#and i was watching dog after dog die

[sidetongue]

they’re cool gals 

#i quit my job last week #one of them #i started a job 7 months ago with one of the local animal rescues #it only took 7 months to suck all of the life out of me #i feel so ashamed that i've quit #but i was working 60 hour weeks #with only one day off #and i was watching dog after dog die #and i do that anyway #i work at a vet clinic where euthanasia is a daily part of ife #but these weren't euthanasias #there was nothing kind about these dogs dying #they lost their lives because the organisation failed them #they should have lived #and i saved some #i saved as many as i could #but it wasn't nearly enough #and so so so many more will die now that i'm not there #which is why i am crippled with guilt #i feel relieved because i now have time to go to the river with my dogs #which i havent done in months #but i also feel shame that my dogs are living beautiful lives when others are not #when i should be helping others #idk man #iit's a sucky feeling #miller #budgie #dogs

[pinkminecraft]

“What sort of insane ideals-” (I am the decaying human city.)

“-Make you control people from this room?!” (I am the decaying, broken clock.)

#dsmp #dream xd #c!eret #eret fanart #dsmp art #my doodles #i heavily associate dream XD with akio ohtori and white diamond. can you tell. #also also i need people to know i’ve been working on this damn thing since the eret subathon. literally 5 minutes after the finale script #was read on stream and shared. it’s taken me THIS LONG to finish it :dead: #anyways. go watch utena (read the does the dog die page first tho). it will change your brain chemistry #oh and if you guess all the players i drew i’ll give you a cookie.

[oneluckygoose]

Ok, guys. A lot of people have their fan casts for a Rat Grinders spinoff series, but hear me out.

What if season whatever of Dimension 20 was with the intrepid heroes, but Brennan didn’t tell them what their characters were. They get into the dome, The background is the normal Fantasy High background. The DM screen is the normal Fantasy High DM screen. They all sit as if they would for their Fantasy High characters. Brennan does the introduction, everybody’s smiling everybody’s happy, then he starts with the first scene.

But Nobody has a character sheet nobody knows who they are. “Strange, how do you play if you don’t know who you are playing?” A sentiment throughout the six heroes. The scene moves on, and he does it through one of the players perspectives, and it becomes clearer and clearer, slowly, that that person is playing their Fancy High characters antithesis from the Rat Grinders. Brennan hands them a character sheet.

The scenes go on, each hero getting their own. The character sheets are handed out. Horror: screams are heard throughout the dome, yells and shouts for Brendan to do unspeakable things. All the players are befuddled. All the players are filled with wishes for revenge.

The Intrepid Heroes, beloved of the characters they play called The Bad Kids, now play what they hate the most.

They are the rat grinders.

#brennan lee mulligan #has big #sam reich #energy in this post #he’s being crafty #this would be so amazing though #imagine the energy in the room #insanity #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #the bad kids #the rat grinders #the intrepid heroes #d20 #idk if the intrepid heroes would be bias or not #all of them are commited to the bit #it would work for before JY or durring or after #whatever happens after Ig #ally beardsly would play the shit out of Lucy Frostblade #IMAGINE MURPH HAVING TO HATE RIZ AS COPPERHEAD KETTLEFUCK #OR WOILD SIOBHAN PLAY HER??? #so many possibilities #i would die to watch that first episode #gonna be like when brennan was killing that dog in season 2 #hes all the villains #i think one of them would physically rise and attempt to throw hands over the table #if I keep going these tags are going to go to the 9th layer of hell #maybe they’ll see Bill

[quasieli]

@ anyone who has watched Dungeon Meshi, I just started it up and it gives a flash warning at the start, how bad is the flash? Like are there heavy strobes or just the occasional flashing animation? Something in the middle? I've tried looking it up but can't find any answers

#Eli Speaks #Dungeon Meshi #Delicious In Dungeon #I really wanna watch it but i cant deal with major flash rn #and does the dog die didnt help #if the flash isnt too major ill make a post with more specific warnings after i watch #sorry if it is more major and i cant watch it rn #im just worried about triggering a migraine #i was trying to watch this cause i needed a cheer up #but seeing the flash warning is making me annoyed and wanna already shut it #can i enjoy anything without worrying about flash lately???

[charmac]

how’s the sugar fic going i’m trying so so hard to be so patient and good

I’m so proud of you for being patient you’re doing a great job.

It’s coming along, still got a chunk to write though, there’s some interesting things in this chapter that are taking me some time to get down… as well as just, you know, general life distractions

But this counts as research, okay?

