#and won't be ashamed

[boytoychick]

Imagine an older guy who sees too much of himself in you to let you repress any longer. He just wants you to be a boy, his boy, so badly it doesn't even bother him to fight you over your weekly injections. It shouldn't matter if you think you're just a normal girl. He knows how bad it is to miss out on the young manhood he's trying to give you, why won't you just be good for daddy and give in already?

#save me older man who won't be put off by how feminine I look and how repressed and ashamed I act #save me older man who forces me out of repression just so i'll be his boytoy #force masc #forced masculinization #forcemasc #autoandrophile #autoandrophilia #my writing is incoherent

[nelkcats]

Distant family

Danny didn't quite know how to feel when his mother asked him if he wanted to go visit his aunt for a few days. He assumed it was his Aunt Alicia but apparently not, which didn't leave him with much of a choice as to who it might be. He wondered if it was safe to leave Amity for so long.

Later, his mother rectified herself by saying she was more of a distant aunt of sorts, which didn't help the halfa's confusion in the least but he ended up agreeing to it. Mainly because Jazz asked him to take a vacation.

That's how he found out his aunt was Wonder Woman, because sure, why not, Aunt Diana seemed to be just as curious about his existence but didn't tie him up in her shiny golden bow so Danny considered it a win.

Apparently his grandmother was an Amazon that left Themyscira after falling in love. His mom had met Diana when she was separated from her homeland as a sort of united group of exiled Amazons.

Danny wondered what that meant for Jazz's future, at least he had a story to tell Pandora, she would be proud of his origins...probably.

#dpxdc #Amazon Maddie #she didn't grow up there but clearly has better strength and reflexes #her mother trained her as if she lived in her homeland #and gave her some extra self defense classes #Maddie was interested in her origins for approximately 4 minutes #she discarded them because ghosts were more interesting #although she is not ashamed of where she comes from #dp x dc #dc x dp #this can guide to Diana as Danny's mentor #if the halfa is able to tell her the truth #that won't happen for a while #but Diana has a lasso of truth and suspicion as her advantage #Pandora is definitely interested #Danny expected this from his father's side more than his mother's. #he wonders why he is surprised at this point

[lolpsxd]

he's soooo so so normal about happy tree friends soooo normal soo

#blame my htf hyperfixation #spooky month #dexter spooky month #spooky month dexter #dexter erotoph #dexter the exterminator #happy tree friends #htf nutty #didnt really draw sm lately sorry my brain decided to rot about the other thing #and new episode is tomorrow. and my brain is going to explode. #i won't be able to handle obsessing over two pieces of media at once help #feeling extra shitty fucking again but im ashamed not to post anything after promising i will

[haneys]

hi, im very sorry to ebeg again but im at my wits ends again. we don't have money for rent. i had to leave my previous job because they were paying almost nothing and cutting my hours like crazy, leaving me temporarily unemployed and relaying on my savings. I've got a new job but im not getting paid until next month. i've already sold my valuables. i also need to rush back home this weekend because my grandma is in a dire situation and I need to be there before she passes. i didn't want to have to ask for help again but it really feels hopeless. im asking the landlord if we can pay later this month but so far i didn't get an answer and i dont know what to do.

my p*pal is @/farthog and i also have blik if you're polish. anything helps because dollar/euro is worth much more than pln. if there's anything I could do, draw or write you something, help you with homework, etc. just let me know. thank you everyone 😞

#patxt #i feel so ashamed having to do this AGAIN and amidst everyhring that is happening but I really don't know what to do #im so scared genuelly I'm scared my grandma will pass I'm scared we won't figure this rent out I don't have anyhting to sell anymore

[raynedayys2]

The death of Nex & queer people like him scares me.

It scares me because that could've been me.

It scares me because that could've been my friends.

And it scares me even more knowing that if I knew him, we probably could've been friends.

He deserved to live.

He deserved to live to 17.

He deserved to graduate high school.

He deserved to grow up and accomplish things.

And now that he's gone, he deserves to have the full truth told about his death.

#text post #lgbtq #lgbt #trans #transgender #nex benedict #protect trans lives #protect trans kids #I see so much of myself in him & it hurts to think about how much he's going to miss out on #he won't go to prom or graduate #he won't see his friends or his family anymore #he won't even draw or read or cook anymore #Oklahoma should be beyond ashamed that they're covering up the death of a minor who deserved a full life #and every single group who played a part in death and deaths like his should be charged #and even if did end his life which I doubt the head trauma would've played a serious part in that #it would've been a lie to say 'oh he didn't experience any traumas'

[lonely--seeker]

Entering shops just to pet the plushies

#It's my can't fucking sleep night so I draw whatever I want (fav character holding my plushies) #All the sharks i've pet are so smooth #my art #mp100 #apparently I can't draw tonight too #but I won't be ashamed of my lack of skill. i won't be stopped.

