#as im typing the tags my lecturer is saying stop looking down on yourself its a sign guys
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me expressing my love for love yourself: answer
it’s only been 3 days into 2019 and i’ve been emo about love yourself: answer because i recently bought the album in korea and their lyricism makes me want to cry pls ignore this if you don’t wanna read about my feelings towards the solo songs released throughout the love yourself era because the pure genius and passion put into this project is truly astounding yalls pls love yourselves this is also really personal you’ve been warned (also apologies if i’ve made any grammatical errors lmao)
*i’m going by the ly: answer sequence
(as im writing this in my language and literature class my lecturer goes “my daughter loves bts” and cue my friend and i shouting the member’s names to guess his daughter’s bias and its jhope like wow we stan a jhope stan he said she thinks he “has such a blinding smile’ and thats honestly the biggest mood)
euphoria
this song is innocent af when i first heard it i knew it was a bopping bop the synths in the chorus can kick me to switzerland i barely even remember what the video was about all i remember is jungkook and that yellow jacket lmao his vocal runs when he sings “won’t you please stay in dreams” is just heavenly it honestly feels like i’m floating through the clouds with this song this song can convert people who don’t like good songs with synths bet i can’t imagine anyone other than jungkook singing this song tbh if you get an s.o. i hope you experience this song
favourite line (i know it’s not a singular line pls bear with me):
You’re the sun that rose again in my life
A reincarnation of my childhood dreams
I don’t know what these emotions are
Am I still dreaming?
This dream is a blue mirage in the desert
A priori deep inside of me
I’m so happy, I can’t breathe
My surroundings are getting more and more transparent
I hear the far-away ocean
Across the dream, over the horizon
I’m going to the place that’s getting clearer
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
trivia 起 just dance
this whole song shows how much jhope loves dancing and it’s so sweet??? wanting to dance with your partner under the moonlight and slowly falling in love???? the song just screams jhope especially with the chorus you can just imAGiNe him dancing like he has no bones because he DoeSn’T,,,, it has a synthetic feel but it also feels really passionate and human like jhope can #getit we stan a multitalented man the lyrics in this song is probably the lightest but it’s still fun and easy to understand and listen to
favourite line (yea i know it’s like an entire verse but i love their lyrics okay):
In my muddy life
You were like a single stem flower
Even this suffocating studio
If we’re together, turns into paradise
My dreams that once had no answer
Now becomes something we can relate to
Because our rhythm is matching
Because we have our dance, it’s a fate-like beat
serendipity
i remember covering my screams when the mv for this song came out before dna was released and my mom instantly knew what was up lmao this song was kind of my style of music with the #chillvibes it gave out but the chill-ness of the song didn’t make forgettable i’ve played this song in the car before and now my dad can recognize it lol even khalid liked it you go you funky little chimchim,,, i never really paid attention to the lyrics in this song but it sounds really innocent and possessive at the same time lmao i’ll give bts the benefit of the doubt (i also prefer the short version over the full length version don’t kill me)
favourite line (at least these are lines. i know i said line not lines let me live):
As much as my heart flutters, I’m worried
Destiny is jealous of us
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Since the creation of the universe
Everything was destined
Just let me love you
trivia 承 love
this song man. namjoon. the piano chords in the beginning is what gives me life. the moment i heard them i instantly knew this was going to be a fave. i love the slight discordance no matter what i will instantly start bopping to it because it’s such a bop that you HAVE to bop along with it. rm loves wordplay in his lyrics, and when it crosses with his intellect something beautiful emerges. this song feels like a flower i love the melody of chords like the chords sold me immediately. and then after i was sold the lyrics stabbed me. there is no escape.
favourite line (god where do i begin):
I live so I love
//
I'm just a human, human, human (the ㅁ in 사람 saram which means human)
You erode all my corners
And make me into love, love, love (becomes ㅇin 사랑 sarang which means love)
We're humans, humans, humans
In that myriad of straight lines
My love, love, love
When you sit on top of it and you become my heart (if the ㅇ the word 사랑 is squished, it’ll look like a heart ♡)
//
You make I to an O
I to an O
Because of you
I know why human (saram) and love (sarang) sound similar
You make live to a love
Live to a love
Because of you
I know why a person should live by love
//
It's a long way from I to U
Fuck, JKLMNOPQRST
I crossed all the letters and I reached you
(i really suggest going to genius’s website to fully understand the song if you want to)
singularity
kim taehyung better square up because i would buy burger king and fight him in the parking lot because he stole my toenail,,,, bighit released this song while i was in hell aka university and bOY was i hshshshhshdhdh <— thats the best way i can describe my feelings,,, like he made my tears flow upwards or something the music video was aMAZING and i was shooketh ihatehimsmjkidontbutyouknowwhatimean back to the song - serendipity was also pretty chill but in a darker way and i love it as well. to me the lyrics mirror fake love because it portrays how walking on thin ice feels and how you’ll lose your own voice just to suffer to make sure the person you love will continue loving you (the lyrics are also really slow so it made it easy for me to read the lyrics in karaoke lmao) singularity was a goddamn package for me the mv, the performance and v himself just hshshshshs when i listen to this song i feel like i’m lying down on a giant leaf floating on a clear pond watching a dim but twinkling meteor shower with giant water flowers surrounding me and fireflies are swaying along with wisps of smoke and this is getting too long winded i’ll stop here as i’m writing this i just remembered namjoon wrote this song in one shot after having surgery what a mans
favourite line (its long but it doesn’t feel complete if i break it up):
A thick ice has formed
In the dream I shortly went into
My agonizing phantom pain is still the same
Have I lost myself
Or have I gained you
I suddenly run to the lake
There’s my face in it
Please don’t say anything
Reach my hand out to cover the mouth
But in the end, spring will come someday
The ice will melt and flow away
Tell me if my voice isn’t real
trivia 轉 seesaw
oh boy. suga. min yoongi. this has been said before but the use of seesaw as a metaphor for a dying/toxic relationship is truly artistic and clever. the way he describes it in his lyrics creates a really clear picture of what’s happening. how if one person gets off a seesaw the other will get hurt as they’ll start to fall to the ground, how neither wants to get off because they know they’ll hurt whoever’s on the other side, and how staying or leaving this “repeated seesaw game” will hurt the both of them no matter what choice they choose. i’ll let the lyrics speak for themselves. (suga singing and dancing was also a pleasant surprise i fell on the floor)
favourite line (get ready i’m about to put like 80% of the song in here the lyrics is a masterpiece):
Repeated seesaw game
I'm tired of this
Repeated seesaw game
We're getting tired of each other
Were the petty arguments the start?
