#and i'm at near twice that now

[pastafossa]

Just wanna check! How often do you answer your asks? I don’t wanna bother ya if your inbox is flooded by resending an ask that you’ve already received, but if you usually answer em all I would like to resend if it got ate 👉👈

You are absolutely free to send an ask again if I missed it! Tbh between the unpacking/reno process and the daily ongoing stream of asks in my box, I have a lot of trouble keeping up. 😅 I try to answer whenever I have some spare time though! So if I miss your ask, it's nothing you've done! It's basically just me behind the scenes like

#ask response #definitely don't feel like you can't send more than once! #and never feel like it's something you did #i try to answer what i can whenever i can #i just hit a point somewhere after 2k followers where the inflow passed my Answer Everything ability #and i'm at near twice that now #and i'm not sure how to handle it tbh #have a special ask day and try to answer everything that comes in that day? #have theme nights where i roll through my ask box looking for art or music or general questions? #i feel terrible though because i KNOW there's awesome and heartfelt asks in my box i don't see #and i just want ya'll to know it's not you #i love love love having my ask box open and reading your asks #and i love answering when i can #so anyway feel free to fire a flare again!

[icewindandboringhorror]

Misc. photos from the past year or so ~

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1. napping bapy boye sneeping on his own foot as if it were a pillow #2. The little primrose that I have seems to bloom sporadically all year around as long as I bring it inside and don't let it freeze #in the winter. This was a flower that came up randomly like mid november lol #3. Rainbow where you can see a little bit of a second rainbow near the bottom of it :0 #4. CHILDREN.... love to see them..... #5. Halloween Candy ranking tierlist. not important enough to post on it's own. so throwing it in with one of these I guess lol #I am also not really a candy person at all and prefer bready stuff like cakes rather than chocolate bars (if I even have to have sweets #at ALL which usually I prefer savory food). I suspect the apple is controversial but.. I do love apples .... huzzah #actually am having applle and peanut butter snack right now as I'm writing this lol #6. Various bowls/cups/etc. that I got from a store at COMPLETELY different times like.. years apart from each other #yet at some point realized that they all mostly match in paint color and seem to be part of the same pattern #But I totally didnt make that connection until a few years ago when I was putting up dishes. I just bought them all invidually because it's #like 'oh cool! a cat' *1 year later* 'oh cool! a cat!' etc. lol.. I guess it must be a popular design if it's been around being sold that #long. #7. carne asada burrito and matcha bubble tea... oughhgh.... again one of my very rare meals where I actually go and get something.. #probably my favorite meal currently. Something about the Chronic Anemia makes me crave beef burritos madly despite only having one #maybe twice a year or so ghjbhj.. plus the beans.... onions.... many of my Diet Forbidden foods... Also of course the little aishas #are there.... somehow they shall split the meal together even though it's like 10x bigger than their bodies.. they are also hungry #and vastly anemic... huzzah to them... #8. I've had this shirt for a long time but it fits very weird so I can never find a way to use it in outfits?? But I recently had #an appointment where a doctor needed to be able to look at my back and it's one of the only actual Shirts that I have (mostly i just own #long robes or tunics or jumper dress type of things that would be hard to lift up or etc. like... I dont even own a single normal 't-shirt' #or anyting aside from one giant tshirt that I sleep in in the summer lol.) So I wore this there.. I forget how much I love the pictures on #it.. how pleasant... little hummingbird... AND I think one of the flowers is supposed to be columbine ... ! #photo diary

[quietwingsinthesky]

Hiiiii! So, a few days ago you were talking about the whole thing with Amy, Rory, and River. And when I saw those posts a thought arose in my head and I wish to share it with you.

Since River grew up with Amy and Rory as Mels. And Mels was Amy's best friend do you think that they ever talked about children? Since I know that it can come up when talking with friends, and like... do you think that Amy might've ever expressed whether or not she wanted children?

And if she didn't, that Mels would've had to listen to her mother say that she doesn't want children? The idea is so heartbreaking and sooo interesting.

