#and he wanted to have sex with ghosts

[serkonans]

project runway season 19 i am literally always thinking about darren apolonio

#the man really said to fashion world giants 'i was really inspired by spongebob' #he hit on christian siriano at a level i think probably constitutes workplace harassment #he didn't even make the dress he landed in the top 3 for on the first episode #and he wanted to have sex with ghosts #like dare i say iconic #like watching a train wreck in slow motion except you're really attracted to the train and you want it carnally #and the train likes horror movies and spongebob and you both think alexander mcqueen fucking slaps #i'm on desktop lemme go tag this post with my txt post tag sorry one sec. i need to change my tag to exclude the accent it's a nightmare fr #WAIT SORRY I JUST REMEMBERED HE ASKED A WORLD FAMOUS FASHION DESIGNER 'DO YOU KNOW ABOUT EBOYS' SLKJFGKSJGKSJGL #oisín.txt #there i tagged it yw

[s0fter-sin]

soap and ghost, after months of flirting, of having each other’s backs and saving each other’s lives, of knowing the other better than they know themselves, finally getting together

ghost letting himself free fall onto the bed, soap following, always following his lead. they barely pull apart enough to get their shirts over their heads, hands running over muscles and scars and holding close

soap kisses every new scar that’s revealed to him, from the thick keloid divot over his ribs from some kind of puncture to the innumerable slashes and stitch wounds holding his torso together until he’s mouthing over his collarbones; the tips of his fingers lightly caressing the edges of his mask

ghost who’s been so quiet, so overwhelmed by soap’s touch that all he can do is sink into him, panting gasping breaths, finally pushes out, “don’t ask me. please…”

soap freezes, mouth hovering over his skin. “ghost…?”

ghost’s face is tilted away, eyes held so tightly shut they tremor while the rest of his body stays lax beneath his. desperate. resigned. “please don’t ask me, johnny.”

soap lets his hand fall from the mask, coming to run soothing circles over his clothed hip. “why?”

“because i’ll say yes,” he confesses and it’s great and terrible; a warning and a relinquishment laid at soap’s feet. “i’ll always say yes to you.”

for a long moment, there’s nothing but their shared breaths, nothing but their hearts beating for the other. until soap finally leans down to press a kiss to the corner of his hidden mouth; his lips meeting faint raised scar tissue he might never see

“i’ll never ask.”

ghost’s eyes drift open and they catch on soap’s; on a sea of promise and fierce protection

“i swear… i’ll never ask, ghost.”

#ghost who would take off his mask for johnny in a heartbeat and soap who would never let him take it off for anything but himself my belove #they proceed to have the softest most tender sex youve ever seen #im talking missionary chest to chest arms and legs wrapped so tightly all they can is rock #just god the love and the trust and the understanding #ghost knows hes not ready knows he would be violently uncomfortable the entire time #but would still put himself through it if thats what johnny wanted #and soap who would never ask him to sacrifice his comfort for something as insignificant as his own wants #like he would ever see that as a worthy reason #like he could ever find happiness in it knowing ghost was uncomfortable #he’ll spend the rest of his life showing ghost he doesnt need to compromise his comfort or his coping mechanisms for him #coming out of my cage and ive been soing just fine.txt #john soap mactavish #soap cod #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #ghost x soap #we’re a team. ghost team #save post

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

roommate!simon is the type of guy who will take you on a late night drive, completely destroy your guts in the back seat and then get you ice cream after

#the roommate series #simon ghost riley x reader #idk i just have it in my head #he's good at sex #good a pleasuring you #but he also likes to get you sweat treats #you'll be brainless #shaking and still feeling the after effects of him fucking you #and he's asking what kind of ice cream you want #(with a smug look in his eyes)

[natelia-aldelliz]

Soap & Gaz : =(

Ghost : What's going on with you two?

Gaz : Old people flirting =( it's like my divorced dad flirting with his new girlfriend in front of me all over again

Ghost : What happened?

Gaz : Well he and my mom got a divorce, which was for the best honestly, and then he got himself a girlfriend that was closer in age to me than him and -

Ghost : I don't give a shit about your parents Garrick, what happened right now.