[uncanny-tranny]

It's a scary time for so many trans people, and I really want to push for everybody to not feel guilty for not wanting to always combat the horrific state of transphobia. You aren't required to be an activist, you aren't "giving up" by trying to live as comfortably as possible. This especially goes for trans kids who don't deserve to have their childhoods ripped away from them to be subjected to transphobia because of their activism.

Trans people: do what you can to survive - to thrive. Your existance is resistance.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #there is a time and place to be an activist - we won't always be in that time or place either physically or mentally #and if that's where you're at then please don't feel ashamed or that you have let everybody down #because holy shit that is *not* what activism is about. it is not a whip you flog yourself with #not everybody is cut out to be an activist and that doesn't bar them from being trans or being worthy of being treated equally #sometimes the state of things overwhelms me and i take a step back

[codenamesazanka]

while i'm ranting, might as well give another one - thinking about the heteromorph mini arc and discussing it when a friend and just realized:

while the other villains get to have adorable kiddie imagery and a hero bestie to be beside them to hold their hand and imply that in a better world, they would've been saved as children,

heteromorphs get none of that. apparently they just have to live as discriminated children and grow up like that, and just endure and hope in themselves and focus on the good memories.

Shoji talked about themselves (heteromorphs) being bright and shining, and how that will be used to change bigots so they become ashamed. A Hero said "sorry for not realizing earlier ¯\_(ツ)_/¯" and that's it. no hero to save them, especially not when they're children. they have to do it themselves.

This might be pushing it, but like. the story also never even suggests the idea that Shoji should've been saved. Not even 'I was hurt and a hero should've saved me, and now I will be the hero that my child self needed'. But rather his heroic goal is being a cool hero to change the image of heteromorphs. Like it's their fault.

Between how Shoji saved the girl, and how the heteromorph mob guy Imagine Spots the heteromorph doctor tending to a non-heteromorph patient, it seems to suggest that heteromorphs should... work harder to save non-heteromorphs? to be accepted?

Shoji saved himself and that's the model to aspire for. Heroes just don't really figure into this societal wide discrimination attitude? and that's that.

***okay well. the villain kids don't get fully saved either, exactly, they just get a friend who can help them endure, who can get them through the hardships without snapping and making trouble for other people. But they get a friend. heteromorphs have to do it alone.

#nalslastworkingbraincell #you won't be saved. instead you just have to endure and make yourself shine so bright it makes the bigots ashamed. #great lesson #obviously i'm prob blinded by my bias so feel free to tell me i'm wrong #whatever

[doki-doki-imagines]

TW: Pet play, probable OCD for Michael

Sort of a continuation of this post. It can be read as a stand-alone.

“Y-You’re the best kitten” You pant, mind fogged by bliss.

Michael moans in your sex, if he could the kitty ears (a while ago standing perfectly onto that cute, messed up head) would have moved along, standing straight like his tail that is now following the movements of his hip grinding into the air.

“Michael, keep going-“ an awful loud moan comes out, only spurring Michael to go faster, to plug his tongue even deeper, tasting the essence covering your warm walls.

You can hear him rustling with his boxers, pulling them off probably, the wet sound unmistakable. You look under you and see the pink engorged tip of his cock, precum already spilling out; you bet it would taste delicious.

Too bad you can’t think about it more because Michael intensifies his ministrations, the vibrations of his broken moans send a delicious shiver up your spine and you can’t do anything but arch your back and grind into his face. He keeps switching between sucking your clit and slipping his tongue in, drinking your essence like the finest beverage, never stopping, if nothing he gets more aroused by your breathy moans, by the thighs you are trying to keep open with every ounce of self-control you have, but that inevitably close around his head, their plushness making his blood flow even faster to his groin.

How much you would like to caress his head “keep going kitty” you would say, spurring him on, maybe if you pull the leash he would listen to you…

Then you look at each other, blue irises almost covered by his blown pupils, Michael stops and you whine; why all of sudden all this intimacy?

That’s when Michael surprises you, he touches you. The same Micheal that couldn’t go two minutes without washing his hands after caressing you, the same Michael that gagged every time he just thought to put a finger in you, that same Michael is touching, or better seizing your thighs.

