. my uncle is the only #other one who could possibly be bipo1ar but hes also got a lot of problems: severe adhd and possibly b0rderline. so it could just b that but #my dad says when u talk to him sometimes things just doent make sense bc hes had convos in his head wuth you so he thinks u kno already #idk. its interesting tho #unrelated

[sedatedisdead]

4ever laughing @ all these p0st hardc0re, hardc0re, b0rderline em0 bands getting mad that em0 trap is a thing but were tha same 0nes 2 call 3OH!3, BrokenCYDE, Hollywood Undead, etc. “hard” lol

Lmao d0nt think eye 4g0t

[diabolicalbehavioraltherapy]

turns out youre still b0rderline even when you’re on shr0oms

#this is so fucking b0rderline i cant #bpd is fun #drugs /// #D0 N0T R3BL0G

[freakonwheatx]

PSA

@b0rderline-doll is bae, she's super cute ahhhh. 😇😇😇

#ship name : M&M #😂

[wherewhywho]

want to do an overdose

#depression anxiety #social anxiety #b0rderline #depressi0n #bpd #bpd problems #0verd0se #su1cidal