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janehve · 2 months

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Code Name:

Sahadev

I'll mostly be mysterious about myself unlike a certain loudmouth.

「In the midst of chaos, I see you.」

What I tell her according to her:

「You called?」

「Shut up」

「Loser」

「I hate you」

What she tells me according to me:

「Abe oi papa ke pare」

「Princess」

「Kuch to sharam kro」

「Badaam」

I don't have social media, but since there happens to be a girl on this site, and I open this app passive aggressively.

She's unfortunately my frienemy.

I like: Cakes, Chemistry, My glasses, etc.

I hate: Karele ki sabji, swearing, unnecessary conflict or drama.

Aesthetic (given by her)

#intro post #blog intro #introduction #introductory post #mbti intj #aurkitnarulaoge

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aurkitnarulaoge · 2 months

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You guys have matching dp couples?

Yes me and @janehve have matching blogs (unfortunately)

#aurkitnarulaoge #asks and anons #asks and answers

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shyam-kariya · 1 month

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

To my desiblr family

@biharanbitch @aahanna @moonhymnss @aapki-shayara @hi-avathisside @pyaari-aurat @wizardcherryblossom @kabhi-kabhi-aditya @shadowseductress @talesinmyhead040122 @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @main-hun-hi-nahin-iss-duniya-ki @happyliving-blog @khudkifavourite @unhingedperson @alhad-si-simran @magic-shopp @hehehuhuhihi @nipsyyy @journalsofanaesthete @mishrisugar @anarkali-disco-chali @intellectual6666 @dillegaikudigujaratni @humapkehaikaun @kanha-sakhi @bluesuitcrusade @manincaffeine @vibewithhana @udankhatolaa @iluv4my @iluvthesky @saturnspeaksss @bandi-siddhi-sadi-si @vomentallyunstableladka @thatbrownchic @i-am-just-a-girli @whatsleftofdishaa @oldersiblingcurse @premika-hu @paisa-gaadi-mehenga-ghar @kyayarpriyanka @yourmomsahira @idk-anything-tbh @g0j0s @taurusmoon2008 @sweaters-n-socks @aurkitnarulaoge @linesandlattes @nainasfuneral

aur baki sare mutuals kyunki isse zyada mein tag nahi kar sakta. But you all are in my heart. Love you all and sending you hugs

अब सब आए है तो चाय पी कर ही जाना ♡

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sharmisthaaaaa · 1 month

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Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

okay sooo ummm I have been on Tumblr since many years and some of the blogs that i really really reallllllyyy love alot are ,- @ayushtic @inkskinned @ninasdrafts @iwajidshaikh these are my absolute favourite there's another one Rainberry's blog which is deactivated right now, Also,

Even though i have been on Tumblr for so long but it's just very recent that i have started following people from the desi side of Tumblr which obviously i should have done long long long loooooonnnnnnggggggggggg time ago ! and i would love to give these beautiful humans a huge shoutout - @numpypandas @maihonhassan @fancyturtlementality @shyam-kariya @aurkitnarulaoge @tumkokyubataye @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @mainsamayhoon Thank you for being the way you all are and I just wanna say that may universe answers all your prayers 🌸

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abyssmita · 8 days

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Your pfp makes me wanna take aesthetics too but I just look like a desi ferret ifkwim

You are so dang pretty btw

-@aurkitnarulaoge

Then you better be walking with a camera 25/8 cuz I find ferrets extremely cute ☝️ you should definitely take aesthetic pictures, it makes for good memories and an ego boost lol

Also thank youu, but it's all good angles and lighting, trust me 🥹🥹🎀

@aurkitnarulaoge

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janehve · 2 months

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Meri jaan ye kaunsa 'Marry My Husband' bhej diya aapne💀😭? @aurkitnarulaoge

Dialogues dekh ke meri aakhe sooj gai—

#marry my husband #pov: that one girl sent you the most recent kdrama she watched to distract you from studying for your finals #aurkitnarulaoge #janehve #being desi #desi #desi humor #desi shit posting #desi stuff #desi tag #desi tumblr #desiblr #desi boys #kdrama #desi boys watching kdramas

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janehve · 2 months

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Just had a very incredible dream:

Bad drawing and very descriptive dream ahead.

Me and my family were going to a Krishn temple that was situated in the middle of a water body. (Like the middle of the ocean)

The journey there is very dangerous and takes 24 jours probably. People travel there on a train powered by water— and it's like a boat.

Somehow, my family ended up in the first sheltered compartment and I was in the last sheltered compartment.

I decided to go over to my family for some reason (i dont remember really but i was scared or somn).

I got out after a while but realised there was something so I waited and then when there was a little silence, I jumped out and went to the open compartment infront (like it had a roof but no windows)

There weren't much people in the open roof comp. but @aurkitnarulaoge sat there doing something on her phone.

Suddenly, the weather became extreme— tides so big if one compartment was overthrown, all would drown.

The closed comp. were fine cz there were many ppl in them.