A new wave of pleasure runs through your skin, because fuck, you never saw Michael so desperate and even bigger fuck, he never touched you this way.

You feel his hands running towards your hips, man-handling you into what you assumed it is an angle he prefers, and as fast they go to your chest, squeezing and pinching your nipples hard and fast, uncoordinated in his movements like he wanted to do everything he missed in all this time.

“S-slow down kitty, your owner is delicate you know?” A half-hearted laugh comes out and you finally, finally pet his head.

Meanwhile, Michael looks at you like an angry kitten, furrowed eyebrows-

“Ouch! Nasty kitty!” The strong pinch on your nipple was anything but pleasant, you could even feel a cheshire grin on his face; the impulse to choke him between your thighs was strong, but you have the doubt he might enjoy it so you let the idea go.

This little breather doesn’t last long, Michael pulls you towards him (like there was some space between you two at this point) his mouth leaving your sex, cold hair hitting your core making you whine once again.

“Let me finger you, master”

…

How could Michael say that with such a serious face!? You felt like combusting, you don’t know if embarrassment or horniness, because let’s admit it, your big boy Michael acting like your pet made your brain rot since you started all of this.

“Yes, please Michael”

“Not Michael”

“Damn you, nasty kitty, get to work and get your owner off! Better?” Your arm covering your face, no way you’ll let him see-

Too late, he already pulled it away, looking at you with a predatory grin.

“Yes, way better”

Who could have guessed that the guy that was so disgusted by touching you would have turned like this thanks to a pair of fluffy ears and a tail; damn it if only you found out about this sooner.

Michael doesn’t waste a second plunging his slender fingers in and out your sopping hole, the intrusion comfortable thanks to his previous ministrations and God, Michael is making you see fucking stars.

Broken moans flow from your mouth, broken by the intrusion of Michael’s tongue, devouring every single sound you make, nullifying them with his own.

You try in the crazy frenzy of the situation to help him out, you reach out, but he pushes your hand away, too far, his eyes tell you.

A sigh escape, but you can’t complain much with his finger bringing you to such ecstasy.

Orgasm soon takes you both, your lips still slotted together, hard breaths coming out from your noses. You reach for a tissue; after such an intense session this is the minimum you can do, already scared of Michael running to the bathroom scratching his hand clean 'til blood comes out.

He gladly accepts it, kissing your cheek as a sign of gratitude.

You know that later you’ll have to talk about this, for now, you just cuddle in each other arms, unusual soft kisses exchanged.

#bllk imagines #blue lock imagines #bllk x reader #blue lock x reader #bllk smut #blue lock smut #michael kaiser #michael kaiser x reader #ahhhhhh this is all born because can't get out of my head the frame with him cleaning his hands after touching Isagi #this is so bad I hate writing smut #and so bad at it sorry for who tried to read this #starting this so maybe a better writer will be inspired and do it better than me LOL #Publishing it before going to bed so I won't be ashamed for how bad it is #swear that if it is as tragic as it looks in my eyes I'm gonna delete it #oh another thing to add #I know OCD isn't that easy but it's fiction so let's dream

[passionpeachy]

honey u r the most beautiful woman i have ever seen. alsoooo i’m at a phase in my life where i can’t be assed to wear pants unless i’m at work & let me tell ya u get used to the exposed pouch over time ❤️❤️

hfnngfg I'm assuming you're being hyperbolic with that first sentence because there's no way, I'm far from that....

#asks #and heard. I won't be ashamed of my pouch anymore

[joojdraws]

There's something so special about loving a character so much, I think. I love when someone is so passionate about a single character and shows them a lot of love. It's very nice and I'm so glad I've been experiencing that myself. Never stop loving your fave unconditionally. ♥️

#rarold is so special to me #and it has been the case for 16 months #it won't stop anytime soon #im not ashamed to love him!! #maybe that just makes sense to me #but it's all that matters! #i might be corny but... #shucks!!! #it's just so a-maize-ing! #tags: #positivity #positive #character #characters #jooj rambles

[briefle]

i hope someone else is as insane about them as i am.

#secret life #zombiecleo #ethoslab #grian #.clips #.my clips #this was like three days of my life. i am ashamed to think about how little i slept. so i won't. #i just love them. so very much. look at them. #i did have to scrap all the one on one ethubs clips i originally saved just to make the (battered and bruised) fourth wheel jokes #both because it's too long already (and 20mb too heavy for tumblr JESUSFUCKINGCHRIST) and because i know bdubs ep has prolly so much more #and it WILL kill me.