#sugar daddy au #ask #also we’ve going through a heatwave #it’s very hard for me to write when it’s hot #bc the heat makes me wanna die #but we’re getting there!! #also the baseball is a joke cos it’s just a coincidence you sent this ask while we’re playing the phillies #but it’s also. not a joke cos. the phillies play the padres where we are in the fic.. LOL #so fun coincidence or whatever! #tatis just hit a HR while typing this #don and mudd were showing their hot dogs (literally the food) on screen while he hit it #lmfao… #anyway this isnt relevant at all #but if you read all this i’ll give you what im struggling with rn #macden are watching game 3 nlcs #phillies have a few errors #i wrote a little thingy where mac gets mad like typical mac rage at the game and dennis calms him down #idk if i wanna keep it tho cos it fucks with the mood for what happens after that #so that’s where we are! #what happens after is that mac sucks dennis cock btw #spoilers for those of you still reading this for some reason #lmfao

[jessiesjaded]

...

#I'll put depresso talk in the tags to spare innocent bystanders #I just cannot figure out if the little cat is done for or not #like sometimes she seems better and is meowing super loud bc she wants to go out #and then other times she just seems... idk i look at her and im like is this it? #are you going to go to sleep and not wake up? #the most frustrating thing is that she was always skinny since she first wandered up to the door #and one day she'll love food and then the next she does not go near it #like treats that she would decimate one week the next she wont even look at and then the week later she will #she ate some chicken breat i cut up small today so shes not totally empty but shes def not interested #is this the normal thing she always did or is it like the same thing with my old dog #like its impossible to tell if shes just being her weird self + recovering from last week #or if its like something more serious #i looked at the paperwork the vet gave me and turns out they never did a blood test so ??????? wouldnt that be the first thing you'd do #idk man its just worse than not knowing for sure #if i knew there was no hope id be sad but its an answer #as of right now its just an unknown quantity and i dont know what to do for her #whatever shes going back to the vet tomorrow hopefully they'll at least give her some fluids since shes not drinking enough #and check her teeth and just see whats happening #Honestly after watching my Nana horrifically die in march I really dont want another death this year #especially since this cat kinda showed up not long after my nana and was a bright spot #like i wish she could just be healthy and happy

[prettyvacanttt]

Ok so there is this pitbull named Happy, I know that now because I've had to go get his chip checked four times already, I've never seen him around the neighborhood on my walks or in anybody's yard or anything. Yet once a week for the past month this child just...shows up at my house. So like usually I just hang out w him fr like three hours until best friends opens and I go get coffee w the dog and maybe go for a walk and then I have to drop him off at dog jail until the owner can come get him. Next time it happens...happy is actually my dog

#im so fucking in love w him #hes just a smal lil piitty boy who hows like the fucking chewbaca dude literally the funniest thing in the world #hes so in love w al and my cats and ofmy chow pit mix wasn't such a demon i already would have stolen him lol #HOW AND WHY DOES HE KEEP GETTING OUT SO MUCH? WHERE DOES HE LIVE?? WHY DOES HE ALWAYS CME BACK TO MY HOUSE??? #its because he loves me and we're meant to be and he would never get out on my watch and he loves my backyard and hes perfect #if that dog gets hit because his fucking dimwit of an owner cant keep track of him i will hunt him down and kill that man #i even got his contact info from the vet because he shows up at my house so much and today the owner isn't even in town!!!!; #apparently the fucking sitter let him out and jus went to work??? so how does the owner and the sitter keep losing this damn dog and then #just leaving him loose all day???? yeah just drop him off the sitter will get him after work >:(((! #die #so we got coffee and went on a walk and hung out at the barbershop and i just had to take him to best friends FOR THE FOURTH TIME !!!!!! #next time i see u happy u r mine forever omg hes to precious

[milo-is-rambling]

Why do I feel guilty for being happy? Like I am happiest sitting in the trunk of the car at the lake alone reading and listening to music and watching movies and just being alone in the van and then I have to like force myself to get back in the drivers seat and go home to be alone at home like even if I did the same stuff in my bedroom it wouldn't make me happy the same way. I feel so bad for this change I feel like I'm avoiding my mom when I'm not it's just like memories of dad and friends I don't talk to anymore and like yeah it's just a lot easier to sit in the car and be happy so why do I feel so bad when I'm happy driving around

