#and so difficult to overcome

[goldensunset]

did you know? if you do your laundry you can get your clothes back

#fascinating stuff. let’s see if i (person with the worst executive dysfunction when it comes to doing laundry) remember it #i literally have this issue where i’ll let dirty clothes pile up in the laundry basket for an entire month #like it takes me that long to get around to it #and then- who would’ve thought- i find that i don’t have anything good to wear. strange! #finally did it last night and i’m like ohhh that was so difficult but the payoff finally #augh #peach rambles #hall of fame i guess #shut up about socks. idc. #this was a fun positivity post of sorts it’s about overcoming executive dysfunction #derailing into jokes about losing socks is. it’s not horrible but just boring and annoying #it was supposed to be celebration!! and encouragement!!!

[realbeefman]

stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!

wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end

#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh #some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2 #recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person #and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety #like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that #my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms #UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child #so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had #a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time #which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem! #its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it #and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome' #instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems! #anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now! #house md #hilson #greg house #james wilson #stacy warner

[goemon-fan]

This was easily one of the best Lupin episodes

#there will be a rant in the tags that you can ignore #but it is so upsetting how modern/current lupin took away the depths of these characters and flimsily tries to restore their earlier depth #i'm one of those people who craves depth in what i watch and it's so difficult to like this franchise because it will be so close to doing #something interesting only to abandon it #this episode and part one as a whole was peak lupin in my opinion with each character having emotional depth yet flaws to overcome #yet modern lupin would have you believe that these characters don't desire to improve in any capacity #if we were to just focus on Goemon for example right here he shows depth with revealing hidden emotional maturity and empathy for Lupin by #comforting him and admitting he himself is afraid (which is a big deal for a character like him who is supposed to be unflinching) #but in modern lupin goemon will literally say that he's not afraid of anything and this is written without any hint of irony or depth #i'm okay with mindless entertainment and i understand that this is a series simply about stealing but the character assassination is so #disappointing #and when this series does try to be “deep” they pick the most triggering subject matter possible to depict to the point where it's #practically unwatchable (this is in reference to Part 4 and its constant SA plots as well as the rampant gratuitous child abuse plots #throughout the entire series) #i want so badly to love lupin the 3rd but it's a huge problem when fanfiction understands the characters better than the source material #lupin iii #lupin the third #lupin the 3rd #goemon ishikawa xiii #goemon #arsene lupin iii #jigen daisuke #daisuke jigen #fujiko mine #part 1

[compacflt]

I just wanted to say as someone who has stumbled across your blog and has read your Wednesday wips and posts about anything topgun related that your thought process and consideration of mav and ice, specifically their political beliefs and relationships with their own identities, is honestly so impressive and cool. You have brought such realism and life to these characters which is just so refreshing to see. idk i just wanted to express how cool and awesome i think that is

Because of the thought into these characters does it make it difficult to like them or understand them if you have differing opinions from them? for me personally i feel like if i were to ever actually have a convo with ice or mav regarding identity politics i would actually start to lose my mind (like how one feels when your dad or fun uncle talks for too long at thanksgiving dinner). If it does make them difficult to like, does that make it difficult for you to write them sometimes?

oh yeah! i think, my ice i really empathize with & really love & really could get along with, once he grows out of the sexism of his teens & twenties, but my maverick drives me crazy. someone sent in an ask a while ago that was like “WHY is cyclone simpson your one true love??” And it’s because i too would absolutely hate maverick & hate working with him lol. people who are overly cocky & un-self-aware & a bit self-centered make me CRAZY. (narrator voice: compacflt is a hypocrite as all these things also apply to compacflt.)

