#and accusing me of horrible things

[shinygemstone]

fucking hate twitter because I'm in two different fandoms. One of them has really cool stories, but if I scroll too far, I get HEY YOU ENJOY X THING??? HERE'S ALL THE REASONS YOU'RE A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!! THE ONLY WAY TO FIX THIS IS [redacted because Tumblr deserves better]

The other has pretty mid content, but important information that makes my life easier about events and updates in splatoon. The issue is that I don't have the motivation to delete my first account and I can't just uninstall Twitter outright because of account B. Honestly it's better to just not look because Twitter loves prancing around with its holier than thou attitude

Fuck twitter. Fuck Elon Musk, but also fuck the culture Twitter has developed. A Twitter refugee will never be truly welcomed on Tumblr because being on twitter requires a tolerance for some pretty heinous comments and the absolute worst of cancel culture.

Someone who belongs on Twitter is likely to agree with the sentiment that someone is a bad person for enjoying Harry Potter or dsmp or Homestuck or whatever other controversial fandom. They're the ones engaging in sexuality discourse.

It's just exhausting to deal with, and it's exhausting to have to get news over that platform because there's no other real way to do it. Nobody takes Tumblr seriously, reddit serves it's own purpose, YouTube, Instagram, and TikTok just won't work for that, and facebook is Facebook. Unfortunately Twitter isn't being replaced, so we have to deal with it

#I love you Splatoon #social media #Twitter #twitter culture #this is why we hate twitter #even without Elon musk #his name is so fucking stupid #I shouldn't have to scroll through your hate and calling me every name in the book #and accusing me of horrible things #and telling me to kill myself #just to get to the difference analysis between patches #honestly it's shit for my mental health but I need to stay up to date on challenges #like I hate TikTok too but at least TikTok keeps me coming back for the content #I dread logging onto tiktok because I know it'll suck away more time than I'm comfortable spending watching stupid videos #and I don't want to get called things that have historically sent me into DAYS LONG DEPRESSIVE SPIRALS on Twitter #fuck social media man #it's all bad #but Twitter is particularly evil #wait is this just me getting trauma from Twitter #don't let the Twitter bitches see this post they'll call me slurs and doxx me #reddit bitches are cool though #y'all are great here and I'm glad you're enjoying it

[siilvan]

i am once again disappointed but not surprised at the COD fandom only caring about “sensitivity” when it’s convenient for them

#telling people it’s morally wrong to simp for makarov #whilst simping for graves or valeria #or ANY character in this damn series #just shows that you only give a shit about ‘sensitivity’ when it doesn’t inconvenience you #‘but he’s bad :(’ my brother in christ. let’s talk about western militaries #price nikolai and gaz literally kidnapped and tortured an innocent woman and child #the UK and US militaries have DEVASTATED vulnerable countries #y’all wanna talk about sensitivity?? then acknowledge how even the ‘good’ characters like the 141 are shitty! #none of these characters are good people! #i cannot stress this enough. eliminating characters because they’re ‘problematic’ eliminates the entire cast. every single one of them. #MAYBE farah would be safe?? i’m not knowledgeable enough to say for certain. but everyone else— 141. los vaqueros. laswell. alex. nikolai. + #valeria. graves. every last warzone operator. EVERY single character is ‘off-limits’ with that logic. #COD fandom is also horribly racist despite pretending it’s not. notice how people only talk about this when it’s white folks being impacted #no one gave a shit when a middle eastern woman and child were kidnapped and tortured. or when fans were romanticizing cartel violence. #or how the SAS CIA and Delta Force have histories of terrorizing vulnerable people; especially in the middle east and asia #i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again before anyone accuses me of smth false: #sensitivity is important. it can co-exist with letting people enjoy problematic things. the source itself is problematic — #ergo. everything that comes from it (even the ‘good’ things) is as well. #you can’t cherry pick which characters people are allowed to be critical of. you can have your faves and have the ones you dislike #but don’t act like you’re doing something noble when your sensitivity is biased. #sylph.talks

[civilization-illstayrighthere]

do you ever think about right after v kisses kerry how he says w dazed disbelief he wants this gorgeous moment to last forever to a dying man and johnny’s remark about ‘kerry never did get it. only one thing worse than unfulfilled dreams— dreams that come true’ and how quietly gutted he sounds and then you think about how how kerry’s always wanted to get with johnny and how kerry only romances male v because it unconsciously or not fits into that fifty year old want for johnny or do you do yo u… do you