The moment I became heavier than you
Because there's never been parallels in the first place
Maybe I became more greedy and tried to fit in with you
Is there really a need to keep repeating ourselves
Saying this was love and this is love?
They're tired of each other, they seem to hold the same hand
//
People can be so crafty
They know they’ll get hurt if one person is missing
Because we don't want to be the villains
In the midst of a series of vague responsibilities
And we get so tired or if that we finally became parallel
But we didn’t want this kind of parallel
At first, we showed off who was heavier
We'd brag and smile
Now we're trying to beat each other
We're in a competition
The fire of a quarrel
It’ll only end if someone gets off right here
We’re acting like we’re comforting each other
But it’s mixed with thorns
Can’t keep doing this, we need to make a decision
//
(Hol' up Hol' up) I walk on this seesaw without you
(Hol' up Hol' up) Just like the beginning when you weren't here
(Hol' up Hol' up) I walk on this seesaw without you
(Hol' up Hol' up) I'm getting off this seesaw without you
(like trivia 承 love, you can read more about the song on genius’s website)
epiphany
stream epiphany. our boy kim seokjin’s vocals have truly improved huh. this to me felt like a response to awake (you can fLY JIN) and i applaud bighit for giving him this song. he finally gets the recognition and lines he deserves smh. you really feel like a proud parent when you watch the fancams throughout the love yourself tour and hear how his voice improves after each performance. the song is also kind of the ‘final act’ to all the solos in ly: answer and they finally get to spread their message of “its hard to love yourself, but that’s why you should so you can love others as well”. after becoming the shell of what you once were, the only way you can fill it up again is to love yourself, and that’s my pov of the whole point of the song. i’m gonna be honest i wasn’t really into this song in the beginning but i started to fall in love with it after a few listens (i listened to it sm that when i was downloading the ly: answer album i forgot to add epiphany cause i was streaming it LMAO)
favourite line (i know they’re verses as well hshdhds):
I’m the one I should love in this world
Shining me, precious soul of mine
I finally realized so I love me
Not so perfect but so beautiful
I'm the one I should love
//
I may be a bit blunt, I may lack some things
I may not have that shy glow around me
But this is me
My arms, my legs, my heart, my soul
bonus song - answer: love myself
doing a pewdiepie and adding a bonus song lmao my first listen of this song was in my friend’s house and we had the lyrics on and let me tell you the moment we read the lyrics we wanted to hug bts because it was so soft and it was so uwu we were so ready to love ourselves lol yes it sounds like a church song but like epiphany i learned to love it too this was also my first song of 2019 so if you decide to, please listen to it with an open heart
favourite line (hey look actual lines this time yes lines not line):
Maybe I fell in order to take the place of those countless stars
The target of thousands of bright arrows is me alone
//
Why do you keep trying to hide under your mask?
Even all the scars from your mistakes make up your constellation
that’s all from me bye sorry for the long post
bighit pls hire me as an album promoter
#bts#love yourself answer#ly answer#love yourself#bangtan#bangtan boys#bangtan sonyeondan#beyond the scenes#as im typing the tags my lecturer is saying stop looking down on yourself its a sign guys#i feel really preachy rn but whatever#i should probably be listening to my lecture#but i kinda had fun writing this
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Falling in love with you - John Deacon x Reader ( Part. 1) // FLUFF
Pairing: John Deacon x reader
Prompt: “Falling in love with you wasn’t apart of my life plan, but I don’t regret that I did.”
Word count: 3580 words (divided into two parts)
A/N: so this is my entry for @bensroger 's writing challenge and i just want to say i love your work and you are doing great! Sorry for the mistakes and typos or wrong use of words, English is not my first language so i hope you can forgive me :')) but enjoy!!
PART. 2
“valentines day are getting closer, people! Don’t forget to invite your date to our annual valentine ball” Mr. Reynolds voice blared catching you off guard. You groaned at the word “valentine” because you weren’t the luckiest with love or to be honest just people in general.
“Oh my God , I can’t believe valentine is one week away” Lorie gushed looking at Sam from the distance, ogling at him. You sighed “oh come on Lorie, this stuff is Bullocks and it’s only a day where people give someone chocolate to make themselves better because apparently the government use this Technic to leeches out of us” you rambled, all your words didn’t affect Lorie. She is pure of kindness and would spread love at any given moment.