Politically… It’s difficult to say. no one really wants to hear the intricacies of one person’s political journey, which is why i won’t give you mine, but suffice to say—since the start of the russian invasion of Ukraine, and my semi-concerted effort to learn more about the political landscape of modern warfare, my own personal beliefs have shifted a whole bunch. definitely aided in that shift by my top gun fic project that specifically aims to understand the conservative straight-passing male mindset as it relates to military matters… there are many end goals to a project like mine, but one end product is a filter you can take away and hold up in front of your eyes and see the world through it. When writing from the eyes of a conservative straight (passing) white man, your priorities totally shift. I had to write from the perspective of someone who doesn’t care about identity politics. Because they don’t! A core tenet of conservatism is very proudly not caring about that stuff, and being very annoyed when people (usually left-of-centers) make that stuff very visible and want you to care about it! “Don’t shove it in my face,” etc., etc. Don’t force me to care about this taboo, private thing I really don’t care about. It violates my freedoms, or whatever, to be forced to care—or even bear witness to—stuff that i don’t care about. Etc. And then, to be nominally a part of that community that you really, really don’t care about, and then to be told that you have to care about it because of your publicity… people asking you to be proud of something that has had a negative connotation for much of your entire life… that’s not a transformation that happens easily.

Jesus, I could write an essay about this. I have, several times by now in responses to asks over my blog. But there is so much that I could talk about. I think… I really worry that some of my writing falls into the first of the below categories:

I really try not to romanticize conservatism in my writing—I tried to show that ice and mav’s happiness is the price they pay for their conservatism. They’re actively choosing to be unhappy—but because they prioritize their honor over everything, due to EXTERNAL PRESSURES they cannot control, and which I think are often ignored in the fandom space for one reason or another. The fact of the matter is, in 99% of IPs, characters prioritize something other than their sexualities. It’s never Maverick’s personal identity that is at stake in either Top Gun or Top Gun: Maverick, because he has built himself so impermeably masculine that there are no grounds upon which to question his personal identity. He just isn’t thinking about it. He’s thinking about how to get into Charlie’s pants, how to win the Top Gun trophy, how to uphold his promise to Goose, et cetera. If he’s fucking guys on the side, it’s because he wants to and because hes maverick and he does what he wants without thinking about it—that’s the whole point of his character, from a story-construction standpoint. That’s his archetype. He’s a renegade maverick superstar who is both thoughtlessly brilliant and thoughtlessly dangerous. He’s thoughtless. His priorities are to survive and to look cool doing it, and that’s it. He is a savant in the Naval Air Force, where honor is your lifeblood, who feels he has been dishonored by his own family name, and who willingly joined the conservative post-Vietnam Navy right when/after Ronald Reagan was elected President, and who wears cowboy boots and who disrespects women to their faces, and who is eager to get into altercations with Soviet-Chinese-DPRK-X-second-world-country-coded-but-EXPLICITLY-Soviet-manufactured-Mikoyan-Gurevich-MiG-28s(-F-5s-painted-black)… I’m sorry. In my opinion, the conservatism is baked into him as a character. I find it extremely difficult to separate him from his conservatism, because in some ways his patriotic conservatism is his raison d’etre. IMO if you take that away from him, he ceases to exist.

Same thing with Ice and his unwillingness to openly rebel or go against the grain. That is his whole reason to exist in the story at all. I know that I’m saying this in a fandom space where the whole point is to change characters & put them in different situations (fanfic) but… in kind of a perverse self aware way, as in I know I sound ridiculous and pretentious, i guess i don’t really understand an impulse to change the core tenets of a character irreparably in fanworks. We are shown that ice always goes by the books in TG. Then we are shown that he achieves the fruits of that labor (four stars) in TGM. So he is rewarded for never rebelling, whereas Maverick, who always rebels (but NEVER in a way that challenges his personal identity), has stagnated in the ranks at full-bird O-6. And that’s Ice’s character. That’s what he’s there for in the story—he’s a tool to show us the value system of rank and prestige you earn by following the rules of the Navy. Why take that away from him? That’s his priority! Canonically, that’s his priority and reason for existence! And historically the way to achieve that priority is through conservatism.

