luvlyhyunjin

[luvlyhyunjin]

Stop now YOUR going to make me cry💔 ily

andd dw its just for appendicitis

stop not us both bawling uhfad and aww i hope everything goes well make sure to take your time to rest and recover <3

[luvlyhyunjin]

thank you so much for the update 🥹🥹 i was checking your tumblr everyday to see if you uploaded something lmao

can’t wait to see what will happen next!! love you, take care<3

omg im back now so you wont have to wait for me anymore baby, please take care as well <3

[luvlyhyunjin]

PLEASE TELL ME THEY STAY ON GOOD/DECENT TERMS I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE PLEASE I BEG OF YOU 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

prayer circle for hyunyn to stay on good terms

[luvlyhyunjin]

oh i’m about to talk your ear off 😭 i always feel funny sending something so detailed bc i don’t want to be annoying.

when i first found carousel, i (admittedly) scrolled by because i’m afraid of abandoned stories, but it peaked my interest every single time. once i finally started, i was in deep. i would be so excited when you’d update while i was at work, i’d tell my coworkers to stop talking to me because i needed to read immediately 😭 i gave my work bestie the full rundown and when the bet came out, she said “omg so he knows about the bet now??” like she was in there with me lol

i wish i could include screenshots of my discord messages where i am going crazy over certain lines you’ve written. i found one from when yeji came to yn’s house about the bet and i had read the last lines first bc you said it get your tissues (and i have anxiety lmfao) and i said “THE BOMB HAS EXPLODED”

actually i’m going to include the screenshot following the moon and sun analogy.

because when i tell you i think about it EVERYDAY. on the fourteenth it was another written part and i once again quoted your sun and moon (is it obvious i love them very much⁉️) and i said even if i don’t directly relate to what’s going on between hyunyn, it feels like i’m reading about myself sometimes. i see myself in the cracks of hyunjin, in the despair of yn. to long for someone so deeply and have ruined it yourself. i proceeded to tell my friend how heart breaking that part felt for me and he asked if he should leave me alone. and i said not if you don’t mind broken company. if that doesn’t feel like hyunyn, idk what does.

baby i have even told my mom how much i love this story 😭 i am down horrendous for you and your writing. if i could kiss every part of your brain and heal you from anything that pains you, i would‼️

oh pls do theres nothing i love more than ppl talking my ear off trust me im a good listener :D

omg stop i love that you were literally reading during work and the fact that you got ppl who dont even know it exists invested? omg thats so funny and wholesome fsjdpa

pleasee the ss :(( i wouldnt put you through hell only to give you a sad ending im a little bit of a sadist but not quite evil yet and omg i remember you telling me a few times about how you relate to some lines or some thoughts yn has about herself and although a lot of them are painful and sad i believe theres certain comfort in feeling you're seen and in your pain being understood so thats amazing. Reading this made me so giddy im smiling so fucking big rn and the fact that your mom knows carousel?? THATS CRAZY :(( if i could heal anything that pains you as well believe me i would <3

[luvlyhyunjin]

tbh that felt like an ending but not really feels like an ending. yk?

yess i get what u mean

[luvlyhyunjin]

youre so into me

i guess :/

[luvlyhyunjin]

MY BABY HAS RETURNED ‼️🥰💓

i hope you enjoyed your break and were able to rest. thank you once again for writing so beautifully that it etches itself into my mind, enough so i tell everyone irl about it.

i am nothing, if not made for loving someone. ❤️‍🩹

gigi🥹💘 i did enjoy my break it was much needed im so full of energy and newfound passion 🩷 im so glad you enjoyed it talk to me as much as you talk about it to irls pls id love to hear everything

[luvlyhyunjin]

“He’ll ask you to bury him with your hands, right next to your dead flowers of love.” ….. im speechless?! your soul is literally made out of poetry and your brain has all your poems. I mean this without any exaggeration you are better than any Shakespeare. Your words are so beautiful it feels like they dont fit in with any language you’ve made your own language of beauty and described it better than anyone. I truly hope your love and passion never ends because i will forever follow you the way hyunjin follows yn your pain gives my heart life and no matter what you write im here to read over and over, im genuinely so speechless its an effect you have so strongly on me i cant describe how gorgeous that was and how you single handedly ripped my heart and sewed it back painfully in a way that makes me want more

ive been staring at this for i dont know how long and im literally tearing up bc this is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me like what do you mean my soul is made out of poetry and my words are so beautiful they dont fit with any language?? I AM speechless i have been trying to think of smth to say back and im failing im sorry but just know ive carved every word you said in my heart and i will forever remember this :(( thank you so much im so grateful for you and for your words i wish i could come up with smth smart to say back. i dont wanna make this too emotional but ive given up on writing for such a long time that when i started writing again i had such low expectations for myself but to think whatever i created is enough to have you feeling this way is mind blowing. ty ty ty :(((

[luvlyhyunjin]

guess who finally read the chapters theres still time to make this a yuna and yn wlw

how about i scratch this entire series and make it about you and me instead?

[luvlyhyunjin]

chapter 53 mood board 🖤

HELPPPP THE FIRST ONE💀💀💀 dead on the floor crying

[luvlyhyunjin]

Getting ready for surgery, but im very okay🥰

aww baby i hope everything goes well:(( can i ask what kind of surgery?😢

[luvlyhyunjin]

Hey, could I ask when chapter 44 is coming of carousel?

Sorry if I'm being rude i just get happy whenever you post 🥲

And don't feel that you have to send it immediately, take your time and make sure you get rest 💗

baby pls say sike rn😭😭 you’re not being rude dw but im a little confused?

[luvlyhyunjin]

MOM THIS ONE RIGHT HERE MADE CRY WITH THEIR NEW CHP

(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

it helps w character development trust me🫡

[luvlyhyunjin]

I loved the new chapter i just wish hyunjin understands the reader i think more than changing reader needs love 😭 i mean come on her being compared to yeji and all. Y/n did shitty things but not because she needs change because no one loves her and everyone betrays her.😭

I LOVEEEEE YOUr WRITING AND STORY SO MUCH. The recent chapter was so nice and realistic. All your chapters are written in a realistic way which is why i enjoy your reading more.

Thankyou for the new chapter ❤️💅🗿

(Cant wait for hyunjin and y/n to be back together and stronger)

he does understand her otherwise there wouldn’t be room for forgiveness or chances and even wanting someone to be better is out of love when you’re with someone you want them to grow, you want to give them space to be better specially when they have self destructive tendencies like yn🥹🥹 omg baby you’re so sweet im lit smiling so big rn 🩷🩷🩷 tysm it makes me so happy knowing you love this story this much im so thankful 🥹🩷🩷

[luvlyhyunjin]

The new chapter was absolutely beautiful, I’m so ecstatic to see if we fuck up again 😆!

i smell ur sarcasm from a mile away😭

[luvlyhyunjin]

MY FAV IS BACK🙂‍↔️🤍

I had to pause to cry when she starting explaining the Yeji situation like SAME BABE SAME.

The audacity to show up to MY PLACE unannounced and then yell at me, call me baby, and continue to break my heart all in one time frame AND YOU CALL ME THE MONSTER🫵

hi baby🥹 LMAOOO I KNOWWW hyunyn had a wild evening that was a lot🫡

[luvlyhyunjin]

carousel update a week after ttpd??? oh this is gonna keep me up all night for sure!!!

i was lit about to call this chapter "i love you its ruining my life" :(