“Oh cheer up! Just because you don’t have anyone at the moment, doesn’t mean you can’t try and find one” Lorie said and scanned her eyes throughout the busy lecture hall “how about Michael?” “no, gross”
“Jude?”
“too smart”
“jean?”
“He’s obviously gay, Lorie”
“How about Timothy?”
“arsehole alert”
“Brian?”
“too astronomical”
“Roger?”
“C’mon Lorie, he’s an absolute lady killer. Not my taste”
This kept on and on until an idea popped up in Lorie’s head. “How about we send anonymous letter to random boys and let’s just see who would reply to it” Lorie suggest, it was dumb idea of course but worth the try even though you hated the thought of having to talk to someone you don’t even know.
“ugh fine, I guess there are no other way to save my love life” you rolled your eyes before looking at Lorie who quickly buried her face inside her bag rummaging through it before pulling out letters.
“Alright” she settled them down in front the both of you, she flicked the pen in her hand obviously confused “you can try with uhh.. some poems?” you suggested even though you were never that kind of people to uses poem.
“Right right, here” she said before writing word by word on the paper. Her handwriting looks elegant as usual as it accentuate the letters aesthetics “how about this?” she asked, showing the letter to me before you nodded giving it a stamp of approval.
“Now let’s just wrap this up and spread them all around” she said wrapping the letters up with you helping behind with putting wax and stamped it. Maybe it’s a bit over decorated with all the stamp and all that but Lorie was trying her best to get it to catches some random boys attention.
“Alright class's dismissed, I’ll be seeing you guys next Friday” Mr. Reynold said flashing his smile and cleaned up his desk. Both you and Lorie went out to a little bench outside campus discussing on how should you do this. “What if .. I spread them out and you have to just wait and see which boy will respond. How’s that sound?” Lorie said looking at the letters on her hand. There were 5 letters and the idea of not knowing who they are for scared you.
“That’s very scary” you said and it was all the truth, the fear of unknown is worst than murder for you. What if one the guy is a serial killer!? Would you even make it throughout the dance?
“alright! I’ll see you tomorrow then” she said before scurrying through the crowd to spread out the letter and you were left alone to ponder “this is a Bad idea” you muttered to yourself and got up to go for your next class.
Meanwhile, Lorie went up to Roger and Brian which was sitting down around the fountain “roger! Brian!” she called out catching the brunettes attention “oh morning, Lorie” Brian greeted flashing his canine “what’s happening with you, you look so happy today” Roger said looking at Lorie’s now flushed face from running across campus “well, I –uhhh need your help” she said and give them one of the letters “do you remember john deacon? From Chelsea college?” Lorie asked earning a soft nod as the boys gaze never left her face
“Can you give it to him, I think someone liked him” she said, lying. She didn’t have the heart to tell them that you are giving out letters just so you could fulfill your desperate arse to go on a date with someone on Valentine’s day.
“sure, ol'deaky would be so happy to hear about this” Brian chimed as Roger took the letter from Lorie’s hand. Lorie thanked them before running off to find other suitors that would fit you perfectly.
Both of the brunettes went to the Chelsea college after they finished with their classes to try and find john. They scan the not so familiar place trying to find him until they noticed him on a bench alone, book in his hand as he munches on his cheese on toast.
“hey deaky!” Roger called out catching his attention, his hazel orbs made their way to both of them. He flashed them a smile.
“Roger, Brian, what are you doing here?” he asked and noticed the small letter on his hand “we got a little something for you” Roger said as Brian nodded. John looked a bit confused as he take the letter out of Rogers hand and open them.
The letter was cheesy and a bit sweeter than he expected a love letter could get but something pulled inside of him, a shy guy like him getting girls to throw themselves at him was never a thing and the idea of dating was entirely new to him “whose this from?” he asked looking up at Brian and Roger as they smiled down at deaky, proud that someone liked him and this was a chance for him to get some action in his love life. “its from a little Birdy, we don’t actually know, you might as well try and find out yourself, mate” Brian said smiling, he looked like a proud dad seeing john flushed.
He looked at the letter once more and pursed his lips, should he do this this or should he just decline this opportunity.
“john” Brian called out catching his attention once more.
He looked up at him “just do it” Brian said smiling encouragement crossing his lips.
“I-I don’t know, this seems a bit weird” he said putting the letter on his bag and sighed. Roger went up beside him patting his shoulder “c’mon deaky, this is your chance to get some action going. Your 19 for God sake!” Roger said.
“Maybe but—john, just do it. We'll help you find this girl out, trust us” Brian interrupted his words and once again there was silence.
“A-alright then, I believe you” he said before being pulled into a hug by his friends which warmed his heart, determination was rushing through his body. He was thinking all of the scenarios he could gotten into and it scared him nonetheless.
TIMESKIP – THE NEXT DAY
John pace went sloppier, it was clear that he was nervous being here at imperial college, looking for both Brian and roger. He frantically looked around and finally spot them in the sea of crowd “Brian! Roger!” he called out, their attention went to the tiny man as he tried to get through the crowd.
“o hey deaky, you ready?” roger asked dragging the man out of the crowd with Brian behind them tagging along. John was absolutely nervous as he bit his bottom lips and fidget with the letter in his hand “o-of course!” he said before following behind the brunettes as they went somewhere they would find the little birdy.
Meanwhile, you and Lorie are sitting around the fountain. You were scribbling intensely frantically looking at the crowds feeling eyes looking at you while Lorie was reading her favorite novel for the 15th time. Lorie noticed “are you alright?” she asked, you look at her “im fine, just a bit jumpy today” you said “and I don’t even kno—” before you could finish your sentences, a voice called out to Lorie “Oi Lorie!” it was roger with Brian behind him and.. another person trailing behind them.
