#and i’m still a little bitter but like

[im-the-son-of-rage-and-lov3]

Izzy feeling confident and comfortable enough to sing for the crew legit almost made me cry.

#i hated him in season one #and i’m still a little bitter but like #the found family #the queerness #love that for him #i speak into the void at a normal volume #izzy hands #ofmd izzy #izzy ofmd #izzy our flag means death #israel hands #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd season 2 #ofmd s2

[hestiashand]

travelling together.

sasuke week day 6 — alternate ending

[ ID: a full body drawing of blank period sasuke and naruto in the woods just before dark. sasuke sits against a tree and naruto kneels, his amputated arm balancing on sasukes shoulder. both are feeding onigiri to two black cats. sasuke has pale skin and wears a dark grey sweatshirt and black jeans. his nails are painted black. naruto has brown skin, light freckles, sun spots, dimples and wears a light grey sweatshirt, pink shorts, a blue headband and blue earrings. his nails are painted blue and he has his normal length hair with roots growing in. END ID. ]

#sasukeweek2023 #maybe i’m just bitter but naruto SHOULD HAVE gone with him……. #in all reality i do completely believe naruto would go on a travel around the ninja world in honour of jiraiya…… #so messed up they didn’t get to travel and grow and discuss things together…… #oh what i would do to have sns travel together….. #i can literally talk for so long about this au ending but i won’t….. #anyways i almost gave nrt my boruto redesign haircut but i figured for blank period he may still just have his regular shaggy hair #just a little grown out since he’s not home bleaching it all the time #MAYBE at some point i’ll draw my brt nart design…. trust me i fixed him LOLL #also…. since i finally got to draw naruto in his 20s….. look.. look at his sun spots ^.^ just. just like kushina…. #my baby boy #just like my baby girl…. #naruto #uchiha sasuke #uzumaki naruto #sns #narusasu #sasunaru #jitters art #jitters naruto art

[writeouswriter]

If I ever have a character mention a modern app like Tiktok or something in one of my stories, please assume I’ve been bodysnatched or am being held hostage somewhere.

#writing #writeblr #writer things #this also counts for Snapchat or tumblr #personal pet peeve hearing characters say the names of modern apps it dates them so bad 😭 #makes my eye twitch?? #I’m not bitter about Wednesday what nooo haha #unreality #tw unreality #just in case #doesn’t count for things like YouTube #at least not quite as much because it’s longer established it feels a little less strange? #I still don’t really want it mentioned by name?? #Facebook is on thin f—king ice #i realize tumblr is old enough but it feels wrong rules of tumblr same as fight club or whatever #there’s just this trend that reeks of show creators or book writers trying to be hip™️ with the teens™️ and it feels forced as hell #steve Buscemi hello fellow kids vibes except I like Steve Buscemi #not that it can’t be done okay in moderation but grr argh something gaaahh #modern slang in books and shows too is eye twitch because it’s idk how to describe it #it’s phrases that go in and out of style in months so it’s dated before it’s even debuted and it’s used unironically #like an adult thinking kids still use old style text speak and junk and !!! idk okay! #it just bugs me leave me be 😭 #textpost #writing humour #if it’s integral to the story I begrudgingly submit to you #but petty as I am I closed a book preview for a gothic horror book when they mentioned Spotify instead of just said listening to music