Gaz : Oh =(

Soap : Nikolai was teaching us insults in russian, and Price told him he had a dirty mouth and Nik just smiled at him, y'know, like a smirk, and Price smiled back, ewwww

Ghost : Wait, you think Price flirting with his... friend is gross because they're old? You do know I'm not that much younger than Price, right?

Soap : Yeah, but you're not flirting with anyone, so it's okay =)

Ghost :

Gaz :

Soap : =) ?

Gaz : I can't believe you just said that. With your full chest too...

#cod mw2 #john soap mactavish #kyle gaz garrick #simon ghost riley #captain john price #i just found out that price's name is jonathan?? i thought it was a joke not canon lmao #cod nikolai #ghostsoap #soapghost #does pricexnikolai have a name? #based on a thirty seconds search through tumblr it appears to be nikprice #and i was so happy that for once i shipped a main ship and not a rare ship lmao rip me #the dilfs got me #anyway i was realising that price is also fucking massive like next to ghost it doesn't show or even gaz who's pretty tall as well #but next to other people wow he's tall #soap isn't as tall but what he doesn't have in height he has in shoulders so it's not that obvious that he's smol #anyway #soap instantly notices people flirting with other people like he'd met ale and rudy for five minutes and already knew #that doesn't apply to himself tho because he doesn't think anyone could love him and thinks they just want sex #and he ignores it coming from ghost because he couldn't deal with just sex from him so he'd rather not see anything at all =) #and gaz is tired of him and ghost thinks soap knows and is rejecting him and gaz is tired of him too #and now he's also tired of price because how dare he flirt in front of his salad like that

[toomanywordsnllines]

Roach has complicated... feelings

#manyrambles #based on a Hc I have that Ghost gives Roach a ring #It's mainly based in this idea that Roach has to leave for a while for the states for family stuff #(I'm mixing him being british and merican) #so Ghost gives him a ring... #let's say that Roachs feels very...much about it and the meaning a ring can have #and what he can't give back #It's complicated #and it's also a little bit of venting on my part since... #yeah kinda been feeling the same buddy #emotions are complicated and putting a name on what you feel for someone even more #and wanting to have something you know you Can't have? heartbreaking #just...aro things #cod #call of duty #cod mw2 #call of duty modern warfare 2 #call of duty roach #gary roach sanderson #also spending the whole afternoon listening to cigarretes after sex might've been a big enabler for my mood... #i can't help it they make me sad but the music is...so good #Also had fun with the 'paneling' #never tried anything like it before

[sleep-sounds-nice-rn]

I need to stop thinking about him I need to stop thinking about him I need to stop thinking about him

#and I can't just get high when I don't wanna deal with problems bc that's not ok #it's so weird to go from being rlly good friends to casual hookups to nothing at all #I don't even know how to move on bc we were never together and I don't even have romantic feelings for him anymore #I just really miss him #not just the physical stuff but I miss being friends and laughing together #and I know I have a right to be mad at him to some extent but I also feel like if I was less emotional then everything would be fine #he's probably just one of those guys that loses interest after sex but why am I still bothered even tho it's been months #I really cared about him and it hurts to be so distant #I feel like i've fucked everything up bc I got mad at him when really I was mad at myself and my insecurities and also him for ghosting me #but I shouldn't have gotten mad bc we were on good terms and now everything is weird again #and I need to get better and regulating my emotions so I don't do impulsive shit #everything is just rlly weighing on me #it's so strange that we didn't talk for over a month then I got high and texted him and now everything is so much more messy #I want to be completely over him but a part of me still holds on and imagines what could have been #if he had been in love with me or if I hadn't been so overbearing

[faunandfloraas]

inadvertently stopped using my freckle fade cream without thinking.... right around the time i started making gifs of felix.... coincidence?