#i love my mom I love my bedroom I love my dog I love my house I love my yard and my neighbors but why did he have to die down the street #like dude #it's literally the closer I get to my house the worse this fucking black cloud is over my head #i just want to get away from it and the twenty minutes to drive to the lake seems to be just enough for me to get away from it all and just #live in the moment #and it's perfect. it's fucking perfect. but then I have to get up and go home cause I can't sit in the car forever #and I used to sit in the driveway at the old house parked for an hour after I got home #but now we've got real neighbors and no trees surrounding the yard we're so painfully visable to everyone I just want to sit outside but #also hide from the world at the same time and that's why I miss New England and trees surrounding my bedroom and climbing out my window to #smoke on a little wooden stool I made in eighth grade and I miss that old house so much and I can never go back and they cut all the trees #down anyways #the trees that watched me cry when I walked home from school and jump rope and laugh and smoke cigs with my best friend at the time and now #the trees are gone #it feels like a piece of me is still with that house in New Hampshire even though new people live there and maybe there's a part of my dad #there too that I'm not getting back #i can see him so clearly in my brain sitting at his desk in that house #i can see it clearer than I can see him anywhere in the new house he isn't with us he is in New Hampshire he isn't here it's so painfully #obvious that he isn't here anymore and it just hurts I don't wanna think about the house I just want to sit at the lake and cry in the trunk #like I'm doing rn cause fuck I made the tears happen thinking about New Hampshire and growing up and changing and death and my dad #it's just really hard to deal with sometimes and I had a great day today but I'm still ending it by crying

[queenlua]

i’m two episodes into Peaky Blinders, and

damn does this show understand the inherent hotness of Calm Guy Talking Soothingly To Panicking Horse

#this has happened onscreen like five times now. i'm delighted #i hear the way to get dates on The Dating Apps TM is to have a dog #but idk if i were on the apps i'd be on the lookout for Dude With Horse #(speaking of which. since we're now in My Tags and thus My Tangentland #was talking with a guyfriend the other day and he was like All Chicks On Tinder Dig The Office #i made him repeat himself because. wtf? the office isn't funny?? #literally the worst date of my life was Guy Insisting We Watch Several Episodes Of The Office??? #(and to be clear this was AFTER the dude had motorcycled me home from an absolutely fantastic dinner #AMAZING how often guys will self-sabotage. quite while you're aheaaaad don't go for the sitcom) #anyway. thank god i found my person because going on a dating app already sounded like hell and if i have to pretend to like Office memes #i would simply die instead)

[hauntingblue]

#i knew that wasn't momo omg...... that fucking witch....... #ODEN GET UP!!! THAT WAS JUST ONE HIT!!! #shinobu is gonna free them omg mvp.... omg tsuru..... #BOILED ALIVE????? the guard omg.... #wtf. the worst part is that you know its going to work. but how. #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 972 #i cant believe they will make the oden isnt oden without being boiled work. but they made the frog that swims crole style work so..... #jesus christ oden... AND EVERYONE ELSE??? oh jesus christ (x2) atlas moment #kaido es un cachondo.... they ARE in the pot.... #there is no way this man inst a d.... like there must be something else... but big mom is weirdly strange too and isnt one either... #but still its not the same.... big mom is just strong and not like formidable... you know what i mean... well ace wasnt that much either... #still this man is something else... also toki was born 800 years ago when joyboy was still around??? HELLO??? before the empty century???? #or after but still.... important #oden has some jesus christ like followers.... 9 samurais and shinobu (mary magdalene)... you wouldnt get it... 🚬 #so they would just leave..... damn.... #episode 973 #the people begging orichi for oden omg..... #whooo was attacking wano when the kozukis closed the country down??? WHOOO #oden remembering shirohige in his last moments... he misses him so bad.... #jesus christ..... executed....... kaido is such a wussy #his name must be a joke of destiny.... jesus christ.... the people remembering that phrase... #episode 974 #these flashbacks so far have been: oden lore. GROUNDBREAKING ONE PIECE ESSENTIAL INFORMATION. oden lore. (not saying oden lore is bad btw) #SEE. HOW DOES HE KNOW ABOUT THE WAR. AND ABOUT 20 YEARS. HE KNEW ABOUT HIS DEATH. HE KNEW. #I THOUGHT TOKI KNEW. omg he laughed on her face when she said he won't die omg. HE KNEW. WAS IT WRITTEN ON LAUGHTALE ABOUT LUFFY? #ABOUT THE GREAT WAR?? JUST HOW THE SEA BEASTS KNEW ABOUT SHIRAHOSHI??? #oh this is where the cat and dog got their beef. BUT SEE HE IS TELLING THEM TO GO TO ZOU WHEN THEY GET IN TORUBLE. AND WHAT HAPPENED. LUFFY! #episode 975

[nightsvvimming]

I get it, life is about the ups and downs. But personally I don't think the ups are worth the downs

#because the ups are cool for a second i guess but the downs hurt deeply and for a loooong time #really i've just never had a dog die yet so obviously i dwell on that eventuality often because i have two dogs #and even thinking about it i'm like they're gonna have to sedate me. put me on suicide watch. i won't cope well #i had a fever a couple weeks ago and started crying after thinking about my siblings growing up and moving away

[isildheir]

Honestly, my abuser saying Louis was just as bad as Lestat or basically implying they hate how people write Lestat off as more abusive than he is or that Louis was just as abusive was a red flag I should've put a lot more stock into.