[wolvisms]

dude i love love

#it’s nearly love day!!!!!! MY FAVE DAY AHHHHH #no bc. you have vday lovers and vday haters. i ignore the haters. no need to be bitter bc you’re single ! #the ‘blocking every couple i see’ people are the ones who need the most love… within themselves first! ;) #like. #i’ve been single most valentines days and i was still always so happy like AWW ITS SO CUTE I LOVE SEEING PEOPLE IN LOVE #like it’s nice to see ppl in love!!! and love yourself!!!!! i’ve always loved to treat myself on previous vdays #like i’d get myself flowers for my room! or cute lil chocolates or something idk?? #i love the decor everywhere?? in shops. restaurants. just outside in general. all those little red hearts and roses decorations everywhere #like hearts are my fave!!! and roses are my fave flower <333 plus i love the weather in feb likeeee i’m a summer baby but i just ❤️ winter #anyways. i think i love valentine’s day more than most ppl do but… it’s okay. i love it sm #like… people love halloween. or christmas. or whatever idk. but valentine’s day is where it’s at for me. #it’s just so ✨me✨ i think #celebrating love??? HECK YES. friends family partner anyone omg. just love one another ! we need more love!!! #it’s just PERFFFFECTTTT for a lovergirl like me to have an excuse to be extra mushy and cute HEHEHEHEH #i feel it’s ironic that a slightly moody n broody girl like me is so soft n gushy inside and loves vday. (according to mi amigos n my bf) #but!!! uggghhhhh it just brings out the soft in me DO U GET IT #i’m done. i yapped sorry #briar rambles

[frecklystars]

Hiiii I’m so happy I got so many nice asks yesterday!!! 🥺🥺 I’m very grateful you’re all so supportive of how I felt last night!! though there is a misunderstanding;;; I’ve gotten a lot of “you’re a TF blog again hurray!” kinds of messages (I am not!), I’ve gotten some art requests for TF characters (I cannot do them!), I’ve been followed by a handful of TF blogs somehow even though I haven’t even put anything into the main tags whatsoever (how did you find me???) LOL

My “I feel missed by Bee and Megatr/n” yesterday was a temporary few hours. I’m not back into TF at all whatsoever and I never will be a TF blog again. I still want TF as far away from me as possible for now. The characters are still triggers, I’m just working on reclaiming them and I happened to have a decent few hours with it yesterday ☠️

A lot of ppl in my inbox are like “oh you’re a TF blog again!” noooo bro that will never happen again. I assume anyone who is into TF knows my abuser bc she’s so active in that fandom, and I don’t want anyone who knows her coming near me. Detaching myself completely from the fandom is the best thing I can do just for my own safety (Of course this doesn’t apply to the few TF mutuals I have who I am friends with and trust)

Or maybe 5 years from now I will be fine, who knows! I think someday I might be able to write love notes for TF again but ofc they’d be untagged. Or any self shipping art I make might be untagged, or maybe on a separate blog with the inbox/notifications/dms all turned off completely. I felt so good yesterday I honestly am starting to believe I can totally reclaim these characters if I keep working at it! But like I said, I’m not a TF blog anymore, I’m sorry :( but hopefully I will get to a point where I can gush about them and feel good with them again!

Right now I feel Nothing for Ryan characters (I’m so burnt out it’s unbelievable 😭). I’ve tried thinking about Ken or Driver or anyone, and it’s just not happening. And I’m still jittery when I see TF characters so ah, I’m just gonna get thru the next few days w/ these hell shifts and see what happens!

#feeling something for TF scared me a little last night bc it’s been so long #and it makes me feel Nothing for my Ryan F/Os djfhjdhf my brain can’t focus on two things at once sadly #so I’m just hoping I hyperfocus on Ken again but idk how to do that #and I’m working all day today so I can’t watch Barbie fjhsjfhdj #oh well!! One day at a time 💪✨ #woof #my friends were my life savers they made me feel so good and loved yesterday #I’m still thinking about Bee and Megatr/n today honestly 🥺 #even if I’m a little scared of them I have some kind of fondness instead of bitterness #which is saying something bc I’ve been so bitter towards TF for soooo long #feeling fond of them even if a little scared is a huge improvement #BUT I DONT WANNA LET GO OF RYAN YET 😭😭😭 LIKE HOLD ON ROBOTS JUST WAIT A SECOND #I wanna at least finish all of Ryan’s movies first!!!