The man behind them looks nervous. his hair flowing to the wind, his pale skin shining beneath the sunlight, and his emerald eyes clouded with his thoughts. You couldn’t help but stare. He noticed and blushed, looking away. “that’s cute” you thought to yourself and looked back at the two brunettes who are talking to Lorie.
“oh john! What are you doing here?” the man perked up hearing his name being called. “Lorie? This is yours?” he asked, waving the letter. You saw the letter and turned pale, you looked at Lorie sending her a glare. He was confused.
“oh no” Lorie yelped, she knew she fucked up in that moment. You got up and yanked her arm dragging her so the boys couldn’t hear her. You let go of her arm “what the fuck did you do?!” you quipped, your face turning red, embarrassed. “uhh, I did what you wanted.. got the letters out and apparently, got you a man too” she said stammering the last few sentences.
You groaned and looked at her “I swear to god, if he’s one of your type of guys. I’ll kill you” you said as smile erupted from Lorie’s face as she grabbed your arm shaking you excitedly “YOU will not regret this” she said before going back to the boys.
Your (e/c) orbs scanned john’s feature once more. he wasn’t that bad, he’s pretty cute and soft and you don’t know how to feel about that. “alright john, no, I didn’t write that letter but she did” Lorie announced, pushing you to john, bumping into his arms. He catches you swiftly, you blushed before pushing him away awkwardly and looked up at him.
“wait, (y/n)? the girl that no one can come near to?” roger stated earning a death glare from you. It was true, you were pretty hostile… well not hostile, but you weren’t very welcome to new people in your circle. John gulped knowing this is going to be a challenge for him.
“fuck you roger, I’m really nice” you hissed “oh yeah, sureee.. biting my finger when I teased you about last week was totally nice” he insisted rolling his eyes waving you off. John snickered earning your attention, he immediately stopped and looked away, his cheeks flushed.
You think it was pretty cute.
“alright, we’ll leave you to it” Lorie said, pushing both Brian and roger out of the frame of your view running away from both of you. You were about to roared at the three of them but felt john’s trembling behind you. You sighed and looked at him.
“alright,err..” your words trailed off letting him finish it “john” he said trying his best quirking up a smile. “yeah right, I’m (y/n)” you said looking around once more to see they were nowhere to be found and grabbed his hand , tangling it with yours “c’mon, lets go, its not safe here “you said and dragged him to a nearby café. You entered the café and looked around for a seat and take a sit at the table far away from the window for some reason.
You bring up the waitress “can I have a cup of hot chocolate with some whipped cream?” you said looking at the menu, you looked at john, his eyes scanning the menu. “I’ll have one coffee with one sugar, please” he said flashing his smile showing the gap on his front teeth.
The waitress scurried, as the silence was back between the two of you. “so, john.. are you from around here or—” “oh no, I’m from Chelsea college, I’m trying to get my degree on electronics” he said smiling once more. Electronics? That’s sounds pretty boring, well, not as boring as a dentist and astrophysicist though.
“h-how about you?” he stammered, your orbs meet with yours “what are you studying right now?” he asked, showing interest in your studies. You rubbed the back of your neck before snickering softly “I’m actually getting my psychology degree, I know it’s pretty boring” you joked as he lets out a little giggle “you should see all the things I had to study” he said.
The conversation lasted for hours! Everything was forgotten when you’re in john’s presence. The calm and soft nature of his just made you so lost, so out of thoughts, nothing can make you feel this peaceful and so relaxed even when you are talking with someone. You and john left the café still talking and sharing about your experiences with bad dates. He laughed once in a while at your jokes and every time he laughs, it just warms your heart.
John asked you if you wanted him to get you home safely but you refused and told him, you can go alone, but he insisted and that’s when you went weak looking at him slightly begging you to spend a little more time to be with him, just for today.
Few steps from your flat, you stopped your track and looked at john. He was surprised at your move “whats wrong?” he asked, worried that he was going to be rejected even before they could be dating.
“today was fun, john and I hope we can do this again.” You said smiling up at him, the blush creeping into his cheeks “how about tomorrow?” mindlessly you said before realizing tomorrow is Wednesday and you would usually spend your time alone at home on Wednesday.
“sure” he said, you were conflicted. Be at home and just slug off or hang out with john, again!
He noticed the strange facial you were making and suggested “how about we watch movie together, at my flat?” he asked, the perfect idea for a slug day.
You smiled and nodded rapidly “than it’s a plan” he said. You looked at him once more, staring at his face and caresses his cheek with your cold hands. He shivers at your touch inches closer, and you are so tempted, sooo tempted to kiss that little lips of his but you pushed him away.
He froze but awkwardly smiled and gave you a hug “I’ll see you tomorrow, love” he said before bidding you goodbye. you went inside your flat and sighed, thumping down to the carpeted floor, bringing up your knees up to your face covering it.
The dark shade of red spreaded across you cheeks, you were embarrassed. “This is helpless” standing up to your feet before going back to your room to doze off for the day.
NEXT DAY
BUZZ BUZZ
The buzzing of john's bell causes him to flinch in surprise “coming!” his feet pitter pattering to the front door to meet you.
His wavy locks are a tad mess, his oversized shirt hanging loosely from his body, and his sweat pants looks incredibly comfy.