And you ask me if it’s hard to like my ice and mav. Yes, but that’s not my choice. The movie already did that for me. They are not, I’m sorry, likable people. I am not a straight white conservative male writing about straight white conservative men to validate my own beliefs—I’m a queer AFAB person of color writing about straight white conservative men because I want to understand the limits of their conservatism. What they do and do not care about, and what it takes to make them care. And from what we are shown in TG… ice and mav would not care about ME. At all. And they would not want to be forced to care about me. Ice’s casual careless dismissiveness… “the plaque for the alternates is down in the ladies’ room…” mav following Charlie into the bathroom… turning the key in the ignition and driving away while pretending not to hear her… “what?? i can’t hear you! 🙉” … they do not care. They have no desire to care.

Again. Maybe I subscribe to a very very old-school and labored and pretentious ideology when it comes to writing… I know a lot of people write just to have fun. I do not. I wish i could, but I don’t. And when you’re not writing to have fun, you don’t have to like the characters you’re writing about. They’re nothing more than tools at your disposal to get your point across more effectively. No, I don’t like them! Of course not! My ice is cruel and cowardly and careless and hypocritical and subservient and weak, and my mav is demanding and dangerous and dismissive and oblivious and so, so, so unbelievably bitter.

And that’s what my story needed, to get my point across. So, shrug. My point was my priority. I don’t care too much about the characters themselves.

Re: icemav & identity politics. Part of hopefully selling this story is the attempt at empathy for the conservative male, to bring this discussion back to the top. Why write fiction at all if you’re not going to write about people different from you, and why write about people different from you if you don’t want to understand them? So… part of trying to understand them was to understand and have empathy for this shift in priorities. Conservative guys do not want to care about labels, or sexual orientations, or, God forbid, discussion of their gender identities. I can kind of see Ice tolerating it by the end… but, there are limits. Again, it’s supposed to be private. I think he’d chafe against getting labeled gay—he wouldn’t want to be called the first gay compacflt, or SECNAV, etc. He can’t say, “i slept with like a hundred fifty women before I even MET the ONLY man ive ever slept with,” because that’s like intensely private personal information!! No one deserves that information, but people still want to call him gay, even though in his head he really is not!!!! Again—from the conservative perspective, it’s a public imposition of left-wing, overly sexualized, too-neat labels and politics onto an area of life that has typically been kept private and respectable—I don’t agree with the conservatism, but I can at least empathize with it. Pre-Maverick’s death (pre-coming to terms with it), it would’ve been shameful & embarrassing to him; but even after coming to terms with it, it’s still not something he “takes pride” in. I think he thinks of it like this—most people aren’t proud of being straight. Like, it’s weird if you are. Same thing with being proud of being white, etc. Why be excessively proud of things you have no control over? Why not take pride in your ACTIONS—for instance, his career that he has actively sacrificed so much of his pride for? I can really empathize with that thought. I don’t necessarily agree, but I get it, especially in his professional circumstances, where he has so much to be professionally proud of, and yet people keep wanting him to publicly care about this private part of him he has no control over and can’t change.

Maverick though. I think he’d be actively hostile about talking about it in public. He Does Not Care. he does not want to care. It’s all an insult. They call him the first openly gay Ace cause he’s married to another man— “okay, but, like, I’m not. Stop calling me that. Neither of us are. Oh my god we have slept with so many women. Stop calling us that.” Ok then what do you want us, the press corps, to call you? First openly bisexual Ace? “No that’s worse!! That’s a word some teenager made up and doesn’t mean anything!! I’m sixty years old stop asking me to talk about this stuff im too old.” What do you have to say to LGBT kids who want to go into the navy? “😎👍 there’s a place for you etc etc. Let’s go back to talking about all the planes I shot down.” Maverick does what he wants without thinking about it. That’s the core tenet of his character. Very conservative. Don’t ask him to care too much.

Idk. No I don’t like them. But I understand them, if that makes sense. Like their conservative anti-label logic does make emotional sense to me. So that’s part of what I took away from this project, for better or worse… probably worse: I understand why conservatives don’t like the modern over-publicity of sexuality. They don’t care and they don’t want to care. And because they are small-C conservative, my ice and mav still don’t care lol. So, yeah. It doesn’t make them hard to write, because thats why I wanted to write them in the first place.