#cp 2077 #johnny silverhand #kerry eurodyne #silverdyne #silvervdyne #‘johnnys talking about Kerry’s career’ TO YOU!! #i mean. ugh hes self-centered enough that even after all of Kerry’s confessions and admittance he likes the spotlight #sure. johnny can be like. hes lying lol he hates being famous. #this is a dream come true turned bad. which is. missing the plot of kerry exorcism of johnnys ghost #but truly kerry doesnt hate being famous #i think he hates certain parts but he likes people hearing him sing he likes the reach #and its far enough in the plot johnny has some empathy #and hes self centered but hes not stupid #and THEN taking into account those cut lines after v fucks kerry. oooooh boy. #if johnnys being self-centered its because his line is referring to himself because how long has HE been waiting to kiss kerry #and how horrible is this dream finally realized #as an engram in another mans body #anyway call me Pepe Silvia the way im making these baseless accusations and connections #im very close to being finished w my dark matter rewrite and replaying every iteration of the talk w kerry #made me feel things……..

[killa-trav]

acc so fucked ppl out there hate me so much they are spending their days sending me tonnes of hate like genuinely seek employment or better yet stop being a pussy n say this shit to my face

#sorry i'm grrrrr #like very grrrrr #the internet is full of horrible dickheads #and i would understand me getting hate if i genuinely was the things i get accused of but guess what i'm not #ffs i'm 20 years old leave me be wtf is ppl's problem #attacking me like

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

me: hermes is a painfully accurate example of how some ways of defending yourself against certain kinds of insidious emotional abuse, gaslighting, ableism, and therapy speak can warp you into a person whose learned helplessness and lack of perspective can result in doing really shitty things, and who passes that abuse along in different forms (hi meteion) + lashes out in disproportionate ways + can be deeply hypocritical.

me: as a disabled person in a society where our systemic mass murder via pressure into government-sanctioned suicide is on the rise, the ancients' society is beyond fucking upsetting to me. i have zero sympathy for anything to do with them pre-apocalypse except for the effects of living in that system.

me: that said, they are a good opportunity to remind oneself that there are children in that burning building; that a society being fucked does not mean they deserve to be wiped out; and that that does not mitigate the harm they do, nor mean that its victims are not allowed to be angry or resist it, including the victims inside it.

me, booboo the fool: oh, this youtube essay about hermes looks interesting--

#final fantasy xiv #ffxiv hermes #heeeellllllppppppppp #i haven't even been looking for discourse in fact i have been trying to avoid it #i just wanted hermes meta and every other site i've so much as glanced at for it so far has been This #hermes is so so fucked up and so interesting #and Relatable in so many ways which simultaneously are incredibly validating; and can make for an uncomfortable look in the mirror #and people trying to like. diagnose him with NPD and say he's The Worst Ever Actually and is basically 'they all hated me' goob #while saying things like 'i can't be ableist i have depression' #and while accusing anyone who says the ancients did anything actually wrong at all of being anti-indigenous genocide apologists #is so much. it's So Much. oh my god #anyway i have been greatly enjoying this game and it is incredibly refreshing to see this kind of thing represented and called out lmao #FFtag #ffxivtag #genocide cw #abuse cw #abuse denial cw #abuse apologia cw #gaslighting cw #ableism cw #the salt files #(also god don't get me started on hyth/lodaeus people who do this Love Him and Think He's Super Sweet and Gay) #(when he is a horrible person in specific ways that make my skin crawl right off my body. the way he talks about meteion jesus christ) #(if your blorbo is fucked up that's fine but GOOOOOOD GOD) #warning: worm grass #endwalker spoilers

[emelinstriker]

tfw you're just checking on a blog you enjoyed casually looking at after a long while cuz someone reminded you about it, looking for anything new that might catch your eye, only to then read a rant about yourself/your blog/your content with accusations that just prove they glanced over your stuff w/o actually looking at it properly-

again, just about the entire branding/servitude thing and the either baby reader or baby mk that's literally not even more than fun little what-if ideas.

and there was me thinkin i might wanna audition as a va for them if they ever needed help or anythin, but that idea sunk and the amount of respect i had for their own work went down the drain.

now excuse me, i gotta go back to work cuz i just wasted my lunchbreak typing this out.

