#away from home stream

[andthingsleftover]

The thing is about Foolish, is that he puts his whole heart into everything. Commissioned to build a giant mansion? He'll go crazy trying to make sure the entire roof is perfect and missing blocks are replaced. Wants to add a chandelier to his fancy ceiling? He'll spend three hours losing his mind figuring out how to proportion it so it looks the absolute best he can. Roleplay an immortal suddenly discovering death? He'll tear your heart out with his questions and confusion. BadBoyHalo needs someone to bounce his craziness off? Sure, let's be the straight man to Bad's 'give me an inch and I'll take several miles' and carry on a country-building arc for a year. Oh, the server god wants a giant statue of himself and he'll give powers? Why not spend three months agonizing over freehanding some wings in survival. Thrown into a new group of people in this valorant 5-stack? He'll be the one with the weird opener that gets everyone talking and enjoying themselves. Given an introverted child? He delves to the deepest part of his understanding of human emotion to figure out how to relate to her and introduce her to making friends and help her come out of her shell. Friend stops by your discord call to say something in his native language? He'll spend a whole year systematically dismantling that language and trying to build his understanding of it from the ground up until he can read (and almost write!) it pretty well. Friends want to do emotional roleplay? He'll showcase his stunning emotional intelligence and find the most moving lines to get his point across. His ability to yes-and is truly incredible.

Sure, he's silly and goofy and loves making noises. But he always throws everything he has into every situation and that's, I think, why everyone he interacts with tends to love him.

#foolish gamers #also if you watch some of his earliest streams where he's just dipping his toes into roleplaying #and contrast them with his current character lines #the difference is striking. he's so much more natural now #like early on he would use much more studious words and his sentence structure was complicated and his tone of voice was very rigid #think back to the stream where he reveals his lighting powers #and then watch the stream where he convinces leo to not run away from home

[sminny-wew]

THE WELCOME HOME UPDATE HOLY FUCK

#I WATCHED THE NIGHT MIND STREAM INSTEAD OF CHECKING THE SITE ITSELF B/C I'M STILL A WEENIE WHEN IT COMES TO HORROR #BUT OH MY GOD #OH MY *GOD* #EVEN IF I HAVE TO STEP AWAY FROM WELCOME HOME IN THE FUTURE DUE TO MY OWN ANXIETY #THIS PROJECT WILL ALWAYS BE AN ABSOLUTE WORK OF GODDAMN ART!!!!!!! #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! #welcome home

[quackdates]

quackity is in the qsmp chat 🤣🤣

#last stream he went exploring with foolish and ended up very far away from spawn/home/civilization idk they were just in mountains lmao #btw after bruh he left

[sysig]

They have the cutest friendship (Patreon)

#Doodles #Welcome Home #Barnaby B. Beagle #Wally Darling #I could've sworn I had more ideas initially but they flew away the longer I sat on them #Mostly being caught up with Nick Nocturne - fun to tune in every once in a while these days haha #But yeah people from the stream relaying to Nick fun little tidbits was very cute #Gave a crack at the one he read off about Wally just laying on the ground until he was retrieved haha #Barnaby looking out for him ♥ Teaching him things and helping him along - it's very cute! #My love of puns also had to take a front seat and what better puppet to play with right lol #I made that one up myself you may applaud if you so choose (lol) #I told it to smol and ma the day or so after I made those and got a giggle and an eyeroll respectively hehe ♪ #Silliness #They have cute designs as well! Of course haha #I'm always a fan of big plush-looking paws and they both have the sleepy upper eyelid! Such fun shapes #Enjoyable to draw cute and silly lads

[bumblebeerror]

Have a few sneak peeks of my art from this project - the video premieres tomorrow on the anniversary of the DSMP <3

I poured a lot of love and care into the few frames I created for skater, and once it’s up I’ll be able to post my original image with my signature on it. <3

#dsmpblr #dsmp philza #dsmp techno #dsmp doomsday #follow me on twitch. you agree. I’m gonna try to stream when I get home from up north #I’m away for my dad’s death day so I hope this posts #Youtube

[kazeofthemagun]

He did not remember falling asleep.

@cursedfortune

What he did remember was opening his eyes within the dream and seeing a wide field of dust, the ground already soaked with the blood of prior generations. Awaiting further tribute, as though forgetting that it no longer existed.

Nothing remained of Windaria, but his sleeping mind did not know that.

"Svaardzjetrorahm."

Ah, yes. The price of silence had to be paid.

He looked into crimson eyes and suddenly they were both children. Wide cranberry hues gazing from below as the older Windarian gave chase. A self-satisfied smirk on his face, leaping past wooden obstacles to try and snatch him by the ankle. Climbing onto intricate constructions, challenging their bodies until both were strewn on the ground, panting and sharing jokes.