What do you think about it?

no, no, see, you're so right and this drives me wild.

because, the way i see it, i don't think amy wanted children. she's somewhere on the 'hasn't thought about it' to 'vaguely negative feelings about it happening' range to me, which falls sharply into 'Not Happening Ever Again' post-s6. (specifically, in terms of having a kid herself, even if she could, i really don't think she would. i do love that she and rory end up adopting a kid later, because that does make sense, for amy pond who grew up alone in one universe with her family swallowed by cracks in time before the doctor helped her set it right again, for her to want to make sure another child won't be alone in the world like she was. getting off-track here.)

and that's so. because the first real memory river/mels has of amy is of amy shooting at her. and depending on how well the silence fucked up the rest of her memory, it might be one of the very first memories she has at all. that's how she met her mother, crying for help and getting a bullet instead. her mother tried to kill her, so of course, you have to think. she must have needed to hear that she was wanted, right? even if she was taken away, even if amy shot her, at some point, melody must have been wanted?

river is good at getting people to do what she wants, but she is very, very bad at subtlety. and mels is younger, has less practice, so when she wants to know this, she's just going to ask. blunt and quick, easy enough because amy's used to the way mels will open her mouth and you just have to be ready to roll with what comes out if you want to keep up. it's why they're such good friends (like mother, like daughter.)

they're nine, and mels asks if amy wants kids, and amy wrinkles up her nose and says she won't have time for children, obviously, once her raggedy doctor finally comes back. they're fifteen, and amy and rory dance will they-won't they in a way that makes mels twitchy to watch, and taunting amy about wanting to have rory's babies is a good way to get on her nerves. but amy calls her gross, tells her she's got more life planned than children would leave room for, and besides, imagine her, a mom? it'd be a disaster.

mels does. a lot. she looks at her mother and just sees her best friend instead. she's not even sure what she wishes was there, but. maybe amy's right. and besides. imagine her, a daughter, instead of the ticking time bomb she really is? it'd be a disaster.

they're sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, and on. mels stands on the outside of a love story that births a universe. and her. how do you compete with that? not that she would know, not yet, she hasn't been there. but it doesn't make her feel any less alienated when amy and rory talk in whispers about a half-remembered world that's bled through to this life, about roman soldiers and boxes and the big bang of belief.

all these memories, they never mention children. on amy's wedding day, she's different, not like someone remembering a dream but someone who lived it. rory stands straighter, won't leave her side, and they're both so much older than they were yesterday. maybe now, right? a wedding's as good a time as any to decide you want kids.

mels not being at amy & rory's wedding is such an obvious lazy way of them trying to explain why they totally didn't just throw this plot twist together at the last minute that i'm not even going to acknowledge it. of course she was at their wedding. she's their best friend. there's too many people around the doctor, and she wasn't ready today of all days, so despite this horrible burning need under her skin to strike, she stays her hand. doesn't let him dance with her because she might just tear his throat out if he gets too close. stays with amy and rory as the maid of honor should. she must have been there for the awkward questions that always gets asked, 'so, any plans for a baby?' 'when am i getting grandkids?' 'oh, you two are going to have gorgeous children together.' standing a few feet from amy in her wedding dress and watching her mother tense and grit her teeth and brush off the questions. watching her look nervously at rory but never ask if he means it when his mom asks him if he'd prefer a son or a daughter, and rory answers 'either one, some day, not anytime soon.'

god i'm just going on and on, aren't i. but really, what's it like to know that amy never changed her mind. the next time she sees them, she's already been born and stolen. i don't like let's kill hitler for. so many reasons. but there is something compelling about how recklessly river lashes out at the world, at the doctor. even her sacrifice at the end is almost suicidal, throwing all her regenerations into this man without knowing if that will even work or if it might kill her to do it. but it makes more sense in the context of someone who has reached the end of a long, long wait for some kind of indication, any kind, that her mother wanted to have her. and finally been told, no. she didn't choose melody.

