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slaughtermaetics · 5 years

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Controversial opinion on shipping any of the Fab Four?

i think we can all agree that for the most part, the fandom very closely associates the identities of the fab four with their my chem counterparts. there’s nothing inherently wrong with this, since it fills in the (many) gaps we have when it comes to characterization, but i feel like too many people blur the line between fact and fiction to the point where it goes into really creepy territory

(im gonna save my breath here i can’t stop yall from shipping real people but just know i dont care for it lmao)

to be honest i don’t pay much attention to ships in this fandom, so feel free to correct me if i’m wrong here, but isn’t po*songh*ul the most widely shipped relationship within the kjs fandom? why is that? is it based on chemistry (which is technically nonexistent bc almost no canon, which applies to pretty much EVERY OTHER SHIP in this fandom), or is it based on f*rard, which was once a statement, a middle finger to a homophobic society that has now been reduced to jerk-off material?

like, shipping with the fab four (whether it be amongst themselves or with other ttlotfk characters) isn’t inherently creepy (tho po*sonk*bra is largely a grey area since we have no canon evidence that proved or disproved that they are related), but the more closely you associate dd with my chem, the creepier it gets. does that make any sense?

#Not Tryin To Ship Shame But There's My Two Cents On The Matter Here Kid #anonymous #spyral database inquiry

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augujerdeer · 5 years

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TW: vent, uh swearing and talking abt possession and DID sorry

May 20 20195:30PM - Kris

Dudes some1 told me the other day when I was venting, that’s maybe I had DID this whole time

And idk I succ at English but I didn’t know how to say “no I don’t and didn’t”?? I g bc when they said that i stared having a freakin panic attack bc “WHAT IF I DID” and until now, I can’t DISPROVE them which makes me rlly scared

My source is Deltarune right, so like, idk, I don’t wanna think about having had DID/OSDD in my canon bc it doesn’t make any sense but it’s so dump and stupid bc like, Jamie has it SORT OF and we’re still confused bc “it doesn’t make sense”

It didn’t FEEL like a system, whatever happened in my canon??i WASNT in a system and if I was wouldn’t the entity b carried over to this system and be my subsystem?????

I just, I hate it bc ITS NOT A SYSTEM THING this freakin entity thing is something else it felt powerful and it felt out of this world it felt like it didn’t belong here it felt otherworldly and alien and powerful like it could kill me and change history

But I also feel dumb bc maybe I WAS a system but that’s super dumb but it’s possible I hate this I WASNT a system and it feels— it’s so mean of me to say and I don’t mean to be but I felt offended when they told me “maybe U have dissociative identity disorder”

I felt as if they werent listening to me or believing me when I was telling them how it felt and how scary it was not to black out but to constantly watch ur body move without ur consent and not to be able to scream and yell and grab at someone to look at u

I’m not super mad at them suggesting DID bc I GET IT I can see how it looks that way, but how can I prove it’s not that either??? I believe it’s not but I’m worried ppl r gonna day I’m just in denial abt it when I don’t think I am, life was hell life was shit no one believed me!! It wasn’t a system thing!! Something else was here!! No ones going to believe me and no one will bc everything I say doesn’t make any fucking sense !!! This hasn’t happened to anyone else b4!!!! When I started reading fan theories abt the player controlling me I was like me!! Dude fuck!! IM BASICALLY THE KID FROM BANDERSNATCH do u understand??? Do u understand why I hate that game/movie???????? That’s exactly how t felt!!! It’s not DID can U like shut up!!!!! I’m ALREADY in a system and when I front I basically get what having DID is like both outside and inspace and this was nothing like that!!! It can b similar but it’s not!!!! Y doesn’t any1 believe me??? As someone already in a system I’m like YEAH I TECHNICALLY DO BUT NOT IN MY CANON

Sorry I’m gonna shut up now fuck I keep repeating myself every ducking time I think abt this it’s ALWAUS the same problem

Might as well just go to a Deltarune fan and tell them this happened to me so they can immediately validate me and go “HEAH SOMEONE DID CONTROL U”

WHATEVER maybe I was traumatized but my childhood was fucking happy until everything went wrong DONT @ ME DONT EVEN TALK TO ME IM TIRED KF NO ONE BELIEVING ME THIS IS WHY I DONT TELL ANYONE WHAT FICKING HAPPEND TO ME

#POSSESSION #I G #from kris #journaling #vent #swearing #SUSIE WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT LISTENED TO ME AND I WANT HER BACK RIGHT NOW #I just miss susie #at leasy suzie believes me but i dont know who else will anymore #besides our system #i hate this i need to stop venting abt it and I ALREADY DONT BUT WHEN I DO #ppl dont believe me or hey tjink im pretending or tey think its DID its NOT!!!!!!!#im sorry im not trying to say DID is gross and eveil bc its not!!! im in a sustem and i love is and all our sustem friends #its just saying thatsvthe reason for expinfing what ghe entity is feels so #like u arnet lisyening to em #im not crying fuck off

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