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mxtxfanatic · 2 years
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I don’t think that Luo Binghe just hates himself enough that he’s willing to overlook Shen Qingqiu’s early abuse of him in svsss. On the contrary, I think that lbh’s willingness to see good in Shen Yuan’s sqq despite that early childhood abuse done by Shen Jiu (who we are never told he knows is separate from Shen Yuan’s sqq) is because 1) Shen Yuan transmigrated when lbh was juuuuuust young enough to still (at least partially) believe that it was his own actions that made people like or dislike him, so sqq’s sudden flip to treating him well validated his idea that doing well = being treated well, and 2) he, like everyone else, assumed it was sqq’s qi deviation that changed sqq’s personality, so why should he hold a grudge against someone who may not even remember their previous actions and shows no signs of returning to them, especially when he had not gone through the event that cemented his pidw version’s commitment to repaying harm with 100x worse harm?
But on that note, sqq then throwing him into the abyss in Shen Yuan’s timeline both 1) breaks lbh of his belief that doing well = being treated well by forcing him to contend with the idea that someone may hate him for who he is, regardless of his actions and 2) leads him to believe that he is the cause of sqq’s abuse of him, because why else would his otherwise loving shizun who used to abuse him but then suddenly stopped try to murder him out of nowhere after discovering that he is a demon but after telling him that demons are not inherently evil? Must be a him problem, right? (On the other hand, the abyss scene in pidw is what showed bingge the truth that sqq’s abuse of him was never justified or about anything lbh ever did/didn’t do).
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danmeiconfession · 4 months
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Anyone is free to respond to this post how they like. Again, this is an opinion not a fact so please don't get butthurt over a stranger opinion on how they view these characters.
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I couldn't care less or give much fucks about Luo Binghe's past and dilemma, considering the monstrous path he ultimately chose. It's repulsive how a male lead can wreak havoc in both realms, driven by an incessant obsession with their shizun. To witness him inflict widespread destruction due to rejection and then be rewarded for it is simply sickening. Shen Jiu's disdain for him is understandable, despite the abuse he endured the amount of death and destruction is uncalled for Binghe deserves death. Does Luo Binghe exhibit the response of a victim towards their abuser? He crosses so many ethical boundaries, yet some argue that Shen Jiu should have treated him well from the start, even if Shen Jiu was reprehensible he doesn't deserve the torture that is unthinkable.
He should have been treated better what makes Binghe so special is it cause he's a protagonist? Shen Qingqiu, as the shizun leading his peak, should have prioritized improving the attitude, judgment, and addressing bullying among all disciples. He was abused I'm not denying that but he never blackend then he was blackened even before he met Shizun lol.
Comparisons with characters like Wei Wuxian highlight a significant difference. Wei Wuxian remained a good person despite the cultivation world turning against him and Madam Yu abuse on him in his younger years. In contrast, Luo Binghe operates on a whole different level, willingly engaging in fucked up heinous acts in "Proud Immortal Demon Way." It's challenging for me, as a reader, to sympathize with someone who deliberately made destructive choices. Bingmei isn't much better, and Bing-ge's approach to grievances is extreme, seeking to repay a thousand-fold.
He wasn't coerced; Shen Qingqiu can't be held responsible for the way he turned out because, at some point, one has to take control of their own life. Luo Binghe's mindset operates within a black-and-white framework, and while his life may have tragic elements, the current state he finds himself in is essentially the outcome of his own actions. I don't particularly care much after that. Despite having wives, immense power, and genuine love from his partners, he remains fixated on one specific person. His past may have been harrowing, but his present is a self-made hell, marked by unfulfillment stemming from his obsession. And it hit me then, how many lives had he destroyed how many women had he forced and then put them in his harem as just a statistic. If Luo binghe wasn't the main focal point and male lead or was an ugly character we wouldn't give a rat's arse about him because it fucking ridiculous his shizun was under no obligation to love the man who killed the person he dearly held most and rendered him limbless and destroyed everything. No one sane would. If you were in the same situation, would you choose to be with this man? Except for Shen Yuan, who shares an equal obsession with his idol, it's doubtful that anyone would pursue such a relationship.
