Thinking about Mesmer Jr.... How she must have felt.... The way foundation execs thought yeah were going to take this kind 12 year old and show her The Horrors, so that she will rat out her friends thinking she's saving them, but actually we need to know that just to let them die. Do you think she felt guilty of not trying to stop the other children from escaping herself. How she must have felt, keeping vigil by Vertin's bed during that whole crisis. Could she see Vertin relive their childhood trauma. And even though she says administering "therapy" to Vertin was an order from Constantine, and knows Constantine didn't order this out of goodness of her heart, I think she did have Vertin's wellbeing in mind. Why would she stay with her otherwise and show concern. And considering the suitcase team did end up getting partial rights by the end of ch4... I hope Vertin does seek out Mesmer if only to show that she's alright. Poor girl was so scared when Lilya burst in through the wall
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adhd will have you fighting for your life to do beloved hobbies that bring you nothing but joy
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a study i did because i realized idk how to draw environments at all LMAO
a few people have asked, so this is a now a print <3
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the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????
i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.
so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.
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Now that we have two disembodied voices talking to us in our head (both somewhat condescendingly in their own ways imo) do you think they have a dynamic with each other. Do (or did) they know each other
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I am genuinely so worried for all the young horny dykes going into adulthood thinking there's something "problematic" / "wrong" with them for being horny because fucking tiktok lesbians think any horny dyke content is "male gaze fetishitic"
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ok NOW we can all freak out marvel vfx workers voted to unionize thank god
article here
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Devastating! Art museum gift shop doesn’t sell prints of specific and unpopular painting that struck a cord with you!
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also what is with people tossing out support for nonbinary people when the nonbinary person is a celebrity. as soon as demi lovato changed their pronouns from they/them to they/she everyone, including supposed allies of the community, IMMEDIATELY dropped the “they” part of “they/she” and started referring to them as a woman again. then when “unholy” by sam smith and kim petras won a grammy people talked about how kim petras (just her) made trans history by being the first trans person to win a grammy. and yes this is something to be celebrated, but is sam smith not also trans by virtue of being nonbinary? did they not also make history? or do you not see them as nonbinary because they’re amab and not feminine enough to cross the man threshold for you? and yes nonbinary celebrities are not going to see you referring to them as if they were cis but your trans acquaintances sure as fuck are
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honestly christianity really hit the jackpot with "jesus christ" rolling off the tongue as an expletive so well. the number one problem with fantasy settings is that whatever names you come up with to take in vain will never hit as well as "jesus christ"
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