#like. to be clear also: i don't think the fact that amy didn't want kids and really didn't have a choice in giving birth to river #means that she wouldn't love river. i think it would make their relationship Complicated but i do think amy loves her. so much. #that's her daughter but it's also her best friend. #but like. god. to spend your whole childhood hoping you'll hear about some little glimmer of yourself. #a dream. a passing mention. a debate on baby names. anything. and to hear nothing. #and river is. like. she is really really bad at relationships right? we know this. #the person she's closest to is the doctor and she spends most of her life believing *he doesn't even love her*. #we're talking about someone whose base assumption about everyone is that they will try to hurt her at some point so she should always keep #one hand armed. #and her mother. didn't choose to have her. didn't have that choice. that has to fuck her up a little. #(and also serve as proof that river is. so so bad at knowing when she is loved. because maybe amy didn't choose to have her but she named #melody pond after mels her best friend. she has been choosing river every day for the past however many years since mels decided to come #here and be near her mom and dad even if only as kids. but river still can't see it. #and. given the nature of how the ponds disappear from her life. and we never get any closure about them and river. #you have to wonder if she ever did. river song do you know your mother loves you? #having the melody-as-river reveal be so close to the end of the season and then getting rid of amy & rory before they can actually do #anything with the three of them as a messed up little family unit is the show's biggest crime. because i don't know! i don't know if river #knew her parents loved her! i don't know if she *ever* came to terms with how she was born and how they didn't need to choose her then to #choose her now! i don't know if river ever really felt comfortable thinking of them as her parents rather than her friends? #according to the transcripts. river calls amy 'mother' twice. (and 'mummy' once jokingly.) she calls rory 'father' once. and 'dad' in angel #in manhattan. and it just. it drives insane right? it's almost weirdly formal. like the words aren't right but she knows she should say the #and. and. i don't think i'm ever going to get over river song. #i think that's the takeaway here. #ask #doctor who #river song #amy pond #rory williams

[diseaseriddencube]

girls literally only want one thing and it's fucking disgusting

[life size replica of Courier's bike]

#akudama drive #< i don't think my posts are showing up in the tag anymore actually..... #now that they finished all showings. do you think they destroyed the bike or is it just Out In The World Somewhere #anyways I just finished watching the play #i'm literally the only one who has the disk but i'm like the last person to have watched it #and it's like. exactly what i expected. which is to say it's good #i have no fucking clue what anyone was saying but the ending was so sweet #like Kurosawa just seems so genuine she was literally sobbing at the end #and holy shit i remember complaining that Honda said all his lines really quick #well his normal speaking voice is like: hiimplayingcutthroat 'n mynameishondareothankyouforcoming #but I do appreciate how he puts in so much in-character energy even when he's just in the background #and all the undertones of the bond between the actors 🥺 like Master and Courier's actors seemed to get along really well #i find it strange that they sort of removed Boss from it #like she shows up twice as a disembodied voice (i think it's her actual VA too) and that's it???? #where's Sniper's actor lurking in the background >:( #rave ramblees #am i happy about the near $200 i spent on this? no #am i happy that I have it and it's properly archived forever? yes absolutely #i couldn't stand the idea that the play would only exist in the memories of whoever saw it #and the few who owned the disks but didn't rip it. leaving it vulnerable to destruction via scratches/degradation #the chinese uploader on bilibili definitely had a rip of it though so it's fucking annoying that they only released a few minutes of it

[lisbonsteresa]

i'm going to be SICK

#I - I- -II--- #it's been at LEAST two years - probably three (or possibly even four?) since that cup broke and she's had the pieces the whole time???? #she had them and she kept them even when she thought there was a chance she'd never see him again oh my god #(how long do you think she kept them as pieces though when do you think she put the cup back together #do you think she kept it with his letters and sometimes she took it out to have near her while she read them #do you think she's used it once or twice when she was missing him even more than usual; to try and feel closer to him) #the 6.20 parallels too though oh my GOD #all his talk about seeing right through her and knowing all her secrets and loving that she's predictable and then she does this #and it's just the SWEETEST possible way she could have surprised him they make me feel ILL #(SOMETHING SOMETHING BROKEN THINGS BEING MADE WHOLE I'M SOBBING NOW) #tm

[jorvikzelda]

beat tears of the kingdom... not sure what to do with myself now. fantastic game I'll give it a 10/10

#I mean like. I'm nowhere near FINISHING the game. I've done less than half the shrines my underground map is so incomplete etc etc etc #but I feel fine taking it slower now that I've gone through the story fully #I cried twice in the final five minutes (and actually cried for REAL tears were rolling down my face) #so this game has made me cry. four times. which is a feat because the only game thats ever made me cry even ONCE before is botw #z talks #not horse game

[vullcanica]

WHAT IS PECULIAR ABOUT YOUR SOUL?

