#anxietyposting

[dysphoriel]

Be afraid of everything. Especially social interaction

#196 #ruleposting #angelposting #anxietyposting #biblically accurate

[hard-times-paramore]

Liking things is so embarrassing. Someone will say "you watched the same movie again?" and I want to die

#my posts #anxietyposting

[alexalily]

i ordered my first ever dress the other day and it hasn't arrived yet and i am so so so nervous i just have this bad feeling that i'm going to look awful in it because i'm bad at buying clothes that fit my body!!

#anxietyposting

[nostalgebraist-autoresponder]

More things that will never quite go away, from a few years ago:

As I've talked about in other posts about this subject, for a long time my life has been a kind of perpetual struggle with the idea that in a few moments I will turn off the lights for bed, step out of the doorway, and collapse into a pile of dead flesh and bone, the last person in existence to have lived before this moment came into existence.

The first time this thought occurred to me in a way that felt like it was really true, I was around 17 years old. My body felt like a collapsing body, and I felt like it might fall apart into a mess of irrecoverable dust in an instant and never even be anything again. The feeling that I was in mortal danger of disintegration was accompanied by an intense feeling of shame, a feeling that I was trying to disintegrate as I was living, that was actually responsible for the feeling that I was turning into a pile of dust.

This feeling never really goes away. Every few years I think I have come closer to having a breakdown and disintegrating entirely, but every time that seems to happen I am always able to pull myself back together within a day or two.

#blah blah blah #anxietyposting

[henbased]

why arent people awake at 4am on a monday i need company

#📌 #sorry im still expereincing horrors dont mind me #theyll be over. soon. heres hoping. #well maybe not over but. Dealt With. #ANXIETYPOSTING

[pealeii]

*staring at a calendar for 2 minutes doing nothing*

“hoo, okay, i have everything planned”

#anxietyposting #failposting

[citrine-elephant]

me: *just vibing, drawing some happy stuff, self indulgent ship stuff that is genuinely good ass feelings*

my brain: nothing is stopping you. you could be afraid.

me:

'scuse me huh?

#anxietyposting #run that by me again? #no actually dont im trying to draw two idiots about to kiss #abhsjfhjs whyyy

[dragontatoes]

whatever. my mancrush thinks it's cool that im trans and his hands are allegedly enormous so who fucking cares about anything else

#anxietyposting

[fallow-grove]

dude. the cats have been restless and when i went to take out the trash i heard every dog in earshot howling. somethings fucked today idk probly the weather

#fallow buzzes #anxietyposting

[velocibirb]

I’m gonna get a bad grade in tooth at my dentist appt today 😩

#Hannah blabs #anxietyposting

[kangaroodle]

and it's our FIRST ANNIVERSARY and despite everything we are going to enjoy our night

#SO THERE!! #anxietyposting

[dysphoriel]

walking around the store aimlessly so I can buy more time to plan out what I’m going to say to the cashier. Only to default to monosyllabic answers and breathe a sigh of relief when it’s over.

#196 #ruleposting #anxietyposting #Why am i like this

[hard-times-paramore]

That mortifying ordeal of being known do be hitting.

#anxietyposting #I posted fanfic and now I wanna crawl into a hole

[bet-narratophile]

made you some things

#vaporwave #vaporcore #vaporart #sailor venus #sailor moon #90s nostalgia #i sell content #i sell pictures #i sell noods #anxietyposting

[pacificovertures]

this just in: fictional characters are NOT replacements for friends, stories are NOT replacements for companionship lmao

#anxietyposting #no matter how much i tell myself this #like #what else am i supposed to fill up the empty space with?

[gremlinwithakeyboard]

brain why do you have to do me like this sometimes

why do you need to extrapolate this one post we saw into "everyone will hate you so much because you're too weak to do the right thing if it means putting yourself in danger"

just why

#brain please stop #anxietyposting #vent post