He remembered laughing at them. Kaadhavriija was always vocal, a pride that demanded himself to be the center of attention. He picked up gossip like a sponge, particularly the kind about pretty women. He remembered acting holier-than-thou when Vriija was caught snooping on Tuenh-bani Majuru and they were both beat so hard by Ohnzhejhar-vahree they couldn't sit straight for three days.

It was a life. It was far from perfect, but it was theirs.

To think one would die at the hand of another.

"Vriija." His mouth opened, but no sound came. Instead, the memory replayed as it always did.

The dance in the dust, accompanied by the gazes of cold, hard wooden sculptures. Featureless masks deifying silence. An ode to their lives, their memories together, the drum-beat of their pulse quickening as blades met and shed sparks. As a vicious shotel of bluish metal glanced off the shell of Magun, allowing for Geryon's fang to slip inbetween Vriija's -

But - no. He tasted blood. It reeked of smoke.

"Kaadh -"

His voice erupted in a cough, dagger slipping from his grasp. He felt something rip and tear inside, stealing breath. The bottom of his mouth filled with heat that spilled from the corner of his lip. Dark droplets upon the dirt.

Wasn't it poetic? How their blades reflected their eyes. Crimson in blue and blue in crimson. Hand in hand, like the time they ran and chased one another down the training grounds of Lir Hassan.

Like the time they ran and chased one another through life. One step ahead - one step behind. A dance of brothers. Jealousy, but also pride. Not only in themselves, but in one another. And then the chase fell away. He became a summoner, then alihkar. Vriija stayed behind, the watchful raptor of the band. He could call him and he would come, a fleet-footed friend he could forever rely on. Despite their newfound shift of power, there was no resentment.

Until the day White Cloud took down his hood, of course. Wrong place, wrong time.

Just like Vriija.

...And him.

...And Chaos.

It was all a neverending string of misfortune layered ontop of misfortune, but he was paying for it, no? Paying for it with every day he lived and every day he died.

"I'm sorry, fenlai."

If only he could tell him. If only there was a way to fix this. Instead, his brother was prowling closer, red eyes trained on blue. No, there was only resentment now. Only hatred. He should have known, for he offered wrath for wrath that day.

Bare apologies were hollow. It was his suffering that gave them meaning.

He felt a gloved hand caress the side of his face, brushing aside sweat-stickied hairs. A whisper, almost too sweet. Like gently rubbing in salt.

"You are no friend of mine."

A wild, stabbing pain. He looked down to see his own dagger buried in his gut. Blood rushed freely past a trembling chin, painting streams of black down tan skin. He fervently mouthed an apology. Eyes wide, eyes like prey.

And then he felt Vriija's grip shift before the wolf's own claw ripped him open.

"AH -"

He awoke with a start, nearly kicking himself off the sofa in his panic. He must have swung the Magun in confusion, almost hard enough to strain his muscles. Breath returned to both his lungs, a series of coughs and a strangled whine as his hand clawed at the fabric over his middle, as though attempting to stop his innards from falling in a heap at his feet.

Breathe, Svaardzjetrorahm. There is no wound. There is no danger. There is no enemy.

"Haaa.... haaa...." both his lungs were in order, at least. A droplet of sweat traveled down his temple, and the Wind rose to his feet to head outside.

He was kneeling in front of the circle of painted stone that he had once created in the Witch's garden. The crisp night air cooled his skin and cleared his mind, helping suppress the jitters that sought to claim reign over his body. A part of him wondered whether the occasional tremor was still a vestige of the nightmare, or if maybe the low temperature was playing its part. Either way, it mattered very little.

Eyes like the ocean stared forlornly into the middle of the grave - the window to death. The idrhisen lay pristine and undisturbed, tended to regularly by the both of them. Truly, he could not even begin to thank the Witch for maintaining a monument not of her own people whenever he was gone. It was a testament to her trust in him, to trust in the significance of this symbolic grave he built. She never knew any of his blood, yet treated them like kin nonetheless.

As they all were. Connected not in blood, but in Soil. Prayers of the earth on the wind, answered now on another world under a different star. So that they may finally have a home away from home. Aviro-tou.

"I'm sorry." He repeated, finding his voice broken. A tear finding its way past the frigid dam in his eye traced a thin rivulet past his ekkti, only to fall upon stone.

If only there was a way to make it right. Their sins lived with them, but never died. He wondered whether it was holding his brother from rebirth. Do you miss them, Vriija..? The Wind's thoughts wandered. The old times, before any of this happened. Before the Gun met the Sword and the prophecy was set in motion. Before the hurt. Before betrayal.

Before bloodshed. Why did things always have to end in blood?

Why not, a stray thought answered. This is what you are. Accursed.

Kaze lowered himself, a deep bow of his back until his forehead kissed stone. Crimson hair spilling freely and hiding his face from sight. He remained like this for some time, meditating silently.