#positive influence..... #i do wonder sometimes how jarring it must have been for he and lil chris to go from australia to korea #bc i copped shit for being pale and freckly as a kid #i have a core memory of this girl talia wearing a country bumpkin costume with these cartoonish freckles drawn on and she pointed at me #and was like Lol im jessie haha and i was like Okay so you want to fight?? #another time had to do some speech and when i finished and had questions from my classmates and two boys just asked me why i was pale #and why they could see idk i guess my bloodvessels in my legs ??? i didnt even notice like i was just like UHHHH idk ask about my topic #had so many instances like that and they werent terrible but it did make me insecure #like in the 00s here being tan was /it/ you had to be nice and tanned- go lay in the sun and ignore we are number one in melanoma deaths #like it was so consistently the thing... prob why i have so many freckles bc i didnt tan in the sun i freckled #but in both felix and chans aus photos they were quite tanned! #so imagine going from Hey go lay in the sun and get nice and brown ya pale fucker to Do Not Do That. Be pale as a ghost #white as fuck twilight vampire printer paper ass complexion or else you arent the beauty standard must have been so...... odd #idk beauty standards are so fucked and stupid #at least for me it was just like mean it wasnt like systemic. still wasnt nice but its not damaging the same way #but yeah I imagine some of the cultural differences must have been jarring and weird #like when chan said he was glad to get sex ed in australia bc it was comprehensive here and its not something i would have thought about #but yeah he went to school here and there he would know #idk must be hard to be an idol and straddle that line of not wanting to cause any ripples but having your own ideas and beliefs #oh i'd love to talk to him off the record lmao #dont take this as anti korea sentiment btw like australia is also wack #it just must be interseting and sometimes hard... #wow these tags are long SORRY

[the-everqueen]

aous was...fine, imho, it was fine, but it was fundamentally white, middle-class british and i could accept that but i couldn't forgive it

#aous #aous spoilers #namely...paul mezcal being terrified at having seen a ghost #people treating ghosts as unnatural or weird or wrong was bizarre to me #latinos built different! #also visually the film felt Too Polished #it should've been grainier; the past and the sex all felt too clean #but mostly i can't get over the ghosts part...i.e. why would you be afraid #there's something...comforting about them being able to linger and then choose to leave #anyways things i did not like about it included seeing andrew scott in pjs. the ways money didn't seem to figure into anything. #(he's a writer but he lives in these high end flats but he spends all his time visiting his childhood home which is empty but not??) #(paul mezcal is an alcoholic who lives alone and seems to live at andrew scott's beck and call - WHAT DOES HE DO FOR WORK) #the whole sheen of ''we don't need to think about the material conditions here'' really bothered me actually #it felt necessary to engage with if we're also doing the magical realism #anyways when we left the theater this gaggle of young 20-something women were also exiting #and one of them said ''okay i think that movie forced me to process a bunch of shit i hadn't wanted to think about'' #and i laughed bc i'm glad it reached out and touched her

[modernghostfare]

lately ive been thinking more on the differences of ghost before robas and ghost after robas and, like, how mace wouldnt know any of this took place and he wouldn't actually know any of the changes ghost's personality has until he sees them. bc in my hc they dated before that, mace left for africa before that, and he was never told any of that (its entirely possible if they write more of his backstory this could change tbh esp if they do that ghost spinoff they keep talking about.). so like. even the 24/7 mask wearing would be like... So Weird to mace hed be like "thats new?" and ghost is like. Mhm. bc well hes not going to talk about it. hed be more willing to show mace his face bc theres less worry about like how hed react. because mace has already Seen him and nothing has like. changed. which would be a relief to mace only bc seeing physical evidence of torture ghost went through would be upsetting to him. and ghost would never, ever explain the mental process of "because of whats happened to me i am a walking, talking ghost of who i was" hed be ashamed of it/wouldnt want to tell mace this bc he would challenge this? he would challenge a lot of what ghost says bc hes coping through pushing it all to the side basically and acting like hes "bigger" than his trauma. mace would fully understand Why hes doing this and how it helps him go about his day to day though. a lot of it he wouldnt bother trying to change bc he can tell ghost is at least comfortable in his "new skin." and i think ghosts anger Would be different though the old him would lash out at times bc his fear of relationships is from Before robas its from his dad/his parents relationship. but in a lot of ways hes "more chill" bc his rage is simmering background noise.

