#anyways I forgor to submit the food count tonight and had a breakdown about it and sobbed for a bit

[canisonicscrewyou]

sorry it wasn’t very I-don’t-dream-of-labor of me to cry about how I don’t feel like I’m good at my job and the repercussions of that

#there are good and bad parts of working at st*****ks but like #I was SUCH a good barista. I was the BEST barista at my store (and heard it from others too) #and I feel like I am. by far. the weakest out of all four shift leads at my store #anyways I forgor to submit the food count tonight and had a breakdown about it and sobbed for a bit #I LOVE closing genuinely. adore it. I love cleaning I love stocking I love setting the morning up right #but everyone at my store is incredibly hard on each other for better or for worse #and I just. I feel like I can’t fucking win. and I feel like at this store they just assume that if you’re not good you’re not trying #but like. I’m trying SO HARD. there’s never a day I don’t go home and think about what could’ve been done better. #I hated my old store so genuinely at the time but I almost wish I stayed. oh well. #now I’m here and I move soon anyways #one of my coworkers is very nice though. genuinely so supportive and kind and I think he’s going to do soso well as a shift / manager #I’d be a lot more… bad if he wasn’t here and also new and vented with me #and the only other really supportive one is gone to become a SM (good for them but pls—) #anyways. now I’m here. and I know that I transfer in a few months.