After all, the most he could do was remember.

There truly was not too much more left.

#cursedfortune #[[thread #blood tw #gore tw #[[Regret and Reconciliation #Windarian translations: kaadhavrija is Rushing Stream. Tuenh-bani Majuru is Singing with the Breeze and Ohnzhejhar-vahree is Silver Storm #with an attached honorific #fenlai is friend #idrhisen aviro-tou means death window away from home. alternatively called an idrhikal (death stone) as well

[remythologise]

fine fine I'll buy tumblr ad-free and some badges. anything to keep this website running

#disposable income primary purposes 80% rent 20% savings 0.5% supporting dying website that's home away from home #kira for ts #cancelled one of my streaming subscription services to keep things even and I only got amazon to show support for go anyway #oh these badges are not very aesthetically pleasing to me... well. hm

[larrylimericks]

8Jun22

June Yelling Edition Pride month’s coming out with a bang: Soon Lou’s headed back to Zach Sang, The MP trailer drops On Thursday—hearts will stop, And Away From Home’s headed to Spain!

Fortune Telling Edition Their future’s a fortune untold, But beneath blue and green paper folds They stay paired together— LOML’s forever— Like Lou’s dirty socks, two mated souls.

#correction: not the mp trailer but two photos #and a vanity fair article that nicely navigates harry's involvement in an lgbtq film #larry #louis #louis tomlinson #harry #harry styles #so much stuff was announced today #louis will be on zach sang’s show in the upcoming weeks #he’s a thoughtful interviewer who focuses on the music and the process #looking forward to lou’s dyouknowwotimean? count going up #amazon prime announced a “first look” at my policeman tomorrow #and the internet imploded #and louis officially announced this year’s away from home festival date and location and lineup #(including sun room — yay!) #louis saw the vaccines at leeds in 2011 and now they’re playing his festival #and that’s some poetic king shit #more eye imagery in the festival graphics #hshq revealed a visual glossary of the harry’s house items #that showed up (or not) based on spotify streaming #a paper fortune teller represented loml #complete with ‘blue’ and ‘green’ on two facing flaps #and i’m living for harry dragging his husband with a pair of blue-striped dirty socks for boyfriends #limerick-lt #limerick-hs #june 8 #2022 #double edition

[semercury]

I want to stream again but I'm afraid of people judging me or saying something stupid or people hating me over some little misspeak or something, which is unfortunate bc one of the reasons I started streaming was to challenge my fear of people judging me or saying something stupid or people hating me over some little misspeak or something.

#stuff sarah says #''i will do this to challenge my social anxiety and my anxiety in general'' *lets the anxiety take that away from me too* #i think it doesnt help that i worry about this stuff at work too so i come home anxious over silly little social interactions #and then my nerves are too fried to try and do smth that might make me anxious after #also i dont think its a coincidence that i stopped streaming around the time i stopped seeing my therapist #no one to calm me down or talk me down from the spiral ledge at least not consistently #if it gets bad enough ill bring it up with a few close people but i have to be like. wanting to throw up its so bad #like bordering on being unable to function well bad #bc otherwise it would just be all the time and past experience tells me that makes people hate me sooo... #im thinking of trying a schedule tho. so i can do it semi consistently #thay goes a little against my super casual approach but idk it might be casual enough #might do wednesdays and sundays #idk

[bibleofficial]

this FAT bitch !!!!!! she KNOWS i SEE her 😭😭😭

#stream #THOSE ARE FOR THE BIRDS !!!!!!!!!!!!! #U HAVE YALLS SHIT ROCK 😭😭😭 #ALSKALSKALKSALKSLAKSLAKA #as if they didn’t start menacing my professor & i while we were talking on campus ALSKALKSLALSLDLAL #like YALL DAMN 😭😭😭 #it’s so fucking funny like there is literally only 1 place i’ve seen squirrels so boldly just walk up to u & it was the fucking park in #london that they stole the squirrels from for charlie in the chocolate factory like deadass u could pet the squirrles on campus if u feed #one for a few days straight 😭😭😭 #ALSKLSKALKSALSJLAKSLADLASKA #it’s so fucking FUNNY #like theyre not even wild anymore ALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA #the squirrels at home are NOT NEARLY as friendly as the campus 1s OBVIOSULY but they don’t run away much anymore lol #like they Recognize Us #& so do the birds like the cardinals always do #& the blue birds

[iinmysights]

OK FINE IM GOING TO BED. but if i suddenly changed from my pathetic loser cute bf to “he’s literally me”ing a demon in my pfp and banner later no i didn’t.

