#and so on i cant form a coherent thought rn

[toastsnaffler]

ourgrhrb I feel so Bad

#hwat the fuck is in the water today. close to hysterically laughing and hysterically crying #yall ever feel like ur not really meant for this life. like ur just not built to do this snd u have all the wrong parts and sockets #and so on i cant form a coherent thought rn #<- not in a suicidal way like ill live with it. and itll never be satisfying or even just okay. but i have no other choice 👍 #oh man. :( #didnt even fucking play elden ring this evening thats how bad it is 😔 oh well itll wait #it doesnt matter anymore ill just read and go to bed #.vent #.diaries

[twelfth-dykector]

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT

#idk how i feel about it #like on one hands its ghosts so it's obviously the most perfect beautiful show ever #but on the other hand it was very underwhelming #(in my opinion) having betty be the centre of the FINAL episode wasnt great #like if it was any other episode it'd be great but for the FINAL episode i'd hope to see abit more of my silly little guys yk?? #plus that fucking ending #im in shock #like it was very predictable but i REALLY hoped they'd surprise us #going abit (very) insane #i cant form a coherent thought rn #i have SO MANY THOUGHTS THO #but they do not make sense unfortunately #bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts spoilers

[vse-kar-vem]

not tagging this but i think. kris's OH MY GOD THEY REPLACED THE BALKAN TRUMPETS WITH JAN GUITAR SOLO AHHHHHH sorry i was listening to the full verison on youtube ANYWAYS i think kris's lines in the chorus are something like "break your regret for the final step, and say"??? but im very unsure so. if this turns out so very wrong im sorry and please know that i'm very embarrassed

#WHAT IS THIS RAMBLE-Y ASS POST SORRY SSOL BEING PLAYED LIVE IS THE SUCH A WORLD SHAKING MIND BREAKING EVENT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #ESSENTIALLY: LOCAL GIRL'S FAVOURITE BAND PLAYS NEW MUSIC #28 DEAD 170 INJURED #IM SO SORRY I CANT FORM COHERENT THOUGHTS RN NONE OF MY SENTENECES ARE COMING OUT RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND #vee rambles

[alildritten]

Anybody else struggle with not knowing how to research things? It’s like, if I’m looking for something for school or something, oh yeah, sure, that’s easy. Done already. Nothing to worry about. Then it gets to something I’m interested in personally, and its always on such a broad topic of thing, and I’d have to know what specifically I’m searching for. But I don’t know what I want to search for specifically because I’m just getting started on that topic! Where do I look? Where am I looking? I certainly don’t know.

I’ve found the rabbit hole, but I don’t know how to leap in headfirst. I don’t even know how to stick my head in and take a peek. I know what I can see at the surface level, but what about all the underground tunnels? Each and every little branch?

#personal #i would get into so many more things if i just knew how to enter into that realm of knowledge on that topic #go to google or any search engine or whatever. search it up. like. alright??? where do i go from there. theres so many websites #where do i look first??? i need baby steps. what am i doing #also feel free to ignore this to anybody who sees this. im just genuinely so confused and unsure how it all works #having a mild existential crisis or whatever and my brain decided to focus on this one aspect of my confusion #its 2 am. i should sleep. but i cant im having a brain time #brain doing brain things and thinking too many thoughts. just. chill aight??? i need to sleep #so genuinely and frustratingly aggravated that i dont know how to look into some of my interests. #idk if any of this is even coherent and im very hesitant to post this i might delete it in the morning if i remember #also i dont understand how this works. why is this the thing i struggle so much with?? it doesnt make sense yet it makes perfect sense. #if that makes sense. #holy crumbs ima get off before this becomes even longer #tw vent #<- just in case idk. this felt like a vent session yet also i genuinely would like help. how do i research??? #why must words have to form coherent thoughts and sentences rn cant i just sleep??????

[magicalara]

Hi I'm on my lurking account which I might start using actively.

Here you may see the slow progression of me getting more sleepy XD

Also found this one in my drafts and thought you'd appreciate it.

