((Woke up w an anxiety attack. Not sure if it was the horror let's play or my actual real life but 👍
Pls send fluff to. Any of my blogs, really.))
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i am so fucking psycho jesus christ. be normal
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say what u want about the show but the friends theme song is so true
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PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC OR PAIRING.
Nathan and Ruben share a bond more powerful than most; mutual understanding through past experiences no one should ever have to go through, and through past actions so horrible they cannot be spoken of. Their grief and the blood on their hands binds them to the STEM technology they created, which has alienated them from the rest of the world— but they give each other the comfort they have both longed for so desperately for years, and that is all they need.
They are each other's counterpart; you cannot imagine one without the other, like two sides of the same coin. Through their pain, their grief, their desire, and their regret, they have become one.
anna akhmatova, the guest // bones; equinox // 'i won't become' by kim jakobsson // agustín gómez-arcos, the carnivorous lamb // by oxy // achilles come down; gang of youths // czeslaw milosz, from 'new and collected poems: 1931-2001' // 'extended ambience portrait from a resonant biostructure' and 'migraine tenfold times ten' by daniel vega // a little death; the neighbourhood // marina tsvetaeva, from 'poem of the end' // by drummnist // katie maria, winter // 'nocturne in black and gold the falling rocket' by james abbott mcneill whistler // micah nemerever, these violent delights // body language; we are fury // 'the penitent' by emil melmoth // chelsea dingman, from 'of those who can't afford to be gentle'
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i am going to deeply regret not eating much tomorrow
but for some reason the thought of packing my lunch makes me want to rip my skin off so i’d rather not
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something good happened. something good finally happened. why do i feel so desperately miserable? i should be happy and i was, but now just want to go to sleep forever.
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Fucking forgot how locks work today for some reason and dragged a maintenance guy all the way over to my apartment only for him to have to look me in the eye and tell me I was turning my key the wrong way. Fuck my stupid baka life
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vent vent vent panic panic try not to spiral
i know it's probably nothing i know i can't do anything about it until my doctor's appointment but like. it is really REALLY hard to tell if it's my intuition telling me it's something bad or if it's my anxiety and i don't even know if i should do a tarot reading because what if i get the answer i'm dreading and it makes me even more anxious. it's just like. these things don't happen to me?? they aren't supposed to?? bruises popping up every day on the same exact spots shortly after starting a new job is like. is that a sign?? am i just low on zinc or iron or something?? am i slowly dying?? i have to wait until next week and i might not even get a concrete answer then.
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