#the biggest change would probably be him freezing up at times during sex bc of his trauma which. would confuse mace #bc again he would not willingly give up the information of what happened to him. ghost would have to be pushed to a point #where he literally cannot avoid telling mace about his time being captured #AND bc it wouldn't happen all the time and for the most part ghost Really wants to Fuck so it would be. a rare occurrence of him #disassociating to That degree during sex and mace really. would not like the implication there and he would be right to

[chryzure]

the first time chrysi slept w wh!jacks, the first thing she said to him was that it was a mistake and it was never ever going to happen again. and yet, the very next night,,,

#memorie.txt #s.chrysijacks #anyway chrysi was LONELY her soulmate had jst left and her childhood best friend ghosted her for the third month in a row #so why NOT sleep w the version of him that was made by another person originating from a cursed object? no problems there! #anyway. wh!jacks was an artifact originally? so does that mean his object’s curse can affect chrysi after they’ve had sex? #hypothetical questions chrysi poses artie over breakfast and he looks up like ……＿φ(￣ー￣ )… let me go research. stop having sex w him btw. #i picture artie going ‘weird hyppthetical. WAIT. WHAT DID YOU DO.’ before researching in a panic #he doesn’t want his granddaughter to die because of a warehouse version of her childhood crush sleeping with her 😭😭😭 #ask to tag ??? #i’ll never go into Detail abt nsfvv here but you never know? #p.warehouse

[professorsta]

If you notice after Clint and Past coupled, Clint was already prepared to tell Past about his little figurine and all his childhood traumas. He just needed a good fuck to get his guard down and he was off to talk about himself all day Present Fucked it up when he slid in right after Clint had slid out

#Clint was scared ! #he's me he used humor sarcasm and tryna make the other person feel dumb #to cover up the fact that I am Frightened #and when he and Past had their moment where he was like Oh #so tonight's ghost wont All be ugly old angry men who like to yell at me #cool cool cool less scary maybe a quick fuck will bring some control and clear focus to this whole um #situation I'm finding myself in #and then she just left! #hes in this nerve wracking experience all you had to do was fuck him #and let the guy talk about his little action figures after as a gateway to trauma #present you should have fucked him that's all im saying if you wanted a quick fucking open hearted Clint #his post sex brain is his trauma dumping mode #spirited #Clint Briggs #present #ryan reynolds #will ferrell #a christmas carol #spirited 2022 #Clint x present

[sweatandwoe]

I’m really hoping they don’t replace Copia. A new papa would be cool in some ways but it’d be like losing Terzo again

I really don't think Copia is dying, but getting anti-christ form with how much stuff has been hinting at it. Also because Tobias is a huge Omen fan and Copia has, almost all the same signs as the anti-christ kid in that movie (same symbol in his stage artwork, and riding around on a red/white tricycle are big ones)

Also still Nihil's kid in my mind, even as the anti-christ. Sort of more like 'we're already having a kid, please select them' but that's also because I've got way too many thoughts on this that don't go into any canon worldbuilding but shit I made up (but it's in the tags a lil)

#angels probably don't have genitals and Lucifer can probably have sex but he probably also doesn't have a dick #its Lucifer's unholy spirit or some shit cause God also didn't fuck Mary and Imperator isn't giving signs of like immaculate conception #it's pretty canon that she was rolling in the hay with Nihil #Lets Copia then be selected By Lucifer because angry at Nihil and wants to focus on taking him down #born then with the satan anti-christ mark #badabing badaboom #this is all in my like fanfic brain though and def not canon #sweaty asks #ghost band

[s0fter-sin]

so lately i’ve been obsessed with a 141 dancer au

gaz runs classes, has a youtube channel and quickly becomes one of the most sought after choreographers in the music video scene. soap is his dance partner for his classes, he helps run them and does demonstrations with him

ghost is also a choreographer and he’s gaz’s Arch Nemesis

he's famous for never performing his routines, never doing public appearances without his skull mask and being highly exclusive with who he allows to perform his choreo which earns him his name (since he’s a ghost creator). gaz however is a social media darling, his classes and videos regularly doing huge numbers

they both popped up around the same time and are neck and neck in terms of popularity and skill and they immediately rub each other the wrong way

gaz accuses ghost of not actually choreographing his routines himself bc no one has ever seen him dance and ghost thinks gaz is a clout chaser who's just in it for the fame instead of passion