-Ao3

(Or briccy)

I HAD TO SUPRESS THE URGE TO SCREAM OMG

It is nearly 11 pm omg I am so sleepy but so HAVDHAJJAIAHSVHAJ about this AHHHH

Tamaki going over to the Ootori household to go steal back Kyoya's old stuff please that's so funny 💀

And you used my dialogue too I'm just so ahshjabahajaj rn

Your style is so cute I love it and kyoya in the last pic??? Holy hell man he's so ajsjjam he got those man tits and the little sassy snap at the bottom pls

#i cant form coherent thoughts rn but know that i love this #all of this is just absolutely amazing and i love it so much #im gonna tag this with both ao3 anon and briccy idk which one you prefer you can lmk #but i love it you keep going dude youre so freaking cool #em answers #ao3 anon #briccy

[wikiangela]

"I should've died in that fire that night" 😭😭😭

this whole interaction, jesus, i cant even form coherent thoughts rn, just 😭😭😭💔💔

oh wow, Bobby started drinking early - this poor, traumatized kid 😭 and to think that he went through so fucking much, and managed to become such an amazing person, now he's our beloved captain 😭❤️

#911 s7 #911 7x08 #911 spoilers #911 abc #vicki watches 911

[hiemaldesirae]

okay so this isnt the Greatest Book of All Time (its pretty low down there actually, unfortunately) but the story concept plus cover are making me think radiostatic thoughts

as a synopsis: basically this is a. um. Very very toxic sapphic. Story. i hesitate to call it d/s or even romance for pretty obvious reasons to anyone whos read it- basically, its about these two women who start messaging because one of them wants to sell a family heirloom (i believe its because of money problems) and eventually wind up into a dom/sub type relationship where the dom sends her money for. i Think. like. faaaaavors?????? tentatively speaking my memory is actually dogshit. and this is all over emails and instant messaging, by the way, like early 2000s sexting. it eventually spirals off the deep end and theres a lot of gore and stuff- Anyway. its kinda freaky but i really cannot stop thinking about this in context of radiostatic

like. okay. vox whos in a bad financial situation meets alastor who promises to help him out of it in the form of monthly payment for communication and favors. vox agrees and they fall into a similar cycle as agnes and zoe (s/d, respectively) that culminates in alastor manipulating vox into mutilating himself.

Also i mostly thought back to this because i remember something with an eye and i cannot stop thinking about radiostatic swapping eyes for some reason. i cant explain anyof this coherently rn maybe ill expand later when i can think without minding the throbbing ib my wrist

#if i remember correctly i think the mc removes her eyes with an apple peeler at one point #i need to sleep or something it hurts so much #ran rambles #hazbin hotel #radiostatic

[girlprotag]

i have to calm down bro its not that deep

i was nawt expecting to get so stupid emotional over lisa and taffy's rltshp getting into lisa frankenstein i feelso fucking stupid . i cant even form coherent thoughts rn

taffy being introduced as a shallow self centered cheerleader stepsister but pretty early on you can tell that she genuinely does care about lisa even though she unintentionally comes off as passive aggressive or her way of trying to connect with her sister and trying to help her is a little misguided LIKEEEEE ..............

i was kind of worried about the whole both liking the same guy thing but like ghorhgofghdfoghd idk really liked how that whole thing played out and it leading to their final goodbye scene between the sisters like godgoisdjgoisjdgkgjsdkjgksdjgskldlskd and they could have easily spin this as taffy being secretly cruel this whole time in a shock reveal that the bitchy stepsister is stealing the protagonist's crush but it didnt go that direction and it rly does make sense for taffy's character because, she likes the same guy as her sister, that can happen, theyre teenagers, but she doesnt want lisa to hate her !! taffy has gone through so much effort to build a connection with her stepsister !! and maybe she shouldnt have hid that secret from lisa but its just normal teenager mistakes ............