“Mornin deaky” you greeted him with a smile when you saw him “mornin to you too, love” he cooed and smiled before scooting aside to let you in.you scanned your eyes across his flat, the beige colour of the wall radiates a very soft and gentle vibe that makes you feel at home.
“nice flat, you got here deaky” you said eyes still running around his place. He let out a chuckle “ thank you, its not much but its affordable”
“Oh yeah, ill be right back, just make yourself at home”
John ran off and dissapeared to the kitchen. You plopped yourself down to the bouncy couch and shrugged your coat off, with ourr black turtlenecks beneath it. You noticed the cassettes on the coffee table and shuffle through it, most of them are classic romance, action, nor horror film. You hummed.
“Hey (y/n)?” john called out from the kitchen.
“yes?”
“How do you like your coffee?”
You giggled before answering him “like you” the words slipped right out of your mouth, you don’t see it but john's cheeks went a different colour of hue at your little flirting as few incoherent mumbling came from the kitchen.
Few minutes passed, you were flicking through the tv, waiting for john to come back and when he did, he brought you some cheese on toast and cup of warm coffee.
You smiled when his face suddenly appeared oncemore. “Took you long enough” you said scooting to make room for him on the couch. He chuckled “you shouldn’t be complaining when you are getting the cheese on toast treatment” he said smiling proudly.
You rolled your eyes and snickers “aight, whatever you say, john”
John scooted closer to you as you talked about whatever comes up in your mind and held your hand gently, you noticed and put your head on his shoulder.
“Hey, how about we watch some horror movie?” he asked, to be honest, john couldn’t stand horror movie but because of your interest in them, he lets this one time pass to spend the night with you. Your eyes glimmered with excitement “lets watch this classic vampire movie” you waved the cassette in front of him, smiling widely as john nodded in approval.
You set up the cassette and plopped yourself beside john, his warmth was undeniably comforting but it wasn’t enough for a chilly day like this. John noticed your shivering and got his blanket before wrapping it around both of you, your cheeks went flustered with a smile growing on your lips as your eyes still attached to the screen and your head resting against his shoulder.
The night went by quickly as you felt yourself doozing off in the middle of the movie, the movie was pretty boring and john who is softly petting your hair and nuzzling your hair once in a while was sending you to sleep.
Your eyes fluttered close and your body was leaning to john. He looked at you and smiled before kissing the top of your head and lay his body to the couch before resting yours on top of him, his heart beat slowly sending you to dreamland.
TIMESKIP – PROM DAY
You and john got closer and closer after that night but neither of you had confessed for your feelings even though it was undeniable from all the affection you had given each other back and forth.
“So, how do you like your dress?” lorie chimed as she checked you out. The satin navy dress wrapped around your curves and loosen around your thighs freeing up some space for your legs to move, it was simple and yet very classy with the little blings spreaded across the hem of your dress that falls on top of your knees.
“Its good” looking at your reflection in the mirror “only good? This is amazing!” lorie said her smile widening as she fidgeted with her dress and looked at herself on the mirror. Lorie was always the insecure one even with all the happy façade, she was extremely insecure about her body- her plus size body.
“Do you think sam will like this dress?” she asked, doubting how she look as the dress pressed against her curves and her hips. You wrapped your arm around her from behind , hugging her “you look beautiful, lorie” looking into her eyes, she smiled “thank you”
You smiled back and looked at the time, it was 6:40 pm “alright, let’s go, don’t want to be late to the dance” you said, grabbing your purse before bursting out of Lorie’s flat and walked down the street, your fur coat wrapping around your body as you shivered feeling the wind hitting your bare legs.
Arriving at the ballroom, which unexpectedly they have at your college. Your eyes scanned the room to try and look for john while you shrugged your coat off . You murmurs prayer that the times you spend with him wouldn’t have to go to waste for him to bail out at the last minute.
“(Y/n)? Is that you?” a familiar voice catches your attention, it’s wallace. Your long term crush since high school.
“W-wallace! Hey, yes it’s me” you fumbled with your words, this is so embarassing. He lightly chuckled and shook his head “I never knew someone like you would look this pretty tonight” he said smiling sweetly, a strand of his ginger hair hangs in front of his face, his green eyes bore into you. You are falling for his trap once again.
Meanwhile, john was hurriedly running down the hallway with bouquet in his hand to the ballroom and frantically looked around trying to spot you. He walked past the crowds, squeezing past them till he found you, you weren’t facing his way but he already knew how beautiful you were tonight. His heart skips a beat but quickly stopped for a second.
His eyes fixated to the guy, you were talking to, you looked so happy talking to him and the way he flirts as he earns a few blushes from you, broke John’s heart.
The man got closer and closer, his hand cupping your cheeks. John’s eyes widen, he knew what was going to happen but didn’t move, he was frozen. Bringing his face into yours, he kissed you. John felt his heart shatters into a million pieces as the grasp on the bouquet on his grasp tightens, his eyes tearing up, he knew it was too good to be true.
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Movie Date [10]
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That next day, Kat and Thor found themselves awkwardly attracted to one another. The situation that had taken part the day before left them feeling somewhat strange whilst talking to one another, especially given that their relationship was nothing more than mere strangers, or rather… coworkers. They got along well, their powers complemented one another, and though they may agree that one another was attractive, it wasn’t particularly a relationship that either of them had considered pursuing. Tabitha and Courtenay, in a whirlwind of both new found and old love, perhaps got a little too swept up and found themselves dragging Kat along in the drift.