[goldensunset]

i will NOT pick fights with my group members i will not i will not and i will ESPECIALLY not pick fights with the girl who’s both one of the leaders of the project and who i’ll probably be coworkers with next year i will have patience i am so chill and fine and secure and confident not at all going to explode

#peach rambles #it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine there’s no need to get worked up over these little persistent annoyances #she’s nice she’s talented she’s hardworking she’s also. there is just Something i can’t put into words #i should not get bitter about her little quirks she’s human too it’s fine!! #even though sometimes communicating with her and the others like her is like trying to walk through a glass wall #i simply cannot reach them i have never been able to reach my peers she and her people are an in-group #and in-groups can tick you off so fast by failing to communicate or recognize you even though they’re just regular chill people #but they never look past their groups they’re in their own world but they’re trying to be polite still i can’t get mad #it turns me into the villain of the story bc i’m the mean annoying one who has negative feedback that shatters the fairytale world #i approach things differently and it doesn’t gel with how they approach things so they give me orders and i question those orders or argue #i’m the one causing problems with my own ideas but i don’t have a chorus of friends to back me up i’m alone in the fight #so i just look like i suck #auhhhiiihghhhh

[judeiscariot]

new pjo is actually rlly rlly good so far!!!

#credits to westley for the disney+ login <3 #but yeah the kid they cast as percy did a really good job #i’m still a little bitter they casted him white but it’s ok bc i think this kid is really gonna grow into the role #and i’m just glad they cast a kid who can actually pass as 12 years old #in my heart he will always be afro latino #plus they cast a black girl as annabeth!!!!!! and they made grover and chiron poc too which is wayyy more than i expected #although i wish they had given annabeth blonde braids that wouldve been so cute #but overall they seem to be sticking pretty closely to the source material which i think is definitely the best choice #especially given how shit the movies were #but i like the writing so far n i’m really excited to see where they take it!!! #jude.txt

[rotzaprachim]

a wild flavor of tumblr user is a certain kind of white American self id’d leftist or commie who reblogs and posts things about I just think all liberals and centrists should DIE (*guillotine* meme) and then posts things needing to be nicer to demographics that vote 80% Republican and are very systemically involved in the structural and practical oppression of people of color and the whole US hegemony like brooo I get having a seriously messy relationship with your own cultural background but who are you talking about? Guillotining everyone at mawmaw’s thanksgiving?

#My mom was bitter about white middle American farmers and like it made me kind of ….. #but also they do fucking vote 70-80% Republican and horrifically abuse the millions of undocumented laborers who run the system #But I see this kind of thing with a lot of white working class American groups #It’s not an argument against empathy we any group we all need more empathy #It’s that a) I think white Americans who got into leftism by themselves often end up #In this violence-centric ideas of reform that are still intensely conservative and culturally Christian #Like bro you just want to kill everyone to make a better shiny world of good people bro #And b) they have exceedingly little empathy with why people from any other background might have family or complex relationships #To conservative ideology #The white leftist culturally xtian relationship to many diasporic groups etc #Idk it’s interesting…… #Also like I’m not letting anyone off the hook but uh some of the language that gets pulled up in these talks #Can be a weird reflection of Fox News rhetoric #The Real WorkinG Class (from predominantly white and rural areas) #Versus the Coastal *Liberals* and *urban people* at fault for income inequality #Or the death of American working class leftism or something #Like blaming that specifically on California and New York and or some of the areas with the highest proportions of people of color and Jews #It’s just like hmmmmm sussssss to me

[movedtodykedvonte]

I am always curious why Spamton had this like fandom view of being angry or quick to rage. Like I get how desperation and his mood swings fr highs to lows can be conflated with rage but the guy is more often anxious and jittery than pissed.

He just emotes in a way that seems pointed and can lead to the appearance he’s constantly angry. He’s constantly upset about something due to his situation but it’s the same way a person may feel disappointed or desolate rather than peeved, in my mind at least.