[annoyingann]

Hey, I'm having a bit of an art block. I can't offer you sketches for big things, but I can show you silly doodles

I'm going to kidnap Marcus (or adopt)

The thought that Zeke is only 15 y.o. in Hedone High brought me to memories of me at the age of 15 .. and I was very scared of boys then :')

translation: she communicates closely with a guy for the first time after a long time.

Lil' me: "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?"

#nah lil' doodles #sketch #silly doodles #i'm sorry #darqx #Honestly #I don't know why I'm posting this #Lately I feel like my creativity and art have no meaning of existence #I draw #but it doesn't bring me the same intense pleasure as before #but I still love it #I hope this will end one day and I will stop feeling ashamed of what I draw #sorry for venting #I won't stop drawing self-insert #you won't stop me #If you've read all of this #I wish you a great day!! I appreciate your attention

[littlemelonberry]

i love you winterqueers

i love you people who realize that being white is a thing to be proud of

i love you people who realize that it's becoming increasingly acceptable to be openly hateful towards white people

i love you people who refuse to feel shame or guilt over actions you never took

you don't have to add a "i'm not racist" disclaimer to your existence

you don't have to feel guilty to understand horrific a lot of history is

you don't have to hold yourself accountable for the actions of people centuries ago

you aren't a bad person for liking being white. you aren't a bad person for loving the fact you're white.

being proud of who you are and thinking everyone should want to be like you are not the same thing.

being proud of who you are and thinking anyone who isn't like you is worth less than you are not the same thing.

being proud to be white and being racist are not the same thing.

#winterqueer #i'm not okay with what y'all did to bee #it was unacceptable and you should be ashamed #but i'm a good person and i won't even put that in the main body #i'm disappointed in you guys #rq #radqueer #you can't get rid of me i'm all sticky #the only way this post goes down is if bee herself or a friend tells me she wants it down

[kalolasfantasyworld]

WIP of a very spontaneous art

@t-f-t it's your fault... (just like the fact that I will have no summons and diamonds in BC mobile)

but it's also a treat for us Nozel fangirls @loosesodamarble 😘

#Erika just imagine him saying all of this now ^^ #sooo much better than the Astronaut suit... #Now I won't be ashamed to have him at the arena #well... not now #in the future #art wip #fanart #black clover fanart #nozel silva #black clover

[goldkirk]

as I'm going back over my past history and items and journals and years, I come across all sorts of things, like the pencil I saved from that so-precious memory from second grade, and a pair of flip flops I've been missing for two years, and (tw for murder/crime/killings) the modern-high-school-AU-kidnapped-by-a-serial-killer story I wrote in late high school jdfsjdfsjkjlksfd

#i can't wait to find out what red flags I didn't see in my own self back when I last read this thing in 2015 hfdhfdhjsfd #also. there's gonna be like a good sentence here and there and then CRINGE. the whole rest of everything is just me still trying to copy th #breathing pace (essentially) and ways-of-describing-things of mainstream authors like I thought I was supposed to #so this'll be somewhat painful but also god what a joy and a gift and an honor and a delight to get to hold this close to my heart #and witness it with understanding and empathy and slow reflection and care like my past younger self deserves #i'm so lucky i'm alive to be here and do this #i'm so grateful i'm headed towards welcoming back and embracing the last little girl i was that still felt a lot of things #so excited for her focus and precision and tenacity and constant curious joy and movement to be back someday #i'm afraid people won't like the me i was before rule after rule and then dangers #but my god it'll feel so good to be the fully-flowing energy machine and dance and conduit again how will I have enough bother to care? #people who are good to each others' nervous systems cumulatively feel better and better #if i'm not good for you and yours then you really truly SHOULD go elsewhere and find someone who makes YOUR self feel right and light + war #anyway now that i wrote an essay in the tags as usual [nervous laughter] #personal #add to journal #words n rhythm #WHY DID I FEEL CAPABLE OF UNDERTAKING A STORY LIKE THIS #cradling my past self gently but also BANGING my HEAD against the WALL lmao #i'm proud of myself for writing and sharing this and its creative ideas. even if i don't like it now or feel ashamed or see mistakes. #anything. it mattered that it came to me and it mattered that i explored it and it mattered that i poured myself through it to help shape i #and it mattered that I left it on the internet so that now it still exists. i'm going to honor this story no matter what current me would #objectively think about it if it was written by anyone else. #this is a gift i give myself now. #this is a lot of what I learn and learn to do #trauma evolution #mosswrites