However, she was willing to go along with it. For as long as she would last within the team, as much as she already seemed to be dwindling, she decided that she might as well have some fun with it.
She met Thor in the kitchen and dropped a Chinese menu pamphlet in front of him, spinning it so that he could read it.
“Now this right here is pure heaven in your mouth,” Kat announced, tapping the leaflet with her hand. “And as sad as it is, you have a much larger meal selection considering you eat dead animals. But… if we’re going to show you what food to eat, then this is where to start.”
“Right,” Thor said, looking at the pamphlet and flicking through it for a moment, “what, so you just summon them with this special code and they arrive at your residence with the food?”
“Something like that,” Kat nodded, grinning at his naivety towards earth and mobile phones. However, he wasn’t particularly that far off, which humoured her the most. “And once we’ve tried enough food to feed a small village, I’m sure I can throw in a couple lessons on cell phones and the like.”
“Cellphones?” Thor questioned. Kat lifted her mobile. “Ah, the devices you and your friends can’t seem to look away from. What’s so interesting about them?”
“Uh… it’s like an all-knowing book that also allows you to contact friends?” Kat shrugged, unsure as to how she should explain it to him.
Thor almost laughed. “I find that hard to believe.”
“You come from a world that we had no idea even existed, Thor. Why is it that a mobile phone has you stumped?” Kat shook her head, scrolling through her contacts. “We’ll catch up on this. For now, decide what you want to order later tonight.”
“A feast,” Thor mused, skimming over the words as Kat pulled up FaceTime and called Tony, who was nestled away somewhere in one of his science-tech rooms.
“What do you want, Buffy?” Tony questioned, flipping up his eye-guards.
“I have a proposal to make,” Kat began, reaching for the notepad that she had doodled on out of boredom only to spit out a couple of neat innovations.
Tony rolled his eyes. “Kat, we’ve already been through this. Bruce and I are together, and there’s nothing you can do to change that.”
“Whatever, laser-brain,” Kat rolled her eyes, lifting the notepad to show Tony her sketches and well-thought out tech. “I think we both know that Court’s glasses are in dire need of an upgrade. Her focus has been getting worse; she’s been complaining about hearing electronic white-noise, too. Stops her from sleeping at night.”
“Oh, for sure,” Tony nodded, “bring your doodles down to the lab and Bruce and I will give it the once over, though I’m sure I can concoct something to help her out.”
“Awesome,” Kat nodded, “speak later.”
“Ciao.”
Just as she pocketed her cell phone and notepad, Steve appeared from beyond the doorway with a somewhat calm, somewhat on-edge smile.
“If you’re here to lecture about me skipping out on training sessions, I--”
“No, that’s not why I’m here,” Steve smiled. “I’ve been thinking a lot recently, and you’re right. The training is fairly pointless for an individual like yourself, which is why I’ve found a sparring partner that might actually be able to keep up with you.”
“The only person who can even measure up to me is Thor-- oh, right, fantastic,” Kat nodded, sucking on her teeth and placing her hands on her hips. “You know, Steve, I never pinned you as the cupid type. Why’s everybody so obsessed with the idea of him and I, anyway?”
“You both deserve a win,” Steve teased, before becoming serious again. “But seriously, I think this could be good for you. You’re good with combat, though you could get even better. Think about it; what happens if Hulk decides to make an appearance, and this time not for the better? We can’t always rely on Thor, considering he has a Kingdom in outer space to run.”
“Alright, Steve, I get it,” Kat silenced him, though nodded with a smile. “You had me persuaded at Thor,” she joked, shooting finger-guns at him. “See you tomorrow morning.”
“I’m counting on it,” he shot back.
Meanwhile, Tabitha seemed persistent in teaching Bucky how her PlayStation worked, and though the assassin may be skilled and knowledgeable of many platforms of technology, he was completely dumbfounded when it came to gaming.
“I just don’t understand how I-- just how do I make it go,” he complained, turning the controller over in his hands incessantly. “And why is this man just walking-- oh, there he goes, off the cliff. Who the Hell is this guy?”
“His name is Sam Drake; and it’s not his fault, you controlled him to walk off!” Tabitha laughed, snatching the controller away from him before he caused the team to lose.
Courtenay’s character, Chloe, came bounding round the corner and a chortle of laughter could be heard from her room as she witnessed Bucky’s failure before Tabitha took control again.
“Let me show you how it’s done,” she said, cracking her neck. Bucky was completed phased out, unable to comprehend the game as Tabitha and Courtenay managed to pick up the win between themselves, even after the rest of the team had left the game considering how confused the Sam on their team appeared to be. “See? It’s not that hard.”
“I don’t understand how you ever had time to practice this stuff,” he grumbled.
“What do you mean?” Tabitha frowned, “we had plenty of free time, you know. When we weren’t on missions… this is what we were doing.”
“Living the life, huh?” Bucky grinned. “But, yeah, video games aren’t for me.”
“I’ll make a gamer out of you, just you wait,” Tabitha insisted.
“Alright. Let’s make a deal,” Bucky offered, to which Tabitha held her hands out, gesturing to appeal to her. “If I play through this whole Uncharted thing, I get something in return.”
“Oh, yeah, like what?” Tabitha mocked.
“I don’t know,” he shrugged, though a grin remained stretched on his lips. “I’m sure we can figure something out.”
Tabitha caught onto his tone and socked his shoulder. “Don’t be so dirty.”
“I actually didn’t say anything. These are your words, not mine,” he grinned, turning to face her.
“Oh, is that right? It didn’t cross your mind for just one second?” Tabitha irked.