#The guy was Empathizing with a capital E. #God hold me back cuz I LAUGH at them. Abuser all weh u..abused me..cuz...u called me stupid and annoying when I wouldn't let u leave me #after ur 30239929292th attempt #Youre abusive cuz...u made me feel so unloved when you kept trying to leave me! :'((( #LMAOAOOA yeah if thats abuse then slap my ass and call me sally cuz ill always try to leave you #You fuckin insane psychopath. constantly putting damn words in my mouth and telling ME what i ACTUALLY mean #you dont care about anything i have to say. you need to be the one slighted to justify why you feel so offended 24/7. #dude u wanna be a fucking victim so bad then fuckin be my guest u fuckin miserable sick sad sack of absolute dog shit #always calling me a liar and putting me on the podium to state my case infinite times till you hammered me into gaslighting myself #to support your interpretation. go to hell. #you are chronically miserable for a reason. and you will NEVER find reprieve in that. EVER. just as you deserve. #YOU made me start therapy because of the CONSTANT confusion and emotional trauma i endured with you. #YOU made me cry all the time at work. #YOU gave me chest pains and difficulty breathing. just seeing YOUR DAMN NAME on my phone gave me panic attacks #YOU did so much FUCKED UP SHIT to me and you NEVER ACCEPTED ANY REALITY BUT ME HURTING YOU ON PURPOSE #you literally tell me 24/7 i dont care about you and i would drop THOUSANDS of dollars on you #AND FUCKIN WATCH UR SHOWS 3 TIMES IN A ROW #AND CALL AND TEXT U EVERY NIGHT. SIT AND HELP YOU PREP FOR JOB INTERVIEWS. #I DREW UR DAMN OC SO OFTEN HE PRACTICALLY BECAME MY MOST DRAWN CHARACTER #I DID SO MUCH TO SHOW U I CARED. BE IT GIFTS. MONEY. BE IT TIME. BE IT HELPING IN #UR VTUBING CAREER U WANTED TO START. #BE IT SPENDING NIGHTS SOMETIMES TILL 6AM JUST MAKING SURE YOU'RE OKAY. #I JUST. DID. SO. FUCKING. MUCH. IT WAS NEVER ENOUGH FOR YOU. I HOPE YOU DIE. SUFFER. BURN IN HELL. #I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I WILL NEVER STOP HATING YOU. #I GAVE YOU SO MUCH. I WAS HAPPY TO TOO. WHAT A FOOL I WAS. NOTHING I DID WAS EVER ENOUGH. YOU ALWAYS HAD TO FUCKIN COMPARE #OR GET JEALOUS WHEN I SPENT ONE SECOND WITH ANYONE ELSE #U NEEDED TO GRILL ME FOR EVERYTHING #ASK WHO I WAS WITH #NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING JUST IN CASE IT WAS SOMEONE YOU DIDNT LIKE #UR FUCKIN ABSURD. UR INSANE. ROT IN HELL. FUCKIN GET TORN APART DOWN THERE. I HOPE YOU SUFFER. I WANT TO WATCH. I WILL LAUGH.

[sick-as-a-dog]

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#it would have been our third anniversary in a few days #too bad im too much of an unstabke unlovabke worthless dog and becmae toomuch ro deal with ans he refised ro tell me until too lste #dont thi k i will survive it thh #dont think i want to either not witj this reminder of hie muxh of a gross fuckedup mess i am #dont think i should keep living anymoer but cnat tell ir i shpuld kill mysler before or on the day #i need to befroe i live long enougj to watch as i get replaced agaun #or have to suffwr year after year i cnat do that i camt ficming do it #bit i know it migjt huet him if i go thruogh wirj it he kwwps begigng me not to die adn refises to f0rgwt me bit i cnat do tjis i jiat cant #he mifjt be tje only friedn wjo will ecwr n0toce if iv anished nobofy else ever fuvkimg talks to me dsily liek he does its loke i dnot exis #i dnot wamt him hirt i csmt keep hyrtimg him bit tnis psim is alrwadt killong me frim the inaidw oit all dsy #why miat tjis hurt.?

