#autoheart propaganda

[mumbledramblings]

god, "robbing banks" just came on in my playlist and like, do i even have to say it....

it's so trigun-core. i'm going insane.

my first thought was about wolfwood and his relationship with being a gung-ho gun. he's an attack dog, and dogs only get as vicious as he is after being violently abused. he's not afraid of doing the wrong thing because he's a cynical realist and he knows how the world works, no matter how much he might wish otherwise. and then he meets the gang and realizes just how wrong the things he's doing are. and now he can no longer stomach what he has done, what he has to do. (he does it anyway, because it's all he knows. but god he wishes he knew better, wishes someone would stop him, punish him, save him.)

but it could also be vash and his tendency of taking responsibility for the actions others take around him (and the destruction they inevitably cause). his refusal to condemn even the worst people has, contradictively, robbed a million banks, killed a thousand flies. (badlands rumble is literally about this.) not to mention he feels directly responsible for knives' actions. he knows that a lot of his brother's actions is done specifically get to vash. every victim is simply collateral in their sibling spat. the longer vash avoids him, the worst it's only going to get. in order to uphold rem's impossible ideal of love and peace, he has to confront knives. he has no other choice. it all comes back to him.

i just- please just listen to the song. i don't need to explain the lore to you, you already know it. just listen to the song and then the rest of autoheart's discography

#trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #mid writes #mid's autoheart-trigun spiral #autoheart propaganda #those tags aren't necessary but at least im being honest to myself #autoheart songs are good universally but also in a trigun context specifically #please please please please just listen to them it will open your eyes or at least be a good bop to jam to #edit: sticking it under a read more bc i'm on mobile and it looks a little long even though it didn't seem like much when typing it

[coffinsister]

If it's not to much to ask, what did you have on your coffin playlist? And if you're taking suggestions, I would say Annabelle by creeper fits

Here is Soleil's Ultimate List of Coffincest Songs, that I could actually remember, that I put together this morning just for u Anonnie !!!!

If I say Where you at - Ayesha Erotica do I get shot mid-sentence or after finishing the sentence 

I was really close to including ManEater - Nelly Furtado here but besides the title and the You wish you never ever even met me at all line it doesn't really fit them lol

Cannibal - Kesha 

Someone Gets Hurt - Mean Girls Musical 

(You wanna click this link you wanna click it so so bad)

An Unhealthy Obsession - Synthetic Orchestra 

Obsessed With You - The Orion Experience

Stalker's Tango - AutoHeart

Kuroneko No Tango 

Masochism Tango - Tom Lehrer

(Click on this link click on this link click on this link)

Love Me Dead - Ludo 

I Love You Like An Alcoholic - The Taxpayers 

No Children - The Mountain Goats (This is very Decay route of their part)

Sex With A Ghost - Teddy Hyde

In my Room - Insane Clown Posse (Lowkey Cementary Girl fits them too)

Sadistic Vampire - Meri Yapura 

Magnet by them is also pretty good I think (Btw I need everybody to know that the guy voice here is how I think Andrew sounds like, I have many approved votes of reference for this.)

Sociopath (Lol this one is just ASPD Ashley propaganda but also Decay Route vibes)

Romance is Boring - Los Campesinos 

Normal People Things - LoveJoy

Pacify Her - Melanie Martinez 

505 - Artic Monkeys 

Crazy Girls - TOOPOOR

You're So Creepy - Ghostown

Diablo - (This Song is Decay Route Ashley to me)

This Is Love 

Me and My Husband - Mitski (This is how Ashley sees Andrew lol)

A Pearl - Mitski (This just reminds me of Andrew's nightmares tbh)

Tag you're It - Melanie Martinez (When he chases her on the Decay Route something something I'm mentally unwell)

#can you all tell that I love talking lol #the coffin of andy and leyley #ashley graves #andrew graves #coffincest #soleil asks

[azantiss]