Bucky made a noise, telling her that he had, in fact, had his mind stuffed somewhere in the gutter.
“I knew it!” she laughed, leaning back onto her elbows.
“To be fair, you were thinking it too,” Bucky negotiated, collapsing onto his back before turning to look up at her as she propped herself up beside him. “Right?”
“Shut up,” she laughed, hand upon his face, feeling the stubble beneath her palm and fingertips.
“So you were?” He teased, “look, I’m just trying to have my point proven here--”
Tabitha cut off him off with a firm kiss, one that had been well-earned after their days of tension after their first one. She retreated with a smile, smoothing her thumb over his cheekbone as the two lay, breathing quietly, staring at nothing but each other.
At that moment, Tabitha's phone buzzed with a notification. She pulled it out from her back pocket and inspected the screen, seeing a text message from Kat that she’d shot into the group chat of herself, Tabitha and Courtenay.
1 New Message From: Original Three
Kat: don’t want to alarm you guys or anything but thor and i are totally eating chinese food in his room rn !!
Tabitha: no way, really??
Courtenay: see this is why im the greatest friend, i swear. This is all because of me and you better name your first child after me
Tabitha: dibs being the godmother
Courtenay: that’s fine, i wear the pants anyway. Ill make a fuckin fantastic godfather
Kat: he’s currently gorging on prawn crackers so im sneaking a text any chance i get because HOLY SHIT IM SO NERVOUS
Tabitha: chill its just thor!
Kat: that’s the whole point! It's! Just! Thor!!!!!!!
Courtenay: just be yourself and all that jazz, i mean he thinks ur hot when ur fighting and you look pretty sweaty and gross then so. Can’t really mess up now can u
Kat: thanks, very comforting
Tabitha: seriously, though. Just be yourself. Maybe a little nicer because you’re a grumpy little shit but yeah, be yourself.
Courtenay: make a move before he does
Kat: HE JUST SAID HE’S NEVER EATEN IN THE BEDROOM AND I ALMOST LAUGHED BC THAT SOUNDS SEXUAL
Tabitha: that was your chance to make a move, kat. Please tell me you used it to your advantage
Kat tossed her phone aside to avoid detection as Thor, face-full, grinned over at her, seemingly in an even happier mood than he was before.
“I’m really glad that this is happening. You know, you really need to consider your life choices,” Kat laughed, “perhaps when you return to Asgard you should make Chinese food a thing?”
“No, no, I definitely agree,” Thor grinned through a forkful of chow mein noodles. “My friends would enjoy this thoroughly!”
Kat eyed him suspiciously, looking at the metal trays that he had managed to finish. “Is that your fourth tub?”
“Of much more to come,” he winked, taking another bite.
“Where does it all go?” Kat laughed sincerely, her face pink with her fullness and contentment.
Thor flexed his arms. “I cannot let my mortal form grow weak, for there is a lot to sustain.”
She laughed again, leaning her head on her hand. “If anybody from earth said that, I'd think they were insane.”
“Do you not think of me in that way?” Thor asked.
Kat, pressing her lips together to suppress her smile, shook her head. “No.”
“Then what do you think of me?” he asked, his voice noticeably softer this time.
Feeling a surge of confidence, she traced her hand over the pattern on his black shirt. “I think that you are…”
“Yes?” Thor encouraged, eyes sparkling as she lifted her head, dangerously close now.
“I-- I think that--”
Her voice stuttered with the proximity of the two before they suddenly jerked apart in surprise, the door slamming open with an excitable Courtenay bursting in.
“Hey, guys! Oh, am I interrupting something?”
Kat stared at Courtenay with a look of confusion, a surge of desperate annoyance on her face alongside it.
“Oh no… I am. I heard that there was Chinese food, you know, and I just couldn’t resist…” Courtenay edged forwards, taking a small bag of Chinese fries and backing out of the room again. “Again, so sorry…“
Finally, Courtenay left and shut the door behind her. Kat rubbed her forehead, feeling a mix of shame and agitation, though holding it all in and scooping up her laptop that she’d brought in earlier to play music whilst herself and Thor ate their food.
“How about a movie?” She offered.
Thor's expression deadpanned, telling Kat that he was unsure of what they were, too.
“Moving pictures? A bunch of actors and actresses portraying a scenario?” she offered, trying to see if that would lure any understanding out of him.
“Oh, like theatre?”
“Yeah, sort of,” she agreed, realising with relief that she was somewhat getting through to him.
Kat pulled her laptop between them, booting up a movie she thought that the two of them would be interested in. Their lives were exciting enough that plenty of action-movie plots were dull, so she settled with Jurassic Park as she was sure that Thor had never seen dinosaurs before. However, after the battle in new york, and even Sokovia, she wouldn't be surprised as to what hid away up in the galaxy.
Thor wasn’t particularly subtle now that two two had had some time together, and he threw his arm around her shoulder and held her close as they watched the movie intently. Although he was partially confused, he found himself enjoying the moving pictures so much so that he didn’t immediately realise that Kat, exhausted from her full belly, had fallen asleep on his side.
He almost didn’t know what to do, in fear that he would move too abruptly and wake her from her slumber. He shut the laptop and placed it on the floor, lying still on his back. He was hardly tired, though he daresn't move. Instead, he looked down at the practically unconscious figure next to him, wondering where their relationship now stood. It was apparent that the two of them were near kissing until Courtenay interrupted, and he was certainly leaning towards it. He felt a great deal for her; he respected her in battle and in normality, though the two were one in the same for her. It was… odd.