#what does it say about me that i put myself in their shoes & understand their position #i don’t agree with it but I understand it #the annoyance and the bad optics and the over labeling of hard-to-label sexuality #being a gay republican has got to be the seventh circle of hell #note my ice and mav are not republicans #but also note my story would not change even one bit if they were #i don’t LIKE gay republicans because they’re republicans. but i can empathize with them cause that’s gotta fucking blow. #normie median biden voter ice #now I think if a kid came up to maverick at an airshow and was like… #sir im trans and I think I want to go into the navy to fly & you’re my hero… #he’d freak out like ‘omg that means so much to me actually thanks!! it might be difficult for u i won’t lie but we need more people who #can overcome adversity…omg let me set you up with this admiral i know… yes yes yes…’ #he doesn’t like the conceptual discussions but he likes the people if that makes sense #& he really likes people massaging his ego #i find them incredibly annoying. but that’s what character development is for. if u start out liking ur characters ur doing smth wrong #& if they weren’t incredibly annoying then i wouldn’t have a story to write. #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #icemav #top gun #top gun maverick #asks #edts notes #**obvious disclaimer this is just my interpretation!!!**

[antirepurp]

i haven't touched it in years but writing wise sonic colors feels to me like it wants to be both the epic tale that unleashed is but also be the saturday morning cartoon heroes is, but it's afraid of going as hard as unleashed and it's not sincere enough to be anything close to heroes, and so we're left with the unfunniest running gags known to man and an ending that feels violently out of place from the rest of the game. it's like it predicted the self-aware cynicism sonic took on in the mid-2010s

#soda offers you a can #idk. heroes is goofy in how hard it leans into the power of friendship but it's not a bad thing #heroes knows what it is and it relishes in it #unleashed could absolutely have gone harder than it did but even so it tells a beautiful story #the end of the game is a frustratingly difficult challenge that you have to fight to overcome to get the ending you Deserve #colors. wants both but without the commitment #it wants to be kid-friendly and funny but it's too afraid to do that #it wants to be a story that makes you feel things but it doesn't earn it #because to be sincere you need to take a risk

[brutalmasks]

bunny mask is literally the living embodiment of songs like ' dog days are over ' by florence + the machine and ' rebel girl ' by bikini kill. and no, i will not be taking criticism

#SOMETHING FEELS AMISS: musings. #LET ME TEACH YOU: headcanons. #HEAVY on dog days are over though. because the dog days of summer are often the most hot and miserable... so saying that they're over means- #that even though it may seem like these days are never going to end... they will and your spirit of happiness will return. #i don't think there is a solid interpretation out there as to what it's about but it is VERY MUCH a song that is about overcoming- #something difficult and / or overcoming depression to me. and that represents bunny mask pretty well i think. she was literally trapped in- #cave for what felt like FOREVER and wasn't sure whether she'd ever be released but she was + she was given a new start with her life in a- #way because of that. and i'm not trying to overinflate bunny mask's character here but... hey. whenever it comes to ' rebel girl ' - #bunny mask is VERY much a girl's girl so i feel like it's equally as likely that she feels the same kind of admiration for other women that- #the singer does and firmly believes that women should lift other women up rather than bring them down. plusss... this song kind of has- #an underlying message in it about the confusion between friendship and sexuality whichhh i could kind of see bunny mask experiencing? #because she is still trying to wrap her head around the different kinds of love that exist and whether if you like someone so much that you- #want to BE THEM... does that mean that you just really like them as a friend or that you're in love with them?? idk but i just love #bunny mask being unapologetic about defending and loving her friends. so yeah. bunny mask is just very special to me okay

[alienescence]

Recently discovered that there are people that ship dbhks ONLY within fanon, which is so wild to me because I personally think that so much of their appeal is within their canon!