he became a dancer as a way to channel his rage after years of being an underground fighter, the discipline and physicality helping him more than fights ever did. he hates the thought of someone just using it just to get famous when it literally saved his life

deep down they know their accusations are wrong and they have a grudging appreciation for the other's talent but they'd both rather die than admit it

price is a famous dancer turned director they both work with frequently and they always fight over him; trying to get their routines picked for his music videos. he's also the only one in the industry who's ever seen the ghost perform (before he got famous and before the Incident™)

he finally gets fed up with them constantly being at each other's throats and hires them both to work together and choreograph a joint routine. they're both famous in their own right but this video is for a huge artist so neither of them can refuse no matter how much they hate the other

gaz has a gymnastics background but also a ballet background which lends him to a more fluid style whereas ghost’s style is stronger, more masculine with sharper movements so they naturally end up butting heads

then there's soap who has a completely different style altogether, focusing on a more modern, breakdancer style which makes him see everything completely differently

but it also adds to his self-doubt bc he didn't have a formal dance education, he built his entire repertoire by himself. people see him as inferior to gaz who has that very formal, highly disciplined style. his insecurities about only ever being seen as gaz's demonstration partner and that he can only do gaz’s routines so all his skill is just an extension of him instead of being seen as a dancer in his own right forces him to adopt a rigid - destructive - perfectionism in himself and his body

soap meets ghost before the first rehearsal. he gets to the studio early to practice when sees this beautiful man dancing

he has no idea who he is but he moves so seamlessly, almost better than gaz, and he immediately falls a little in love. the man catches him watching in the mirror and he flusters, getting worse as the man just smirks at him and flawlessly completes the routine

soap tries to save face and asks him to teach him the routine he's doing

the man agrees, introducing himself as simon. the style of the routine is familiar to soap but he can't focus on it when simon's hands are on his waist, guiding him through the steps; his chest pressed up against his back. they work together beautifully, picking up each other's body language and dancing together easier and better than they've ever danced with anyone

then gaz arrives and the vibe in the studio immediately changes

simon's easy confidence becomes hostility, pulling up the skull gaiter he'd let hang around his neck as he practically pushes soap behind him to square up to gaz

soap’s shocked when gaz hits back with the same energy until he realises it's the same way he acts whenever he talks about ghost and his stomach drops

he steps out from behind ghost to side with gaz and the betrayal in simon's eyes hurts more than anything he's ever felt

from there it's romeo and juliet; camp gaz versus camp ghost as they fight over every step of the choreo and soap is the poor bastard stuck in the middle

soap tries to channel that “you’re my best friend’s rival, i have to hate you,” mindset but he can’t forget the way it felt to dance with simon

and how much he wants to do it again

#my friend mimi introduced me to gymnast gaz which made me think he grew up in competitive gymnastics and left it to be a dancer #whether his family was disappointed in that decision i havent figured out yet #the Incident™️ was roba getting simon directly from the underground and manipulating him into working at his strip club where price finds h #and pulls him out when roba tries to force him into sex work too #soap earned his name for being such a clean dancer and never making mistakes during performances #which just make his insecurities worse bc now he has to live up to his new reputation as well as fight of the gazs partner image hes gotten #farah and alex are definitely team gaz and i think nikolai would be his manager #then im thinking alejandro and rudy are team ghost with laswell as his manager #then bc soap is the odd man out hes used as tie breaks when they get into arguments about what move should go next in the routine #the pressure of picking correctly and the routine being essentially on his shoulders freaking him out just as much as having to choose #between his best friend who expects him to always side with him and ghost who always has good ideas #this isnt a negative haz au btw i think it would be a good way to explore his arrogance and stubborness #hes decided ghost is his enemy and nothing can pull him away from that #(except for what eventually does but im not sure what that is yet lmao) #i want soap at some point to completely overwork himself and his bad knee swells and gets irritated and finally gives out #and its ghost who forces him to take a break and convinces him that working his body to death wont help him be a better dancer #cue tender wound care and ghost backstory as he reassures soap that he is an amazing dancer #he offers soap a no stress space at his studio if he ever wants it & gaz overhears and thinks soap is betraying him and leaving so cue angs #we’re a team. ghost team #coming out of my cage and i’ve been doing just fine.txt #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #john soap mactavish #kyle gaz garrick #simon ghost riley #save post #john price #cod 141 #soapghost au