With a smile, he clicked the lamp off by his side and closed his eyes, holding her tighter against him as he, too, fell asleep.
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@jarfulofglassanimals tagged me to this monster! :D
🌻 rules: once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag.
🌻 LAST…
1. Drink: chai latte
2. Phone Call: brother, it was his birthday
3. Text Message: does whatsapp count? my groupchat with some friends
4. Song You Listened To: Everything Black, by Unlike Pluto
5. Time You Cried: yesterday, I was watching Rogue One again
🌻 HAVE YOU EVER…
6. Dated Someone Twice: no, over is over
7. Been Cheated On: yes
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes
🌻 LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS…
12. dark green
13. dark red
14. dark purple (wow, why so dark hahaha)
🌻 IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
15. Made new friends: yes
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
19. Met someone who changed you: many!
20. Found out who your true friends are: yes
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes
🌻 GENERAL…
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them
23. Do you have any pets: not where i live now, dorm doesnt allow it. I have a dog in Mexico, I had to leave her when I left my boyfriend, and I have a cat at my dads house, tho I dont go there anymore since he threw me out
24. Do you want to change your name: no
25. What did you do for your last birthday: oh boy! My last birthday was a week ago and it was amazing! I had lectures till 2 and then we went to eat vietnamese food, it was amazing how many people showed up and i felt so loved i cried! then we went for cocktails and dancing, i came home 24hours after i woke up that day xD
26. What time did you wake up today: 7 but i went back to sleep until 10
27. What were doing at midnight last night: saying good night to ppl
28. Name something you cannot wait for: this bachelor thesis to write itself
29. When was the last time you saw your mother: christmas, but Ill see her again in april
30. What is one thing that you could change about your life: my life is pretty neat at the moment, even the bad experiences in the past are part of that. I wouldnt be who i am without it being like it is, so .... nothing?
31. What are you listening to right now: nothing right now, which is a first
32. Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: my uncles name is Thomas, does that count? if not, then no
33. Something that gets on your nerves: people who are arrogant and mean, just because they can
34. Most visited website: tumblr....
35. Elementary: first one was nice, lots of friends, second one noone would ever talk to me
36. Secondary: went to the good one after my teachers told my mom i was too stupid for it, she send me in anyways. I redid a year and met my first friends there who, during uni, promptly left me
37. College: studying right now, met a whole lot of crazy people, never met so many genuine and odd and kind people at once
38. Hair colour: brown
39. Long or short hair: short
40. Do you have a crush on someone: oh boy, when do i not? (actually, currently I dont, which is unusual)
41. What do you like about yourself: i know im emotionally very strong and im kind, ive once been told that i am so authentically and unappologetically me that it gives people the courage to be that too, and i find that an amazing trade to have
42. Piercings: yes, a septum and a total of 6 earrings
43. Blood type: A+
44. Nicknames: Jo and Hanna
45. Relationship Status: single
46. Zodiac sign: pisces
47. Pronouns: she/her or they/them
48. fav Tv show: Brooklyn 99 is my favorite right now, an all time loved one is scrubs
49. tattoos: yes, my starsign as a constelation on my left ribcage, i also want the great dipper on my shoulder and a jellyfish and a fish somewhere
50. right or left handed: left
🌻 FIRST…
51. surgery: nosejob, had some issues there since i was 5 and only with 18 was I allowed to get it fixed
52. piercing: earrings, i guess? if not, then the septum which was last year (i freaked the guy out bc i kept staring him straight in the eyes as he rammed the metal rod through my nose, he said that never happened before, bc they usually look away. little did he know i was daydreaming)
53. best friend: her name was Lotte, and she only talked to me when she was alone
54. Sport: bicycle i guess? I went to school with it. If not, Judo
55. Vacation: if i remember correctly, Rekyavik, by ferrie, apparently i was about 2
56. Pair of trainers: they were red, i had a matching red track suit, my mom still has the shoes
🌻 RIGHT NOW…
57. Eating: had a sandwich half an hour ago
58. Drinking: water and chai latte
59. i’m about to: watch assassins creed
60. listening to: nothing rn
61. waiting for: nothing really, going to work this evening, so maybe that?
62. want: cucumber water
63. get married: nah
64. career: i work at an irish pub here, we have about 1000 different kinds of whiskys and such. its just part time tho.
🌻 WHICH IS BETTER…
65. hugs or kisses: depends on the person
66. lips or eyes: both
67. shorter or taller: doesn’t matter
68. older or younger: doesn’t matter
69. romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
70. nice arms or nice stomach: doesn’t matter
71. sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. hook up or relationship: hook up i guess, i really dont want a relationship rn
73. troublemaker or hesitant: both can be fun
🌻 HAVE YOU EVER…
74. kissed a stranger: yes
75. drank hard liquor: yes
76. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes
77. turned someone down: yes
78. sex on first date: it wasnt a date
79. broken someone’s heart: yes
80. had your own heart broken: yes (it breaks so easy)
81. been arrested: no
82. cried when someone died: yes
83. fallen for a friend: after we stopped being friends, i realized that yes
🌻 DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
84. yourself: sometimes
85. miracles: not really, but sometimes its just funny coincidence
86. love at first sight: no
87. santa claus: lol
88. kiss on the first date: thats up to the person, really
89. angels: no
🌻 OTHER…
90. current best friend’s name: I have quite a bit, but one of them is here so @dmacor
91. eye colour: brown-green
92. favourite movie: oh man, idk
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