Luo Binghe's tragedy lies in his psychological imbalance, fixating on a particular person, and the responsibility for this fixation rests squarely on him. It's clear that he wouldn't bother if it were solely about the abuse; he could have just killed Shen Jiu and moved on, a typical move for a protagonist with a vendetta. Consider what he did to the Palace Master – subjected him to pickling, yet he tormented Shen Jiu for years without end how is that fair. Such actions aren't solely driven by hatred; there must be an underlying thread of resentment. After all, the boundary between love and hate is often thin. Binghe's emotional baggage is more complex. His relentless pursuit of Shen Jiu is rooted in the latter's complete lack of care or concern for him. Binghe's focus transcends mere revenge for abuse; it revolves around a deep-seated yearning for care and attention that was never reciprocated.
What truly irks me is the fact that some people become upset just because the male lead in the story is canonically depicted as having been abused/mistreated as a child. It's essential to detach oneself and recognize that not every narrative revolves around personal experiences. Yes, I'm talking to you reader. Having a villain be a child abuser is more personal than being a mass serial killer. Child abusers are depicted to always be plain 100 percent evil what I appreciate from this character is how real he is and how much the cycle of abuse repeats itself. Unfortunately...
Luo Binghe's fate was designed to involve adversity; after all, protagonists are meant to face challenges. Comparing the ethical standards of the 21st century child abuse to the ancient setting of svsss is irrelevant, considering the weak moral framework and how much evil is batted away in that context. Shen Jiu, while flawed, is unfairly singled out when others are wickeder than him. It's important to acknowledge that he could have been worse we know his story. He could butter them up, gain their trust, manipulate Binghe if he were to find out earlier in the story his demon heritage, hell he could have even weaponized how much abuse he stayed as a slave against the Sect Leader but he didn't. The Peaklords, demons, airplane bro, and Mobei Jun, the women all have their disgusting faults too, and it's essential to view the characters within the broader context of the story.
Nobody is entirely virtuous. What perplexes me the most is that Shen Jiu's transgression involves a single instance of child abuse—just one reported case. The strong opposition despite acknowledging his potentially kinder traits raises questions still horrific and how dare we want good things for him. Anytime someone wants to post or want to think positively it's like there is a fixed way everyone must cater to how they see him and I find that boring really. If someone has a certain way they see a character than go for it life to short to cater to a mob. It's a fucking novel on the internet at the end of the day. People shouldn't bully or hurt real people over a novel or for any medium for how they interpret a character because that when the issues start.
While some may view this as "woobiefying," I don't it's essential to recognize the complexity of Shen Jiu's character. Canonically, Shen Jiu can't perform outwardly benevolent deeds because the world setting he is in as the villain seems to discourage it. People aren't simply black and white, and Shen Jiu's nuances go beyond a single act. Can a person with a dark past and abused a disciple also contribute positively to the world as scum? Yes. Human beings are multifaceted, and Shen Jiu's character reflects this complexity. If writers wish to explore positive alternative character traits or divergent life trajectories, especially in a fandom like svsss where creativity is expected, they should feel free to do so. After all, fanfiction is a space for imaginative storytelling, even if it deviates significantly from the original content.
If readers are troubled or have dissatisfactions with the character development and writing for Shen Jiu, or any other character for that matter, consider revisiting the novel. That's the only version you can experience with the original author, after all! LOL.
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thegreymoon · 7 months
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Hello! Hope you are having a good day!
I began to reread Scum Villain and began to think about the similarities between the Xin Mo and Flower of Everlasting Hatred. Like both of them heighten the negative feelings, except the latter is a bit more one track. Both contribute to the darkening of the person in possession of it, except for Xin Mo it has the added imagery of being the driving force of the OG stallion novel. It attempts to perpetuate the old plotlines, attempting to transform Bing-mei to Bing-ge,,,,,both are present as the symbol of a higher power manipulating the narrative (Hua Binan/The System), albeit for different reasons. "Forced to become evil due to freaky magical influence" is a trope that has incredible potential for angst™.
Aaaaa, thank you for the ask! I love SVSSS/2ha parallels so much!! 🤗
2ha was my first danmei and it is also the book that is more suited to my tastes, so while I did end up enjoying SVSSS for what it is, my favorite parts were definitely the ones where I could see the direct parallels with 2ha, especially the parallels between Bingmei/Bingge and MZS/TXJ. My absolute favourite bit in the whole book was when the PIDW Bingge created the rift and ended up in the SVSSS timeline.