which is why like im soSOOO distraught over like their final scene together where lisa finally acknowledges taffy after the initial anger because she realizes that taffy had always been her biggest supporter . like it just hurts so bad because their relationship could have been good but it was broken before it could really begin and all taffy had left of lisa was the necklace she gave her . LIKE IT REALLY HAD TO END THIS WAY AFTER THE MURDER AND SHIT LIKE GODDAMMITTTT GODDAMMMITTTT THIS SHIT HURT WORSE THAN THE EDWARD SCISSORHANDS ENDING I SWEAR TO GODDDD

(and before anyone takes it that lisa doesnt love taffy back, she DOESSSS, more than she realizes before this moment. the way that lisa would bring up "taffy says you shouldnt try to fix boys" unprompted, how she protested against wearing taffy's dress at first because its hers, etc, like she does have her sister in mind, but her own trauma and hangups and bad rltshp with the stepmom held her back from opening up to taffy LIKEEE!?!?!? AND NOW THEY CANT EVER HAVE THAT OPPORTUNITY TO FIX THEIR RLTSHP AGAIN THATS WHATS SO TRAGIC TO ME IT HURTS SO BAD!!!!!!!!

I DONT KNOOOOW I JUST HAD TO SPILL MY THOUGHTS OUT BECAUSE I LOOOOVE CHARACTERS LIKE TAFFY (shallow self-centered spoiled girl who is actually well meaning and whose good intentions end up hurting more than helping . coughs in apple white eah and siobhan from wendell and wild) AND FOR A LIGHTHEARTED ROMPY CAMPY CRINGY HORROR ROMCOMEDY WITH GOOFY CHARACTERS I WAS ACTUALLY SO DEVASTATED OVER LISA AND TAFFY AND THEIR CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT FEELS SO EARNED. I CANT DO IT. THIS IS MY FROZEN . BETTER SISTER MOVIE THAN FROZEN <-- hasnt watched frozen

#LISA FRANKENSTEIN SPOILERS IF ANYONE CARES

[fluffyglass]

I'm autisming out rn but I cant form any coherent thoughts so just work with me here. THE GRAMBLE GIGGLEFUNNY!!!!!!! GRAMBLE GIGGLEFUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!! HES THERE!!!!!!!!!! ITS HIM! THE GRAMBLE GIGGLEFUNNY!!!!!!!!

THERE HE IS!!!!!!

[ver0nica985]

cant stop thinking about polyhost.

chref married real and true. blaineley and josh also married but in a platonic "tax benefits!!!" kinda way. don and josh dating <- !!!!!!!!!!!! rarest pair to ever rarepair but they'd be so cute just trust me. erm. chris and don situationship sorry chron truthers but chris would be evil and mean about it </3. chris and blaineley evil. idk what to call them they'd just be evil. have you ever read homestu💥💥💥 I MEAN. cough

no yeah they'd be like if a kismesistude was lame and just two petty passive aggressive old people. who somehow end up maiming eachother and then makeout. no one understands what's going on but good for them.

chef is. the least involved tbh chris is his trophy husband who he can hardly handle (almost divorced so many times) why would he willingly deal with even more WEIRDOS!!!!!!! there's one braincell and chef and don have it 90% of the time

everyone else is hopeless idk. enjoy the ramble

man this ask is just... sogood ... I love character analysis...

chris and don situationship REAL. chron lovers wake up pls they aren't the most lovey dovey couple in the world.. they're definitely constantly arguing and lowkey dislike eachother but.... the tension between them is undeniable /hj

ALSO YYYYES HELLOOO DON AND CHEF ARE THE ONLY REMOTELY SANE ONES THERE. also chef and chris being on the brink of divorce constantly real that's just so real I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANON /P

I personally hc blaineley as a lesbian (I project onto my faves) but im completely open to other headcanons too like honestlyyy I can see how chris and her dynamic would be if it was romantic. passive aggressive old married couple REAL

sighhh I would ramble more about this but I cannotttttt form a coherent thought rn oh my gosh anyway I love this ask!! RAAAAAH!!!!!