Your soul is... Volatile

There is a deep, painful energy harbored within this soul... At its very core festers malice, and a deeply rooted pain that craves nothing more but to inflict itself onto everything around it. Special care has been given to it- to stop examiners from coming into any harm should they draw too near to it. You coil like a serpent, awaiting a moment to strike. To claim your revenge. It never comes.

Tagged by: @vilestblood 💕

Tagging: @vhgr (any) @chateautangerine @monstriiss @princguard @freak1ish @grownpale (any) @kurjaks @maramcna and you! 🫵

#i got this one once and ancient twice which is a pretty good set of results #put this one since the quiz talks about death a whole lot anyway and death is something this mfer has successfully avoided for millenia #and #this perfectly encapsulates the concept of Nik Actually Dying. he would simply remain. stay vengeful. continue to cause harm #the general theme of his character is existence entirely on one's own terms. and by proxy. death by one's own terms as well #and now i'm thinking about if he were to be /killed/ (near impossible as it is) would he truly achieve freedom after death in any capacity. #and no. he wouldn't. he would continue on to become a haunting. dig his fingers into the plane of the living and remain out of spite alone #He Decides When He's Done #on the other hand yeah some parts apply Generally. he can be malicious and often.. but certainly not cartoon villain levels so #but the serpent theme fits ✨️🐍 #𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 ‒ nikodemus ║ DASH GAMES

[dragongirlafro]

peak boo boo the fool hours 🤡 🤡 🤡

#vi posts #breeding for a shiny female hisuian zorua specifically now that it's available in ScarVio #this is technically a continuation of a shiny hunt that's been ongoing in PLA since last August #and i've already phased twice cuz i have a shiny H-Zorua *and* H-Zoroark–both males 🙃 #at least in ScarVio i can handpick the ball i want her in and give her near perfect IVs #but MAN i'm pretty much REQUIRED to use the Masuda method w/shiny charm to get a female at BASE ODDS #i've only been at this for two days and i can already tell this is gonna be my most torturous hunt yet

[beehop]

i dislike the dentist for so many reasons but what is it about them that can just make you feel like a berated small child who has done something wrong but doesn't quite understand why they are getting scolded

#like ok yes i understand as an adult why i am getting scolded #but also it makes me feel so small and stupid #i brush twice a day i don't know why my teeth are like this i do my best and my best doesn't include flossing every day #like i don't know what to say #i know its partly genetics because my mom has similar problems but god #no other part of your body demands this much maintenance #what the fuck is it about teeth #anyway now i have to go back TWICE because the hygienist was basically so displeased with my teeth that she wants to do a deep cleaning #something i had no idea existed but takes TWO sessions and numbing #also i have a cavity but that's like lol whatever at this point #and some of this i have to pay for out of pocket but it seems like insurance covers a good portion #bc i asked how much it was and it wasn't awful #but GOD i hate it #i hate it so bad #like i legit almost cried and now i have a headache from it and it makes me feel pathetic like i'm nearing 30 this is so fucking stupid #i can deal with the discomfort from the cleaning itself its all the emotional shit that they seem to lay on you that just...ugh

[cherriesandcharms]

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#I'm sick and exhausted so pls excuse the sad posting #but grief is so fucking weird and near impossible to make sense of #im sobbing at 10:30pm bc tiktok showed me a clip of yellowstone #and i burst into tears thinking about how dad will never see how it ends #the worst part is this has happend twice now with different shows #the first time was i saw an ad for Picard #the most innocuous shit causes the biggest breakdowns atm #and i can guard against the obvious stuff so its not as bad #but some things come out of nowhere #associations i had no idea my brain had even made #like how am i meant to prepare for crying in public all bc i saw a man whose mustache looked similar to dads #(this man was at least 20 years older than dad and a different ethnicity #but my brain made the connection before i was even aware i had seen him) #its so bizarre and incredibly painful

[dingusships]

bigass vent over general life things

things in general are really not great i don't really have any optimism for the future or making a life for myself. like i don't really have any drive or ambition to look forward or work towards anything good/meaningful because as time goes on there are going to be really bad life events that i just don't think i can keep facing anymore. and theyre going to be worse. i'm just dragging along life solely on the basis that i was plopped here to just Exist and that's my task at hand that i'm reluctantly upholding. just exist until it's over