just like my disclaimer from my old rant post, i'll be deleting anyone's messages if they try to argue with me about this shit again, cuz as stated before, this type of drama is literally giving me genshin twitter vibes.

it ain't my fault if my stuff got recommended to you and you don't like it. i already stopped using the lmk tag as much because of those anons from a while ago.

idm it if peeps have more of a weaker tolerance level towards others wanting to have a good time playing with literal legos in a way they don't like it, but i also don't want people to talk smack about others' work and call it disgusting just because it's not their cup of tea.

let people play with their legos while you play with your own legos, simple as that-

i'll just leave it at that. don't go after anyone involved either as i hate seeing this type of shit get dragged on. especially if it's all, again, opinion-based.

#emelin rambles #rant #this post doesn't count as rant tbh #it's more of me venting tbh cuz i lowkey feel betrayed #but i'mma still tag it just so peeps can find my own rant about some previous accusations from a while ago #actually just about the same accusations minus nezha and i guess the religion part idk #i already put my points about it there- if i ever necessarily have to then i'll just add points #but i also don't wanna spoil the entire actual fuckin lore on the au just cuz some peeps are jumping the gun on things #just because it's “not accurate to the source material” or a “horrible thing in history” #i'm literally not going out of my day to ruin people's days #like- branding and the servant vibe is literally just a nitpick #considering we're talking about literal lego figurines that were made to be merchandise #i'll just leave it at that cuz i did talk about the entire topic of literal fictional characters already

[todayisafridaynight]

if theres one thing that differentiates mine and sawashiro its that sawashiro is JUST a LITTLE silly. on a microscopic level he is SUPER MINUTELY goofy

#snap chats #LET ME EXPLAIN PUT THE TOMATO DOWN #Evidently rggjo is Blatantly more silly so to speak. from a comparative standpoint #but y7jo has a modicum of that i prommy #like mine just aint silly like that... he's very serious about everything its hard for me to think of him being a goof #the closest he was to being goofy was before slappin haruka with that grin ☠️ #i would never forget his story time with daigo in rggo dont you ever accuse me of that again im just saying ITSA RARE OCCURRENCE #it's hard to imagine sawashiro being a goof too but there's like. VERY rare scenarios where it is possible if we try hard enough #case in point. bullying ichi BYE-- #ACCIDENTALLY PROVING MY POINT WITH THAT TATTOO COMIC I DID damn maybe i do know what im talking about sometimes #like 3/4 times jo smiles it's with ichi. a wholesome sentiment if not for the context of each time LMAO #he gets his kicks from bullying ichi and thats horrible but hilarious at the same time #first time its before he slugs him and mitsu for the money then theres their lil reunion in chap 2 #and a PERSONAL favorite of mine his lil smirk he does before he grabs the sword off the wall. like hes a lil goofy i sense it #that smirk still makes me laugh like bro shut up LMAO hes about to beat my ass and im gonna be mad about it #like things mine does are surely silly and goofy dont get me wrong. his comedys unintentional sawashiro's trying JUST a lil me thinks #a classic maneuver from a depressed mfer this shouldnt be surprising in retrospect #i say that as if mine dont got issues....... lol... #ok im done rambling where the fuck am i gon with this post. bye

[bijoumikhawal]

I was listening to someone talking about how much she doesn't like South Korea's privacy laws when it comes to criminals and it abruptly hit me that she doesn't like them because she's a true crime creator (yes I watch garbage sometimes)

#cipher talk #The thing is there's a lot of net benefits to not publicizing a person accused of a crimes info until they've been convicted abd served #(To my understanding at least some criminals have their name and what they did made public upon release) #Like it helps prevent people glorifying them. It cuts back on media sensationalism. It protects their families from discrimination #(A lot of families of well known criminals face harassment its a global issue) #If they're innocent it prevents their name from being slandered #It helps cut down on extra judicial punishment #There are a LOT of fucked up things about how crime and law work in South Korea. This is not one of those things! #In general it's become very keen to me that most true crime people understand NOTHING about human rights #Because they dont get that the prison system is actually horrible and end up wanting things to be worse #Or they do understand that but don't care #'Actually because a suspect can force you to get them food during an interrogation they hold power' You Don't Know Shit About Interrogation #Suspects may do that to /feel/ powerful because they ARENT powerful in that situation #The police may want information but ultimately that doesn't bend them to the whim of a prisoner

[borealiszero]

if you think shen jiu is “a rancid, horrible, radioactive level toxic of a man” fine, whatever, but please use an “anti” or “negativity” tag and not his primary tag. thank you!