With that said, I always connected Xin Mo with Bugui, but your parallel also makes so much sense from the POV of both Xin Mo and the 🌺 being a corrupting magical influence. Xin Mo seems to have both a higher state of consciousness than either Bugui or the 🌺, and an agenda that is independent of its master. All spiritual weapons in 2ha seem to have some level of sentience, but they don't seem to have a will of their own and they certainly do not have an agenda independent of their wielder. Bugui was a destructive entity because Mo Ran himself was destructive. The 🌺, though, did not have sentience or will of its own. It was just a cancer. Xin Mo may have been corrupting, but it also gave its wielder power. The 🌺 did not, it just twisted and corroded. Also, the main difference for me here is the element of choice. Luo Binghe chose to take up Xin Mo, knowing the risks but doing it anyway because it would yield him unimaginable power. Mo Ran had no choice.
The corrupting magical artefact that Xin Mo reminds me more of is the One Ring from The Lord of the Rings. It is, in essence, sentient and has its own agenda. It magnifies your inherent power to a massive degree, but it also eats away at you until you are nothing but a shell of your former self. Both of them are parasitic, but at least for a while there, there is an element of symbiosis (for comparison, the 🌺 in 2ha is definitely parasitic with no benefit to the host, and Bugui is symbiotic, with no negative side-effects at all).
What is interesting to me about Xin Mo is that Bingge actually mastered this sword and found a way to control it instead of the other way around, even if this is a constant work in progress and the sword still seems to be looking for ways to chip away at his defences (hence his constant need to channel its negative energy through sex). Bingmei never did and the sword very much infected his mind in a way that it never did with Bingge. I think that this is (partly) because Bingmei left the Abyss sooner than Bingge and thus never fully mastered his demonic powers, but also because Bingmei's goals were different to Bingge's. Bingmei's big dream is to be a househusband for his Shizun and live in domestic bliss, while Bingge wants to rule the known universe. The latter is much more in line with the demonic sword's own nature, which craves and thrives on chaos, which is why I think Xin Mo was an actual asset to Bingge and an active factor in his own destruction for Bingmei.
Hua Binan and the System, though, go into different categories for me. Hua Binan is the actual villain of the narrative, with a personality and a goal that is influenced by in-universe factors. On the other hand, I view the System in the same way as I view all AI. It's a computer program that does what its code tells it to, but it is not actually intelligent, nor does it have any independent design. It is dumb and easily fooled, but also inflexible and unable to realise when its actions could lead to its own destruction (such as Shen Qingqiu dying being a viable option to this "game", which would absolutely lead to Luo Binghe spiralling and self-destructing and taking this whole universe, including the System, out in the process).
Anyway, there is SO MUCH I want to talk about concerning the parallels between Bingge and TXJ (and their respective shizuns' reactions to meeting their blackened selves) but this is getting loooooong as it is, so I am going to stop here for the time being 😭
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madame-vera · 2 years
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AFG LGBTQA Bingo Masterpost To Be
For now I'm noting down ideas for every prompt but once the card's complete I'll either edit it into a masterpost or reblog as a production reference for a masterpost.
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Exclusion/Rejection
I'm absolutely going to pick a character from the Royal Tutor for this. Really amps up the social expectations part of things.
Bulge Kink
Kokoro
Trans Omega
Gareki is a FTM Omega. Part of why he's pissed at affection is the social standards behind it. YogixGareki (Karneval)
"I love you, I love him, you love me... Why can't we all love each other?"
I'm having trouble deciding on the media and characters for this but tamaki/haruhi/kyoya is trumping thus far.
Moyashimon is also a strong contender
Karaoke
The MCs take a break away from their cafe by having a karaoke date. Chatting At The Amber Teahouse.
Height Difference
Ed x someone (fma)
Himawari-san and forgethernamedammit (Miss Sunflower)
Moyashimon
Flags
could be red flags
could be flag flags
maybe nhs (mdzs) with pins and patches? he could design them?
Still In The Closet
Maybe Seiya from Tsurune? mayhaps?
Modern AU
blank space
Love Triangle
blank space
Crying Under The Rain
Chigusa has an emotional moment during a rainshower, overwhelmed by the easy prevalence of water and it's gentle fall. Rakan helps him through it. (Silver Diamond)
True Mates (a/b/o soulmates)
you could get some real drama using junjou romantica for this. tricky, but possible, and very dramatic.
Free Space
Celebrant AU - gay marriage becomes legalised and in order to avoid bankruptcy via wedding gifts the MC gets a cheap celebrancy license and offers free services to his friends as the present. I'll decide the MC and fandom later.
Sharing An Umbrella
Hikaru and Akira walking back from their personal go match. Hikaru gets nostalgic about Sai and Umbrellas.