#chron #realest takes #chraineley #rarepair #polycule moment

[luvlyhyunjin]

Needed like a whole day to process

oh my god i told you once and I’ll tell you again no amount of classics will ever amount to the poetry you write, im sorry for living in your world 🙏

the two went from being incomplete to chasing one another but never really being each others even if their hearts were to being pulled apart to where we are now… the two are tied to one another their hearts work as one and their souls are completely full of each other, and yeji:( I’ve always rooted for ynji those two were meant to be bffs. I cant help but feel like yn you truly made me love each character as if they were my friends i feel so betrayed from yuna but i miss her friendship but i also hate her, at least we got mafia woo💔 and hyunjin you can really feel him being his happiest when hes with yn shes all he needs 💔💔💔 ugh i cant speak or write or form coherent thoughts i just love this series its so special and dear to my heart i cant believe i survived till the end, i was going to say this is the fanfic version of the drama queen of tears but tbh nothing compares to carousel no drama no script no story no movie no art will ever amount to carousel, i wish i can read it again for the first time and re feel all the feelings you made me go through, either way ill still reread this for the rest of my life ill even read it to my kids and tell then this was Romeo and Juliet but the wayyyyyy better version like Shakespeare is sobbing in his coffin rn

OH.MY.GOD ive been rereading this for a while trying to find something to say back but i’m just speechless:(( im overwhelmed with joy i could cry you’re so unbelievably sweet and the fact you love carousel this much is so crazy🥺🥺 thank you so much for always being so kind and for sticking with me on this ride i truly appreciate you and every word you have said about carousel and every character 😿

i’m gonna need to reread this again im sorry i dont think theres a way for me to reply in a good enough way just know why im so so thankfuk :(🩷🩷

[superherokisser]

Ummm Michael Afton for whichever questions you want :3

haiiai thank uouu:) sorry for my deranged ramblings i’m. not good rn

7. for someone who doesn’t like change surprisingly, i like seeing everyone’s different interpretations of michael!!!!!!

8. ok. kind of hypocritical((??is that rhw word i cant remember rn) but i hate when they don’t make michael rotting cause i loveeeew rotting michael❤️❤️❤️also cause i used to literally get bullied cause i was dating michael. yikes whole other can of worms but i would get upset when people would accuse me of just liking.yk like the very fanon michael (no hate fr/gen)

9, 10, 11: y.yeah i’m literally basically married to him (3 years🥳🥳🥳🔥🔥)

16, 17, 18, 19: uhhh i only like jeremike (?)!!!!!that’s the only one where my jealousy issues aren’t bad also im dating jeremy too:D

4: omggg either dc or marvel. ofc. jason and michael are twinises cause they both died (but died-ish for makiol❤️)

13: this is dumb but the purple heart 💜

25: ok. first met him in fnaf gacha aftons stuck in a room for 24 hours. thought he was a teenager who likes rocket league (based off of my stepbrother) and was half purple because he died/was purple for some reason. also was dating ennard?oh man i hated ennard for the one reason that was shipped with michael lmao. used to get so mad. now??? i love him sm and iiii just. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️cause i can’t form coherent thoughts abt anything apparently

ok thanks for reading and asking👍👍🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️

#anon <3 #terchael <3 #well technically

[bunglegaydogs]

ramble ramble ramble

my eyes are stinging and ive got an agonising headache rn but I'm so bored and I want to ramble ramble ramble rn

not even about bsd (3AM NOT CLICKBAIT GONE WRONG GONE SEXUAL) surprisingly enough

(pls dont actually read this this is purely just me yapping LMAOOO)

just about ao3, fanfic culture, and wattpad really

i just need my thoughts OUT of me before I lose my mind

whats getting on my FUCKING NERVES RECENTLY is the sudden migration of wattpad writers to ao3 - this sounds SO BADDD let me explain

i am gladly welcoming the people who are willing to learn the new aspect and format of ao3 and who are actively trying out the website and adjusting themselves to it! in no stretch of the imagination should these people be shunned away from the site just because they're from wattpad