#I think this comes from enjoying shipping from an “ideal relationship” perspective #dabihawks to me has always been about the different perspectives they can give each other and the sides they represent in society #it honestly doesn't have to be about romance #just that a deep intense connection is present because of who they are as people #both a connection and adversity to each other #because they represent what they hate but also what they could've been #their relationship would be messy and difficult and sometimes they may even think they hate each other #but that's the thing when you yourself are so deeply messy and difficult #and overcoming what you've been through #despite seeing the worst parts of each other #is part of the appeal isn't it? #they're not meant to agree with each other #they're meant to constantly challenge each other because they showed each other what the worst of both sides looks like #dabihawks is not ideal #but I think they're in a unique place where they may be opposites #but no one else might understand them the way they can #if they just gave each other that chance #I also think that people look at this ship through an “ordinary people” lense when neither dabi or hawks are ordinary people lol #like what you like of course this is just my personal take #alien talks

[headspc]

Sometimes I feel so small but I know it’s bc my heart is so big and connected to everyone else’s

#and I also have this ability to feel every single emotion in the world simultaneously like super empathy #I know it’s not my responsibility to bear but it happens so naturally that it’s difficult to overcome #working

[martyrbat]

get in gear - batman: overdrive

[ID: Three panels of fifteen year old Bruce Wayne talking to teenage Selina Kyle as his friend, Mateo, drives them. Bruce is in an all black outfit and Selina is wearing a light purple shirt with a cat on it and black jeans that have paw print rips in the knees. Bruce just got rescued after breathing in knockout gas and is slightly loopy as he points a finger at Selina. He tells her, “And you! You... saved my life.” Welina snaps, “I'll never do it again! You're lucky I could talk Mateo into telling me what you were up to. You could've gotten yourself killed.” Bruce sets his head against the car window and mumbles, “So? I should've been already... with Mom and Dad...” Everyone in the car sits in a heavy silence. END ID]

#oh bruce :( #this is from a children's book too and theres multiple moments of just... oh. wow. #love seeing heavy and difficult topics handled in appropriate ways for children. even as an adult its just so !!! knowing a child may get #to see something they connect with or struggle too and how this character overcomes it/handles and manages it #just knowing the younger generation is getting more resources and its destigmatized is a very nice realization and feeling :) #but also #GOD . #bruce wayne #crypt's panels #c: batman: overdrive | get in gear

[clonerightsagenda]

Was teasing Gill about her past Royai sins but I do think it's funny to see people insist they're only not together because of a non-fraternization policy when nothing of the sort is ever referenced in the text. (This came up because it was mentioned in the propaganda for one of those long time pining ship polls.) Extrapolating the existence of such a policy is reasonable - you see them frequently in workplaces with hierarchical power dynamics, and apparently it may be referenced in some supplemental material. However, if I were Father using the state alchemist program to fast track 5 sacrifices who've opened the portal, I would want my candidates to be forming strong relationships with people, and if those people are fellow soldiers who are a lot more likely to die than civilians, even better. It's strategically sound to at the very least grant your state alchemists a waiver. (It would also be strategically sound to start bumping off their family members, but the guy is not proactive.)

Anyway I just think it would be funnier if people in the military are allowed or even encouraged to hook up with their coworkers and they were just like that for personal reasons.

#more seriously as I was saying in discord #I think people see a policy as something easier to work around in fanworks and stuff #whereas if the characters are not together bc of self loathing and dedication to a trajectory that ends in their deaths #that is a bit more difficult to overcome #however that was less funny than the core of this post which is #what if the military's human weapons were given a Special Dating License #bc that would help the villain's evil plan #also I will be honest a military that hires a 12 year old probably does not care about quid pro quo abuse of power #this post is the spiritual sibling to my one about how #Goddard Futuristics does not ban relationships with your colleagues #as long as you are still willing to kill them without hesitation if ordered to do so #fma

[pinejay]

i'm listening to disjointed sections of the 3 body trilogy again and thinking abt the basic tenant that the need of a resource, no matter how great, doesn't bestow upon u the right to take it from another. the trisolarans are willing to colonize earth bc they fear a hypothetical albeit very real possibility of their own planet getting swallowed by a sun. but it's still an act of colonialism to just come to earth and slash and burn and slaughter. reminds me of ender's game and the formics terraforming the planets they expand to. how the justification for space colonization is always the right of personal survival and proliferation, at the cost of native life. (and also, humanity's fear for personal survival against a perceived threat as the recurrent justification for war and xenocide.)

beyond the very obvious parallel to modern day settler colonialism, it also brings to mind reproductive rights, and how the govt shouldn't be able to borrow your body to carry a child, even if the child has to die. doesn't matter how sentient a fetus can get. u shouldn't be forced to donate your organs to save someone else's life.