"And They Were Roommates"
Shen Yuan and Shang Qinghua having a laugh over heir partners being temporary (unwilling roommates). Bingmei just wants t know what's so funny. (SVSSS)
Strap On
That sex toy designer character I like from that manga I like (gonna need to take a scroll through my faves) makes a secondary penis strap-on and torments his boyfriend with it.
Showing Love Without Words
Shen Yuan wants to give Binghe all the love he can but can't bring himself to say 'i love you'. So instead he does sneak acts of service. Filling the kitchen with his favourite ingredients, using his favourite incense, sneaking cultivation supplies into his qiankun pouch, keeping books to Binghes interests on the shelf, etc. (SVSSS)
Dysphoria
Wandering Son (more attention on this story please, it's so good)
Danny Phantom (the fan theorists have a point)
Carry In Arms
Monochrome factor,(we need more cute Akira), Shirogane can carry him. could include a funny omake since Shirogane is invisible, would be very odd for a random bystander.
Roommates AU
Soma and (was is Takumi? the older italian brother) from food wars
"Nothing will stop me from loving you."
Megumi x Mikoto from Princess Princess sounds like an awesome idea.
Bar Fight
Takahiro gets into a drunken drawl with a homophobic asshole. Akihiko bails him out, very happy that Takhiro is slowly coming to accept his relationship with Misaki, if only very drunkenly begrudgingly. (Junjou Romantica)
Royalty AU
Maybe a Harmony AU, if i can work out how
Non-Binary Coming Out
Aoi officially comes put as a bi NB (he/they) after reaching high school. They come out to their friends and family (their immediate family does not take it well, their aunts take a little convincing but get there, 2 MCs are chill and supportive). Aoi picks a more open high school to live freely, further away from his previous schoolmates for a new start. Aoi, after some indecision, uses flags to come out on their blog page while announcing a hiatus because they want to work on their technical skills, personal growth, school work, maid occupation and develop a new blog image for the new stage he's at.
The flag bit may or may not be used as the upper flag prompt in a chaptered fic. We'll see how it goes. This is for Kaichou wa Maid-sama.
Alpha With Two Omegas
I'll be using the three main characters from Daites Ryou Koubouki (Offense and Defense in Daites) for the story since they have an interesting canon polyamorous dynamic. I haven't decided who to make the Alpha just yet. Koscise would be fun with two temperamental omega, but Mathesa honestly just makes more sense given their political relationships. We'll see.
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phoenixtakaramono · 3 years
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Does Bing gē Have Descendants in ‘The Untold Tale?’
This topic has come up a few times since The Untold Tale takes place in the PIDW universe (post-Bingge vs Bingmei extra), I figured I might as well compile and archive my official answer here for me to refer my AO3 readers to in the future for convenience’s sake. I hope everyone doesn’t mind. :) I’m always happy to answer questions!
TL;DR
Q: Will we see Bing gē having fathered children with his harem of 600 or so wives in TUT?
A: For TUT, the answer is a definite “no.” There were a lot of factors which’d contributed to my decision. I’ll try to explain my reasoning down below.
Context
In PIDW, it is canon that Luo Binghe has a bountiful number of descendants with his harem of 600-or-so wives. It is a detail that has been mentioned even in ch1 of SVSSS and in ep1 of the donghua.
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(SVSSS Excerpt - ch1)
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(SVSSS donghua - ep1)
I like to plan things ahead of time. So from very early on, I knew this would be something I would have to decide on whether or not to address when I’d finally decided to expand TUT from just a prologue into a full-blown story. And after contemplating it, I decided against adding children into the story. It is because 1) it would make the situation more complicated, and 2) it would take TUT in a different direction that wouldn’t be fun for me to write.
I’m a very decisive writer, meaning when I make my mind up about something, chances are I won’t change my mind. This is because I would have already planned it into my plot outline, which means changing a decision would require me to change other details in the other chapters I have planned for that story. (I’m typically not a spontaneous writer; I try not to write spontaneously because when you’re a writer who rotates through multiple WIPs with different characters across different genres or writing styles, you inevitably have writer’s block because you probably won’t remember all the ideas or the direction you had whenever you return back to a different WIP. To reduce this shortcoming, it helps me personally to have a plot outline. This way I can return to any WIP, read my notes and then transcribe them into legible paragraphs, find a way to transition between the story beats I have to hit for that chapter, and then eventually post the final draft to AO3 when I feel it’s ready.)