As per suggestion I have removed it solely bc it might make people uncomfortable.

But also WHAT. DID YOU NOT READ THE DAMN POST HE IS CANONICALLY THAT.

#speechless.jpeg??????? #anon he IS horrible. bc he abuse bingge what #and i EXPLICITLY said that i will fight poeple who woobify him. #bc of this i will need to clarify the deepest secret ive ever had in my stupid life: #yes. i am a shen jiu liker. his horrible aura and shitty demeanor captured me like a scientist to an interesting radioactive rock #HE HAS LAYERS AND IT WASN'T EXPLORED ENOUGH IN CANON #I wanna bite him so bad i wanna shake him like bones in my mouth #we could do so many things with his backstory and pidw canon!!!!! like fuck?? his view of himself is so so skewed #if i could ever write anything i wanna put him in therapy. lets go babygirl im dragging u to therapy #dont you DARE accuse me of being his anti or negativity or whatever when i was busy thinking about how can i make him and yqy in character #like actually thats so hard? both has different level of frequency and it hurtssssss #am i a shen jiu liker? yes. is he an asshole? yes. #he needs to stay that way even after slef discovery bc cang qiong need one sharp tongued full of suspicion and quick witted peak lord and #its not gonna be yqy #[borealis.mail]

[howlingdemon13]

It should be illegal for my coworker to text me outside of work hours. 🙃

#this woman has no idea what a boundary is #istg i could forgive the horrible pay if i was working with literally anyone else #she’s not a bad person but she fucking suuuuuucks to work with #and i want to cry because when she does text me outside of work hours #it’s either to passive-aggressively accuse me of shit or vent #the things about her personal life… #like sister sue i don’t know you like that

[halodwolf]

im going to make this woman quit. god bless

#☀️ #this sounds really mean without context but she is a horrible worker and has accused me of wanting to physically assault her #after i gave her polite advice on how to do her job #she undoes work that ive done and redoes it worse and covered in sticky crap #she's gotten in trouble and been talked to multiple times #and now she's telling me things and then faking it when our manager talks to her. #im done with her shit i hope she quits.

[umilily]

the poll on hated subjects in school made me remember the single most unhinged class i ever had, which was my last politics lesson in 10th grade. everyone (first and foremost our teacher) was screaming and insulting each other. people were crying and some just deadass left out of protest in the middle of it. it was absolutely surreal.

#lily talks #it's been a while but iirc the whole thing happened bc of a discussion about israel #which in light of recent events feels incredibly ironic #i do not say this lightly but the woman teaching the class had ISSUES #certainly on a personal level #but also it was actually harrowing to witness this person using her postion (teaching politics and ethics) for no other reason than to forc #her own political believes onto as many kids as possible #and if anyone dared to disagree (which of course little me did first thing when she took over the class in 8th grade) she not only gave us #bad grades for the entire 3 years we had her class (of coruse with no good reasoning even just to pretend) #but also dubbed all of them nazis or sexist or any other wildly problematic thing you could imagine #even if and in most cases especially when it had absolutely nothing to do with the topic at hand #naturally everyone present quickly developed a rather sarcastic and grim sense of humor when dealing with this person #like 'what crime will i be accused of this week? find out after the break' #my personal highlight still was the time i was supposed to describe a very low-res black and white picture with a woman and #a lot of boxes full of fresh produce #which i phrased as such but then made the mistake of adding that i (due to the quality) could not make out where this was taken #which was my teachers cue to spend the next 5 minutes reprimanding me bc apparently 'THIS WOMAN HAS HER OWN STORE!' (good for her) #and by not mentioning that i was being misogynistic #so there. now you know it. i am a horrible person who uses the medium of overhead transparencies to spread misogyny. #anyway- #the truly entertaining thing was the guy who had to do the same with the next picture which was some dude selling kebab #for some reason the teacher liked him even though he constantly made fun of her #i don't know if she just didn't get it? #so he came up with the fanciest most over the top proper officialese for saying 'kebab guy' #naturally she sang the highest praises #moral of the story: when in doubt call the kebab vendor of your trust 'Fachkraft für Rollfleisch-Management'

[countingnothings]

me: governance and operations are separate for some important reasons, like x and y. this is not just the case at our institution, but at any institution that has a board of governors.

students who are trying to get me to intervene in operations: it's very strange that you would say governance and operations are separate! we don't like this, and therefore you must be wrong about it.

both of these students are in the process of phds, which i think is proof that you don't need to have reading comprehension to get an advanced degree in the humanities.