#this is also based on the principal there are clear moments he’s pissed Vs like being an ego maniac #like I #see him as someone quick to flick through his feelings but he’s more bitter than #angry you can match the two but it’s not like it’s a constant that both are there #I feel like people took his actions during snowgrave and forget that we are mostly responsible as the soul/player #characters react to #our choices and Spamton simply followed our inclinations towards violence #otherwise it seems that most of his attempts to #get the neo suit involve him avoiding violence and his anger so he can be pragmatic #idk he’s not #so much as angry as aggressive #spamton #spamton g spamton #utdr #deltarune #undertale #deltarune analysis #getting to that point where I’m starting to see fandom interpretations overtake canon things and flanderization #cause he’s def still goofy and off putting and aggressive #but to say he’s just an angry little con artist that is comically bad at life is losing a lot of #his character through viewing him in this isolated scenario

[chirpsythismorning]

When I’m reading a byler fic that’s set years after they defeated Vecna and they try to convince me Mike and El are still together and happier than ever

#stranger things #byler #byler fic #this isn’t slander!!! #i still read byler fics with prompts like this #and I eat them up bc the angst is truly unmatched #and don’t get me wrong I don’t want all fics to be the exact same #I’m not anti au either!! #but it just feels so weird having mike and el still be happily dating years after the events of s4 #and then presumably whatever happened in s5 #what happened?? #and then I have to read to find out #I think I mostly just dislike when they write mike as being super believably in love with el #while also being totally oblivious to his feelings for will #again I’m still eating it up especially when it all starts falling apart and reality kicks in #but it srs requires some imagination bc it’s a little too ooc based on that premise alone #don’t take this as hate pls I’m still reading fics like this until the very end bc I NEED to see it through regarless #and keep writing fics like this if it’s your jam #ignore me! and my bitter rambles!

[inga-don-studio]

Really trying to make lemons out of lemonade by taking that early morning work shift from a few days ago (& the resulting three full days of The Horrors resulting from the 180 to my sleep/wake schedule) to nudge my bedtime earlier.

Will it work for more than a week or two? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ But I’m going to try.

#🎃 Cryptid sighting #I’m still a little bitter that the night crew was expected to be there for the morning/day shift #It took until yesterday afternoon to feel even vaguely like myself #But dammit I’m gonna use this and hopefully not stay up until 6 or 7 am as much #Full permission to throw psychic damage at me if I’m posting much in the early us-time zones morning hours

[housewifebuck]

What languages to you speak/study?

English is my native language and I took Spanish and French in school for long enough that I can read/write it decently but in a spoken conversation I’m at like a 4 year old level 💀 I also know a fair amount of asl but I wouldn’t call myself fluent anymore (it’s been a long time since I had to use it)

#fun fact #my dad is deaf #and I am hard of hearing #so I learned asl when I was little to communicate better with him #and then he refused to also learn it 💀💀💀💀💀 like bro #he really said I’m not interested in talking to u 🤚🏻 #I don’t blame him but still #now he has good hearing aids though so it’s fine #but I was bitter about that for years #like I put in so much work #I got to a point where I even taught a kids class on it #and he gave me NOTHING! #asks #anonymous

[treecakes]

i remember one time in high school i mentioned to a friend how shin splints were one of the reasons why i stopped running and a girl who was sitting next to us overheard this and turned to her friend and basically said how “every athlete gets shin splints” and that it wasn’t a reason to stop bc they’re “not that bad”… like maam my doctor told me to bc my legs were swollen to the point i couldn’t walk well & also there’s several different types of shin splints…. mine just happened to be really bad and also chronic.