#when i say 'i'm 25' 'i'm going to be 26' it does not feel right coming out of my mouth. i do not feel just 25 or 26 i feel far far older #mentally and physically #when i'm around other people my age i just feel on a completely different plane of experience from everyone else #idk. i've always been a naturally anxious and socially stunted person & def have some kind of lingering trauma that keeps me from connectin #w people. but also having no family members or relatives anywhere near my age (~17 yrs older than me at the least) while i was growning up #probably did something to me as well. my entire life has just been witnessing family members decline and die like dominoes over the course #of 25 years. like i know all about end of life care and legal paperwork and shit like that. i know what grief is like and #seeing how it affects people. i know the stages of dread and worry and numbness & guilt-ridden relief that comes with being terrified 24/7 #for an ailing family member over the course of years. knowing what it's like to grieve people who arent dead yet but you know it's coming #and then when the inevitable happens it's horrible. but also you're so exhausted from the strain that you're mostly numb. and then you feel #a sense of relief that the worst is over they're not suffering anymore you don't have to dread it anymore. which obviously makes you #question if you're some kind of deranged asshole for feeling that way. idk #25 for me has been a very eye-opening age where i'm fully realizing how fast time passes. i thought i was at around 18-20 but i was really #just first becoming aware of it. #i know how to view the world from that lens bc that's all i know. i only see life as a preparation for the end #instead of a beginning. or at least see it as a beginning at this current point in my life #covid/lockdown has definitely been a source of mental drain on me as well. the constant fear and paranoia of getting sick AND what sort of #long term consequences i could have due to getting it twice. and what i could have if i get it more than twice #add that with the general social and political climate right now and it's just...so very bleak. home life is bleak & outside world is bleak #vent

[icewindandboringhorror]

Very generic “”gothy” character in a children’s cartoon” type look just out of curiosity, seeing if I had enough stuff to put together a full outfit from a box of old clothes lol. I didn’t have an actual main shirt though, so it’s just a plain tank top with cat shape cut out of paper and safety pinned onto the front 

#Though not calling anyone generic if this is your style or something. I don't mean it in a bad way. I just mean like.. all of the steretypic #al elements are there. The choker thing. the 'fishnet shirt under a tank top' . the 'carefully placed slightly askew studded belt' etc. #the skirt + some form of patterned specially striped tights + platform boots combo. etc. Like from a character design standpoint #These are the elements usually present in a show when they want to portray 'this caracter is slightly edgy and alternative' #just missing like.. hair with straight across bangs in pigtails that's black with a few colored streaks in it. OR just like shoulder length #shaggy hair that's also streaky and has a sidebang. and like.. one lip piercing or something ghhjbjh.. dark eyeliner #black nailpolish. I'm not painting my nails just for one uoutfit though. I actually used to wear nailpolish more but I just hate the smell #so much now. I can't see how I ever was able to bear it. I think maybe because usually I had some bigger spaces with ventalation. I guess #I could paint them outside maybe. Still #It's still hard to beleive some poeple will like. full on #get their nails done on a constant basis. get hair done. etc.etc. Not even just becuase of the money but like. the sensory experience seems #ovwerhelming. I only have been to a hair salon like twice in my life and both times I HATED a person touching me. and having to like lay my #head back and get it rinsed. etc. I went to a nail slon literally once because someone else wanted to go and I happened to be with them #and the smell was bad to me and also I did not like them touching me even if it was just my hands. Also I've never had fake nails #and didn't want them so when I went in I just got them plainly painted a plain color with nothing special andit's just like.. I could have #done that myself for free lol.. I get going to a place with special tools and equipment if you want something complicated but like.. #why pay to have your plain nails plainly painted in a plain way #Hair thing if more bothersome though like. Maybe strangers can touch my hands i guess but like. letting someone near my head and face. #automatic bad reflex. Like an animal protecting it's belly or something. I think amplified by the fact that not only is a stranger touching #you but also there's like. so much. stuff. wet feeling on hair and then the feeling of hands and then so many smells and then other poeple #being there too. etc. etc. Though since my hair is so long now I have been curious every once in a while to like.. go into a place and get #an estimate. Not to go through with it actually but just like. hey if I theoretically wanted you to bleach my very dark extremely thick hai #r that is all the way to my fingertips. and make it like white.how much would that cost and how long would it take. I feel like it would tak #e froever and be very expensive since it'd probably use up a lot of product. I barely even keep up with coloring my own hair at home anymore #because it's always such a process. Instead of one thing of dye I need literally like 4 lol. etc. #Or maybe it'd be cheaper because they'd have bulk items instead of buying single package. But still. the man hours probably. cost of labor. #ANYWAY khjk... Another fun look just to be silly. Not really my style but it's all just playing dress up

[incomingalbatross]

TOMORROW (hopefully) I can think and talk about my Inklings story plans. Right now I am foraging for ingredients to start simmering.