#Ravage.txt #dl #the way my heart hurt so much when i looked away from the ending of e6 to see my friend still watching with tears streaming down her face. #the parallels we both saw in each other through them. the way that id do anything to keep her happy and healthy and i couldn’t do anything #then and earlier and neither could he. god. god. fuck. i need to go home and get a drink

[thequeencity]

there should not be regional blackouts in the year 2022 i swear to god

#dumbest shit ever #esp when i want to watch the not-local broadcast???? #and nhl66 is NOT as reliable as it used to be #so it's a problem #like in ~theory~ it's about #not taking traffic away from local channels #or getting people to go to the game #but neither of these things are true #and make no sense if a) the person isn't planning on watching the local broadcast #and b) #it's not even a home game for detroit i s2g #also they make no sense #in fact i think they'd make MORE money #if there weren't regional blackouts #bc then people who don't have msg & etc #would also get value from the streaming service??????

[king-tower]

with the first round of dates over with, it's almost time to eliminate a couple of the contestants. but while Aster ponders that decision, it looks like those in the villa are enjoying their time together -- some more than others.

and Farah is still thinking about that hostess

#harlow:rubybc #elliott by edns #lola by ashharjo #selina by creationofadams #glitch by simminglytimeladies #virtue by simminglytimeladies #nova by sugarcain sims #farah by ashharjo #aster harlow #elliott is still trying to stream while hes away from home AKJHAH

[sapnapsboyfriend]

found this playlist on spotify and its been making me go fucking insane screaming crying throwing up screaming in anguish etc etc i cannot highly reccomend it if you have the desert duo brainrot (even if u don't its just a really good playlist) and if u see this and u made this playlist i want you to know that you get them more than anyone on this gay fucking earth and i wanna know how it feels to have the biggest brain possible. you fucking legend

#desert duo #scarian #3rd life #double life #last life #mcyt #so many songs have come on and i have to put my hand over my chest or my heart will explode out of it #there are so many songs i listen to all the time but in the context of desert duo they make me IN FUCKING SANE #LIKE FOR EXAMPLE. famous last words mcr comes on. first words im like ohhh yes love this one. THEN IT KICKS IN. #I AM NOT AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVING I AM NOT AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE HONEY IF YOU STAY ILL BE FORGIVEN NOTHING YOU CAN SAY WILL STOP #ME GOING HOME. #I SEE YOU LYING NEXT TO ME. WITH WORDS I THOUGHT ID NEVER SPEAK. AWAKE AND UNAFRAID. ASLEEP OR DEAD. #LIKE HOLY FUCKING SHIT. ITSA GREAT SONG ALREADY BUT PUT IT IN THE CONEXT OF THESE TWO AND YOU CAN ACTUALLY FEEL THE ROT CONSUMING YOUR MIND #OH OH AND!!!! outrunning karma came on and i HAD TO STEP AWAY FROM THE DISHES I WAS DOING. PUT MY HANDS UP FULLY STEPPED AWAY. #HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT. ITS SO TRUE AND IT HURTS SO MUCH. #anyway stream this playlist to fucking die about scarian.

[a-ghostlight-for-roman]

I’m so sick of waiting for my PC parts to come in, I just wanna be able to use my art tablet again man

#My laptop broke months ago & I finally got the money to build a PC but waiting for shipping feels like forever #Everything should be in by the 19th though #Then we’re back in business #Now that I’m living away from home I really wanna properly stream art #& other stuff maybe I dunno #But I’m gonna be packed next semester I have several notoriously hard courses/tough professors #& I’m starting a job #& trying to break into undergrad research… Lots of stuff going on for me. #Matt mutters

[cibome]

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#delete later #i went away to the mountains for the weekend and i had a lot of fun and i feel calm and relaxed from spending time in nature and hiking #we also went to see the starts it was so much fun #BUT #i went with my mom and her friends from work and its very exhausting for me to be expected to be sociable 24/4 i just cant do it #i cant be friendly and talkative around people i barely know for THREE DAYS #plus on the first night i accidentally broke my thumb ring which ive had for 3-4 years #i rotate it around my finger all the time to keep me concentrated it calms me down AND it also helps me reduce my skin picking #its not a big problem since i can just buy a new one (if they still have them which idk) but at the time when it broke ... #mind you i accidentally dropped it to the ground and it fragmented into like 20 bits it overwhelmed me so much i almost cried on the spot #im back home already which is good but im so EXHAUSTED emotionally and socially and im working all day tomorrow... #which means i wont be able to buy a new ring until tuesday when i usually cannot even leave the house without it on #rn it just feels so wrong i even feel a bit sick from not having it on #ITS JUST A FUCKING RING... why do i depend this much on a fucking ring idk #but like i had a lot of fun we saw lots of beautiful sceneries i have pics ill probs post them later #i took my reflex but i forgot to charge it or bring the charger so i could only take pics on the first and last day #also the hiking we did was in places that were kind of physically straining so i dont think bringing it wouldve been a good idea #RANT OVER if you read all the way to here i love you thanks for reading my stream of consciousness quite literally <3