#also with my family discovering heart issues that flare up in exercise… yeah i made the right choice #occasionally i still run when i feel up for it but i don’t think i ever want to run anything over a mile or two #but yeah i was luckier in middle/early highschool bc things like dizziness & migraines weren’t yet a factor #as it stands i get dizzy going up stairs 😭 and also i’ve been noticing more and more episodes that match the svt episodes my mother and #sister get… i really don’t need any more reasons to get my heart rate that high it already wants to do that otherwise #i don’t need to trigger arythmia and such #anyways i’m a little bitter abt not being able to run as much as i used to but like. whatever #i got off topic!!! from the leg pain. but it was related anyways. somewhat. who else loves leg pain. and heart issues.

[kalmeria]

hello thanks for helping campaign for best pink son boy kohaku.. i did like wxs music actually but yeah you’re right, the reason i feel so upset about emu winning is because in the end it was more of a popularity contest.. oh well . kohaku is the winner in my heart 💕

hello hello! thank you, i tried to do my part haha

i’ve looked at the other polls’ results from last round and the most votes those had were still half as many as on this one, it’s wild.

kohaku is the winner in our hearts💕

look at that pink hair swag

#i am still a little bitter about that one comment that was like oh kohaku is an assasin? emu would commit mass murder if given the chance #like what?? #arguments for kohaku: ‘’here’s the link to a long and detailed character analysis i wrote’’ #arguments for emu: ‘’she would commit mass murder’’ would she?? i’m not caught up with all the event stories but i’m Pretty Sure that’s not #what her deal is #and it just made me feel like people were voting against enstars out of spite or something #answered #direct0rhutao

[shatteredoaths]

Finally sitting down and getting some icons.

#;epherion #;sketchbook #I’m still a little bitter I couldn’t get my old 200+ icons from my old computer #but it’s not like they’d on model anymore anyways

[salsflore]

just got home from school ～ ate a sandwich to cheer myself up, think i’ll play genshin for a bit and nap ... pulling on shenhe’s banner solves everything

#oh wait i'll give you a mark then! but wait no its still wrong nvm #venting a little because i’m just so bummed and silly and i was in such a good mood yesterday so like how did we get here #i failed my math test and that set my mood for the rest of the day which is dumb i know but aghh #the teacher had us add all our grades and then i was like wait theres this one question i think you mightve marked wrongly #and for a sec he was like that was so embarrassing LOL #i got a 26/30 for history — something i didn’t revise for. i got a 20/20 for my eng lit test. plus bc i did so well on my en oral exam- #-(got full marks btw) i’m being nominated to participate in this speaking thing. when my homeroom teacher found out abt this she even said: #“yeah‚ i expected mika to be a good speaker because everytime she speaks to me i...” and it was a really nice thing to hear but even after- #-all that i’m still so sad. i studied for my math exam i really did. so why did i still fail. i didn’t even pass my class this time #i prepared for a week beforehand. looked at past questions and learned things i never thought i would grasp. asked friends for help & i- #-paid attention in class i wrote down notes i did practice questions why was that not enough. looked up proper study methods and tried to- #-balance everything nicely! so why did i still fail‚ right? and i feel so disappointed in myself. #of course i made the mistake of lightheartedly complaining about this to my straight A & A* student‚ beloved by teachers‚ prefect friend #“you’ll do better! it’s not that bad!” i’m so tired. i know i’m an awful friend for being so bitter but i can’t- #-endure myself any longer. and i got home and i ate a sandwich with my sister and mom at the table and- #-my sister made a comment about how ahhh she’s in a bad mood again cuz it’s a monday !! and i hate that i’m so obviously down. i don’t- #-wish to ruin the mood or anything so like #and i have my malay oral exam tomorrow and i wrote my script wrongly apparently so i have to redo that #i’ve given up on memorizing it i just hate going to school now #and then ahhhh another project another presentation i’m so sick of this so sick of myself #i should have put this at the very start but umm! anyways please don’t reply to this or try to reassure me i appreciate it i really do but- #-i just needed a place to be silly and its already kind of embarrassing enough! so just acknowledge this and move on. thanks. love u guys #cw vent #cw negative