Intro! in more depth

hello! i finally actually got tumblr wow. no more just lurking on the web version and getting screenshots from friends :)

my main focuses for this blog will probably be: (1) music, (2) ace/aro spectrum self-discovery stuff, (3) general stuff about psychology, (4) personal art projects. i also tend to ramble about random things i discover about being a person so if that shows up here don't be surprised. not sure if people usually make different blogs for these things but we'll see i guess.

my life: i am a university student! i'm a cognitive science major with psychology and neuroscience concentration and a gender studies minor. almost done with my bachelors yippee! i also have a radio show where i'm a DJ and get to propaganda the masses (/lh) yay. probably implied there but i am over 18 (i am 20). i also reside in the US. i am also queer. i use they/them pronouns and identify somewhere within the non-binary umbrella. probably agender. i am also currently unpacking my sexuality but i believe i am pretty strongly on the aromantic spectrum. i have been finding myself identifying more as just ambivalent to like everything gender/sexuality of late. i am a floating orb in space time idk man. most of why i made this account is to find more aromantic education resources.

i am also autistic and adhd, along with some crock pot of other stuff like anxiety depression ocd cptsd, and potentially bpd (also unpacking that one) and probably other things i am not remembering. insomnia if that counts i have incredibly chronic insomnia. some day maybe i will share my sleep charts where we see my average sleep hours are like 3 per night it's a nice chart.

i'm a leftist- or something around that area, terms can vary. if you are in any way a bigot, go away. this is not a place for homophobia, transphobia, racism, xenophobia, zionism, ableism, victim-blaming, sexism, or any other kind of discrimination etc. i strive to be aware of everything that i say but if there's ever any issues i am unaware of or could improve upon speaking about, feel free to educate me if you'd like!

i use tone indicators! will try to remember to put them in as much as i can if something needs it.

i do a project called 'an album a day' and i'm hoping to share that for 2024!! if you have any super awesome albums to share, send them to me any time! above is a picture of last year's album a day! I will tag those posts with #azantisalbumaday2024

some current music hyperfixations: the narcissist cookbook, careful gaze, bloodywood, fast animals and slow kids, set to stun, bring me the horizon, fall out boy, muse, the amazing devil, nothing but thieves, autoheart, vienna teng, art sorority, jean dawson, my chemcial romance, you me at six, and like a million other artists for whom i don't know enough of their discography to list them here.

the main genres i listen to are metalcore, rock adjacent anything, metal, idk how to describe genres. i really love most music but rock adjacent is my main one. i love music very much i am incredibly autistic about it.

if you use it, feel free to follow me on last fm here!!

hobbies/other interests: trying to get hobbies that aren't being a student, playing piano, zines/lyric videos (working on these), zentangles!!, dogs, trying to be politically aware, applying to jobs i guess, general crafting things, hanging out with my friends whom i love dearly, board games, listening to music (but you probably got that already), psychology, autism (i am autistic dw), the sims, minecraft, OH i forgot spreadsheets i LOVEEEE spreadsheets. also will occasionally go on rants about books or movies, most currently, whiplash and bojack horseman but im sensing a hunger games fixation reemerging.

i am trying to get back into reading. planning on reading some webtoons and the new hunger games book soon so maybe we'll see stuff about that too.

my hot takes: radiohead is good, wet socks aren't that bad if you have ventilation (crocs for example), and days should have 26.5 hours.

feel free to ask me questions or lmk if there's other things i should add to this post. idk how to use tumblr

#idk what im doing man #azantisalbumaday2024 #the narcissist cookbook #lastfm #autistic #audhd #queer #bojack horseman #whiplash #zines #aromantic #arospec #music #piano #spreadsheets #cognitive science #psychology #bring me the horizon #fall out boy #fast animals and slow kids #vienna teng #autoheart #amazing devil #mental health #idk how tags work #the sims 4