#i spent five days crafting a gentle email explaining my position without commenting on the legitimacy of their accusations against staff #which they took less than 30 minutes to respond to in a very incoherent screed #that conflated 'when i was a student rep to the board i felt that i wasn't taken seriously' #with 'it's weird to say that student reps represent students to the board' #hilariously this guy wasn't taken seriously because he neither showed up to meetings nor had anything substantive to contribute when he did #the one thing of value he contributed was something multiple board members took up and advocated for on his behalf #my email: in reviewing policy we may adopt a multi-stakeholder approach that would include student voices #their email: we think it's horrible that no one ever thinks of student voices! you can't make policy without us! #my email: complaints against the Director of X go to me. complaints against the Principal of Y go to this other guy #their email: we want to launch a complaint against the principal of x #no such position exists but alright then #having heard about the situation in which they have appointed themselves the Voice of the Students from multiple perspectives #including student perspectives #they have no grounds for a formal complaint and in fact have been treated with extraordinary generosity by all the non-students involved #but nobody will promise to adopt the strategy these 2 students think is best #(we're in a stage of policy review for the relevant policies and these students have received multiple promises to duly consider their inpu #but unless i get my way i will continue to throw a tantrum!!! #GPOY #i have been chair of this fucking board for two months. #they are so damn lucky they are not interacting with the previous chair #who would have shut them down immediately and forgotten about it two minutes later

[idiotsofoz]

my dad when he goes through my entire room while i'm not home and throws a bunch of my stuff away because he wants to catch evidence of me doing something bad which he inevitably won't find: why don't my kids trust me🥺🥺

#he threw away my fucking DEODORANT like what #he thinks that im doing horrible things behind his back and then gets mad when he cant prove it because it means im ''hiding'' it #no dad youre just convinced im a bad person and im really not sure why . #hes been like this my entire life but its gotten worse since i turned 18 hes been accusing me of stealing and shit #i cannot fucking wait to move out when i graduate high school hes never fucking seeing me again

[mmmmuffins]

thinking about the time i made a gojo presentation for my cca bc some people said i liked him for his looks

#i am So Funny #rhe first picture (for context) is the horrible things people accused me of (suffered fr) #ITS NOT WHAT I THINK i do not think gojo has a god complex #anw the second slide was my fav to do #gojo satoru #jjk

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

sometimes youre like "hey, remember that lawsuit from years ago where warner brothers would have had to prove ghosts were real, i wonder how that whole thing ended. i should look that up."

and turns out you shouldnt look it up. or at least not when youre gonna be going to sleep within the next hour.

because turns out the legally proving ghosts are real thing is one of the easier things to digest in that clusterfuck of copyright claims.

the warrens are/were bad people who seem to have given away exclusive rights for their lifestory at least twice, maybe thrice, and its all downhill from there

#kai rambles #this is literally me just needing to put these words somewhere #because ive read many articles in the past hour #and wow #just wow #i forgot about the allegations against ed so that was just as horrible to discover as the first time #and i already believe judith because believe victims but just to add to it lorraine included very weird clauses in the second/third contract #where its like this film does not touch on any of these topics why is this in the contract? #also like #off of that topic #where does henry brittle land on the nature of his own book now? he claimed it a biography for like 30 years but then it was fictional when #he sued warner brothers #also theres like 30 amityville horror films and do they not infringe on his rights? the warrens were involved with that whole bullshit #also the producer who sued them and accused them of racketeering and originally got the rights from ed warren in the 90s even though ed had #already signed them away. the one who was also bankrupt and maybe making a poker show. that guy. he produced the 2001 josie and the #pussycats film because why the hell not #the whole thing is a mess and the case was dismissed with prejudice (that means he cant sue them again for the same thing) by brittle who #claimed he was an unknowing puppet for the producer guy and its just #theres a lot happening here #almost none of which would have happened if the warrens didnt sign away exclusive rights multiple times