[flaynbestgirl]

i feel like a im super picky with new media anyway (like in the whole i have to be in the right mood and it has to have the vibe im craving kind of way) and combining that with stuff i hate seeming to be common things in horror it makes it seem like i dont like it at all but i do im just ridiculously picky

#kath shouts into the void #not long after the accident when we lost the dog i was watch an lp (i forget which game) from the super best friends #and a dog got really hurt and was wimpering and making distressed noises before it died and it really fucking affected me #like i was crying and shit and it wouldnt stop #and ive found that that feeling keeps coming back now whenever an animal - particularly dogs - die in stuff #doesnt even need to be horror #i just hate it #cant watch mids-mmar because of the bear scene #very disappointed

[akuma-homura]

seeing the tiktoks about bats and rabies and such and

i can feel (not literally) the buzzing in the back of my head

#[ ;text ] #what I mean: back in 2018 I had like. a severe two month or so ... episode? of what I can only describe as - #-health paranoia in regards to rabies. like somehow my brain had convinced me that my dog could have possible died from it #(despite having no symptoms of such and in reality died of old age) #and I could have had contact and could have been infected and thus could Die in the weeks after #like. it was stupid. but I legitimately could not control my thoughts in regards to it #it was near-constant anxiety and fear and fearing i'd die in such a horrible way #fucked up my appetite. fucked up my sleep. probably fucked up my heart more tbh #i remember we watched the one star wars movie and i was trying to distract myself with it but the thoughts would creep back #the only thing that really stopped it was. time passing. and me obviously not dying. #but seeing stuff about rabies became like.... a legitimate trigger #hearing about it hearing info about it my anxiety would spike unreasonably #and then hearing stuff about 'sometimes it could be dormant for years and suddenly--' nearly restarted the paranoia jhgfdfgh #i'm Better With It Comparatively Now #but there's still a deep seated uneasiness I feel hearing about it all

[chaosandmarigolds]

Simon Riley! Who technically had the ring picked out as soon as he started babysitting Oliver

Simon Riley! Who nearly jumped out of his skin when you came in from getting the mail with the box from his grandmother, that contained said ring

Simon Riley! Who spent the last two and half years of dating perfectly planning the moment, even had plans B and C on backburner

Simon Riley! who told johnny about the plan and his buddy happily volunteered to take photos (he tried to talk him out of it he swears it)

Simon Riley! Who even asked your son if it would be okay to marry you (the answer was yes duh)

Simon Riley! Who knew knew it would all go perfectly, after all with all that planning-

"Olly said you want to be his dad."

The sound of your voice that would normally send peace and a sense of warmth through him caused his blood to run cold and he slowly turns from where he was currently working on building a dog house (a puppy is what you and he chose to get Olly for his fourth birthday), he looks up at you as you stood on the porch, a confused look upon your face and arms crossed. He had to play this cool, he could do this- "Whaaat?" Shit. "Now why would the lad-"

"Simon."

"Yes, mam."

You walk over to him where he stood in the backyard and you hum, "You get four seconds to tell me why my little boy is getting his hopes up about having a dad again, when you know full well-"

"I'm going to marry you."

To be honest, you were a little taken back, Simon had never seemed like the marrying type and you had spent the last two years trying to convince yourself you were alright with that. So you gulp down and look up at him, "You...what?"

"I have-Fuck- a plan, I have a plan and it was goin to be like tho' movies you make me watch tha' I hate- was gonna make it nice but-I'm goin to marry you an' I wan'a make sure Olly is alright with it."

There came the silence and you bite back the largest smile you swore you would ever have, "Y...you wanna marry me?"

"More than I want to breathe."

"Oh, then I guess I better say yes so you don't die, huh?" Your words were to distract yourself from crying and you pull him down for a brief kiss, "I still want the pretty proposal and the getting down on one knee."

Simon, who reasonably was a bit confused, blinked and then meets your gaze, his hands going to yours, "Are you sayin' Yes?" When he saw your nod he happily moved his hand to your waist and pulled you closer, pressing a kiss to your forehead, "You'll get your pretty proposal, the flowers, and the photos, and I'll make it perfect, love, I'll make it perfect."

Here's what Johnny's photos looked like BTW (he tried)

#simon riley imagine #simon riley x you #simon ghost x reader #simon riley x reader #simon riley fanfic #simon ghost riley x reader #ghost imagine #cod x you #cod fluff #coco’s chaos <3 #simon x reader #simon fluff #simon ghost riley #simon riley #ghost x you #simon riley x female reader #x female!reader #coco’s pre-k universe! <3