HOWEVER

the issue lies with the people who come onto ao3 and actively slander other writers/creators who have been using this site far longer than they have, simply because they don't understand the rules and basic etiquette of the website they're invading and trying to take over

not only is it just disrespectful to shit all over a community that has been built on the very thing they're all losing their shit over, but its then creating a negative space on ao3 where a lot of people wont want to write for fear of people like that, or at the very least will make people want to hide their works more to keep it away from the prying eyes of those fucking VULTURES

its the people who just shit all over authors and slander them in their very own comment section where they should feel PRIDE AND JOY at their readers commenting nice and pleasant things about the story they read. not being told to kill themselves or to never write again or receive death threats

ik this is such a bullshit little post but its actually been weighing so heavily on my mind as of late because I've just seen an influx of these hateful people spawn in out of fucking nowhere

i dont know whats happened with wattpad exactly, all I know is that something major was changed and it caused a lot of people to migrate

and thats perfectly okay - if youre going to be respectful and follow the rules of the site you're moving to

these people are so spoon fed on wattpad that they cant fathom the idea of actually searching for the fic themselves - they need to rely on an algorithm so that they don't have to look or think for themselves, really

not only that, but these people come onto the site, knowing exactly what it is (an archive for ANY and ALL type of fanwork, and pretty much anything that is legally allowed is allowed - gore, incest, pedophilia, rape, etc. ik we all know this but yk lol) yet they decide to try and censor these fanworks simply because they don't like it, without knowing the one golden rule - DONT LIKE DONT READ

again this yap makes no sense but imma keep yapping

a post i saw on reddit the other day that stressed me out was somebody complaining about age gaps.

the age gap was legal (Even if it wasn't, don't like don't read)

and they called the older person a pedophile...???

i just dont understand - its fanfiction. FAN. FICTION.

just because somebody writes something does not mean that they endorse that in real life. i write about some heavy and dark shit - half of it I don't agree with. writing is an art form, a way to express feelings and thoughts that are personal to you. even if they're not personal to you, its FAKE. it ISNT REAL. and yet these people cant find anything better to do with their time other than shit on other creators for being pedos or rapists. HUHHHH?

genuinely baffles me

another point that was raised in the comments of that post was people who shit on pairings where someone is really small compared to the other person because it's "child-coded"

GIRLIE WHATTTTT

sorry, brb, gonna go tell all my friends that they're pedophiles for being friends with me bc I'm too small

it BAFFLESS ME MANNN

i have so many more coherent thoughts on this but rn they're jumbled and discombobulated and Im actually on the verge of passing out so gn

[locklylemybeloved]

OMG YOU WENT TO THE CONCERT???!!!!!???!?

YEAH SHSHSHHDDHHDBDHDHHDHDJDH IM LITERALLY SO SJEJA GAHHHHHHHH IT DOESNTFEEL REAL AND I CANT BELIEVE IT BUT IT WAS GENUINELY THE MOST FUN IVE RVER HAD AND IM LIKE. I CANT EVEN. GAHHHHHHHHH

GAYLE was actually like REALLY REALLY GOOD and then phoebe was just. AMAZING. and she played graceland too which is one of my all time FAVORITE SONGS and then like te entire show was just AHSHDBBDHDBDBBRBRB it was cathartic. and she sang nothing new with phoebe!!!!!! and ootw on guitar and 15 on piano!!!!

ANYWAYS IDK HOW TO FORM COHERENT THOUGHTS ANYMORE THIS IS ME RN

#jimena <3 #taylor swift #the eras tour #mae goes to the eras tour #mutuals <3 #mae has mail 💌

[gothedrals]

I need to write something sappy about the black parade and how it changed my life but I’m on so many pain meds rn I cant form any coherent thoughts. But just know that I made my mom my mom listen to tbp in the car today and she called mama “scary circus music” SOOO TRUE

#g

[dravencore]

so baffled rn that i cant form a coherent thought