#and we’ve not rlly spent time together ALONE when we’re both like that for ages now

[hella1975]

i never considered how brave my neurotypical flatmate is for willingly choosing to live with two diagnosed ADHD flatmates but she was out all last night in nottingham leaving the two of us alone and it was HELL we were just going back and forth over what to do bc we both wanted to do SOMETHING but neither of us knew what like we were pacing and shouting at each other and then it went quiet for a while before my flatmate completely seriously just went ‘…. we could try acid?’ like there was no impulse control to speak of my flatmate took it to nottingham with her

#like yk that horrible adhd feeling when you KNOW you need to do something like ur skin is practically crawling with the need for it #but you can’t think of anything and all the piercing shops are closed #it was like that but squared bc me and my flatmate both got hit with it at once #and we’ve not rlly spent time together ALONE when we’re both like that for ages now #so we were both just like ‼️‼️ARGHHHHH‼️‼️ #and usually we’re quite compatible BECAUSE we get it bc one will have this feeling and the other will come up with normal shit to do #like go to the cinema or the bars or something to Satiate The Urge without doing something extremely dangerous and out of character #BUT WE WERE BOTH OUT OF ACTION AND MY FLATMATE ABANDONED US TO IT #we did not do acid dw <3 I did think I was going to murder my flatmate in cold blood tho #and now I feel really restless so im gonna go out and hopefully not spend all my money on pointless shit for no reason #hella goes to uni