#and besides i reap the consequences via shaking and bad dreams

[skyeateyourdonuts]

teaaaaaas tiimee

#i am. exhausted?? #like i knew i was sleep deprived but whoa #i slept so much #and im gonna have to be productive even after that fucking dream #im honestly rlly embarrassed but i couldnt help it?? #and besides i reap the consequences via shaking and bad dreams #well And starvation and dehydration :T #i am actually truly weak lmao im gonna shake till i eat smth filling #honestly thats probs why i slept so long too #bcni just felt weaker every time i woke up so i just stayed down #i do often do that its not a good habit and for some reason gives me mad chest pain #i rlly want a hug #idk why i just need a lil cracked apart #and a hug would squeeze me back together #begrudgingly i need to srsly get up #the rest of my body is waking up and going oh god we feel like garbage and im gonna ache for a bit #maaaaaan :// #hopefully i can take advantage of not being sleep deprived at least lmao #but not in a stay up late again for days way or its just a repeat #i need to bounce back from that dream that fucked with me #anyyyywayyss