[boofblr]

my dearest toni, my most beloved, my sweet angel, i have some songs for u ♥️

i saw someone recommended rainbow kitten surprise but they’re my favorite band rn and first class, heart, and goodnight chicago are my favorites 😌♥️

fighting in the car by joe p. and strawberry by andrew montana are 2 songs i found thru tiktok and i adore them fighting in the car is my top played song right now

state lines by novo amor is beautiful and i think everyone should listen to it, it’s a bit bon iver-esque

and ofc, another favorite group of mine, autoheart

my favorites of theirs are moscow (it literally makes me smile so big when i listen to it it’s so fun), lent, and hungover in the city of dust ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

u don’t have to reply with this many songs i just love u and i love spreading my music propaganda mwah mwah mwah u3u

LEX MY DARLING SHUT UP!!!!!! moscow by autoheart is one of my all time favorite songs ����HOW DID U KNOW i haven't listened to their other songs though so thank you for the other recs! i love them

those songs from rainbow kitten surprise break my heart. goodnight chicago is my ultimate favorite of them, u know i have a thing for change and growth and grieving your past

both of the tiktok suggestions GO OFF fr 🤧in vastly different ways but they're welcome in my playlists lol

ur right state lines is a masterpiece and i have the urge to listen to it on repeat while staring at my ceiling. i think that's something that could either tear me apart or heal me or maybe both.

gives you close-to-my-heart recommendations in return:

little person by jon brion from synecdoche, new york

somebody else now by daoi freyr

superhero style by eddi front

rise like a phoenix by conchita wurst

your dog by soccer mommy

love you like that by dagny

take care of this house by barabra streisand (originally from 1600 pennsylvania avenue)

just a quail by louie zong

your favorite sidekick by underscores feat. 8485

let's swap music recommendations!

#asks #ask #everythingblooms

[vote-for-eggman]

Very stupid thing I just noticed and explaining how to figured this out is not relevant, but the song Moscow by Autoheart is a response to Anti-gay Russian propaganda from around 2013 and part of the song goes

"Come on, let's go back to Moscow."

And I realized

"let's go back to"

LGBT.... Very clever, though it probably was entirely unintentional

#autoheart #punch

[dotzines]

Artist Spotlights!

🎤 Penco 🥁 PikaPlushing 🎷 Pine

🎺 Pip 🎸 Primarinite 🎻 Propaganda101

Interview below the cut!

Introduce yourself

🎤 Hello hello! Penco here! I've been drawing ever since I was little but it's only been recently that I've started to take art a bit more seriously. I like digital art but traditional art has been my favourite form for years, particularly watercolour art. You can find me on Instagram and Tumblr as pencokun! 🥁 I'm a digital and traditional artist. I'm interested in video games, Japanese culture, Anime, Vocaloid, Cosplay, Sewing, etc. (its a longggg list www). I'm really quiet and awkward in person, but once I get to know you, I'm pretty much cursed trash. You can find my art accounts here: https://www.instagram.com/vladslab/ , https://twitter.com/vladslab98 , https://vladslab.tumblr.com/ 🎷 I recently turned 18 and reside in the chaotic state of Florida. A common theme in my drawings include clowns, angels and demons. I have a hard time finding interests but I like Demon Slayer and had a long addiction to Overwatch along with Osomatsu-san (which I don’t understand but glad I had fun hehe). I post art only on dA:@pinekun and iG:@pinefii :,D 🎺 I'm a being of chaos and insomnia, im both a traditional and digital artist as well as an aspiring animator you can find my art at my Instagram @jl_artsandcreations and Tumblr @jl-artsandcreations 🎸 I'm a 19 year old digital artist! My usual art has a very cartoon style, with my main drawing interests being furry oc's and Pokemon. My art blog is primarinite.tumblr.com and my art Twitter is twitter.com/primarinart. 🎻 Hey, the name's Wreath! I don't know how to write these types of things but i'll try! I like drawing, musical theater and fashion. I'm mainly a digital artist but I do traditional art on occasion. You can find me on Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/propaganda-101

Do you do commissions post? Where can we find the info?