I sat on the middle seat and rocked the entire compartment against the flow.

Istg there were two more ppl in the comp. but I was too scared to look at them. One felt big (like big) and the other felt like sinister (?) but child-sized.

Skip to events after I left the O.C. and hung onto the C.C. door cz it was closed.

I found a boat like this when we were closer to the temple:

Except it was made out of leaf and I was at the constant fear of drowning.

I reached the temple with the boat and then— the temple was majestic and bustling with people.

My grandmother was (probably) crocheting something and she scolded someone when they said that the boats had to be on the shore (i assume it was my grandpa).

She told him to atleast wait until I got closer.

Then when I turned the boat I realised the floor next to the elevated was slightly tilted so the water faded there.

When I stood up, I was in this creamish dhoti and kurta but like drenched so it looked yellowish.

I've always had detailed dreams but never remembered most of it— but this is the first time I've actually had an intense dream that I had to wake up, and then still remembered it.

I wanted to share it cz the struggles were difficult but the temple was mesmerising to the point that I forgot I was drenched and almost had a seisure trying to reach my mom in a closed compartment.

Green cirlce is me and the boat

Blue dots are my family.

If I ever learn how to draw it'd probably be this bcz goodness I can't take it off my mind.

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aurkitnarulaoge · 2 months

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Your intro post is 💀

Slayyy 💅✨️

#aurkitnarulaoge #asks and answers #asks and anons

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aurkitnarulaoge · 2 months

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I am literally confused that is your alt acc or what

No it isn't actually (it's a whole ass dude)

#lol #asks and answers #asks and anons #aurkitnarulaoge

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janehve · 19 days

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I want to bash you @aurkitnarulaoge right into concrete so you have a broken skull and a bloodied nose.

#desi shit posting #desi tumblr #desiblr #being desi #desi #desi tag #desi stuff #desi humor #desi boys

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janehve · 2 months

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A Letter I Wished Was A Secret But Hoped Someone Read.

To @aurkitnarulaoge

There are always times when I'm scared and think of the past where I had done a major mistake.

The time I found out you were on the verge of death, I thought I would be alone in this world without anybody to talk to.

It's funny now that I think about it.

Things like searching p*rn and then having dirty talks with friends seemed like the only way to 'fit in' until I made a mistake— left the tab open, and my mom found out. I cried— correction, begged her to not tell my father who lived abroad (still does).

But somehow I knew she'd told my father atleast a part of it. And whenever the elders; my cousins or other relatives, talk about marriage or stuff and they look at me in realisation and my mother says, "Don't worry he understands now." I feel guilty and ashamed.

Was it so wrong to want to know something?

Then you told me that you tried to smoke but your mother caught you too— and you cried too.

I thought I was finally human.

I thought I was a monster.

Whenever you collapsed, I thought I'd loose you somewhere in my memories and become a monster again.

I never loved you— no.

But I definitely thought of you as my savior— perhaps a deity sent to be with me.

You had to leave abroad that time when you couldn't even get up from your bed and I hoped to see you one last time because you'd return only after a month, an incredibly long month.

But I wanted to cry again when I saw you. Because your eyes were closed. You were on the hospital bed inside the room with a drip attached to your arm.

I heard it was B12 deficiency but I knew you were punishing yourself like I was back at that time and I blamed myself for wanting to see you again at that time.

I wanted to be stronger for you.

I wanted you to be healthier and happier.

I saw you at the end of the stairs thinking if you would die if you'd trip. At the third floor of the school building thinking if you'd die you'd fall. While driving, thinking if anyone would be drunk-driving to hit you and if you'd die. Thinking if death would be painful.

Thinking. Thinking. Thinking. Thinking.

I want you to stop thinking and look at me even if I don't call your name. Even if I forget to ask if you're okay.

I've seen you starve yourself.

I've seen you attempting to die.

I've seen you cry silently without a noise.

And I finally saw you smoke in the middle of the night...

I was heartbroken.

It felt as if my reality had shattered.

You were crying at that time, too, and I wanted to scream at you to stop smoking. I did. I wanted to hug you and hide you from the world. I couldn't.

I always thought it was inappropriate to do so— even being close to you always felt like a sin. But it was the only sin I'd commit again and again even if I had to experience hell.

I don't want you to harm yourself.

I don't want you to be like me.

I want you to be free and happy. I want to see you achieve your dream on your first try so bear with it.

Just a while and you'll be settled.

You won't have to think of anything the other people will. You will be on a completely different path.

And when (god may not permit) you die then, I'll be there to give everything up for you. I'll take every burden away then and keep them in my heart—

So I beg you until then.

Please stop hurting yourself— even if it feels good in the moment— even if it becomes too much. Please ensure it for yourself— if not, then, for me atleast?

[What I wrote may not correspond to the actual incidents and is written in a way to convey only my message. The parts where smoking/p*rn are mentioned may not be true and could mean completely different corresponding to a codeword previously established between me and @aurkitnarulaoge ]

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janehve · 2 months

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