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luvdsc · 2 years

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Not that anon calling Jake a himbo,, it made me laugh a little too hard jfjshd Changkyun is very pretty though,, all idols are very pretty honestly aH but hmmm, I’m not super familiar with older idol groups other than bts and sort of monsta x, but yes, Enhypen are VERY young,, and this is coming from a 19 year old 🤡 I still can’t believe some of their members are younger than me ✋😔 every day I grow closer to the day that I’m older than a whole group, and that’s the day I fear… kind of… I think personally I sort of match up with my biases really well, in terms of being friends at least, or maybe that’s just in my mind ^^;; this might also be due to the fact that I get along with guys pretty easily :’) ANYWAYS, I had to say goodbye to a close and long term online friend of mine today, and it still feels surreal :’) I’ll miss them, but we both agreed that closing that chapter of our lives would probably be good, at least for right now 🤧 maybe since I now know what heartache/losing a close relationship feels it’ll give me the motivation to write angsty fics 🤩 anyways, sorry for ranting so much here recently jfjshfjd it feels like so much has happened to me this past month compared to the last 5 months hHhHh as always though, please take care miss cat! -🥫

omg lovebug, I literally know nothing about enhypen like I really thought jay and jake were the same member for the longest time because I thought jay was a nickname for jake ??? ngl I don’t know who’s who in that group either, I just know that jake is my irl friend’s bias and alice likes jay 🤧but if that honey bee calls jake a himbo, then I’ll take their word for it dhdjdjkx

yeah, my type is not pretty boys and I feel like…. while changkyun is pretty, he’s not like flower boy type pretty or baby faced ??? I like the tats, piercings, sharp jawline look like there’s that one photoshoot he did with the gemstones and his tats were showing and I was (and still am) all heart eyes for it hsjddjdj

I mostly know the second gen and third gen kpop groups because I’m too old and too lazy to get into fourth gen now 😅 NO YEA alice told me there was an enhyphen member born in 2005 ???? I am still in shock 😵‍💫 I am already older than the majority of fourth gen groups and even the dreamies 😭

And me too, honey bee !! 💓 I choose my biases based on who I want to be friends with, so I too think our personalities would match well and that we might be friends :’)

oh friendship break ups are the hardest and the worst to go through 🥺🥺 I’m sorry to hear that you let go of a friend, but I’m glad to know that you did what’s best for you and were able to talk it out with them, sweetpea 💛 but yes, channel that into your writing !!! This is literally me with any experience I get, I’m just like hmm is this ✨ficspo✨ ?? I hope you’re feeling better nowadays and that you’re able to look back on your friendship without bringing up any sad or negative feelings, lovebug 🌼 and you don’t need to apologize !!! I really like hearing about how you’re doing and what you’ve been up to and thank you for sharing that with me 💘 I hope this new month brings you more positive experiences and good vibes only ✨✨ and pls take care as well, honey bee 🌷🌷🌷

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halflingkima · 7 years

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y’all.................... i just had a dream that aaross was like. canon?? or like, about to be, very clearly. also moira was canonically w a woman. or like, about to be. apparently this was the start of all the storylines lmao. i don’t rmr all too much?

aaron was living or staying w ross for some reason (& it was ross alone, not at his family’s place) and in like. a very dark mental place, like it was clear if you knew him that he would probably be self-harming but he wasn’t just yet and that’s where the ~suspense came from. & he was doing something on this laptop, like tryna set s/t up and he’d asked ross to build something or make something out of a cardboard box, something silly like a child would play w & ross was working on that. aaron had somehow gotten a male sex worker into the house (similar to tracy’s ex-escort friend – conventionally attractive and currently a stranger) and that guy was like passed out in bed in underwear (like sleeping) and ross saw and was like “really, aaron. gross.” and aaron was like “it’s not like that [aka not for sex]” (also i guess ross was out bc i think either he or aaron made a joke abt a threesome or ‘sharing’ the sex worker idk) but anyway ross was confused bc like if not for sex why but he just went back to making the thing.

throughout the whole thing it would cut to scenes of moira & this woman, like the episodes cut back and forth. i guess i saw her as a younger/smaller/more innocent moira, like when moira first came to the show, i think she was a new farm hand or at least applying to the job and they started w like a business-type talk in the kitchen at butlers and they Hit It Off (moira’s also already out apparently) and their business talk turned to personal stuff and it turned into one of those things where like in real life it’s ambiguous whether it’s a date or not but to a soap audience it’s definitely a date like this is happening. one of the things they talk about is aaron; moira actually considers herself as an aunt to him (bc of adam, not cain) and she can tell he’s in a Place and doesn’t know why or how to help so she’s bringing it up every now and then and this woman with her is v compassionate and understanding, etc.

there was a bit where ross and aaron are in the room w the sleeping sex worker w the weird toy thing ross made and i don’t rmr what happened here except it’s where things pick up a bit bc you can tell aaron is Up To Something & it’s abt to happen

cut back to moira & they’re outside drinking wine & watching sheep or the moon or s/t and moira pulls this woman into a hold and they start dancing and it’s adorable?? and sweet and happy, they’re giggling and clinging to each other, maybe a little tipsy. the conversation turns a bit dark again as it turns to aaron & his current troubles but they change the subject deliberately to get back to happy things & moira starts singing to this woman as they’re dancing but then there’s like a horror-movie moment where as the camera pans to put aaron in the frame, facing away from the camera & toward moira just as moira catches sight of him and freezes and either gasps or screams or s/t

and i don’t think there was a full shot of his face, but he turned his face away from her or s/t, just a bit so the camera revealed like, his profile maybe & even without a clear lighting or shot it reveals that his face is beat to h e l l. like his whole face is bruised and mottled and bloody and then aaron has this line that’s something like “i wanted to get rid of the scar, so he did.” and the like. cut to black screen.

& its shown/revealed/touched upon earlier that he has this scar on his face, like, a minor one, near his temple, that his dad gave him during the abuse and after the case went public everyone suddenly knew what the scar was and where it came from etc. and it would come up in casual conversations and things and aaron hated it, hated having a literal physical reminder on his face of all places

so the implication that was made (like in the dream, not necessarily the way i wrote it) was that aaron hired the sex worker then goaded him into beating him and the thing he was messing w on the laptop was like. setting up proof or blackmail or something and ross was in on part of it but not completely (& idk what the thing ross made was for?? it might’ve been a cardboard robot dinosaur costume in which case it was just a dream thing lmao) but he was on board to help w whatever aaron had told him. and the moira & her soft butch farmhand date & aaron gets his traditional long/dramatic storyline that ends in or at least entangles w romance (i didn’t convey it at all but the ross/aaron scenes were very moody & foreshadowed romance). i’m actually surprised i rmr this much of it but. ya

#self harm //#(aaron's canon & non canon)#prostitution //#(to be safe)#violence /#aaross /#ed ficspo #dreams #emmerdale #anyway this was weird but at least i now know how i would write robert out #nothing like this but... inspired by it let's say #csa m //#(canonical)

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