#i was team lewis last year and am again this year #last year's story can't be continued in a way that works as a standalone (and i want to take the chance to make something new ANYWAY) #i DO want to do portal fantasy again probably but i'm interested in how different i can make it in plot/vibes/worldbuilding while still #making it something i'm interested in #and hoping to actually fit it within a few thousand words this time :P #anyway i have a thread of an aesthetic and a handful of ideas but i haven't had time to REALLY ponder it yet #tomorrow! by fortuitous planning i have no work/class/near homework tomorrow :) #...but right now i do need to sleep #i have to drive in to The City twice a week for grad school and that's not very radical :/ definitely preferable to moving though

[dosestrellasbinarias]

i just had a dream where the violetta cast was going to performance again after so many years but the show was in argentina and it was like soooo cheap i went insane. but like there was the "i need a hotel to say and stuff like that" part and i was so desperate i decided to wait for the show sleeping in the car for one week lmao

#in my dream i lived near the border brazil-argentina so it was easy #anyway I woke up before i got to see them performing #now i'm upset cause not seeing them when they came to br twice resulted in traumas #can't a girl just have some happiness in her life?? #😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

[blindedguilt]

//I just saw today and this is the most activity I’ve gotten in, well... As you can probably see, AGES! Thank you all so much!! Today was a blast, I’m so glad to be part of this community <3 //I still have a list to complete, which I hope to get some done tomorrow. I think I might be pulling an all-nighter tonight since I’ve fallen behind on a few college assignments, so if anyone else other than Moranbong happens to be up to keep me company as I study it’d be much appreciated :,3 //Anyways, here’s my list: -3 Starters -1 Thread Reply -2 Asks -I wanna get pages 99 and 132 translated tomorrow since I fell behind today :( //I guess aside from the translations, which is #1 on my priority list, I’ll probably get around to the asks first. Then the thread reply, as I have sprinkles of that here and there, and finally get to work on those starters. The last stuff is mostly long-term, of course :,) (I’m sorry, it’s really horrible how long those starters are taking! Soon, loves <3) //Till then, if anyone to chat or discuss characters/RP/etc. with me or send memes or anything, here’s my Discord: Barnabism#5350 //See you all soon, and please wish me luck!

#||OOC|| #{/I just really wanted to pop on and say thanks for the excellent day today QwQ I haven't grinned so long in a WHILE <3} #{/But man.... Both these asks are interesting in terms of how I get to explore parts of Leonard's character I haven't really gotten the} #{/Chance to touch on before} #{/granted this fucker hardly ever smiles and one tackles that; which was a CHALLENGE to think about but I adored it} #{/all that's left is to finish up and get the rest written lmao} #{/And the other... how do I START lmao} #{/something that caught my attention on my pixiv deep dive was that it seemed like the JPN fandom was in unanimous agreement that leonard} #{/*couGH* had a humiliation/masochism/degredation kink/turn-on or something among those lines LMAOOOO} #{/and granted; i've seen it mentioned in the eng fandom (iykyk) once or twice but I was caught off guard like} #{/'Eh? There's no way that headcanon is THAT widespread in Japan'} #{/Spoiler alert: It is; and now I'm finding it impossible to distinguish from his canon if even by a small amount} #{/i apologise in advance for the discomfort some may or may not express in the near future} #{/.... granted; it won't be BAD bad omg; but just in case lmao}

[supermacaquecool]

Defeated blue EMMI in Ghavoran. It's really satisfying to shoot the enky with the ice missiles lol

#I also somehow managed to stun this EMMI twice despite not spending that long with it lol #Learning the parry frame seems to be very necessary with the purple EMMI we'll see lol #For now I'm trying to break the speed blocks near the transport to Elun #MMDread #Idk where I'm. Supposed to go now....