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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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A @ptsd.awareness #repost #rp #anxiety #depression #trauma #ptsd #posttraumaticslavesyndrome #ancestralhealinginprogress #tantra #authentictantra #nonbinaryblackmagic #nonbinary https://www.instagram.com/p/Br808fUAMQ6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gha6z5ffv9gn
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candiceanitra-blog · 6 years
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I photograph with tremendous reverence...Self portraiture, nature photography, everything I am doing, in every way, becomes a way to know myself as #nonbinary on ever deepening levels. Before I had the vocabulary I fucked the binary, I art-ed in each step, & transmutated with my natural powers of alchemy & amplification... #shadowdancer #lightworker #tantra #healingisdaily #alchemista #trauma #notetoselves #ancestralhealinginprogress https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp9lqUngCQW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lsigfvy1zouc
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candiceanitra-blog · 6 years
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I see you. I love you. I feel you fellow sentients. I am holding space for the light & the dark for my shadow dancing & my light work are intrinsically linked. I've discovered that in this soul work/play quartz crystals are the only thing I can wear near my ultra magnetic juicy heart chakra that doesn't fly off of my person or break mysteriously. I cleanse this homie daily & appreciate the difference energetic hygiene makes in my life, from solo somatic practices, to meditation, to boundary honoring & discernment. Cultivating mindfulness is a daily happening. #youcantryyouvandefinitelytry #youcancatchthesemagicalpaws #shadowdancer #lightworker #quartzcrystal #quartz #singersoulmama #alchemista #tantra #tantrastudies #trauma #ancestralhealinginprogress #ptsd https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo4b_NIB4Fb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4b5qu069sean
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candiceanitra-blog · 6 years
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My super emotional & cleansing bath last night & walking forgiveness meditation in the woods this morning got me like 💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾#reclaimingsafety #blackbody #ancestralhealinginprogress #marriageofopposites #lightworker #shadowdancer
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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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...will celebrate my 30s with deep gratitude. Thank you ancestors for walking with me on this journey. Thank you for your guidance as I have centered my trauma healing & integration. #muterkelly #blacklivesmatter #blackbody #blackityblack #ancestralhealinginprogress #trauma #ptsd #respectabilitypolitics #shadowdancer #lightworker https://www.instagram.com/p/BsVeh3zAYqc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12n9n4c2ov0j8
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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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I just wanna play...cultivating mindfulness & pleasure. I can feel my ancestors Dorothy & Mattie & Florence surrounding me in a circle of protection. We dance. We play. #shadowdancer #lightworker#tibetantantra #healingisdaily #anxiety #trauma #nonbinaryblackmagic #ancestralhealinginprogress https://www.instagram.com/p/BsvuQ05B93g/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1037b45xdktcf
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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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Goodnight lovers 💋🖖🏾💜#shadowdancer #lightworker #trauma #anxiety #ancestralhealinginprogress #tantra #multidisciplinaryartist https://www.instagram.com/p/Br6khvVAsOK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bljlbkbz58qf
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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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Gratitude solstice ripples! Thank you @kambocare & @gypsywombman 💜 #shadowdancer #lightworker #alchemist #witch #tantra #ancestralhealinginprogress https://www.instagram.com/p/BrqShEkASKG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bxzbn03x1377
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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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I am shadow dancing, messy with sweet surrender. Root canal-ed, & sewer lined. Deep cosmic fissures in consciousness. I dig the legacy of internalized bias, the conditioning unearthed, under my nails. I saw my 1st power & control wheel a couple of weeks ago. I shared it with my mother & she too saw the family patterns the rippling out & in as truth slices to our quick. My ancestral maternal line holds me. Their hands got me buoyed, gentle lifting at my back & I am in the wind again. I am tired & this almost 40 pregame is not fucking around. #lightworker #shadowdancer #shittysituation #trauma #anxiety #depression #ancestralhealinginprogress #selfportraitphotography https://www.instagram.com/p/Brm-LipgzNE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lr9xj2s5h34f
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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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words re: my root canal by me shirt by @afrosexology_ #triggered #trauma #tantra #shadowdancer #lightworker #ancestralhealinginprogress https://www.instagram.com/p/BrN5EpRhbEv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gh640s5rfce7
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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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No matter how long we've known each other or what I did before...this black ass nonbinary cisgender presenting woman is tiiiiired & I will no longer do free emotional labor, share scholarship/art on anyone else's terms but my own, or be accessible to you whenever. A @kaliandkall & @talibkweli #rp #repost #healingisdaily #blackbody #blacklivesmatter #ancestralhealinginprogress #depression #anxiety #trauma #tantra #alchemist https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq9_CNnANnJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11g06ligfx7mv
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candiceanitra-blog · 5 years
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Today I danced my depression & anxiety. I didn't feel in IT or blue in the extreme but I definitely felt blue adjacent 👀 SO dancing, hooping, yoni yoga, & supreme indulgence in grooming & self care in the form of aloe vera meets fermented rice water hair treatments, & homemade essential oils meets salt concoctions, oh & lots of tenderness, yep lots of tenderness on deck. Song "Angry Sea Of Me" written by me & performed by @candiceanitra @joelhamiltone @jasonbmills @deezrox @wesmingus #shadowdancer #lightworker #trauma #ptsd #anxiety #depression #ancestralhealinginprogress #blackbody #blacklivesmatter #blackityblack #singersoulmama https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq0ovTkg47k/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wb3c9bh0nzy9
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candiceanitra-blog · 6 years
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I mine. I observe. I pause. I excavated, I new. I old. I same. I all altogether different. I sad. I mad. I pissed but I glad. I feel. I dance. I me. #shadowdancer #lightworker #trauma #ptsd #ancestralhealinginprogress #tantra #treetherapy https://www.instagram.com/p/BqxPfDMgSt7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=k39kdva3osy8
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candiceanitra-blog · 6 years
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Sweaty upper lip. Increased heart rate. Stuttering. Tension in my jaw/shoulders. These are just a few of my bodies signals that I have been triggered or am in a state of overwhelm. When I notice my body I feel present, I am giving myself the gift of attention, holding space without judgement, unconditional love... & lighting up the pieces of me that felt unknown & unloveable. #trauma #ptsd #lightworker #shadowdancer #alchemist #tantra #ancestralhealinginprogress https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp4VzDrAozI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=115qc62m2zhs8
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candiceanitra-blog · 6 years
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Currently centering my healing & integration but I'm still out here & looking into Patreon too. Thank you for asking/seeing about me & loving me lovers. I love you too! #tbt #throwbackthursday #menace #candiceanitra #easier #barkthenbite #bigtree #narcissusecho #lovemachine #ii #II #thelovemachineproject #studiogbrooklyn #alienpop #trauma #ptsd #ancestralhealinginprogress #singersoulmama #lightworker #shadowdancer #alchemista #tibetantantra #authentictantra #tantrastudies #supportindependentartists #heartsleeverecords https://www.instagram.com/p/BpE48tWA9Db/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17l9cbxm2zmhb
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candiceanitra-blog · 6 years
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I'm saying...you don't have to like it but honoring where I'm at is non negotiable regardless of the nature of our relationship, how long I've known you, what I allowed in the past, etc. - you don't need to get IT, just get that. When I give you my yes, I really WANT to be present, & my boundaries help me decompress & show up fully for that yes. A @polycollective @the_fairy_godfather #repost #rp #shadowdancer #lightworker #everymomentisateacher #alchemista #ancestralhealinginprogress #trauma #ptsd https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo9ILiQBKI4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qfy1yjcy8d2d
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