[sunnykeysmash]

I still believe my beloved theory that Dennis never actually went to North Dakota and just hid in the vents and lived in Charlie's bad room to eavesdrop on the gang for their reaction of him leaving, planning to rub it in their face and be quickly done with it, but it never came

#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #always sunny #dennis reynolds #I MEAN WOULDN'T THAT MAKE HIM SUPER PATHETIC?? PLUS #it explains why he was able to make such a timely entrance. because he literally could hear them thru the vents #this theory was born from that s13 promo footage with him with the axe if you remember #I ALSO HAVE A TWIN HC THAT SOMETIMES HE WOULD EVEN COME OUT IN THE BAR ITSELF AND THEY NEVER SAW HIM HE WAS LIKE A GHOST #which makes sense to me because writing yourself out of a show is like narrative death #which he did by moving out... or SAYING HE WOULD...... #guys i promise you this guy NEVER WENT TO NORTH DAKOTA!!!! NEVER EVEN SEEN IT!!! #he overheard the gang in the bar for a WHOLE YEAR (i believe it was? at least a year? im rusty on this detail) #and they never spoke about him once #HE CAME BACK IN THE S13 PREMIERE WHEN HE SAW THE DENNYS SEX DOLL AND IT WAS THE FIRST TIME ANYTHING DENNIS WAS BROUGHT UP #he saw the chance and took it. thinking ''yes! they do miss me!!'' which is what he originally wanted to hear and see #or rather... OVERHEAR.... FROM THE VENTS.... AS IN . LIKE HE HID IN THE BAR AFTER HIS SCENE OF LEAVING BECAUSE HE WANTED TO #show it to them and hear them miss him and then jump out and be like HAH!!! YOU CARE ABOUT ME!!!!! #but he never got the chance to jump out and so he just kept waiting. and waiting. for any mention of him. and it took [one year?] #this is my theory #I've had for years! #but i don't have much proof other than logical dot connecting. i just think it's neat :)

[mrfoox]

Maybe I'm petty but the guy that I basically turned down a month back... Is still kinda messaging me half heartedly and I just... Im over him lmao

#miranda talking shit #I saw him in an probably not intentional but bad light when he went from being #Super talkative and wanting to speak and such every day to... Silence in minutes after i said i wasnt #Intrested in him that way... Its probably bc its so against how my brain works but i just thinks its stupid #Everyone works differently and i know he doesnt control it but i feel... Not used but like... Like i only was worth #His time if he thought he could date me/get in my pants :). He seemed like an nice enough guy and such but #The complete turn around just... I havent answered his last messages bc i just feel /: #I hate people who just seek their prefered sex/gender people as partners. Like... Fr.. If you cant like mr as a friend first i dont want to #Date you. I need to have that established connection to even consider deeper feelings... Nah #I probably sound like a bitch but yeah no i dont like it at all. I feel like girls value friendships more #Ive been on dates with girls im now great friends with but not a single guy bc they ghost #It just feels so shallow in my mind. Like they dont care about me unless they think they can 'get' more from me #Im so glad im ugly so i dont have to deal with this regularly but when it happens its still so shit like /: #Do i have to disclose this during third conversation with every guy i talk with or what? #Im ranting but im frustrated. He had potential to be a cool friend and he blew it. Not by making an unwanted move. I can deal with that #But how he acted afterwards. Dont want to get to know me as a friend first? Please go along bc i am so friendship focused its bad

[bffjohnny]

help i have a crush....

#not me having two guys in my dms lately... #one being an ex fling but i just know he wants me for sex... #and the other being this guy from work im friends with who apparently has a crush on me... #and i might be crushing on him back bc we've been talking heaps lately #and by some miracle none of our convos have gotten sexual.. its all very family friendly aha #lola speaks #delete later #not to mention i drunkenly hooked up w the first one earlier in the year and then he ghosted me for like 3 months..