🥁 https://www.instagram.com/stories/highlights/17930193547305258/

🎷 https://www.instagram.com/p/B4wCeeWBUr_/

🎸 https://primarinite.tumblr.com/post/189367724219/ive-redone-my-commission-sheet-to-include-updated

Do you listen to music (or tv shows/films/anything else) when drawing?

🎤 Mostly music but I also like to work in silence whenever I'm working on details. 🥁 Usually I'll have my headphones on and listen to different types of music depending on the feel of the piece I'm trying to make. 🎷 I like to listen to music or watch an anime while I draw! 🎺 Yes, I listen to music while drawing 🎸 I have a playlist full of my favourite songs and go to that when I want some music. 🎻 Yup! I find that I work better if i'm listening to music especially if the music fits with the theme/aesthetic. But if i'm bored I might watch youtube while drawing.

What’s your favorite music artist/band? If you could ask your favorite band/music artist one question, what would it be?

🎤 My number one is definitely ABBA! I grew up with their music, after all. 🥁 I love anything Vocaloid, but if I had to choose, my favorite producer would probably be Neru or Deco*27. As for bands, Autoheart, Three Days Grace, Mother Mother and Breaking Benjamin. One question I'd love to ask any of them would be what inspired them to start music and what keeps them going. 🎷 My current favorite artist is Conan Gray but I also really appreciate Hobo Johnson. Hm, what’re their favorite songs? :^0 🎺 I don't really have a favorite music type if I like it I like it but if i had to choose it would be the singer Nico Collins sice i love all his songs 🎸 My favourite band is either Deaf Havana or Wolf Alice. 🎻 Though they are technically a fictional band, my favourite band is Hello Happy World. Their music warms my cold dead heart. I don't actually know what i'd ask them, i'd probably ask them for a hug and to have a good day.

Do you play an instrument? If not would you like to play one? Which one?

🎤 I can play the melodica but I'd love to be able to play the piano and any of the string quartet. 🥁 I've played the piano for nearly my whole life. 🎷 I used to play violin in orchestra for one year, which my tiny hands do not cooperate with. I also had one year of guitar class. 🎺 I don't play an instrument now but I use to play the clarinet but now i would like to play the piano 🎸 I would really like to learn the guitar one day! 🎻 I mean, if your voice counts as an instrument then yes I do, but if not then i'd like to play drums.

Which song(s) are you going to draw?

🎤 I've drawn Lenka's "Trouble Is A Friend" for this zine and I'll also be drawing Cecile Corbel's "Bal de Chats". 🥁 My main piece is Flower Tail feat. KAITO by yuukiss. 🎷 I think Conan Gray-Comfort Crowd, unless I have some big brain blast moment for another song. 🎺 Killing Butterflies by Lewis Blissett and if i finish this pices early i may do another using the song Lullaby by Ellise 

🎸 Free to Breathe by Cold War Kids 🎻 Revolting Children from Matilda the Musical, because it's been stuck in my head for a full month.

What do you expect from this zine?

🎤 I expect to see real cool stuff! 🥁 I can't wait to see the wide spread of different types of music as well as all the talent of all the different artists! 🎷 To learn about what a zine community is like and to face the deadlines, as well as learn the process of one. 🎺 To broaden my horizons and get more attention on my blogs and art work 🎸 I'm excited to see all of the wonderful art being put forward for this. It's great to see so many artists from different walks of life coming together. 🎻 I expect to get introduced to a bunch of new music and artists.

Anything else you want to add?

🎤 Good luck y'all! 🥁 I'm so happy and excited to be a part of this project and I hope the best to absolutely everyone involved! Much love and take care! Please stay hydrated and sleep! 🎷 Thank you for your hard work! :^D

#Penco #PikaPlushing #Pine #Pip #Primarinite #Propaganda101 #artist spotlight #loop #loop artists