#at least my bestfriend will also still be in college and we can be lowkey idiots together

[iamtrappedinsideasnowglobe]

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#:))))))) #i think i might not be graduating in may #my parents are going to not only kill me but also not pay for my tuition if i need an extra semester #which means ill need to get a lot of money before next year #i really really do NOT want to take another semester of college #it lowkey makes me wanna die!! but not in a su/c/d e way just in an i would rather be doing anything else kinda way #how did my fuckup brother who didnt even want to graduate do it in time and im just :))) im just sitting here :)))))) #im trying so hard!!!!!! goddammit #if anyone has words of encouragement #i would really appreciate #or like a couple thousand dollars odjksfOKSDFJ #idk i have to talk to my advisors ill see i guess #im so so so so so stupid #and at the same time i wouldnt be handling life well at all right now if i had taken on more responsibilities!!!!! i fucking hate college #hello god are you there its me snowglobe #vent post #and all my friends are gonna know im stupid too if i have to :))) #at least my bestfriend will also still be in college and we can be lowkey idiots together #im so stupid im so stupid i just wanted to graduate and get a job and get an apartment with my boyfriend and now......... #i hate life so much college is stupid careers are stupid the lab report im trying to do while crying is stupid #i just want one of my friends to be awake and or not at work rn so i can talk to someone who wont yell at me #ill tell my parents if and when i know for sure :)))) over the phone so i can just hang up if they start yelling at me :)))))))))))))) #theyre gonna hate me please i tried so hard i really did but goddammit im not allowed small fuckups without being yelled at #why would bigger ones be any different theyre just gonna be worse #i just wanted to be done!!!! with college!!! i just ughhhh i just never wanted anything to change from when i was younger :( #anyway #i have to do this lab report #i just #i just want #idk