#i've discussed the more complex and interesting issue from ender's game a lot before so i'm not gonna spend a lot of time rehashing #but the question of ethical responsibility and fault is always present like approaching the unknown with the assumption of no intelligence #is dangerous but inevitably difficult to overcome #first contact is basically impossible to get right #and the ethics of causing death is also very interesting. like it's literally part of the cycle of life #but the purposeful disruption of a biological system is where u cross the line into harm i think #like (as a very basic example) how we need the wolves in yosemite to kill deer + can't let deer reproduce unchecked or else they overgraze #anyway back to the post i was trying to make before i got sidetracked thinking abt ender's game again #colonialism is a violation at a macro level the way denial of reproductive rights is a violation at the personal level #3bp #eg

[astro-b-o-y-d]

I am less than ten pages away from being done with this draft of chapter 4. Aka the draft that will likely require only minimal edits when I peruse it at a later date. Aka it's basically done.

#Hayley Writes Triangulum #I really wasn't sure if I'd be able to start posting by the end of the month but it's really starting to feel feasible at this rate #I'll keep my fingers crossed; the next two chapters could find some way to screw me over #But the more difficult parts to smooth out were the parts with the Stans in the last two #And I've overcome that hurdle #So I'm feeling confident

[deliciousmicroplastics]

working on a sticker design

#the reference looks so different bc im using it for just the colors #sending this to everyone bc im proud of how it's going but also #if i wanna give up it'll be more difficult to overcome the social pressure than to overcome my frustration with the thing #weaponizing my social anxiety disorder against my fear of creating something mid/bad #loz posting #my art

[tvrningout-a]

good evening dash!! i feel more like myself and ofc my first instinct is to write angst so :' )

#after playing way too much bg3 and listening to a lil music i got inspired :' ))) #i was actually gonna write a thing for rin first and some drafts but! this song makes me think of chiyo so much #and i just?? never get to write her feeling openly frustrated or angry?? she's always holding her hurt so closely to her chest #she's always burying how deeply her self-blame and self-loathing runs #and maybe i'll finish writing this thing out and it'll feel ooc and i won't post it #but i just wanna see how it plays out bc a lot of characters are just so good at?? knowing how to handle chiyo or she overcomes things #'off camera' so to speak #but chiyo really does hate the way she is and she's hated it for a long time #she's disliked herself for a long time and she doesn't quite understand how people can put up with her when she's #a difficult person in her own eyes #LISTEN I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS ABOUT THIS!!! and so does she :' ((( #anyway thank you all for being patient with me <3 wasn't even a full 24 hours and that's how i know it's the hormones making #my brain all funky uvu #get ready to ramble | ooc

[his-mochi-cheeks]

🎶✨️when you get this, put 5 songs you actually listen to, then publish. Send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️

Ah! Yay! 🤭💕✨

Okay so when I say I've had Let Me In and Hear Me Out on loop, I'm not kidding LOL but I'll avoid these 2 for this ask

Okay so songs (other than exo) on repeat:

✨Spiders- System of a Down

✨Mr Gendai Speaker- One Ok Rock

✨Mood- DPR IAN

✨Crazy (Guilty Pleasure)- Jonghyun

✨H.S.K.T.- LeeHi

#the urge to add Tornado Spiral to this list was so difficult to overcome LOL #answered #ive got lovely moots yall 💕

[wereonourwayhome]

ive been trying to figure out that "which beatle would you fuck in which year" post and like…god. there is no right answer. only wrong ones. these men are insufferable 💕

#i was like #‘oh! mcbeardy!’ but then i remembered his itchy dick :( #i can’t figure out which john would be most receptive to pegging #lost weekend? tail-end of beatlemania? #george is so hot but he seems Difficult in ways i truly do not have the patience for #actually ringo is the only one i have a real answer for: teddy boy hamburg ringo #the lust overcomes any obstacle