Having made a decision, I knew I had to set it up in TUT and give a “reasonable explanation in-story.” Hence, in ch2, we see:
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(Excerpt I - ch2)
Basically the set-up is TUT takes place post-Bingge vs Bingmei, but between “the third or fourth book” of the hypothetical PIDW webnovel series aka before Airplane wrote the fanservicey chapters where the luckier of LBH’s wives give birth to children during the harem drama plots and the children are probably rarely, if ever, mentioned again in the story as a lot of stallion novels tend to do.
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(Excerpt II - ch2)
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(Excerpt III - ch2)
Contrarian Tendencies
You know the saying: Monkey see, monkey do? In my case, it’s monkey see, monkey do not do.
A little fun fact about me as a writer: if I have already seen a fanfic where someone has already written a concept or idea into their story, chances are I will just avoid it entirely in my own stories. I don’t know why this aversion exists, but I’m assuming it’s because of my counterculture hipster inclinations and an intrinsic fear of plagiarism which has been beaten into all of our skulls since adolescence. There’s nothing wrong with being inspired by other people’s works. Technically everything’s been done before in writing so, as a writer, a good rule of thumb is to always try to give it your own unique spin on things. So for me, my brain somehow interpreted this a step further. This is a reason why I try to avoid reading stories from whichever fandom my WIP is from during the writing process of updating a fic, because this is how I get influenced. Once I see an idea or interpretation from another fanfiction, it influences me to not want to write it into my own. This is a very strong unconscious impulse for me. I guess this is just the neurons in my brain’s thinking that this way, it won’t be something my readers will have read before and the story idea will come across as different or fresh, and mine. In a way this is also how I show respect for fanfiction writers in the same fandom—by being inspired to not be inspired, ha. I like to think every story in the world serves a niche audience, so seeing a diverse range of originality and interpretations in a fandom is a good thing. This is also how I feel when I am able to identify certain popular tropes or depictions or patterns in a fandom; 99% of the time, it makes me feel a compulsion to “go against the grain” or write the opposite. For example, you have no idea how long it took me to come around the idea of incorporating the fanon “A-Yuan” into TUT. However cute it is, the moment it dominated the fandom (well, “dominated” is an exaggeration; it’s more like I’ve seen enough, especially in the Original LBH/ SY | SQQ tag), my gut reaction was to nope out of using it. But after seeing a lot of comments in my inbox with readers affectionately calling SY “A-Yuan,” I’d contemplated it for a long time and it wasn’t until ch4 that I decisively decided that yes, I can have Bing gē calling SY “A-Yuan” in TUT—but it has to be at the right moment for maximum dramatic and emotional impact. (See this thread that started it all. And this is the small sneak peek I wrote where LBH will call SY that for the first time.) <- This is the rare 1% where I actually conformed to what’s popular.
In this case, when I finally decided to expand the prologue into a full-blown story, coincidentally I had just recently read a good Binggeyuan (Bingyuan) fanfic which featured a kidnapped Shen Yuan interacting with Bing gē’s harem and LBH’s children/descendants. I’d liked their portrayal and even thought the children were cute. <- However, with me having reading this, the problem came up: I felt the familiar stubbornness in me rearing its head. So knowing myself, if I had included children, it is very likely the direction that I would have gone down for TUT would have been the opposite. To further complicate matters, you have to keep in mind the kind of writer I am. I tend to like grounding stories with a semblance of realism, no matter if the genre is pseudohistorical fantasy, romance, sci-fi, etc. And this writer has seen and read quite a few harem and palace intrigue Chinese dramas/ premises.
For further context, in those types of “historical” C-dramas^, in that sort of environment which fosters scheming, competition, jealousy, etc, it is almost expected to see heirs aka children aka descendants harmed along with the women. Innocent parties are often victims in these sorts of cutthroat premises, to underscore the underlying message the show or novel wishes to present. (See Ruyi’s Royal Love in the Palace. See Yanxi Palace. See The Legend of Haolan. See Nirvana in Fire. See The Rebirth of the Malicious Empress of Military Lineage. Etc.) And me being me, this would be the direction I would take. Remember, while TUT is meant to emulate a legitimate danmei C-novel reading experience in a fantasy world, I do drop pseudohistorical and cultural Easter eggs into the story. So trust me when I say you would not like the direction TUT would have gone down in, had I made LBH have children with his harem. I mean, theoretically yes, we could’ve seen endearing children characters from me, but you would have also seen me addressing a lot of the baggage that comes with (see Comment III Excerpt down below).
The situation with dissolving Bing gē’s harem is already complicated enough. As his romance with Shen Yuan develops, I didn’t want to have an additional headache thinking about how to address the issue of LBH having children already. Divorces in a pseudohistorical context is already a heavy topic—even more so when it’s divorces with children in the mix. Naturally I will still have SY and LBH eventually discuss the matter of legitimate heirs since LBH will essentially become the Sacred Ruler of all Three Realms and it’s a traditional precedent for an emperor to bed his empress, noble consort, and imperial concubines until he has his heirs (plural, because the rate of mortality was high in ancient China). In TUT’s case, at that point in the story SY will remind LBH that he’s essentially an immortal sovereign so there isn’t any need for an heir unless he wishes to retire. Furthermore, he will inform LBH that he could set a new precedent since he’s already different from the other emperors from history (with him being of half-Heavenly Demon and half-human cultivator lineage); as long as LBH is fully aware of all perspectives of the situation, he doesn’t necessarily need to conform to all traditions if this is something he really feels strongly about. But this future conversation(s) is likely the extent of it.
But wait, you say, what about a certain someone who’s going to be transmigrated as an imperial crown prince? Isn’t he going to be in that sort of vicious upbringing? <- Yes. But that’s an entirely seperate matter. In a way, since I’ve decided Bing gē will not have had any children or descendants in TUT, with Airplane, this now presents an opportunity for me to show the consequences of being one of the many children of an emperor with a harem of women vying for one man’s attention—and the power struggle that’d ensue in this kind of environment. It’s an interesting What-If parallel, if you think about it.
AO3 Comments
Although these are just small excerpts from replies I’ve written before, it’s nice and orderly to just compile them here for everyone since these will be buried underneath all the comments as TUT updates:
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(Comment I- ch3)
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(Comment II- ch4)
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(Comment III- ch4)
Because of seeing comments that have asked me for my thoughts on whether or not I will include LBH’s children, I’ve had so much fun seeing theories thrown around: from LBH’s blood parasites being able to control conception, to someone’s headcanon about LBH being a hybrid and all that entails scientifically (think: mules). I will say in TUT, it’s more the former since in PIDW he’s supposed to have descendants; we’re pretending Bing gē doesn’t have any yet (and now definitely won’t, especially after having heard SY’s “prophecy”) because he subconsciously does not want children due to certain fears, trauma, etc. And his Heavenly Demon’s “blood parasites” (blood manipulation) is a convenient story device to explain why no wife has gotten pregnant yet.
I hope this explanation makes sense! Mainly I just wanted to have this archived on tumblr so that I have this post to refer to moving forward.
On a side note: especially since ch4 had been posted, quite a few people have actually mentioned they’ve read my replies to other comments and/or I have seen different people having hopped onto other readers’ comment threads (for example, imagine my pleasant surprise when I saw a reader you lovely person, you helpfully jumping in to respond to another reader’s questions about TUT, and their answers were actually aligned with what I would’ve answered!), so it’s always such a thrill whenever I see this level of engagement happening. I can’t explain why, but seeing this happening is just so cute to me. It really makes this writer feel so warm and fuzzy inside!
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originlist · 2 years
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me, trying desperately to be normal about seimeidou:
mxtx climbing into my brain:
They were obviously both “Luo Binghe.” On what grounds would the other one get to encounter this kind of Shen Qingqiu, and yet he himself had to encounter the narrow-minded, jealous, and shameless version?
On what grounds?!
The carefully preserved articles of clothing and objects; the refreshing and tidy side room; the tender, doting, and indulgent whispers.
He clearly only wanted to humiliate them. He clearly disdained the nauseating relationship between both of them.
And yet, he could not help but blurt out to Shen Qingqiu, “Come with me.”
me: okay this but douman+seimeibei look no one understands only i understand it is the jealousy and violence and some weaker and more worthless version of Yourself getting something you do not have cannot have and will not be able to take it is Pleading for recognition and not getting it from someone you were supposed to respect and not even understanding why you want it
anyways sqq and seimei are similar in that seimei is how sqq presents himself, seimei lacks the clown man buffoon interior (generally, hes stupid in different ways) but bingge/bingmei/sqq dynamic is very douman/bei/seimei especially in this scene in the Wanting and Jealousy you Do Not Understand thanks for coming to my ted talk ive been thinking of this scene for like three days
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